The Path Never Taken (part 7 of 20)

a Sailor Moon fanfiction by seraphydragon

Kaiya’s POV

School had just finished for the day. Now I was on the bus and on my way back over to the shrine. Looking back down onto the piece of paper I continued my writing.

I hope Rei isn’t mad…Forgetting to call might’ve not been a great idea. It was just that I was worrying about a few other stressing matters. I mean, learning that some special secret technology actually did exist when I was told it didn’t, being attacked by a demonic garden hose, meeting my parents indirectly and finally, using my powers for the second time in my life.

I paused.

All I’m left with is a bunch of questions; I don’t understand anything. Where did the monster come from, why did it attack Hisa and what on earth was that crystal thing that came out of her chest? It doesn’t make any sense! Plus a monster…some psycho woman and my parents were all there. Is a crystal really so important that would make everyone go after it?

Hmm…One of my hands came up to my chin as I attempted to think things through. The sounds of the bus’s motor were blocked from my mind but try as I might I wasn’t able to ignore tiny vibrations that softly shook the seats. A small irritation compared to a few stares of interest amongst the group of passengers. I sighed quietly and shook my head. All right, so what do I know? With my free hand I outstretched its index finger. First of all it seems that Hisa doesn’t remember the incident at all. Secondly…My middle finger accompanied the index. It appears that there hasn’t been another attempt to steal the older girl’s crystal. Does that mean they’ve given up or are they merely waiting for the right time for a round two?

“Hey blondie!” Someone whistled and snapped me out of my thoughts.

My head shot up and my senses were alert. Haruka was here? Since when did the proud blond take the bus? I always imagined the woman to be racing around the city in a motorcycle or at the very least, a car of her own. To my relief I found it was some lame pervert trying to hit on me. At times I forget that I’m a blond as well. Whew…

“Not interested.” I coldly stated.

“Aww, what do you mean? Can’t we just…” With that I shot him a glare and the man immediately shut up. Seems he got the message.

I waited a few more minutes before I was sure that there would be no more interruptions.

The thing was, I was really glad Haruka wasn’t here or Michiru either for that matter. Yesterday all of their questions had me right on the spot, it really bothered me to lie to them as they were the closest people I had for friends. They truly did seem to be worried for my health but it’s not worth burdening them with troubles that do not concern them. Heck, I felt myself laugh inside, since when did it concern me? Besides the fact that my parents were there and it was Hisa that was attacked the whole demon business was beyond my agenda. I froze. Or was it…? Something like a little voice at the back of my head was nagging.

‘The sailor scout’s powers were meant to fight for peace against the forces of evil /’ I had memorized this phrase after hearing it countless of times. But there was more to it. Queen Serenity and her guardians all fought time after time until the era of Crystal Tokyo came, that much I knew from the textbooks. I closed my eyes at the reminiscence.

Reading, writing notes, flipping through the computerized crystal documents hours at a time when I had not been training. A small desk in a gigantic library and a rug under my feet as I sat in a leather armchair. The whole room was completely lit up as the light from the ceiling fell to the clear tiles below and was reflected back up in all directions. Many times I watched recorded battles on the pages as instructed by my older sister. If there was an interesting or unique strategy I was to write it down on my notebook, then describe the pros and cons that occurred as well as the initial risks. I also recall the mountain of pages used for each fight and my hands would always be sore for some days following.

I smiled at the memory although back then, I wouldn’t have laughed; it was too painful. I haven’t studied for awhile now but even without the books and papers my mind could bring up the memorable few. Times where sailors had combined attacks, or when two certain partners had brought down youma with their team work alone.

My eyes opened to view the bus’s environment again. The sailor soldiers were considered heroines, living legends. They used their powers to fight evil…As I do have my parent’s powers am I expected to fight monsters as well, even if it were not my own time?

No! A voice in my head argued stubbornly. ‘That’s just ridiculous’. Right I found myself agreeing. Mainly because I’m not supposed to even exist here right now and besides, people here have to deal with matters on their own. That last time with Hisa was an exception that’s all.

Out of the corner of my eye I noticed the familiar area of town. I can finish this later, I thought as I dumped the small book into my bag. My stop had come and I exited off the bus. The mechanical beast roared away, becoming quieter as I made my way up the steps to where I stayed. Breathing fresh air now felt so good, just what I needed. It was even sweeter since Haruka and Michiru weren’t around; I managed to avoid talking to them all day except when absolutely necessary. Who knows what they would’ve asked if given the chance. Since this morning I could tell that something had changed between us but I couldn’t describe what. The atmosphere around them was tense I had noticed. Just what was I supposed to do? Tell them Hisa and I were attacked by monsters and make them think I’m in need of some shrink? I’m so sure it would make them feel better.

“Rei?” I called upon reaching the entrance of the shrine.

My bag was swung over my right shoulder with my right hand clutching it. Calling the miko’s name whenever I returned was becoming a habit to me.

“She’s not here right now, can I help you?”

A scruffy long -haired man came into my sight. Brown hair, wearing the male shrine’s tradition clothing…

“You must be Yuuchiro.” It was more of a statement than a question.

“Huh? How’d you know who I am?” He approached closer to get a better look at me. “Correct me if I’m mistaken miss but I don’t think we’ve met before.”

HUH? I blinked. Didn’t Rei and her gramps tell this dude about me yet? They had all yesterday!

“No, we haven’t.” I smiled. “I’m Kaiya, nice to meet you.”

The other man stood there, unmoving. If those bangs weren’t in his face maybe I’d be able to see his eyes I cursed. A person’s emotions could be better seen with eye contact, it was a rule of life. To my surprise his body was shaking slightly…was he okay?

“So you’re the one!” He shouted all of the sudden, catching me off guard. “Rei said I had been replaced by some handsome tall blond! But…but…” The way he waved an accusing finger at me was really irritating.

“A girl?” I finished for him. Remind me to kill Rei later.

“Uhh…yeah.” The guy blushed and scratched his head in an embarrassed manner. “So…are you really replacing me?” He whispered.

“Kaiya!” Came a shriek, two arms wrapped themselves around my waist from behind.

“Hi Rei.” Just by the shriek I could identify the smaller girl a mile away, it really was in a class of its own.

“Where’ve you been? Grandpa and I was worried about you when you didn’t come home yesterday.” She released her hold and studied my face.

“Some things happened, so I ended up staying at Michiru’s place. Sorry I didn’t call you, it won’t happen again.” I smiled. Rei seemed to relax and apparently forgot about the whole incident right there with my gesture. Haruka has some useful moves after all.

“Well I’m glad you’re back.” She took hold of my free arm and pressed her side against it.

“Grr…”

“Something wrong Yuuchiro?” Obviously the guy was jealous but I pretended to be naïve.

“Rei…” He somewhat managed to reply.

“Oh, hi Yuuchiro. This is Kaiya, your replacement.” I gave Rei a questioning look; I thought it was a joke. She gave a wink and confirmed the suspicion.

“WHAT?” He yelped. Yuuchiro’s jaw was so wide it could’ve hit the floor as the rest of him paled significantly. I surpressed a laugh at his reaction.

“You heard me. We needed some real help around here and Kaiya just happened to be available. She does all the chores faster and better than you too.”

I do? But I haven’t done any…Uh oh, why am I sensing like I’m getting dragged into something here. I tried to escape the situation but Rei tightened her hold on my arm and dug her nails painfully into my hand, bare flesh screamed.

“Is that so?” The man growled in a challenging way. His bangs parted slightly so I could now see the fierce glare.

Deeeeefinately not a good feeling. It wasn’t that I was afraid of the man I mean, first of all I’ve been training all of my life and not just the princess lessons. Secondly, chores were nothing to me. Third and most obvious to me of course was I had powers that could blow him across to the other side of town if I wanted to…not that I’d use my powers for something so pitiful though.

“Well I challenge you for my spot back! I’ll prove to Rei that I’m the better person for the job!”

“Eh?” I was really hoping Rei would step in and say it was all a joke. About now would be very good. However when I turned towards her she had already let go of my arm and was now running back down the shrine steps. “Rei!” I called. Get back here!

“I’m going to Usagi’s! Seems like she wants some love advice so catch you guys later!” She threw a kiss and then waved before she jogged away out of sight.

Well…this wasn’t good. I scratched the back of my head. Now what to do, I’m stuck with a VERY jealous man who wants to do nothing more but strangle me for doing nothing. What do to…

“Hey, I’m talking to you!” Yuuchiro gasped. Seems like he needs to recover from all that shouting.

“I heard you. I just need to go put my bag away, I’ll be right back shortly.” I brushed past him. “Besides, it looks like you need to take a few deep breaths tough guy.”

He didn’t retaliate with more threats and allowed me to go to my room. Guess that’s settled…These little challenges were no fun at all; I have no doubt in my mind that I’ll be able to outdo this guy in any ‘challenge’ he brings up. As for him trying to impress Rei…well she isn’t going to be around to watch so it would be pointless for him too. Maybe when I go back out I’ll offer to do it another time, or even better, if we could drop it altogether. I’d hate to embarrass the poor guy more after what Rei did to him. No one deserved that.

I dropped my bag to the floor and stood there for a moment. No, I don’t think the shrine uniform should be dirtied from such childish acts.

“Perhaps I’ll change into some ‘casual’ wear.” I eyed the few pieces of clothing in my dresser. Mostly what Rei had given me, but they are really girly or too small. The sight of countless of skirts sent dreaded shivers down my spine. Only for school did I really endure the torture.

My hands went rummaging through a hidden section in my bag until…

“Aha!” I beamed. Michiru had lent me a set of clothing to replace the one I had ‘destroyed’ as Haruka called it from yesterday. ‘T-shirt and a pair of jeans’ was what she called them. Although, I was pretty sure it was a sort of peace bribe because of yesterday and to stimulate conversation, it was still a nice gesture. I pulled on the denim blue, soft material. The pants fit somewhat tight and the white t-shirt was bearable.

Hmm…Oh right, I was thinking about Yuuchiro. It might just be better to tell him Rei was joking myself but…I frowned, would he believe me? Probably not since I am technically the stranger.

Finally all set to go I opened the door to my room to see Yuuchiro seated on the floor right outside. He jumped up and turned to face me as the door swung fully open.

“What took you so long?” The man grunted.

Summing it up the best I could I replied,

“I’m a girl.” That seemed to answer his question. “Listen Yuuchiro this whole contest isn’t necessary-“

“Ah-ha! So you’re afraid!”

“No, it’s not that. You see Rei was-“

“Don’t say her name like you know her! Just you watch, once I win she’ll forget all about you.”

Was this guy really serious? I’ve never seen anyone act this way before; he must have it bad for Rei.

“You’re are being very unreasonable.” My hand lifted to my head to lean on.

“No more talk, let’s do this. I’m itching to go.” Yuuchiro put his fists up in a mock battle stance.

I sighed in defeat. Kami… I’m still tired from yesterday’s challenge. I hope this doesn’t happen too often. Honestly people in this time are maniacs.

“Fine, you choose the chore.”

“Great, floor cleaning!” Yuuchiro pointed to two buckets full of soaped up water on the ground. Two sponges floated on the water’s surface, partially hidden by their foam camouflage. “I’m the champ at this one.”

I pictured my back breaking like a twig. Anything but this would’ve been fine.

“Great champ, you can start us off.”

Haruka’s POV, Michiru and Haruka during a car ride

“What do you think Michi?” I asked my companion.

“Hmm…It does seem that Kaiya’s been avoiding us today, hasn’t it?”

It was true. The girl had been very good at evading any conversation between Michiru and myself. How much did she see? Did she know? If she did, it could be a problem…Damn, just what was she hiding!

“We’ve got to find out.” I voiced my thoughts.

“But haven’t we been trying Haruka? It could be that she’s still shaken up from the incident…that is, if she really remembers it at all. Any normal human would clam up until they’ve calmed down, it’s natural.” Michiru pointed out the logic.

“But…”

“You were exactly like her after your first youma encounter as well.”

That statement brought back memories of my own. When I had first decided to become Sailor Uranus I was quite aloof from everyone for a few days as well. Perhaps I really was thoughtless.

“All right, so what do you suggest we do?” I felt myself sigh. Michiru always seemed to know what to do, at times it made me feel rather stupid and needy. I didn’t blame the other woman for my automatic self-hate; rather, my self-loathing came from my reckless attitude. At times I wished Michiru would kick me for it but it would be even worse to embarrass the shorter woman for becoming involved in my own childish antics.

“Wait it out. She’ll tell us when she’s ready.” The ocean senshi replied casually. It was as though she had it all planned out. Man, do I feel stupid. “Here is good Haruka.”

I parked the car and the both of us made our way into a park. One word, beautiful. The grass seemed to be kept tidy by a caretaker and the playground at the entrance was bristling with children already. Looking at the little tykes, the clumsy movements and excited high-pitched speeches I couldn’t help but chuckle. As a child, even back when I was a kid, I couldn’t remember laughing or having so much fun as these kids were now. It was a case of being always…too busy. Unconsciously my eyelids lowered halfway, staring longingly. They were lucky to have friends.

A small tug at my uniform sleeve reminded me that I had someone now. I had Michiru. Looking down into her face I could see concern swimming in those aqua eyes and for some reason, it made it happy when it should’ve made me sad for worrying the woman.

“I’m all right. Where to next?” I took her hand into mine, telling her that I’d follow if she’d lead. Michiru paused for a moment until I had smiled reassuringly to her. “Really…it’s okay.”

Michiru nodded her head and pulled me forwards towards a small shrine by the lake. The sparkling water had caught my eye first; the way the light gleamed off its clear surface. Unintentionally I found myself stopping to cover my eyes from the glare. Perhaps I should’ve brought my sunglasses.

“Ah, you’re back again?”

An old man feeding some pigeons had addressed Michiru. He sat on one of the many benches in the sitting area by the lake. However I found myself not staring at the birds that crowded his legs nor the odd mustache on his face but his hands. True there was a small bag of birdseed grasped lightly in those thin, bony fingers but the skin appeared so callused. Growing old is a part of life isn’t it? What was this man like when he was younger?

I always wondered what it would be like to grow old. Just imagine, not being able to do things you could as a youth; always hanging out with friends, eating what you wanted, being able to perform strenuous activities such as running…But that’ll stay forever as a mere imagination, for sailor senshi will never grow old. We can die but never age. Even then, it does not mean we should take our eternal youth for granted.

“Hai, I wanted to finish a painting.” Michiru smiled.

“Oh I see.” The elder nodded. “And who is this? Your boyfriend?” He turned to face me with an odd twinkle in his eye. Immediately I could feel a blush of embarrassment creep to my face at the mention. I could never get used to this question, no matter how many times it was asked by random strangers.

“I…er…” Immediately I looked over to Michiru, hoping she’d answer the question for me. Instead, she remained silent and decided to watch me sweat this one out for myself. Okay, well I was definitely sweating! What to say, what to say…Think smart. I racked my brains for a cool answer until…Got it.

“Actually yes.” I replied with confidence. In the corner of my eye I could see Michiru raise an eyebrow. Now she’s going to get it. A voice in my head egged me on. ‘Embarrass her’.

“You two make a perfect couple…” The senior responded again. I bet he was jealous. “How long have you’ve been going out?” Gah, most questions! No one told me there would be a pop quiz.

“Few years…” Close enough I mentally shrugged.

“Impressive; most kids your age don’t last a few months!” He chuckled. “Well I’ll say one thing for sure, she’s something special there young man.” With a wave of a hand he then motioned for me to move closer. “Don’t let this one get away if you know what I mean.” I found him whispering into my ear. “You also have my blessing.”

I was definitely dying of embarrassment now.

“I’ll do my best.” I chuckled before moving away from the amusing senior.

Walking back over to Michiru I gave her my best smile, determined to make the old man’s day, perhaps year.

“Haruka what did he…? Ah-“ She squeaked in surprise.

I had wrapped my arms around her and planted a kiss on those luscious lips. The way her body was pressed into mine sent a knee-buckling jolt through my stomach. Michiru’s arms hanged loosely by her sides, one hand gripped stubbornly onto her art supplies. For a moment she continued to allow me to kiss her wide eyed, letting it all happen. No resistance whatsoever to my surprise, however, I received a bigger shock when she closed her eyes and started to kiss me back. It was shyly at first the way she massaged my lips with her own but gradually picked up. In the background I could hear the faint sound of art supplies hitting the ground as arms wrapped around me, returning the embrace in full. She sighed in my mouth,

“Mmm…”

It was as though I died and gone to heaven. However all good things must come to an end, can’t make too much of a scene in case someone we know sees us. Just as Michiru flicked her tongue against my bottom lip I pulled back.

A look of disappointment lit her features as we parted. Was she really disappointed I asked myself; I was breathing too hard to ask Michiru personally.

“Oh ho ho…” The old man finally replied. “Well, good luck with your painting young lady. Good luck with the young lady young man.” He gave a small wink and picked up his cane, walking away to the park’s entrance.

In silence Michiru and I continued down the hill to the shore of the small lake. I can’t believe it; I got to kiss Michiru! And more surprising, she didn’t try to kill me! Inside I felt all giddy, very unlike me but I couldn’t help it, the feeling of the kiss was still on my lips.

We found a place and sat down beneath the shade of a few trees.

“Haruka…” The aqua haired goddess finally spoke, breaking the silence.

“Yeah…?” Stay calm, stay calm, stay calm. Stay calm damn it!

“What did that old man tell you?” There was a dangerous edge to her voice now. In Michiru’s words, ‘it was an ominous sign’ the way she her back remained facing me.

“That…I uhh…shouldn’t let you get away?” I found myself grinning sheepish. That was when I let my guard down.

“And then you…you…” It hadn’t quite sunk in with her. The next thing that happened took me by surprise although it shouldn’t have.

Slap!

“Oww…” My hand reached up to the bright hand print marring my cheek. She hit me hard…that hurt. I pouted inwardly. “Oh well, can’t win them all…” I whispered to myself, feeling like smiling despite the blow.

“What did you say?” Michiru muttered coolly.

“Nothing!” I waved my hands. However she still refused to look at me.

“I’m sorry okay Michi? I thought it would be best to make it look believable right? Besides, you shouldn’t have let me decide on that question; with me being reckless person and all.” I tried to cheer her up. Still no response…Time to change tactics; can’t have my partner refuse to talk to me again. Could cripple our teamwork in battle right? Plus I won’t be able to pass Modern Japanese without her tutoring! Quickly I taunted with a, “Come on, you know you liked it.”

I moved closer to the shorter girl and walked around her side to get a better look at her face.

“Ah!” I opened my mouth wide in shock.

“Haruka!”

SLAP! Tumble, Splash.

“Tch…” A growl escaped my chattering lips. Back a few meters away, out in the sun I found myself drying off as Michiru decided to start painting. Who could have thought she could slap harder than last time? Thanks to that I fell in the lake, bleh, I made a face. Hope I don’t smell like fish, or wait, are there even fish in this lake? The questions kept building upon the previous, making my head slightly spin. No, more important matters first! I shook my head. On the bright side I’ve learned a lesson today- note to self ‘she can slap with both hands’. The pain in both of my cheeks agreed with the statement.

Although my face was burning I still doubt it was enough to compare to Michi’s. Her face was blood red and thoroughly flushed…Michiru had looked as if she were dying from embarrassment. Could she have feelings for me? My memory trailed back to the kiss, then the painful slaps. No, the two didn’t add up so that couldn’t be it. Must’ve been in the moment sort of thing. I leaned back against the grass, allowing the sun to continue its work. It felt so good, the warmth. My eyes closed gently allowing myself to be carried away to a hopefully pleasant dream.

Few hours later

A few hours had passed. I had awakened only after the first hour. Besides sleeping, any other time where I was stationary too long really irked me, not that I didn’t like the scenery or anything but I hate being bored. For the last half-hour I’ve been shifting positions constantly by any means possible, siting up, lying down, climbing the trees…anything! It was driving me crazy.

“How’s the painting going Michi?” I tried to casually draw information. Maybe she’s almost done?

“Not bad, I think I’m almost done.” She continued to move the brush across the water portion of her sketch.

“Great!” I punched the air.

“What?”

“I mean, it looks great!” I recovered just in time. That was a close one, whew.

“ You’ve been quite mischievous lately Haruka.” Michi stated as she added finishing touches to her portrait.

“Well it’s been so boring around here, things need spicing up.” My hands gripped the back of my head as I sighed. It felt like this day had gone of forever… “Hey, I’m just going for a bit of a walk. I’ll be right back Michi.”

Michiru for the most part ignored me and continued on with her painting. Honestly that girl can get so wrapped up work, it’s scary sometimes. But…it’s still better than having her fight all the time that’s for sure. I turned to get one last glimpse of her before I continued up the hill.

You’ve been quite mischievous lately Haruka. Hmm…I could still hear her words clear as crystal. This city really does need some life to it and not the monster type either. In fact, now that I think about it… the most interesting that ever has happened was Kaiya when showed up. The brat is quite an enigmatic person…What’s her story I wonder. The teen doesn’t talk about herself much… AND she avoided me all day today! A feeling of anger surged up inside me. Why do I feel like this? If it were Michiru I’d be most likely begging for forgiveness for whatever it was I did but…

“Ouchy…” Someone groaned.

“Huh?” While passing by a tree I thought I heard someone moan in pain. “Hey, anyone up there?” I stopped to look up into the leafy foliage. There was no audible answer other than the cracking of the branches, groaning under some heavy, invisible weight. What if it was? Caution braced me as I jumped back ready to attack if necessary. I watched the tree shake again.

“Woah!” Someone yelled.

I twitched seeing the shadowy form as it made itself visible. Now what was the word? Irritation…there we go.

“What are you doing…hanging upside down in a tree Kaiya?” To imagine I was scared even for a moment…”Well?” I demanded with crossed arms. The girl was dangling with only her two legs grasping the sturdy branches. Her hair shot downwards as was the blood in her cheeks.

“Er…” The blonde tried to speak. On the bright side, she can’t run off now.

“You know, you look like a monkey. Where’re you hiding your tail?” I stepped forward, pretending to look for the missing piece.

“Grr…” Kaiya growled.

“I see…” Up closer now I could see it quite clearly. It wasn’t that she wanted to be in the position, her pant legging had caught in a crack of the bark. “Want some help?” I offered, knowing exactly what she’d say.

“No way!” She struggled, attempting to pull herself up. To my amusement she had made it up for the most part but failed to unhook the clothing before she fell down again. “Gah!” She swung back and forth, with such grace that would’ve made a pendulum envious might I add.

“Mommy, look at the monkey!” A small child cried out, pointing at Kaiya. I hadn’t noticed the mother and son until now. His mother didn’t look quite as impressed.

“That’s not a monkey dear…you shouldn’t call people bad names.” She lightly scolded the boy.

Kaiya’s face looked as though a bucket of red paint had been dumped upon her mug.

“Don’t say it…” She threatened, narrowing her eyes into mere slits as she glared.

I shrugged, trying not to laugh out loud. “Here.”

Whup!

Kaiya fell with a squeak. Unfortunately she avoided falling on that thick head of hers, I’m sure the rear end hurts a lot more.

“You shouldn’t surprise people like that!” The blonde yelled.

“What, no thank you? And you’re the one to talk.”

“That was an accident, you meant to do that on purpose!”

“So what if I did? Rather be stuck up that tree forever?”

Uh oh, the silent treatment. Wait… where does this look familiar? I paused for a moment hoping the thought would click. Nope, nada and…zip.

“Come on, you know you deserved it. Now stop being a brat.”

Kaiya turned her back to me, not even a glare this time. You know things are bad when…

“Hey…” A piece of parchment caught my eye. “What’s this on your back?”

“Mm?”

A small piece of paper had been statically attached to the shorter girl’s shirt. Wonder what it could be?

“Lovers’ Park: Affection Contest?” The words jumped out. I raised an eyebrow.

That had caught her attention.

“Say what?” She peeked over her shoulder.

“I didn’t know you were a romantic. Who’re you going with?” I teased. However if this had been stuck on her back I doubt she’d actually have anything to do with it.

“I don’t get it.” She frowned.

“What?” I faked shock. “You mean you’re going with someone to the event but you don’t know what it is?” My eyes went wide, hoping to emphasize the brilliant acting skills.

“You know, you’re starting to annoy me.”

“That so?” I chucked. “Well, do you honestly don’t know what it is?”

She nodded, trying extremely hard not to look curious in the least bit.

“It’s an affection contest, duh.” I waved a hand in her face. “You know, where couples prove their ‘friendship’ for each other…but its actually a love contest.”

“You deduced this by?”

“By reading the page.”

There was a brief silence.

“Are you going?” Kaiya asked suddenly.

“What? Yeah right, like who’d go with me?” I laughed.

“I thought that would be obvious. Michiru!”

“M-Michiru? N-no, I don’t think so.” I stuttered, trying to hide the blush of the thought.

“Why not? Did you ask her yet?”

“Well no…but…”

“You like her don’t you?” Ah crap, must stop blushing!

“What’s with all the questions!” I shouted; hoping the subject would change. Scratch that, silently begging it to change. “I don’t know what you’re talking about!” My arms crossed over my chest.

“That proves it, you do like her.” The statement was like an arrow had stabbed me through the chest. It was wrenching my insides painfully. Have…to…keep this to a minimum…damage.

“Shh!” I cupped a hand over her mouth. “Don’t tell anyone!” Kaiya was grinning now. “I-It’s just that I don’t think she feels the same way, who knows, she may be disgusted if she knew I really felt that way about her. Besides, its not exactly considered…normal in society.” I breathed, feeling the sudden urge to curse.

“Not normal?”

“You know…same gender couples…” I whispered into her ear.

“Seriously?” The blonde replied in surprise. Upon hearing this she frowned for a moment, already you could see the gears spinning in that head of hers. “You sure about this?”

“Absolutely.” I shuddered. There were just some memories that needed to be forgotten and this topic wasn’t helping.

Kaiya was now looking at me up and down.

“What is it?”

“You know you don’t dress like a girl. So people won’t be able to tell.”

“Yeah well…you know why.” The thought of binding my breasts stuck out in my head. Major reason right there!

“But what if Michiru thinks I’m going to proclaim some hidden love or whatever?”

“Isn’t that what you want to do?”

“No! I-I mean…I don’t know.” So much thinking… “Maybe…” I pouted. My thoughts were wandering back to remember Michi and her painting. The way her movements were pure grace as she brushed with lengthy strokes of colored paint. In my mind I could slow these movements down, savoring the relaxing masterpiece one frame at a time. Sunlight accompanied her dance as random splashes lit up the small shade she worked in. It wasn’t the ocean but it was still a home to her.

“You’re thinking about her aren’t you?” The voice interrupted the mental images.

Re-focusing my vision I realized that I must’ve been very dazed for Kaiya to be smirking the way she was now. I really started to regret ever wanting to converse with this person.

“Course not!”

“Course, meaning a positive or agreeing word. You said that first. Just like an open book.”

“Now listen-“

“No, you listen.” She interrupted me. A serious look plastered on her face suddenly, “This is a great opportunity! Either you take it or you don’t but whatever you decide to do, make sure you’re committed to the decision all the way.” Was this really Kaiya? My ears could hardly believe the mature attitude she took on; a moment ago she had been completely a child. “If you’re so worried about Michiru suspecting you’re feelings, say you want to do it as a prank or something like that. She’d believe it, I mean, you are prone to such behaviors.”

“Haruka…”

“H-huh? Oh! Yeah, prank…right, I get what you’re saying.”

“That’s good.” The girl fell back against the grass and proceeded to look up with a spacious gaze at the sky.

“But just one more thing.”

“ …What is it?” She hesitated to say for a moment. In my excitement I might’ve been more aware of the odd answer but I continued on with the question.

“Why were you in the tree in the first place?”

The blonde blinked. A confused expression washed over her features as her brows furrowed in deep thought.

“You know…I think I forgot.”

“You…forgot…?”

“Yeah but I’m sure I’ll come to me sooner or later.”

“KAAAAAIYA!” A male voice shouted.

“Oh! I remember now.” Kaiya jumped up. “I have to go now, poor Yuuchiro is probably looking for me. Talk to you later Haruka and good luck with Michiru.”

She gave me a light elbow in the arm and ran off. Distantly I could still hear the same male voice screaming something along the lines of, ‘When I get my hands on you I’ll…’

“And everyone calls me the troublemaker.” I sighed. It was at that moment it hit me that I forgot to ask the blonde about the youma incident! Aww, crap! A perfectly good opportunity wasted…damn. I pivoted on the spot and kicked the tree we were positioned beside during our chat.

Thud.

“Ouch!” How stupid I must’ve looked jumping on the spot holding my foot.

Coincidentally the same little boy and mother came strolling around the corner again just then.

“Mommy, look at the-“

“Don’t say it.” I glared at the kid. Just when the brat was going to cry his mother pulled at his hand hurriedly away from me. Now that’s over with…I guess I should ask Michiru.

I trudged back slowly ever carefully thinking of the exact words I’d say. It had to be perfect as anything could go wrong the way the situation was. Would I start by saying I want to play a prank? Or maybe I could just surprise her and see what she thinks first. Either way, it could be a good laugh. Unconsciously my hands were fumbling together, slightly damp from sweat of my nervousness. The possibility of even going on a remote date with Michiru made the butterflies in my stomach flutter. Even if it was a fake outing…Ah! Shouldn’t get too ahead of myself, she has to say ‘yes’ first.

Halfway down the hill, just a little further to go, I told myself. That was…until something had made my blood boil and freeze at the same time. From here I could make out a shape of another man talking to the beautiful sea goddess. They seemed to be laughing, having a good time. Automatically my hands clenched painfully into tight fists. They were shaking in unison as I could feel my entire body tremble. I wanted to kick his retarded ass. Who knows what he’s planning to do, you can’t trust some stranger. Never once did the thought that I was jealous click into my mind.

For a few more heart wrenching minutes passed. I had trouble breathing, even standing still was difficult; a part of me wanted to run away from the scene while another wanted to release the violent strength I desperately tried to hold back.

“Go away…” I whispered, wishing the man would leave and end the torturous feelings that had invaded my psyche. The scene was bringing back memories…A man and a woman chatting pleasantly by a large water fountain. They looked happy but their voices were giving way to argument.

“Ah!” I gasped. My hands flew to my head, reality becoming bleary at the flood of images.

The man struck out punching the young woman in the face. She fell with little resistance as gravity pulled her downwards. The dead weight of her body hit the cement floor. Screaming, so much screaming…His voice pierced my memory saying that little phrase ‘I love you’.

I forced myself to look down by the lake, pulling myself up to reconstruct my mental barriers. Deep breathes…As I was doing so the male down by the lake finally noticed my watchful presence. Immediately had he done so I shot him a look of such hatred and disgust. The extreme paling of his face and the intense emotion of fear for the split second revealed to me everything of his worth- spineless coward.

Michiru’s POV

“I-I got to go now.” The man stuttered.

He turned to go suddenly and almost sprinted away. I wonder what that was about? With that out of the way I returned to working on my project. I studied the piece with a critical eye. It was good, had the technique without a doubt but it was missing something. I pondered on that thought. You have to paint what you feel… How it seemed so similar to what I’ve told Kaiya. But what was I trying to convey in this when I first started?

For moment I attempted to put the brush down on the partially dried watercolors but stopped short. This wasn’t going to get me anywhere, for all I know I may ruin what I have created already. I sighed in slight frustration, careful to put down the artist instrument onto a small stand. The lake was beautiful today, the weather…perfect. That’s why I dragged Haruka out here, I had hoped this place would inspire me again. Being at home listening to music wasn’t the same thing.

I dragged my thoughts along every small object as my gaze swept through the area. Desperately wishing for something, but for what I could not say. Taking a mental break I thought of the recent conversation. That man…There was nothing attractive about him, the way he carried himself. His speech was dead and false. The clarity of his eyes were bordered shut, no spark whatsoever. However flattered I should’ve felt for being asked out to this ‘Affection Contest’ the feeling of disgust never eluded me; not for the contest but for the lust that was the apparent motive behind his actions.

“Michiru…?” Came a shaky voice.

Immediately I had turned around to be greeted by a familiar face.

“Haruka!” Why was she so pale? “What’s wrong? Are you all right?” I made to reach out to her face but she jerked back suddenly. For some reason her rejection of my comfort hurt me deeply, what was bothering her this much? Could it be from the previous slap? But I had thought we’ve gotten over that. The one person I could always count on to be there for me…

“No Michi…” Haruka whispered as I stood up.

There was something very wrong, the way her eyes darted in an unfocused way. No, this was something more... She wouldn’t let me touch her face, so…

I walked up to the shaking girl, watchful as she tried to back away slightly. My arms wrapped around her tall, sleek frame careful not to startle her too much. Almost immediately there was an unexpected resistance to the comfort. Haruka tried to break the contact but it only motivated me to hold her tighter.

“Haruka, please…calm down.” Deep rasping breaths exited the blonde as she tried her best to comply with my wishes. “It’s all right, I’m here…” I whispered comforting words to her.

Her body suddenly slumped against mine, both of ours knees hitting the grass under us simultaneously. The weight of her on me required myself to bring out a strength I rarely used except for battle.

“M-Michi…” Haruka muttered. She closed her eyes and rested her head upon my shoulder. There was a trance-like quality to the strange voice.

I stroked her short blonde locks, massaging any tension that remained. Soft breathing noises in my ear made me wonder if she had fallen asleep.

“Haruka?” I asked.

There was no response but I was not disturbed. The rise and fall of her chest told me everything was fine now. I turned us over on the grass, allowing the taller girl’s head to rest in my lap. This treatment was almost a ritual between the two of us, just for us. So many times had I’ve succumbed to the nightmares as well…Dark nights where it all came rushing back. The past and the future colliding with me trapped in the middle, no escape.

For a moment I closed my eyes and listened to the sound of fluttering wings of the birds. Yes…I remember nights where I woke up shivering in bed, wanting to call out for people who were longer here. ‘Mama’…’Papa’…Lifeless meanings, nothing more than that.

I opened my eyes again to look down at the peaceful figure. Her warmth seeped through the uniform I mused. Such an adorable face, angelic-like as she rested. There was never a time Haruka stopped caring for me, even now, if I needed her and it meant sacrificing her ‘beauty sleep’ she’d come running. A small smile played across my lips at the humor. I always felt safe as she rocked me to sleep, her hushing voice and reassuring words like a lullaby to my ears. How much longer could we go on, how much longer could we go on together? Life could be a cruel messenger…the two of us have witnessed enough to realize this. Could I abandon you if the choice came to me? But I already knew the answer.

“Mm…Michiru?” The sleeping girl started to come to.

“Good afternoon sleepy head.” I giggled. At that moment I had almost said ‘had a good dream’ but stopped short and settled for a “How do you feel?”

“Ugh…like shit.” Even though Haruka was feeling like ‘shit’ she attempted to smile. A weak one but it was genuine. The air immediately brightened around. It was almost a miniature paradise, this moment, with the two of us together.

“Was it…?” Was it another premonition?

Haruka shook her head.

“No…I don’t think so.” The blonde was staring at the back of her right hand. “Honestly, I can’t really remember any of it except…”

“Except?”

“…Nah, it’s nothing.”

Sometimes I wish you wouldn’t hold your feelings back. Lightly my hand brushed some of her bangs from her eyes. I’d listen to anything you’d want to say…

“Hey…Haruka?”

“Yeah?”

“…Would you like to participate in this ‘Affection Contest’ with me?” I was well aware of the blush spreading across my cheeks at the mention.

“What?” She suddenly sat up.

“W-well…you just seem to bored and all…wouldn’t it make a good prank? I…I mean it might make you feel better, laughter is the best cure right? That is unless you don’t want to…I-oh, never mind it was a-“

“YES!”

Her shout startled me slightly. Did she actually just agree? Haruka coughed and cleared her throat continuing in a more steady tone,

“I mean, of course. Why not?” This time we both smiled.

“Then we should go sign up, I heard there’s only a limited number of entries allowed.” I pointed out.

“Great, then let’s get going. Isn’t it today?”

“I believe so.”

“No time to waste then!” Haruka stood up and offered her hand to me. In seconds I was up on my feet as well. Gathering up the art supplies we then left for the registration booth.

Kaiya’s POV

“I…give…UP!” Yuuchiro collapsed onto the stone steps of the shrine.

“Already?”

We had just got back from our escapade around the city.

“Y-yes…” He huffed and puffed. Man, did he ever look worn out, perhaps not enough exercise?

“Great, that means I can go get some shut eye.” I yawned. All these silly challenges were tiresome.

“No way, that was a draw!” Yuuchiro exclaimed. “In hide and go seek tag, finding the person is half the game. I just…didn’t catch you that’s all.” He pouted.

“Fine, whatever…”

“See? I told you so.” There was a grin across his goofy face.

“Pray tell just how did we go from chores to a game of hide and go seek tag?”

“Well…actually how did it happen? I can’t remember.”

“You…mean…you played TAG”

“GAH!” Both Yuuchiro and I gasped, recognizing that menacing tone.

“Rei! I’m sorry! It’ll never happen again…it, uhh, it was her fault.” He shoved a finger towards my direction.

Lucky for me there was a disbelieving look on Rei’s face.

“Yeah, I’m so sure! You’re always like this Yuuchiro, no wonder we should replace you.”

“W-wait…what?” The man questioned, hoping he heard what he did. “Then that means you aren’t…”

“Bingo, it was just a joke.” I chipped in. The weight of feeling guilty lifted from my shoulders.

“I’m…not…”He slowly mumbled.

“Yes already!” Rei shouted at the whimpering male. “You aren’t being replaced it was just a joke! Now get going on those chores!”

“Hai! Thanks you so much Rei!” Gosh, there were tears in his eyes…Is he really that happy to get to work?

“Yeah, whatever…” The miko turned to go. “Oh, Kaiya?”

“Some people are coming over later and I want to introduce you to the gang. Would you mind cleaning up the guest room while I get changed?”

“Sure, no problem.” Darn, there goes my sleep. Ah well, it can’t be helped I suppose.

I left Yuuchiro to go chop the firewood and Rei to the guestroom while I proceeded to tidy up. Nothing much was required to be cleaned. Table, a pile of pillows…Some of the furniture needed to be moved around and some dirt was brushed up. But for the most part it seemed like Rei kept this place fairly kept by herself.

It was almost immediately after I had just finished when the sliding door entrance opened.

“Kaiya, you done yet?” Rei peeked around the door.

“Yeah, just finished.” I waved to her.

“Great you’re the best.” She turned her attention back behind the door where I could hear faint sounds of giggles. “Come on in guys.”

A group of girls waltzed in cautiously. The one closest to my height was a chestnut haired girl. Besides the fact she was the tallest of the girls, her rose earrings also made her stand out. The tall girl looked much tougher than her friend- a blue haired girl stood meekly by her side since they’ve entered the room. Her blue eyes occasionally would glance nervously up into her taller friend’s emerald. Perhaps she’s shy? On the other hand I recognized two blue eyed blondes that chattered endlessly beside Rei. I think they had a crush on Haruka or something like that last I remember.

I waited until everyone else had seated before I took a spot. It felt odd to be sitting around a bunch of people who were all close friends, it’s like feeling you don’t belong. Even more so, there was this strange feeling I was getting from the group of girls…can’t place it exactly but…

“Kaiya, so this Usagi and Minako. You’ve met them before at the arcade remember?”

“That’s right.”

“You mean you remember us? Oh my God!” The blondes shrieked. You know, they’ve could’ve passed as twins, I swear.

“So how’s Haruka?” Minako interrogated at once. “Is she okay? Don’t you think she’s so cool? Do you guys talk often?”

For a moment I could never have thought it would get any worse with the questions until her blonde counterpart joined in.

“I want to hear about Michiru!” Usagi whined. “Did you know she played the violin?”

“Yeah actually-“

“Isn’t Michiru so graceful? I want to be just like her when I grow up!” Usagi continued, ignoring my previous answer. Maybe they just want to talk…? “She’s so pretty don’t you think? I’d loved to be regular friends with her. You’re so lucky! What sort of stuff is she into? Do you think Haruka and Michiru are really close? Who do you like better?” She talked so fast that I barely caught any of that!

“W-what?”

“Yeah, just who do you think is the best of the two?” Minako ganged up with Usagi.

“Well I…”

“Haruka right?” Minako tried to persuade me.

“No way! It’s Michiru.” Usagi argued.

“WELL?” They both suddenly jumped the question onto me.

“Er…” Kami, help!

“Come on you guys, can’t you see you’re overloading Kaiya with your questions?” The blue haired girl finally spoke up. Wow, so she talks!

“Yeah, I mean think for once before you speak.” The chestnut haired girl joined in.

“It’s all right.” Really I only needed to take a few seconds to breathe. “I can’t really answer that question.” I directed the answer to the blondes. “Both Michiru and Haruka are unique in their own way, how can you ask me to judge my ‘friends’ asking which is better? You can’t compare them…In a way, it would be asking you…” I waved a hand towards Usagi, “To choose who you like the best out of the group here.”

Usagi seemed to gulp, obviously not wanting to think of undergoing such a task.

“Y-yeah…I guess that’s true.” Minako spoke up, she seemed to scratch her cheek in an embarrassed way.

“A perfectly logical answer.” The blue haired girl replied again. That’s twice now! Isn’t she on a roll?

“You are?” I outstretched my hand.

“Oh…Forgive me. I’m Ami, Mizuno Ami.” She introduced herself as we shook hands.

“Ah…Maybe I should ask to be forgiven, but you don’t seem to be the talkative type.”

Ami blushed, looking down at her note book which had suddenly became very interesting.

“I told you Ami!” Her tall friend laughed. “Even a stranger can tell. You should talk more!”

“Makoto…” Ami replied back.

“Right, right, I know. Kino Makoto.” The girl offered her hand. “I like to cook and practice martial arts.”

That was…an interesting hobby combination. However the martial arts comment caught my interest more than the other.

“You do martial arts? How good are you?”

“All right I suppose.”

“That’s a laugh. Don’t let her fool you Kaiya, Makoto can cream anyone.” Minako informed me.

“Well…” Makoto blushed from the compliment. Determined to evade the spotlight the brunette asked “What about you Kaiya?”

Hmm…I suppose I should be careful with this. “Well… I know some martial arts.”

“What! Really?” Everyone seemed to shout.

“Yeah.” Was it really a big deal?

“Hey that’s great! We could go training together then sometime, what do you say?” Makoto seemed excited about the idea.

“Sure, sounds good to me.”

“Awww man. No fair, all the cool people know karate.” Usagi groaned. “I wanna learn too.”

“Martial arts.” Makoto corrected the shorter blonde.

“See? You don’t even know how to address it!” Rei scolded poor Usagi. “Sometimes you can be so useless.”

“ReeeeEEEi, why are you always mean to me?” Here come the waterworks.

“Maybe if you weren’t such a irresponsible crybaby!”

“I’m not a crybaby!”

“Are too!”

“Are not!”

“Are too!”

“Are not!”

“BLEEEEH!”

“BLAAAAH!”

The both of them were in each other’s faces now.

“Knock it off you guys.” Makoto tried to interfere.

“Let them be Makoto, you know they’re always like this. It helps them blow off some steam.” Minako casually noted.

“You just want to watch them fight.” Ami had hit the mark dead on.

“Moi?” The blonde faked with false innocence.

The answer was obvious by the way Ami and Makoto shot her an accusing look.

“Er…yeah you got me.” The girl pouted.

“Would anyone like anything to drink?” I inquired. “I was going by the kitchen, would anyone like something?”

The mention of food drew Usagi out of her argument with the miko.

“FOOD?” There was a look of insanity in her sparkling blue orbs, just a guess but the way she drooled over the table probably meant she was hungry. I nodded my head, trying my best not to roll back in laughter. “Great! I want…”

Five minutes later I left the small room with a huge list. Wow…was she really going to eat this much? Reaching the kitchen I proceeded to fill a tray with cakes and pastries, wondering how I was going to carry it all back. Then there was the tea…I wouldn’t want to spill that on me. I know, maybe I’ll get Yuuchiro to help me. Besides the guy can’t refuse anything if it’s for Rei.

“Yuuchiro!” I called at the kitchen entrance. He couldn’t be too far away, I mean, he was doing choirs wasn’t he? When there was no answer I called again, “YUUCHIROOOOO!”

Where has that baka gone? The water was just starting to boil. Seeing I had some time to I decided to go down to the firewood stack to see if I could find the lazy guy. Going around the back of the shrine I listened anxiously for any signs of wood being chopped but there was none. Did he wander off somewhere?

“Hmm…” I thought, only it wasn’t me who said it out loud.

“Yuuchiro?” I ducked my head around the corner too see the man slumped against the exterior shrine wall.

“Ah!” He jumped. “I-it’s only you…Thank Kami, for a moment I thought it was Rei.”

“Did you finish chopping the wood already?”

“Well no…But…”

“But…? Hey, wait a second. What do you have there?”

Yuuchiro backed away immediately and tried to hide a piece of paper behind his back.

“Don’t tell me it’s that Affection Contest.” I bluntly guessed.

“How’d you know? A-Am… I that obvious?”

I found myself rolling my eyes. “Of course. And you want to ask Rei to enter with you right?”

“…” The poor man was too red in the face to respond.

“I wouldn’t bother.” I muttered, pivoting on the spot, ready to leave.

“What? Why not! Am I not good enough for her or something?”

“That’s something you have to ask her baka.” Silence.

“I know…but, you wouldn’t understand what it means to be truly in love with someone. To feel that one person means more than the world to you.” There was sorrow in his voice, leaving the words hanging heavy in the air. Was I angry? I don’t know…

But I did know that I felt pity for him. Humans can easily be made or broken by the emotions they cling to. It’s just a truth of reality whether we like it or not. Everything comes down to our choices, choosing to accept our feelings as our own or live in a life of denial. I…am no exception. “I’m just saying Yuuchiro, this might be rushing it. It would much easier if she was already going out with you but asking her to do something like this out of the blue? If Rei rejects you it could push you two farther apart than you are now.” I turned to face the man.

“I…But I…”

“Take it slowly. If you really meant that she is the only one for you, you can wait. Keep trying to win her affections one step at a time… little endeavors will go a long ways, more than you think. Then… in the end, perhaps she’ll return your feelings.

Turning to leave I was stopped again.

“What is it now?” I started to feel irritated, but my voiced died down instantly when his whisper replied,

“Hey Kaiya, do you have someone…” There was a searching tone in his voice, but it was more hopeful than the desperate voice I had heard earlier.

“Ile…”

“But! How can you know so much about love if you haven’t…”

“Lucky I guess.” I cut him short. It was something I really didn’t want to talk about.

A small breeze hit the area, sending the leaves dancing.

“Oh, Yuuchiro…Could you help me carry the tea and sweets to Rei and her friend’s? Usagi ordered a huge pile and I can’t carry it all by myself.”

“Yeah! No problem!”

After gathering the goods

We finally made it back to the room with the trays. Usagi and Rei were at it again while everyone else watched patiently.

“Fooooooood!” Usagi clamored towards us at an abnormal pace. I had the sudden urge to drop the tray but resisted, allowing the starved blonde to nearly knock me over.

“Usagi watch it! I don’t want tea on the floor!” Rei scolded the girl.

“But I’m sooooo hungry!” Then she stuffed three pork buns into her mouth.

“Argh! You’re such a pig!” The miko scowled.

“You know, if we want to go watch the contest we’d better get going.” Amy pointed out. “I don’t think we should be late as we are going to cheer Umino and Naru on.”

“That’s right!” Minako gasped, suddenly remembering and awakening from her drowsy trance. “Usagi you better drop everything cause we’re going, NOW!” The blonde dashed forward and took her ‘twin’ by the arm.

“Mmf Fwof!” (Translation: my food!)

“You guys going to come too?” Makoto asked Yuuchiro and me.

“I might tag along later.” I replied.

“Umm…is Rei going?” Yuuchiro asked.

“Yeah, of course.”

“…I…I think I’ll pass.”

“Your loss then, see you guys later!”

Amy and Makoto left to follow the blonde tornado.

“Why aren’t you going?” It seemed odd that he would pass up an opportunity.

“Because…Seeing all the couples I’ll feel envious. Maybe I’ll do something I’ll regret. I don’t want to rush things, I can wait.” He smiled.

“Makoto, Amy?” Rei dashed into the room.

“You just missed them Rei.” I told the confused girl. “They already left.”

“What! Oh no…I better hurry.” She scrambled around the room, picking up little trinkets here and there before chucking them into a purse. I gave Yuuchiro one of the pastries while Rei’s back was turned. Although I received a questioning look, one glance towards the raven-haired girl was enough explanation. It was cute the way he blushed; maybe he has a chance after all. I turned left and hanged around the hallways just outside, peeking through a hole in the screen of the wall to the room inside.

“Umm…Rei?” Yuuchiro’s voice was a bit shaky.

“What is it? Can’t you see I’m busy?” The sound of pillows being chucked around the room could be heard.

“I-I thought…”

“Listen! I-“ She froze upon seeing the little treat in Yuuchiro’s hand.

“You know, on the go…Can’t have you starving.” He smiled.

“I…umm…thank you.” I could’ve sworn both of them were red in the face now. I leaned back and proceeded down to the back of the shrine thinking about what I’ve said to Yuuchiro earlier.

The answers…have no emotion. Logical solutions to the problem…What a complicated but simple subject, love.

Haruka’s POV, contest grounds

LOVE IS GREAT! Okay I didn’t shout that out loud but its got to be the best feeling in the world. I know it’s love, it can’t be anything else! This is it I’m actually going on a date with Michiru! ‘Fake mini date’ a voice in my head corrected me. All right I admit, even if it’s not real I still get to be close to her and nothing can ruin that!

Momentarily I checked over my own attire to make sure it was perfect. Dark blue shirt tucked in? Check. Snazzy light blue jacket, check. Belt and matching white pants? Double check! Looking good so far I mused, however, Michiru always managed to outdo me in the fashion department. The aqua haired woman sported a long pink dress, the fabric wasn’t quite as thin as a normal dress but leaning towards a thick cotton. Loosely, a matching pink ribbon tied securely around her waist waved in the wind’s grasp slightly. So simple…yet perfect. I smiled.

“What are you thinking about Ruka?” My partner asked, her hands around my elbow tightened their grip as she moved into my side. She’s leaning against me! Kami, if this is a dream please never wake me up.

“Well, we have some time before the contest starts…Want to get something to eat?” All right, not exactly the most intelligent thing to say but it was the first thing that came to mind!

“Sure.” She giggled.

We could always go on the rides next. I was really glad that they updated this event, now it had rides, attractions, food stands and just about everything else! Maybe I’ll play the games later and win Michiru something, would she like that?

We walked by all the various couples in the park, all apparently in love as much as Michiru and I pretended to be. Amazing how jealous people can get. You can tell how they never stopped staring. A thought crossed my mind and I pondered it for a moment hesitant. Aww, what the heck!

“Ruka? Ah!” Michiru let out a small giggle and squeak of surprise when I wrapped an arm around her shoulders suddenly, crushing her petite body against my own. “Troublemaker…” She whispered with a smile and pinched my cheek.

Michiru’s POV

I admit she had taken me by surprise when she gave me a bear hug, but it was a pleasant sensation. It feels nice, to lean on her like this sharing body heat even on a nice day like this. But it’s pretend isn’t it? Will things go back as nothing happened once it’s all over? I didn’t realize how sad the thought made me just then, the sudden sadness caused my knees to buckle.

“Ah!”

Thup.

When I slowly opened my eyes I realized that Haruka had caught me.

“Michi are you all right?”

“Never better.” I lied through my teeth. It hurt inside but I didn’t want to make her sad or have her worry about me. Her comforting arms released me once I had regained balance on my own two feet.

“Can we play a game?” Haruka shouted suddenly, pointing to a game’s booth a few stalls up. “They have a racing one! I know I can win.” There was a pleading tone in her voice, like a little child asking her mom for some candy.

“Of course, we are here to have fun right?”

“Then let’s go!” Ruka grasped my arm and guided through the crowd with ease. I couldn’t say it but the feeling was stronger than last time under the tree in the park. Could it really be…?

“Ugh…” I relapsed. It was different, a negative energy this time.

“Michi!” Haruka called to me concerned.

Did you just…feel that?” I muttered.

Both of our eyes wandered over to the stage platform where the contest was to be held in the distance.

“That must mean…” My partner started.

“That a pure heart snatcher will appear…” I finished.

We can’t let a pure heart fall into the hands of our enemy. Looks like our evening out will be cut short.

The contest, Haruka’s POV

Warily I stiffly stood by Michi’s side and I had noticed that she was also tense. When she wants too the woman can sure hide her feelings, I admired. My eyes drew away from the shorter girl and to the crowd cheering from the front of the stage. No sign yet, will the attack come during the contest? When! I demanded I racked my mind for a logical answer. The host had started to shout something, however I had barely heard a single word for the rotating tie wrapped around his neck caught my attention. Easily amused? That was me. It was the only interesting thing about him I must admit, I mean, nothing exciting about the standard black slack, shirt and red vest.

“Hi everybody and welcome. Is your life full of love? I sure hope it is for your sake! With me on stage are ten young people whose lives are full of love and they’re here today to compete with one another about to reveal their true affection. The winners will be two people who can prove the bonds of friendship and the purity of their hearts. I now wish good luck to the contestants!”

The crowd voiced their excitement with loud cheers. For a moment I quickly realized who was right up front, Usagi and her pals. Dimly I could hear Rei and Minako cheering Michiru and I on, which was cute and all but…It would be so embarrassing to admit feelings on stage in front of everybody! The facial muscles started to tense as I forced myself to remain calm and composed. Smile and no one will suspect a thing, just smile.

“Huh?” I half gasped to myself. Had my eyes not deceived me, I could’ve sworn I saw someone lurking behind that tree behind the crowd.

“What is it?” Michiru asked, her eyes never leaving the crowd. I saw her smile as Rei gave her a compliment on her hair.

“Just be on guard.” Was all I could say. Michi nodded her head before she disappeared behind back with the other girls.

“The first round of our contest is a warm up. We want you guys to find your best friend’s hand. There they are.” Hands started to peek through the heart shaped holes in the multiple doors that I faced along with the population of confused males. “Go on guys, you pick y our best friend’s hand and take it.”

On instinct alone I found myself standing in front of a door. A feeling had told me Michiru was behind it and I trusted my gut choice. Without hesitation I grasped the hand and right there, I knew I had made the right choice. Her soft touch lingered in the soft skin. My eyes closed as I wished that the pesky man would hurry along with business so I could see Michiru again.

“Here’s a guy who’s pretty quick.” To my annoyance he shoved the speaker into my face. “Okay, now could you please tell us the friend’s name.”

“What?” I stared down coldly at the man. Was he really serious?

“U-Uh…I…Well, could you please tell us the name of your young friend here?”

“I think that’s a pretty personal question, you know.”

“C’mon please? We have to follow a script here.” Beads of sweat now apparent on his brow. In that instant I felt a smidgen of pity for the man, after all, he was just doing as required by his employer. “Michiru.”

The door opened as Michiru stepped out. A small smile was on those perfect lips and the best part was, it was genuine. Her eyes sparkled upon meeting me. I met her halfway. The crowd cheered as the announcer went to work with the other contestants but it didn’t matter, nothing else seemed to matter in this isolated moment of emotion.

Kaiya’s POV, contest site

Backed away from the rest of the crowd, I watched the contest at a safe distance. Rei and her friends were up front I noticed but I had also noticed a certain ‘couple’ on stage. Both were women amidst four other couples of heterosexuals. Interesting…No one seemed to have noticed yet, perhaps luck really is on Haruka’s side. But what she had said earlier continued to prod my thoughts. Were same gender couples really abnormal? Back at home it was perfectly normal, what was the big deal?

The sound of a roaring crowd caught my attention again. The first around was over and it appeared that Haruka and Michiru won the first round. Amazing how quick Haruka picked Michiru’s hand…honestly I don’t think I could ever do that. If it were me I might’ve ended up like…

“This is Naru’s hand!” A short, nerdy looking guy shouted as he clutched a hand.

“I’m not Naru.” Came a female voice.

Poor guy I found myself pitying as he pursued to beg for forgiveness from his girlfriend on stage. And she wasn’t even demanding it either! Probably too embarrassed to come out quite yet.

Swish.

The sound of crushed grass caused my ears to perk up. Turning towards the source I detected a dark shadowy figure camouflaging behind a tree by the crowd. Her long hair shot in and out of the sunlight that had filtered through the thick green foliage above the woman. Red hair, something in my mind was already piecing the puzzle together. My eyes squinted while the rest of me was careful not to make any sudden movements as I desperately tried to calm my pounding heart. Was it anxiety? Fear? No, it wasn’t that I concluded as a new feeling surfaced. Instinctively I was wary and tense but not as a result from the other two emotions I had just dismissed. Excitement and a need for revenge, I was sure of it.

Smoothly the figure shifted their weight from one foot to the other. The ambiance of arrogance and confidence the woman held irked me. Thoughts of identification were now at the tip of my mind. As it came closer a feeling of predator and prey began to engulf me. There wasn’t something right with this creature, human was definitely out of the question. I wanted to pounce and attack, to rid myself of the condescending presence.

My heart skipped a beat as the woman turned around slowly, still unaware of my watchful eye. That face! Another cold feeling flooded my psyche, cranking up the need to obliterate.

“You…” I growled very quietly.

It was that woman back in the garden when I had been with Hisa! How could I forget such a face? I cursed.

Suddenly the figure zipped in flash, one moment there and the next…I spun my head to the opposite direction of my position and glimpsed the flash of movement. She was moving fast, deadly fast. Without telling my legs to do so I was on the trail, attempting to keep a safe distance between us two. If she was here…then that means…

Haruka’s POV, after the second round

“Phew, that three legged round was sure invigorating, right Michiru?” I made my way to untie our legs.

“It was, wasn’t it?” She smiled. “Not much of a challenge though.”

Right, compared to fighting youma this was a walk in the park quite literally.

“Our third round is karaoke duet.” The host informed us all.

It was another easy win for both Michiru and I. We both knew what was going to happen next, most likely the man will ask us to reveal our true feelings to each other. However much I wanted to tell Michiru what I felt this wasn’t the right way. Going public and admitting your affection for another wasn’t the thing that bothered me; it was the fact they treated it as some game. A ‘friendship’ contest, what a joke. I’m sure that if Kaiya were here she’d be hanging her head in shame at my thoughts to back out. But…what does she really know? Despite what I’ve seen so far of her interaction among fellow classmates all her cheerfulness was rather phony. In my eyes she comes across the type to isolate herself from others by her own free will. Which is really surprising because it seems people are naturally attracted to her. If she were to put an honest effort into it and open herself up more, she really could have some decent friends. What’s with that girl?

Has…she really known love?

“I hope he and his girlfriend win the contest…” Michiru whispered. I turned my gaze over to a clumsy looking couple standing next to us. The short guy had been trying much too hard to please his girl and failed at every attempt to do so. Honest and trying so hard. A feeling of guilt hit me directly in the stomach. Originally Michiru and I had entered the contest for a joke, secretly I wanted to win and profess secret feelings Michiru may never forgive me for. However, now that we may win…“And now ladies and gentlemen, it’s time for the final round of our contest. The ones who lost up to now get one last chance. We call this round, the depth of affection. And this time ladies and gentlemen of the public, you’ll be the judges. Your applause will rate the success of the contestants, are you ready?”

It just didn’t feel right. The crowd cheered in appreciated for the umpteenth time of the day. Michiru sent me a nervous glance but I made no motion to acknowledge it.

“So now we’ll start with this charming couple. Could you please tell the audience how you feel about her?”

I took a deep breath.

“This show is over.”

“Huh?” The man nervously questioned, still intimidated by my cold behavior from earlier events.

“I said we’re dropping out of the contest, it was all a joke.”

“But wait, what do you mean?”

I paused shortly, enough time to give Michiru a reassuring smile. She only smiled back with complete understanding. It wasn’t the time to tell her, not yet. A new resolution solidified inside. I don’t need some stupid contest to come out and tell the person I love about my feelings; I know what I feel for her is real, that’s what really matters. When I’m ready, I’ll reveal my vulnerabilities and whether you’ll accept or reject them is up to you. I thought of the sea goddess. So until then…please wait for me a little longer Michi.

“We entered this silly true affection contest as a practical joke. We never meant to make fun of real couples in love…but now it looks like we might win it, we’re stepping out in favor of love.” I raised my arms up towards the crowd. “Real love should win! Cause real love dwells in pure hearts!” I could feel my eyes shining with emotion. The crowd seemed to be deeply affected as well. Satisfied I finally said, “C’mon, let’s go.” To my partner.

“Goodbye and good luck.” Michiru gracefully stepped down.

We both left the stage as the confessions continued on. However my mind was no longer on the subject of love, it was hammering the idea of expected battle. If would be soon, it had to be as the contest was almost over.

Sooner than expected, right on cue screams erupted from the area we had previously left. Lucky for the remoteness of the location we could transform right here without a problem. Positively sure there were no witnesses I asked,

“Ready Michi?”

“Ready when you are.” She nodded.

Lifting our henshin pens we called out the transformation phrases,

“Uranus planet power, make up!”

“Neptune planet power, make up!”

Bright light engulfed our bodies, a gold in my presence and aquamarine with Michi. As it faded to reveal our counterpart identities of Sailor Uranus and Sailor Neptune we made a mad dash towards the site, ready to face any challenge dead on, together.

Kaiya’s POV

“Ah shimatta! I lost her.”: I grumbled.

What had happened exactly? Where I was now was irritatingly close to where the chase had originally started. Had I been running in circles?

“Ahhh!” Girlish screams pierced through the air.

My head whipped around towards the contest site. What the hell is going on down there? I panicked, thinking about Michiru and Haruka. Were they all right? Not wanting to waste another moment I rushed down towards the rapidly dispersing crowd.

“I am Sailor Jupiter!”

Before I knew it I had jumped up into a group of trees back away a safe distance from a sight that would send me into a state of immediate shock. My mind attempted in vain to rebuke the image. It was another youma! With…a heart thing stuck in the center of its chest.

“Do it.” There was a familiar sinister voice. Looking up through my long blonde bangs I could barely see a figure floating up past my position. So close…I glared. All thoughts of Haruka and Michiru faded as I reached back into my pocket for the bracelets when the voices continued with their speech.

“And in the name of the moon, we shall punish you!”

Over half the distance away from where I was situated was a group of…

“Sailor scouts?” I half admired upon recognizing their battle fukus’. After watching countless battles their images were imprinted clearly in my mind still. Mercury, Mars, Jupiter, Venus and…Sailor Moon. The inner senshi had shown themselves.

They were all there, the five of them. But where were Uranus and Neptune? They were sailor scouts as well, shouldn’t they be helping?

“Who are you!” On of the scouts called out to the woman in red. I couldn’t help but think how young the group of heroines looked. Just how old are they?

“Never mind who I am, young girls like you should have more fun.” The woman retorted in a superior attitude.

She snapped her fingers and my back muscles tensed up, becoming rigid sensing the impending danger. To my surprise the youma stabbed its hand into the heart solid on its chest. The object began to shine an eerie yellowish glow, as before my eyes, five adult looking men appeared out of nowhere on the battlefield. My ears pricked up as well, where was this strange music coming from? It had a hypnotizing tune to it I suddenly realized and covered my ears.

Patiently I waited, watching to see what the inner senshi would do. Part of me was very excited but frozen in place from indecisive uncertainty; watching a real battle, not something recorded in a book! Just imagine…

“What are they…?”

Astonishment nailed me square in the face as the scouts started to dance with their ‘human’ partners. No! I wanted to scream. It’s not real! Before I could react the illusions created by the monster reverted to their true forms, tier four or the lowest of the low youma rank. With no definite mass, their malleable clay-like tentacles wrapped around each sailor and proceeded to shock the trapped girls with electrical impulses.

“Ahhhhh!” They all screamed in extreme pain.

Shimatta! Shimatta! Shimatte! What should I do? Frantically I scanned the area, hoping that someone would show up to save them. ‘I already told myself I wouldn’t get involved!’ A voice in my head argued in stubborn defiance. ‘But what if they die?’ Another pleaded with my conscience. Already I was leaning towards the latter response and so the same voice encouraged further. ‘They’re still human, they can die you know.’ Everything started to swirl internally, feeling my emotions collide as particles with elastic collisions; rebounding off of each other continuously.

“World…SHAKING!”

A bright stream of golden light flew out of nowhere. Energy in the shape of a planet burst forward and released the trapped scouts from their imprisonment. To my relief I had evaded the pressuring decision; Uranus and Neptune were here.

“I fight for love and justice, I’m Sailor Uranus!”

“I also fight for love and justice, I’m Sailor Neptune!”

“Took you long enough.” I grumbled to myself.

“Sorry girls, but now’s not the time for a crush.” Neptune quickly chided the younger sailor teenagers.

The figure in red now was positioned clearly in my view. I was mildly aware that my fingers were inching towards the cuffs in my pocket. ‘I thought you weren’t going to interfere.’ The voice was back. I repressed the nagging tone and eyed my target very meticulously. Wait for it…

“Your wasting your time,” The woman mocked the group of senshi, “fighting us like this—“

“World…”

Michiru’s POV

That witch won’t stop talking!

“Your wasting your time,” I was itching to shut her up, “fighting us like—“

“World…” I heard a voice call out. But…it wasn’t Haruka’s. I turned immediately to confirm this with my own eyes and it was true, Uranus was still motionless as I was. “SHAKING!”

A burst of light destroyed the first set of branches of a nearby group of trees to the side of the battlefield, racing off towards the woman. She screamed as the planet energy nicked her right side, sending drops of blood raining down onto the ground directly below.

“You!” She hissed at our group, believing one of us had done the deed.

My eyes darted back towards the source of the fading light and noticed a shadowed figured jumping down and away upon contact with the ground.

“Uranus!” I pointed towards the area. Understanding the situation my partner replied, “I’m going after whoever it is. Take care of the fort here.”

“Finish them!” The floating injured being commanded to the youma.

Haruka’s POV, during the chase

Question bombarded my already stressed mind as I ran after the figure. I could not see them clearly, only follow the trail they left behind. Running through the various very recent upturned twigs and dirt I knew I was right on their tail. So close that I could hear their retreating footsteps hustle with heavy urgency.

Who are you? How can you use my powers? Is it really my power you are using? Are you good or evil?

“Stop!” I shouted ahead. The being did not stop but only increased their speed. Was I gaining? I too, tried to quicken my pace only to see too late a tree branch head level recoiling back into my face.

Whap!

I staggered back and cursed as bits of blood dripped from a corner of my mouth. The footsteps faded ahead and I knew then that I had lost them. Damn! My mind started to listen to my body’s complaints of a hard day’s worth of living; already I was so tired. I better get back to Michi.

Kaiya’s POV, back at the shrine

After I cleaned up and showered I retreated to the security of my room. I was tired, no doubt about it but I needed to finish the diary entry from earlier. If I didn’t get it done now, I knew that I wouldn’t ever. The pen started to scribble onto the paper,

Sorry about stopping the entry earlier but something came up…Okay, well a few things. I ended up meeting a guy named Yuuchiro who works here at the shrine. Rei didn’t tell him that it was a joke when she said he was being replaced so I ended up being stuck with a bunch of dumb chore challenges. However, he basically lost everyone. I think somewhere along the way we just got plain bored and started a game of hide and go seek tag.

While hiding I ran to the nearby park in the area and up a tree. Interestingly enough, my pant legging had caught in a crook of a branch. You wouldn’t guess who found me, yup, Haruka. I know, very embarrassing! For a while the bum stood there laughing in my face. Sure it was funny for her, that was, until it was my turn to laugh.

Bet you’re wondering what I’m talking about huh? Well, Haruka actually does like Michiru…a lot. So I got her to ask Michiru to this affection contest today. Supposedly you’re supposed to prove your ‘friendship’. Haruka was right, it really was a ‘love’ contest. All the ten people they were couples! Not just best friends. Well okay, so Michiru and Haruka was not an official couple, but they were still pretending to be. Sometimes I wonder if Michiru likes Haruka in that way too, would be very interesting if that were the case.

Back to the serious part, another youma showed up today. It was really shocking, the second time I saw one in two days. Is the past really so infested with such creatures? Anyway, I indirectly met the inner senshi of the past here and they all look so young! They sure act like children too, honestly, in the middle of battle they decided to take leave of their senses and fall right into an enemy trap. I’ve never seen such a blunder in any of the video battle records at the palace, what gives?

I need some sleep, so I’ll talk to you later.

Kaiya.

I think I’ll keep it a secret, even from my diary a bit longer that I did interfere in today’s battle. Absent-mindedly I stuff the small book back into my drawer and reached over for Hotaru’s pouch. A sudden realization had dawn on me as I proceeded to dump the entire sack out in front of me.

Trinkets of sentimental value to my sister littered the floor in front of my lap. Bills of this time’s currency also rolled out in wades; very useful for later purposes I noted. Quite basic to the eyes of many but it was like a treasure sack to me. I shook the tough material of the bag and finally, a photograph fell out last of all. The picture was very faded, especially along the top half of the photo. Perhaps coming to the past caused it to age? Immediately I recognized the problem. Then why haven’t I changed? Wait…I felt my eyebrows furrow in thought. What… if my form never shifted because I’ve never existed here? That would’ve made sense but wouldn’t that mean other objects such as the photo would get younger or look fresher since I did go back through time?

Time…I flopped backwards, letting my back hit the hard floor. Going from future to past for sure I thought things would become newer or something! The photograph dangled loosely in my limp arm. I found myself seeing past the object to the pile of trinkets. It was then that I saw something that startled me. I pushed myself up, then crawled over to the collection of items and picked up a small toy and a key chain. Both had at least a bit of metal to them however, their condition differentiated as exact opposites! The piece on the toy was completely rusted but the key chain looked brand new. But both came in the pouch, from the same future! I found myself crossing my legs, intensely staring at the items. The wheels in my head were definitely spinning now.

What if…what if there was a countering force to the ‘fountain of youth’ effect? The de-aging process was definitely there; the key chain was enough evidence. Forces act in pairs…so for every action there must be an equal but opposite reaction. It reminded me of something like Lenz’s Law; how there is an opposing force to stop the initial force created. That had to be it, although some things do revert to their younger or newer versions travelling back in time, inevitably there will be objects that experience the opposite. So then as for myself, the force that would’ve made me younger had no effect because I’ve never existed here. Then the aging force…Well, I knew that sailor senshi do not age. I’ve always been curious if that would apply to me as well, since I am the daughter of two senshi. Turns out that this ‘experiment’ answered that question just nicely.

“Phew!” I breathed, letting out some trapped air. That whole thing was a doozy but I’m glad that it’s sorted out now. I pulled an arm up onto my forehead, brushing a few of my bangs away from my eyes. The other stretched directly in front of me to the photograph again. I hadn’t really taken a good look at it I mused.

The picture flipped in my hands as I bent down to get a better look. From what I could make out, it was a couple, one woman was holding a baby swaddled in cloths. However, their faces could not be made out from the faded spaces.

I sat there for awhile, staring at the picture. A feeling of nostalgia renewed in part of me. I’d seen this picture before. I knew I had. Automatically my weary body laid itself down onto the futon as I placed the photograph beside the mattress at my eye level. The lights outside flickered before finally turning off; Rei must’ve blown out the lantern. I was officially exhausted, both physically and mentally. Soon sleep follow.

I fight for love and justice…

“Do…you really?” I questioned, still hearing the sailor’s introduction speeches.

My mind swirled pleasantly this time, inviting the comfort of peace only attained through sleep.

“Night…” Out came a barely audible whisper.

Author’s Notes 2: Hiya, so if you didn’t figure it out about the dialogue part, its mostly just the contest host’s lines.

Onwards to Part 8

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