"Come on SamLee I heard that you used to be up for all the fun?" Lips grace across my neck as I strain to get away and the hands at my waist that wouldn't let go the girl in front of me stood with her stocky arms crossed her frizzy hair done up elaborately her other 'friend' was leaning against her watching with dangerous green eyes that sparked with interest as they inspected me. I feel myself shiver from disgust as I grimace pushing my elbows in the girl who held me so that she let go.
"Not any more. I'm with Fionna Banks now."
"Yeah maybe she'd like to join us. I don't think I've ever had five girls before," the green eyed girl smirks lowering her head a little and looking at me through wispy locks of hair. The eye-liner she wore only accentuated those green eyes and unlike her friend behind me she didn't have it heavy enough to look gross. "It could be some good fun?"
I grit my teeth and push the girl behind me away again and step back so that all three girls are in front of me and so I could make sure the fuckers didn't try to do anything to me. "I'm with Fionna. As in she is mine and I'm hers...no one else interferes with our relationship. It's just us."
"A steady girlfriend? Samantha Lee? You've never had one of those in your entire life." The frizzy haired girl said.
"Yeah, what happened to that fun fuck who'd be all like 'fuck me, fuck me, I waaaant it'"
The imitation was meek and made me wanna beat the girl until all of her crooked teeth were gone or busted. I settled myself for a threatening growl and the green eyed girl chuckled getting off of her friend and instead took a step forward and put her hands on her hips. "And besides; who's to say that Fionna is being even half as dedicated as what you are? You may as well play around." She exchanged looks with the other girls. Miss 'fucked teeth and I wanna grope you' girl looked confused and the other frizzy one smirked.
I swallowed a lump in my throat. I didn't want to ask. I wanted to kill these stupid mother-fucking whores and smash their faces into the pavement. But the question pressed against my lips and made its way forcefully out in a hard voice. "What's that supposed to mean?"
"Use that pretty head of yours Sam. She hasn't stopped playing around you know. In fact I heard she broke another straight fry yesterday."
"Yeah," Joined in the frizzy head laughing. "I thought you were meant to be a smart bitch SamLee. Fionnas still having fun while you're restraining yourself to her only."
"I heard from my mate yesterday that she was bragging about using you. She said that you were lots of fun."
"That's why we were asking you to come have fun with us."
I had stood frozen this entire time. Ice flooded through my veins and I felt a cold sweat break out. By the end of the taunts the green eyed girl was close to me and she bought her hand to my face sweeping it across my cheek and snaking around the back of my neck. Her lips fast approached mine and I snapped my head back and bared my teeth. "You're lying!"
"Oh really? And how do you know? You don't share any frees with Fionna do you Sammie? She could be doing anything..." – "or anyone!" chimed in one of the other girls – "...and you would never even know about it."
I pushed the dark haired girl hard in the chest and took a step away from the three girls. "Go have you're fucking group orgy with someone else. I trust Fionna." And with my body trembling and hands held in fists I stalked in the direction of the school where I hope Fi had already gotten back to by now. This is the fucking most awful weekend that I've ever had. And the horridness of it is amplified that next weekend would be dedicated to last minute revisions before all of the exams...
"Fionna!"
"Oh," Fionna looks up from a textbook and decides to close it getting up with a side smile across her face as she says; "hey Sammie, I was juuust thinking of you, you know that?"
I feel myself swallow a lump as I stare her down, biting my lower lip in aggravated tension as I try not to slam my fist into the brunettes face. She reaches a hand to me and I jump back and away from the approaching hand. "Don't touch me!"
"What?" Surprise passes over Fionnas face and her brow furrows slightly in confusion at my brash action. "Why?"
"You should know damn well why..." I mutter darkly avoiding her eyes and staring at the floor as it blurs away indifferently with my rage. How come I didn't see it sooner? Fionna came right out right away and said that she liked to fuck around a lot. What makes the likes of me able to stop her from fucking who ever she wants? I'm an average teen if you can even call it that. So blank and often uncaring, what could I have to offer that any, ANY other girl could not?
"Ummm, no, I don't 'know damn well' at all. Why are you acting so cold; look at me Sammie...?" Fionna tries to take hold of my chin and make me look up at her. Her hand is like live electricity and my hand knocks hers away quickly and even quicker my reaction to the slight touch I strike out hitting Fionna fair and square in the centre of her chest making her stumble back and almost fall.
"F-FUCK!" Fionna grasps at her chest and gasps in air that I had clearly knocked out of her. My breath too comes out ragged and I grit my teeth as Fionna directs swears at me. "WHAT THE FUCKING HELL WAS THAT FOR SAM??!!!!!"
"YOU KNOW WHAT FOR!"
"No I don't, I haven't the slightest fucking clue so why don't you shine some light on the matter and tell me already? What have I done?"
"You know....you....." I find it hard to breathe the blind rage of betrayal still gripping my chest. How could you believe she wanted you, hmmm? I ignore the voice and stop grinding my teeth together. I had not noticed I was doing it at all until now. "You have been cheating on me Fionna. I don't blame you but if you still wanted to fuck around then you should have just told me?!!"
Before the sentence is even over Fionna begins to speak. I raise my voice in fury over hers until my sentence is over and feel my face flush and eyes sting. I don't want to listen to any of her lies. If there was anything I respected about our relationship and friendship at all then that would be the honesty we had. We weren't embarrassed or ashamed to talk about anything and any subject. Truth and trust was always vital and being straight-forth with each other. Even when we fucked just for a little play. Even then there was an underlining understanding and trust...
"Sam, are you listening to me?"
"No, and I'm not going to. I don't like being fucked with...I mean not...not that way I mean..." I let out a frustrated growl and take fistful of my hair grasping it with both hands as I begin to lose self-control. Not slamming my fists into the other girls and beating them dead was hard enough but now. With Fionna standing right before me. I felt so confused and conflicted. I didn't wanna listen to her lies. I didn't know the truth for myself even. But still...I was so afraid of what that truth may be. "I didn't mean to say that!" I yell out my eyes are squeezed shut tightly and I bend over a little as if unstable or unbalanced on my feet.
Fionna tries again to place her hands on me, she tries so gently but I just fight against her. I knock her hands away and go to strike out against her. She obviously loses patient and takes hold of an on-coming fist and kicks out my knee knocking me to the ground. She then flips me on my stomach and straddles my backside pinning my hand to my back. "BITCH!! Let. Me. GO!!!"
I scream and shout abuse and Fionna gets frustrated again and with her free hand takes a fistful of my hair and slams the side of my face into the floorboards. She holds my head to the floor and tears I had held back begin to stream over my cheeks and my chest feels tight as I try not to cry so loudly.
"Would...you just shut the fuck up and listen to me already?" I don't answer, even if I wanted to say something I wouldn't. It would probably come out as some pathetic choking sob. "Good." She assumes that I said yes by my silence and lifts herself off me a little only so she can flip me over. She pins my arms above my head and looks down at me leaning over me. I bite my lip and look up at her. She's such a fucking bitch...I can't believe that I had fallen for her charm... "Now, I don't know which hoes you've been listening to. But the fact that you are willing to listen to and believe in what they say cuts me deep you know?"
"You said you liked to fuck around with people..." I look away and bite my lip hared trying not to allow myself to cry again. "...I'm no one special....I don't know why you'd tie yourself to me alone..." My attempt begins to fail at the end on this sentence and by trying to restrain the tears too much I've also give myself the hiccups. Fuck it... "I thought it was true because I can't see why you'd b with me...and me alone..."
Fionna was silent throughout my little speech and at the end all she whispers is; "Oh, Sammie..." She sounds so tired and I hear her shudder a sigh. Her head lowers and her lips press against to my neck. She whispers my name again and again kissing all available skin. Eventually she makes her way to my lips and she kisses me long and soft. So much gentler then she had ever kissed me before. The kiss is so tender, so sweet that my heart melts and I feel my face heat up. The hiccups are gone by the time the kiss ends and Fionna kisses me a second time her hands loosening their grip on my arms and sliding down to my face holding it as though it were fragile. My own hands reach her hair and tangle themselves familiarly within the dark locks. This time Fionna slides her tongue into my mouth slipping past my lips and running smoothly along my own tongue and across the roof of my mouth. When the kiss is broken Fionna looks down on me and strokes my cheek with the back of her hand. "Samantha, I LOVE you. Y, O, U! No one else." Fionna takes my hand and reaches it up to her bust placing my hand over the place that housed her heart. Her fingers interlock with mine and I stare from my hand up into her baby blues. They have a sheen of tears and Fionnas face is red and her lips are so full that forgetting all that those sluts had said, all I wanted to do was reach up and kiss them.
"F-Fionna..." My lungs are bursting and my breath catches. Fionna shifts her weight on me and suddenly the knowledge that Fionna was sitting on me become persistently apparent.
"I didn't know that you doubt this so much Sammie. We gotta talk more ya know...I'm only new to this whole steady relationship thingie...but I'm sure that communication and trust is needed right?"
"Y...yeah..."
"So you gotta talk to me Sammie." Fionna strokes my sore cheek with her free hand and I bring my free hand to hers and wince letting a small "ow," escape my lips. "Sorry I hit ya so hard Sammie." Fionna leans down and kisses each of my eyelids and slowly makes her way to my mouth again. We kiss again and I smile a little.
How could I ever had doubted this woman? Fionna then gets off of me and I moan a little as she helps me up. She's about to get back to her books but instead I pull her back to me and press against her. "Hey, ever heard of make-up sex?" I ask with a joking tone to take off an edge to the seriousness of how bad I want Fionna right now. I look cheekily into Fionnas eyes and smile to the side as I pull on her shirt a little leading to my bookless bed.
"Oh, I think I have...it's when a couple have heated sex after some fight right?"
I shrug and move my mouth to the crook of Fionnas neck bitting it a little. "Stereotypically yeah that's just about it...I'd rather make love though...loving memories with you that is." FUCK that sounded like some corny shit...
"Hmm, sounds like a good plan to me Sammie girl." Fionna pushes me on the bed and clambers on top of me looking down with now playful baby blues that beheld a hint of mischief twinkling within them. My hands explore Fionnas abdomen as if they had never entered under the white tee ever before.
"I love you Fionna."
"I love you Sammie." With this Fionna leaned down and smiling captured my lips in a kiss that only lead to more and more. Soon our clothes were off, our hands, tongues, mouths were exploring each other's bodies....and the thought of either cheating on the other was completely expelled from our minds.
There was only us...that's all I'll ever need, that's all I'll ever want...
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