I stayed in the room for the rest of the morning until two PM when Isabelles dad came up to check if I had lunch. I shook my head and he came and sat by me a while asking if there was anything the matter. I was tempted to tell him of my guilt of not leaving right away to see my Mother and little George. But decided against it not wanting to worry him so much. I said there was nothing wrong and he nodded his head and we sat in silence for a while before he got up and offered me a late lunch. I smiled in return and rose from the bed and followed him down the stairs. He made for me some soup. Just the canned stuff; but it was chicken and corn and that was my favorite. He also made some herb bread and buttered it for me so I could have it with my soup. He himself had a lamb sandwich with tomatoes and cheese. I blew on some soup tasting it. It was really good for the canned stuff. And the bread was amazing. I'd have to remember to do my toast like that when I have soup next. After lunch I leave a rather insistent George Samsa to do the dishes before making my way back into Isabelles room. I fall upon her bed hug her pillow close to my face. I lay there for a while until my eyelids drift shut. And sleep overcomes my feeble mind.
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"Delilah?" I feel hands run up my side gently and a body snuggle up to my back I sigh as I awake and open my eyes slowly. I recognize Isabelles voice and when she touches me my body shivers a little; unaccustomed to the feeling of being touched yet. But I felt safe with Isabelle. I sigh and turn around, I hear Isabelle laugh a little as I do so and eventually I've turned so that I can return the hug. I wrap my arms around her neck and as she holds me in her arms so warm and strong I feel fresh tears begin to roll down my face.
"Isabelle, I love you." I whisper to her as I roll her onto her back and climb over her joining our lips in a kiss. I needed to be loved. I wanted Isabelle to hold me and kiss me and to brush away my tears. Hushen all my fears and be still my beating heart that throbbed painfully in my chest. Isabelle seemed surprised and let me have the kiss at first but she slowly separated our lips and pulled my head back a little to look at my face. I try to bend my head down and have the bangs of my fringe hide my eyes shamefully but Isabelle sees anyway and she strokes my cheek her own blue orbs looking into my pale eyes with loving concern.
"Delilah are you alright?" She brushes some hair from my eyes and I sigh shaking my head a little.
"I guess I'm just…scared…for mum and George."
Isabelle nodded her head still patting my hair. "They'll be okay. You just gotta believe."
"Yeah." That one word took so much effort to squeeze out. It was meant to be calm but it came out all small and I think my voice even squeaked a little. I tried not to cry and to hold back tears as I bit my lower lip but they came down regardless of what I wanted and Isabelle held me close hushing me gently as I lay on her. I sob for a little while but it's hard to stay sad and crying when I'm being held by Isabelle. I eventually calm down and I sit up a little and look down into Isabelles eyes.
"You alright sweety?" She asks kindly to me her head back on her pillow and hair splayed out a little beneath her. I nodded my head sniffling a little as I smiled at her. Isabelle smiled back and bought her hand up to my face stroking my cheek and putting her hand around the back of my neck so that she could pull me down for a kiss. I accept the offered kiss gratefully and when our lips join I feel my heart surge with joy at the feeling of her lips. The kiss starts off small slowly growing longer and deeper. I feel my body heat up with a desire it had never felt before and Isabelle was at the heart of my affections. I prodded her mouth with my tongue running it through her mouth and taking in her taste like it was my drug. My own personalized drug that I could take whenever I needed it, a drug that could calm all my sadness and excite this desire from me. Our tongues met each other and I played with hers leading it into my own mouth. Isabelle moaned into the kiss and my breath came out in uneven bursts as my hands came to Isabelles face and found their way into her hair. Isabelles hands were at my back still holding me close even though one of them were travelling down to hold the small of my back instead of being up near my shoulder blades like the other one was. The feeling of her hand made me shiver in delight and I held onto her hair tightly making her gasp. I pull out of the kiss and my hands loosen their grip as I gasp. "S-sorry Isabelle. I'm so sorry I didn't mean to hurt you!" I say in a panicky tone of embarrassment as my cheeks light up. Isabelle put her head back a little and laughed.
"'S'kay." She sighed as she rolled us over making me squeak a little. "I actually didn't mind it." She said smiling at me.
I swallowed nervously looking up at her and we had a moment where we both seemed to be looking into each other's eyes but avoiding eye con-tact at the same sime. Her eyes caught mine and I suddenly couldn't glance away. My breath catches slightly and I slowly reach up as if she were from a dream. Her hair which hangs like a curtain around her face touches my hand and I brush my hand against the silkiness of it as I brush one side of her hair behind her ear. As I do this Isabelle slowly lowers herself down her eyes beginning to drift shut as her lips approach mine. We kiss a lot gentler this time. Allowing our lips the pleasure to slowly explore each others before flicking out our tongues. Isabelle pulls on my lower lip experimentally with her teeth. My back arches at this and I pull her mouth harder over mine. We kiss for a while longer before we get a shout from downstairs as Isabelles dad announces that it was time for dinner. Isabelles head snapped back out of the kiss and we both gasped our faces red and I was sure that Isabelles heart was beating just as fast as mine. I closed my eyes and let my head fall back sighing. Isabelle sighed as well and laughed joking that her dad always did have bad timing. I laughed as well and whimper rolling to my side and pouting when Isabelle got off of me and left the bed.
"What we gotta go eat. Are you coming down?"
I shook my head childishly. "I wish it wasn't dinner time for at least another five more minutes." I mumbled childishly looking up at Isabelle.
At this Isabelle laughs and goes to kiss me. I pucker my lips a little for the kiss thinking maybe isabelle was going to kiss me for a while longer. But then she misses my mouth and her lips make their way to a bit of skin behind my ear before she whispers cruelly. "You know if ya don't come out now for dinner I won't share my bed with you tonight."
This makes my hormones go crazy and I open my mouth shocked that she'd tease me like that I get up and swing my legs over the edge of her bed glaring at her. "You. Are. MEAN!" I say getting up. Isabelle rises with me standing in front of me as I try and walk out of the room in a mock-angst style. She catches me by the waist and pushes up against me seductively.
"Ah, but you're gonna love me for it." She taunts kissing me lightly on the lips before taking my hand and leading me down stairs for dinner.
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