Chapter Eleven - Bliss
Uncle Charles looked up from his papers he was looking over for work that day, as the door of the dining room opened. He saw a smiling brown haired girl come in, looking like she was skipping along as she did.
The man could not help but have a smile flood his face as he lowered the papers more from his face. He watched the girl walk in, and saw that her beaming smile was like a blast of sunshine on a hot day, as it seemed to effortlessly stream from her.
“ Good Morning, Uncle Charles...” Susan called out, her voice was one almost like if someone was singing out.
“ And a good morning to you too...” He said, with a chuckle as he looked at the large smile the girl sported.
The man leaned over a little, as the girl stepped over to him, her mood making his normally happy mood even soar more
“ Might I venture a little guess that you perhaps have gotten a good sleep last night?”
Susan looked at the man and smiled broadly, showing that her mood this morning was one of contentment. She skipped over and greeted the man with a bright smile, bouncing a little on her toes.
“ I did end up having a great sleep, Uncle...” She said, almost singing the words again. “ It was so restful, thank you.”
“ That must have been a really great sleep...” He said, nodding as he watched the girl hurry over to a chair at the table. “ I take it our attic room ended up to being to your liking, even though I was not in favor of the choice of places for you to sleep... but my wife was the one who suggested it?”
“ It was so quiet up there, and I found that really to be nice...” Susan answered the man, still bubbling over with her mood.
“ And Alice liked it as well, I take it.” He asked after a moment to chuckle, happy that things were working out smoother.
“ I think that she did...” Bubbled the girl, her eyes sparkling more as the man asked the question. She was not about to divulge just why it had been a great night, once she thought about it.
Audrey and Christina Anne who had already seated at the table across from their father looked at her, but there faces were somewhat blank at the moment. The were both just staring at their new cousin with great curiosity, as the overly jovial mood Susan was showing seemed to really make them sort of confused. The looked at one another for a second, and then back to the very happy young girl.
“ What is she being so all fired happy about?” Audrey asked, eyeing the girl like she was crazy.
“ I am not quite sure why she is...” Said the stuffier of the two girl’s back, with a huff. “ I have been up in the attic a few times.. ain’t nothing up there to be happy about....”
“ I think she’s just might have gone crazy sometime last night...” Suggested Audrey.
“ Perhaps she has...” Said Christina Anne, eyeing Susan.
“ I’m sure of that...”
“ You never know about those country girls...” Cristina Anne said, nodding with her own words.
Susan took her seat without even giving the girls a second glance, finding it easier this morning to ignore the two. She noted that her Aunt was not down here yet as she sat down, and just found it a little strange. She was not going to ask her Uncle where she was, as it was not her place to inquire about it.
As a dark skinned girl put a plate of eggs and some sort of potato dish in front of her, she founds herself feeling hungrier than she had been in a few days... or even ever by her recollection. She found herself drifting back in time, to a memory of something her Pa had told her when she was around seven or so while they were waiting out a very nasty winter blizzard in the comfort of their little farmhouse.
She remembered the story he had told about meeting her Ma one spring day, when her family had set up on a farm about two miles away from where he grew up. He told of meeting her one day at school just before seeding started, he found his whole world simply had opened up. He told how his normally dismal school work became better, and how he simply played harder when she was around for the fact that he was trying to impress her at every turn. He noticed that he had more get up and go to do everything he could to make her notice him... to the point he had started to eat way more than he ever had before to keep up his strength for winning her over. He said once in love, he seemed to do nothing else but eat, eat and eat.
She was not trying to impress Alice like her Pa was he Ma, she knew that, but she now saw where just being happier did help her feel more hungry. She looked at her full plate of food, and could not help but wonder about if that was why the food was appealing to her so much.
“ Love maybe has that effect of making you hungrier...” She told herself while not letting herself giggle out loud at it.
Her mind quickly reverted back to the events of the night before, and the simple joys of seeing the girl’s face sleeping next to her this morning. With that in her mind, all she could do was smile. Taking a forkfull from her plate, she found that the food was in fact tasting way better today, and she was sure that her Pa was right about things now.
She just ate away in silence, her mind happily playing the events of the last day over and over again. It seemed to confirm what she had been thinking... love does help a person’s appetite, for it seemed like she would never be full as she was wondering if it was appropriate for her to be asking for seconds after she had finished with her first.
Her Aunt came in at that moment, looking like she was not at all in a very good mood this morning. Susan just kept on eating and never once looked over at the sour looking woman, not even Aunt Nicolette’s very bad mood could dampen her mood this day... and she was not about to let it in the first place. To keep that thought, she had already decided not to ask for another helping of breakfast.
Love does have a marked effect on a person, it makes if their in a bad situation just a little easier to handle. For Susan, this was a very good thing indeed.
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With Susan’s Uncle gone off to work, the Vanstrom household went back to how it had been the day before. Just like yesterday when she had arrived, the Smyth girl was basically ignored and left to her own devices while her new relatives went on with their day like it was just any other day that had past or was going to come.
To her credit, Susan was in fact a person who was very resourceful. After living through what she had already in her life, she was sure she could make this sort of situation a little better for herself. She was still bothered by how her new family was treating her, but she was determined to perhaps integrate into it somehow.
Susan came out of the library room, carrying a rather thick book to read. Her cousins were in with their individual tutors at the moment and Auntie was busy with a group of very smartly dressed ladies in the parlor Judging from the constant flow of loud talking that was coming out of that room, they were discussing something rather heatedly.. and it was seeming to be boiling over.
Walking silently through the hallways, she noticed there were only a few servants scampering around doing the house chores and carting trays of hot tea into that room. She watched three of them enter the parlor, and was actually a little sorry for them having to go into there at this time. She headed away from that part of the house, to be as far from the hurly-burly as possible.
As Susan wound her way through the halls at the back of the house, she found herself wondering if Alice was having a better day with whatever her chores were being. She remembered that wonderful smiling face she had last seen leaving their attic room this morning. She hoped that the girl was having a better day than what she seemed to have the day before. A little worried about that, she was contemplating looking for the girl in the expanse of the house to check for herself.
Taking a moment to think that idea over....She decided she would not to do that. She really was needing to be careful and not get the pretty girl into any trouble with her stern relatives. It was hard enough to be staying here, without having her Aunt ending up being all riled up over something.... if she just stayed back, at least that would not be a problem. She knew, dispite wanting to see Alice for a few moments, that was the right thing to do.
Susan just hurried through the empty halls of the house with quickened steps, heading to the staircase she knew would lead her back up to her room high atop of this very unfeeling home she had to stay at. She had decided that she would just go to her room for the morning and lay on the bed up there to read for awhile to pass the time. There was not really much else to do because of the attitude her Auntie had shown towards her. She had been thinking that she would love to have the chance to explore the area around the house and see the city a little while she was here, but for now it was best that she hid herself away and read for now.
Susan had been reading for quite some time when she finally had layed down her book on the bed beside her. There was something actually good about this attic room after all, she had decided. The quietness made a perfect place for someone to read, as even the noise and bustling of the street outside seemed not to get up so high. She noted that it was so quiet, it seemed like no one was even in the house at the time, and she grinned at it. She had finally came to find something about this place that was good... high up here in the Attic, solitude could be found.
With her eyes now starting to feel very tired from reading, she just layed there to rest them and delighted in the quietness that was around her. She closed her eyes and took a deep breath, as memories of the night before came back. She gasped a little to the stillness of the room, just thinking about it, was making her body tingle all over. She sighed, and let her mind wander into more details.
She could feel the lips of Alice on her in her mind, memories of those hands touching her bare skin flooded back as well. She felt her whole body now react to those images, tingles and sensations went trough her like wild. The love she felt for the girl also came back, and she was feeling something as well. It was as if her own body yearned to be touched like that again, but this time it was more than just a need.
The girl then noticed that the place between her legs was beginning to feel wet again, just like it did last night, her secret place was tingling and throbbing with each thought she was having. She was a little surprised at her body’s reactions to her longing thoughts, but the words of Alice from the night before came back to her.
“ It is natural...” Said the voice of Alice in her head, which helped her not feel so strange about it.
As she layed there, Susan now starting to feel a strange urge... one that was making her think of touching herself. She had never felt something like this that was making her actually to want to touch herself in the most intimate places on her body, but it was now right there and getting stronger.
Ignoring it to the best of her abilities, Susan tried to just lay there and hoped that this would pass soon. She kept thinking about Alice, and found that it instead was getting stronger with every passing second. She wriggled her hips a little, in a attempt to elevate some of the pressures that were gaining ground inside of herself, but when her underthings started to rub against her private area where he legs and body met, it just seemed to make it grow. With her heightened senses that now charged through body, she had no clue what to do.
Susan then listened for a moment, noting that there was no noises coming from outside of her room, and that made her feel the pull of this urge grow. Whatever this feeling was that was making her feel like this, was not going to go away. Feeling like she was being driven a little crazy with it, she needed to do something to make it stop, but was unsure of just what would quell this.
The girl acted with something that was almost animalistic instinct, hoisting her dress up just over her hips by lifting her backside off the bed. As she spread her legs once free to do so, the urge to touch the wet place between her legs... became harder to ignore. She looked down at the ivory whiteness of her underthings for a moment, seeing the crotch her undergarment was soaked with a big wet spot, while the images of Alice touching her body bounced in her mind. She felt herself starting to sweat and her heart pound as she looked at that soddened spot, her own being trying to tell her why she was doing this
With shaking hands that came with this feeling of the unknown, Susan untied the drawstring on her underthings and loosened the waist so they were not even close to being tight around her waist. She lifted the garment open and looked down into her own underthings while her excitement started to mount..
She could see her private place was a bright pink colour through the light thatch of here own private hair, and found that it was now opened up like a little flower first thing in the morning. She had seen the private bloom on Alice the night before when she had began to touch the red head there. Urges not mounting, she reached her hand down in to touch herself, every part of herself was literally aching for her to do so.
When her own fingertips touched the blooming little flower of her’s, she could not help but gasp as she came into contact with her own skin. Just brushing on the slick wetness sent shivers through her entire body, and she began to do small circles around the petals... bringing even more shutters of pure pleasure for herself. Rubbing a little firmer on her erect parts, she let out a long gasping noise while own hips lifted so her secret place could meet her very own fingers. She mewled and felt her whole body quiver, as her own hand was beginning her so much pleasures right now.
Images of Alice’s hand being the one doing what she was to herself flared in her head. She felt her breathing becoming faster and more ragged by the second, her fingers were speeding up with an urgency that was being powered by something other than herself. Hitting one particular little bump that seemed to jut out of herself, made every part of her tense. She did a few circles on that part, and found that pressure inside of her leap to life even more powerfully. She groaned again, and closed her eyes to let the feelings consume her.
Susan remembered how it felt when the girl had put one of her fingers into her, and found herself now feeling more than bold enough to do it on herself. Quickly, She found the opening ready for her, but she was hesitant for a second to continue on. The girl just held her hand there for a moment, her fingers moved like somehow they knew what to do next before she was aware of it. Her legs fell open more, instincts kicking in.
Sinking her pointer finger deep into her own secret place, she could not help but let out a strong moan to the stillness. She arched as her finger entered her own slickness, the finger sliding in as far as she could insert it, and finding that it brought not even an hint of the pain like when Alice had first did it on her. It was now not pain, but a desire to continue on. She could feel just how her own body now cradled the entire length of her fingers in its velvety softness, all the while her whole body was now urging her to continue.
Trembling with anticipation and a yearning that drove her, she started to move that digit in and out of herself like the red head had done, feeling her secret place become even wetter than before. She could now really feel the same sort of pressure starting to build inside of her... just like the night before, as very intense and clear images of a naked servant girl shot through her mind’s eye. She let her hand move the way it wanted to, a shutter shot through her lower half with the experience of pure bliss.
Sweat started to collect on the girl’s brow, while her bent up legs trembled with each movement her hand made. She could feel her own insides gripping her finger with a firm yet so soft squeeze, and that in itself brought whatever this building force was to build even higher. She moved her hand faster, bringing the pressure to start climbing up to new heights with each stroke her finger made. She found her other hand had started to squeeze her own right breasts through the top part of her dress and was surprised to find that was also making her body react to everything. She heard herself cooing a little bit, biting her own lip to keep from crying out as she felt consumed by these amazingly pleasing sensations.
The pressure inside of her now was reaching what could be explained as a zenith point, and she was being pushed by some inner force to make her hand go even faster. She did as her body commanded it to, speeding herself up as fast as she could possibly could have done... at that exact moment, she could not stop herself from crying out as her insides first quaked and then like a lion after a kill, pounced on her. She cried out dispite trying to keep silent, as she exploded from the inside out. Whatever it was, now consumed her mind, her body and soul.
She felt her body now was pouring great amounts of wetness over her hand, her secret place was shaking wildly as she dove into this wave of ecstacy that now had her. She then rammed two of her own fingers as deep as she could get them to go, and that made her whole body shake uncontrollably and her hips to rock upwards to meet it. She let out a whimpering gasp as she could do nothing but ride whatever this really was through, as the sensations and pressure finally released. Arching off the bed, she felt like her whole body was releasing all at once.
Her mind seemed to sink into a whirlwind of colors, the release shot sensations that held her whole being in a rapture she had never known. Deep inside of her, was a vortex of unabashed ecstacy that she wanted to keep going for as long as she could, every little tingles and vibrations that shot through to her very soul one after another made her whimper and cry out even harder than ever.
Feeling entirely spent after the pressures had finally began to subside, Susan just layed there while keeping her fingers wedged into herself. She could feel the drumming of her heartbeat around her own fingers as she gasped deeply to catch her breath. With whatever it was, it seemed like it was subsiding slowly, being replaced by a feeling of full peace... just like after her and Alice had stopped last night. She sighed and enjoyed it, as that urge she had been wanting to stop, was now gone.
She opened her eyes after a moment or two, and found her beautiful servant girl standing beside the bed. She was startled by the appearance so suddenly, not even hearing the girl actually coming in to the room.. The girl stood there so still, her eyes were focused on Susan while her breathing was deep and ragged.
Susan felt a wave of pure mortification flood her, as the girl had caught her in the act of doing what it was to herself like this. She swallowed hard and tried to avert her eyes, as her mind came to fully understand that the girl was actually there. She wanted to say something to the girl at her bedside, but could not even make a sound.
Voicelessly, the two girls looked at each other, stone silent. To the young girl in the bed, she could see that there was no judgment seen in Alice’s face... it was actually just like the look that was like the night before.... full of passion and wonderment fueled by the over feeling of great love.
Alice climbed on the bed without a word, and knelt beside her as Susan watched. She said nothing as she moved both of her hands and come to rest on the waist of the underthings Susan wore. The red headed girl looked down at the hand that was still hidden inside and made a small smile. The brown haired girl pulled out her hand from where it was nestled, feeling her face grow intensely hot. There still was no hint of judgment in the eyes of the servant girl’s.
There was a quick pause, as there was a question that lit up in Alice’s face. Susan found herself replying to the look as she felt her own hips lifting slightly off the bed... it was as if her body knew what was being asked of her before her mind did. The girl slid the under things off, leaving the stockings and shoes on, and the things disappeared from view. Excited by what Alice was doing, Susan was not sure what the girl was doing undressing her like she was, but she watched to find out.
Alice moved so she was right in between the girl’s up bent legs, and was soon looking at the now very soaked treasure layed bare there. The girl smiled sweetly and then began to lower her head so slowly between Susan’s thighs, almost as if she was going to kiss the girl in the private place.
Horrified in a way and yet excited at the same time, Susan did not know what Alice was going to do, but every part of her wanted her to do it. She felt herself swallow hard, her eyes could not move away from watching that beautiful face go directly to her private spot with a slow gracefulness.
Susan gasped and her back came off the bed, as she felt Alice’s lips touchdown on to her little secretive flower. Even though she has just stopped all of those feelings by herself, the pressures were once again building and seemed to have been magnified a thousand fold from even that. Warm lips on her little petals, created something inside of her.
The brown haired lass could not help but pushed her hips outward, so her tingling wetness went into the girl’s face, wanting the sensations that were flowing. She felt as a few loving kisses were placed down there by Alice, making her mind spin with such awareness of what was happening She felt something then softly enter her, and knew it was not the girl’s finger, it was something that was feeling even better.
Susan knew instantly that it was Alice’s tongue that was at work, but the feelings that came with this action did not make her feel repulsed by it, it actually had caused her legs to open up further and allow the pretty thing to do whatever she wanted. The tongue now was purposely probing and exploring her nether regions with great enthusiasm, bringing Susan to tremble with each minute movement it made.
Alice traced her tongue along the folds of Susan’s little flower with such a lightness that it made the girl shake. Susan whimpered and reached down, holding the head right where it was. She felt the girl respond, by lapping even faster, and she groaned. Never in her life had she ever felt something like this before. She squealed as the tongue slipped in even deeper into her already spasaming flower, causing her body to vibrate harder.
Soon, waves of energy flooded out of her again, as she felt her on the brink of exploding over and over again. Ever vibration that was rocking her was followed by another more powerfully felt one, making Susan move her hips like crazy against the face of the girl. She was now consumed by the sensations, and the love that she had for this girl... and let all of these pulses come-as-they-may. They made her love the girl even more than what she had.
The last of the sensuous waves finally had ebbed and gone, and Susan could only lay there sweaty and spent. The girl had crawled up from where she had been to simply lay beside her and held her tightly against herself. No one said a word for awhile, as they simply gazed deeply into the other’s eyes
She could smell her own sent on the girl’s face as they layed there, and that made the experience all the more amazing. It made the whole thing that much more than what she ever could have daydreamed. Looking into those blueish eyes that intently looked at her, made everything seem incredible.
She reached up and caressed the pretty face of Alice as they layed there, her fingertips gliding over the softness.
“ I don’t know what to say...” She cooed, as she enjoyed the feeling of the girl holding her.
“ Nothing needs to be said, my darling..” Simply said Alice, staring intensely into the girl’s face. “ You are here, I am here... it is wonderful and I am happy!”
“ Would an ‘I love you’ be enough?” Sighed the very contented brown haired girl, feeling overwhelmed by everything... but in a good way. “ Because I really do love you completely.”
Alice looked down at the girl next to her and smiled, her eyes sparkling. She touched Susan’s face lightly, her eyes locking on with the intensity that could never have been matched.
“ Would saying you love me be enough? Always will...” Smiled the red head back, as she kissed the smaller framed girl.
“ I do love you, you know...” Said Susan happily, as that was the absolute truth. “ I truly do love you... guess I have since the very first time I saw you”
“ As I love you... so very much from that time...” Replied back Alice, then kissing her a little more fervently after she added. “ I love you, Susan dear...more than what I could ever could say... my words will never be enough to tell you what I feel for you...”
The kiss given by Alice was so amazing in it’s pureness of passion, Susan felt her heart swoon and her happiness grow. She hugged the girl back, and give a return kiss that had as much passion in it as the girl’s did. The two layed there and kissed off and on for a long time, enjoying the quietness and the simple pleasures of being together.
After awhile, Alice broke their loving embrace and got up, much to the surprise of the girl that layed with the red head. She flashed a questioning look at Alice, who seemed almost reluctant herself.
“ I should get back down to do what they were wanting me to be doing...” Alice said, obviously not wanting to. “ I had told the head servant that I was going up here to check on you... and it has been awhile since that...”
“ But I want to ‘repay’ you...” Susan said, an intense smokiness was held in her eyes that also came with her face glowing a shocking paint of red. “ Repay, and not be without you...”
“ We have tonight, my darling.. all night...” Beamed Alice, knowing exactly what the girl was thinking about.
“ Tonight?” She echoed, not hiding the feelings that implied thought brought to her.
“ But... of course...” Smirked Alice, the thought of it was joy to her.. “ All night... every night!”
“ Promise?” Susan asked feeling her body shiver with the thought.
Alice looked at the girl with this calming and very loving look captured in her eyes. She smiled and seemed a tiny bit bashful again, but never once did she look away.
“ It’s more than a promise that I give you... love does not have to make a promise, because it is a promise without ends” Said the girl back, her own smiling face was showing exactly what she was thinking as well. “ That is what it is...”
Susan nodded and felt herself really blushing as the thought of being with the girl again made her feel so much more happier than even before. She took a long pause to look at that pretty face and felt this great feeling of contentment, more than she had ever felt in her life. If this was not the right thing to be doing, as the bible has stated since she was a girl in Sunday school.... she just wanted to be completely wrong with it. When she looked at the girl, it was really felt so right.
Alice leaned over the bedside and kissed her gently one more time with a calculated slowness, then hurried to return downstairs, so as not to end up arousing anyone’s suspicions in the Vanstrom household. She stopped in the doorway for a split second of time, waved and broke a huge smile, then out the door she went with that smile still plastered on her face. She closed the door behind her tightly yet noiselessly, and the sounds of her footsteps on the steps leading downwards could be heard for a little until they faded away into the recesses of the large house and the quiet returned.
As Susan layed there alone again in the attic room, she had started to wonder just where her underthings were at this point, realizing all over again that the girl had taken them off of her right after getting ‘caught’ like she had been. She just layed there and had to admit dispite her uneasiness of being uncovered like this, as at this point she was much too wet to wear them anyways, so she just left them wherever they might have been for now.
She just hunted for the book she had been reading, she simply would lay without them like this until she was ready to go back down stairs... and dry. At this point, she had no real desire to go down stairs to simply be ignored all over again. A little more reading of the book seemed to be the better option, as she knew that dinner was still a ways off in the first place.
Susan read the book, but her mind seemed not to be on the world in the pages, it was light years from it. She could not stop thinking about when they would go to bed that night... it was stirring up all of those feelings again. She felt love, this marvelous passion for the red headed girl and had such a great and overpowering longing for her... they were all there. She smiled at thinking about it, it was a smile that she could not, or would not, let go of.
What more could a girl do, other than smile when love has finally been found?