FROM THE PERSONAL JOURNAL OF KIKUKAWA YUKINO: 9/13-- Nakajima-san came to see me today. He said my new system designs were approved. At this rate I'll get a promotion with a raise soon. I should be thrilled. 9/14-- I finally got a break tonight. These all-nighters are taking their toll. At work I'm edgy and at night I'm restless. I should eat a better diet than coffee in the mornings and pre-packaged meals at night. But what would be the point of that? 9/15-- One of my co-workers, Saori-san invited me to a goukon. She said they needed to raise the intelligence quotient of their group. The girls are all friendly and easygoing, however I just don't feel comfortable around them. I don't feel like a part of their world. 9/16-- I made my apologies to Saori-san and the others and declined their offer. They seemed to believe my excuses about finishing this project early. I think I'm just better off alone right now. And Mikoto-chan called. 9/17-- I was planning to take it easy on my day off. Maybe go to the gym for a workout. But Mikoto-chan showed up and we ended up goofing off all day. I can't believe how much I've missed her. She's turned into such a beautiful young lady. We saw a movie, did some shopping and went to my favorite ice cream shop. It's been so long since I did something that was just for fun. 9/18-- Seeing Mikoto-chan like that really took me back. I remember our time at Fuuka the best. Even with all of that craziness, I count it as the happiest time of my life. With everyone on the student council, Mai-san, Kuga-san and the other HiMEs, and...Haruka-chan. 9/24-- That last entry suddenly made me think of things I didn't want to remember for some time. Haruka-chan. I hope you're doing well. I know my feelings could never be returned so I promised myself not to contact her anymore. I want to remember our friendship as it was. Why am I writing this as if anyone will see this? Mikoto-chan's calling. 9/25-- Mikoto told me why she's been spending so much time in this city. She plans to transfer to the university here to finish her veterinary science degree. When I asked her why she'd want to move so far away from Mai-san, she just shook her head and said it was just time. 10/02-- Saori-san asked me if something good happened to me lately. When I asked why, she said I seemed so much more at ease lately. I wonder... 10/10-- Anniversary. The day Haruka-chan asked me to join the Excecutive committee. I remember how she took me by the hand and led me to the school roof. She looked into my eyes and told me Fuuka Gakuen needed me. And furthermore SHE needed me. Haruka-chan; beautiful, talented, and from a from a wealthy and prestegious family needed ME. 10/12-- I spent another day with Mikoto-chan. It was wrong of me to try and revive old times with her. I'd like to place my hopes in something new. Also, I seriously considered asking her to spend the night. But that felt like a betrayal. Why?
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