Mindful of Memories (part 1 of 10)

a Final Fantasy 7 fanfiction by Imogene

In the damp, cold darkness the purest water dripped into 
a pool of water far away and echoed through the cavern. 
Blind white bugs huddled against the slimy walls while 
other blind white bugs hunted them as food. Sunlight had 
no meaning here; further down than even tree roots dared 
to plunge. 

A light cut through the black and reflected off the damp 
metallic walls, creating shadows that slid about on the 
wet rocks. Nothing scurried out of the way until someone 
coughed, sending waves of sound that sent the bugs 
rushing for cover. 

"It stinks down here," Rikku coughed out. The ancient air 
was thick and heavy with age. She stopped walking and 
checked a little compass-like device. A tiny red arrow 
glowed, casting red light against her face. Was it much 
further away? Rikku took a deep breath and coughed again. 
If it was much further she'd have to go back, the air was 
too stale. But... something was down here. Treasure. "Oh 
man, I should have taken my oxygen mask!" The words 
bounced about and returned again and again - mocking the 
girl for her mistake. Words seemed out of place here in 
the dark so Rikku continued in silence.

** ** ** ** ** **

"Geez look at all the bugs... ewwww." Yuffie mumbled as she 
squeezed through a narrow pass. She pointed her torch 
back and looked to see the bugs were all gone.  
"Yargh! They're ON ME!! AAAGHH," she yelled and twitched 
about, shaking herself like a wet dog. She could feel 
them crawling up her back. She writhed and looked back at 
the narrow gap. Almost as one the bugs sheepishly crawled 
back out of their hiding places.  

"That's not funny!" she yelped. "If you weren't so gross 
I'd squash you all!" The pass widened here, the walls 
seemed smoother than before. Almost metallic. Yuffie 
grinned, there was treasure down here for sure, she could 
feel it in her bones.  
"Any treasure this hard to get to must be good!" 

** ** ** ** ** ** **

Rikku ran her hands over the walls beyond the narrow gap 
between the rocks. They were different to before. 
Engraved with ... symbols she didn't recognise. Angular 
abstract shapes jutted out here and there all covered in 
the strange engravings. Swirling patterns that seemed to 
draw the eye in and almost not let it go again. The beam 
of light from Rikku's torch zoomed around the large space 
and found a gap in the walls. An angular sort of doorway, 
as if the design meant more than functionality. The torch 
beam flicked downwards and Rikku noticed even the floor 
was engraved. The pattern swam around in her mind as she 
walked to the doorway and shone her torch though. It 
illuminated only crumbling rock. Something had fallen 
from the ceiling and blocked the doorway off. Rikku's 
heart sank. All that way for nothing. She stared at the 
fallen rock for a way past. The only gap was underneath 
the rock which...  

"Oh! It's not a rock it's a stalactite... this must be ... 
sooo ancient," Rikku whispered on realising the rock had 
simply formed over thousands of years until it had all 
but blocked the doorway. The gap was too small to crawl 
under. Rikku bent down to see under it. Her torchlight 
reflected off a small bowl covered with more designs. In 
it was some sort of necklace. It wasn't the treasure 
she'd come for. Her compass told her that the treasure 
was still a long way off. She sighed and reached for the 
necklace anyway. Better to leave with a souvenir, though 
it was gold, chunky, and a little too ritzy. Studded with 
red and green stones. Rikku felt the stones with her 
fingers, they were smooth. Not like a cut gemstone. She 
tugged at the necklace. It tugged back. 

Rikku gasped, momentary shock sent a wave of adrenaline 
through her. She tugged again and tried to peer past her 
arm at the necklace. It was joined to the base of the 
bowl. Her fingers felt another tug. She tightened her 
grip and tugged again. Too absorbed to wonder what would 
happen next, she tugged harder and felt a fleeting 
resistance before it tugged the other way again with a 
violent jerk that nearly pulled the necklace from her 
grip. Rikku stopped pulling and felt the necklace being 
pulled away from her. Transfixed by the sheer strangeness 
of the situation she tugged again. Peering under the rock 
she could see that the necklace was still joined to the 
bowl, although it seemed to be coming loose. She gave it 
one last pull and watched as something silver, like a key 
joined to the necklace, popped out of its keyhole. 
The world stopped. Rikku heard a little voice. '..the?' 
was all it said before the world exploded. 

Painful white light and a rushing roar caused Rikku to 
squeeze her eyes shut and clamp her free arm around her 
ears. The other gripped the necklace tight. Her feet 
lifted from the ground, air rushed past her face and 
flapped across her clothes towards her feet. Rikku tried 
to swallow a breath as the wind picked up. Her legs 
flailed out as they searched in vain for a foothold. Her 
fingers stang as the wind increased, she forced her other 
arm towards the first and grabbed the necklace with both 
hands, hanging on with every ounce of strength she had. 
The light vanished. Rikku watched patterns of colour fade 
into black as her eyes recovered from the onslaught. She 
looked ahead, seeing nothing but afterimages of patterns 
and spots. The wind began to ease a little. Rikku took a 
gasp of air and noticed how fresh it seemed. She moved 
her legs again, searching for the ground. It was gone. 
Rikku felt the wind cease and realised she was still 
floating, holding the necklace tight. Something was 
pulling her backwards. A gentle gravity. 

** ** ** ** ** ** ** **

Yuffie clung on to her prize with sheer determination. 
Nothing, not even this trap, was going to make her let 
go. 'Weird kinda trap,' she thought. It was too dark to 
see anything now and her torch was ... gone. Or broken. 
"Crap," she cussed. One foot searched for some solid 
ground but waved about in the air like the antenna of 
those white bugs. She gave the necklace an experimental 
yank. The world turned blue. Yuffie opened her mouth to 
talk. She stopped as a strange series of bangs, 
screeches, crashing glass and crunching sounds echoed out 
of nowhere. They stopped and Yuffie closed her mouth. She 
couldn't see walls anymore. There was just endless blue 
space and herself. The necklace was still there but she 
could barely see it through a fog of ... glittering 
symbols. 

Something like a little gong sounded and everything 
froze. Yuffie saw a series of odd symbols flash in the 
air. Unable to move or breathe she could only watch as 
they zoomed past in all directions. The gong sounded 
again and she fell, mere inches, stomach first to the 
floor, still holding her necklace. She gave a triumphant 
"HA!" and looked up. 

The necklace was still in one piece and so was she. 
Except. There was someone on the other side of the 
necklace, holding on with both hands and staring at her 
with a look of sheer horror.  

"Give it up or else!" Yuffie yelled at the stranger. 
Rikku continued to stare. "Well that explains the tugging 
at least," she said to herself and tightened her grip. 
'I've come this far and I won't give up now,' she 
thought. Her stomach ached from the rough landing. She 
looked up; the person lying in front of her was now 
glaring at her. For a while neither moved. Rikku glanced 
sideways. She saw a glimpse of rocky wall and a glowing 
light before her eyes flicked back to the angry eyes of 
the girl still holding the other end of the necklace. Her 
eyes returned to the glowing light. It was a pool of 
water, illuminated from below. The whole area looked like 
an ordinary cave. Not like the strange place she was in 
before.  

"Hey, where are we?" Rikku looked over her shoulder as 
best she could. The rock walls reflected the gentle light 
from the pool. Rikku scanned the cavern for a way out. It 
appeared completely sealed. Crumbled rock with just a few 
gaps suggested there was once a way in or out. And 
something else, Rikku noticed, tree roots were 
everywhere. Long and thick they snaked around the rocks 
and around the pool. 

"I'll give you one last chance to let go and then BOOM!" 
Yuffie yelled. The bewildered looking ginger haired girl 
in front of her ignored the comment and kept staring 
about the place. Yuffie glared some more, though it 
seemed to be wasted on the girl. Yuffie took a breath and 
eased herself up onto her knees while the ginger girl 
gawped at the cave. She tightened her grip, hands aching 
now, and pulled one last time.  

Rikku yelped, "Hey!" then hauled herself upright and 
pulled back.  

"You'll be sorry you messed with me!" Yuffie blurted and 
stood up, pulling like a tug of war. Rikku wasn't sure 
why she bothered to argue but she pulled back. She looked 
at her competitor, a skinny girl like that wasn't much 
threat, probably needed the necklace to get money for 
food. Her arms were the skinniest Rikku had seen in a 
while. 'Probably half starved,' she thought to herself 
and let go. Yuffie yelped again and fell backwards. A 
cloud of dust shot into the air. As it settled Rikku saw 
a triumphant hand holding the necklace aloft, "AHA! See?! 
You were no match at all!!" 

"Where are we?" Rikku ignored the skinny girl for the 
moment and walked over to the glowing pool of water.
 
"I don't care, I'm going now... and don't try to follow me 
ok?" Yuffie ignored her aching backside and stormed for a 
few steps before stopping. She looked around the enclosed 
cavern. It was all blocked off. The ginger girl was 
poking at the pool of light. Yuffie considered, for a 
moment, pushing her in. She looked up at the ceiling and 
sighed. No way out.  

"Oh well, guess I just have to dig my way out!" Yuffie 
declared and wandered to where the boulders looked loose. 
She gave one a kick. It was wedged in tight. 

"How are you going to dig your way out? It's all rock." 
Rikku wasn't sure if the water was safe to drink. The 
pool glowed from below although it looked as though it 
was extremely deep. Yuffie kicked at the rock again. A 
tiny pebble clattered onto the stony ground. 

"Ha! And you said I couldn't! Shows you doesn't it!" 
Yuffie yelled and kicked the rocks again. Another tiny 
rock clattered to the ground. "I'll be out in no time," 
Yuffie mused to herself. 

Rikku ignored her and clambered onto a large tree root, 
hauling herself up as far as she could climb. It wasn't 
far. From here she saw little more than rock, tree roots 
and the glowing pool. It was all she could see from the 
ground too. She sighed and watched the skinny dark haired 
girl kicking at the rocks. Every time she kicked a few 
pebbles scattered about her feet. 
 
"There must be a better way out than..." A crash stopped 
Rikku in mid sentence. A larger rock had fallen from the 
piled up heap, revealing more rocks. Yuffie leapt 
backwards as the rocks started to shift, flowing in like 
a bag of marbles. Larger rocks started to rumble and 
move. 

Yuffie ran as far back as the glowing pool. "See? See? 
You couldn't e... AGH!" the rocks piled in like an 
avalanche. They seemed never ending, flowing like water. 
Rikku stayed put on her tree root on the far side of the 
cavern. The rocks poured in, spilling out across the 
cavern floor. Yuffie clambered up Rikku's tree root as 
the clattering flood approached the other side.  
"It'll stop soon, then we'll... I mean I'll be free. 
Nothing to it." Yuffie stated. Rikku stared at the gap in 
the wall that the rocks poured from. They came as a 
relentless barrage until some even started to slosh their 
way into the glowing pool.

"And if they don't stop pouring in?" Rikku looked up at 
the ceiling and wondered how far up to the surface it 
was. It made little difference; the ceiling was made 
mostly of rock. Yuffie watched as the floor was covered 
from end to end and still the rocks poured in. She stared 
up at the ginger girl; she was clinging to the tree root, 
trying to climb higher. 

"Geez relax... it'll stop soon," Yuffie said. The rocks 
poured in for a few more seconds while both girls watched 
in silence. A loud thump shook the cavern as a huge 
boulder wedged itself against the other side of the gap. 
Smaller rocks piled past into the cavern for a moment 
more until the whole 'doorway' was wedged shut again.  
"Needs another kick I reckon." Yuffie jumped off the tree 
root and shambled across the loose rocks to the wedged 
rocks. 

"No don't do that! Please! We should just stop and think 
of another way out ok?" Rikku pleaded from her spot on 
the wall. Yuffie ignored her and kicked at the wedged 
rocks some more. The larger rock was too large to shift. 
She cussed and started to climb up smaller rocks to the 
top. Rikku stared up at the ceiling again and poked at it 
with her finger. Rock. Too hard even to pry loose. The 
tree roots had grown through it over countless years. 
Where they disappeared into the rock there were cracks 
and gaps but nothing to emit escape. At least the air was 
nice down here. Rikku looked back at the glowing water. 
Maybe if she swam for long enough there would be a way 
out. It didn't look like sunlight.  

"Great, I'm either going to starve or drown." Rikku 
sighed. For a brief and horrible moment she wondered how 
long the air would last also. Yuffie looked over and 
crossed her arms.

"Ya could at least help ya know!" She yelled and went 
back to pulling rocks from the top of the large boulder. 
Every rock she pulled let another few in. "How many more 
can there be?!" 

Rikku looked at the girl as she worked away at the rocks. 
Perhaps there was a way out after all. Although, no 
shafts of light from beyond the loose rocks gave any sign 
of hope. She made up her mind to help and jumped down 
from the tree root. A low creak from above made her stop 
and look up. Nothing. She took a few steps and heard the 
low creak again. She stepped backwards just as the ground 
shook for a moment. Rocks near the doorway shifted and 
settled a little. Yuffie kept digging at them 
nonetheless. Rikku placed a hand on her pounding chest 
and negotiated the loose rocks. Another creak from above 
made Rikku stop and look up again. She turned her 
attention back to walking just as she saw it. A huge, 
growing, widening crack was snaking across the ceiling. 

"Oh no, I don't think this place is stable!" Rikku 
panicked and tried to run back, falling over on the loose 
rocks. She watched, frozen and aching, as the crack jig 
jagged its way across the ceiling on one side of the 
cavern. Another terrible, low groan stabbed into Rikku's 
stomach as she staggered to her feet. The floor shook a 
little and the groan stopped. 

"Geez you don't half panic!" Yuffie yelled out as Rikku 
gasped for air. 

In one silent second the crack on the ceiling jolted 
apart, then a great slurry of rocks and dirt fell in with 
a muffled crunch and a soft whumph, sending a cloud of 
dust through the whole cavern and sending Rikku 
staggering backwards on the loose rocks. Through the 
black fog she saw Yuffie run past her to the falling dirt 
yelling, "Hey maybe that's done the trick!" on her way 
past.  

Rikku called out, "Wait!" and saw another pile of debris 
fall, Yuffie leapt sideways and dodged as she ran to the 
collapsing side of the cavern and as she ran into the 
cloud of airborne dirt Rikku lost sight of her. Rikku 
stood up, her stomach ached with anticipation, she tried 
to run and fell forwards, her knees slamming into jagged 
rocks with a pain that knocked the air out of her lungs. 
She curled up and hugged her aching legs, dust falling on 
her back as silent black rain.  

"I'm going to die, buried under dirt... buried alive 
under..." Rikku swallowed the sobs that emerged and 
listened to distant coughing and cussing. The ground 
shook again and another stream of cussing joined the rush 
of dust that blocked what little light still remained. 
The ceiling wasn't so much collapsing as allowing a great 
flow of rock and dirt to pour into the cavern. "Damn!" 
Yuffie could feel the dirt and rocks flowing across her 
feet as she turned and ran back from the deluge. The dust 
was so thick she could barely make out the dim glow of 
the pool on the far side. The ginger haired girl was 
sitting in the middle of the cavern, curled up and 
rocking back and forth. Yuffie ran past her as the slurry 
rushed across the floor, 
"Don't just sit there! Get up and run!" 

Rikku placed some weight on one leg as she tried to stand 
up, it stang out with pain. The other was worse, Rikku 
cried out as she stood upright. She grabbed her knee. 
Sticky with blood and dirt. 

Yuffie yelled again from the pool side of the cavern, 
"Come on!" 

Rikku couldn't see much through her dirt encrusted eyes 
and followed the sound of the voice as she negotiated the 
loose rocks. Dirt rained against her back and rocks 
plinked past, some stinging as they bit into the backs of 
her legs. The dust choked the air and caught in the back 
of her throat. Her foot slipped on a loose rock and she 
fell forwards again, bracing herself for the pain she 
closed her eyes. An arm grabbed her around the waist and 
hauled her upright. Rikku reached out and grabbed 
Yuffie's shoulders to haul herself up. Her 'thanks' came 
out as a dust choked cough. The dirt piled over the 
girls' legs as they ran, Yuffie hauling the barely 
conscious Rikku over the loose ground. The tide forced 
the pair to the far wall of the cavern and still dirt and 
rock piled up over their feet as they climbed up the wall 
using the few tree roots that gave any purchase. Yuffie 
continued hauling Rikku with one arm as they clambered, 
pulling their feet out over and over as they were covered 
with dirt. Rikku regained some strength and began to move 
a little more as the onslaught died down. Both girls were 
trapped in little more than a few square meters of free 
space. The dust caused more coughing fits, the air almost 
unbreathable. Rikku's mind swam, dizzy with lack of 
oxygen she thought she'd imagined the waft of fresh air 
on her face as she collapsed. 

"Hey! Don't give up on me now!" Yuffie's voice slammed 
into her ears and woke her up. She felt an arm around her 
shoulders give a gentle shake.  

"I've got out of way worse than this!" Yuffie stated with 
some confidence. Rikku couldn't even open her eyes, 
stinging bad enough even while shut. As waves of tears 
washed some of the dirt out of them she noticed a little 
glimmer of light.  

"There's a way out!" Yuffie yelled, her voice so loud it 
sent sudden aches through Rikku's head. She was shaking 
so hard that she couldn't even wipe the dirt from her 
eyes. Yuffie's arm around her shoulder shifted and placed 
itself against the back of her head. 

Yuffie whispered, "Ahh geez," and then carefully wiped 
her thumb over Rikku's eyes one by one. Rikku tried to 
speak but it started another coughing fit. 
 
"Come on there's a way out I can see light from here," 
Yuffie grabbed Rikku's wrist and pulled. Rikku took a 
gasp of the fresher air as it washed over her face. Her 
eyes stang so hard she couldn't keep them open to look. 
"Just crawl forwards ok," Yuffie let her wrist go and 
gave her back a little push. 

The dirt was loose and didn't support much weight, Rikku 
felt herself sinking in with each shaky movement. Yuffie 
was clambering up ahead, sending waves of dust and rocks 
down on Rikku's head. It was like climbing a sand dune; 
the pile was steep and tall. It extended up through the 
cavern roof, Yuffie realised the cavern had been under a 
pile of loose dirt, buried like a coffin. Through the gap 
she could see blue sky and the long dead branches of a 
tree. She looked back into the darkness and watched Rikku 
struggling, tears cutting a path through the dirt on her 
face. One of her knees looked a mess too. 'Must be 
painful to crawl on it,' Yuffie thought and continued on. 
She reached the gap and the fresh air while Rikku rested 
in the dark below. "It's nice out here! Come on up! You 
can do it!" Yuffie yelled down the hole. The air was 
laden with the smell of the sea nearby. Yuffie could see, 
through the thick of dead branches, a clear deep blue sky 
and turquoise water. She looked back down the hole as 
Rikku continued on clambering up.  

"Atta Girl!" 

Rikku could sense the light even through her closed eyes 
and hauled herself up as the dirt collapsed around her. 
She wondered whether she was even getting closer to the 
surface. A gentle breeze wafted the scent of the sea over 
her face and it gave her a little more strength. 
Exhausted, she struggled on until she could feel the warm 
sun on her face.  

"Hey." Yuffie acknowledged her success with an arm around 
her shoulder, helping her up the last few steps. Rikku 
lay down on the dirt under the sun and rested. She could 
feel Yuffie wiping dirt from her eyes, careful fingers 
picking and brushing. 
 
"I'm going to use some water ok?" Yuffie said as a cold 
gush hit Rikku's face. She tried to blink, it was too 
painful. She coughed again and felt the edge of a water 
bottle against her lips. 
 
"Take a sip," Yuffie offered and tipped the bottle up, 
sending a cold rush of water over Rikku's face again. She 
coughed and drank and coughed again, her shaking hands 
wiping at her eyes. Yuffie pried one open and doshed a 
splash of water into it then pried the other open and 
doshed water again. Rikku blinked a couple of times, the 
stinging eased a little.  

"There ya go! Bet you're glad I was here to save your 
bum!" Yuffie declared then stared again at Rikku's eyes 
as Rikku tried to sit up. 'Kinda eyes are those?' she 
thought to herself.

Rikku coughed again, dizzy and nauseous, she forced a 
word out through the coughing, "..who?" Her eyes were 
sore but she could see the girl staring down at her, 
outlined by blue sky and a lacy blanket of tree branches.  
"I'm Yuffie, What's your name then?" Yuffie poked Rikku's 
arm.  

"Rikku." Rikku stated, then, wincing from the pain she 
pulled herself onto her knees and threw up what little 
was in her stomach. Mostly dust. 

"Gross-ness..." Yuffie mumbled and left Rikku there. She 
pushed her way through the litter of dead branches 
towards what looked like a shoreline. 

Rikku wiped her mouth and hauled herself to her feet. She 
followed down the the rough and rocky shoreline, limping 
on her bad leg. "Hey," Rikku mused, "We're on an island 
or something look." The island was tiny; from where they 
stood the girls could see the whole way around. The only 
things on the island were the bits of dead tree. Nothing 
green, nothing alive. The turquoise sea stretched out to 
a deep blue and contained nothing more than a few rocks 
jutting out here and there. 
 
"Hmph... now what?" Rikku sighed. Yuffie continued to make 
her way around the shore. Rikku, sore as she was, 
followed her. It wasn't far at that.  

"I wasn't on an island... I was halfway up a cliff!" 
Yuffie said and kicked at some rocks.  

"I was down in some caves, under the... this can't be 
right..." Rikku searched for her compass, it was missing in 
action. She gave up and sat on a rock, listening to the 
little waves sloshing up and down the shore. 

Yuffie continued to kick at rocks. She looked out to sea 
and back at Rikku. "So what are you like at swimming?" 
she asked absently and sat down beside Rikku.  

"We'll starve or die of thirst... swimming? What?" Rikku 
searched her pockets. The only food she had was one 
rather dusty cookie left over from her lunch. Yuffie 
shrugged, her previous high spirits had since ebbed and 
she sagged a little. Rikku reached for the cookie.  
"Here," she said and broke it in half and offered a half 
to Yuffie who stared at it, her eyes opened wide then 
narrowed a little, feigning disinterest.  
"It's all I have," Rikku said, looking at the dusty 
little morsel. She wondered if she could even eat it. 
Yuffie hesitated then grabbed a half and bit into it with 
relish. In two bites it was gone.  

"Thanks and all." Yuffie shrugged again, giving Rikku a 
little smile.  

"Here," Rikku held out the other half, "I still feel 
sick... you should eat it if you're that hungry." She 
watched Yuffie's expression change, a flash of insulted 
pride washed over her face. Rikku thought, 'She's 
obviously not the sort who takes handouts but she's so 
hungry she just can't help it'. Yuffie took the other 
half with a long slow stare at Rikku, a sort of 'kicked 
dog' look. She even tried, with little success, not to 
eat it all at once.  

"You helped me." Rikku said. Yuffie shrugged again and 
stared at her feet. Both sat in silence, the sun was 
about to set and the sky took on an orange hue. There 
were no birds or crickets chirping. Just the gentle swish 
of waves against rock. They stared out at the horizon, 
the sun on the other side of the island, waiting for 
nothing. 

Ten minutes wandered past without any sign of life. No 
sea birds, no fish, no crabs under the rocks. No insects 
buzzing amongst the dead branches. Rikku stood up and 
stretched, 
"Maybe we should ... make a kind of... camp for the night?" 
She stood over Yuffie, still staring out to sea, and 
waited. Yuffie shrugged one shoulder without looking up. 
The determined spark she had before seemed to have 
dimmed.  

"Well... it's going to get cold and we could use some dead 
branches to make... maybe a fire?... maybe a hut... hey maybe 
tomorrow we could make a raft!" Rikku waved her hands in 
front of Yuffie's face. Yuffie glared at Rikku for a 
second then stood up and looked about at the island. 
"I wonder if we can go get some of that water from the 
pool," she said to herself.  

"Hey yeh! And tomorrow we can fish right?" Rikku was 
eager to sound positive, if just to cheer herself up. 
Yuffie walked back from the shore onto the dry land, she 
broke a twig off a nearby branch and gnawed at it, 
vaguely, while she looked around. Rikku scanned the 
horizon; there was no sign of any land nearby. 
 
"Someone will find us... a boat will go past... someone... 
probably they're looking for us already right?" Rikku's 
optimism was on shaky ground.  

"Where... I was halfway up a cliff... no-one knew I was even 
there." Yuffie sighed and kicked at the dry dirt. 
 
"Think about just tonight ok? We just need somewhere to 
sleep and some... water for now ok?" Rikku walked back to 
the hole where the cavern had partially collapsed. She 
peered down the hole. Yuffie joined her and stared, with 
little interest, into the black. 
 
"I can't see it but I bet if we go down there we'll be 
able to uncover some dirt to get at that pool," Rikku 
placed a foot on the loose dirt, it sank a little way, 
"It's probably safe enough." She looked at Yuffie, still 
chewing on the end of the stick she held. "You'll get a 
splinter in your tongue," she joked. Yuffie threw the 
stick onto the ground and sat near the hole.  

"I had a whole half a sandwich back there ya know," she 
moaned.  

"Well... there's still some light lets see if we can find 
at least some seaweed or something ok?" Rikku wandered 
back to the shoreline. The rocks were jagged and bare of 
even barnacles. She could see that even under the water 
there were loose bits of old plants. Rikku looked back to 
land and noticed that Yuffie was gone. 
 
"Oh she's gone down that hole... I hope it's ok down 
there." 

Rikku stared down into the hole for half a minute before 
calling out, "Is it ok down there?" There was no reply. 
She sat near the entrance, and then stood up to go down 
and help. She sighed and sat down again, "I'm not much 
help down there." The sun touched the horizon and the 
light waned enough that the brightest stars stood out 
against the purple sky. Rikku heard, from deep within the 
hole, a few random curse words. Her heart sank. By the 
time Yuffie had clambered to the top again, fighting the 
ever sinking dirt, Rikku was trying to think of another 
way.  

"Ahhh it's hopeless, it's all filled in with dirt and 
muck. There's no water anywhere... we'll just have to drink 
seawater even if it does make us sick." Yuffie groaned 
and sat down.  

"We can't drink seawater, but I was thinking... sometimes 
there's fog overnight right? So we could get the dew from 
the rocks and branches right?" Rikku looked out to sea.  
Yuffie looked up at the sky and studied the stars. 
"It doesn't even look like the sky at home," she said to 
herself.  

Rikku looked up, nothing familiar. 

Rikku sat down next to Yuffie, as one they lay down and 
stared up at the sky.  

"So where's your home?" Rikku asked, making casual 
conversation. There was no reply. She decided against 
asking again.  

"What about you then?" Yuffie asked once the awkward 
silence had dissipated.  

"Oh... well... it's... not really anywhere much... we're 
rebuilding it of course. I'm not allowed to say where." 
Rikku wasn't sure that was technically true anymore. 

Yuffie remained quiet again.  

"It's been a whole year and you're still rebuilding?" 
Yuffie asked. The last of the air's light and warmth was 
fading fast.  

"It's not so easy you know, well it's mostly rebuilt now 
but... we go out and find more machina to help us... that's 
where I was supposed to be going, only this happened." 
Rikku closed her eyes and took a deep breath. 'I wonder 
if anyone's noticed... course they have!... they'll be 
looking for me... but like she said... where will they look?'  
"You know you said you'd got out of worse before?" Rikku 
asked. She continued without waiting for an answer, "Well 
so have we, I mean I, and we'll ... us ... we'll get out of 
this one too."  

Yuffie remained silent; Rikku watched her staring up at 
the stars, lost in her own thoughts.  
"We should get some rest. We'll get some water before 
dawn and some food after that. See? We could last for 
ages doing that... just like I said. We'll be fine and 
someone will find us eventually." Rikku edged a little 
closer to Yuffie; "If it gets cold we have each other for 
warmth too right?" Rikku thought for a moment, memories 
and conversations played their well worn loop in her 
mind, "Not that'd I'd try anything or anything! You know... 
it'd just be..." She stopped. 

Yuffie wasn't listening anyway; she uttered a quiet 
"Hmm?" and closed her eyes. 'It doesn't matter... nothing 
does. After everything.' 

An hour into darkness. The air drained warmth from 
everything and Rikku curled up, hugging her knees. 
Shivering with cold. Yuffie lay staring up at the stars 
as if transfixed. Rikku wavered between wanting to ask if 
they should cuddle and not wanting to ask.  
When her shivering became shaking she relented, "Aren't 
you cold?"  

"No." Yuffie's voice drifted from her mouth drained of 
energy.  

'She's so skinny she must be freezing.' Rikku asked 
again, "Are you sure you're not cold? I'm freezing."  
Yuffie found herself suppressing a sudden urge to insult 
Rikku for being a crybaby.  

"Are you ok?" Rikku asked.  

Yuffie's resolve broke, "Geez already, get some sleep 
will ya?"  

"I'm... cold..." Rikku stopped and curled up a little more. 
She wondered how much colder it would get as she closed 
her eyes. 

A brief flash of light stamped a red glow in Rikku's 
mind, she sat up and looked at Yuffie.  
"Did you see that?"  

Yuffie was still staring at the sky, "It's the light..." 
she whispered.  

"Huh?" Rikku looked up at the sky, a beam of light poked 
out from the blackness overhead and streaked across the 
water. It returned to the island and Rikku watched as it 
rushed over the dirt toward them both. 
 
"Bye Rikku... it was nice meeting you n all," Yuffie 
whispered. She remained motionless as the light hit them 
both, causing Rikku to squint from the glare.  

"Huh?" Rikku watched Yuffie; she was paler than before, 
staring up at the sky, up into the light.  

For a moment Rikku wondered if this was some spell, some 
calling or even a summoning. She looked up, squinting, at 
the light. A shadow flashed in front of it for a second 
and vanished. Rikku watched. The shadow appeared again, 
washing over the beam of light like a pendulum. It was a 
rope ladder.  

"Yuffie?" Rikku's heart, already pounding painfully fast, 
lifted when she saw a figure clinging to the ladder. 
"Yuffie!... someone's found us! We're being rescued!" 

"Hey!" a man's voice called down from the ladder as it 
approached, swinging from side to side. Rikku jumped up 
and winced from the twang in her bad knee, it was easy to 
ignore, "Hey!" she called back and sank to her knees from 
the dizziness that lack of water had induced.  

"We need a carrier down here," the man on the ladder 
yelled up to the sky. He hovered closer and closer. Rikku 
watched in silence, too overwhelmed even to cry.  
"I can't lift them both... Hey girl!" the man pointed at 
Rikku, he was close enough that Rikku could make out his 
face, "Can you climb up on your own?"  

"Well... Yes... Yes I think so!" Rikku bent down and grabbed 
Yuffie's arm, it was so cold she dropped it with a shock 
that stabbed through her whole body. "Yuffie!" she yelled 
and shook the motionless girl. Now the tears came. The 
man jumped off the ladder and placed a hand on Rikku's 
shoulder for just a moment then bent down to Yuffie, 
placing his hand against her neck, 
"She's ok... go up the ladder as fast as you can, we need 
to send a carrier down for her," the man ordered without 
turning around. Rikku stumbled backwards a little then 
caught herself. She took a deep breath. 'She's ok... she's 
ok ok ok ok' she told herself and clambered, dizzy and in 
shock, towards the ladder. It stretched up into the sky 
so far it was frightening. Rikku grabbed the rope and 
forced herself to go on. Once she had started up she 
looked back down at Yuffie, she was sitting up and the 
man had put his coat around her shoulders. Rikku found 
herself hoping that Yuffie could see her being strong and 
brave, for once. It gave her the strength to climb even 
over the pain in her knee. 

"Are you ok?" someone else called out from above Rikku as 
she hauled herself up, eyes shut to reduce the glare of 
the light. A huge hand grabbed hers and hoisted her onto 
solid ground. She opened her eyes. Wooden floor. Huge 
boots. Her eyes, blurry and sore, set upon a huge face. 
It grinned. Rikku sighed; her dizziness turned her 
stomach into painful sickness. A warm coat landed on her 
shoulders as she was picked up.  

"Welcome aboard," said the huge face in a big, deep 
voice. The voice also expressed, in a tired way, the 
opinion that 'It's been a long day.'

Onwards to Part 2


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