The Love Letter Lovelies
by Glee-chan
28.
Maria's body wanted to accept Emiko's kiss, her arms wanted to embrace the beautiful girl. Her brain, on the other hand, was telling her that this was dangerous. Emiko was just following Maria's suggestion. She was kissing Maria so she'd get grossed out, so they could move on from their awkwardness. But when the kissed ended, Maria knew that on her end the kiss felt way to good. She even kissed back despite herself. When Emiko pulled back Maria was surprised to see a flush face. Her heart started to flutter.
"This is bad." Emiko spoke softly. "I'm not grossed out."
Maria started to panic a bit. "It's okay… kisses are meant to feel good so… so don't worry about it."
Emiko looked confused. "Did you like it?"
Maria tried the lighten the mood. Maybe if she made Emiko laugh it might be better. She poked Emiko's nose and went. "I'm a pervert, of course I did."
"Be serious." Emiko wasn't laughing. "I know you liked it… doesn't that mean you like me?" Maria didn't answer. The truth was she didn't know what to think. "And what's does that say about me? I actually liked it. What does that mean?"
"I don't know." Maria blustered, and stood up. She couldn't face her any more. She walked around the girl and went to the window and looked out. She could see Emiko's reflection staring at her.
"You like me don't you?" Emiko asked again.
"Emi, you'd be the prefect girlfriend if you liked girls. But you don't. I'm trying to respect that." Maria couldn't even look at her reflection now. "I'm happy with just being your friend…. but if we keep going like that… kissing and such, it'll be bad."
"I know." Maria's gaze returned to Emiko's reflection as she spoke. She was looking conflicted. "But I can't ignore my heart. I know I felt something."
"I should go." Maria turned around. If she stayed longer she'd be tempted to do something regrettable. "Let's just forget about this okay?"
Emiko stepped in front of her. "I don't want to forget about it. I want know figure this out."
Placing her hands on Emiko's shoulders, Maria tried to simplify things for her. "I can't just experiment with you… you're not just some random girl, you're my friend. I know I said I'm a pervert, but if we do more I might just fall for you. Can you understand that?"
"I get it, honestly I do. That's why I'm scared." Emiko leaned in closer to Maria. "Just one more kiss, alright? That can't hurt."
Maria looked into her eyes. Everything within her was telling her it was wrong, but her body moved on it's own and she found herself kissing Emiko. Her arms wrapped around her and she poured everything into it. Emiko seemed to melt into her arms and embraced her back. She introduced her tongue into Maria's mouth and Maria accepted it with enthusiasm.
Somewhere along the line the two had made it to Emiko's bed, with the beautiful girl laying on top of Maria, being more of the aggressor. Maria's mind was blank, she didn't care anymore. She just wanted to be loved. But her mind got brought back to reality when Emiko paused and sat up over her.
"I want to do more." Emiko was breathing in, her chest was moving up and down. "Stop me if you don't want to."
Maria knew deep down Emiko was experimenting. That once this was all over Emiko might just want to be friends, or sex friends, or even worse, not want to see her again. But Maria's body was on fire now. All that sexual frustration she had been feeling from listening to her sister's late night sessions to that hotspring bath she shared with the Love Letter Lovelies. She just wanted to feel good. As stupid as it was, she pulled Emiko back down over her.
Hours later Maria lay in bed next to Emiko, both of them naked and covered in sweat. Maria's body was buzzing from gratification and she knew from the many orgasms Emiko had she was riddled with pleasure as well. Both of them were out of breath. Emiko crawled up from Maria lap and gave her a quick kiss on the lips.
Now that the passion was over, Maria's mind was returning. What now? Emiko was laying next to her looking at the ceiling, in deep thought. Maria knew the feeling. She desperately wanted Emiko to say she enjoyed it so much she wanted to go out, but she didn't want to get her hopes up. Thinking it was best if she gave Emiko a 'get-out-of-jail-free' card Maria mustered up her courage.
"If this isn't for you. I'll understand." Maria said with shortness of breath.
"I liked it…" Emiko said after a moment. "But I'm still not sure about how I feel. I mean it kind of was just wild passion, you know?"
"Don't worry about it." Maria closed her eyes trying to talk herself into not feeling hurt. "Sex is supposed to feel good, even with a girl. If you're-"
"I know you're trying to make me feel better." Emiko turned around as she interrupted her. "The truth is I can see myself falling for you. I honestly can. But I'm scared."
Maria felt a glimmer of hope. "Emi… This might sound corny but… I'll wait for you, okay? I'll let you figure things out. I don't want to push you. If you say no then we-"
Emiko interrupted her again with another kiss. When she pulled away Maria's heart was pumping hard. "You're so sweet."
Maria turned away then felt her forehead. It dawned on her she just had sex with a straight girl she met only a week ago, and she didn't even have to get her drunk. Laughing a bit she shook her head. "This is so crazy. I don't even know what to think anymore."
"Do you love me?" Emiko asked.
Maria looked back at her again. "Don't ask me that! I've been trying hard not to fall for you, you know."
Emiko laughed. "We got the rest of the night. Let's forget about this straight/lesbian thing and just enjoy ourselves. We can we do it some more, right?"
When the morning came Maria's body felt like it was floating as she walked back home. The situation with Emiko was unresolved, and until then Maria wanted to guard her heart. But the sex was really good. When she arrived home, she saw Anne and Rina sitting in the living room, wearing next to nothing as usual. They both noticed right way that Maria was different.
"She finally got laid." Rina laughed. "Look at her, she's all a glow."
"Shut up." Maria couldn't help but smile.
"Who was it?" Anne asked out of curiosity.
"Some straight girl from my school," Maria wanted to brag a bit.
"A straight girl!" Rina clapped and stood up. "Damn! Why bother with that noise when you got someone willing and able right here!"
Anne threw a pillow at Rina. "Down girl."
"I'm going to check in on Yui-chan." Maria ignored her. "But I want to shower and get changed first."
"Yeah, you don't want to make Yui-chan jealous." Rina joked.
But with that statement Maria's high went crashing down. Yui was jealous of Emiko. Even if Emiko had become a girlfriend, Yui would be jealous because she was taking Maria's time away. Feeling guilty, it was with a miserable heart that Maria found herself in a cold shower. Even if her body was still humming with satisfaction, she didn't want to feel it. Not if it would hurt Yui's feelings.
When Maria had arrived at the hospital, her guilt made her a nervous wreck. How would she face her? Still, Maria told herself she was overreacting. Yui loved Makoto. Sure she might be jealous but she'd get over it. And she always said she wanted Maria to have a girlfriend. Even though she thought all those things to herself, Maria didn't believe them.
When Maria arrived at Yui's Hospital room, she found it empty. Realizing that Yui was either in the toilet or doing her exercises, Maria decided to wait for her there. It would be easier than trying to find her. This seemed to be a good plan as about fifteen minutes later Yui came back into the room, with Shiho walking closely beside her.
"Maria!" Yui smiled. Her face wasn't pale at all and she looked in good spirits. "Shiho-chan was helping me with my walk. I might try again later… I feel pretty good today."
"Hi Maria." Shiho waved.
"Yo."
Yui went to her bed and laid down, then used the electronics to make the bed bend upwards into a chair. "I finished the stuff Hayashi-sensei sent. Was I always this quick as solving problems?"
"Not at all." Maria looked over the homework, impressed. "You're really working hard, huh?"
"I don't want to get left behind." Yui blushed, and took a deep breath in. Maria liked listening to the sound of that.
"We won't let you." Shiho looked at Maria and nodded.
"Are you still going to Kaede's Kendo Club, Shiho-chan?" Yui asked out of no where. "I'm forcing Maria to stick with it, but she hasn't told me much about it other than she hates it."
"Yeah. It's weird to see Kaede-chan so passionate about something, so for that alone I keep going."
"That and she's the star student." Maria pointed out. Saying that reminded her of Shiho's athletic body. "I forgot to tell you about that…"
"Forgot about what?" Yui asked.
"I saw Shiho naked the other day."
Shiho threw a text book at Maria who wasn't quick enough to dodge it and got smacked in the chest. "You don't need to tell her that."
Picking up the text book, Maria rubbed her chest. "She's just embarrassed because everyone thinks she's got a great body."
"Everyone?"
"I told you about Kaede's Onsen right?" Maria reminded her.
"Oh right." Yui gave a pout. "I'm sad I missed out on that."
"Seeing me naked?" Shiho blushed.
"No no… I mean the sleep over. It sounds like a lot of fun.
"Trust me, you missed out on the naked part too." Maria teased.
"Shut up, Maria."
Yui giggled. "When I get better, lets do it again."
"Okay, but who will you choose to sleep next to? Me or Shiho-chan? After that bath I bet it won't be a hard choice." Maria continued to teased Shiho.
Yui looked up and thought about it. It reminded her of the slow Yui from before. It was slightly nostalgic. "I'll just sleep in the middle. That way I get the best of both worlds."
"Pervert." Shiho smirked.
"Maria's rubbing off on me." Yui gave a giggle.
"That reminds me…" Maria remembered. "Do Sora-chan and Kaede-chan meet often since you've started going out?"
Yui looked at Shiho, also interested. Shiho gave a shrug. "I go over to her house more often that not. Sora-chan is over Kaede-chan, but she's afraid to go inside the house. I guess I understand, I just wish I didn't have to do all the traveling."
"I know how you feel." Yui nodded. "When Maria moved in with her sister, we didn't live next to each other anymore. So I had to walk to her house if I wanted to see her, or she to mine. Looking back it's not such a long journey, but for me back then it was exhausting."
"I'm sorry you have to go through that Yui-chan." Maria apologized.
"You didn't know… and I didn't really. I just thought everyone got tired like I did. When I saw my friends 'push' themselves I thought I had to give more effect myself. I didn't know they weren't tired at all."
"Now that you got all that energy I bet we'll be trying to keep up with you." Shiho smiled at her.
"Maybe…" Then Yui's eyes went wide. "Wait a minute, isn't it the weekend? Why aren't you out on a date with Sora-chan?"
"Her Mom wants her to visit her Aunt for something." Shiho pouted. "I guess I'm using you as an excuse to entertain me."
"I don't think I can do as good of a job as Sora-chan." Yui smiled softly.
"Yeah, don't expect her to strip you naked and have sex with you in the hallway or something." Maria laughed.
"Gross!" Shiho exclaimed. "A hospital hallway? If I were to do it anywhere it'd be in here."
"Oh, so you want to have sex with Yui-chan?" Maria asked.
"What?" Shiho was blushing again. "Stop saying embarrassing things. Yui-chan how can you put up with her saying stuff like that?"
"I'm used to it." Yui shrugged. "I'm just sad that Shiho-chan doesn't want to have sex with me."
Both Maria and Shiho looked at her in shock. She looked completely innocent as always. Then all of a sudden she burst into laughter. Maria and Shiho gawked at each other for a moment before they realized innocent sweet Yui made a dirty joke. She really was getting better.
"You should have seen your faces." Yui giggled, then she laid back against the best and said in an mock voice. "Shiho-chan, be gentle!"
"Maria!" Shiho turned away from Yui. "You're a bad influence on her!"
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