Story: My Life as A Succubus (chapter 57)

Authors: Anime Lover

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Chapter 57

Title: 57. An Offered Shoulder

[Author's notes: [LOLI (NYMPH)] [SHOUJO-AI]

After learning the shocking truth, Lynn shares with Alex, hoping to handle what she's learned better, who quickly offers her own comfort.]

- 7:07 P.M. -
- Alex's Home -


Dressed in a blouse and skirt, Alex walks from the dining room into the kitchen, carrying a nearly clean plate she had eaten a quite filling meal from. Seeing that the sink was empty, Alex decided to quickly wash the plate before leaving.

As she toweled dry the now clean plate, preparing to put it away, her twin sister Ally came into the room, dressed in a T-shirt and shorts, with a cell phone.

“Hey Alex, Lynn called for you, she says it's important.”

“Ok.” replies Alex, mildly wondering what Lynn wanted to talk about as she hurries in drying the plate before putting it away in the cabinet and taking her cell phone from Ally, who then leaves, giving her sister privacy as Alex lifts the phone to an ear.

“Lynn?” states Alex.

Hey Alex.” greets Lynn.

“What's up? Ally said you had something important you wanted to talk about.” replies Alex.

Yeah, well, I finished talking to my mom a little while ago and she basically dropped a bomb on me in the range of when you told me you killed someone.” answers Lynn.

“Wow...” lowly gasps Alex. “What happened?”

A lot, mostly crying, but I figured I need to talk to somebody about this or I'd be a wreck.

“Ok, you know I'm always willing to listen.” replies Alex, quickly leaving the kitchen and into the living room for a place to sit, though she sees Ally occupying the room watching T.V., so Alex heads up the the stairs to their room.

Yeah, it would probably be better if your sitting.” states Lynn.

“I'm on my way to my room.” answers Alex, before entering her room, closing the door and sitting on her bed. “Ok, tell me what happened.”

Ok then...” replies Lynn, before audibly sighing over the phone. “You remember when I told you why I don't have a dad?

“Yeah, you said your dad died while him and your mom were having sex.” answers Alex.

Well, it turns out, dads death wasn't an accident, mom actually killed him, on purpose.

Gasping in shock, Alex quickly replies, “W-What!? Are you sure?”

Yeah, mom admitted it to me.” answers Lynn.

“But why!? Why would she kill your dad!?”

Because he raped me.” answers Lynn.

“WHAT!?” gasps Alex, bolting up to her feet in both shock and anger.

Yeah, and the worse part is, I had completely blocked out the memory until mom told me how she found out.

“That's horrible!” declares Alex, before she thought she hears sniffling from Lynn. “Lynn? Are you crying?”

I'm fine.” replies Lynn.

Alex heard the sound again and was positive, Lynn was crying, but trying to hide it.

“You're crying, you're not fine.” declares Alex. “I should be over there with you!” she adds, before quickly locating her shoes and heading to them.

Heh, you don't need to come.” replies Lynn. “It's pass seven and a school-

“I don't care if it's a school night!” states Alex, hurriedly putting on her shoes. “I'm not letting my girlfriend be alone after hearing that you remembered your father raped you after blocking it out. I'm coming over!”

Alex waited for a moment, for Lynn's reply, the delay was long enough that Alex was about to question if Lynn was still there, before hearing a crying “Ok.” from Lynn.

Ending the call, Alex quickly placed her cell phone in the pocket of her skirt and opened the door to her room and nearly ran right into Ally, who from the surprised, embarrassed look on her face, Alex knew her sister had listened in on her conversation with Lynn.

“S-Sorry, I was jus curious and worried.” states Ally.

“How much did you hear?” asks Alex.

“I know why ya going to Lynn's.” answers Ally. “You planning on sneak'n out or telling mom and dad?”

“I'mma tell'em...” replies Alex, before heading down the hall to her mothers closed door and knocking on it. “Mom, I gotta go to Lynn's place, something important came up and I have to be there for her.”

'Do you know what time it is?' answers her mother Lucy, from behind the door.

“I know, but it's really important, I can't leave Lynn alone right now, I'm going whether you allow me or not!” declares Alex.

After a moment, the door opens, revealing Alex's mother in a T-shirt and jeans, looking at her daughter, not mad, but slightly annoyed.

“How serious is it?” she asks.

“Well it's something personal, I don't know if Lynn would want me telling everyone. Please, you know I wouldn't be asking if it wasn't serious.”

After a moment, following a sigh, Lucy answers, “Ok.”

“Thanks!” happily declares Alex, before rushing pass her twin, though her mother calls after her.

“Whoa there young lady, you're not going out there this late by yourself.”

“But mom I-”

“But nothing, I'm not letting you walk four miles alone this late.” replies her mother. “Ether me or your father is going to take you. What's he doing right now?”

Ally answers her mothers question, “He's downstairs watching T.V..”

“Ok, see if he's willing to take you, if not, then I'll take you.”

Alex quickly rushes down the hall and down the stairs to the living room where she sees her father sitting on the couch.

“Hey dad, can you take me to Lynn's, I really have to be there right now.”

“Sure.” answers her father, getting to his feet.

-

- Several minutes later -

Moments after ringing the doorbell, Alex is greeted by Lynn opening the door, who didn't look like she had been crying a lot, but she is a little surprised when the red-head immediately hugs her.

“I don't know what to say Lynn, but I'm here for you.” states Alex.

“Heh, thanks.” replies Lynn, briefly returning the hug, before the two part and Alex closing the door behind her.

“Where's your mom?” asks Alex.

“She's in the kitchen.” answers Lynn.

“Do you mind if I talk to her for a sec?” questions Alex.

“No, go ahead.”

Alex walks by Lynn and just a few strides in, looks back to see Lynn wasn't following.

“You're not-”

“I can't...” interrupts Lynn, looking away. “I can't be around her right now.”

“Oh...” replies Alex, quickly remembering Lynn telling her Suzan had killed her dad.

“I'll wait for you in my room.” adds Lynn, heading up the stairs.

“Ok.” replies Alex, watching as Lynn disappeared up the stairs, then heading towards the kitchen.

Entering the room, Alex is surprised how normal Suzan is behaving, appearing to be in the process of cooking something in the oven, closing its door. Noticing her, Suzan smiles...

“Cutie.”

Though seeing the less then happy expression on Alex's face, the smile on Suzan's quickly faded.

“Alex...” Suzan comments. “I'm sure your wondering, and I and assure you, what Lynn told you is true.”

“To be honest, I don't know how I should feel about you right now.” states Alex. “You killed Lynn's dad, but you did it because he raped Lynn.”

Suzan takes a step towards Alex, giving a small smile.

“What you think of me isn't important right now, you came here for Lynn. Don't waste your time with me, go be with her.”

After a moment, Alex answered, “Ok.”, before hurrying out of the room and towards Lynn's room.

-

With the door open, Alex walks through and sees Lynn standing near her dresser, stroking her teddy bear that rests on it, before her attention turns to Alex.

“Hey Lynn...” comments Alex, giving a small smile, closing the door behind her and walking next to her girlfriend, placing a comforting hand on her shoulder.

Lynn returns the smile as she replies, “Hey.”

Briefly looking to the teddy bear, Alex asks, “Do you still want to talk?”

“Yeah, talking about it would probably make me feel a lot better.” answers Lynn.

“Ok, I'm hear to listen.”

“Thanks.” replies Lynn, before turning and heading to her bed and sitting on it, which Alex follows and sits next to her. “I don't really know where to start though. I'm angry at my mom for killing dad, but part of me is glad he was punished for what he did to me. I don't think death was the right way to go though.”

“I can only imagine what your going through.” comments Alex, placing a comforting hand to Lynn's.

“Yeah, you have more in common with mom...” states Lynn, briefly looking to Alex with a small smile, though seeing the surprised expression on Alex's face, Lynn quickly apologized. “O-Oh! I'm sorry, I didn't-”

“That's ok.” cuts in Alex. “Heh, it's true after all, though mine was a accident.”

“Maybe I should start from the very beginning...” comments Lynn, looking down to Alex's hand on hers. “Have I told you what I was like when I was little?”

“Other than what you told me about when your powers first appeared, not much, you told me you got Mr. Bear-Bear from your dad.” answers Alex.

“Heh, well, it's kind of a long story.” replies Lynn.

“I don't mind, I'd be happy to know more about what your were like when your were little.” answers Alex happily.

“Ok then...” replies Lynn, smiling. “First of all, my dad was the best dad ever! Heh, but I'm sure lots of kids say that about their parents. Anyway, up until my tenth birthday, my life was pretty normal, our daily lives looked pretty much the same as everyone else.”

“What happened after you turned ten?” asks Alex.

“Everything.” answers Lynn. “But firstly, I think it was two or three months after my tenth birthday, that I discovered masturbation.” she adds, with a smile, looking to Alex.

“Really?” asks Alex, smiling as well.

“Yeah, but naturally I didn't know what it was called, and I wasn't shy about doing it ether, I wasn't blatant about it though, I wasn't sitting at the dinner table with a hand under my pants. I was kinda odd about my masturbation, I didn't do it a whole lot.”

“Really?” questions Alex. “When I discovered it, I did it almost every time I had a private moment.”

“Yeah, at the very start I was like that, maybe two weeks at the most, I don't really remember, but my frequency quickly dropped off. The primary reason was because of the mess.” replies Lynn.

“Oh, right, you squirt when you come.” comments Alex.

“Yeah, having to clean the mess I made every time annoyed me, so I didn't do it so much. Anyway though, I wasn't shy about doing it, while I was use my fingers, my favorite was humping stuff.” admits Lynn, with a blush growing on her smiling face.

“Hehe, really? You were a humper?” giggles Alex.

“Yeah, I even had my favorite spot to hump.”

“Oh tell me! Come on!” urges Alex with a big smile.

“It was the armrest of a couch we had.” answers Lynn. “It wasn't too soft or too firm, it was just right where I could hump it for like ten to fifteen minutes straight and not end up really sore.”

“Hehe, I can only imagine how cute that looked.” comments Alex. “Were you ever caught?”

“Of course, that's what I was intending to get to when I said I wasn't shy about it, many times that I masturbated, mom and dad would be in view or even in the same room.”

“Wow! Really? You'd masturbate right in front of your parents?” asks Alex.

“Heh, yeah, but I'd actually be a little embarrassed when they catch me humping stuff.”

“But what about when you came humping the armrest of the couch?” asks Alex. “Wouldn't they say something.”

“Hehe...” Lynn giggles as the blush on her face brightened. “Actually, most of the times when I humped the side of the couch, I wouldn't actually get it that wet, I'd focus my humping on the rounded, edge part of it. But there was this one time... heh, I still remember it, I was alone and I decided to do it without underwear. It felt so good and I was so into it, I started humping more then the one spot I usually focused on, even partly climbing onto armrest. I came so many times I lost count and by the end, the armrest was completely drenched. I tried soaking up as much of my cum as I could with a towel, but it barely helped and it was just a matter of time before mom talked to me about it; giving me the whole speech about what I was doing wasn't wrong and it was fine that I was doing it, but not to do it when we had guests and try not to drench the armrest again.”

“Hehehe, wow, were you embarrassed?” asks Alex.

“A little, but I was more worried that I had gotten into trouble for wetting the armrest so much. Anyway, after that, aside from me occasionally masturbating, our life was as normal as before. However, one event, nearly stopped me from masturbating at all.”

“Whoa, really?” gasps Alex. “What happened? What could nearly stop you from masturbating?”

“Well it all started one night, I woke up because of an itch that just wouldn’t go away, just above my pussy. I went to my parents room and I managed to wake up my dad and talked him into seeing why I was so itchy. We we're both in my room when he figured out the source of my itching was hair starting to grow.”

“Pubes? At ten?” questions Alex.

“Yeah, weird I know, but hey, people develop differently.” comments Lynn. “Anyway, after I found out why I was itching, dad suggested I try to rub a little lotion on the area, which felt so much better when I did. I was so happy that I hugged dad, it was then that I felt 'something' poking me.” states Lynn, with a grin, which brought a big smile to Alex's face.

“Ohh, don't tell me you did what I think you did?” asks Alex.

“Heh, if your thinking I had sex with him, then your wrong, perv.” answers Lynn, smiling. “I knew it was his dick that was poking me, but dad's was the first I'd ever encountered at that time. I wasn't scared, but I wanted to thank him for helping me stop my itch. He was of course resistant to the idea of me playing with his dick. Heh, I pretty much blackmailed him into letting me 'thank' him, saying I would scream if he didn't.”

“Really?” asks Alex with a giggle.

“Yeah...” answers Lynn, smiling. “I gave dad my very first blow-job that night.”

“Really?” asks Alex, still appearing interested, though her smile fading.

The change in expression wasn't lost on Lynn and she felt a little bad, commenting, “Oh, right, your phobia, you probably don't want to hear about me blowing my dad.”

“That's ok.” answers Alex. “How'd you do, did your dad like your first time?”

“Well duh! Of course he liked it.” replies Lynn, with a giggle. “Although, I didn't get to finish him off though as I made the mistake of biting him.”

“Ouch, I'm sure he didn't like that.” comments Alex.

“No he didn't.” confirms Lynn. “After my mistake, the moment was ruined and dad stopped me from trying again and wanted me to get back to bed for school the next day.”

“Aww, that's sucks.”

“Yeah, it did.”

“But what does that have to do with you almost not masturbating anymore?” asks Alex.

“Well, after that night, Mom told me she knew something happened between me and dad and as long as I was fine with it, I could continue to 'play' with dad anytime I wanted and he felt like it. So I'd blow him and give him hand jobs and he'd finger and lick me.”

“Oh, I see, so since you had another person making you feel good, you didn't have much need for masturbating anymore.” comments Alex.

“Yeah, exactly, though me and the couch armrest were still nice friends.” replies Lynn with a blushing smile, though rather soon, Lynn's smile rapidly fades in favor of a saddened expression, which Alex clearly sees.

“What's wrong?”

“Well, after talking about the first time me and dad fouled around and remembering all the other great memories I had with him, I nearly forgot the reason I started telling you all this.” answers Lynn.

“Oh... yeah...” comments Alex. “I really enjoyed listening, I nearly forgot too.”

Following a deep sigh, Lynn states, “Well, with the 'backstory' told, I guess there's just one thing left to tell.”

“If you don't want to, you don't-”

“I want to.” cuts in Lynn.

“Ok then.” replies Alex, gripping Lynn's held hand a little firmer.

“Well, it started like any other time we had oral sex, he licked and fingered me till I came twice, then I switched to him...”

Unlike with Lynn's previous retelling of the two particular moments in her life, bringing smiles and giggles from her, it was plainly obvious to Alex that the sadder emotions were coming to Lynn as she began to detail the painful moment, seeing a tear fall from each of Lynn's eyes, though she wipes them away.

“A-About two minutes in...” continues Lynn, her voice now beginning to shake. “He suggested we try a-anal, the idea to me was gross though. I offered my pussy, but he just said I should save that for someone else.”

Hearing this through Lynn's light sobbing, Alex found a little silver lining, thinking, 'At least he was smart enough not to take Lynn's virginity.'

“I didn't want to do it, but dad kept pressuring me to try it...” continues Lynn, before her sobbing soon shifts into a cry, tightly closing her eyes, tears rapidly falling as she now willingly played out the scene in her head. Feeling Alex's grasp her hand with both hands now encouraged her to continue... “I should've said no!” she cries. “If Id'va just kept saying no, then he never would've did what he did!”

“It's not your fault Lynn.” encourages Alex, trading grasping Lynn's hand for hugging her. “He was wrong for pressuring you into it.”

“I know...” replies Lynn. “But I could've said no, but I didn't.”

Seeing how upset Lynn had becomes and she hadn't even gotten to her rape, Alex wasn't so sure Lynn should continue reliving the pain.

“Lynn, maybe you shouldn't talk about it anymore, at least for today, it's too fresh right now.”

“N-No, I have to finish.” answers Lynn, continuing to cry. “I probably won't be willing to talk about it after today, I have to do it now.”

“Ok then, but if you want to stop, I'll understand.” replies Alex.

“Thanks...” states Lynn, before picturing the scene in her mind again and continuing... “S-So, I say yes and get into position... at first, it didn't feel so bad, with him lubing me up and teasing me with the head of his dick. W-Weird, but not bad, even a-after he s-started pushing in, it just felt like I had to go to the bathroom... But, it was right after that...”

Alex was only slightly surprised when Lynn suddenly hugged her back, tightly, crying intensely.

“I-It... s-started to hurt! I knew, h-he was too big, so I told him to stop and pull out... but he j-just said the heads a-almost in, but I didn't care, I wanted him to stop. He l-lied to me and said ok... t-tricking me into relaxing, before I f-felt him suddenly t-thrust into me!”

Lynn's crying grew even more intense and Alex now found herself beginning to cry as she listens to Lynn describe her father raping her, holding her tighter, which was returned by Lynn.

“It hurt so much! I-I told him, he was hurting me... and I begged him to stop! He j-just said, that it was o-ok, the hard part was o-over... but I didn't c-care, I wanted him to stop... b-b-but he didn't, h-he pushed in and I screamed... I b-begged him to stop, but he just... h-he just...”

“What did he do?” asks Alex, regretting each word of the question.

“H-He... He, put his h-hand over my mouth... and told me to be quite... I couldn't do anything! I tried everything I could think of to get him off me... b-but nothing worked, the pain just wouldn't stop! I-It hurt so much... I a-actually thought he was k-killing me.” reveals Lynn, grabbing hold of Alex with her hands, who gave a slight wince of pain, but said nothing as Lynn continued...

“T-The only thing I don't remember, is exactly how long he raped me, but... eventually... I just gave up, he... had b-broken me... his ten year old daughter!” cries Lynn. “I think t-that's why I didn't remember it, the moment I gave up, my mind went somewhere else. Now I remember it all though, even the moment he finished, I felt ill, the p-pain in my a*s seemed like it was burning, a-almost like it was numb, but it still hurt a lot. He tried to comfort me, saying he was sorry, but I wasn't even there anymore. After he left, I remember mom coming in and holding me.”

“I-I'm sorry Lynn.” cries Alex. “I'm sorry that happened to you.”

-

Just outside Lynn room, Suzan sat against the wall, near the door, a river of tears falling from her closed eyes as she listens to her daughter detailing the rape by her father, because she had walked away, she never knew exactly what happened. Hearing that her father muffled Lynn's cries and screams made her hate herself for not doing anything.

-

Alex held Lynn, allowing her to cry for the next five minutes. She was entirely willing wait as long as Lynn needed to get all the emotion out. Just a few moments after Lynn's crying died down to a quite sobbing though, Alex was a little surprised as Lynn pulls away, taking a moment to wipe her eyes clear with a few sniffles.

“You ok?” asks Alex.

“Y-Yeah, I'm better now.” answers Lynn. “I thought I had gotten all my crying done with my mom. Thanks for listening.”

“You don't need to thank me, I'm always willing to listen; and I'll do anything I can to help you.” replies Alex.

“Thanks... you've already helped me so much; accepting the fact that I'm part demon, letting me feed on you, then helping me fully accept myself for what I am, now this... I've put you through a lot.” comments Lynn, looking down to Alex's hand and placing her own hand to Alex's with a smile.

Alex also smiles and reaches her right hand towards Lynn's chin to gently turn her head to face her.

“And I'd go through it all again.” declares Alex, leaning in and kissing Lynn long enough that each of them gave a moan from.

Their lips parting, Lynn smiles from the declaration, before taking a deep breath and exhaling, then standing.

“Well, It's not good for me to focus on a single painful event, after-all, I've had so many good memories.”

“Yeah, you're right.” replies Alex. “It happened years ago and the good outweighs the bad.”

“It sure does.” agrees Lynn. “After all, I remember you saying once, 'There's always a bright side to everything', you wouldn't happen to know what it is would you?”

“You mean the bright side of what your dad did to you?” questions Alex.

“Yeah, there has to be at least one, I just can't think of it.”

“Well... hmmm... Oh, the bright side is that you kept your virginity, the most important one!” declares Alex, smiling, quickly bringing a smile to Lynn's.

“Hey, your right! I completely ignored that!” replies Lynn happily. “I was too young at the time to understand the importance of my virginity, which is why I offered my pussy to dad so easily, but he was smart enough to refuse. That really is a bright side! I was so effected because he raped my a*s, but it could've been much worse!”

“Well, I don't think you should minimize what happened to you.” comments Alex. “It was still horrible.”

“Yeah, I'm not minimizing what happened, but in comparison to him taking my virginity, I'm actually glad the way it turned out. I was able to give my virginity to someone I wanted... even if I did nearly kill him, but it was my choice.”

“Well I'm glad your happy now.” states Alex.

“You've helped me out again Alex.” replies Lynn, lowering herself to her knees and hugging Alex. “I don't know what I'd do without you.”

“Heh, well you've helped me too.” comments Alex, placing her hands gently on Lynn's head.

-

Hearing Lynn clearly cheered up, Suzan smiles and walks from the door and down the stairs...

-

“Hey...” starts Lynn, leaning back and looking up to Alex. “With all the stuff you've helped me with, how about I help you with your phobia?”

Alex's face quickly reddens as she comments, with a nervious smile, “U-Uh, you don't have to do that.”

“But I want to!” declares Lynn happily, getting to her feet.

“I'd had friends before back in Texas that tried to cure me and I just ended up crying like a baby. I don't think I can be cured.”

“Oh come on, you don't want to be afraid of them the rest of your life do you!?” asks Lynn.

“Well it doesn't really matter, I'm only into girls.” answers Alex, smiling.

“But you didn't answer my question. Do you want to be afraid of dick the rest of your life?”

“Of course not, but I can't be cured, so there's no reason to try.” replies Alex.

“Well let me try.”

“There's no point...” states Alex, looking away. “I came here to help you anyway, not to get over my phobia, it doesn't even compare.”

Lynn though could see the worry on Alex's face and questions, “Are you really saying you don't want to try, or are you afraid to try?”

“...” Alex was silent at this question, but soon answered, “I'm scared... but, it's just, being gay, I don't have to deal with it, so I have no real reason to get over it.”

“Your dad's not enough of a reason?” asks Lynn, who was quite surprised when she received a sort of pissed off glare from Alex, causing Lynn to take a step back. “Ok, seems like a hit a nerve, sorry.”

“I wish I never even told you that.” comments Alex, averting her gaze from Lynn.

“Well I told you I'm fine with it.” replies Lynn. “Me and my mom have sex, though I can't be sure about that after today...”

“But I don't.” states Alex. “Because of my phobia, I can barely do anything with dad. It's the only thing I'm jealous of Ally about.”

“Well you've never told me that.” comments Lynn. “I didn't know you were jealous of her.”

“But I can't do anything about it, so I've stopped trying. It's better this way anyway, all I can manage is a hand-job without crying, with Ally he can even have sex with her.”

“But you don't have to be left out Alex, let me help.” offers Lynn, stepping towards Alex and kneeling down in front of her.

“Forget it.” answers Alex.

“Alex-”

“I said no!” quickly replies Alex, a little louder, looking to Lynn, clearly annoyed. “Just drop it. I came here to help you-”

“But you did! I feel much better now.” states Lynn, before looking to Alex's hands on the bed and taking each in her hands and looking up to Alex's annoyed face and smiling. “If you really want me to drop it though, then I will. You probably don't want to deal with this after I loaded my issue on you after-all, I'm sorry.”

“You're right.” answers Alex, looking to Lynn, her annoyance fading though averting her eyes again. “I don't want to be rude, but, after helping you, I really don't feel like dealing with my issue, it's much less important than yours anyway.”

“Maybe later then?” asks Lynn.

“Maybe.” answers Alex.

“Good enough for me!”

After a moment, Alex looks back to Lynn, with a small smile, before the kneeling blonde lifts herself to kiss the red-head again.

End...

[End notes: the next chapter I plan to be the final one to the series, which will be likely (hopefully) all yuri sex between Alex and Lynn.]

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