A soft moan escaped her, the slow conducting of the two hands playing over her bringing it to crescendo. The dance of one hand followed an enticing step, sliding across her belly and following a line up her chest, skirting around her throat and up one cheek. So gently does it caress her face, and run through her hair, coming to rest on the nape of her neck. She's drawn down, and the crisp scent of wild mint greets her along the way, the coolness she breathes in sharp contrast to the heat of their bodies, to the warmth of the mouth she finds with her own. The feeling of silky smooth lips sliding and pressing onto hers, their sweet taste, the ardor that flames with their meeting... she can only think that she wants more, without end. She feels those fingers continue their teasing path as if reading her mind, moving off her neck and slipping seductively down her shoulder blade. Feather-light caresses flow down her spine, and a shiver follows it in unbearable anticipation...
Haruka's eyes snapped open. The dim ceiling above the bed came into focus and she calmly regulated her breathing, which had become quick and impassioned. She was vaguely cognizant of being surprised at herself- when did she ever find time to give thought to something so... personal? Despite herself, then, she curiously tried to probe what memory remained, but the effort was like trying to grasp smoke with her hands; by now only the basest of sensory impression, the most fleeting sensations, remained. She ran her tongue over her lips ,feeling, or perhaps not feeling, a fading phantom presence upon them. Such a strange dream, really; she was sure it was unlike any she could remember before. Such soft touches, that pale supple flesh under her, those delicate hands... That... was definitely not about someone like Reito. Probably didn't mean anything. After all, who could say where dreams derived their inspiration? She did her best to try and stop thinking about it, and slowly the memories slipped away as dreams are wont. Except... every breath she took continued to just barely tickle her throat with the memory of that cool scent. It was odd that seemed to linger longest, far after all else had faded.
Haruka brought her hands up to rub her eyes in that tried and true method of bringing to bear the reality of a new day, but it took her a moment to realize that only one arm obeyed. She twisted her head around to face Yukino lying there across her arm, her hair splayed out--much as Yukino's hair could do--across her shoulder. After turning, she was also struck by the scent of mint once again, more strongly, and realized that it seemed to be coming from her partner's hair. Where did she get that shampoo? The idle thought percolated through her mind before drawing a blush down to her toes as she inadvertently drew a connection between her dream, the scent, and Yukino laying there. She buried the unintended relation and once again banished all thoughts of things she didn't think she ought to be thinking about. She turned back to watch Yukino, somehow feeling more relaxed because of it. She saw Yukino's hand resting lightly on her collarbone.
Haruka slid her hand over to Yukino's on sudden impulse, tracing the edge of one unpainted, plainly cut fingernail with a fingertip. She laid her hand over her partners, and for a moment marvels first at how smooth Yukino's hands are, and then at how well her hand cups over the girl's. Something about those thoughts broke some of that relaxation she was working on. Feeling remarkably self-conscious for someone alone with her thoughts, she tried turning her mind to more pressing matters. Or would have, had she any pressing matters to concern herself with. The only concern she could even bring to mind was whether she ought to get up now. Laying there hardly seemed productive, no matter that they didn't actually have anything to do. While she considered on this, she soon found her attention oddly drawn to Yukino's breathing. In, and out; in, and out each of the girl's light exhales ruffled Haruka's loose pajama collar, and Haruka found herself content with this state of things for the moment.
"Good morning, Haruka-chan."
Haruka nearly leapt out from her skin at Yukino's soft greeting, accompanied by the lightest vibrations from the girl's throat against her arm. Yukino smiled, eyes still closed, as she felt Haruka's shoulder twitch under her cheek. Yukino thought that she should perhaps move. The thought not only crossed her mind, but struck her as a remarkably good idea. So she remained laying in Haruka's arms. I'm on vacation, I shouldn't have to think if I don't want to.
"Good morning, Yukino." Haruka replied, once her pulse had slowed.
"We're leaving today, then, right?" Yukino spoke the first thought that came to mind, holding the irrational hope that she might receive a "no" in response. A hope quickly denied.
"Mm-hmmm. Time to get back to our academy." Haruka noticed that she still had Yukino's hand cupped under her own and quickly removed it. Nothing to be embarrassed about, of course, it's not like I meant anything improper with the gesture. Yukino read that as an implicit signal signal and rose, turning and directing a wistful smile at Haruka, now stretching her stiff arm.
"I suppose that we should prepare then." She said. Or, I could turn all the way around, Haruka-chan, and jump onto you. I could slowly lower my lips to your ear, watch a look of surprise grow in your beautiful eyes as I whisper, “I lo--”
"That's right, got to get up and about... eh, are you a little stiff, Yukino?" Yukino blinked, and froze, realizing that she had been moving, turning about, drawing her leg up to spring over in accord with her imagination's choreography. Mortified, she shook her head quickly in answer and turned away to hide her face, swinging her legs to the edge of the bed and starting to slide off. A hand on her shoulder stopped her.
"Hey, I know that I've asked you this a lot lately," Haruka began without preamble, "But you know that if there was anything at all wrong, you do know that you can tell me, right? I'll do whatever I can to help, no matter what, Yukino." There were no promises of swift retribution to any potential harassers, no reminders that she needed to be focused or ready for this, that, or another thing. Nothing more than an honest plea that managed to sound louder than any of her piercing yells ever had.
"No... nothing." She had intended to just deny that anything was wrong at all, "Nothing I'm ready to talk about right now, that is, Haruka-chan." She had been prepared for Haruka to be cross because she was sure at this point that there was obviously something wrong, but she had been caught off guard by the briefest hints of injury in Haruka's eyes. "That's because... er, what's bothering me, it's... I will talk to you about it. I will definitely, but for now I want to think about it more on my own." Yukino knew that she was rambling a little, but in the back of her mind she was relieved. With this, she had made a sort of promise. Exactly as she said, she wanted just a little more time to think for herself, but then she would act. She had wondered what was wrong with now, what might change later, but further rumination gave her the answer. Collectively, these last few days had given her some faint, almost unbelieving optimism--Shizuru's words about Haruka, which had at first seemed ignorant wishful thinking, began to seem truer. The problem now, though, also came from Shizuru's words and actions. Yukino appreciated the good intentions that kept this scheme different from the others, but she couldn't escape the knowledge that the place they were at, the room, the city, all had come about from another machination of the crafty President. The idea of anything coming to fruition between her and Haruka in this place, a place Haruka had spent being deceived, cajoled, and otherwise led around did not sit well with her. Thank you, Shizuru-san, but you did say at the outset the end was in my hands alone.
"Yukino, are you sure, there's no reason to try and go it alone--" Haruka had started to argue.
"Please, Haruka-chan," came Yukino's soft reply, silencing Haruka. At least . But why the wait, Yukino?
“Fine, but at least try to be a little more lively, or else I might change my mind and get it out of you any way."
Oh, and how would you do that, Haruka-chan? Yukino wondered, and the thoughts she came up with helped to put a little smile on her face. That must be Haruka's way of saying, "cheer up", and I guess it works.
"Thanks, Haruka-chan, let's focus on today.” Yukino looked her up and down, frowning slightly. “Ah, to start, why don't you go and take your shower while I straighten up our belongings? Because,Haruka-chan... are you all right? Now that I look closely, you seem a little flushed and off balance..." Haruka's confident, encouraging smile caught, and turned sickly-looking on her face.
"Ah, ha, ha-ha, Yukino. N..no, not at all, maybe the air conditioning went out last night, with this Bubuzuke Hippie-hotel and all, heh. No strange dreams for me." She stood quickly, very quickly, cheeks flaming.
"But I'll be right out to give you a hand, Yukino. No rush." Haruka added belatedly as she walked to the bathroom..
Yukino smiled and nodded. However, as Haruka turned to close the door the last she saw of her sweet little partner was a falter to her smile. If Yukino didn't look exactly "sad", there was still a somber, worried turn to her lips that made Haruka want so much to burst back into the room. However, she knew that the moment she did the expression would be gone, replaced once again with a smile to keep her from worrying. Loosing a frustrated sigh, she reached in and turned the water knob savagely, running the water as hot as she could stand. She stood for a moment just enjoying that, letting the water wash over her, then grabbed the soap and lathered up, all the while striving to fathom what in the world could be weighing on her friend's mind. Yukino had seemed so content the previous day, and so beautifully serene this morning. Underneath her irritation at the situation she'd been thrown into, Haruka had begun to hope that perhaps Yukino had gotten a reprieve from her stress with their unexpected break time. But if that were the case, could her backsliding be connected with their imminent return to the academy? Is school really that bad for her right now, final exams or the executive work or the like? She stood for a time, the liquid heat cleansing her body, her mind floating through possibilities that felt only as substantial as the vapor swirling about her.
No, none of that could be it. Yukino's too solid to let that bother her. Yukino was always exemplary as a student and as Executive Adjutant, never seeming troubled before. Especially now, though Yukino did have those final exams creeping up, they had been gliding by easily as far as council work was concerned. Really, the only time she could recall Yukino so jittery and out of sorts... was during that time. She felt a chill despite the nearly scalding water coursing over her. There had been more than enough to occupy Yukino's attention then.
"Could there really be something now to... to..." To compare with that?
A light tapping sent ripples through the stream of her thoughts, but did little more than remind her that she should be doing more than thinking now. She reached for the shampoo, worried mind creating progressively grimmer scenarios around her friend. The soft knocking reached her ear once more. She paused now, wondering what it was, then looked askance at the wall. Leave it to Fujino to reserve a room where I'm going to be knocked out by a flying shower attachment, she thought darkly, but the noise came again, louder, and she knew it wasn't the plumbing. Is that the door? Why doesn't Yukino answer it? A few seconds later, the knock came again; definitely a door knock. Haruka growled and jumped from the shower. She strode into the room proper, wrapping a towel about herself as she stepped from the steamy bathroom.
"Yukino, why..." The question died on her lips, its recipient nowhere in the room. Brows furrowed in confusion and some amount of worry, she walked to the door and peered through the peephole. Wha-what's she doing out there? Haruka opened the door and Yukino stumbled back in.
"I guess maybe I shouldn't have turned in the room key yet." She said sheepishly, "But then, we're already checked out now, won't need to do it on our way down."
"So, they let you check out... in your pajamas... with no luggage, and come back up to the room?"
"This is a nice hotel; the staff is very accommodating." Yukino answered, relieved that Haruka had directed her attention towards the the staff and away from her own little bungle. She'd just been looking around for something, anything else to do, and had seen the key lying on the table... perhaps she had been feeling just a little scrambled at that moment.
Haruka thought it was more likely that the staff didn't want to do anything else to aggravate them, but kept that to herself.
"Oh, Haruka-chan, you're dripping all over the floor! And I think I accidentally packed up all of your clothes already." Haruka looked and saw their packed bags and the room tided, the only clothes now visible Yukino's spare uniform laid out on the bed and the pajamas her partner still wore.
"I'll get them out, you go back in and finish up." Yukino told her. Haruka smiled, bemused with her flustered friend, and some of her worries evaporated. Her gloomy worries of a minute earlier seemed silly when watching Yukino now; her friend might have something on her mind, but how much trouble could it be if she could still find time to worry about being embarrassed or getting the carpet wet? In any case, her suggestion sounded as good an idea as standing here dripping, so she went to do as Yukino said. Simultaneously, Yukino keyed in on a very pleasant discovery, though were Haruka to turn around for any reason she probably would have wondered about the wide-eyed ogling that Yukino was managing to get done. But she didn't, and soon wood and deep red paint obscured the mesmerizing view, allowing Yukino to shake off her trance-like state. She noticed her lungs nagging her and breathed again, blushing. It wasn't as though that were the most she'd ever seen of Haruka. Since their childhood they had shared a bath many of times, but... Yukino wasn't taking a bath, and was not thinking the thoughts of a bathing person, and that seemed to make a profound difference. Oh, this is what started all this!. It just seemed the most natural thing in the world for her eyes to always be drawn to her loved one. Wait, this did start when Shizuru noticed, but I haven't been... oddly enough, she realized that despite everything that had been happening, the beginnings of trip had served to neatly suppress those more errant thoughts.
Her conversing with Shizuru, both the nice and not so nice ones, working to evade Haruka's concern, and all time she spent trying to discern why she had allowed herself to be put in this situation had been very much distracting. Ruefully, Yukino admitted to herself that this stress had probably helper her more than just a midge. These mishaps had forced her to stay on her toes and pay attention to her surroundings, and consequently she had observed some interesting aspects of Haruka that she would never have turned her eye to, stuck thinking of Haruka as more or less an alternately tragic and wondrous fantasy. But now... Shizuru had withdrawn her mischievous talons, there hadn't been any more mishaps, and Haruka had managed to go through more than a day--an eternity as far as Haruka was concerned--without so much as a grumble under her breath about the “Bubuzuke woman”... at least not with any real malice. Really now, it probably wouldn't hurt anything to daydream for a while. Wouldn't hurt, not much, probably just about as much as Haruka was wearing right now... Yukino allowed her imagination to run away with her, just a little bit.
"Why don't you go join me in the shower then?" Yukino bolted upright, stifling a cry. She hadn't heard her partner's approach. Her next breath caught fast in her throat as Haruka's words filtered through the surprise.
"Ha... wha-what was that, Haruka-chan?" Yukino asked disjointedly, looking at Haruka with glasses askew. Haruka blinked, stopping in the act of rubbing a towel lightly over her damp hair.
"I said, 'why don't you go jump in the shower then?' It's already a quarter of nine, and our train leaves at twenty-five after."
"Oh! I mean, of course, Haruka-chan. I'll be just a moment." She scurried to the bathroom as quickly as she could without running outright, flushing furiously at her mishearing. Haruka lifted an eyebrow, wondering what thoughts she might have interrupted. She was mostly glad, though, sure that Yukino could not have blushing so cutely over something at all depressing. Nodding in satisfaction at her conclusion, she turned her mind towards trying to figure out why she might think Yukino's blushing was so cute. Another knock at the door kept her from dwelling overlong on that, though. It turned out to be a staff maid, come to clean up the room for the next occupants.
"We need just a few more minutes, my partner here was premature in checkout." Haruka explained, "She's still in the shower, in fact, we couldn't leave right now if we wanted too." The woman was aging and matronly, a head shorter than Haruka, but far more imposing figure than that stature usually warranted. She looked like, had she been so inclined, she could have been forceful enough to cause trouble for Haruka. Today, though, she had a youthful gleam in her eye, set off rakishly by an eyebrow arching in amusement above it.
"Oh ho? Just how long would you like me to wait? Really, couldn't you just save us both some time and go in there with her now?"
"Eh!? What do you... " Realization dawned as she recalled the circumstances of their reservation. "Oh, no! It's-"
"Now don't you get all shy with me, young lady. Nothing wrong with a couple of young girls getting some time to themselves. But, while I do hope you've had a nice, memorable time that you can treasure 'til you're old as me, but the fact is that I'm already old, and a touch impatient, so could you maybe save any more until you get back home? The room check out, it was recorded, and I have a schedule to keep." While Haruka stood speechless trying to form her tongue around some response, the maid chuckled and left her.
"Really! An employee shouldn't just come out and say things like that to their guests.” Haruka gasped out, “What I might do with Yukino is none of her business anyway!" Haruka paused for a moment in her anger, thinking about what she had just said, "Er, that is, I mean, what we might, what Yukino, ahem, to say, er.... the nerve of her!" Forestalling too much more brooding on the encounter was her partner's emergence from her shower. Yukino stared at Haruka grumbling to herself, oblivious to her presence, before venturing,
"Er, Haruka-chan?" Haruka snapped her head around.
"Ah, Yukino!"
"Is everything alright?"
"Well... yes. A cleaning woman came by, and... and.... she said we need to get out of here quickly because we're checked out, so let's get out of here."
"All... right, Haruka-chan," Yukino replied slowly, "I"ll hurry up and get dressed."
"Okay, but I'm going to wait out in the hall. If a certain maid thinks to stop by early, a certain maid is going to learn about what you do and don't say to your guests." If she didn't have enough to go on already, this was enough to make Yukino think that the maid had not just stopped by to leave a friendly notification. She wondered what might have happened, to rile Haruka up so much. Though, really, accomplishing that wasn't too difficult. Minutes later, after Yukino had dressed and given the room one last sweep for forgotten possessions, she joined her partner with pack in hand and they set off down the hall. Finally feeling safe in the elevator, Haruka gave a breath of relief that quickly changed to a choking cough when a familiar voice called after them.
"Bye-bye, lovebirds! Maybe I'll see you for your anniversary?" Through closing doors the pair glimpsed the staff maid walk into view. One wave and a large, outrageously exaggerated wink, and she was gone. Yukino raised a hand to her mouth, not needing a mirror to know that she was doing her best impression of a steamed beet, but seeing the same when she cast a glance over to Haruka was surprising. What does she have to be embarrassed about, she's not angry? They caught one another's eye, and the sight was enough to make them both crack into smiles and chuckles. Yukino felt she had extra reason for her mirth. Just a few short days ago, as she had seen first hand when they had arrived, Haruka would have been livid after such a remark. Might she actually be loosening up, taking more of life in and trying less to shove it around to suit her? Yukino didn't know, she just knew that Haruka smiled for a few seconds, before she took on a grumpy mask again.
"So indecent. Even if that room had been used for its proper purpose, that would have been indecent."
"I don't know, Haruka-chan, I'm sure she meant well."
"Mm." Was Haruka's unconvinced response, but Yukino noticed that she let a smile break out for another few seconds, about the time it took for the elevator to stop.
It opened into the lobby and any traces of amusement faded as Haruka walked through. She went quickly, without sparing even a passing glance to the concierge. Yukino felt bad, though. Nothing had really been his fault, so she stopped for a polite bow as if to say, "thank you and sorry aobut all this" and hurried after Haruka with a cheerful wave. Peeking back as she left, Yukino did not know if she had ever seen a person with such stark relief in his face as he did while watching his esteemed guests depart.
Their travel home was so mundane as to be almost unusual. They made their train in a timely manner, and found themselves in a crowded train compartment, the traveling much busier here in the middle of the week than in the morning of their initial departure. They both wondered about how their absence might have effected the academy, Haruka infinitely more prepared to assume the worst. The talked about the reconstruction that was finally about to get started, and about classes, and about the University and the entrance exams Haruka recently took. Yukino hoped that she did well, remembering fondly how feverishly Haruka had worked and studied for them. At last, they watched the island they called home coming into view with anticipation, more than Yukino would ever have thought she'd feel before leaving it. They disembarked and couldn't help but stand and bask in the relative calm of their little city. They set off walking into the town, relishing the ease of movement, and Haruka was soon able to hail a taxi.
"To the academy." Haruka instructed.
"No problem."
The already short trip was abridged further as they neared the academy, ending before they reached the schools inner sanctum.
"Just drop us of at the curb here, by the gate, no need to go up the drive." Haruka directed brusquely, flinty eyes on the welcoming committee that had just come into view on the sidewalk.
"No problem." The driver said in monotone, entirely unimpressed with this one fare amidst the day's worth. He just made sure to get his money, and drove away.
"Look, Yukino, we won't have to wait for the President, or go track her down." Yukino hid a groan of consternation. She had strongly hoped to avoid meeting back up with Shizuru quite yet. Much as she did want to have a discussion with the President over what did and did not constitute "helping", she wasn't mentally prepared to parry the inevitable probing and questioning that would go hand in hand with the discussion. Haruka walked with deliberate unhurriedness to the smiling-- or at least half-smiling-- pair waving at them.
“Miss President." She said evenly. .
"Suzushiro-san." Shizuru returned.
"Kuga-san." Yukino supplied next, relieved at the civility with which this had started out.
"Kikukawa-san." Natsuki nodded.
"Did you two have a nice time?" Shizuru inquired cordially, and Yukino winced inwardly at the entirely too innocent expression on her face. Haruka gaped at her, but only for a moment.
"Hmph. Yes, yes we did," She began with a certain aloofness, "Yukino and I are far too resourceful to be thrown off by mistakes from... other departments. No matter how bumbling, shortsighted, and foolish those mistakes may have been." That aloofness turned out rather short-lived, to the surprise of no one, and those last words tended towards an escalation to a more habitual decibel level for Haruka. "Still, not everybody is likely to be so adoptive, we should probably reexamine who gets put in charge of matters like this."
"I think you mean adaptive, Haruka-chan." Yukino added when Haruka had finished.
"Whatever, Yukino." Haruka whispered quietly over to her partner.
"I am glad that such able persons were selected, if that was the case." Shizuru answered demurely, unfazed, "And I agree, Suzushiro-san. There were obviously some issues in planning for this assignment," No sidewalk passion after all, Natsuki. Ah, and I was almost looking forward to it. "And I take full responsibility."
"That's right!" Haruka half-shouted, "It's time for... ah... to be uncovered, and..." She trailed off, her sentence broken and falling piecemeal from a slack jaw.
"I am not one who enjoys seeing mistakes made, particularly not her own. To that end, I do wish tomorrow's discourse to be fulfilling and efficient, correcting the problems brought forth with minimal fuss." Haruka stared at the President, then swiftly composed herself.
"Ah, of course, Miss President."
"I also have one small request with regards to that.” Shizuru continued smoothly, “I only became aware of your difficulties in later contact--I apologize that you had to go through that--and I would like to receive a clearer picture of what was involved. To do so, then, if it is not too much trouble, might I borrow Kikukawa-san for a short while?" Shizuru was the absolute picture of humility and innocence. Yukino, recognizing that this was taking her somewhere she was not quite ready to go, spoke up.
"I would be more than happy to, Fujino-san."
"How nice. I'm sure that you're longing to get home and back settled, but this won't take long." Shizuru smiled.
"Pardon, Fujino-san." Yukino started again, "That is, I would be more than happy too, ordinarily, but might I make another suggestion?"
"Oh?"
"I, ah feel it would be more my duty to... reorganize our agenda for resuming council business, yes, especially as Haruka-chan requested that nobody cover in our absence. I have so many things I could be doing to prepare for tomorrow already." Yukino warmed to her half-truth, "Haruka-chan," she turned to her partner, "Don't you think that if you took this opportunity to discuss with her instead, the President and the Executive Director could get much more accomplished than just a secretary?" Haruka's eyes brightened.
"Why yes, Yukino, that sounds like a fine idea. Unless you have any objections, President Fujino?"
Shizuru took a moment for a light appraising glance towards Yukino. Interesting, Kikukawa-san, and not altogether bad. But why would you do such a thing? You're certainly not getting shy on me now, yes? Shizuru thought on various ways she could avoid having the better part of her evening occupied by Suzushiro, but ultimately discounted them. If you want this so very much, you can have it.
"None, Suzushiro-san. I don't know why I did not think of this myself." Shizuru looked sidelong at Natsuki. With the proper company, I can find any evening enjoyable ...
"I guess I can walk Kikukawa-san back to your dorm room then, no need for me to get in your way. Can I get your bag?" Natsuki stepped towards Haruka and held out her hand. Haruka started, then nodded an unsure thanks, surprised at the normally unapproachable girl's helpfulness. The suitcase exchanged hands, and Natsuki tried to avoid the small pout Shizuru pointed in her direction. Just because you didn't get out of your evening with Suzushiro doesn't mean I'm sticking around for it. Natsuki did hope that Shizuru wouldn't be holding this against her though. The President and Director moved along the path, followed a minute later by the other two.
"Thank you, Kuga-san."
"No problem, Yukino." Natsuki dropped back into her less formal mannerisms. Though she had only done this to avoid spending more time with somebody that grated on her nerves, curiosity got the better of her as they started towards the dormitories.
"So, did you really have an okay time? I mean, after Shizuru stopped--"
"Yes, Kuga-san, we really did." A simple smile from Yukino did much to ease Natsuki's concern.
"That's good. I know it was probably a pain in the ass, but I just wanted to let you know that Shizuru.... I mean, she really didn't mean any harm by..." Natsuki remembered that Shizuru had had a reason for being a "pain in the ass", and that she probably shouldn't say too much about it, but still wanted to defend her girlfriend somehow. Yukino solved that issue with a display of forgivingness, or at least forgetfulness, that Natsuki wasn't sure she'd have felt in reversed situations.
"I know. She did stop when I asked her to, no hard feelings there. I, ah, take it she shared the real meaning behind this then?"
"Yeah, she was being pretty obvious about it. Didn't take me long to get it out of her, I know how to work Shizuru." Natsuki said nonchalantly, "Er, I did notice when she called that you didn't sound so good..."
"You were there? Hmm. No, likely I didn't. I'm doing much better now, though, after we enjoyed a few days together without any more little surprises."
"Does that mean... 'mission accomplished'" Natsuki asked, knowing Yukino wouldn't let on as much unless asked pointedly.
"Not quite, Kuga-san." Yukino averted her gaze downward. She built half a smile and continued, "I'm still working on that part. But... I think that it's no longer as impossible as I once did."
"Seriously, with Suzushiro?" Natsuki said, genuinely surprised. If the girl was right, there went the biggest flaw in this scenario that Natsuki could think of. She shrugged off her surprise, not wanting to hurt Yukino's confidence. "Eh, I guess she can't be any more hard-headed than I was before." They walked a few more moments in silence.
"Well, maybe she can..." They started simultaneously, then laughed. They were just approaching Yukino and Haruka's room.
"Even so, I do love my Haruka-chan." Yukino continued, surprising herself at how easily she was able to form those words now, especially to someone else. Natsuki regarded her with a careful eye.
"Good luck, Yukino." She said at last, and Yukino smiled.. Shizuru might have a way with words, but it was nice to talk to somebody without having to wonder, just a little bit, about their sincerity every time she turned around. Yukino thanked her for her help before unlocking the door and taking the cases inside. She closed it with a thankful wave, and turned to face home with a contented sigh. She started unpacking and gathering their used clothing for the laundry and hanging what they hadn't worn. Finishing in what seemed no time at all, she cast about for other activities. She hooked up her laptop and checked for any personal messages, surfed around and tried to interest herself in the workings of the world, but in the end she just kicked off her shoes and lay in her own bed, savoring the familiarity. Haruka would probably be home soon.
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Outside of the room two heads popped out from over the top of the stairwell, looking down at Yukino's door and the retreating Natsuki with the widest Cheshire grins manageable by the mortal mouths of high school girls.
"Chie..."
"I know, Aoi..."
"You think that's enough to go by? 'Real reason', 'with Suzushiro', 'I do love my Haruka-chan?'"
"Maybe, maybe not. Put together with what we do know, and it starts to form together pretty well."
"This is so sweet! Yukino-chan, we're rooting for you!"
"We sure are, we sure are, and from the looks of things, she could still use that support."
"Right, she said there was no 'mission accomplished' yet, and we sure wouldn't want to ruin that by letting anybody know about this just yet. Gossip is one thing, but..." Aoi directed a "look" towards her partner in crime.
"Aoi, I'm injured, do you really think my humble self so heartless as to ruin budding love for the sake of mere gossip? I am wounded by such thoughts; sorely wounded, indeed!" She placed a hand over her heart. Aoi relaxed, despite her extravagance and theatrics she knew when Chie was being sincere.
"And besides," Chie continued, her gallant insulted knight expression flowing seamlessly into a more familiar smirk, "I want pictures, good ones. With tongue. But I get the feeling we're going to need to set up a photo studio. Come, fail lady, we have work to do!"
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Haruka eyed with dismay the deep, vibrant orange bleeding into the sky out on the horizon. She felt guilty about having taken so long with Fujino while Yukino was back there all alone, but she just didn't get too many opportunities to have the famously slippery Bubuzuke Woman all to herself with no time restrictions or, "Now, now, Haruka-chan" from the the slightly more sensible, but still far too relaxed, vice president. It had been pleasant, yes it had. Haruka had enjoyed laying out some of the more outrageous foul-ups that Fujino had made in organization and what problems they had caused, and might have enjoyed it more, but for the fact that she had felt just a little silly when she was doing so. Those mix-ups just didn't seem nearly as important now as they had a few days ago. The annoyances with the room and some few other things were just that, annoyances; in addition, the way Yukino had seemed to at least temporarily benefit from some time off was more than enough to balance out the trip's original purpose falling through, at least in her opinion. Nonetheless, she had put on a grim, stony front for Fujino's pleasure, and they had ha
Chapter 9
Haruka-chan,
Good morning. I woke early and decided to speak to a few of my instructors before class, so please don't worry about me being gone. I might not make the early meeting, but I will be at the later one.
-Yukino
"If it's not one thing it's another..."
The note with Yukino's precise, careful handwriting was unceremoniously dumped into the waste bin as Haruka set about her morning routine. Wanting to speak to a teacher Haruka could understand, but did she have to miss the meeting? This was not the way to get reorganized after an absence. For that very reason, it also struck her as being quite unlike the meek girl. Yukino, who's calling card in the past may well have been the presence of Suzushiro Haruka, slipping out in the dead of morning? It wasn't strange enough to be cause for concern though, right? Unless... Is she avoiding me? Haruka considered the notion for only a moment before dismissing it. Yukino had quite clearly stated her intentions regarding her mysterious problem, and that is all there was to it. Academics comes first for students. Quite responsible of her, really. Nothing I can do about it in any case. Haruka punctuated her rumination with a satisfied nod, though she felt generally irritated for the remainder of the morning, to the general dismay of the student body.
Yukino was entirely unaware of the trouble her actions would soon be visiting on the campus, though, as she plodded through the academy's many intersecting paths. Truthfully, she had planned on going to see her English teacher, to ask him about a peculiar point of grammar she'd had trouble while researching for an essay the previous week... but even she knew that was just an excuse. As if to belie the point, she continued to put one foot in front of the other with no destination. Today then, right? I'll do it... today? She focused on the statement, trying to will it into something reinforcing, rather than questioning. Why today? She had not a single idea why, but it seemed pointless to wait any longer. Haruka-chan's just going to keep getting further away if I wait. She couldn't continue as she had with her distant, one-sided yearning, that was clear. Even more clear was that she also could not merely "forget," or abandon her feelings, not without trying. She would not quit without giving her all; Haruka would expect no less of her. Haruka would do no less for her.
I've been living all this time on borrowed strength; Haruka-chan's strength. Yukino knew that, but also knew that she was a better person for Haruka's friendship. I've become braver and truer to my self, I know I have! But it's all been on loan. Watch me, Haruka-chan! I think today I can do it. I'm going to find you and tell you I love you. Things are different now, I’m different now, because of you.
And it really was different. Yukino thought of Haruka and, instead of seeing angry, accusing eyes, she saw that pure plea for trust, that gentle coaxing for the honesty they had always shared. She was still afraid of rejection, still faced the turmoil of not knowing what to say or when or how, or what to do if her world came crashing down around her ears, but that sort of worrying certainly had not helped her up until now. She was left with only one option: she would charge ahead with all the single-minded confidence of assured success ahead of her, like someone she knew, and see what happened.
BONG!
The solid, bronze tone of the clock tower's bell interrupted her epiphany and reminded her that it was time for class. While she guiltily remembered that other considerations awaited her attentions today--class, council work, and the like--Yukino was now confident that, even if she had to wait until the end of the day, she would finish what she had resolved to do. Feeling tonnes lighter, she startled a couple necking in the bushes as she let loose an uncharacteristic whoop of joy, just to hear the sound of her own determination.
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"The Kendo Club?"
"Yes, Suzushiro-san, the Kendo Club," Shizuru paused sipping her tea to calmly repeat herself. "In brief, it would appear that some individual forced entry to their dojo this past Monday evening." Setting her teacup down, Shizuru opened a drawer in her desk, pulled out a manila folder and pushed it slightly forward towards Haruka. How considerate, Shizuru thought to herself as she retrieved her cup, how very nice some people are, no? Ah, my Natsuki, you were saved a rather troublesome task.
"These documents reflect the statements given by those members that witnessed the state of the facility upon discovery, as well as the results of preliminary questioning that the Executive Team members undertook as per your regulations." Shizuru peppered her speech with all the manner of words that she knew would help lull Haruka into a sense of authoritarian familiarity. The girl across the desk opened the folder and scanned through the papers.
"This happened sometime between last night and this morning?" She finally asked.
"Correct. There is, unfortunately, no more-precise time frame available."
"There was nothing stolen?" Haruka asked, wanting to verify her cursory scan of the document.
"Nothing."
"All due respect, Miss President, but why has this been given to such a high-priority concern? Such actions are immoral for certain, but this level of focus is a bit much for some mud and wall scrawling. In fact, if this was so important, why wasn't I informed earlier, when it was first discovered?" Haruka didn't mention that she was also almost disappointed that there hadn't been a more threatening form of uncontrollable criminal activity in the absence of her lawful bulwark.
"Ah, you see, Haruka-san, it's not so much the perpetrators who are causing concern, but instead the 'victims,'" Reito spoke up for the first time, perhaps sensing Haruka's burgeoning irritation and believing that interaction with himself rather than the President might help calm her. "Captain Takeda informed us that some members of the Kendo Society appear a little too prideful, and have their own, very vocal ideas regarding 'justice' for the responsible party. Needless to say, these ideas are not the type academy would endorse, nor anything most parents would be pleased to hear of."
"Right, right," Haruka muttered. She was mildly surprised to hear of such restraint from Takeda. Then again, he had had his run-ins with the Executives before, and was a person that would be cautious of running afoul of her again. "We don't need a bunch of pumped-up vigilantes who carry their brains in their silly sticks running around messing things up." Haruka added, in her own thoroughly direct manner, to Reito's delicate discourse. "Names," she barked tersely.
"They should be included in the report," he said, gesturing to the folder in her hand. She thrust her hand behind her, apparently to an empty seat.
"Yukino, I need you to arrange a..." She progressed that far before she grasped the fact that nobody had taken the folder from her, then another few silent moments before remembering that there was nobody in the seat in which Yukino customarily placed herself. The other two shared a glance unbeknownst to her as Haruka turned to the empty desk for a moment.
"Ahem. That is, Reito-san, would you get passes out to those competitors that they may be excused from class prior to the lunch period, with instructions to come see me?" The lightest touch of redness on her cheeks and the sudden, stiff politeness to her tone were the only signs of Haruka's discomfiture, but that was enough for the two in the room who, apart from Yukino, were the only people who could lay any sort of claim to knowing Haruka well.
"My pleasure," Reito responded graciously. Glancing at his watch, he straightened from his reclining position against a table.
"I do believe we are done here, then, and I am sure that you're eager to get started," Shizuru said with a cheery smile. "Unless you have anything further to bring forward, Suzushiro-san?"
"Nothing." She answered distractedly, already contemplating the myriad things she planned to make her future captives aware of.
"Then let us be off." The Student Council President paused, "Oh, but when you do see Kikukawa-san next, might you please let her know that I wish to speak with her?" Shizuru said, as though an afterthought to the rest of the mornings' exchange.
"Sure thing," Haruka said immediately, and frowned. Her mind firmly wrenched away from thoughts of her suspects, to the still-nagging ones regarding her partner. Damn it, she cursed inwardly, sure that there was something deserving cursing. She stepped out the door hurriedly, suddenly unwilling to be in company longer than she had to be. She was halted by a touch on her shoulder a few paces down the hallway.
"Reito-san?"
"Haruka-san, I don't mean to delay you. I just wanted to, ah, talk to you; as a friend."
"About what?" Haruka said bluntly, putting hands impatiently on her hips.
"Specifically, this last weekend. Did anything, er... happen? To you?" Reito knew Shizuru well enough to know that something was in the works with the Executive partners', "errand," but Haruka wasn't showing any of the usual signs of having fallen for one of those machinations. She had been far too calm—-as calm as Haruka ever could be--while Reito had on more than one occasion seen her rendered to a near-inarticulate state by Shizuru and her manipulations. Shizuru always managed to be leave just enough clues for Haruka to know she has been intentionally outmaneuvered. There would be no fun in it for her, otherwise.
"I found out that the Bubuzuke woman would make a terrible travel agent," Haruka muttered, mostly to herself. This gave Reito even more doubts. Haruka certainly did not offer such light comments on the President's antics, and there must have been antics, though Reito felt doubts beginning to form.
"Other than that, everything went... it went, that's what it did," Haruka dropped her eyes, and Reito now had to somehow work out the Gordian Knot of a bashful Haruka before he could even think to unravel the rest of this mystery. "I think the time off did Yukino some good," Haruka spoke again, finishing her statement with the beginnings of a warm smile, but just as suddenly as this seldom-seen side of Haruka had surfaced, Reito watched it slide back beneath the waves her usual manner. She turned around abruptly and bid farewell in a more business-like manner: "Thanks for your concern, Reito-san, but we're doing fine. If you want the specifics, you can ask Fujino what happened, I told her all about it yesterday."
"I'm glad to hear," Reito finally said, raising his hands in surrender with a disarming grin. "I'll see you later then."
"Right. Goodbye, Reito-san."
He could only stand and watch the Executive Director walk off, a small but supposedly constant part of his world flipped over on end and rolling away.
"Perhaps I was premature when I said she would be 'cheerful,'" a murmur floated softly from behind him. Shizuru stood behind him, following the departing girl with an appraising eye.
"So, is the real Haruka-san still in Osaka somewhere?" Reito inquired with a forced chuckle.
"However," She continued, ignoring his question, "I would still say that your gentlemanly attentions are not needed. I repeat, Kanzaki-san, what kind of person do you take me for?" Her light chime-like laugh did little to clear the mood of the thoroughly confused young man as she walked away, leaving him baffled in the first-floor hallway.
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"Yukino-san!"
"Mmph, hi Mai-shan." Yukino replied from her desk, immobile and smothered by her friend's enthusiastic hug.
"It's so good to see you again. I was worried."
"Worried?" Yukino echoed, surprised. Mai nodded, looking sheepish now that Yukino had returned perfectly fine. A tad defensively, Mai filled her in on all of the mystery and speculation that had managed to follow her departure. Yukino was taken aback, she hadn't thought that so many people would really pay attention, aside from breathing a sigh of relief that Master Sergeant Haruka was away for a while. She also could hardly believe that Shizuru had not concocted some cover story for them, but who knows what might have been going on in that woman's head? Yukino had given up trying to figure that one out. She shunted those thoughts away as she listened to Mai list a few of the more wild rumors. Yukino smiled, she could not help it, knowing that the truth could have stood with them more than easily.
"Thanks for your concern, but Harada-san was right. Just a few... interesting happenings." Yukino couldn't quite bring herself to say "coincidences," it felt too much like a lie.
"See? Told you Mai-kun," Chie, who had been silent during Mai's rendition, said.
"Okay, okay, you were right, but I couldn't help but worry a little bit. Who knows what could have happened to her?"
"Oh, I get the feeling that she wouldn't have objected to a few thing that could have happened." Aoi replied glibly, drawing both Mai and Yukino's eyes to her. Aoi seemed oblivious to their stares, and Mai shrugged and turned away. Yukino's eyes lingered just a little bit longer, her patience rewarded when Aoi locked their eyes and winked, ever so slyly.
"Right, Yukino's certainly a capable girl," Chie added. "Especially with the Director there and all, even if something did come up they could handle it. Hey Yukino, what do you say? Were you capable with Suzushiro-san? Were you able to handle everything?" Yukino blinked, but shook her head. The weirdness of the past few days must suddenly be catching up with her, she decided. Shizuru has me jumping at shadows, doesn't she? I'm better than this.
"Ah...of course, we were able to take care of the few minor difficulties that came up," Yukino answered guardedly, looking between one far-too-knowledgeable grin to the other. A few minutes later as the tardy instructor brushed into the room and started class, much to Yukino's relief. She took the chance to rest her eyes and try to rationalize away her paranoia.
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Haruka thumbed through the files on the three boys she was about to meet with. She was waiting, already far longer than she should have had to, for them to arrive. The files were already worn and abused at the corners, a telling sign of how many times she'd been through them. The activity kept her mind alert and occupied, and now she could be pretty sure that she hadn't missed anything important. Fingers twitching impatiently, she grabbed at the folder, but the the door was thrown open as her hand closed over it. She turned sharply toward those who entered, the warning spark in her gaze going either unnoticed or unheeded. "To hold in esteem human courtesans," indeed! They need to look through their code again. Haruka frowned, too, at their dress: the three entered garbed in their padded uniforms, sticks, chestplates, and all. The only missing element was the face masks that may have served to ensure their fool, empty heads didn't float away, but the dolts probably thought they looked more dashing this way, or something. They knelt in the middle of the floor, ignoring the provided chairs.
"What, have you been in uniform all day?" She snapped, getting the conversation off to a cordial beginning.
"No, we have practice during lunch, and didn't want this little appointment to inconvenience us too much." So that explained why they were so late, crossing campus to their dorms to change. The nerve! Practice? Everybody else manages to get changed after class. Do they think this can intimidate me? She oriented on the boy in the middle--Daiki Watanabe, she identified by the picture in the report, she could not recall having had any need to see him before, surprisingly--who had spoken up.
"Do you know why you've been brought here today?" She asked, a dangerous gleam in her eyes. The tardiness, inappropriate dress, and flippant attitude were all things that Haruka had to deal with on a daily basis, but today she felt her temper rising all the quicker. She did not feel threatened of course--never, not Suzushiro Haruka!--but the three of them before her, arranged closely in their camaraderie, seemed to highlight the lack of personage in Haruka's own company, setting thoughts and feelings she had no business worrying about now to roiling in the back of her mind.
"What, did you lose our statements or something? Doesn't matter anyway, we'll have this finished before you can get your team off their lazy asses." Haruka's mind blanked on all her other concerns and she gaped for a long moment at the sheer audacity of this boy, hardly believing she had not had to deal with him before today. Things really have gotten out of hand without us here.
"No!" She answered, voice rising sharply. "I just wanted a follow-up interrogation, to make sure you didn't lie last time. I wasn't there this morning." She said, deliberately using the words "interrogation," and, "lie." She definitely did not want them used to considering themselves the untouchable victims in this case.
"Of course you weren't there this morning, probably had more important things to do. Powder your nose or something? And what do you mean by interr--" He began to reply scathingly, an indignant expression settled arrogantly across his brow. She slammed her hand startlingly hard into the desk and he twitched in surprise, silencing.
"Just a few questions, boys." She gritted her teeth, but refused to rise to the bait of his insults, not wanting to give Yukino reason to calm her down and bring her attention back to their purpose here.
"So, your dojo was the victim of some vandalism. Any idea why?"
"None," he started, surly as only a teenage boy just taken down a peg could be. "Just some idiot that thought, wrongly, they could get away with it."
"Of course they were 'wrong' if they think they can pull one over on me. Just answer the questions, I don't need your comments. Did any members recently have a confrontation with another student? Somebody try out for the team and not pass? Think carefully before you answer, don't underestimate how much the Executive arm knows! If I catch you in a lie..." Haruka narrowed her eyes, playing this bluff for all it was worth. Really, that would have been a good thing to look up before calling these three. It was not like her to have missed something so obvious, she always seemed to have every relevant scrap of information on hand, in the past...
Daiki took a deep breath before he answered, but there was not a trace of dishonesty about him as he said, "No."
Haruka blinked, getting her head back in her duty. "Good. Okay, the door. There was no sign of forced entry. Could this have been an inside job?"
"No! Director, there's no way that one of our--"
"Of course, of course," she waved his objection away, "But I didn't ask for your opinion. Just answer the question: are all of the keys are accounted for?"
"Yes."
"All right. Good job finally figuring out how 'questions' and 'answers' work, by the way," Haruka added with a touch of annoyed sarcasm. "That's about all for the crime."
The boys started to rise.
"That does not mean we're done here. Sit!" The two on the sides (the word "cronies" sprung to mind) looked to their leader, who shrugged and knelt back down.
"Now I need to ask you about something else, a wrong that hasn't happened yet. Do you all know what a vigilante is?" She saw Daiki's eyes tighten perceptively, but he and the others did not offer an answer. Haruka decided to help them.
"That would be some foolish person who, without access to all of the information, resources, experience, training, and discipline that the proper authorities do, thinks that he can go out and take the law into his own hands. In most cases, that ends up very badly for this person, one way or another. You wouldn't think that anybody you know would be so stupid as to attempt this dangerous practice, would you?" While in the midst of her explanation, she rose from her desk and circled it, so that she ended up directly in front of her guests at the end. Folding her arms and leaning back against the desk, she awaited the response that the boy's growing tension marked as inevitable.
"It's not stupid!" He shouted, leaping to his feet, "Somebody insulted our honor, the honor of our dojo, and the honor of our captain! Nobody but us has any claim to the person who defiled our ground, we can't trust you to yell your way through it." Well that was easy, Haruka thought with a touch of gratification, getting a confession was rarely so simple. Then, Daiki did himself a great disservice as he continued,
"If you were any good at your job, you would have been working on this when the rest of your team was. Where the hell were you when this was going on, in some cushy meeting, or were you still all cuddled up in bed?" He spat the words. This was the last straw for Haruka.
"What!? You consume to tell me what I need to be doing? You think that this school revolves around you and your ridiculous sport? You think your silly 'honor' has anything to do with this? This is an insult to me that the vandals would pull this stunt. Your captain agrees with me; he's certainly not supporting you foolishness. He would be the first one running around waving his stick if he thought this was a good idea. You do anything else in this rain of thought, and he's going to find out about it. If that doesn't dissuade you, vigilantism is also illegal, and I would be coming after you next. This is my responsibility, my job, and if you get in my way you'll find out firsthand why wrongdoers do not cross Suzushiro Haruka!" The last statement was hurled into the young man's face with as much force or more than the finger jabbed into his padded chest, enough force to bow him backward slightly. He had the misfortune to receive the brunt of her attention, but the other two had been forced to draw back slightly from her wildly sweeping gestures as well. She straightened up and folded her arms.
"After we're done here I'll be going to have a look at your little playhouse for myself, and my partner and I will have this wrapped up in no time. That is, unless we also have to keep an eye on a bunch of surly children who don't know how to do what they're told!" She fixed each of them with a glare.
Haruka was never the quietest person, and her voice had escalated true to form by the end of her speech. Her guests, who had started out sneering and indignant, had progressed through rage, nervousness, doubt, and finally a disgruntled acceptance tinged with worry. She turned and stomped back behind the desk. They took that to mean, correctly this time, that they were dismissed. As Daiki walked out the door and into safety, however, he just had to offer his opinions once more.
"Fine! We'll have a good laugh watching you try to figure this out! Come get us when you need somebody who can get something done."
"Sure, I'll get one of you when we need a thick skull to break through the vandal's door!" Haruka called after him. As soon as they left she sat back down, hard, and fumed for a minute. Then a smile broke through her thundercloud demeanor, though it broke more like a ferocious lightning bolt than a ray of sunshine. God, that felt good. They didn't have the guts to go up against me, they didn't. She reached a hand to the corner of her desk.
"So, Yukino, you ready to go..." She trailed off when her hand met nothing but air and polished wood. Where's my coff...? Oh. Where Yukino was, that was the real question, she was reminded. The thunderclouds faded to a light drizzle, and she sighed, feeling suddenly lonely. Haruka did not really like the feeling, nor the severe unfamiliarity of it. She rose and walked back to the council room next door, but the coffee pot was empty as well. As she should have known, as Yukino was the only one who ever made any, and she the only one who drank any. Irritated now, and not feeling like brewing it herself, she decided to take one last look through her report before heading over to the dojo. Upon not finding it, she quickly remembered that she had left it on the desk in the other room, but that didn't help her feel any less frazzled. She mentally slapped herself for not asking Reito to get a message out to Yukino, and added another slap for not doing so herself. She had never had to let her partner know things in such a way; Yukino was always there to know about the plans, and always there to keep a hot drink ready, and to oversee the little details, and sure to pick up anything she left behind...
Haruka sighed again, and it felt like all the energy she'd found after getting back to work was gone... just like Yukino... she shook her head furiously. Yukino wasn't gone, she was probably just out to lunch right now, given the time. I'll see her later at the after-school council meeting. She also debated going to get Yukino now, but could not see how to get past the little detail of not knowing where she was. By the time Haruka found her, it would probably already be time for the next class, so Haruka started out toward the crime scene alone.
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"The Kendo dojo?" Yukino repeated, puzzled. Aoi nodded an affirmative.
"Yes. You said you missed the council stuff this morning, so I thought I'd let you know. It looks like Suzushiro-san is doing some kind of investigation there right now."
"Thank you , Senou-san. I think I'd better go see her." Yukino had been thinking and stewing and rehearsing in every quiet moment that she'd had that day and, though not what she would call "fully prepared," it seemed that it was time to see Haruka again.
"Right. She could definitely use your help investigating; that's what I thought."
"What?" Yukino looked baffled for a moment, "Oh, yes, of course, investigation. That's why I need to get over there." Yukino amended, too quickly. Aoi smiled, and though it looked nothing more than an innocent expression of amusement, Yukino felt uneasy with it directed toward her. She had not forgotten Chie and Aoi's peculiar behavior from earlier. It was disconcerting to be the focus of those two.
"Better get over there, then." Yukino added unnecessarily, and hurried off. She turned her mind away from her two classmates as she walked, though could not help but wonder, too late, from whence Aoi's very specific knowledge had come. Her nerves had been jarring her since midday, and she felt she would be no more confident, likely less so, if she waited to see Haruka later today. She quickened, trying to outpace her uncertainties and reservations. She flowed through the throng of lunch-going students, making her way to the dojo as specified. As she passed the tennis courts, her heart leaped in her chest as she noticed the Kendo competitors practicing outside on a large spare mat.
There would be nobody else at the building. Haruka only likes to use the whole team for operations when that many people are needed. This building isn't so large that she will feel the need to drag out the cavalry. She always has preferred to do as much as she could with just the two of us. Yukino did wonder what might have happened to run the club outside, but that was secondary in her mind. She came up to the building, which looked sound on the outside, and entered.
Shortly thereafter, Haruka arrived.
"The area looks fine on the extortion, it appears that the defacing was all interior." She said to the air, as if expecting it to take careful note. She looked closely at the lock on her way in, noting that there were no fresh scratch-marks on the edges of the keyhole, as might have happened with an inexperienced or hasty lock picking. She strode in, and looked about. She first needed to find--
"Yukino?"
The young girl, standing in the center of the large training mat and gazing around at the floor and walls, looked up slowly. Calm, Yukino, take it easy, she told herself.
"Haruka-chan," She said conversationally, "somebody sure doesn't like the Kendo Club." The muddy shoe prints all over the floor and mat, rude drawings on the wall, and unflattering nicknames sketched on the nameplates were testament to that.
"I can't imagine why." Haruka muttered darkly, her conversation with the specimens of the club all-too fresh in mind.
"They don't seem to mind Takeda-san though, isn't that interesting?" Yukino continued in that same oddly dispassionate tone, absent even the curiosity with which she always pursued investigations. Haruka might not have though anything odd about the way she spoke, there was not anything that unusual about it in itself, not for a girl who freely admitted that her mind was occupied by a private difficulty. It was Yukino's countenance, something in her eyes, that captured more of Haruka's concern. She looked briefly to the side to follow Yukino's gaze, and noted somewhere in the back of her mind that, yes, his nameplate had escaped the attentions of the vandals. The only thing she was really thinking about then, though, was Yukino. Her partner's professed troubles, her disappearance today... and for that matter, her mysterious reappearance, here where Haruka could not have begun to expect seeing her.
"Uh, sure, that is odd. But how did you know I was going to be here?" That question among the others managed to win the race to her tongue.
"Senou-san told me about the investigation."
Haruka nodded. Senou and that other girl, Harada Chie, they certainly were well-informed, she thought dourly. Haruka and her partner stood, neither taking a step in any direction, unspeaking, nor even making a show of looking around in an investigative fashion. Haruka looked closer and found that despite her inexpressiveness and stillness, Yukino let off and aura of restlessness. Given time, Haruka thought Yukino would pluck up the courage to speak what was on her mind, but Haruka never felt she had enough time as it was. She took a few steps closer into the room.
"Your shoes, Haruka-chan." Yukino spoke up suddenly. Haruka froze with her foot poised just above the mat. She looked down and found Yukino's shoes neatly placed at the edge of the training area.
"Ah, thanks, Yukino." Haruka bent down to tug off her shoes. I can show some respect for this playpen, even if those boys couldn't manage the same to me. She stepped onto the mat now and directed her attention to Yukino. She opened her mouth once, shut it slowly, not sure what to say, then simply spoke what came to her lips as it came, all in a rush.
"Say, before we get started with the investigation, do you have anything else on your mind? No worries about putting a damper on our 'vacation' now. Nobody here but us, and the building isn't going to go anywhere." Haruka said it all quickly, but in that perceptively softer, compassionate tone Yukino heard only rarely. Yukino looked thoughtful.
She took a few steps of her own, bringing her face-to-face and scant inches from Haruka, close enough to feel uncomfortable to any but friends as close as they. She steeled her mind and started to draw upon all her careful rehearsing but discovered, to her chagrin, that she could not recall a thing. Everything from earlier in the day felt like it were years ago, another time, a long-forgotten time to the now that was so much more real, the now who was standing before her, chest rising and falling lightly, with a few stray golden strands hanging before her face. Yukino could have groaned with disappointment, she had hoped that she would not feel like this again, that she could just talk straightforwardly this time. Stoic and strong and standing upright, that is what she had imagined.
Yukino looked up at the concerned but softly encouraging violet eyes and all disappointment in herself fled her mind. She saw somewhat there that told her what to do with the kind of doubtless assurance the likes of with Yukino only thought she had felt before. What Haruka wanted right now was easy to see through those windows, the desire to know what was on Yukino's mind and in her heart. Yukino could not deny that request. She looked into those eyes, with that broad, furrowed brow atop, and let her vision linger over Haruka's strong features. Her gaze fell down and traced paths around Haruka's mouth and lips: pursed, expectant, waiting. Yukino's arms moved of their own volition. She placed her hands on Haruka's shoulders, her fingertips brushing the silky blond tresses undulating down Haruka's neck. She rose up only just slightly on her toes. Haruka always seemed so larger-than-life, but she really wasn't much taller than Yukino herself. Her face drew closer to Haruka's now-perplexed expression, but Yukino closed her eyes to that, blocking out everything but the feeling of her lips meeting Haruka's as she had dreamed so often. Haruka stiffened, and Yukino felt hands come up and grasp her upper arms with a painful tightness. Yukino managed to feel fatally foolish for just a second, but she pushed that aside, determined to get as much out of this kiss as she could, absolutely sure that those strong hands on her arms would be pushing her away any second, and would be then keeping her away for every long, lonely second of her life afterwards.
Haruka tried to piece together her suddenly fractured thoughts. She had entertained no idea of what was coming as Yukino's face had inched closer to hers, not until the intention had become crystal clear. She stiffened up, and her hands rose to grasp Yukino's arms in a strong grip. She could have sworn that she had originally been moving to push Yukino away in surprise, but there was something very... vulnerable-feeling in the arms she grasped. The light weight of her friend's hands laying on her shoulders was in some way pacifying. There was also something else, a sudden shallowness of breath, a rush of hot feeling through her body that sapped her resistance. So, Haruka did not push away. She did not do anything for a few long moments, she just took in the warmth and feeling of Yukino with the same rapt attention that she had prepared to listen to her words.
Yukino took a long time to realize this, she was so focused on remembering every sensation of what she thought to be her last moments ever this close to Haruka. She only noticed her expectations of abrupt resistance going unfulfilled when Haruka gently disengaged with a turn of her head. Haruka's eyes were closed, and her face expressionless; the only clue Yukino had to her feelings was a slight, painful discomfort as Haruka tightened her grip, but Yukino could not have said whether it was an intentional act or not.
Haruka was not harboring any far-fetched illusions of Yukino pulling some outlandish prank, or trying to make some extravagant point of discussion through her actions. The truth of that kiss, of the sound of Yukino's heavy breath, they left no room for the flights of fancy a pressured mind might otherwise concoct. It was no blankness of thought, though, so much as a clamoring, indecipherable conflict in Haruka's mind that kept her from expressing anything. Her usual reaction to sudden pressure: that loud, lashing, irrational anger she was so known for, clashed with the almost innate protectiveness and caring that she felt for her only real friend.
"Yukino." She was finally able to say, firmly, with the barest hint of gruffness on the tail end of the word. She spoke with the same tone of voice as she used when doing her utmost to be formal, forceful, serious and officious. It came naturally to her.
"Haruka-chan!" Yukino started anxiously, "I'm..." What? What am I, sorry? Yukino calmed herself, resigned to being responsible for what she had done. "I need to talk to you." Haruka's eyes finally opened now, but Yukino was disconcerted by how she seemed to be avoiding looking at her.
"There's more to say?" Haruka replied, her mouth setting into a thin line as her senses came more fully under her control. She didn't mean her words to sound that harsh, but to Yukino, the thinness to those lips looked far too grim. Haruka released her grip on Yukino's arms.
"I... I have plenty more I could say, Haruka-chan." Yukino answered cautiously. Gaining momentum, and feeling a strange irritation with Haruka's response so far, she continued, "Are you telling me that you can't think of something yourself?" Yukino finished, the slightly accusatory tone she used fully intentional. She did not know of any struggles Haruka might be having with her own emotions, all Yukino saw was her always temperamental friend hiding behind this unnaturally quiet front. She would have expected many things from Haruka; betrayal or anger, shock and confusion, but this officious calm was an unknown.
"Yukino, what could you possibly think that...." Haruka began to reply in that same tone, but paused, not entirely sure how to continue. Yukino did not notice the pause in the sudden flaring of her own temper and interjection.
"Thinking? What did I think about, Haruka-chan? Do you suppose I just sat down to lunch sometime last week and thought, 'Oh, I think it would be nice to fall in love with Haruka-chan, why don't I do that? I'll put it on my schedule this week.'" Haruka blinked as Yukino finished, showing her first
Chapter 10
The door opened, and the two padded in with quiet footsteps. Even the sound of the door clicking shut sounded behind her sounded startlingly loud to Yukino, filled to her freckled cheeks with a giddy swirl of nervousness and exhilaration. Haruka felt her friend's searching gaze on her back as she walked to the middle of the room. She nervously shifted her eyes around the room in some vain search for guidance, but unfortunately, neither the lamp nor kitchen pantry offered any insightful direction. Haruka needed some direction now, for sure. This single moment gave her heart's truth to the day's lie, the day spent doing her best to pretend to the rest of the world that nothing was different between her and her partner. Really, she was not quite sure how she might behave differently, anyhow. Haruka did not think she could ever bring herself to the sort of public displays the Bubuzuke woman indulged in... not that she wanted to engage in any display at all, whether public or otherwise! It's more that... she did not know how to act any other way. But still, perhaps it was Yukino's earlier accusations of less-than-forthright behavior with her partner that caused Haruka to harbor such doubts about her actions.
As it happened, she need not have worried. Yukino might have been discouraged by Haruka's completely unremarkable behavior... except that that she herself had done the same, particularly where Shizuru were concerned--and Shizuru had been concerned in a great many places today. Thankfully, there had yet to be any private moments where the crafty president might have been able to speak to her more candidly, but the extra time after school in which Shizuru had found a dazzling multitude of things to discuss had been harrowing enough. That had been a terrifying exercise in suspense, constantly suspecting that the next words from the President's mouth would be some crafted, seemingly innocuous excuse to get Haruka out of the room. For reasons known only to Shizuru, however, nothing of the sort had happened.
Haruka had grumbled quite a bit on the way home, wondering why the Bubuzuke Woman just now found it so very necessary to talk over things that Haruka had been harping on her about for months, while Yukino's mind churned with doubts and suspicions over that same thing.
Their short walk down the path to the dormitories was lit by street and star light. Yet another late night, which would make catching up on class work more difficult. Even more difficult than that, however, was either of them trying to think about classwork anyway. Haruka took a deep breath, berating herself her anxiety and tension. She loosened her necktie and sat down on the chair in their room, twisting her head and cracking her neck in a painfully audible way that made Yukino wince. Yukino cautiously sat down at the foot of her own bed, folding her legs under her and leaning back on her arms. She watched Haruka for a long time, the older girl's head resting on the back of the chair with eyes closed, but clearly not sleeping. Of a sudden, Haruka pitched herself forward and lay crossed arms over her knees.
"It's been a long day, Yukino."
"Yes, it has," Yukino replied, head tilted with cautious inquiry. Haruka planted her hands on her knees and levered herself up, taking a few long steps to the bed where Yukino sat. She stood there for a few very long seconds before her legs turned off with all the alacrity of a blown fuse. She bounced on the springy surface, once, and fell back. Her hair flew all about, and a few strands curled around Yukino's fingers and wrist.
"Tell me something, Yukino. Love isn't easy, is it?" Haruka asked next.
"Not all of the time, no," Yukino answered truthfully, twisting her neck slightly to peer curiously into Haruka's face.
"There have been a lot of times that it wasn't easy for you, haven't there?"
"A few," Yukino replied, again truthfully.
"Because of what I said. Because I didn't realize how you felt, even though you were by my side every single day." Her voice was tinged with bitter regret. Haruka had tried--god knows she had!--to get some handle on her feelings today. She wanted to be able to give Yukino an answer. Instead, she'd found herself wandering down the roads of her memory, only now seeing such things as she had run blithely past before. Does it even matter what I feel, after all that's happened?
Yukino was dismayed at the somberness of Haruka's declaration, and immediately asserted: "Because I was a coward, and wouldn't tell you how I felt."
"Because I scared you. I said stupid, angry things that had nothing to do with you, but you were hurt by it."
"Not on purpo--"
"That doesn't matter!" Yukino stopped in mid-sentence, taken aback at the vehemence that flashed lightning-like in Haruka's eyes. Haruka bit her lip, and her eyes softened to a distant sorrow, like a fading rumble of thunder.
"What in the world did you see that was able to be loved when you looked at me, Yukino? How could you keep loving a blind, hateful person after what you went through?"
Yukino smiled a small, sadly amused smile at that question, "I didn't. I don't think I've ever been in love with any blind, hateful people," Yukino drew up her legs and lay back, propping herself up on one elbow. She stroked her fingers softly over Haruka's head and through her hair, "Don't you think you're being a little dramatic?" Yukino could hardly miss the irony in that question, but thankfully, Haruka was capable of doing just that.
"No," Haruka said with an annoyed pout, though her denial lacked a certain ring of sincerity, "I am not being dramatic, I'm telling you what I think."
"Haruka-chan," Yukino spoke softly, "Right now, this very second, and for years before, my happiest memories have come from times with you. Please quit talking as though you personally put me through some hellish trial. I love you, Haruka-chan, and anything I went through is just as much the result of my holding in, as anything you--"
"But you held in because of what I--"
"You didn't clap your hand over my mouth, did you? You didn't make me do anything. You wouldn't have, either, no matter what, because that's not something you would do. I understand that you're feeling guilty now, and... really, I should apologize, I think I was just a little angry and not thinking right earlier today--" Yukino was cut short, blinking in some measure of surprise as Haruka reached up and placed her fingertips over her lips.
"You stop right there! Don't you dare apologize. There isn't a single damn thing in that conversation that didn't need to be said, and you know it. It all worked out, didn't it?" Haruka removed her hand.
"Not if you're thinking that you're some kind of terrible person," Yukino replied forthrightly, but calmly enough that Haruka would not try to quiet her again. She did not know that she could handle any bit of Haruka so close to her mouth again without doing somewhat she might regret. "I tell you I love you, and it makes you feel this badly? I don't call that 'working out,' Haruka-chan."
Haruka was surprised to see a glimmer of wetness lining the bottom of Yukino's eyes. She enveloped her partner's hand and squeezed it reassuringly.
"But, Yukino, you really--"
"I really made a mistake, and you really made a mistake, and I really did love you, and I really do love you, and I really want to continue loving you. That's all that needs to be said." Yukino spoke with a firmness that she found in the same little chamber of her soul that she had only just begun to plumb.
Haruka struggled with herself, finding it suddenly hard to maintain any sense of self-loathing in the face of somebody who found absolutely nothing loathsome about her. I'm... hurting Yukino's feelings by feeling terrible about hurting Yukino's feelings? Haruka's mind shied away from contemplating that too much. Better to just stop it now.
"Fine, but I made a bigger mistake. You have to acknowledge that," Haruka answered with a touch of petulance. She still did not like being wrong, even about being wrong about how she was not quite as wrong as she had thought.
"Whatever you say, Haruka-chan," Yukino conceded to Haruka's ego, seeing that she had been able to resolve at least some of Haruka's doubts. She traced a line down Haruka's temple and cheek with her fingers, curling her fingers under her chin briefly. She let go, self-conscious, before Haruka got uncomfortable.
Haruka felt a nervous flutter in her chest at Yukino's touch, but self-consciously tried not to look startled, so Yukino would not feel uncomfortable.
Stretching out her legs and arching her back and neck in an attempt to disguise the awkwardness of the moment, Haruka offered a half-hearted attempt at levity: "Hmm. Yukino, either your bed is more comfy than mine, or I'm just getting tired. I think I need to get up before I fall asleep over here." Haruka started to lever herself up on one arm, but Yukino put a hand on her chest and gently, though firmly, pushed her back down into a laying position, awed at her own boldness.
"That's fine with me, Haruka-chan," Yukino said. Haruka's eyes widened.
"Ah..." Haruka wondered what exactly she was to do now, "But, um..."
"Yes?" Yukino asked innocently. Haruka closed her eyes and she shook as she tried to contain an unreasonable urge to burst out laughing at herself.
Smiling in resignation, she reached up with her free hand and gently tugged Yukino's tie loose. "Fine, I won't be arguing with you any more today." Yukino swallowed, firmly reminding herself that Haruka was just being a friend, and being close, like friends, friends and that this was not an invitation to anything else. She needed calm down. She calmed down. Then Haruka smoothly slipped the tie from her neck , the material whispering a sensuous tale across the nape of her neck. Yukino swallowed, and calmed herself again.
"So... right, we must have gotten accustomed to company over our last assignment, and cannot rest as well in separate beds unless we take the time to readjust. We have a lot of work right now, and no time to do that adjusting, so in the interest of our stamina, we sleep together," Haruka felt an absurd need to rationalize her actions vocally, though for whose benefit she could not be sure. "Er, in the same bed, that is. Innocently. Temporarily, until we can---" Haruka suddenly felt a spike of worry, would Yukino think she was being cold, or take this as a sure rejection? Not that Haruka was accepting, either but... "Ah, perhaps temporarily, not that it couldn't be later, and the innocent part--that is, if I should--because it's entirely possible that I will, but not yet, and maybe not but I wouldn't want to say that..." Blinking, she allowed her mangled, tortured sentence a merciful demise and sighed. Yukino was probably laughing too hard to be listening anymore, anyway.
Straightening glasses on her nose, Yukino turned and leaned over to Haruka.
"Haruka-chan, you can be so cute," she remarked and, before she lost her giddy euphoria, kissed Haruka's cheek, which immediately glowed scarlet.
"C-cute?" Her partner stammered.
"Of course."
Haruka considered this. Of course? Cute? Cute. Yukino thought she could be cute. She shook her head. Nobody had ever called her cute before. Er, except for when I was really little, but that was just my family. To have Yukino say it felt... nice, if a little strange. Trying to hide her discomfiture, she stood up and went back to the closet to fetch her pajamas. She hung up her tie and put her skirt and blouse in the laundry, and walked over to the little dresser. She reached her hands behind her back to unhook her bra, but suddenly felt a prickle on the back of her neck, as though eyes were... she turned back to Yukino, and found the younger girl following her movements with rapt attention.
"This is going to take some getting used to. Sorry, Haruka-chan," Yukino remarked, blushing and averting her eyes. Haruka privately agreed, and quickly slipped into her pajamas. She studiously examined the wall while Yukino changed after her, only turning back at the younger girl's vocal signal. Yukino had watched her all the while, but could not decide how to feel about Haruka not peeking, even just a little bit. That's just how Haruka-chan is, though.
Haruka folded the bed sheets back and gestured Yukino to make herself comfortable first. While Yukino slid in, Haruka flipped off the light switch and slipped into the bed herself, fighting off a shiver. This was nothing different from, say, their hotel room last week... but for the things she knew now that she did not know then. She almost flinched away when she felt the bed move and heard Yukino shift, and fought down a yelp when slim fingers lightly grazed her bare shoulder, though she could not suppress a shiver.
"Good night, Haruka-chan," was all that Yukino said, and then she rolled away from her. Haruka blinked, and noticed her breath had quickened. She lay there for several minutes after, mystified by the feathery, ghost-like impressions of those fingers on her skin, and a little scared of the titillating sensation fluttering through her stomach. She felt, like a physical presence, every scant inch of space between her and Yukino on the bed, and she smiled ruefully. There really was nothing different, knowledge aside; this one little courtesy of Yukino's was proof enough of that. This was still the same honest, good-hearted girl Haruka had known and called her friend this entire time, the same person that she had valued more than life itself. Impulsively, though not without doubt, Haruka rolled over and lightly lay her arm over Yukino, holding the girl close, removing that uncomfortable block of space between them.
"Good night, Yukino," she said softly. She did not respond, and Haruka assumed her partner asleep. While waiting for sleep to take her as well, Haruka suddenly thought that life had begun to move far, far too fast for her. And by my standards, that's really saying something.
Maybe tomorrow life would make more sense again.
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Life did not, in fact, seem to make much more sense the next morning. She woke up the same as ever, except being a little more careful not to disturb Yukino while getting up. She took her morning shower, got out to find Yukino awake, and had her morning coffee. Yukino told her what topics they might want to bring up for the morning conference while she brushed her teeth, and read out some of the more important tidbits of the what the investigation team had turned up at the dojo yesterday. A regular morning for a regular friendship, but Haruka felt that something was different. Besides from the obvious, that is. Was it her imagination, or was Yukino smiling a little more this morning, and was it a little warmer? Was she standing a little straighter, moving more assuredly than Haruka remembered? Were these things all in her mind, or was this how Yukino should have looked every day, but had not?
That was another disquieting thought, but Haruka barred it from her mind. Instead of worrying about what had happened, she should be grateful for what was happening, as Yukino had said. Yukino was happy now, so whatever did Haruka have to complain of? She listened to her partner's softly musical voice, now methodically listing the supplies the contracting company was requested for the start of the project--Haruka made them submit figures on everything by the middle of the month so she knew exactly where the academy's money was going--and she found that she wasn't really listening to the figures as much as she was just listening to Yukino. Taking time to smell the... what was it, hoses? Why would anybody want to smell a hose? Whatever. She stood behind Yukino, and watched her working at her computer. Admittedly, there wasn't much to see, just her pinkie finger clicking the down arrow key now and again to view more of the list. Even so, Haruka found herself staring at that movement from that delicate little digit for a strangely long while.
"Yukino, if there isn't anything needing immediate attention in there, you don't have to read it all out like that."
"I'm just following the routine we had, Haruka-chan; I thought you wanted to be kept up to date. I don't mind," she added with another one of those seemingly-warmer smiles.
I'm not sure I mind either, Haruka thought privately. Yukino had the most charming voice. She fondly remembered a few occasions when they were both children, and Yukino had read aloud to her. She normally had little patience for frivolous fiction and the like, but Yukino's voice, even back then, had a captivating musical flow that kept her rooted from beginning to finish. What a strange thing to remember this morning. Even so, she could not accept that as enough reason to make Yukino go through what must be a dull process.
"Good effort, Yukino, but I think I'll be satisfied with your ability to keep everything straight," she squeezed her partner's shoulder appreciatively, then extended her hand to help her up. Yukino nodded her happy acquiescence and closed her computer, getting hoisted to her feet. As soon as Yukino straightened up, though, she saw a frown on Haruka's face.
"Hold on a moment," Haruka said, something Yukino had read off finally filtering through and ringing an alarm, "Did you say that they had requested some kind of fruit for the west wing of the scientific building? What do the builders need fruit for?"
Yukino looked at her, nonplussed, "Fruit, Haruka-chan?"
"I swear, you mentioned a fruit in that list, didn't you?" Haruka cursed her lagging attention, but she was sure she'd heard something about a fruit.
"I don't believe so...?" Yukino shrugged helplessly.
"Eh, never mind then."
She walked out the door, Yukino following. They made it to the council room, and the first thing Yukino saw when she entered was Natsuki's eyebrow shoot up questioningly in her direction. Yukino carefully avoided meeting her eye, and found Shizuru's instead. That was not much better. The President's gaze did not seem to offer any outward sign of question, but the way those eyes fixed on Yukino just a hair longer and more pervasively than usual was question enough. Those two meant well, but it made her uncomfortable, so Yukino just sat down at her desk and opened the laptop to take the minutes. It was an easy enough task by this point that she often entertained herself by carrying on some other endeavor while she was at it. Her fingers lightly tapped over the keys, and she kept one ear open to the discussion for anything she should pay special attention too.
Of that, there was not much: polite inquiries and updates on a few upcoming functions, the reconstruction, the dojo case, the upcoming graduation and the celebration thereof, and other such matters. Haruka was in peculiar form today, managing to find less fault with... well, most everything presented, speeding things up considerably and giving Yukino less to record. Yukino was able to focus mostly on adding up funds and figures, having gone back to the contracting company's submission. Sub-contractor wages, equipment rental, steel pipe, glass panes, mortar, brick, studs, ducts...
Without warning, she came across what she thought Haruka must have been talking about back at their apartment and laughed shortly. She did not think she was loud, but she heard the background buzz of conversation cease, and raised her eyes to meet those of everybody else in the room. She focused on Haruka's, trying still to avoid giving any clues to the other two; they could know what was going on when she was ready to tell them.
"Sorry, but I think I found the point of, ahem, concern you were referring to earlier, Haruka-chan. The builders were just notifying you that they wanted to rent a pair of 'cherry pickers.'" Haruka looked at her blankly, then her brows knitted in a frown. "Ah, that is, not any actual fruit--" Yukino tried to continue, but she was interrupted.
"But that's still no good!" Haruka exclaimed, Yukino looked at her oddly, wondering what could be the matter. "Why do they need to go out picking cherries? We're paying them to build a school, not a.. a... fruit salad!"
"N-no, no, Har--" Yukino tried to rectify the misunderstanding, but she was too slow.
"Fujino-san! I'm sorry, but I'll be taking an early exit this morning to go find the foreman and ask him about this matter." She frowned severely and turned to the door. "Try to slip one past Suzushiro Haruka, eh?!" She finished, mostly to herself. She took matters of finance quite seriously.
"Ah, of course, Suzushiro-san," Shizuru answered, suppressed mirth dancing behind otherwise serious lips. Natsuki rolled her eyes, and Yukino hung her head in embarrassment for the both of them, scrambling to close her notebook computer and follow as Haruka buzzed out of the room.
"Haruka-chan, wait!" She called, but to no avail. Yukino also pretended not to hear Shizuru politely calling for her as she hurried into the hallway. She despaired of ever catching up, seeing no trace of her friend as her eyes roamed over the hall. Okay, I would go left if I wanted to get to where the foreman put up the office, so... feeling a little guilty for her logic, Yukino turned right and hurried in that direction, only to be bowled over at the end by Haruka speedily rounding the corner, footsteps and mutters of, "no, this way..." not quite reaching her ears soon enough to offer warning. Haruka had just enough time to look chagrined before she lost her balance as well. Her momentum carried her several hopping steps past Yukino before she tumbled forward. Yukino propped herself up with one arm, wincing at a dull throb in her tailbone and hoping her laptop was okay for the light jarring it had taken. Haruka rose to a kneeling position and directed a concerned glance back to make sure Yukino was all right. Satisfied that she was, at least in that she was not sprawled out unconscious on the floor, Haruka faced forward once more.
"Sorry, Yukino! But good to see you, come on, we need to go take care of this nonsense now."
Haruka tried to raise herself back up, but only started to stand before a pair of slender arms wrapped around her waist and held her back. Haruka turned to look incredulously at her partner. Yukino had thrown herself at Haruka's legs in a desperate attempt to hold her there.
"Yukino!" She said in a voice higher than normal, casting worried eyes back and forth across the hall "This isn't the time or the place to get into something like this," she whispered worriedly.
Yukino colored slightly, but held on without correcting her. When Haruka tried to heave herself up again, Yukino pulled back as hard as she could, planting her bottom on the ground, painfully, for the second time. Haruka, having no way to counter-balance, followed suit, falling back and plopping on the ground between Yukino's thighs.
"Haruka-chan, stop for a moment!" Yukino pleaded. She did not want to watch Haruka barrel forward into another embarrassing situation, and thought to head this one off... by tackling her in the middle of the school and hugging her from behind as they sat in skirts on the cold linoleum. Because this is less embarrassing by far, correct? Yukino thought that this plan could perhaps have used more work, but it was too late for that now. This was still better than having stayed alone in the room with Shizuru. She just hoped their skirts were concealing enough from whoever might, and probably would, be coming out to see the fuss.
"Ahem, Yukino," Haruka began after they had settled, "I understand that there are certain things that are understood differently between us now, but--"
"You don't need to go talk to the foreman, a cherry picker has nothing to do with fruit!" Yukino decided to just blurt this out rather than try to reason with Haruka. She held tightly until she saw that the words had found their way through the maze of speeches Haruka was undoubtedly forming. Then, she continued to hold tightly anyway. It felt rather good.
"What, but it's--"
"A piece of equipment used to safely elevate personnel and supplies to wherever they might need to be on a construction site." Yukino explained patiently.
Haruka considered this for a moment, "Oh. I see. And they actually do need these things?"
"For the area and task in question, yes. Safe, and very cost-efficient," Yukino knew that would catch her approval.
Haruka considered this for a moment, "I see," she repeated. "So they haven't done anything--"
"Wrong? No, I'm afraid not."
"Ah. Also, was this really so important to tell me that you had to, well, entrap me?" Haruka was more than a little unnerved by the direct means Yukino had implemented.
"Um... no, not really. I mean, you wouldn't stop when I tried to talk to you..." Yukino was glad that Haruka could not see her face too well. She still did not let go.
"I see," Haruka said yet again. The seconds ticked by, and Haruka cast about herself helplessly, trying to think of a polite, tactful way to extricate herself from a person that had knocked her over and pinned her to the floor. Something seems off about that... Haruka looked up; she looked forward and then down, where something caught her attention. A thought struck her, something she remembered in a vague sort of way from some other time. She reached out her hand and lightly squeezed Yukino's knee.
"Ah!" Yukino gasped involuntarily and her knee flexed, shifting her skirt. Haruka's eyes widened as she suddenly saw more of Yukino than she really thought she ought to be seeing, but she kept enough presence of mind to also notice that Yukino's grip had relaxed, so she prised her arms apart quickly, and whirled around, still holding Yukino's arms and pulling her up in the same motion. Her eyes widened again, even larger, and they shot up towards the ceiling to count tiles. Yukino's skirt was in some amount of disarray.
"Ah, Yukino, I... .uh, you have really pretty legs! Do you use lotion? I thought they looked soft and I just had to, um, feel?" Haruka grit her teeth. I sound like an idiot! Commenting on personal grooming? Get it together, Suzushiro!
Yukino arranged herself and picked up her laptop, flushing lightly. However, she had made a promise to herself. Whenever Haruka-chan looks like she's being dishonest, I have to be more honest for the both of us. She looked both ways down the hall and, satisfied that there was not anybody to see, wrapped her arms around Haruka again and embraced her closely. Haruka "yeeped" and looked hurriedly back down from the ceiling. Yukino smiled coquettishly, and hooked her leg around Haruka's knee, rubbing their calves together in a manner that could perhaps be described as indecent; Yukino certainly found it immensely satisfying.
"You too," She returned, stepping around Haruka and brushing their hips closely together on her way past. One flirt deserves another, Haruka-chan. Yukino thought with a smile that brought a kittenish brightness to her eyes. She was almost absolutely certain that the little knee-squeeze and compliment had been Haruka's attempt--a roundabout, impetuous, and perhaps subconscious attempt, but one nonetheless--at displaying a more... physical degree of affection than before. If it was not Haruka's subconscious at work... well, Yukino felt she could hardly be blamed for thinking it was. Haruka caught up with her in a few fast steps.
"You sure seem chipper today, Yukino," Haruka remarked in a neutral tone of voice, after they had walked abreast for a few steps.
"Any reason I shouldn't be, Haruka-chan? I am in love," she looked sidelong to see Haruka's reaction.
"Ah..." Haruka did not have much more than that syllable to offer.
Yukino stopped after a few steps, as Haruka had stopped stock-still. Tilting her head curiously, Yukino decided that she did not look particularly uncomfortable or scandalized, so...
"You should try it sometime, Haruka-chan," Yukino said pointedly, and this time Haruka's single syllable was somewhere between a cough and another "yeep." Yukino smiled and stifled a giggle, and started walking again, her step slightly quicker with a happy energy. Haruka reached out and gathered her wits, walking after her partner, but she lagged behind purposefully, just watching Yukino pull ahead. In spite of herself, her lips stretched out into a smile. I think I might already be, Yukino. She stopped again, but was a little quicker in gathering her wits this time--she was getting a lot of practice--and catching up with her partner. Haruka did not know what it felt like to fall in love, but whatever she felt right now was quite pleasant, and there was only one reason that she could think of for it. Well, it doesn't not feel un-wrong. Or something. Haruka shook her head, telling herself to stop thinking so much, at least for right now.
"Yukino!" Haruka barked suddenly, louder than she had intended.
"Yes?" Yukino looked at her, though, unconcerned. Haruka figured that she probably did her fair share of barking most of the time, nothing unusual there. With a greater degree of unfamiliarity, she softened her voice and did her best to take her customary edge of command from it.
"You want to go for a walk? We still have bit of time before class, and I don't think there was anything left to say back to the President."
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Haruka lounged against the wall, sweeping her eyes automatically out the classroom windows at the students milling around outside, enjoying their release from the daily tedium of classes. Yukino had just gotten in the last extended report from their investigation team, and she was compiling the individual dispatches to try and narrow their list of suspects down. It was a time-consuming process, as there really were not that many people that could be discounted, and also a one-person job that Yukino had the most experience with, so all Haruka could do was try to entertain herself with pacing and observing the students, listening to the clock tick the seconds by. That was what she tried to entertain herself with, but without any trying at all she kept finding her attention drawn back into the classroom and to her partner typing away with such an attentive, serious expression on her face. She's still the same Yukino she's always been. Haruka thought with somewhat akin to surprise, though even she recognized it was ridiculous to think so. This was a thought that kept coming back to her. Yukino was still the same intelligent, diligent, disciplined, uncomplaining companion that had been by her side for years. Aside from a few playful outbursts that had surprised her recently, Haruka recognized that Yukino was... the same. She was still the person Haruka respected and cared for the most, the partner that loved her enough to stay with her through thick and thin, through all her hardheadedness and all the unintentional heartache.
For all that she realized Yukino had done for her, she might have tried to argue with herself that she was merely "entertaining" the idea of being with another girl out of fairness, or consideration for her friend's feelings. Guiltily, she knew that was what she had originally assumed. Haruka thought she was just going to respect the idea of a relationship like that, and try to view it objectively for the sake of respecting Yukino's feelings. But there was nothing really all that objective or intentional about how she kept looking at her friend in new ways: noticing her pretty eyes, and graceful hands, and dimpled knees, and cute, tousled hair, and that adorable little sprinkling of freckles across her nose, and those silky, cream-colored thighs, and--no, she was noticing all of those things quite suddenly, before she even noticed herself noticing.
That was also when she thought that her thoughts were going a little far, a little fast. Haruka shifted her shoulders uncomfortably. Should she really be able to feel like this already, so soon? She had told Yukino that she needed time to think, that she was only just now able to consider the possibility of Yukino as something more than what they had been. But she noticed that her thoughts very rarely, if ever, lingered on that consideration It did not feel like she were trying to consider Yukino as more than a friend; the idea had made itself right at home with the ease of a familiar guest. But that couldn't be right! This was not familiar, this was alien and new, strange and unexpected! Wasn't it?
It did not feel that way. Her thoughts kept lingering on Yukino in the most confounding ways; indecent ways, even, and it happened so easily. What was more, those thoughts also did not quite feel wrong, or improper, or indulgent, or any of those other things she had been so very vocal in asserting... well, perhaps improper, but that had nothing to do with Yukino being a girl. So besides that--she knew why those kinds of thoughts would bother her sensibilities--what felt so wrong? She felt like Yukino's confession had opened up something inside her, something that she had fearfully locked away a long time ago, and now she had to face it. The problem was, she did not know what, "it," was! She gritted her teeth. It was all so confusing, and she did not know what it was that was confusing! Yukino loved her, and Haruka felt like she could love her back, in the way that Yukino wanted. In the way that Haruka had begun felt that she, herself wanted, as well.
That was effortless, the decision made almost before she asked herself the question. What, love Yukino as a lover? Oh, of course. Haruka thought with disbelief over how easy that was. She was turning her back on a belief she had held for years, shifting her perception on the most important person and relationship in her life, and considering love for the first time; this supposed to be difficult, was in not? But the only difficult part was trying to figure out why she was accepting it all so easily. Haruka growled at herself. She could not change a single thing that had happened, could not change a single thing she had done; why could she not just accept that she could love Yukino, and take that girl in her arms and hold her close? She felt a rush of embarrassment at the candid thought, but shrugged it off. It was the truth; the painful, but simple, truth. She could not stand the idea that it was this simple. If everything was this easy, that would mean that she had been hiding from herself on a scale that she shuddered to think of. That would mean that Yukino had gone through so much worry and pain for nothing. It would mean that Haruka had been ready to love her and had instead wasted all this time. She hated thinking like this: her thoughts swimming around in a vast whirlpool, all chaos and energy circling in on itself and going nowhere, dragging her down. Thoughts like this did not accomplish anything.
Her eyes swept across the students outside, the crowd thinner now as friends headed off into the city to unwind or parted ways for home. The faint ticking of the clock and intermittent clicking of keys were all that came to her ears. With a grimace, she pushed herself off from the wall and started pacing around the room, hoping that a circuitous path for her body would distract from the one in her mind. Of course, she soon rounded the desk that Yukino was sitting and working at, and as she approached she slowed. Yukino's face was now fit with a little satisfied smile, telling Haruka that she was nearly done with her project. Haruka stepped slowly to the desk and put a hand on it, pivoting slowly around her partner. Suddenly, all she wanted was to be closer to Yukino. That made things better. Haruka reached her arms around Yukino and rested her chin on her shoulder.
"So what did they have to tell us, Yukino?"
Yukino leaned her head over and nuzzled Haruka's cheek lightly, somewhat told her it was okay, right now. It felt so good just to be able to touch Haruka without that rush of guilt mixed in with the pleasure of being close.
"Nothing conclusive, Haruka-chan. They found out the prints were made by the club sandals. You might take that as a sign for an 'inside job,' theory, but it's hardly solid evidence."
Haruka frowned, other thoughts laying down for a blessed rest as she concentrated on the new task at hand. There still was not nearly enough evidence to pin down the culprit yet, and it had been several days. Haruka did not like to consider failure.
"Anything else interesting in all of those reports?"
"Nothing affirmative, just a good deal of negations. There is conclusively no sign of forced entry, no stolen property, no missing keys, no other witnesses discovered, no better time frame, etcetera. Sorry it's turning out like this," Yukino consoled, she did not like to consider failure either, but that was mostly because she knew how much Haruka was bothered by it. She kissed Haruka's cheek lightly.
Haruka swore--at the lack of solid evidence--forgetting to be embarrassed about her kissed cheek. She recovered quickly, though, "But we can at least release this information to the captain. Those malefactors I spoke to before probably aren't smart enough to remember a thing I said to them. Maybe it'll cool their jets to know that the evidence points, however uncertainly, to one of their own teammates. Keep them out of trouble. Then it's up to Takeda to keep a leash on them, and he'd better manage it," Haruka concluded in a threatening tone, and Yukino prepared a dispatch to Captain Takeda to be delivered during their morning practice tomorrow. Haruka sauntered back over to the large desk in the front of the room and sat down, leaning back and staring at the ceiling with her arms linked behind her head. In a moment of mirthless humour, she was suddenly very grateful that Fujino had not, in fact, had that much trouble keeping up with the school in her absence. An unsolved crime spree and a mountain of work to come back to would have been a little much to deal with at the moment.
Yukino sent the mail, and looked over her glasses at Haruka looking so unusually unsure of herself, and so tense, as she stared upward. Yukino moved behind her. She noticed violet eyes following her curiously, but did not stop. Hoping that she wasn't terrible at this, she placed her hands on Haruka's shoulders and tentatively tried a gentle kneading motion, marveling that even she, certifiably inexperienced at this sort of thing, though that Haruka's neck felt very knotted and tense. She felt them tense further in a moment of surprise and was about to let go, but relaxed as Haruka released a long sigh.
"Ah, that's nice, Yukino."
"I'm glad, Haruka-chan," Yukino answered sincerely, and she was gratified to feel Haruka loosening up a great deal under her hands. Haruka stretched her head from side to side, stretching taut muscles and allowing Yukino easier access to them. Ah, Haruka thought, this is heaven. Who knew a neck rub could feel this good? Assuming it was only the neck rub. Haruka's lip twisted in a determinedly unsteady frown.
"Yukino?"
"Yes, Haruka-chan?"
"I still don't know." Haruka had to force the words from her mouth.
"Don't know what?" Yukino asked before she thought about it. Haruka winced slightly, having wanted to avoid being terribly specific, but a giddy feeling bubbled through her stomach without warning, and she was gripped with the realization about how ridiculous she was being, with her closest friend, whom she was supposed to be able to talk about anything with.
"A lot of things," Haruka laughed, "I don't know a lot of thing, Yukino. But I do know that I'm not going to figure them out by thinking around in circles all day." Haruka reached up and caught Yukino's right hand in a gentle grasp, and brought it to her lips, "If you really do want to give me a chance, I think that I probably could... love you, Yukino. Even more than I always have."
Yukino lifted a finger and caressed Haruka's cheek. Haruka hesitated a moment, then took a deep, resolved breath. She rose to her feet without warning, and whirled around to face Yukino and stepped to take her into a close embrace. Yukino found herself mostly immobile, face and body pressed tightly against the older girl as she was hugged round her upper arms, but did her best to hug Haruka back with the little arm mobility she had left.
Haruka almost did not want to change a thing, and just stay there with Yukino's body molded against hers and her cheek nuzzled atop Yukino's head, breathing in her fragrance and feeling the happiest she ever had, heart racing so fast and beating so hard, feeling crazier than in her most manic periods, more triumphant than when she had catching any vandal or delinquent. She could not hear anything over their mingled heartbeats, so loud they must be echoing from the walls, drowning out all else. There was a tingling running through her, that seemed to move her muscles without her volition, making her fingers tighten over Yukino's skin, and making her lean back and look at Yukino's face. She swallowed, nervousness washing cold over her suddenly. Haruka leaned in slightly, blinking, unsure of how to express that she, she really...
Does she, could she really want me to, to...? Yukino hurried to move her face forward before this dream ended, and their lips touched--
Knock-knock-knock!
They flew from one another, both blushing furiously, hearts hammering in tandem.
"Wh-what!?" Haruka stammered loudly and angrily, her alarm melting to ire and funneling towards the as-yet-faceless young girl outside the room.
"Oh, uh, Director?" An uncertain voice sounded muffled through the closed door.
"Yes, it's me, get in here if you have something to say!"
A sharp-looking young girl with thick-framed, angled glasses and a short tumble of platinum-blond hair cracked open the door and poke her head inside, the rest of her following after, looking distinctly reluctant to be here after hearing Haruka's tone of voice. But she took a deep bre
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