Story: Trailer of Surprises (chapter 4)

Authors: Jdwheels

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Chapter 4

Title: Chapter 4 - Circles of the mind

[Author's notes: Things can pile up... and embarass the hell out of you.]

Chapter Four - Circles of the mind

 

 

Birds chirping and screeching away just outside of the trailer brought me awake the next morning. I layed there, mentally swearing at the damned feathered pests... my body was wanting just a bit more sleep, and not to be awaken by those damned things making all of that noise.

I rolled a little over, and sighed as the first good thing of the day came right off the bat. My little ‘wet spot’ I had made the night before had thankfully dried completely while I had been sleeping. I was glad... there was one problem that was solved. The more immediate problem of how to get up and out of this bed, while not revealing that I was just wearing my tank top... that was next.

To take the time to think of a solution, I just layed there while still hearing a soft snoring sound that told me that Libby was still asleep. I wrestled with my little problem for a while, as no solution was coming just yet. I had to chalk that up to the earliness of the morning that my brain was not able to focus yet.

Unfortunately, my body was ending up telling me that it had other plans than for my own modesty. I was now feeling that I really had to pee all of a sudden, and it had came on both unexpectedly and urgently. I knew if I rummaged around for a fresh pair of underwear in my dufflebag, I would almost certainly wake Libby up... hell, going to the bathroom might wake her if I needed to make a run for it... the small bathroom was located nearest to her side of the trailer.

I shifted while I was pondered thing, then my body gave me the dreaded signals...and they were telling me that I was running out of time... it wanted to be let out now!!. My dilemma was clear...Panties or no panties, I had to pee right away. My body was telling me this in no uncertain of ways that if I got up and stopped to put something on, I just might end up making a nice yellow puddle on the floor. Officially...I had to make a dash for that bathroom, and that was that.

I slipped out of bed and was as quiet as I could be. I tip toed across the interior of the trailer, covering my lower half with my hands while I concentrated on keeping my pee right where it was. I actually ended up cupping my private place with one of my hands, just like I had done as a little girl in this situation. I moved quickly and hoped Libby would not suddenly awake and see me not only half naked, but ‘holding ‘ myself like this. That would have ended up being double the embarrassment right there.

Thankfully I made it over to the little closet styled bathroom, without even having the girl move an inch in her bed. I opened the door quietly, my bladder threatening to let go right there on me. I guessed that my bladder knew just how close it was to the toilet, and was thinking that it was time to release it all. I held myself tighter with my hand and slid inside the bathroom. I felt like I was going to burst as I hurried in closing the door... almost swearing as the door was not wanting to close very smoothly.

I sat down and immediately on the small toilet, then heard my stream literally pouring out of me, sounding like a small waterfall under my own ass. I sighed as the pressure was being relieved and was my anxiety. By how much I was hearing that was flowing out of me at that moment, it came too clear... It might have not been a very good idea to have that last can of coke last night before going to sleep... on can was equalling a mad dash being made..

When I came out of the small bathroom stall, I covered my small thatch of hair and the other parts again and started over back to my bed with silent but hurried steps. I was hoping to make it back under the covers of my bed as fast as I could, then take the time to rummage around for a pair of underwear to wear without being embarrassed if I did wake Libby up. That was my only option for me to do.

I had taken only about three or four of those quickened steps to my bed, trying to be as silent as I could be. Then... it happened.

" Uh, Good morning!" I heard a voice say behind me.

I froze exactly where I was standing at that moment, my heart seemingly had stopped. I squeezed my eyes tightly and heard myself let out a long groan. With the voice of Libby coming out of nowhere.... Clearly I had been caught... the thing that I was trying to avoid, had just happened. I was mortified as all hell right then... I was clearly caught..

I looked over my shoulder as I stood there keeping my back towards the girl, my heart only now starting back up again. I could see that Libby was staring right at my ass, her face was blushing wildly. I saw her then turn her head slightly, making myself feel so ever guilty.. Here I was half naked in front of her, and all because of my little play time I had... not to mention the coke as well.

" I am so sorry...." I blurted out, moving quickly over to my bed as I kept myself covered up front. " It was... er ... too hot in here last night, an’ I had to pee so badly this morning..."

" I understand..." She said with a hard swallow, her voice holding a little waver to it.

I hated lying like that... but to save my modesty at that moment...I guess it just came out of me without a single thought against it at the moment. Even though that was my reason, and a good one at that, I hated myself for doing that. It was not like me to lie... but here I was lying for a second time, and that made me so angry with myself.

I quickly arrived at my bunk, and hurriedly rummaged around in my dufflebag for a pair of underwear. I found a pair and pulled them on very quickly while hiding myself the best I could... wondering how I was going to deal with the soiled ones that were still tucked under my pillow... but after being caught like I had been, it seemed not as big of a thing as I originally had dreaded.

As I waited for some sort of comment to be coming out of Libby at any moment, I pulled out a sundress to wear while discarding my tank top as secretly as possible. I was ready for that to come out... but she was staying quiet.

"What could she say after this?" I said to myself as I dressed. " You were just standing there a moment ago- half naked with your bare ass hanging out there in front of Libby... god, I could just die!"

I quickly dressed to cover myself completely, still berating myself on the inside over this most humiliating incident. I could hear that Libby had also gotten out of bed by then...and by the sounds of it, was in the midst of dressing as well. I never turned myself around for awhile, as I knew that I could say or do nothing else to make this horrible and embarrassing thing go away... and I did not want to make her feel any more uncomfortable than her face seemed to have been... or myself for that matter.

I finally turned and looked at Libby, we were both dressed and ready for the day. She seemed better now, and I was glad. I was going to apologize again, but just then a knock came at the door.

" Halloo" The voice said, singing out the greeting. " Coffee is here for the two of ya... are you two decent enough for me to come in?"

My mother was outside the trailer and I smiled, and called for her to come in. She came in, carrying a tray with two very large steaming mugs of coffee. I was glad for the coffee being brought out here, because this might ease away the tension that had crowded between Libby and me.

" Here is your morning coffees girls..." Mom said, in her all to cheery voice.

" Thanks Mom..." I said.

" Thank you, Aunt Beverly.." Said Libby.

We both took out mugs from her and Mom seemed proud to have done this fort us. She nodded and began to walk out of the trailer.

" Breakfast will be in just over an hour..." She said, already half way out of the door. " Your Uncle Peter, Uncle Otto and Aunt Annabelle are not up yet.."

My Mom was gone in a flash, leaving Libby ad I standing there. Libby looked at me and smirked, seemingly back to normal... although still looking a little nervous, which I could not blame her for feeling. I looked back, not really knowing what to say next.

" We both know why those three are not up yet... you mother was too nice to say it...." She giggled, giving the universal sign for drinking.

" Yeah.." I giggled back, glad that she had been the one that commented.

Over the coffees we had been given, we just started talking between one another again as if she had never seen what I had unintentionally had shown to her this morning. I was relieved that she seemed to just want to let this past, despite me getting a sense that she was feeling that a little nervous. I started to feel better and better when she started in to kidding with me like what had done yesterday, and found that I could let go most of my embarrassment over the little incident that had been only awhile ago

I looked at her wonderful face as I took a sip of my coffee... and felt myself tingling away between my legs again. I fought it off, and made myself think of less sexual types of things.

******

 

It was just a little after three in the afternoon., I found myself apart of something I never had dreamed of before.

My aunt, mother and the rest of the bridal party had all gone out to a special mall on the city’s west side. It was a part of a mall that was all about brides, weddings and all of the trappings that went along with it. Stores lined the mall’s halls with bakeries, gown makers, flower arrangers and everything else one could have imagined opening a place geared for weddings. It was a wedding-one-stop place, my mother explained, built on to the main part of a much larger shopping center.

All of the other women that were involved in this wedding seemed to be a little on the testy side of things as they clamouring and commenting on everything wildly as they went from store to store. We had been here for nearly three hours as we were suppose to be picking out last minute things as we went. My Auntie Dorothy, the blushing bride herself, was now starting to look and act a little more freaked out than she had been.

Libby and I were the youngest of the bridesmaids that had been picked for the wedding... other than the flower girl who was only four and was not along with us here at the marriage wing of the mall... but we were the two that were now bored right out of out skulls. It had been somewhat fun at the beginning... now it was starting to be one huge drag as people were arguing between giving their opinions on things.

Libby and I were desperately wanting to take a little break from all of this stuff, as the arguments were now over different flower arrangements people were picking out and the place settings. I even heard my mother swear under her breath, sure sign of her stress that was hitting even her.

I was starting to really expect that there was about to be punches thrown at any moment, as the arguing was heating up.

" This is getting way too weird... even for our family..." I said, leaning into Libby as the arguing seemed to be intensifying between two of my aunts.

" Yeah... seems like it" Nodded the girl, her face telling me that she actually was feeling the same way.

" We need to get outta here... fast..." I said, my stress level was way too high at the moment.

" Yeah... but how?"

" Since out shit is done here..." I started. " Maybe they will let us go to the food court while they finish this. All we can do is ask..."

" That sounds great to me...." She said, still acting a little nervous again.

We ended up asking both of our Moms if we could go off for a while to use the washroom and find a drink and something to eat while they finished up... leaving out the part about needing a break because of the bickering that was going on. They did not have to know that was what we felt like.

We were very shocked when both of our Moms agreed on the spot, stating that all of this my take awhile anyway. The already knew that our stuff for the wedding was already settled, and the both saw no need for us to be with them all of the time.

" You be back in about an hour or a little more, Amy..." My mother said, slipping me a ten as she did, looking at her sister.

" That goes for me as well..." Said My aunt, slipping Libby a ten as well. " Ninety minutes maximum!"

" We will!!" Libby and I both said, feeling so relieved that we were going to be set free of this chaos our family was in.

Both of us hurried and melted into the crowds, knowing full well that our mother’s had the potential of changing their minds on a dime. We headed out of the bridal wing of the mall, for the basic mall part.

We got something to drink and a order of french fries each at the large food court, thankful that the large crowd that packed this side of the mall was actually quieter than what we had to be a part of with out crazy relatives and this crap about the wedding. We took a seat near the doors that exited the food court to enjoy a little time away that we had.

We just sat and ‘people watched’ as we drank or refreshing cokes, each commenting off and on about what people were wearing. Let me tell you, there were people dressed in outfits that I would have never wore.... we also found that there were a whole lot of people that dressed like out relatives did. That was kind of scary in it own rights.

Soon I was looking around for more of a purpose as I sipped away on the drink in my hand. I was looking around, seeing if there was anyone that I would have known. Even as full as the place was, I never so not one person that I recognized in the crowds. I was sort of bummed out by that, as usually I could always find someone I knew at this mall... but that was not the case today. I looked over at Libby, and found something curious.

Libby was sitting there with her head tilted a little forwards, looking at the floor in front of where we sat. She was not watching any people that were passing by like I had been, she just sat there looking at the floor with a odd unblinking stare.. I was a little shocked, as I had never seen her act distracted like this before.

" Libby?" I said softly, so not to startle her.

Libby seemed to break out of whatever she was doing and looked at me, almost as if she was surprised that I had said her name.

" Are you alright?" I asked.

" Uh, yeah... why?" She said, her eyes were a little widened by this time, and blinking wildly.

" You were staring at the floor for awhile..." I started, explaining what I had watched her do.

She shrugged her shoulders.

" Guess I was thinking about something,..." She said, her beautiful eyes looking at me.

" That is some hard thinking you were doing...." I commented playfully, trying to get her to say whatever it was to me. " What were you thinking on?"

I watched as her face turned a little pinker for a moment, her gaze told me that her mind was figuring out an answer for me. I waited to hear what she was going to say.

" I... was just thinking about something, that’s all." She finally said. " Don’t worry about it... it passed"

" Thinking about what?"

" Ah... Nothing really..." She said, now being a little more evasive with her words.

" Did not seem like nothing to me..." I pointed out.

" Ah... just forget it... just me being me, I guess..." She said weakly

I knew that it was not like her at all... and concluded that this just the tip of the iceberg that was here thoughts. In her baby blues, it seemed like she was hiding something from me, I wondered if it was about the little thing that had happened earlier on... or did she realize what I had ‘done’ last night? It sis not seem like that one, but how she was acting, I guess my mind went there.

I was going to press for a little more info, but she had stood up and motioning to me to follow her.

" Let’s go check in that store... Lou-Anne’s clothing." She said, pointing to one of my favourite clothing stores, moving the subject away. " You gotta see this outfit I was spyin’ a few weeks ago!!"

I stood and followed, thinking that whatever it was that she had been so deep in thought over was gone. This whole wedding thing might have been the culprit for her spacing out like this, I was hoping it was not about my little embarrassment this morning... or that I have done something. Either way, she had seemed to resolve it.

She was hurrying towards the store, now seemingly happy and out of whatever it was. Seeing that she was acting more normal, I just let it go and we went to browse in the store giggling as we spied things that we liked.

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