Story: My Life as A Succubus (chapter 58)

Authors: Anime Lover

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Chapter 58

Title: 58. One Step At A Time

[Author's notes: LOLI (NYMPH), YURI, FUTA

With Lynn finally and successfully dealing with her issues about being a succubus and the event with her father, Lynn attempts to help Alex to better cope with her phobia.]

- Fifteen days later -
- Lynn's room -


Not ignored this time, the TV was off as Lynn and Alex made love on the bed; Not long having started as the two still wore their panties and socks, though Lynn had the addition of her dual wings.

Lynn's manner of love making with Alex had taken a slightly different approach ever since fully accepting her succubus nature, which was to slowly feed on Alex's sexual energy for the duration of their lovemaking, which the red-head was all too eager to take part in.

Now was no different, as Lynn, positioned atop Alex, much to the red-heads delight, took her sweet time giving parts of her body careful attention.

Lynn had told her that by going slowly, teasing her, made the sexual energy she received much more satisfying. Alex could hear clearly, that it was true, giving a soft moan as she hears a louder moan from her succubus girlfriend as their lips met softly. Her tongue briefly licking at Alex's lips, slipping between and licking at the red-heads teeth, followed by her gums, which brought a quick giggle from her lover, before finally, tongue meets tongue in a brief, wet dance of swirling, licking and sucking.

Alex gave a wanting moan as the tongue retreats, Lynn lifting her lips as a light blue energy leaves Alex's mouth and into Lynn's for just a few seconds.

Licking her lips, Lynn smiles as she opens her glowing eyes, soon meeting Alex's who smiles up at her.

Neither says a word, taking a moment to simply look into each others eyes, before Lynn's attention lowers, towards Alex's neck and gently caressing the area with a hand briefly; the healing, light markings of her biting spots still visible.

Lowering her lips, Lynn gently licks the two markings, earning herself a quick, nearly silent gasp from Alex from the mildly ticklish sensation. Soon parting from the area though, Lynn begins to make her way to the other side of the red-heads neck, teasingly gliding her tongue across her lovers flesh.

Reaching the opposite side, Lynn mirrors her previous actions, now bringing a moan of delight from the red-head at the playful licks.

Not quite done though, Lynn eventually parts from the side of Alex's neck and moving directly to the front. Starting from the middle of the collarbone and trailing her tongue up the center of her lovers neck, earning a quite moan. Lynn finishes with a few light kisses, following the trail of her tongue, the last kiss, bringing with it yet another occurrence of the visual evidence of Alex's sexual energy leaving through her skin and into Lynn's mouth for a few seconds.

Alex's reaction was a slow and silent open-mouth gasp, unlike the steady and constant energy drain of her biting, Alex found Lynn taking her sexual energy directly from her, still conscious, much more intense. It didn't hurt at all, but Alex felt like part of herself was being taken, which she knew was technically true, a sudden numbness would immediately come over her entire body as Lynn drained her sexual energy. Alex was comfortable with the few seconds Lynn feed on her, though she did express concern about not being able to handle much longer.

Lynn had no problem feeding on Alex's sexual energy in small doses, actually finding it quite appealing and the frequent, short drains heightened Alex's arousal, thus making her sexual energy all the better.

Keeping her steady, slow pace, Lynn sits up, smiling down to Alex as she lightly teases her collarbones. Trailing her fingers back and forth along their lengths a few times, very slowly, a message of sorts. Lynn's hands soon depart from the area and travel downwards to Alex's exposed breasts, her erect nipples crowning the tops of her mounds.

The relaxed red-head gives a sigh of delight as Lynn gently cups and squeezes her breasts, continuing for a few moments, urging subsequent moans from Alex. The light massage continues for little over five whole minutes, Lynn's actions shifting into a soft, but pleasant kneading. In response to the prolonged attention to her breasts, Alex couldn't stop the moan from leaving her as she squirms her chest from the pleasure of Lynn's hands, even lifting one of her own hands up to her lips and briefly biting at one of her nails.

About to feel like she was going to melt under the massage, a surprised and delighted gasp leave the red-head, lifting her chest up in response to the familiar sensation of Lynn's lips claiming her left, very erect nipple. The sudden shift in sensation was a shock, though Alex made no effort to protest as she quickly relaxes again, her moans resuming as she felt Lynn's tongue circling the nub, avoiding direct contact to her eager nipple- teasing her. A chill soon replaces the warmth as Alex feels Lynn's lips and tongue retreat, before finding residence on the other side, to Alex's right nipple, treating it with the same circling tease of her aureola, all the while Lynn's hands continues their actions, lightly messaging the mounds of her breasts.

She wasn't the type to peak from breast-play, but there were times when Lynn gave such ample attention the the area that Alex wished she could and this was one as Lynn alternates between the peaks of her breasts, deliberately avoiding her nipples each time, not only increasing her state of arousal as she squirms energeticly, but also grew frustrated at the lengthy tease.

A few switches later and thinking she could take the tease no longer, seconds from requesting her nipples have a little attention as she felt Lynn's lips leave in what she assumed to be another swap, the red-heads intention was cut short as a sudden jolt hit her body, bringing a surprised gasp from her as she felt Lynn's fingers pinch both of her neglected nipples.

The massive and unexpected jolt of pleasure running through her body causes a familiar, but equaling frustrating sensation; one that crashed between her legs, forcing her to press her thighs together. It wasn't an orgasm, but an 'almost-orgasm', as she called it. All the sensations that an approaching orgasm would have, but none of the finishing 'flair'. It was an incredibly frustrating thing to have happen, but at the same time, incredibly enjoyable and Lynn seemed to be the only one to manage such an event from her body.

The subsequent tremble of her body told of the event and Lynn gave a chuckle as she watches in delight, Alex's frowned expression from the 'almost-orgasm' she was experiencing, which continues as she rolls the wet nubs between her fingers.

Continuing the near orgasm sensations to Alex's squirming body with the tease of her nipples, Lynn lowers her lips to the valley between her breasts, giving a couple playful licks and kisses to the area. Alex's moans and squirms soon die down after a few long moments, the surge of pleasure having now passed, leaving the red-head slightly more frustrated at failing to reach her peak than relaxed.

Her frustration soon passes though as she felt the familiar numbing chill come over her body from her chest as Lynn drained a few seconds more of her sexual energy. When the quick event was over, Alex didn't feel as frustrated, remembering that the more aroused she was, the more Lynn enjoyed her energy and she was most certainly more aroused than she'd been since they started.

Lynn resumes her journey down Alex's body, giving the mounds above a parting squeeze, then guiding her hands down, briefly bringing a giggle from Alex as she tickles a few ribs. Making a short stop at her belly, many more giggles where brought from the red-head as Lynn teases her navel with her tongue, continuing until Alex's giggling dies down and a low moaning began, though Lynn joined her as the red-head lowers her hands down and caresses the wings on her head.

Not particular a place that was given much attention, an occasional giggle still leaves Alex as Lynn continues to tongue the small depression.

Lynn soon parts from the location, bringing a sigh of relief from Alex as she made the final trek towards her goal, covered only by her panties, the fabric visibly wet where the treasure lay. Lynn didn't let her impatience get the better of her though, she teased the red-head this long, what would be a few more minutes?

Not yet pulling away the shielding fabric, in concert with Alex spreading her legs without a word, Lynn lowers her self flat on her stomach, looking squarely between the red-head's legs and the quarter-sized damp area of her panties, then seconds after, placing her right hand flat on the mound. A near silent, brief moan leave Alex from the contact as Lynn enjoyed the rising heat she felt. Following just a few moments caress, Lynn shifts to just her index and middle finger, guiding them up and down the soft mounds underneath, producing a more profound moaning from Alex.

Continuing this simple action for close to two solid minutes, Alex was moaning and squirming with more energy, though Lynn knew Alex wasn't yet at her limit. Deciding to step it up, Lynn stops the up and down motion of her fingers in favor of a side-to-side rubbing of the small bump at the top of and between the mounds. The change brought about a much more energetic moaning and squirming from the red-head, she wouldn't be able to take much of this, which Lynn knew quite well, she didn't need her succubus senses to tell her that.

Urging her closer and closer to her peak, Lynn silently debated with herself if she should give Alex her desired release. Coming to a bit of a dilemma, Lynn knew her desire to postpone her lovers release came from the fact that she was a succubus, the longer she delayed Alex's release, the better the red-heads energy would be when she did climax. On the other hand though, Alex was her girlfriend, not some random girl she was feeding on, there had to be more give and take.

These thoughts ran through Lynn's mind within seconds, continuing her focused actions to the squirming red-head's most sensitive area. If she didn't stop, Alex would reach her peak within moments. Lynn though quickly reaches a decision with a smirk; dealing with her altered desires were still a bit tricky.

Seconds later, Alex lets out a gasp as her hips jerk up once, before a second, considerably louder gasp, fueled by her release, leaves Alex as her hips lift a second time and stay up, her thighs trembling as the wet spot at the crotch of her panties grows a little bigger while Lynn continues to fuel her release as she quickens the strumming of her hidden nub.

A few moments into her release, Alex lets out another gasp as her rear falls back to the bed, though squirming her hips left and right energeticly, as if trying to get away from Lynn's non-stop actions, though Alex makes no verbal request or any further action to suggest the stop of her pleasure.

Lynn, picking up the rough pattern of Alex's squirming hips, she didn't let any more of the red-head's delicious sexual energy go to waste as she lowers her lips down to the quivering mounds, continuing the strumming of Alex's throbbing numb as she began to eagerly feed on the orgasmic energy.

Unlike the brief previous 'sips' of energy, Lynn gulped greedily. Alex's reaction to this was immediate as another gasp leaves her, arching her back as one hand bolts down to Lynn's head and grabbing at her hair while her other grabs at the bed.

It wasn't that Lynn's eager and longer feeding of her sexual energy hurt, it was the exact opposite actually, while the same numbing sensation was still there, encompassing her body, Lynn's act seems to intensify her release significantly, to almost inhuman levels. It clearly wasn't something a normal human being was meant to experience and even though it seemed like her very essence was leaving her, Alex wanted it to continue.

In this moment, if Alex was to have her way, she didn't care of the consequences if Lynn was to drain her completely if it meant she could feel an orgasm this intense. Fortunately though, Lynn made managing her self-control in this matter the highest priority and had enough control of herself to stop after a few long moments, allowing Alex's back to met the bed once again as she continues, though slower, the strumming of the red-head's rock-hard clit. Lifting her head, Lynn smiles as the crotch of her lovers panties where now drenched, while her still climaxing body spasms in the flood of sensations.

Slowing her fingers to a stop, Lynn pulls her hand away, smiling at the state Alex's body was in, before crawling over the red-head and looking into her eyes, commenting...

“Delicious as always.”

...before lowering her lips to Alex's, the two sharing a lengthy kiss for the remaining duration of the red-head's moment of bliss.

When it finally passes and Alex's trembling dies down, Lynn lifts her lips, smiling as Alex does the same, looking into each others eyes, though the glow in Lynn's fades.

“More.” requests Alex.

“Heh, not until you rest for a bit.” answers Lynn, which earns her a frown from the red-head. Lynn quickly considers, aloud... “Well, I could just not feed on you.”

“Ok, that'll work.” answers Alex as the smile returns to her face.

Without a word, Lynn lowers herself to face the red-head's saturated panties once again and slowly pulls them down, with Alex's aid as she lifts her hips, allowing the underwear slide down her legs and soon free from them, revealing the smooth, blushing twin mounds, glistening from the lingering wetness.

After discarding the panties over the side of the bed, Lynn lowers her face down between Alex's thighs, which soon spread, giving Lynn full view and access to the treat in front of her as the lips part slightly from the spread of the red-heads thighs. Alex's treasure giving a delicious invite as fresh juices trail out of her.

“Itadakimasu!” comments Lynn with a chuckle, along with Alex, before the red-head gave a silent gasp upon Lynn placing her tongue flat against both mounds and giving a slow, teasing lick, ending with a flick of the clit, making Alex flinch in the pleasant sensation emanating from her core.

Another gasp leaves Alex as Lynn gently spread her open further, blowing lightly on the exposed flesh and following with a slow insertion of her tongue until her lips met the moist flesh. Bringing yet another gasp from the red-head before soft moans trailed after as Lynn slowly moves her tongue in and out of the wet, tensing hole.

An unexpected wriggle of the tongue brings a sharp gasp from Alex, slightly lifting her hips against her succubus lovers questing tongue, lowering a hand down to Lynn's head, silently asking for more with a press of her hand. A message that with moan, was well-received as Alex felt Lynn's tongue reach a little further. With another wriggle, Alex's let another gasp escape as she pushes against Lynn's tongue again, and again... slowly humping herself against Lynn's tongue.

Alex's moans slowly rose in volume as the two continued, Alex's other hand eventually joining the one resting on Lynn's head as the minutes pass. The amount of time passing wasn't a concern as Alex reached her peak three times, three powerful and lengthy releases before she requested a break.

Now panting and spent, Alex gave a shudder as Lynn slowly pulls her tongue from her, the blonde succubi's mouth and chin glistening and dripping as she positions herself to lay at Alex side, circling the red-head's right nipple with a finger.

“I really need a break now.” comments Alex, a big smile on her face, before looking to Lynn.

“After you get your energy, I got a little surprise I wanna show you.” replies Lynn.

“Ohh, a surprise? Show me now.”

“Nope, first rest.” answers Lynn, poking the red-head's nipple.

“Aww, fine... well can you go get me some water?”

“Sure.” replies Lynn, sitting up and removing herself from the bed, not before Alex gave her left wing a playful tap.

-

- Seven minutes later -

Sitting up, Alex finished off the last gulps of water from the plastic bottle, with a small burp following before placing the bottle on the nearby nightstand, then looking to Lynn, sitting on the edge of the bed with her back to her as she flexes her wings.

“Ok, I'm rested, show me that surprise.” declares Alex.

Looking over her shoulder, Lynn smiles, before turning to face Alex, crossing her legs.

“Ok, it's been a little over a week now, and I was interested if you'd like to try and make some progress on dealing with your phobia.” answers Lynn happily.

Alex's expression though quickly sours.

“Oh, this again.” Alex comments, already sounding a little upset.

“What do you mean 'this again'?” asks Lynn, her smile gone now, looking concerned. “You can't go your whole life with this phobia.”

“I've dealt with it fine so far.” answers back Alex, quite defensively.

“No you haven't, you've been avoiding it.” declares Lynn. “It's not the same thing.”

“Well I don't care, it hasn't bothered me until you brought it up.” replies Alex.

“Then you need to deal with it. You've helped me with so much, let me help you.”

“It doesn't matter anyway, I'm only into girls, so-”

“You've already told me that.”

“Then just let this go Lynn.”

“But your not dealing with the problem, you're avoiding it and that's only going to hurt you more.”

“Don't you think I know that!?” declares Alex, almost yelling, looking quite upset, almost to tears, briefly silencing Lynn with surprise. “I know... the longer I ignore it, the harder it gets to face it... I-It's pathetic.” adds Alex, looking away as a tear falls.

“Hey, it's not pathetic.” replies Lynn, moving closer to Alex and placing a comforting hand to her shoulder. “You're just afraid, you admitted that last time.”

“All the other attempts to 'cure' me failed.” states Alex. “It was just too much.”

“Then let me try, if I fail, then I'll promise, never to bring it up again.” urges Lynn.

After a long moment, Alex asks, “... You're not going to lock me in a room with a naked guy are you?”

“What!? Of course not!” gasps Lynn. “Did someone do that to you?”

Nodding her head, Alex adds, “That was the last attempt I allowed my friends to have. My fear just got worse after that.”

“That's horrible, I'd NEVER do something like that. I don't expect you to get over your phobia in one day, I'm willing to help you as long as it takes, just a step at a time.”

“Really?” asks Alex, a smile coming to her face at the comment. “We can take it slow?”

“Of course! I'm shocked you think I'd just toss you in the water and figure out how to swim on your own.”

“That's makes me feel a lot better.”

“Great, so are you willing to let me try?”

Nodding her head, Alex adds, “Under one condition; When I say I've had enough, we stop.”

“Of course.”

“OK then.”

“Awesome!” declares Lynn, before removing herself from the bed, removing her panties and facing Alex, smiling. “I got my mom to teach me an ability that will help you through this.”

“What is it?” asks Alex.

“I can give myself a dick!” declares Lynn proudly, though Lynn's happiness fades when she sees the look of fear in Alex's eyes and quickly tries to calm her. “Hey, hey! All I've done is said it.”

“Sorry...” replies Alex, looking away very apologetic. “I just wasn't expecting it.”

“Oh, yeah, I did just blurt it out.” states Lynn, silently kicking herself for not easing into it. “I should've been gentler about it.”

“Well, you said it now.” replies Alex. “I remember you're mom surprising me with a cock of her own, I had a massive freak-out, I ran to the door and cried in the fetal position.”

“Wow, really?” asks Lynn, surprised and concerned. “I never knew about that... as a matter of fact, I've never actually seen your reaction to a real dick, I've only heard about it from what you tell me.”

“Well that's gonna change soon, I'm sure... let's just get started.” replies Alex, fear and nervousness clear in her voice and body language.

“Are you sure, you already look really scared.”

“Yeah, you've talked me into trying and I want to at least attempt this one last time.” answers Alex.

“Ok then...” replies Lynn, lowering a hand down to her crotch, though before she did anything, she gave a small gasp and walks to the door and fully opens it, looking to Alex with a smile. “You're not going to be locked in a room with no way out if it becomes too much.”

“Thanks.” comments Alex, smiling.

Returning to her spot in front of Alex, Lynn lowers a hand down to her crotch again and Alex's focus turns solely to Lynn's crotch, before the winged blonde closes her eyes and gave a small moan and sees Lynn's hand moving away from her body, before looking to Alex and commenting.

“Ready?”

“Y-Yeah...” nervously answers Alex.

Pulling her hand away revealed Lynn's clit had transformed into an averaged sized, erect penis. For Alex though, the mere sight of the new appendage Lynn had grew immediately effected her, looking very fearful, scrambling off the bed and moving as far away from Lynn as she could, sitting on the floor, back against the wall.

“Back away!” declares Alex.

Lynn was a little stunned, she hadn't made any motion towards her yet Alex clearly wanted to be as far away as possible, it hurt to see her so afraid, but Lynn complies and back-steps away, urged by Alex's comments of “Keep going.” until she was back against the wall, the two on opposite ends of the room. Lynn wondered if she'd need to go further back if her room was bigger. This certainly wasn't starting out as good as Lynn first thought it would, she'd really have to take this one step at a time. Lynn notices Alex closing her eyes and turning her head away from her, apparently distance wasn't enough, she needed to hide the sight of the penis from herself. Seeing this though, Lynn came up with an idea...

“You ok?” asks Lynn.

“Y-Yeah...” replies Alex, her voice trembling.

“Ok, we're gonna take this slow, first step, I want you to just look at it from where you are, can you do that?”

“Y-Yeah...” answers Alex, turning her head to face Lynn before slowly opening her eyes, first one, then the other, though once having a full view of Lynn's new appendage, Alex quickly shuts her eyes again and turns her head away.

“Come on Alex, I'm only asking you to look at it, nothing else.” urges Lynn.

Alex slowly tries again, this time locking sight on the thing for longer than a few seconds this time, though she seems to struggling just to look, but it brings a smile to Lynn's face.

“Good, that's good Alex, keep looking...” urges Lynn, before a few moments later, “Ok, you can close your eyes.” which Alex immediately does, with a sigh of relief. “How are you feeling?”

“Not so bad.” answers Alex.

“Good, now open your eyes again.”

Alex complied and slowly did so and Lynn notices, while it wasn't much, Alex seemed to have a slightly easier time looking at her new appendage than before.

-

Over the next few minutes, Lynn simply alternated Alex from looking and closing her eyes, though the duration of 'looking time' gradually increases while the 'closed eyes time' decreased, until the point that Alex seems to be fine looking, a nervous, small chuckle confirmed it. Lynn was even a little surprised when Alex comments...

“It's getting a little weird just staring, what's the next step?”

“Oh good, your comfortable looking at it now, ok, the next step is for us to get closer...” replies Lynn, quickly seeing a surge of fear come over Alex and the red-head briefly gaze towards the open door, though Lynn tries to calm her. “Don't worry, we'll take it one step at a time, literally.”

Alex soon takes a deep breath, calming herself a little, then nodding her head, “Ok.”

“Can I take a step forward?” asks Lynn.

“...Yeah...” answers Alex. “Just one.” she quickly adds.

Lynn takes a slow, single step forward, causing her member to sway from the motion and Alex tenses at the sight of it.

“Ok, I'd like you to move closer.” suggests Lynn.

Alex though quickly shakes her head rapidly.

“Ok, then can I take another step?” asks Lynn.

It took a moment, but Alex nods her head slowly, allowing Lynn to take one more step, closer to the bed between the two.

“How about now?” asks Lynn. “Can move closer?”

“I-I... don't think so.” answers Alex, seemingly rooted to her spot.

“At least try.” urges Lynn.

Taking quite long, Lynn gave a sigh as she was about to ask to take another step forward, before seeing Alex make a move, moving herself barely a foot on the floor closer. It wasn't much, but it was progress nonetheless, which brought a smile to not just Lynn, but Alex as well.

“Great, now I'm going to take a step.”

Following an approving nod, Lynn takes another step, then offering Alex her turn, slowly advancing the same small distance. This slow exchange continues over the next seven minutes, Lynn arriving at the bed first, sitting on it with her legs crossed, while she waited for Alex to seemingly inch her way towards her. Lynn didn't mind how slow Alex was, all that matters was her forward progress she was making on her own, Lynn no longer urges her forward.

Alex though was resistant to joining Lynn on the bed when she finally reached it, that small remaining distance was just too much for her to be comfortable with, but Lynn didn't mind.

“OK, you can relax now, the next step is just talking.” replies Lynn.

“Really?” asks Alex, expecting more forward, physical progress.

“Yea, you've made a lot of progress and I just want to give you time to get comfortable being as close as you are.” replies Lynn, smiling.

“Ok.” states Alex, smiling as well. “So, what do you want to talk about?”

“Can you tell me why exactly you're afraid of a dick?” asks Lynn.

“Well...” starts Alex, looking unsure as her gaze turns away from Lynn's addition for a moment, though soon looks back to it, willing to still look at it to help her get more comfortable. “I don't really know myself, but I've settled on a possible reason.”

“And what's that?” asks Lynn, smiling as it seems like Alex is talking directly to her penis.

“Well, their... intimidating.” admits Alex.

“Intimidating?” questions Lynn, of all the things she could think of, intimidating was not one of them. “How's a cock intimidating?”

“I know it might be strange to you, you're not afraid of them.” answers Alex, appearing shamed now for revealing what she did.

“Well help me understand.” asks Lynn.

“Their intimidating because, when their stiff, it's like it's looking right at you, expecting you to do something.”

“So what about when it's soft?” asks Lynn.

“Well I'm not as scared, but I'd still rather not be in the same room.” answers Alex.

“Oh, well I guess I could understand it better put that way. I guess you can say a hard cock is expecting something, something had to happen for it to get hard.” replies Lynn, before a chuckle comes from her. “I think a soft cock looks funny though.”

The comment brings a little smile from Alex, turning her gaze from Lynn's penis.

“Unlike you...” starts Alex. “I was always interested in girls, I didn't have some event that made me gay, it was my first time with my dad that my phobia developed.”

“What exactly happened?” asks Lynn. “You said he didn't rape you, so I'm having a hard time understanding exactly why you developed a fear of dicks.”

“Nothing bad actually happened.” answers Alex. “I was just too young, or rather, too innocent for my mind to fully process what I was doing at the time. Though I dunno how innocent I was exactly, I knew quite a bit of perverted stuff.” replies Alex with a chuckle at the end of her statement, along with Lynn before Alex continues...

“I didn't really know much about sex between a man and a woman though, so when I caught Ally and dad having sex for the first time, I thought dad was hurting her and I ran into the room screaming to get off of her.” continues Alex, smiling at the memory. “Anyway, dad's was the first penis I had ever seen and even then I was a little freaked out about it, it looked so ugly and out of place in comparasion to what girls had. Ally though said she loved how good it made her feel and they even talked me into giving dad a blow-job. At first I was reluctant and grossed out, but I wanted to make dad feel good like Ally did, so I did it. I was so nervous but dad said I was doing good and that made me feel better, but what changed everything was the moment he came, I wasn't expecting it at all and neither of them warned me about it. I felt something shooting into my mouth and panicked, pulling my mouth from him only made his cum shoot onto my face and I really freaked out then and ran out of the room. I could never look at a dick the same way again, even when I knew how silly it was to be afraid of it, the fear would overcome me, it was just too strong.”

“Wow... I'm sorry to hear that.” replies Lynn, hearing Alex explain where her fear came from.

“I'm sorry too, it's freaking pathetic.” states Alex, frowning, “I have dildoes more intimidating than a real cock but I'm not afraid of them.”

“Don't be so hard on yourself, you can't help what your afraid of, but you can try and overcome them.” comments Lynn, smiling. “I mean, take now for example, your feet away from a cock now and your a lot more calm than you were awhile ago when we were on opposite ends of the room.”

“Yeah, but that's just today though.” states Alex, looking annoyed. “If we do this tomorrow, it'll be like we never did this.”

“Really?” asks Lynn, clearly disappointed. “But you said before that you used to give your dad blow-jobs enough that you weren't freaking out about it, just really stressed.”

“That was because I got to know his dick over the years, I had gotten used to it. If I met any other dick though, I'd be terrified of it, just like I was awhile ago.”

“So...” starts Lynn, looking quite saddened. “What your saying is, even if I do help you through your phobia, it just means you would be used to my cock.”

“Yeah...” replies Alex sadly.

“Well that's disappointing.” sighs Lynn.

“Yeah, sorry for wasting your time.”

The two sat in silence for a long time, Alex even silently crying at how pointless this was and how hopeless she was to have seemingly, an incurable phobia, until Lynn's face brightens with a gasp.

“Hey wait! Maybe this isn't for nothing!”

“What do you mean?” asks Alex, looking up and wiping away her tears.

“You said, before you stopped blowing your dad for good, that you still did it, but it was stressful for you, right?”

“Yeah.”

“But you were still WILLING to do it weren't you; no one was forcing you to do it, right?”

“True...” answers Alex, wondering where Lynn was going with this.

“Then it's easy! You have the desire to change, you just have to be desensitized to the sight, touch and taste of a dick. If you're completely desensitized to one, then you'll be to any!” declares Lynn happily.

“I think that's a little too simple.” replies Alex. “Just because I'm used to one doesn't necessarily mean I'll be used to all dicks.”

“You've never tried, so how do you know? If you purposely make an effort to desensitize yourself, I'm sure it'll work. It'll probably take a few weeks.”

“A few weeks!?” Gasps Alex with annoyance. “I've been afraid of dick my whole life, how do you expect me to get over my phobia within just a few weeks!?”

“Easy.” declares Lynn, smiling. “All your life, you've pretty much avoided your phobia and locking you in a room with a dick doesn't solve the problem at all. From what you've told me, you've never actively, over a period of time, faced your phobia head on.”

“So what are you saying? Expose myself to cock twenty-four seven?” asks Alex.

“That's exactly what I'm saying!” declares Lynn happily. “It's called exposure therapy, I think.” she adds, before counting her her fingers, “Three weeks at most! Sight, touch and taste, one week focusing on each of this three things about dicks.”

“That's crazy!” declares Alex, getting to her feet and backing away. “I'm not doing that!”

“Why not?”

“Cause it's insane! I spent my life avoiding cock and now you want me to fill it with them!?”

“You're scared.”

“Of course I'm scared! That's asking too much.”

“Nothing else has worked though, I'm sure this will.” presses Lynn, moving towards Alex, though the red-head gasps and immediately backs away, reminding Lynn of her cock. “Sorry.” she adds, before remaining on the bed. “The process would be really simple, for the first week, anytime your here, I'd constantly have a cock, I'm sure my mom would be happy to join in too. We'd both be naked at all times, forcing you to always see our cocks and get used to them.”

“Well... that doesn't sound so bad.” comments Alex warily, appearing to be considering the idea.

“Good, the next week would be all about getting you used to the touch of a cock, so anytime ether of us is near or next to you, you'd have to touch or grab our cocks.” states Lynn.

“That's it?” asks Alex, looking partly surprised. “Just a week of me grabbing it?”

“Yeah, what else should there be?” asks Lynn.

“N-Nothing! It's fine.” quickly answers Alex, not willing to offer any potential idea's, though Lynn smiles at the quick response.

“Well anyway, the last week is the big one, taste, you'll have to constantly give us blow-jobs and swallow our cum, we may even cum in a cup so you can drink it. Heh, I bet even Morrigan and Lillith would like to join that week.”

“That's too much of a jump.” comments Alex, looking fearful. “I don't think I could do that.”

“You say that now, but after the two previous weeks, you won't be as fearful, and hey, maybe the last week won't be a week, but a couple of days; Heh, you'll probably be craving our cocks by the second day.”

“I highly doubt that.” comments Alex, looking annoyed, “If I crave anything, it's pussy and I think that comment was pretty insensitive, I've always been gay, unlike you.”

Lynn's giggling and smiling quickly stopped at the harsh jab.

“Oh, that's right, I guess my comment was pretty dumb, sorry.”

“Well I forgive you, just don't make a comment like that again.” replies Alex.

“Ok, so, how about it, do you want to take the three week 'get over my phobia of dicks' course?” asks Lynn, smiling.

“Well...” starts Alex, briefly looking to Lynn's still erect penis. “I guess, I can try it.”

“Woo hoo!” cheers Lynn, thrusting a hand into the air, before catching herself intending to hug Alex, who flinched at the motion.

“Well what now?” asks Alex.

“Huh?”

“Are we stopping what we're doing now?”

“Oh...” replies Lynn, looking down to her cock. “Right... hmm, I guess we can stop for today, we can start your 'exposure therapy' tomorrow.” she adds, smiling.

“Oh...” comments Alex, looking both, relieved and oddly disappointed.

The disappointed look wasn't lost on Lynn though, commenting... “Were you hoping for more?”

“N-No! Of course not!” quickly answers Alex, her cheeks reddening deeply.

“I don't think your telling the truth.” comments Lynn with a grin. “Come on, out with it, do you wanna continue what we started?”

“... It's just...” starts Alex, looking away annoyed. “We spent the time to get me used to the cock you have now, to just stop now would seem like a waste... even if I will be terrified of it tomorrow, I... kinda, wanna see how far I can go...” explains Alex, her volume fading out nervously.

Grinning even more, Lynn asks, “Are you sure?”

“Y-Yeah...” answers Alex nervously. “Like I said, it would feel like a waste to stop now, plus I can still call it quits if I have to.”

“OK then.” replies Lynn, before moving herself back nearer to the edge of the bed. “Guess we're on to the next step then-”

“Wait...” interrupts Alex. “Before we start again, I have a question that's been bugging me for awhile.”

“OK.” replies Lynn. “Ask away.”

Alex gave a brief pointing to Lynn's member, “You're dick, it's been hard this whole time.”

Looking down to to her erection for a moment, Lynn looks up with a puzzled look on her face.

“And?” she questions.

“Well neither one of us has done anything sexual and you haven't touched it since you created it, so it should've been soft awhile ago, why hasn't it?”

“Oh!” gasps Lynn, hitting herself in the forehead with a giggle. “Duh, I should've realized that. Well it's like my wings, I can control my erection.” answers Lynn.

“Wow, really?” asks Alex, with genuine interest.

“Yeah, pretty cool huh? Oh, I probably should've started out limp since you said you weren't so scared of soft cocks.”

“Yeah, that would be nice.” comments Alex.

“Ok then.” replies Lynn, before repositioning herself on her knees and sitting up a little before her erection suddenly fades and her member hangs limp. “Ta-da!” comments Lynn, bringing a giggle from Alex.

“Make it hard again.” requests Alex.

“Ok.” answers Lynn, before her cock immediately stiffens again, before going soft, the process repeating a few times as Lynn states, “Up and down, up and down, up and down...”

Just a few cycles in and Alex began to giggle again, clearly amused by the repeated stiffening and softening of Lynn's special cock.

Ending with her cock in a limp state, Lynn smiles at Alex's apparent amusement and comments...

“Well, seems like you've loosened up even more, you wanna try joining me on the bed to get a closer look at it?”

Although Alex's chuckling almost immediately dies, a small, but nervous smile remains, before slightly nodding her head and taking a single slow step towards the bed. Watching her slow advancement, Lynn took note of how quickly Alex's mood changes in regard to her penis; so happy just seconds ago giggling at the stiffening and softening of her cock, that mention of getting out of her zone of comfort immediately returned the fear.

Even with Alex being strictly lesbian, Lynn looked forward to the day that she no longer associated fear with a penis, avoiding them simply because she had no use of them.

Climbing onto the bed, Lynn could see Alex's fear growing as she drew closer to her, one leg was already on the bed, though she seems to have trouble bringing her other leg, before Alex suddenly abandons the act and takes a quick step away from the bed, suggesting...

“Can you sit at the head of the bed?”

“Sure.” replies Lynn, moving to the head of the bed while Alex walks to the foot of it.

Finding it easier with a little more distance between them, Alex successfully joins Lynn on the bed, who realizes Alex's position on the bed wasn't by chance, she was closer to the open door if she felt the need to leave, but Lynn didn't mind at all, as long as Alex was comfortable.

“When your ready...” starts Lynn, calmly, “I'd like you to get close enough that our knees touch.”

Lynn could see Alex gasp inwardly at the request, before closing her eyes and taking two slow, deep breaths, opening her eyes again and moving herself at most, just a few inches towards Lynn. Pausing after this small advancement though, Alex closes her eyes once again and suddenly moves forward, so quickly that Lynn gave a small gasp of pain as their knees met.

“Ow, you don't have to rush yanno.” comments Lynn, before seeing Alex's eyes tightly closed and her body trembling and it was at this point, Lynn wondered, 'How long has it been since she's been near a cock anyway?'

Seeing the evident fear in her girlfriend though, Lynn reaches out her hands to grasp Alex's, who held her offered hands tightly.

“It's ok Alex, you're doing great. Can you open your eyes?”

Alex gave a brief nod, slowly opening her eyes and looking squarely at Lynn's limp penis and her eyes going wide in a surge of fear.

“It's gonna be all right Alex. It can't hurt you.” comforts Lynn, who found it a little odd saying a penis couldn't hurt her, but understood Alex's fear made her think that.

“I know...” comments Alex. “I know it can't hurt me but I'm still scared. I know the longer I stay here though, my fear will die down.”

“Good, that's right, take some deep breaths.” replies Lynn.

Alex quickly does, starting out rather quick, but soon slowing. About a minute in, her fear began to visibly start to fade and before long, she was nearly as calm as she was standing a few feet from the bed awhile ago.

“Good, you're doing great.” praises Lynn and rewarding Alex with a quick kiss.

“Thanks.” replies Alex, smiling a little.

“How long has it been since you've been this close to a dick?”

“Um, almost a year I think.” replies Alex.

“Wow, really?” asks Lynn.

“Y-Yeah, the last time was with your mom. If that doesn't count though, then nearly two years for sure.”

“It counts.” comments Lynn. “After all, it apparently doesn't matter what gender the dick is connected to, that's good at least.”

“Yeah...” replies Alex.

“Ok, on a scale from one to ten, with one being calm and ten being about to run out of the room, how stressed are you right now?”

“Um, about a six or seven, though it's slowly going down.” replies Alex, before taking a deep breath and exhaling, looking at Lynn's limp penis. “Six, definitely a six right now.”

“That's good, do you feel like going a little further?” asks Lynn.

“Yeah.” answers Alex, smiling back. “Thanks for having patience with me and taking this slow.”

“No problem.” states Lynn. “Ok, next, it's gonna get stiff again.”

Swallowing the fearful lump in her throat, Alex nods her head, commenting, “Ok.”

Lynn gave a count from three before her erection returned, feeling Alex's hands tightening around hers once again and her breathing had quickened a bit. Alex didn't look to be freaking out yet though and she remained where she was.

“What number are you at?” asks Lynn, wanting to hear what the change in state her penis had produce in Alex.

“An eight.” answers Alex.

“That's actually good.” comments Lynn. “It's not a nine or ten. Do you want to move away?”

“Yes, but I can fight the urge. Just looking at it I know it can't hurt me and that fact is keeping me right here.” answers Alex, taking quick, though controlled breaths.

“Good, you don't have to push yourself, so we can wait till you get to a six again before-Ah!” replies Lynn, before gasping in surprise when Alex's removes her right hand from her hold and suddenly grabs her cock, though Alex, as a result, immediately gave a grossed out-like whine as she closes her eyes.

Lynn though began to wince as she felt Alex's left hand holding hers tightening enough to hurt, though Lynn said nothing, choosing to endure the growing pain as Alex pushed herself.

After a few moments though, Alex's whine fades as she slowly opens her eyes, noticing the look of pain on Lynn and quickly realizing the reason with a gasp and releasing Lynn's hand, who gave a gasp of relief and shaking her sore hand.

“S-Sorry about that.”

“That's ok, but I would've liked a warning though.” replies Lynn.

“Sorry again, but I was just getting annoyed with myself, when I was with your mom, it didn't take me this long to do what I did and you've learned how to give yourself a dick just to help me, so-”

“Hey, hey...” interrupts Lynn, placing her left hand gently to Alex's cheek. “I don't want you doing this if you feel you have to. I'm perfectly ok with waiting, I don't expect you to be blowing me before the day is over.”

“And I don't plan to.” comments Alex with a slight frown.

“Oh...” replies Lynn, at a momentary loss for words.

“I figured at the very least, I could give you a hand job. That's how I first started with my dad.”

“Oh, well, as long as you want to do this.” comments Lynn.

“I do... your my girlfriend after all and I said I love everything about you, that includes your abilities.”

“That still sounds like you feel you have to do this.” comments Lynn.

“Well...”

“Alex...” starts Lynn, lowering her left hand down to Alex's grasping her erection and pulling her hand free. “I don't want you doing this because you feel you have to. You don't need to push yourself, you've made a lot of progress already.”

“But that progress will be gone by tomorrow.” declares Alex, suddenly on the verge of crying.

“It doesn't matter.” replies Lynn, before placing her right hand against her erection and seemingly pushing it into her body until it disappears and her clit returns to normal. “You're willing to change, that's the important thing. You're probably used to pushing yourself to make your dad feel good, but I don't want you doing that, you don't enjoy it and I'm sure your dad wasn't getting a hundred percent-”

Lynn stopped when she sees Alex close her eyes and tears fall.

“You're right.” she replies. “Every time, it was the look dad would give me while I did it, it was the reason why I stopped. I knew he wasn't enjoying it as much when I did it compared to Ally, I was just wasting both of our time.”

“That's why we're going to go slow.” replies Lynn, before leaning in and briefly kissing Alex. “So you can eventually suck your dad off and like it! Maybe even better than Ally.”

The ending comment brings a little chuckle through Alex's tears.

“Hehe, a lesbian giving a better blow-job than a straight girl? Ally would be pissed.”

“Hehe, wait, straight? I thought Ally was Bi?” replies Lynn.

“Well she is, just leaning heavily towards guys.” clarifies Alex.

“Oh, ok.”

Soon after, leaning her head against Lynn's chest, Alex comments, “Thanks for reigning me back, you're right, I shouldn't push myself, especially when your willing to take it slow with me.”

“You don't have to thank me.” replies Lynn, smiling as she lightly embraces Alex.

“Well what about this then?” asks Alex, moving her left hand down between Lynn's legs, making her flinch a little and a smile coming to her face.

“Ohhh, well I certainly won't say no to that.”


THE END

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AUTHOR'S NOTE: Given that this is the last chapter I plan to do for this series and as long as it's been, fifty-eight chapters in total, I felt it needed an epilogue to completely close it, but I couldn't decide between the two I had thought up, so, I figure I'd just do both of them and you the reader can decide which you'd like to go with more. Admittedly, I do have a preference of one more than the other, but that's a secret, so chose your own ending!


EPILOGUE 1

End the end, Lynn successfully helped Alex through her phobia and other than a few times with her dad, Alex was never sexual with any other guys, but she did enjoy herself quite a bit with Lynn and Suzan's penis' and even allowed Lynn's to be the first to enter her vaginally. After high-school graduation, Lynn and Alex manage to go to the same college together. For the first two years, all was good between them, like all college students, they attended a fair share of parties and had late nights. It was around the start of their third year that because of school work, other personal issue coming up and the fact they shared no classes, they were unable to spend as much time together as they usually did. When one would be free, the other most likely wasn't. The two attempted to spend what time they could together, a majority of those times ended up being at night, when both were too tired to do much more than simply sleep together.

It was the realization that their efforts to be together was effecting their grades and neither wanted that, so they came to a reluctant agreement to 'suspend' their relationship until their school work-load reduced and gave them more free time.

With their relationship on hold, the two were quickly able to correct their grades, but because of that, the two rarely, if ever through the rest of their third year, saw each other and if they did, it was only in passing.

Their suspended relationship had a costly effect, while the goal was to be able to focus on their school-work, it had also, unfortunately, caused them to grow apart, their desire to come together had faded, even during their forth and last year where their workload wasn't has high. They made a few attempts to rekindle what they had put on hold, but both felt awkward about it, even their attempt at love-making, it had almost felt like they were strangers. It had just been too long of a separation and the two decided together to officially break-up.

With one door closing though, another opens for both, Lynn and Alex...

For Alex, she had become good friends with another girl who shared her career choice to be a veterinarian near the end of her third year and it was towards the middle of the fourth, months after her break-up with Lynn, that the two began to date, before officially declaring themselves as a couple a month later. Lynn was quite happy Alex could find someone else that made her happy, though broken up, they were still good friends.

Eventually, after graduation, Alex and her girlfriend shared an apartment together and found work in the same place. Later in their life, the two moved to the U.S.A. and upgraded to a small house, shortly after that, got happily married. A few years later, the two decided to had a baby, with Alex choosing to carry, which turned out to be a healthy baby girl, who Lynn happily accepted becoming the godmother of. The baby, who was named Kelly Lynn Cook, grew up with two very loving mothers, in a sexually open and understanding environment.

For Lynn, after the break-up, considering Alex was her only serious relationship she had ever had and helped her with so much, found it very difficult to pursue another relationship and decided to remain single in love, though partook in many collage parties that would end up in orgies or waking up in her bed with a fellow male or female college student. With the freedom of being single though, Lynn found she could satisfy her succubus desires with men without any guilt and loved it very much. Lynn also gained the college title of 'best lay', something Lynn was actually quite proud of, having no shortage sexual energy to fill herself with. Alex herself found it quite amusing hearing the sexual tales of her friends that involved Lynn, knowing quite well Lynn was feeding on them and could do all sorts of highly pleasurable things, it was no surprise Lynn was considered the 'best lay'.

After graduation, Lynn decided to follow in her mothers foot-steps in fully adapting to a Succubus lifestyle, which other than joining her mother to the Makai Kingdom where Suzan came from, as well as Morrigan and Lillith, showing her around and teaching her about the place and was she could and couldn't do, her life didn't change all that much living around humans. Continuing with a carefree and very sexual lifestyle, sharing an apartment with a group of like-minded friends, living a life of fun and partying, an average- or rather, more than average party-girl.

Years after Alex gets married and started a family with a baby though, Lynn began to spend more and more of her time in the Makai Kingdom, becoming bored of lifestyle of constant parties. While the Makai Kingdom had many more dangers, Lynn found it exciting and was able to take care of herself; Though amusingly, it was in the Makai Kingdom that Lynn met another, older succubus that was more of a love/hate relationship with them not standing to be around the other, but constantly meeting, which ended with them becoming lovers and participating in the demon equivalent of partying while the older succubus happily admitting to 'taking Lynn under her wing', much to Lynn's annoyance.


EPILOGUE 2

End the end, Lynn successfully helped Alex through her phobia and other than a few times with her dad, Alex was not sexual with any other guys, but she did enjoy herself quite a bit with Lynn and Suzan's penis' and even allowed Lynn's to be the first to enter her vaginally. After high-school graduation, Lynn and Alex manage to go to the same college together. They were even lucky enough to be room mates in the dorm, allowing them to always be together, although not as much as when they were in high-school, with the higher work-load college brought with it and lack of shared classes.

Upon graduation, the two spent a few months back with their parents, working and saving enough money to rent an apartment together. While Alex happily lived her dream of being a veterinarian, Lynn unexpectedly found herself a job as a model, which she developed quite a liking for.

The following three years after, Lynn and Alex had upgraded from an apartment, to a small house. About a year after moving into their new house, an issue began to arise in their relationship; every few weeks, Alex would awaken in the night to an empty bed and after a brief look, an empty house. Alex didn't think much of it for the first few occurrences, considering after questioning Lynn about it, told her that she had gone out for a nightly feeding and didn't want to disturb her.

Although, as this occurrence grew over time, Alex began to get suspicious and upset, Lynn never had to go elsewhere to get her sexual energy fix, after all, Lynn could just enter her dreams.

Confronting Lynn about her growing frequency of nightly feedings, Alex found the news quite upsetting, Lynn regretfully admitting, the urge for male sexual energy was too much to fight and her nightly outings were to feed on male sexual energy.

Alex was deeply hurt by what she claimed to be cheating, but was more upset that Lynn kept what she was doing a secret from her after everything they had been through. While the lying had strained their relationship, they didn't break up, and Alex eventually, came to terms with it, after all, Lynn was a succubus, she couldn't expect Lynn to remain faithful to her in the normal sense of the word, their relationship itself wasn't normal.

While Alex eventually gave her OK with Lynn going out at night to satisfy herself with male energy, Alex felt an emptiness in her every time she would sleepily reach out a hand to a cold, vacant spot of the bed at night.

Alex didn't feel like it was right of her to tell Lynn to stop and she still loved her and was positive Lynn did also, often apologizing when she would come back home with Alex awake and waiting for her, so Alex didn't want to think of possibly breaking up.

After another year, with their relationship as it was, and Alex's conflicting feelings on the matter of Lynn's sex with men, it was no surprise to either of them as their relationship began to go downhill, with fights overtaking lovemaking. Shortly after moving to the U.S.A. with Lynn being offered a better modeling deal, one night, Alex, fearing the worst for their relationship, made a suggestion to possibly fix it, Lynn turning her into a Succubus.

Lynn was initially reluctant, but Alex pressed the issue, claiming that she didn't like her leaving her alone at night and at the very least, if Lynn turned her, they could be together with no problems and go out a satisfy their desires together. Lynn countered though with the fact that she'd have to have sex with men, she'd have to give up being strictly lesbian, Alex's response was if it meant they could be together and the problem that started this would be nullified, she wouldn't mind, after all she no longer had her phobia.

Still, Lynn was reluctant to the idea of turning Alex, telling Alex to think about it more.

End the end though, Alex decided she was sure about it, with the way their relationship was going, breaking up was only a matter of time and if becoming a succubus like Lynn was the only way to stay together, Alex was willing to do it and so, with Lynn's mother's guidance, Alex chose her twenty-seventh birthday to say goodbye to her normal, human life as Lynn turned her, sprouting similar wings from her head and back as Lynn.

After becoming a succubus, given her time with Lynn, Alex had a rather easy time adjusting and the change in their relationship was almost like night and day. Alex though, still considered herself lesbian, even after her first craving and reluctant indulgence of male energy, she only fed on males when necessary, otherwise, her targets were female.

What Alex did find hard adjusting to was the sudden rise in her libido, she had a new understanding and appreciation of Lynn's willpower with seemingly endless sources of energy around, she found it quite difficult to restrain herself from having her way with every young girl and woman around.

Eventually, later in their life, Lynn and Alex began to spend more time in the Makai Kingdom, where they both began to amass a shared harem. Alex in particular liked the idea of her own harem, no longer having to go to some male she didn't know to get her male energy from.

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