Chapter Three - Temporary solution
The night was still and warm over Haven school for Girls. There were lights on in almost every dormitory, as people were studying hard for final’s fast approaching. With only a month until the end of the school year for a few months, the students had to dig in, as they knew standards were high when you were going to Haven.
In one room, a lone girl dressed only in a wine colored robe sat at her desk. She had her books opened to study, but the tears she was crying made that impossible. She moved her blonde hair out of the way of her face, to wipe away the tears as they flowed.
She could not stop thinking about Megan, nor what she had done. She could hear the girl’s words clearly in her head, and they resonated through her thoughts. She shook her head, and just began to sob again.
A knock came at her door, soft yet very audible. Lori looked at the door, nervous at the thought it might be Megan on the other side. She did not want to talk to her right now, her emotions too raw to here any babbling apologies or anything else.
" Are you there?" Said a loud voice from the other side. The voice was not Megan’s voice.
Lori recognized it as one of her friends from her grade was on the other side. Tabitha, or Tabby as she was referred to, was the owner of the voice.
" May I speak to you?" The voice said, almost pleadingly.
Tying up her robe, she stood up after hesitating to think it over. After wiping her tear streaked face, she went to the door. Opening the door, she was just going to tell the girl that she did not feel like any company.
Tabby was standing there, her face was a mask of concern as she stood there. She looked at Lori, and nodded.
" I heard what Megan did..." She said, stepping through the doorway, not letting the girl have time to say a word. " Massively crappy, if you ask me."
The light brown haired girl closed the door with one hand, while suddenly embracing the smaller Lori with the other. Just as the door slammed shut, Lori broke down sobbing against her friend’s chest with a wail. Tabby made sure that the door was closed, then put her other arm around the girl, and stood there silently as she let the girl cry.
Lori found herself unable to stop the eruption of her emotions that jumped from deep inside. She clung to her friend, her sobs were muffled as she buried her face into Tabby’s body. She shook with the force of the crying, squeezing her friend tightly, as all of her feelings erupted out.
After a long while, she finally composed herself, and Tabby let go. Lori seemed to be spent for the time being, all out of tears. The light brown haired girl led Lori over to the bed, and sat down with her. For long moments, there was complete silence in the room.
Tabby finally spoke.
" I heard that you found out about this thing with Megan?" She asked. " How are you doing with it all?"
" I don’t know anything right now..." Said Lori, using a Kleenex to wipe her nose a little. " My mind is too jumble to work..."
" She should have told you..." Said a very sympathetic Tabby. " What was she going to do, tell you in a letter when she was settled in France?"
" I don’t think she would do that. To me.." Said Lori.
" Did you think that she would do this?" Piped in the girl, seemingly very disgusted with the whole thing. " If she cared as much as she said she did, she should have told you straight off she was leaving school."
Lori nodded, agreeing with tabby even though it was hard to admit. She just lowered her head.
" Love stinks!" Lori spat, looking up to the roof.
Tabby shook her head in response to the girl’s statement. It was clear that she did not agree with the sentiment.
" It don’t think love stinks... Love is good, it just is bad once in awhile when it fucks up..." She said heartfelt. "This is your first love, isn’t it?"
" Yes..." Lori said, sheepishly as she continued to fight to listen through the tears. " She is my first love.. My first..." Her voice trailed off.
Tabby just took a deep breath, as if reliving something dep within herself. She looked at the girl, eyes pouring out her caring for the blonde girl.
" Then you will get over it, after a long while of sorting things out and hurting over it all the while..." Said Tabby, her words seemingly very wise. " You’ll see... just takes some time."
Lori was skeptical with Tabby’s advice, but the words did hold a air of knowingness to them.
" You will hurt and everything, but you will love again." Tabby said. " Trust me on that one.. The first one hurts, but you find ways to cope."
" Did you hurt after your first love hurt you?" Asked Lori with blunt interest.
Tabitha’s face became somber.
" I did..." The brown haired girl said with a sigh, as her mind flitted back. "She broke my heart too."
" Your.." Started Lori, hesitating.
" A lesbian too... yes..." She nodded.
" How did you get over it? The lies... The hurt of losing the one you loved?"
Tabitha sighed, and looked right into Lori’s eyes.
" Time, reflection, the need to search yourself... that sort of thing..." She started, then cracked a smile. " I got through all the pain and all that it brings...now I am with my new lover and roommate, Yvette. What I am going to give you, will help it, although it will seem rather odd."
" Give me?" Said the small framed lass, looking puzzled.
Tabby pulled out something from her blazer pocket. It looked like a foot long rectangular box, wrapped in a dark brown plastic bag. She layed the object on Lori’s lap and put one of the girl’s hands on top of it.
" This is something strange... and you’ll question why it helps... bit it did." Tabitha said. " I will leave and let you discover what it is, but promise me that you will try it at least.. Or think about it. It won’t take the pain of this all away, but it will help you deal with it and make you feel better ."
Lori nodded, agreeing that she would try. Tabby leaned over and hugged her one more time, then stood up. She walked to the door, speaking as she made her way to leave the room.
" I will check in on you in the morning then." She said. " Try and get some sleep, if you want to, we can have coffee together in the morning."
" Yeah, Maybe..." Lori said.
The girl opened the door, winked at her before turning to the opening, then left. The room went silent all over again.
Lori looked at the strange thing that had been put on her lap. She stared at it for awhile, wondering just what the bag held that Tabitha was so bent on her having. Sighing, she moved her hands and unwrapped the box from the bag.
To Lori’s shock, the object was a vibrator still packed in the box it was sold in. It was long and pink, with ridges she could see through the cellophane window in the box. She blushed at the object, as she knew from health studies class, just what the thing was for.
She shook her head and wondered just why the girl had given this to her, how could this help, like Tabby said it could. She did not understand, but she had given a promise to at least think on it some. That could wait for now, her curious mood not there.
She put it on the bedside table and shook her head. She was doubting about just the thought pattern of her friend, and how this little sex toy could help her. She composed herself and decided to return to the books for awhile, thinking that might help get her mind tired enough to seep eventually. Emotionally, she was a wreck.
Three hours later, Lori layed in bed unable to sleep. She had tried to fall asleep for well over an hour by then, but her mind going a mile a minute. She had bounced between crying and feeling so very angry over the deception Megan had pulled on her.
She listened to the silence of the room, and found that almost claustrophobic to hear the deadness of the room. Since the death of Allison, she did not have a roommate’s breathing to listen to if she was unable to sleep. She longed for that little slice of simple comfort, as she had did so with the girl’s breathing when she found herself in the situation of not sleeping.
She sat up a little in bed and looked around the room, hoping that the stillness would not last long. She looked over to the empty bed, illuminated by the soft light of the moon from the window over her bed. It was a lonely sight, one that only reenforced the feelings of her despair. She shivered a little under the covers, even though the thick blankets covered her naked body from the room.
Her disheartened mind made her look around the room, probably trying to find a distraction for her emotions, and was desperate to find that little diversion. The darkness beheld the room made the feelings more heavy.
Her eyes found their way to her nightstand, and curiously fell on the vibrator that was sitting there. She eyed the strange gift she had gotten, as she thought on Tabby’s words, still unsure of just why she had been given it. To her surprise, her sadness was being overtaken by a emotion she had never thought she would ever had felt again. She felt the beginnings of being curiously horny.
Lori found herself reaching for the box the vibrator was in, and she grabbed it. She sat up and took the thing out of the box, finding that it had a set of batteries included inside. Not knowing why she was even doing this, she found herself installing the batteries, as she looked over the pink thing.
She switched it on, and the foot long object jumped to life in her soft grasp. She felt the soft buzzing of the vibrator in her hand, as she used her fingers to feel the smooth yet ridged outer shell of it. She found her pussy was beginning to tingle, and wetness was beginning to seep out of her and onto the bed under her. She was surprised at the sensations being there at all, but welcomed it anyways.
She tentatively moved the now vibrating sex toy under the sheets, as she layed herself back. She let it rest on her stomach, and her womanhood started to twitch as it hummed away on her smooth abs. She felt the feeling of being aroused strengthen, and she gasped.
"Was this what Tabby was thinking of?" She asked herself, her heart beginning to pound away.
With the vibrator in her hand, she trailed the rounded tip of the thing all along her own stomach, as she dragged it down her body. When it started to go through her still very sparse pubic hair just over the start of her vagina, she gasped and continued lowering the vibrator toward her womanhood.
She felt the thing come into contact with her clitoris as she went farther. Her body twitched with pleasure, as the vibrations sent pleasure tentacles throughout her body. Her legs automatically opened, and she layed the thing against her outer folds, making sure not to miss the clit. She gasped, as more pleasure shot through her.
She moved it down, and situated the tapered rounded end against her now very wet hole. She felt a sense of energy flow through her, as it was poised to be pushed right into her. She bit her lip, as she decided to go for it.
The end of the play toy slid effortlessly in, the ridges sending shockwaves through her pussy. She gasped, as inch by inch, she inserted the thing, filing her up more and more. She began to pump the pink plastic in and out of herself, each movement bringing much more delight that she ever could have imagined to her. She spread her legs even farther as she shoved it in all the way, and all she could do was gasp.
Soon, she had her legs up in the air, plowing the long vibrator into herself with fury. The vibrator hummed along, giving the girl electric pulses that made her race to orgasm as her hips bucked and gyrated uncontrollably. She could feel it there, building and shaping like a storm that was ready to release it’s power, the juices that flowed from her and down her ass was a precursor to one earth shattering orgasm.
Lori felt like it she was about to explode, and every fiber of herself was screaming for it. She reached down and used her free hand’s fingers to rub her swollen love button as she continued with the vibrator. She gasped, planted her legs back down and arched herself to the ceiling, as the orgasm crested and took over.
She gasped loudly, as the orgasm tore through her. In response, she plowed the vibrator as fast as she could in and out of her cunt, as waves of climatic delight fired through her, her fingers trending circles around her vibrating clitoris with great speed and adding to the strength of her orgasm. She could not even hear anything, as the blood pounded through her ears.
Waves and waves of orgasms wracked her, as she bucked against her little toy with and animalistic frenzy. She just let everyone of them overtake her, unable to stop them at all even if she wanted to. They took hold, and each one that came was pure pleasure to Lori.
Sweaty and breathing heavy, the last orgasm dissipated and left the young girl spent. She layed there, her bare body feeling tired from everything, sweat pouring off of her body. She took out the vibrator from herself and brought it out from under the blankets. She looked at it for the longest time, smiling as she did.
With a few Kleenex, she lovingly wiped off the vibrator, and then set it down on her side table beside the box it had came in. She layed back and just sighed, feeling more like herself again. Her stress and tension had all bit disappeared from her. She took a long sigh, as the fact of losing her girlfriend had lost it’s punch, but as Tabby had warned, it was not going to fix them.
Without her even knowing, she slipped into the sleep she had been seeking for. Lori’s slumber was fitful, although she still dreamed about Megan... but they were ones that were in passing.
To Lori right before she fell asleep thought that her friend was a genius, even though she did not understand it right then.