- Later that night -
- Lynn's room, 9:43 P.M. -
Lynn Kiddo happily made herself comfortable in her bed; It had been a mentally tiring day, with Alex, her mom Suzan and Morrigan talking her into feeding on Alex's sexual energy. Something she never wanted to do for fear of harming her girlfriend, or worse, possible killing her.
Even after getting pass the wall, losing herself to the sudden lust for Alex's sexual energy had very nearly destroyed any progress she had made, but the overwhelming support and encouragement by Alex, Suzan and Morrigan had greatly eased her mind.
“What a day...” sighs Lynn, snuggling up in the cover with a smile.
Despite the emotional pain she had endured, in the end, Lynn was happy she went through with it all. Alex and herself had become even closer and thanks to her sexual energy, Lynn felt better than she ever had before, she actually looked forward to the next time she could feed on Alex's sexual energy, having been told she wouldn't lose herself next time.
Now though, Lynn looked forward to sleeping and giving her brain a chance to absorb all she'd learned.
-
Feeling her body relaxing in preparation to drift into unconsciousness, Lynn suddenly felt a presence in her room and opens her eyes, seeing a silhouetted dual-winged figure directly in front of her, standing near the wall. Lynn was initially surprised, though that surprise gave way to annoyance as she assumed it could be only one person.
“Lillith, how'd you get in my room? I don't want to deal with you right now.” states Lynn, closing her eyes and turning her back to the figure.
“Heh, you're mistaken.” replies the figure.
Lynn quickly opens her eyes at whom she assumed to be Lillith speaking, but that wasn't Lillith's voice! However, it sounded strangely familiar, causing Lynn to turn around and look to the shadowed figure.
“Who are you?” asks Lynn.
The stranger started to step forward, Lynn watching as she walks around the bed and towards the closed window on the other side of the room, opening the blinds, allowing the bright moonlight into the room. Lynn could now see the figure more clearly, revealing that she was nude; Turning around though, her face was still shadowed, though when the stranger began to walk towards the bed, Lynn's eyes widen in shock at who the stranger was.
“W-What the hell!?”
The figure knelt down beside the bed and places her arms on onto it, leaning her face towards Lynn, who found herself staring into her smiling mirror image.
“Y-you're me!”
“It also works the other way around.” comments the duplicate, smiling.
“What's going on? Am I dreaming?” asks Lynn, sitting up, revealing her nudity.
“That's exactly what this is, a dream.” answers the duplicate.
Although the duplicate hadn't shown any ill intent, Lynn's brain began to process what was occurring, from TV shows and anime, causing her to quickly become wary of her duplicates presence.
“Wait a minute... Today I overcame a major fear concerning my relationship with Alex. Are you here to challenge my 'succubus-ness'? Because not only do I not want to deal with this, but it's freaking cliched as hell.”
“Hehe, wow...” giggles the duplicate. “We watch too much T.V.. You don't have to worry, I have no ill intentions, I'm just here to tell you how proud I am of you.”
“Proud?” questions Lynn, she certainly didn't expect that. “Of what?”
“What else!? You finally accepting yourself fully! I've been waiting so long for this moment!” declares the duplicate, moving onto the bed and hugging a confused and embarrassed Lynn.
“You were?” asks Lynn.
“Yes.” replies the duplicate, pulling back with a smile. “I know it's been really hard for us since our powers first manifested and what happened when you lost your virginity with him, but I'm so proud of all the progress you've made over the years. If I could help you, I would, but I could only watch, you have to be the one to grow.”
“So... all this time, you've been watching me? Waiting for this moment?” asks Lynn.
“Yep, I've always believed in you.”
Hearing the praise, Lynn suddenly felt a little sad, which wasn't unnoticed...
“What's wrong?” asks the duplicate.
“Everyone's been so supportive, even my Inner Self now, but all I've been is negative. I'm just so scared of a repeat of what happened when I lost my virginity with him, and it actually happened with Alex. Even then, everyone was supportive.” states Lynn, as her eyes began to water. “I'm so pathetic!”
“You're not pathetic!” gasps the duplicate. “How can you say that!? You were severely effected by what happened, traumatized even. No one expects you to get over it so quickly. Knowing how bad it could go means you can respect that ability even more.”
With a few sniffles, Lynn replies, “You have a point.”
“Of course I have a point.” states the duplicate with a smile. “I'm you after-all! Deep down inside, this is what you think, you're just having trouble accepting it through the pain you've experienced.”
Lynn couldn't help but chuckle at her Inner Self's statement.
“There's someone else who's proud of you too.” states the duplicate, smiling.
“Who?” asks Lynn.
Lynn's Inner Self reaches under the pillow and pulls out the foot-tall brown teddy bear.
“Mr. Bear-Bear is.” states the duplicate, bringing a smile and blush to Lynn's face, reaching her hands up and taking the stuffed toy. “He's been with you all these years.”
“He has...” comments Lynn, looking to the worn teddy, before hugging it against her chest. “He's always there when I need him, listening to everything I have to say, good or bad.”
“Growing means making yourself vulnerable, but you're surrounded by people who love you and only want the best for you.” states the duplicate, giving a comforting smile and placing a hand to her shoulder. “You don't have to hide, mom will never teach us anything wrong.”
“I know.” sighs Lynn, releasing her hold on the soft toy and placing it in her lap, smiling at it. “I know everything your saying is true.” she adds, before looking up to her Inner Self. “Like you said, you're me, deep down inside, I know all this, I'm just having trouble listening.”
“Well then...” starts the duplicate, lifting a hand up to her ear with a pretend phone, smiling. “Can you hear me now?”
“Hehe, yeah... loud and clear, thanks.”
“No problem!”
Lynn reaches a hand towards one of her Inner Self's larger, lower wings and briefly caresses it's edge, admiring them.
“They really are pretty.”
“Thanks.” replies the duplicate, before beginning to fade.
“H-Hey...” comments Lynn, seeing her mirror image dissipating.
“My purpose is done.” states the duplicate, smiling.
“Can we met again?”
“Heh, that's a silly question, I'm you dummy, just look in the mirror.” answers the duplicate, as her image was nearly gone.
“Oh, right.” giggles Lynn. “Well I mean like this, talking to each other...” she adds, her Inner Self simply smiles as she fades completely, though Lynn smiles and looks down to her teddy bear. “Well, I already know the answer, don't I Mr. Bear-Bear?”
-
“...Mr. Bear-Bear...” mumbles a sleeping, smiling Lynn in her bed.
-
- Six days later -
- Saturday, 4:47 P.M. -
- Lynn's room -
Sitting on her bed, dressed in a knee-length light blue dress, Lynn currently multi-tasked watching T.V. and talking to Alex on the phone.
“Hey...” states Alex. “You know what I've just realized?”
“What?” asks Lynn.
“After all this time we've been together, we've never told each other what kind of job we'd want when we're adults.” answers Alex.
“We haven't?” asks Lynn, quite puzzled by Alex's comment.
“No we haven't, I realized it when we had to fill out a paper today in class about where we see ourselves in five, ten and twenty years from now, since we're seniors after all and this is our last year of school.” states Alex.
“Oh, I had that same paper.” comments Lynn. “So what did you put down?”
“Well, for the five year one, I put down going to college, which leads to the ten year one where I'd like to be a veterinarian by that time.”
“Hehe, a Vet?” chuckles Lynn. “That doesn't surprise me, with your 'love' of animals.”
“Yeah, well what about you?” replies Alex. “What do you want to do when you're older?”
“Well, to be honest, I don't really know.” answers Lynn. “I'm part demon after all.”
“Well just because your part demon doesn't mean you can't have a career.” comments Alex. “Your mom's able to manage a normal life and she's a hundred percent demon and as far as I know, Morrigan and Lillith have a normal life persona too.”
“Yeah, I guess your right. Well, I'd like to go to collage too, maybe we could go to the same one.”
“Heh, that would be awesome!” declares Alex. “I'd hate it if we couldn't be together in school anymore.”
“Yeah, that would suck, I don't even wanna think about it...” replies Lynn, with a chuckle. “Well, when I was little, I wanted to be a professional gymnast, I told you I was part of my last schools gymnastics team in Hell, but I've been out of practice and I'm too old now, so that's out the window.”
“No it's not!” declares Alex. “There are adult gymnasts, you can still be one!”
“Meh, I dunno, I'm not as limber as I was before.” sighs Lynn.
“You're more limber than I am.” states Alex. “Your spine is like a wet noodle compared to mine.”
“Hehe, yeah, I guess so.” replies Lynn, smiling.
“So what did you end up putting on the paper?” asks Alex.
“Well, for the ten year section, I was just honest and put undecided.”
“Aww come one, there has to be SOMETHING you want to do when your older.” urges Alex.
“Sorry, I've just never gave it any thought, but I guess I better start though, it's not going to be long before we graduate.”
“Yeah, and I'm sure your mom isn't going to just let you stay there without a job when your an adult.” comments Alex with a chuckle.
“Heh, yeah, but I'm sure I'll have something figured out by then.” replies Lynn, before seeing her door open, revealing Suzan, dressed in a T-shirt and jeans.
“Hey Lynn, do you have a moment?” asks the woman.
“Sure.” replies Lynn, before speaking to Alex. “Hey, I gotta go for now, my mom wants me for something.”
“Ok, talk to you later.” replies Alex, before the call ends and Lynn places her cell phone on the nearby dresser.
“Come to my room.” states Suzan, before leaving the doorway.
-
Lynn silently follows her mother and joins Suzan in her room, where she sees Suzan sit on the bed and pat the area beside her, suggesting Lynn to sit, which she does. Lynn was unsure of what her mother wanted, her mother gave no hints with her expression.
“Lynn...” starts Suzan, placing a hand to her daughters upper leg. “What I'm about to tell you is very important and honestly, you may very well hate me afterwords.”
“R-Really?” asks Lynn, feeling her heart race at the implied seriousness of what her mother had to say.
“Yes, it would actually be normal, I didn't want to tell you when you were too young, but I know it would be even more hurtful if I waited till you were much older, or somehow found out on your own, so I figured now was the best time.” states Suzan.
“Ok, then what is it?” asks Lynn, partly dreading what her mother was going to reveal.
After a sigh, Suzan comments, “Do you remember when I told you your father died?”
“Of course, I don't think anyone would forget a moment like that.” answers Lynn. “You said he died while you two were having sex. I still think it's the best way to go if you're gonna die.”
“Yes, well, while that is true; your father did die while we were having sex, I was not entirely honest with you.”
“You weren’t?” questions Lynn, becoming very intrigued. “Then what's the whole truth?”
Here, Suzan removes her hand from Lynn's leg, before declaring, “I killed him.”
“...Heh, w-what?” chuckles Lynn after a moment for her brain to process what Suzan said. “You're kidding right?” she adds with a smile, thinking this was some kind of sick joke.
“I'm not kidding Lynn.” answers Suzan, causing Lynn's smile to fade, before continuing... “His death was no accident, I killed him on purpose.”
“B-But...” starts Lynn, as tears immediately well up and trail down her face. “W-Why? Why would you!?”
Suzan reaches her hand towards Lynn again and wasn't surprised when the teen flinches and quickly moves away, the sorrowful expression coming to Suzan's face at her heart-broken daughters reaction was clear, looking to the bed, Suzan answers...
“I had an agreement with your father.” starts Suzan. “Do you remember when you were ten and the night you came into our room, complaining about an inch?”
“U-Umm...” thinks Lynn, struggling through the pain in her heart to think, she wanted to leave, but she had to know why her mother was the cause of her dads death. “Y-Yea, I think so.”
“And do you remember what happened that night?” Asks Suzan.
“I-I think so...” answers Lynn, thinking back to that night. “D-Dad came into m-my room and I pulled down m-my pants so he c-could find out why I was itchy. He told me it w-was because I was growing hair... then some other stuff happened...” adds Lynn, with a brief smile coming to her face and if not for her crying, she would be blushing at the memory of what happened.
“After your father came back to bed, he tried to tell me what happened.” states Suzan. “But I just told him one thing: If he were to ever rape you, I would kill him.”
“What?” questions Lynn, even more confused. “But dad never raped me! He'd never do something like that! He wouldn't need to, I gave him blow-jobs and he licked and fingered me.”
“He did rape you.” states Suzan. “It's the sole reason I killed him.”
“How can you just say that so calmly!?” nearly screams Lynn. “And he never raped me! I'd remember if he did.”
Looking into Lynn's, upset, teary eyes, Suzan's own widens, in genuine surprise.
“You really don't remember, do you?” comments Suzan, before giving a heavy sigh and placing a hand to her forehead. “Then I didn't need to bring this on you, I'm sorry.”
While still reeling from the news that her mother had killed her father, hearing Suzan's comment, Lynn began to wonder if she really was raped and didn't remember it, but how would she forget something like that?
“If...” starts Lynn. “If it's true, that dad raped me, then why don't I remember it?”
“I don't know.” answers Suzan. “Maybe you blocked out the memory. Honestly Lynn, If I had known you didn't remember it, I would have never revealed that I killed him.”
“So, if I was raped, how did you find out?” asks Lynn. “Did dad admit it to you?”
“No, he didn't.” answers Suzan. “He had the entire day to, but never did.”
“Then how did you find out?” asks Lynn again.
“I caught him.” answers Suzan.
“What did he do to me?” asks Lynn, moving a little closer to Suzan, but not to her original spot.
“If you've forgotten it, then I don't wanna-”
“Please! If I was raped, then I need to know what happened, or it'll bother me forever.”
After a few long moments of thought...
“Ok.” sighs Suzan. “You two were having one of your father/daughter private times in your room, I happen to be walking down the hall and I could hear him talking to you, trying to talk you into letting him have anal sex with you. Do you remember that?”
“I don't...” comments Lynn, looking away in thought, trying to search her memory for the event Suzan describes.
“You were initially resistant to the idea.” adds Suzan. “You suggested that he use the hole your pillows hide.” Suzan couldn't help but smile briefly from the deep shade of red coming to Lynn's face at the mention of Lynn's childhood nickname for her labia.
The reminder of her labia's nickname though seemed to be clearing up something for Lynn in her memory.
“But your father said it was best to save that hole for someone else.” states Suzan.
With that comment, Lynn gave a shocked gasp as the memory came to her...
-
- Seven years ago -
- Hell, Michigan, U.S.A. -
A young, ten year old Lynn calmly sat on the edge of her bed, wearing nothing but a smile, her natural blonde hair reaching her shoulders. Her nude, prepubescent body in full view of her father, a rather young looking forty-one year old who stood directly in front of her, also naked, he's erect penis being calmly and gently stroked by Lynn with a smile.
“Hey Lynn...” starts her father, placing a hand on her head. “You wanna try something new?”
“Sure.” answers Lynn happily, lowering her hand from her dads member and bouncing on the bed. “What is it!?”
“It's a little naughty.” comments her father with a playful smirk.
“Ohh, I can be naughty! I wanna be naughty!” declares Lynn happily.
“Ok then, let's try putting my penis in your butt, what do you think of that?” suggests the man.
Lynn's big smile quickly fades, along with her bouncing stopping as she gave a look of odd wonderment.
“My butt? Where I poop from?” questions Lynn, with a growing look of disgust.
“Yeah, where you poop from.” confirms her father. “I know it probably doesn't sound like it would feel good, but some people like it, how about giving it a try?”
“I dunno...” comments Lynn, looking away.
“Come on Honey, just a try.” urges her father with a smile.
“No, it's dirty.” answers Lynn, frowning.
“But you might like it though.”
“I don’t know... it’s a one-way street.” answers Lynn.
“Just give it a try.” continues urging her father.
After a moment of thought, Lynn suggests, “What about my other hole, the one my pillows hide?”
Her father smiles with a brief chuckle and lightly pat her head, “You should save that one for someone other than me.”
“Why?” asks Lynn, puzzled as to why the alternate wasn't an option.
“Trust me, you’ll be happier later on if I didn’t use that hole.” answers her father.
Lynn soon gives a sigh, before reluctantly answering, “Fine then...”, before repositioning herself on the bed, facing away from her dad on her hands and knees, with her feet hanging of the side of the bed, presenting her ten year old rear and hairless labia to her father. “Is this good?” she asks, looking back.
“Yeah, it's perfect.” replies her father, lifting a hand up to his mouth and spitting into his hand before lowering his hand down to his erect member, before placing a hand to Lynn's rear and stepping forward.
“Go slow.” requests Lynn.
“OK...”
Following the comment, Lynn felt her father spread her cheeks to reveal her brown hole before feeling the tip of her fathers penis make contact, briefly before it retreats, looking back again, she sees him lift his free hand up to his mouth getting some saliva on his fingers before lowering his hand and Lynn gave a quick flinch upon feeling the wet fingers lube up her clenched hole, which also brought a giggle from her.
“Hehe, that tickles.”
“Well that's good.” comments her father with a chuckle.
Lynn then feels the return of her fathers penis, before it began to tease her with an up and down motion.
“It feels funny...” comments Lynn.
Her father said nothing but smile, after a few moments, began to slowly push in earnest, which quickly brought a gasp from the young Lynn.
“Ah! It feels like I gotta go to the bathroom!” she comments, feeling her fathers member just barely starting to spread her hole.
“It’s normal, just relax.” comments her father, patting her rear.
“Ok...” replies Lynn, trying her best to do so and was quickly 'rewarded' for her effort as she felt her fathers member began to spread her even more, on the very cusp of penetration.
“Nngh...”
Lynn gave a groan of discomfort, it was certainly not feeling very good, she began to feel a drastic increase of pressure around her anal ring, but she attempted to endure it, she didn't want to quit so soon and disappoint her dad.
That was until she felt a sharp pain in her stretched anus, immediately bringing a gasp from her, she quickly know what was wrong...
“OW! Stop! You're too big, it hurts!” declares Lynn, moving her left hand back to her fathers hand that rested on her butt.
“The head is almost in...” replies her father, seeing that just over half of the head of his penis had entered Lynn's brown, stretched hole. “Just a little more.”
“No, stop, it hurts too much, take it out.” requests Lynn.
“Just a little more...” whispers her father, before giving a quick, slight thrust, forcing the entire head of his penis into Lynn's once virgin hole with a loud gasp of pain from the young girl.
“OWWWW!” nearly streamed Lynn, now pushing against her fathers hand resting on her rear, trying to push him away. “I said stop! Pull it out, your hurting me!”
“I'm in Lynn, the hard parts over.” replies her father, placing his free hand to her back and rubbing, attempting to calm her.
“I don't care, it hurts! Pull it out!” declares Lynn.
“Ok, ok, just a second...” states her father.
Lynn stopped pushing but kept her hand on her dads, before feeling his free hand join his other on her rear and spread her cheeks, before another gasp of pain leaves her as she felt the opposite of retreat and a searing pain envelopes her anal ring.
“OWW!” screams out Lynn, before immediately attempting removes herself from her dad's penis if he didn't, though Lynn was only able to move her left leg forward, before feeling her fathers hand over her mouth and shush her, leaning over her small frame.
“Shhh, Shhh, I know it hurts...” whispers her father, before pushing himself deeper with a muffled scream from Lynn, who began tearing up as she starts to hit her fathers hand on her rear and kicking at his upper legs blindly in an attempt to get free. “But just try to endure it for a little while, I'm sure you'll like it.
Lynn then feels her father advance even deeper, even muffled, her scream of agony was loud as tears fell rapidly from her eyes as she began to cry. Muffled screams of 'Stop!', 'It hurts!', seemingly falling on deaf ears as she felt her father violating her.
-
“Oh my God!” gasps Lynn, fresh tears spilling from her eyes as the event flashed into her memory again. “H-He... D-Dad really did...”
“I'm sorry Lynn.” states Suzan, moving closer to her crying daughter and embracing her.
“I-I b-begged him to stop...” comments Lynn, as the freshly unblocked scene played out over and over in her mind. “He wouldn't listen, h-he just kept going... It hurt so much! I couldn't do anything!” Lynn immediately felt regret for wanting to remember the event, it was as if she were reliving it all over again; perfectly ok a second ago, her anus suddenly seemed to be throbbing at the memory.
Tears began to fall from Suzan's eyes as well, cursing herself in her mind for causing Lynn to remember such a painful event.
“W-Why would he?” cries Lynn, taking some comfort in her mothers hold. “He treated me so well until then...”
Suzan had no answer to Lynn's question and only hugged her tighter.
“Maybe I did something...” wonders aloud Lynn.
At this, Suzan quickly pulls back to look into Lynn's crying eyes.
“Don't you dare think it's your fault Lynn! You did nothing wrong, absolutely nothing! It was entirely his fault!”
“Then why!?” pleads Lynn, before burying her face between Suzan's breasts as she cry’s. “Why would he do that!?”
“I don't know Lynn...” answers Suzan, hugging her daughter again. “I know one thing, he was thinking only about himself, ignoring your feelings. That's something I will NEVER accept, regardless of who it is. If someone manages to hurt you like that and I find out, I WILL kill them.” declares Suzan.
Despite the ending of the statement, Lynn found much comfort in her mothers statement as she cries against her; now having to cope with the memory of the event once again. It was so clear in her mind, as if it had happened yesterday; after her father had finished, he tried to comfort her, but she lay on the bed broken and hurt, both physically and emotionally, lacking even the will to recoil from his touch. After her father left her room, Lynn remembers Suzan comforting her, picking her up in her arms and holding her, she felt safe, the exact same safety she felt now...
-
Lynn wasn't sure when, but she soon found herself waking up; blinking her eyes open and seeing her mother directly in front, lightly holding her as the two lay on Suzan's bed.
“Mom?”
Suzan's eyes open with a few blinks, as if she was about to fall asleep, though the woman smiles.
“Hey Lynn.” she greets, briefly rubbing her eyes.
“When did I fall asleep?” asks Lynn.
“You cried yourself to sleep.” answers Suzan.
“Oh...” replies Lynn, breaking eye contact with her mother as she remembered what occurred before she fell asleep, a sad look coming to her face as she sits up.
“How are you feeling?” asks Suzan, sitting up as well and placing a hand to Lynn's shoulder.
“Better.” answers Lynn, briefly looking to her mom before down to her lap, worriedly, she had trouble looking her mom in the eye. “J-Just, to make sure it wasn't a dream, before I went to sleep, you told me you killed dad and he raped me, you killed him because he raped me.”
“Right.” answers Suzan, comfortingly stroking Lynn's hair. “If you want, I can answer any questions you have.”
“I have one.” states Lynn. “You said you caught dad raping me, if that's true, then why didn't you do anything at the time? Why didn't you stop him?”
Suzan sighs at the question.
“Of everything that happened, that's my one regret. I could've stopped it from getting out of hand, but I didn't, I simply walked away...” answers Suzan, as a pained look come to her face and tears fell, though she wiped them away. “It was my anger for what he was doing, I could only think of when I would kill him for what he had done. I should have stopped it, but I didn't, I'm so sorry for that.”
Seeing the regret on her mothers face, Lynn gave a small smile and comments, “I forgive you.”
“Thank you.” replies Suzan.
“I have another question.”
“Ok.”
“Did you love dad?” Asks Lynn. “He did something horrible, I know; but for you to just decide to kill him like that, after ten years of being together... did you even hesitate?”
“I did love your father.” answers Suzan. “I loved the man he was, but I did not love the man he had become the day he raped you. That day, the man I loved died. Anyone who rapes you, regardless of who they are, will die, so no, I did not hesitate.”
“So, the punishment for raping me is death...” comments Lynn. “Heh... I don't know if I should be glad or sad about that.”
“I almost had to kill Naki for nearly raping you.” states Suzan.
“Huh?” questions Lynn, looking to her mother with surprise. “Naki never... wait...” comments Lynn, before thinking back to a certain memory.
“She came very close to raping both, you and Alex.” states Suzan.
“Oh yeah, that time Alex ran away and stayed with us for a few days.” states Lynn. “And Naki pretty much did rape me with those tentacles, I eventually ended up liking it though.”
“And that fact is the only reason Naki is still breathing.” replies Suzan.
Lynn said nothing regarding her mothers last comment, taking a moment to let the new information settle in her mind. Lynn could partly understand her mothers protectiveness over her, she was her daughter after-all. Lynn had read and seen on TV about mothers claiming that they would kill for their children, Suzan certainly showed proof of that, it made her a little happy... Suzan was a demon though... that fact lead to Lynn's next question...
“Dad isn't the only one you've killed before, is it?”
“No he's not.” answers Suzan calmly.
“So that's why you can say you killed someone so calmly and normally...” comments Lynn. “But with as old as you are, I guess I shouldn’t be surprised.”
“...”
“How... did you do it?” asks Lynn, nervously. “With dad, I mean.”
“It was quick.” answers Suzan. “Despite what he did, he didn't suffer much.”
“But, how did you do it?” Asks Lynn. “Did you use your powers, or did you...”
“I drained him.” clarifies Suzan.
“Oh... so, it is possible to kill a person.” comments Lynn lowly.
“Yes, but it has to be deliberate, so you don't have to worry about killing Alex.”
“Yea, I know, I just have to control myself, which I'm able to do now... Mom, I have one more question.” replies Lynn, turning to look at Suzan.
“What is it?” the woman asks, with a gentle smile.
“Why'd you decide to start a family? Weren’t you like Morrigan and Lillith, free to do what ever you wanted?”
The question brings a bigger smile to Suzan, before answering, “Heh, Morrigan asked me that same thing, though not quite as nicely. The reason is the same now as it was then, I was bored.”
“Bored?” questions Lynn.
“Yes, it's true, I was completely free, I wasn't tied down by anything and I could go as far as my wings would take me, but, as you know, us Succubi live for quite a long time. Even us demons get bored of the same old thing day after day. One day though, I began to realize something, humans, who I've fed on for hundreds of years, live for such short spans of life, but a majority of them are happy throughout their life and I noticed those who had a companion were even happier.”
“But demons have companions too, don't they.” asks Lynn.
“Yeah, but it's not quite the same, especially for us Succubi, we're a demon of lust and desire, the center of our relationships are primarily about sex, but that's not true of humans. A humans relationship may start with sex, but love seems to bind them together.” answers Suzan, smiling.
A big smile began to come to Lynn's face as she hears her moms statement.
“I think I get it...” starts Lynn. “You started to desire something more than just sex, you wanted love.”
“That's right.” replies Suzan. “And I found that love in your father.” she adds, briefly breaking eye contact with Lynn as a small blush appeared on her cheeks, which brought a giggle from Lynn.
“You're blushing! You really did love dad.”
“Heh... I never told you how your father and I first met, have I?” asks Suzan.
“No, you haven't.”
“Would you like to know?” asks Suzan.
“Of course!”
-
Lynn spent the next thirty minutes talking with Suzan. While expressing that she didn't think she could see her mom the same way as before anymore, Lynn still loved her.
Now, Lynn returned to her room, not really sad, but not exactly happy either, although, nearing her bed, a smile comes to her face as she sees her party exposed teddy bear from under her pillow. Retrieving the stuffed toy, and sitting down, Lynn's smile grew as she remembered the day she first received the now cherished toy. It still surprised her how clearly she remember the event.
It was a day before her eight birthday, roughly two years before she had discovered masturbation. She had been caught red-handing by her father, searching her parents closet for her birthday presents. Lynn thought she had just gotten herself into a load of trouble, but her father just chuckled and told her, if she stopped snooping, he give her one of her gifts early. Lynn immediately agreed and that present turned out to be a brand new, squeezable teddy bear that she immediately loved.
Lynn giggles at the memory, particular the moment she ran out of the room eager to show her mother and the annoyed look on Suzan's face towards her father for giving her a present early.
“The person who raped me wasn't my dad.” comments Lynn, smiling. “Like mom said, the dad I know and love died.” she adds, playing with the Teddy's arms, before looking to the pillow it was under. “Yanno what Mr. Bear-Bear? After all you've done for me, I don't think you deserve being hidden under my pillow anymore.”
Standing, Lynn walking to her clothing dresser and sits the toy down on top of it.
“There ya go, now you can see my whole room.” states Lynn, before a slight look of sadness comes over her. “I wonder if my dependance on you is nearing the end, I don't have very many problems to talk to you about anymore... But don't worry, you'll always be special to me.”
End
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