I wake up with the sunlight hitting on my face and feeling a hand caressing my head. I open left eye, which was covered by my hair, and realize Alice is awake and looking at me with adoration in her eyes. I decide to let her know I’m awake so I stir up still in her arm.
“Hey, Alice”
She blushes, but still stares at me lovingly. “Hey, baby. How’d you sleep?”
“Uhm, very well… your… snores lulled me” I say laughing a little bit. In fact, I have not slept well; she snored all night long.
“Oh my God! I’m sorry if I didn’t let you sleep!”
“It’s okay! I did sleep a bit and I don’t feel tired.” I reply truthfully.
“Are you sure? You can go back to sleep, I’ll watch over you” She says already sober. It’s quite confusing to hear her saying these kinds of things. After all, I’m not used to this cheesy stuff.
“Uh, I don’t think I can sleep anymore”
“Do… do you feel uncomfortable?”
“With?”
“Me, staring at you” She’s looking at me hopefully.
“Of course not. I’m… I rather you staring at me than anyone else…” I say surprised at my cheesiness! Alice makes me feel things I’m not used to, maybe that’s why I’m doing things that I wouldn’t.
“I’m glad.” She smiles and rises up, and I’m confused. Oh….
She was still in underwear and she looks even more amazing in the sunlight. It looks like the sun’s caressing her skin softly, like a gentleman would.
Next thing happens? She takes the covers and it dawned on me, what she was going to do. But before I could react she pulls them forcefully and I lay there in my panties and bra’.
“Whoah! Alice!!! Give me back my covers!” I say trying to cover my body with my arms.
“Why? I thought you said I could stare at you. I want to look at your body”
“Yeah! But!!! I’m cold! And almost naked!”
“I can fix that” She says climbing up the bed. She pins my arms above my head and lies over me. Her body is really warm but what makes me hot is not that, but the fact that she’s all over me, literally. Her face inches away from mine, and still looking at me like I’m her prey. She then puts pressure on her pelvis and touches my crotch with hers, creating friction between them.
I feel like a thousand of butterflies in fire run through my body as I moan in her ear. I’m turned on by my brother’s girlfriend and I want her to just rub it against me once again. As if she was reading my thoughts she rubs her center with mine and I can even feel that she’s wet. She does this in a steady pace, like if we’re having sex. I look at her in the eyes both locked in our gazes. I bet I looked helpless and submissive while she looks predatory. There was no longer a playful environment, this was erotic.
“Uh, A-Alice” I manage to whimper “You making me… w-wet! Hahaha, st-stop!”
“I-I…”
“Stop, please, baby” manage to say this a bit more understandable yet gently to not hurt her feelings. I don’t want things to be awkward between us.
“O-okay” She jumped off of me, still looking at my body.
“You know we should’ve done that last night” I say smiling playfully.
“I-I don’t remember what happened”
“Oh, nothing dear” I grinned like a fox “You were funny last night. And even sang a little, it was melodic!” I say laughing. I could tell she was a little confused.
“How did we end up in underwear?”
“Well, you said you wanted to. And you yourself took my clothes off, but it’s no big deal. I’ll get some spare clothes from my room”
“Oh, so we didn’t…?”
“What?” I say curiously.
“Nothing, uh never mind!” she blushes and I put an arm around her shoulders.
“C’mon! Let’s go change and have some breakfast”
Changed, we get to the kitchen and there’s Blue with a “horrible” headache. I laugh at him, and tell him how he believed it was our birthday party, and that he could do what he wanted; and then remembered how he was flirting with the other girl. I know he was drunk, yet I feel like he should make it up to Alice. Yet, Alice yesterday seemed really friendly with me, so maybe it’s karma or something.
I sit there with my dilemma as Blue and Alice start to argue, I rise to the kitchen bar to serve myself some coffee and… wait, arguing?
“Were the hell did you disappear all night?” Blue was yelling at her and I’ve never seen him so mad about something.
“Well, I was SLEEPING! You know? I got a message from one of my friends telling me YOU were flirting with Ms. Douchebag from your trigonometry class! I mean, what the hell, Blue?”
“I didn’t mean to! I was drunk! And I wasn’t flirting!”
“You just admitted you did!” She was getting mad. I just sat between them, looking at them entertained while sipping my coffee; typical “this is better than pay per view” scene.
“I didn’t! I mean I shouldn’t have been talking to that girl! But where the hell did you sleep last night? You had better not slept with…”
“I’m NOT a SLUT! I was sleeping actually with your sister! Who, kindly helped me last night with my drunkenness”
“OH! So you did get drunk, honey? Are you crazy? Anyone could have taken advantage of you!”
“YES! But I thought I had a loving boyfriend who would be there for me…” Okay things were getting out of hand; they will hurt each other, no? I shall intervene now!
“Guys, keep it down! Keira and Joe slept here last night, too. Plus, it’s alright nothing happened… I’m sure you can figure these things out. I mean, sort this out without having to yell.” I propose, and I know they will listen to me, they always do.
They both huff slightly and I take this chance to leave them alone. I go to the living room and turn the T.V. on to see if there are some cartoons on air. I try to concentrate on the animaniacs, but I can’t. I feel uncomfortable, like guilty for thinking “passionately” about Alice, when I know she’s with my own brother. I think about this morning’s incident and I wonder if Alice likes me like I like her. I mean sure, she would like me, right? After all, she likes my twin, and I’m exactly like him but with a slight exchange in the genitals, sizes in clothes (me being a little skinnier) and hair length. We had almost the same face, if not for some girly features in my face. But that doesn’t mean she like likes me, I still have a pussy instead of a dick. And most important, she loves my brother. At this thought my heart sinks for a bit. She chose him over me, so that must mean something, although I never quite gave her a “Chance” to be with me. I mean, I don’t want to be with her, or I think so… But the point is I never would. Mom’s homophobic, as well as my grandma’ and they’re the people I love the most in this world. I wouldn’t disappoint them ever. So being with her was out of the question. Yet, I think that if she wasn’t with him I probably would…
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It’s been a couple of days since that night. Blue and Alice seemed to have forgiven themselves, they were back to being cheesy and stuff. I find it funny, yet I feel even lonelier than before. I don’t know why, though… I changed my partner to a sexier guy; he’s the bad boy kind of looking guy. Of course, Blue didn’t encourage this and to my surprise, Alice neither. She’s always telling me he’s bad news and that I should stay away from him. I noticed before, she and him hated each other. I’ve asked them both if they knew each other already and they always say they don’t, yet they feel very territorial about me, glaring at each other and holding me overprotectively when the other would show up. Eventually, I had to break up with him. It was hard, really and even though I liked him, it was nothing to compare with how much I love my friend.
Today, Alice and I went shopping. I hate to shop when accompanied; I love to do my shopping alone. Yet I just let Alice come along, and I’ve discovered that, with Alice, everything is funnier. Shopping included.
We were laughing at some joke when we arrived at “The Gallery” store. I never entered here, but Mike and Joe told me before that this was an erotic shop! I was ready to continue with my path, when I saw Alice entering to the shop. Really, can’t she give me a break?
I follow behind her in the store until she starts looking for masochist toys… Uh, wrong store… I was barely turning away when she grabs me by the wrist and I stop, too embarrassed to turn to her. She realizes I’m nervous, yet decides it’s the best time for bothering me so she blindfolds me while I struggle. She was tiny, yet had a really strong grip! Then she tickled me and we start to get some attention, I can feel it.
“Wh-Whoa! A-Alice STOP! Hahahaha!” She stops yet I realize she has some stuff she wants to buy. I feel really embarrassed and I tell her I’ll be waiting outside the store. She gets out with a medium size bag, and I notice the nervousness in her eyes.
“What’s wrong, Alice?”
“Nothing, darling… Will Blue be home?”
“Not today, he’s staying over at his friend Oliver’s house…”
“Oh… C-can I sleep over?”
This looks suspicious, almost obvious. I don’t think she’s planning on using those things on Blue.
“Uh… S-sure.” I say a little unconvinced, but I’m more curious than anything.
“Okay, then let’s get to your house.” She is more at ease, yet I can almost feel her nervousness.
We arrive home and I told her I was going to have some coffee before watching T.V. with her.
Of course, I just happen to love Saturday night’s cartoons so I changed the channel.
Alice’s staring at me again, I can’t quite describe the feelings or the kind of glee they have because I’m so into this episode of “Rocko’s modern life”. I laughed at something Heffer said when I felt a hand caressing my back.
She knows that my back’s even more sensitive than my G spot and start tracing figures on my shirt. I couldn’t concentrate anymore on the cartoons, and then she tells me she’s going to the bathroom.
I still finish the episode and then nervousness hit me. Maybe the whole back rubbing was to cuddle with me or something. I turned upside down on the bed, breathing lightly on the covers. I like how detergent smells. Too lazy to move, I stayed there when I heard Alice back into the room. I was about to rise up and ask her if she wanted to go to sleep now when I feel someone cuffing my wrists. I look up and realize I’ve been cuffed to the bed. WHAT THE HECK? This is so uncomfortable; I don’t want to play this game.
“Alice, stop. I don’t like this.” I say seriously but I look up to her and she’s just grinning. Then she takes the blindfold and well… blindfolds me.
“A-Alice! STOP!!! I don’t want this.” I say really uncomfortable now. It almost repulses me! But… what’s? I feel her hands inside my shirt caressing my stomach. Okay so I feel so bipolar right now, it’s confusing. I stop whining and squirming, and I know I’m giving in to her touch. I can’t see anything and it scares me… But I know it’s her who’s touching me so I… I feel like I trust her. Even though this can count as rape… I guess… I mean not anymore… Who CARES?!
I feel her breathing against my ear talking DIRTY to me. I start to get turned on.
“A-alice, please… AH! T-touch…”
“I thought you said you didn’t want this”
“Please I… Ah! Take th-the bliIIIIIIIndFfOLD!”
She presses her knee between my legs and rubs it against me. I let out a moan and whimpered like a little kid. I’m being submissive! I should be the one on top!
“I’ll do if you behave.” I can tell she’s unbuttoning my shirt and next, she unclasps my bra, sliding them both to where my hands were cuffed. Then I feel her unbuttoning my jeans. There’s no turning back, as I let my emotions take control of everything that’s going on. She slides my jeans to my feet, tying them in some awkward way by the other end of the bed. And I lay there exposed, only my wet panties covering me. I know I was blushing so hard, I feel raging heat in my ears and face. I feel something sticky being poured in my neck until the smell reaches my nose. Chocolate! This is getting kinky, yet I’m so turned on by the two things I think I love the most in this world, Chocolate and my good “friend” and now friend with rights, Alice. I feel her licking all the liquid over me and I grunt erotically. She sighs against the sticky skin in my chest and proceeds to pour chocolate over my nipple. I’m a virgin, that’s why I was mostly scared. I’ve never had anyone touch my boobs before! Let alone suck on my nipples, and that, my friends, is the most fantastic feeling I’ve ever had. I let out a throaty moan as she flicks my nipple with her tongue, and then proceeds to caress my other breast, squeezing it lightly yet passionately, mounding the soft flesh. I feel like in heaven but… I’m feeling sad, somehow, bothered. So I start to plea to her, and cried.
“Hush, baby!” I hear her voice next to my ear. “W-what’s wrong? D-do you not like this?” She says worriedly. WOW! I mean you try to rape me and then ask me if anything’s wrong?!
“I-I… I’m a virgin” I admitted still crying “I don’t want my first time to be blindfolded… I want to see…” I say sobbing.
“My darling, I’m sorry…” she uncovers my eyes and waits until they adjusted to the light. She then throws the fudge liquid off the bed and uncuffs my wrists. I lay there completely naked with her. I didn’t know when did she undress herself but I don’t care anymore. Her body is gorgeous and pale, like a statue. She could be a model if she wants to.
“I didn’t know it was your first time, you just look so vulnerable… it’s so tempting…” She says truthfully, sorry and passionately. Now I’m so submissive to her, even though I know this is practically “almost” rape, that that’s not the point! That we shouldn’t be doing this even though it was my first time or not, and that I shouldn’t trust her and so much more reasons I couldn’t come with this time… I don’t care. I get close to her face and cup her cheeks and lean in to her. Our lips met hungrily and I can taste the chocolate left in her lips. I felt her tongue begging for the entrance and I give in.
I can say she’s my favorite temptation. I know she’s forbidden for me to touch… But this feels so right; I can’t even remember why I kept from touching her. She’s soft to the touch, like I’ve felt before but her breasts are even softer and firm at the same time. She buries her nails in my back, scratching slightly and making me even wetter. Suddenly I realize that lately Alice and the word “wet” come in handy. I’m discovering new feelings I never thought existed.
Alice then pushes me softly against the pillows, entwining her fingers in my black long curls lovingly, accommodating my hair in my shoulders. She pulls my bangs out of my eyes, and combs them in my head so she could see my eyes. Then she kissed my front and whispered.
“I’ll make your first time be the most loveable time of your life. I promise I’ll be gentle, Love”
I’ve never felt so special before. She’s so gentle with her touch I feel really loved. And those words she told me are making me feel so beautiful. It’s the most romantic feeling I’ve ever got inside my heart. I saw her face going down, from my jawline to my breasts, and then to my stomach, where she started licking in my belly button. I can help but let out a little gasp, trying to control the embarrassing sounds that escape my mouth. She keeps licking it while playing with my breasts and I was trying hard to not sound like a frightened child.
“Do not contain your beautiful moans, Red. They’re music to my heart…” I feel moved at this. I don’t know where did she get these lines, but they’re really working.
Suddenly, she takes my knees and separates my legs from each other. I felt the need to close them but she stops me saying that everything will be alright. She then pushes her face between my thighs and starts licking the folds of my wet organ. I told you before that when she kissed my breasts was the most amazing feeling in the world. Well, I was wrong. VERY, VERY WRONG! I feel electricity through all my body and my temperature rising. As her tongue works wonderfully flicking on my clit and making my folds drip with excitement.
I pull at the covers for support and entwined my legs behind her back. I insist, I’ve never felt something so amazing before. Not even when I eat chocolate or won my first kick boxing award! I can hear myself screaming and whimpering and moaning in languages I didn’t know I could speak. Then I felt her finger caressing my folds and I got scared. I knew what hymen was, and my friends told me it hurts. She feels me tensing and not leaving my clit unattended, rubbing it with her thumb, she climbs up to me. She kisses me and I can taste myself in her, and it’s not disgusting as I thought it was.
“Easy, my love. It’ll hurt just a little. I’m here I’ll hold you until the pain fades away, k?” she asks me gently and lovingly. “I can still make you release, even if I don’t penetrate you, if you don’t want this, I’ll return to the oral”
I’m getting even more turned on at this, and I trust her. She knows, but still, that she worries about me, is making me feel in heaven.
“I-I want you to…”
“To what, honey?”
“I w-want you ins-side of me” I manage to whimper slightly yet truthfully.
“Okay, darling. Hold on to me, okay?”
I nod and get my hands behind her back. I hold on to her as her finger stops teasing me and enters slowly. I can feel the pain of the hymen ripping off. I gasped and let some tears travel along my cheeks. I’m sure I scratched Alice’s back so hard that I will leave my marks for a long time, maybe even drew some blood.
“Shhh…” She kisses my tears and licks my eyes as she starts pumping with her finger again.
“Ahh… Ah…” Slowly the painful whimpers were replaced by moans again.
I feel like I’m close to my release and she realizes this and goes down to lick my clitoris.
I don’t think or hardly believe, somebody would feel as amazing as I am feeling right now.
“Alice UH! AH!! Ihm! AH!! I’m Cummin’! AArgh!” the muscles in my stomach clench as I feel like I’m in a rollercoaster, the relief, the orgasmic sensations inside my body and my stomach, from the nails in my toes to the last hair of my head. I screamed “Alice” more than I can count and finally drop in my bed. She climbs up to me and covers me with both her and the covers.
“W-what about you, darling?” I ask concerned. I want to return the favor even if I’m actually exhausted.
“It’s fine dear I came when you did” She says smiling lovingly at me. I’ve never had someone staring at me in that way before. “Now take some rest my love, I’ll be watching over you all night long”
I sigh happily and cuddle with her, resting my head in her chest. I know I’m taller and I look tougher than her, but when it comes to our real feelings, I guess I’m just completely hers.