Dreaming of Another Day
By Kathryn K Williams
Based in part on a true story
Chapter Twenty-Three
Since the night of that first kiss Kris and Jennifer peacefully slept in the same bed every weekend. Kris felt safe in the girl's arms; it was like the monsters of the night couldn't harm her as long she could feel her friend next to her. Kris would curl up close to the girl's body and fall asleep with her head on Jennifer's shoulder. She would drift to sleep while breathing in the scent of her hair. She enjoyed that scent, it had a soothing quality to it that put Kris's mind at ease. They slept like this for several years and Kris wished that they could stay in each others arms for ever.
One such night Kris felt something brush against her face, and she cautiously opened her eyes to see Jennifer leaning over her. Her hand reached out to softly stroked Kris's cheek and there was a look in Jennifer's eyes which struggled with some kind of inner pain that Kris could not comprehend.
Kris had a peek at the clock and noticed that it was only slightly past 1 am. Jennifer's mother was probably fast asleep on the floor above them. She pulled herself up to sit against the headboard, forcing Jennifer to move back a little, "Is there something wrong?" Kris whispered in the night, afraid of the way her voice echoed in the silence.
Jennifer crossed her legs under her nightgown and leaned against the wall. Kris personally got Jenn that nightgown for the girl's 14th birthday and Jenn wore it every night that the girls spent together. Jenn pulled at the fabric and licked at her lips, "I was just thinking," She said resting her head against the wall behind her and looking at the ceiling.
Kris scooted closer while curling her legs beside herself. She placed her hand next to Jenn so she could pull herself even closer. Tilting her head to one side Kris blinked at the girl. "Thinking?" She murmured intrigued.
Jennifer rolled her head on the wall until she was looking at Kris. Light from a house across the way washed over her pale face and Kris could see her friend was seriously troubled by something. Jenn's eyes darted around as she tried to find her voice, "I just... I..." She stammered trying to form her pain into words.
Kris reached out and brushed a lock of hair out of Jennifer's eyes. She could see her friend shiver against her touch. Kris went to pull away when Jennifer took her hand and rubbed it against her cheek. Kris sat still, not knowing what to do. In the past years that she had known this girl the most they had done was innocently hug and kiss each other. However right now, as Jennifer caressed her hand, something overwhelmed her like nothing had before. A shiver that started deep within her and washed over her entire self. Their eyes met and Kris had to swallow hard. She felt something tug at her heart and she was frightened by what it wanted. She craved to touch Jennifer more, not just holding her hand or a simple kiss. Caress her everywhere. Thoughts rushed through her mind that she never fully understood. It made no sense to her why every time Jenn got near her that she wanted to pet the girl. Desired to be more intimate to her than ever before
Earlier that week they were sitting together in Sexual Education Class and were each given a pamphlet to take home with them. While Kris simply turned the paper down. Jennifer took one of the pamphlets with her and read it on the way home that day. The whole thing made Kris nervous, nevertheless Jennifer seemed more intrigued than anything else. She read to Kris, in awe and amazement, a list on how girls masturbate. Kris felt herself blush many shades of red listening to her friend talk about the subject. It was not like Kris didn't know about those things. Her father taught her more then she wanted to know about the subject. For some reason the thought of Jenn masturbating made Kris's heart flutter all the faster. Now here they sat in the darkness and Kris started to be overrun by fear. She wanted to run, wanted to hide, but couldn't take her eyes off of
Jennifer as she softly kissed the back of Kris's hand.
"Umm... Je.. Jenn..." Kris stammered not to sure if she liked the way things were going. Her heart was pounding so hard she was afraid that she would wake up Jenn's mother.
Almost as if Jennifer wasn't aware of what she was doing, she looked at Kris's hand and suddenly let go, "I... I..." She began to rub her head and eyes in frustration. Tear were forming in the girl's eyes, "I'm sorry... I didn't..."
Kris's fear was replaced by distress. She pulled herself to the girl's side and tentatively touched her friend's hand. Jennifer looked up at Kris, her lips quivered and she seemed as fragile as glass. Kris didn't know what came over her and she took the girl's cheek in her hand and looked her in the eyes. Kris's breathing quickened and her heart raced. She leaned in close and let their foreheads meet, not letting her eyes off of Jennifer's. Kris finally understood what was behind those eyes. She understood the pain her friend was experiencing because it was welling up inside of her at that moment. She took a deep breath and when she finally spoke her voice was but a mere whisper. "Do you want to?" was all she could muster. Kris could sense that the girl was as afraid of her own feelings as Kris was, maybe even more.
Jennifer closed her eyes, licked her lips and swallowed hard, then when she opened them again she forced a tiny smile and nodded her head slowly. Kris placed an arm around the girl and slowly tilted backwards until they were laying down again. Jennifer eyed the girl that she had become to love and for the first time really kissed her. It didn't resemble the soft kisses they had given each other frequently over the years. This time it was a long deep kiss. A kiss that made Kris savor a
rush of warmth run through her body.
Kris felt a shiver run through her as Jenn's fingers ran under her pyjama top along her side. Her body froze as they moved along her rib cage up to her small breasts. Jennifer stopped and sat up on Kris's lap, "Are you sure?" She asked, unease could be heard in her voice. Kris realized that this girl would not purposely harm her, never treat her like an object. Jenn really loved Kris as much as Kris loved her. To show how much Kris trusted the girl she started to shakily unbutton her top from the bottom up.
Jennifer bit her bottom lip as she watched the buttons come undone one by one. No matter how much Kris complained about how thin and boyish she appeared Jennifer would always reply by telling her how cute she looked. Almost to reassure Kris's feelings she leaned forward and slowly kissed the girl's now exposed tummy. Kris became aware that her back arched as soft lips tickled her skin. Jennifer sat up again and smiled down at Kris who's entire body flushed bright red. Kris lay still for a moment with her eyes shut, trying to catch her breath. She opened her eyes to see Jennifer strip off her nightgown. The streetlight made the girl's skin almost glow in the night as she sat in nothing, but her white panties. Kris stared up at the girl like she was some kind of angel. Jennifer blushed at the way Kris observed her and tried to cover her chest.
Kris reached out and ran a hand through soft strains of hair. Jennifer rolled to Kris's side and pulled the covers over them, almost as if she was trying to hide from whomever might be looking. Kris could feel the girl's soft skin press against her's as Jennifer buried her face into Kris's short hair. The two explored each other's bodies with their fingertips, listening carefully to what made the other softly squirm in the right way or caused them to cry out.
Kris began to feel more at ease with Jennifer's petting. Even enjoyed the way it caused her body to turn to goose bumps when she traced along the bottom of her breasts. Just as Kris was beginning to relax more she notuced the girl's hand slip into her pyjama bottoms. She felt herself hold her breath as Jenn's fingers lightly traced along her small thighs. Kris rubbed her head against Jennifer and felt herself purr. For the first time she was actually enjoying being held and cuddled. She wanted to tell Jennifer not to ever stop until she sensed fingers brush against her panty line. Her breath suddenly got caught in her throat as she tried to find her voice to put a stop to what she knew was about to happen. She didn't like being touched there, even so whenever someone did she lost all control of her body and would freeze in place. She disliked how that made her feel trapped, she didn't want Jennifer to stop caressing her, but she just didn't want to be touched there. She squeezed her eyes shut making a silent wish for Jenn to stop.
Almost as if Jenn could hear Kris's silent words her hands stopped, but didn't retreat. Kris slowly opened her eyes and looked up at the girl. Jenn noticed the scared look in Kris's eyes. They almost pleaded her to stop. Jenn leaned over and kissed the girl softly. Kris felt another rush of heat run though her body. Again the fear was overcome by pleasure and Kris started to breath again. Jennifer looked the girl in the eyes and was about to say something when she sensed a hand trace circles down her spine. Jenn closed her eyes and enjoyed the sensation. She moved down and kissed Kris on the nipple. Kris squirmed, but did not pull away. She suddenly became hot all over, then Jennifer's hand slip under her panties and gently petted her. For a moment she didn't know what happened. She enjoyed the feeling of Jenn's fingers as they ran softly against her pubic hairs. Jenn then moved her fingers inside of the girl. Kris prepared herself for the pain that usually follows, however Jennifer was gentle. Kris tasted a flood of pleasure as the girl moved her fingers inside of her. She panted heavily as Jenn's fingers worked their way deeper. Kris felt the last of her fears melt away and she rolled over on top of Jennifer and kissed her deeply. For the first time Kris made love. The experience changed her perception on sex in general. She never wanted to be apart from Jennifer. She wished that this moment could last forever. For the first time ever Kris would wake up fully rested. Without a care in the world.
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To be Continued....
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Authors Notes: This story is based on a true story. All names and places were changed to conceal their identities. This was written in an attempt to help me cope with my own insanity. If you find any errors, typos and the like feel free to email me at Kathryn@KatAndNekoManga.ca
If you wish to see some of my other works (art and manga) feel free to visit us at http://www.KatAndNekoManga.ca and thank you for taking the time to read my stories.
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