Story: Both Sides of the Heart (chapter 8)

Authors: cb_91

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Chapter 8

Title: Truth

[Author's notes: The story may seem a little uneven right now because it has been a while since I have written a chapter. Also I don't have a beta reader, so if there are any mistakes please point them out.]

Jocelyn layed on her bed naked, grinning to herself. She looked over at Clair who was brushing her long, blonde hair. The moonlight through the window was making it sparkle.

Clair could feel she was being watched. She turned to Jocelyn. "What?"

"Nothing, you're just very beautiful." Clair blushed.

Jocelyn went from smiling to a very serious face. "Did I tell you what happened to Sam?"

"Who?" Clair looked at Jocelyn questioningly.

"You don't remember the girl who caused us all that trouble during the school year?" Jocelyn cocked her eyebrow.

"Oh, her. I never knew her name. What about her?"

"Well, she got caught in the wrong time and place during a drug bust."

"Oh, so she's in jail. Well, that's good."

"No, she's not in jail; she's dead." Clair chocked on her air and turned to look at Jocelyn.

"Oh. Um, that's sad but she still caused a lot of crap for me, so I'm not exactly going to grieve for her."

Jocelyn looked the other way. Clair still saw the hurt in her eyes. "I wished I could say the same, but she helped me deal with a lot, especially in junior high."

Clair looked strangely at her, "But what about all the awful things she did this year?"

Jocelyn looked at Clair. She had tears in the corners of her eyes. "I just can't think ill of the dead. Also there is something I never told you."

"What?"

Jocelyn sighed. "Sam was the first girl I ever had sex with."

This time Clair chocked hard. "Um, well that's...are you okay?"

Jocelyn took a deep breath and then let it out slowly. "I will be as long as I have you." Jocelyn snuggled her head into Clair's stomach. Clair petted it softly.

Some time later, Clair was almost asleep in Jocelyn's arm when Jocelyn commented, "You know it actually surprised me that you stayed a virgin as long as you did."

Clair's eyes opened wide. "Where did that come from? You said that like I'm easy or something."

Jocelyn laughed at her. "That's not what I meant. It's just that it was so easy for me to get you to take your clothes off for me and to do other things."

Clair blushed. "Well it is no secret that I love you. So it isn't really a surprise that I would do stuff like that for you; even if you were tricking me back then."

Jocelyn giggled, "Yeah, sorry about that. At least I loved you enough not to go through with it."

"What I don't understand is why you made me leave when you decided not to take the pics? You could have easily had sex with me."

"I couldn't. I was sick to my stomach with guilt. Plus that video would have been a lot worse. Also, it seems that it was well worth the wait. With everything out in the open, it felt so much better than it would have with guilt behind it."

Clair smiled. "True." Clair slid on top of Jocelyn. "I'm not tired anymore. How about you?" Jocelyn grin wickedly.

Eleven in the morning rolled around. Jocelyn's mother decided it was time for the two lovebirds to get up and go outside for some fresh air. She barged into her daughter's room. "Okay, you two. It's time to get up." She went up and shook her daughter's bare shoulder.

Jocelyn mumbled, "I don't want to get up." She covered her head with the blanket.

"Well get up anyways." Jocelyn's mother jerked the blanket off her head. "I expect you downstairs for lunch in twenty minutes."

Jocelyn opened her eyes and stared. "Fine, whatever."

Jocelyn and Clair reluctantly got dressed and went downstairs. Jocelyn's mother had them a big lunch ready.

"Is she tryin' to fattin' us up or something?" Clair looked at Jocleyn and then back at the lunch enough for a dozen.

"I think so." Jocelyn looked at her mother.

"Both of you could use a little more meat on your bones. Plus you two could probably use an energy boost." Both girls turned crimson at this comment. "I am going to be leaving now. I have to meet your father for lunch. You two try to get some fresh air. Also, Clair your parents might want to see you eventually. They are going to start thinking you live here. Well, bye bye." Jocelyn's mother kissed both girls on the cheek and left.

"Did I ever tell you how strange you mom is?" Clair looked at Jocelyn while trying to keep a straight face.

"I didn't even know how strange she is. It seems she has gotten worse lately."

"I wonder why?"

"I don't know. It has either something to do with us or with my father. It is more likely to be my dad. She has been unusually jumpy lately."

"Hmm...well, if there is something up we might as well wait for her to tell us. Anyway let's go out for a walk. Your mom's right; I need to stretch my legs."

Around seven at night Clair decided she should go home. Jocelyn's father drove her home after work.

They pulled up to Clair's house. Jocelyn leaned over and gave her a quick kiss. "I'll see you tomorrow. I love you."

"I love you too, bye." She hopped out of the car and ran happily to her door.

Jocelyn's dad smiled as he pulled away. "Well it is good to see that you both are completely happy now. It almost reminds me of the first time your mother and I got together. Man, I screwed up bad when I left her. Honey, don't ever let fear or anything else break you two up."

"Don't worry, I won't. And, dad, don't worry about the past. We've all done things we're not proud of." He smiled at his daughter lovingly.

Clair walked into her house just as her mother was setting up supper. Her father looked up at her.

"Are you hungry honey? I have made plenty." Her mother said upon her entrance.

"Yep, I'm starved." Clair plopped down at her place at the table.

"Where have you been all day?" Her father questioned.

"Oh, I have been at Jocelyn's."

Her father cocked an eyebrow. "What happened to you hanging out with Micheal?"

"We broke up."

"Why?" Her father looked expectantly at her.

"Because he wanted me to do something that I didn't want to do." Clair said matter-of-factly.

"So when did you and Jocelyn become all buddy, buddy again?"

"I don't know. It just happened. What's with all the questions?" She looked nervously at her food.

"I'm not sure I like you always hanging with that girl. I think you should hang with your other friends for a while."

"But I don't want to. What does it matter? She's no different from my other friends."

"Yes she is. I still remember all that crap with her from school."

"You mean when she got stabbed because she saved me?"

"Well you wouldn't have been in that situation if you two hadn't been in a fight. Look, honey, all I'm saying is you two's relationship seems a little too intense."

"Of course it's intense; we're dating." Clair said it before she could think. Oh God, what did I just do.

Her father jumped out of his chair knocking it over. "Oh, no your not. No daughter of mine will be a lesbian. You will stop seeing her now."

Clair jumped out of her chair as well, "Yes I am. I love her and there is nothing you can do about it."

"Yes there is. Either you agree to quit seeing her or you get out of my house this second."

Finally Clair's mother stepped in. "Honey, don't you think you are being rash. Let's just talk about this."

He glared his wife. "This doesn't concern you." He turned back to his daughter."Now choose."

Clair had tears streaming down her cheeks. She screamed, "I choose Jocelyn!" and then ran out of the house and down the street as fast as she could.

Her mother tried to follow, but her father grabbed her. "Your not going anywhere. Now sit down and let's have dinner."

Their dinner was in complete silence.

Clair ran for as long as she could. she stopped at a park and rested on a bench. She was crying too hard to even think. She pulled out her phone and dialed Jocelyn's number. Jocleyn answer,"Hello?"

"Jocelyn...sniff...please come...sob...get me."

"Oh, baby what's wrong? Where are you?"

"I'm at..sniff...Miller Park. Please hurry!"

"Okay baby, I will. I love you."

"You too." It was all Clair could get out. She hung up and waited patiently. She curled up on the bench and cried.

A while later, she felt arms under her. She was being lifted. I must have dozed off. Oh, it's Jocelyn's dad. She looked at him for a second and then buried her head in his chest. He put her into the back seat. Jocelyn was there. She put Clair's head in her lap and petted it.

"Baby, what's wrong?"

Clair buried her face into Jocelyn's pants. "I told my dad about us, and he kicked me out." She felt tears start to sneak back up to her eyes.

"Oh my God, I'm so sorry. It's okay. You can stay with us until things get cleared up. Right dad?" She looked at her father.

He had a look of great sympathy. "Of course honey. For as long as she likes."

Jocelyn continued to rub Clair's head and whispered sweet nothings to her.

When they got to the house, they filled Jocelyn's mother in on what happened. Jocelyn and her mother helped the broken girl get undressed and into pajamas. They tucked her into Jocelyn's bed.

When they got downstairs, Jocelyn asked, "Is it really alright for her to stay here?"

Her mother smiled. "Of course sweetie. She is already like family. It'll be enjoyable to have her around. She can keep you company while your father and I go to work."

"Thanks mom. Well I think I am going to turn in. Goodnight mom. I love you."

"Goodnight darling. Sweet dreams. I love you too."

Jocelyn walked into her room and laid gently beside Clair. She turned Clair's head and kissed her gently. She snaked her hand up Clair's shirt and gently messaged the plump flesh there.

Clair pulled free from Jocelyn's lips. "Honey, I'm too tired to do anything."

Jocelyn smiled, "You don't have to do anything. I will do everything to you. Just relax."

Clair smiled. "Okay." She laid on her back and closed her eyes. Jocelyn slid on top of her and slowly kissed her way down Clair's neck. Clair sighed softly.

Jocelyn reached under Clair's pajama top and pulled it off as smoothly as possible. She kissed her collarbone and slowly made her way down to her now erect nipples.

She kissed her way slowly up the mounds and took the nipple into her mouth. She licked it lightly. She didn't bite it or do anything that might cause Clair to jerk.

Soon Jocelyn was finished with Clair's erect buds and started to kiss her way down Clair's stomach. She spent a lot of time kissing around Clair's belly button. She loved her belly button. She dipped her tongue into it and licked all around it. Clair let out a sigh. Jocelyn knew that meant she was turned on. Jocelyn finished with her belly button and decided to venture further down.

Jocelyn gripped the waistband of Clair's pajama bottoms. She slowly slid them off while allowing her hands to rub gently over Clair's legs. She kissed the top of Clair's foot and slowly worked her way up. She kissed the back of her knee and then the inside of her thigh. She got to the last covered part of Clair and kissed it gently. Clair's back arched slightly. Jocelyn smiled. She hooked her fingers under the top of her panties and slowly pulled them down her legs.

Soon Jocelyn found herself facing Clair's sweet sex. She breathed in her scent. She lowered her head and took a taste. Clair's back arched significantly this time. Jocelyn stuck her tongue into Clair's alive opening. Clair moaned. Jocelyn licked slowly over Clair's awaiting nub. Clair was trying not to move too much or make too much noise, but it was almost impossible. She was close to climaxing.

One slow lick over Clair's clit, sent her over the edge. She bit her lip hard to keep from making noise.

Jocelyn licked her vigoriously until it was over. Then she smiled up at Clair. She crawled back up the bed and pulled Clair into a hug.

"Feel better?"

Clair smiled sleepily. "Wonderful."

Jocelyn kissed her cheek. "Good, now go to sleep." But Clair's eyes were already close and her breathing was slowing down.

Jocleyn smiled and snuggled closer. Goodnight, my love.

[End notes: Well hope you like it. Please review!]

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