Searching
She once said to me that our love would last forever. Now
when I look back on it I find it hard to believe I trusted her so much.
No, that I continue to trust her so much.
I'm not the trusting kind but somehow she broke through every
last wall I'd placed around my heart. She broke through them all with
an intoxicating ease.
To me, she was like a drug. She infected my system until I
couldn't think of anything but her. It was confounding and joyous at the
same time. I wanted it but at the same time I didn't.
I can still remember the look in her eyes right before she
disappeared from my life.
That look of utter escape and freedom.
It was my fault... I know that. It was I who helped arrange this
trap for her. This test for her. She rose to the challenge and escaped.
From me and from my plans. From all our plans. I was glad
for her... I wanted her to escape.
But I didn't want to lose her. I couldn't stand to lose her.
Somehow she had become life itself to me. So I turned my back on
my brother. The only person that I'd given my heart to in all these
lonely years.
I took my heart from him and gave it to her as I left our
constructed dream world to find her.
My search goes on as the years pass with a blink of eye. I
search for her still. As long as I sense her presence in this world I'll
continue to search for her.
For my true Prince.
Wait for me, Utena. I swear to you that I'm coming. Your
Bride has never been one to give up so easily.
-End-
The character of Himemiya Anthy is this fanfiction is from
Revolutionary Girl Utena. Yeah, I finally decided to write a plain old
Utena/Anthy love story fanfic. It's a tad short and on the melancholy
side but I was in a melancholy mood when I wrote it. Being hormonal
is a pain in the ass.
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