I should have kissed you when I had the chance
you always came and slept over, but I couldnt sleep
I watched you as the moonlight reflected off your skin
making you look angelic with your blonde hair
our faces were so close, but you were snoring
I wanted to kiss you
But I wanted you to be aware of it
I should have kissed you
when your asshole of a boyfriend cheated on you
you were crying so hard, but through all your tears you still looked beautiful
I tried to comfort you without touching you
because I didnt want to scare you off
I wanted to kiss you and make all your worries go away
I should have kissed you
when we would have our girls night out
playing games, talking, watching a movie
It was always hard to consentrate on the movie with you next to me
I wanted to kiss you and wanted you to want it to never end
I should have kissed you
when you were angry at me for being rude to the guys you liked
your face was red with anger, but still beautiful
I would just tell you that I wanted to protect you
I wanted to kiss you for you to realize why
I should have kissed you many times before
but now you are with him and you are slowly leaving me
I wanted to tell you so many times before
but you would never listen
This love cannot go away
But maybe, just maybe
There is someone else out there
Who will steal my heart from you
And save me
From this slow and agonizing suicide