Authors: Grain
Title: Amazing
Title: First Impressions
A sound awoke Zelda from her sleep several hours later. Someone was opening the door. A tall blond woman walked in carrying a duffel bag in one hand and a suede leather jacket draped over one shoulder. She wore blue shorts and a matching sleeveless top.
"Oh, I didn't think anyone else was going to be here," said Zelda sitting up in bed rubbing her eyes.
"I'll go sleep in my ship if it's a problem," the woman replied.
"Oh no, it's no problem. I just thought…." the woman walked into the room ignoring her.
"Umm... You are Samus, are you not?"
"That's right," Samus said flatly, walking over to the bed on the other side of the room opposite Zelda's. She dropped her bag and jacket on the floor next to the bed.
"Pleased to meet you, my name is Zelda. I'm fairly new here and... I..." Samus, still ignoring her, marched off to the bathroom. Zelda thought that something obviously must be bothering her, though she didn't seem angry. It was... something else. Zelda could hear the shower running. She lay back down and listen to the sound for a while, drifting in and out of sleep. Sadness... that's what it was.
The sudden stop of the shower fully awoke her. She heard the door open and Samus' foot steps across the floor. Zelda looked over and was shocked. Samus was completely naked, holding her previous outfit bunched up in one hand and rubbing herself dry with a towel in the other. Both of which she threw to the floor when she reached her bed.
'What is she doing? Doesn't she care that someone else is in the room? Maybe she just thought I had gone back to sleep already,' Zelda thought to herself. She turned away not wanting to invade Samus' privacy. Though after only a few seconds, as if by some unseen force, her head was turned back to watch Samus. She dug through her bag and retrieved a pair of plain white panties that she slipped on. Then pulled out an extremely worn white T-shirt and pulled it over her head and down around her, not quite reaching her belly button. Finally she pulled her long, still damp, blond hair back into a ponytail, and laid down on her side facing into the room.
Their eyes met and Zelda sharply turned away, embarrassed she'd been caught staring. Though Samus didn't seem to care, or even notice. Well no use in hiding it now Zelda thought. She slowly turned back to face Samus. But now she realized Samus wasn't really looking at her, she was just sort of staring off into space. Zelda lay there examining Samus' face through the dim light that came in through the crack under the door. She really did seem sad Zelda thought as she drifted off to sleep.
Again Zelda awoke. She had such trouble sleeping in a bed that wasn't her own. She wasn't sure if she had been out only a few minutes or hours. But Samus was in the exact same position, still staring at nothing. She should probably say something. Maybe she was depressed and just needed someone to talk to. Zelda slid out of bed and slowly crossed the room. Only when she got within five feet did Samus take notice, sharply directing her eyes to Zelda.
"Is anything the matter?"
"What...? No... I'm fine," Samus said shutting her eyes finally and turning her head away.
"Are you certain, because you seem..."
"I said I'm fine," Samus cut her off. She rolled onto her other side to face the wall. "Go back to bed."
"Alright," Zelda said quietly. She wanted to press the issue, but from Samus' tone she thought better. She went back to her bed and fell asleep, hopefully for good this time.
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Samus awoke early the next morning. Sitting up on the edge of her bed she stretched, putting her hands up in the air and behind her, and arching her back causing her vertebrae to crack. She then tilted her head side to side doing the same to the vertebrae in her neck. She glanced over at Zelda still sleeping, 'What was with her,' she thought. She pulled off her T-shirt, put a bra on, and changed into a skintight light blue jumpsuit that she pulled from her bag. She put on her boots and walked out the door giving Zelda one last questioning look.
When Zelda got up she saw Samus was gone. Looking over to where she had slept Zelda saw a complete mess. The bed was left unmade and there were clothes all over the floor. She shook her head in disapproval. After changing into her usual dress she picked up all of Samus' clothes and put them in a pile. Then she made the bed, hung the leather jacket over the chair and put the duffle bag at the foot of the bed.
She then thought to wash all the clothes she had picked up, as well as some of her own. She didn't mind doing chores, even though she had servants she frequently cleaned up around the castle, as she liked the feeling of doing things on her own. Completely unaware of laundry machines she went into the bathroom and turned on the faucet in the tub. Using hand soap and the running water she washed each article of clothing individually and hung them to dry on the bar that holds up the shower curtain.
Once done with that she had some free time before meeting Link for lunch. Since she'd be stuck here a while she thought she might sign up for some more matches, so she headed off to the registration office. They gave her one of the last matches of the day as well as one late tomorrow morning. Then she headed off to meet Link for lunch.
Walking to the cafeteria she pondered where Samus could have gone off too. Recalling the match schedule, Samus didn't have any today. Maybe she was using one of the training facilities. She really did want an opportunity to talk with her. Perhaps Samus would be in a better mood if she caught her in the middle of the day instead of so late at night.
Zelda sat across from Link who was preoccupied wolfing down his lunch. She spoke up asking, "Have you ever spoken with Samus," Link just shook his head not wanting to talk with his mouth full. He swallowed then reiterated his response "No. She's never really around much. Spends most of her time in the training facilities."
"Oh, I see."
"Though I think Fox knows her. You met her?" he asked.
"Yes, last night. Although I didn't have the opportunity to speak with her much. She went straight to bed as soon as she got there. And she had gone before I woke up this morning," She paused for a while before continuing "It seemed like she was depressed about something," to which link just shrugged and continued eating.
After finishing lunch Zelda went with Link to watch him fight in a match and after that back to her room. It looked like Samus hadn't been back yet. She decided to get some rest before her own match, and went to sleep on the couch for a few hours. Then finally went off to the arena.
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Samus landed in the midst of four virtual fighters and executed a sweeping kick, tripping all four. She then launched a missile at one destroying it, and used her grapple beam to grab a second one. She pulled it and sent it flying into the a third as it was just standing up. The fourth charged at her but she easily took it out by clobbering it with her arm cannon. As each was destroyed More came so that she was constantly facing four at a time. She dispatched those just as easily and even more came. She was hours into this and was getting bored. These virtual fighters were too weak even though their attributes had been set to their max. But she mustn't give in; boredom is just another obstacle to over come. She couldn't let herself succumb to it on a real mission. She pressed on several hours more until she convinced herself that she could have gone on indefinitely.
Still not satisfied she decided she would try the target test. A number of breakable targets would be arranged around an obstacle course and she had to destroy all of them as quickly as possible. She had to be quick and efficient and think on her feet, or her enemies could gain the upper hand. This would be useful training. She repeated the course over and over using different tactics at various places along the course and trying out different routes to the various targets.
These training exercises were no substitute for real experience though. As long as she was stuck here she might as well make productive use of the time and decided she should sign up for more matches. Seeing it was getting late she hurried off to the registration office before they closed for the night. They gave her several matches including one late tomorrow morning. She then returned to her room to get some sleep.
Opening the door to the room she saw her clothes were not where she had left them on the floor, her bed had been made and her jacket was hung up. She found her laundry strung up all over the bathroom. "Did that girl do this?" she muttered. "Must have," she plucked up all the clothing that was hers, leaving Zelda's stuff where it hung, and crammed it all into her bag in one shot. She showered, changed and then went to bed.
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"Great job tonight, princess," Fox said.
"Yeah you're really improving, your highness," Link added.
"Thank you, but I didn't win," Zelda said with a fake smile. They both either forgot or ignored her request to be called by her name. And what was worse they were patronizing her, she was terrible and she knew it, and so did they.
"Well your competition was pretty tough," Link replied.
"Maybe I'll let Falco know to take it easy on you next time," Fox said jokingly.
She couldn't feign a smile at that. She just stared at the floor and held her tongue until they reached her room.
"Well goodnight boys, it's been a pleasure," she said and bowed.
"Goodnight princess," Fox said.
"Goodnight. I'll see you tomorrow?" Link said.
"Yes, goodnight," she said again.
When Zelda entered the room she saw Samus was back and had already gone to sleep. She tried to be as quiet as possible as not to wake her as she prepared for bed. Flopping down on the bed, she sighed 'Damn, I missed another opportunity to speak with her.' She settled in and tried to fall asleep.
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Zelda woke to what she thought was the sound of a scream, although through the uncertainty of her drowsy state she couldn't be certain what, if anything, she heard. She lay back down, disregarding it as nothing and was about to go back to sleep when she noticed Samus was sitting up on the edge of her bed. She was holding her head and breathing heavily and the expression on her face was one of pure terror.
"Are you ok?" Zelda called out, but got no response.
She got up from her bed and crossed the room. As she approached she could see that Samus was shaking. "Samus?" she tried again but still no response.
Zelda knelt down in front of her to see her face to face. "Hey," she said softly. Samus jumped, startled as she became aware of Zelda's presence.
"Are you ok?" she repeated now that she had Samus' attention.
"I…" Samus just stared at Zelda, looking into her eyes. They seemed soothing to Samus, comforting somehow. They were a deep inviting blue, a darker shade than her own blue. She felt warmth in them yet at the same time they reminded her of a cool calm lake, whose surface hid its true depth. What ever it was about them she had stopped shivering. "I'm … alright," she said in a barely audible whisper.
"You don't look alright."
"I don't?"
'NO! NO! NO! STUPID IDIOT! STUPID AND WEAK! YOU'RE BEING WEAK!' Samus mentally scolded herself. 'NOW FUCKING SHAPE UP, PULL THIS SHIT OUT THERE AND YOU'RE DEAD!'
"No, you look terrified, you probably had a nightmare."
"No," Samus shut her eyes hard, shook her head and took a deep breath. "No," she said in a more normal voice. "I'm fine now."
"It must have been pretty bad, you were shaking..."
"I said I'm fine."
"But..."
"Look, I don't know what you want from me, but just... just leave me alone," Samus laid back down in the bed and shut her eyes.
A little hurt Zelda backed off. "I didn't want anything," she said to herself, "...just to talk to you."
"And don't touch my stuff anymore," Samus called out as Zelda walked back to her own bed.
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Zelda woke the next morning to find Samus on her way out the door. "Samus, wait," she called getting up from the bed. "Last night... I mean, I didn't mean to upset you. I was just concerned," she explained.
"It's nothing, just forget it happened, I don't care," Samus said sounding more depressed than before, "Don't... don't say anything about it to anyone." Then she quickly exited.
"Alright, I won't," she said to the closed door. Now feeling a little down herself she decided to go get some breakfast, and headed off for the cafeteria. In the cafeteria she saw Fox waving to her from a table. She went and sat with him.
"Good morning princess," he greeted her cheerfully.
"Fox..." She was about to correct him for not using her name but decided she should just give up on it. "...so where is Link."
"Don't know, haven't seen him all morning."
"Oh, I see," she said sounding a little disappointed. "So, Link tells me you know Samus"
"Um... well you could say that," he said hesitantly. "Not very well, we've worked together a couple times before, and it was me that told her about this place"
"So then you are from the same place as her?"
"Well same dimension, but we're from different planets. Anyway aren't you staying in the same room as her?"
"Yes, I've tried talking to her but she's been very evasive. She's hardly ever there, and when she is she's sleeping. The few times I have spoken to her I hardly get two sentences out before she tells me to go away," Zelda said, a bit ranting.
Fox nodding the whole time. "Yeah, that's Samus. Well you'll get to see her later this morning, although I don't think you'll be doing much talking."
"What do you mean?"
"You're both in the 11:15 match this morning."
"What!"
"You didn't know?"
"No. There were still empty slots when I signed up. She must have signed up after me."
"Well good luck," He said finishing his breakfast. "Though against her I don't know what good it would do." He stood up from the table, "I have some things to take care of, see you later."
"Alright. Goodbye, Fox," she said then resumed eating her breakfast. 'A match with Samus?' she thought. People would expect her to be apprehensive about such a match up, but she was actually quite excited. She didn't care that she couldn't compete with Samus. Not only would she get the chance to fight in the same arena as this strong, powerful woman that she idolized, this would also give her something to talk about with Samus. She finished eating, got up and left, smiling the whole time.
End Part Two
Title: Match
Title: Lunch
Title: Reminiscing
Title: Training
Title: Intimacy
Title: Taken
The match was uneventful, her opponents weren't particularly strong, and she defeated them with relative ease. Normally Samus would have been annoyed at having wasted time on such weak opponents, but at this moment she couldn't care less. Her thoughts were else where; she was meeting Zelda now and somehow that mattered more. She found it odd that the girl occupied so much of her thoughts, this wasn't like her. Though admittedly Zelda wasn't like anyone else she ever met. She was almost giddy with the anticipation of seeing her face again.
Samus shook her head. 'What's wrong with you Aran? Calm down!'
She pushed open the doors of the stadium's main exit and stood at the top of the broad stairs that led down to the street. She scanned the crowd to try and find Zelda, but didn't have any luck. Perhaps she wasn't here yet or was just lost amongst all the people. Samus climbed onto the base of one of the pillars that bordered the exit, giving herself a few extra feet over the heads of everyone else. This way Zelda could spot her easier. She leaned against the pillar and waited. After five minutes the crowd had thinned dramatically, and after ten she was standing there all alone.
Did she lose track of the time or was she talking about a different exit? Or had she just decided to not show up? Samus sighed in annoyance and was about to leave when she saw someone walking by. It was Link. When he saw her he hurriedly ran up to her.
"Hey Samus, do you know where Zelda is, I wanted to take her home but I can't seem to find her anywhere."
"Take her home?"
"Oh, didn't you hear, they announced a short while ago that dimensional travel was fixed."
"No, I was competing, I missed that."
"Well I'm getting worried, I didn't see her at all yesterday and now I can't find her anywhere."
"She was with me yesterday."
"Oh, do you know where she is now?" Link questioned anxiously.
"No, Zelda was... she was supposed to meet me here, but she hasn't shown up. She didn't go and see you either like she said she would?"
"I don't like this, something happened, she always keeps her word to a fault. I have to go and find her."
"Hold on now, you're getting worked up over nothing, I saw her this morning an hour ago."
"But when I checked her room it was almost an hour ago, and she wasn't there."
'Hmm, that is a bit odd,' Samus thought. "Fine, why don't you go check the training facilities, I'll go check on... something else... if we don't find her meet back at my room in five minutes."
"Right," he said, and then left.
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Samus marched down the hallway of the infirmary. 'If he... I'll...' She clenched her fist until her knuckles turned white and she gritted her teeth. She kicked open the door, practically knocking it off the hinges. At least he's still here. She walked over to Ganondorf and took him by the collar.
"What did you do? Where is she?" He didn't respond, he couldn't, his jaw was wired shut. He just shook his head, and glared angrily at her. She released him violently, letting his head drop back down to his pillow. She then gave him a back handed slap to the jaw before marching out.
'It couldn't have been him.'
She went back to her room to see if Link had found her. She arrived before him and went in to wait. Now she was worried, she paced back and forth waiting for Link. Then she noticed something on the table by the TV. It was a device from her world, a computerized pad for displaying text and images, but... she didn't bring one. Where did it come from?
She picked it up and activated it. An image came on its screen. It was of her and Zelda at lunch the other day. "What the hell?" She flipped to the next page, again of her and Zelda, this time walking in the hallway around the training area. The next few images were even more infuriating; her and Zelda in bed together. From the angle she could tell where the camera was. She ran over to one of the unused beds, stood on it, reached into the ventilation grating, and ripped it out, throwing it to the floor. This revealed a small camera with a transmitter. She grabbed it and angrily threw it across the room, shattering the device against the wall.
Samus turned her attention back to the pad, quickly going through more images of the two of them. Then she came to an image that wasn't of the both of them. Zelda was in it, but the other person wasn't her. The person with Zelda was someone she knew from long ago; a large winged creature held Zelda in its claw, its pointed tail held to her neck, obviously posing for the camera.
"Ridley! You fucking bastard."
She gripped the pad as her hands shook with rage. They were in this very room, Zelda looked terrified and like she was crying. She heard the plastic casing of the device creak as it twisted in her hands. She relaxed before she broke the thing, and quickly turned to the next page, not wanting to look at that image anymore. The next page wasn't an image but a set of spatial coordinates. She jumped off the bed, went out the door and headed for her ship. She ran into Link in the hall, just outside her room.
"Hey, I didn't find her, you?" he asked.
"Yeah, I did."
"Well... where is she?"
She hit the back button on the pad, taking it to the image of Ridley and Zelda, and threw it at him. Then she stormed off down the hall leaving Link holding the pad.
"What! Zelda! What is this? Hey wait!" He ran after her, chasing her down halfway to the dimensional gateway "What happened to Zelda? What did this dragon do with her? Where are you going?"
"I'm going after him."
"Is... is she..."
"No, not yet at least. He needs her alive."
"Then I'm coming with you."
"I don't need your help."
"I don't care, I'm coming. I can't sit here and do nothing while Zelda's in danger."
"Fine! Just don't get in my way!"
They entered the dimensional gateway room; it was a large open room with many levels of catwalks around the edge. On each level were machines that opened portals to the various worlds of the competitors. They were of two different sizes. Some were the size of an ordinary doorway just large enough for a person to walk through, and a few were several dozen meters across, designed to allow small ships to pass through. In the center of the room were pads for those ships to land on. Samus' ship was parked on one pad; in addition there were Fox's and Falco's Arwings, and Captain Falcon's ship, the Falcon Flyer.
The two of them boarded her ship after Samus yelled at one of the gate operators that they were leaving. The interior of the ship was cramped, just a small six by five foot cabin. The pilots' seat was the only place to sit, so link would have to sit on the floor. Though presently he leaned over the back of Samus' chair watching as she started up the ship. She powered up the main engine and then the thrusters. The ship lifted off and she moved it forward through the portal. Once through, all they could see through the window was a rather empty star field.
"Sit down," she ordered; Link's hovering was getting annoying. He sat against the back wall of the cabin with his legs folded in front of him. Samus entered the spatial coordinates she got from the pad into the nav-computer and then powered up the warp drive. The image of the star-field became distorted as the engines bent space around the ship, propelling it faster than light. She leaned back in her chair and sighed. "This will be about a four hour trip," she explained.
"Where are we going, exactly?"
"Who knows? It's most likely a small planet or moon; could be an abandoned station. We'll know when we get there."
"So, we're in your world?"
"That's right."
"And this dragon, it's from here as well?"
"Yeah."
"So... what does he want with Zelda?"
Samus sighed. "Nothing. He's after me; we're long time enemies. He's using her to lure me into his grasp. He knows he wouldn't stand a chance against me head on, so he had to resort to something like this."
"Oh."
"They'll be well prepared for us. You sure you can handle this?"
"Of course I can!" Link said arrogantly.
"Humph." She closed her eyes and reclined her seat, not really sleeping just resting and preparing mentally for battle. The two of them sat in silence for quite a long time. Samus' thoughts drifted to Zelda. 'Why am I doing this? Tactically, this is the worst move I can make... Why didn't I think that till just now? I just rushed after her without thinking at all... Why? It is my fault she was taken, I can't just abandon her... why not? Because...why...' "Ahh, just shut up," she said aloud.
"I didn't say anything," Link said defensively.
"I wasn't... Never mind."
"Ok... Hey, I was thinking... why Zelda? Why take Zelda to get to you? Why her?"
"Hmm... Oh, we were... together."
"Together? Because you were in the same room?" Link asked truly puzzled.
Samus shook her head "I had sex with her," she said bluntly.
"..." Links jaw nearly hit the floor. "...oh... ok...and this dragon..."
"His name's Ridley."
"Oh, and Ridley knew about this?"
"He had a camera in our room, and a few other places as well. He was observing me, looking for some kind of leverage, something to use against me. I bet he even sabotaged the dimensional gate himself so he'd have time to set this up. Then it just 'conveniently' started working again just as he found his leverage and needed to leave himself."
"So that's why you asked me if she was into girls. I didn't think she was like that..." Link wasn't paying attention to what she had to say about Ridley.
"Hmm? Oh... She is. Well she... hadn't considered it before, but... I came on to her besides... and uh, not that this is any of your business anyway."
"Uh... no..." He looked away feeling a bit uncomfortable. "Hey, you didn't... you didn't force her did you?" he said a bit angrily.
"Of course not," she glared at him.
"Well... she better say the same thing when I ask her."
"Humph." Samus sank back into her chair, and again her thoughts lingered on Zelda. After a long while of more silence she finally spoke up. "Tell me about her."
"Hmm?"
"You've known her for a while now, right?"
"Yeah, I have. Wwell, what do you want to know?"
"Anything, it doesn't matter, as long as it's about her."
Link thought for a bit before answering. "Well, she's a kind and caring person, constantly thinking of others' feelings, always so gentle too, in the way she speaks and carries herself, though she can have a violent temper sometimes..." He rubbed his face. "And she's really intelligent. Like how she can use magic really well. I can use some, but only basic elemental spells, she's practically a master. It takes most people a lifetime to attain that level, however with her it's like it's intuitive. And it's not just magic, she's smart when it comes to other things as well, like solving puzzles or at games like chess, and also learning new skills. Like this one time she asked me to teach her archery. I was just demonstrating how to hold and draw the bow then she picked it up and fired off arrow after arrow like she'd done it a hundred times before." Samus smiled and nodded knowingly.
"And you're right..." he continued "I have known her for quite a while now. We first met when we were children. This may sound odd but the first time I ever saw her was in a dream, long before we ever met for real. At the time I didn't know who she was, I thought it was just a normal dream. Although the dreams recurred, revealing more details each time. I eventually found out who she was and I got really nervous about meeting her. I thought she'd be a rude, stuck up, arrogant royal brat, and that I'd get in trouble if I made her mad at me. But she wasn't any of those things, she was very pleasant to be around. And it turned out that she had been searching for me as well, because she had the same dream as me. It wasn't until later that I learned that it was because of the Triforce that we sought each other out. Oh I guess you don't know what that is."
"No, I do, she told me about it."
"Oh. Well there's always been a bond between us because of that..."
"Hmm... Tell me more, something... specific, like a fond memory or something."
Link thought for a while before responding. "Umm well, she always loved horseback riding; we'd go riding together all the time. I remember this one time I jumped a small ravine with my horse. When she saw me do it she immediately wanted to try it as well. I told her not to, that it'd be dangerous, that she could get hurt. But she insisted, she said she could do it. I begged her to listen, to believe me that it was dangerous. But she said that she didn't care that it was dangerous, that she would do it anyway. When she did do it, she fell and got hurt... pretty badly." He paused briefly. "It's strange, I don't know why I thought of that when you said 'fond memory'. There was just something about her that day. The way she was so determined to do it regardless of the peril."
Samus smiled. 'That's because she was being true to herself then,' she said to herself.
"Now that I think about it she is pretty brave too," he continued. "When Ganondorf had taken over Hyrule I went to put an end to his tyranny, but I was unable to defeat him on my own. Even though I could tell she was scared she came with me to face him without hesitation. And when it came down to it she was able to use the power of her Triforce to bind his, making him vulnerable to my attack... She was truly incredible then, the way she faced him down... she had the same determination then as well."
"Hmm, sounds like you really like her. What exactly is your relationship?"
"I... I do like her, but... hey, she's all yours, you don't have to worry about me, It's not like I'm in love with her or anything. Besides I already have a girl."
"I don't care if you are, not like I'm jealous." she said flippantly.
"I said I'm not, but... I do care about her..." He got quiet for a moment. "I shouldn't have brought her to the arena. It's all my fault... If anything happens to her...I'd..."
"I won't let that happen," Samus said resolutely.
Link smiled "It's good that she has you. I'm happy she finally found someone."
"What... what do you mean, finally?"
"Well... she always seemed so lonely to me, all by herself in that huge castle, with no one to talk to except servants and advisors. She'd keep inviting me over, sending a royal envoy, making it sound all official and important. Then all she'd ever want was to talk to me for hours on end, or go out horseback riding. When I told her I had a girlfriend, I could tell she looked kind of disappointed, even though she acted happy for me and even said she wanted to meet her. And even after that she still kept asking me to come over to the castle. I just figured she was lonely, I kind of felt sorry for her. So... you know, it's nice that you and her are together now."
"Oh... yeah," Samus said halfheartedly.
'Together?' She questioned his choice of words. What did he mean; Together? Like a couple? That's not how it was, he didn't understand. 'We were just... Zelda and I... It was just a physical attraction... that's all. She's not ...not my girlfriend. I'm not the kind of person to have a relationship with anyone. I don't have feelings for her. Just who do you think I am?' she got a bit annoyed at his implication.
'So then what are we doing here?' she argued with herself. 'Shut up.' she quelled the inner voice. She sighed, annoyed at herself, than laid back in her chair and tried not to think about it the rest of the flight.
Link sat on the floor eyes closed, he appeared to be meditating, or simply resting in the only position available in the cramped little ship. A beeping sound alerted them that they were approaching their destination. The navigation computer automatically brought the ship out of warp and they found themselves staring at a small brown planet, actually a moon of a large gas giant which loomed behind the little rocky world. As they approached the planet the scanners picked up a lone nav-beacon on the surface. Samus figured that's where they would be.
"We're here," Samus said to Link who was still resting. He stood up and watched as they descended into the planet's atmosphere. As she approached the surface she could make out the features of the landscape, it was mostly rocky with light vegetation growing sporadically and the terrain was slightly hilly. Finally she could make out the beacon, and set the ship down next to it.
"From here on, things get significantly more dangerous; don't expect me to baby-sit you. If you can't handle yourself then just stay in the ship," Samus spoke down to him.
"I've done this kind of thing before you know."
"Well they are obviously ready for us; they know we're coming, and we have no idea what they have planned. We're basically walking into a trap. This isn't like anything you've done before. If you want to back out, now's the time."
"I told you I'm not going to sit by and do nothing! Now let's go."
"Aright then. Just don't get in my way."
They exited the ship and approached the beacon. Beside it sat another data pad. Samus picked it up and studied it; it was a crude map of the area. There was a spot marked just over half a kilometer away.
"Looks like we have a bit of a walk. Move quickly. Don't fall behind," Samus said as her armor formed over her, then took off running with Link in pursuit.
End Part Eight
Title: Rescue
Link and Samus crouched behind a rock, a short distance from the mouth of a cave, which was located at the spot indicated on the map they found earlier. The cave appeared to be artificial, something dug into the ground. Samus scanned the area with her visor, looking for possible ambush or other surprises. Other than the landscape and rocks she saw nothing.
"It looks clear. Let's move in closer," Samus said, then jumped up and started moving for the cave while motioning for Link to follow.
As they got to the caves' entrance, she scanned the interior for anything suspicious and again saw nothing, so they proceeded inside. It was now very apparent that this cave wasn't natural. It was perfectly straight and the spiral grooves along the wall were from a large bore. The tunnel was angled downward, so it was taking them deep under the surface.
They eventually came to a part of the cave that was a natural formation. It was a large open area with under ground streams running across it. It looked to be part of a much more massive cave system, with countless openings and passages, many of which looked like they lead deeper into the planet. At the other end of the cavern was a large rock formation with a metal structure built into the rocks' face.
They approached the structure as Samus scanned it.
"It looks like there's a second entrance around the other side. Let's enter separately, it might give us an advantage if they're expecting me alone. I'll go in the front first; wait about a minute before going in the back."
"Alright."
"Try not to make your presence known until we have some idea what they're planning."
"Got it. Let's get this over with."
They parted, and Samus approached the front entrance, opened the hatch, and then entered. There was a short hallway and another hatch; opening that one led her to a somewhat larger room with a high ceiling. The room was poorly illuminated but it appeared to be a laboratory of some sort. There were various machines arranged in rows along the floor, with an open area in the center of the room. Lining the walls were what appeared to be biological specimen containment tubes. Some were shrouded with a protective metal shell, while others were just glass with no shell.
Just as she stepped into the room, she noticed Ridley perched on the top of one of the specimen tubes just above the entrance she had used. She jumped back into the room and leveled her cannon at him.
"I wouldn't do that," he said, then held out a small device in his claw; it looked to be a control device for something.
Ridley pressed a button on it which lowered the metal shroud on one of the tubes revealing Zelda inside. When she saw Samus she banged on the glass and appeared to be shouting something, but she couldn't be heard through the tubes' walls. Samus was relieved to see her and that she appeared to be unharmed.
"Let her go, it's me you want!" Samus shouted angrily.
Ridley swooped down and landed in the center of the room, placing himself between her and Zelda.
"Yes; it's you I went through all this trouble for, now lower your weapon."
He pressed a second button and a second tube was revealed to be above Zelda's. The two were connected end to end, and there was a hatch between them. Inside the second tube was one of the planets' local fauna; an armored creature, with scythes for forearms and a large toothy mouth. Not a pleasant looking thing in the least.
Samus did as she was told and lowered her gun. "Alright, what is it you want with me then? As if you haven't caused me enough trouble already."
"Ah, but you have that wrong, it is you who has caused us much trouble. For too long now you have been a constant obstruction to our operations. I'm personally going to put an end to that now."
"You expect me to just roll over and die then?"
"You don't have much choice, unless you don't care if this one dies as well," he said gesturing toward Zelda. "And I don't require your life, just your ability to cause us damage. Hand over the Chozo weapon and I'll allow you to keep your lives. Without it you are no threat; besides we have a direct interest in it as well."
"My armor...?"
That was almost as bad as being killed. Her armor was her identity, her livelihood, and in a way her heritage. It would be like giving up an arm or leg or some internal organ. It was a part of her at this point and she would be virtually defenseless without it. The suit was vital to her survival. The idea of giving it up hadn't been something she was prepared to even contemplate. Then she stared at Zelda and the creature in the adjoining tube. The image of it tearing her apart wasn't something she wanted to contemplate either. Zelda sat on her knees with one hand pressed against the glass, observing the situation that would decide her fate. She was staring right back at Samus with those captivating eyes. That was all it took.
Samus hung her head. This wasn't something she was used to, she had been completely defeated and no shots had even been fired. The armor melted away from her body and she was left clutching the small disk. She held it out in front of her, and turned her angry, piercing gaze to Ridley.
Zelda banged on the glass angrily, mouthing the word, "No!"
"Release her now and this is yours."
"Oh, no, only after that thing is safely out of your possession. I won't give away my only advantage."
"Neither will I... We exchange them at the same time then, slide me that remote and I slide this over to you. Agreed?"
"Agreed."
Samus set the armor's disk at her feet and Ridley followed suit with the remote to the containment tube. Samus glanced at Zelda one last time. Zelda still sat with her hand pressed against the glass. She stared back at Samus with a sad look on her face.
"Don't," she mouthed.
Samus kicked the disk across the floor while Ridley used the tip of his tail to flick the remote at Samus. Then without warning something shot out from behind one of the pieces of lab equipment and sped towards the armor disk. It appeared to be a metal chain with a hook on the end. It latched onto the disk and snatched it away into the dark corner of the room. Samus recognized the chain as belonging to Link from the many times they'd fought.
Without hesitation Ridley sped after his stolen prize. Finding the man in green holding the disk, he brought his powerful tail down on him with incredible force. Link narrowly avoided the blow, while the sharp tip of the tail created a decent sized gash in the floor. Link drew his sword and shield, and prepared for battle.
Samus ran over to where Zelda was and released her from her tiny prison. She slid out of the bottom of the tube and on to the floor. Samus knelt down and put her hand on Zelda's shoulder.
"Are you alright, he didn't hurt y--"
"Samus!" Zelda lunged at her and embraced her, squeezing her tight. Samus hugged her back briefly, before pulling her to her feet.
"Come on we have to go," Samus said.
Zelda still clung tightly to her. Samus gently pried her away and caressed her face.
"Hey, you're alright now," she spoke softy, and Zelda nodded. "Then let's go."
Zelda nodded again.
"Samus!" Link called from across the lab.
He held up the armor disk and was about to throw it to her, but Ridley got in his way. The last thing he wanted was for Samus to get her armor back, as he knew first hand how deadly she could be with it. Link tried again but Ridley attacked with his fire breath and Link had to defend with his shield. He managed to throw it but couldn't get a clean line, so it landed thirty feet away from Samus. She went for it but Ridley chased after it as well. He attacked with his fire breath to block her way. As a stream of fire came towards her she was partially tackled by Zelda from behind, who put up a barrier to protect them from the flames that surrounded them.
"Zelda, what are you doing? That was dangerous."
"I...I have to protect you. You gave up your armor for me, gave up your only protection, so I have to protect you now!" she said, sounding on the verge of tears.
"Zelda, thanks... But until we get out of here I need you to do only as I say and to not take risks like that, ok...?"
"But I--"
"This isn't like training; you make a mistake here and you don't get a second chance. So don't do anything like that again, if you died now... I... just be more careful. Ok?"
"O-ok."
When the flames had cleared they could see Ridley heading out the front hatch with the armor disc along with Link who had somehow managed to climb onto his back. When he got outside he took flight trying to shake Link off of him, but Link held tight.
Samus and Zelda ran outside after them. They saw Ridley flying around the caves interior, they also saw something else that was very troubling. Space pirates, the insect-like ones. There were dozens of them in the cave now and more were streaming in from the various entrances.
"He never had any intention of letting us leave here alive," Samus muttered to herself. "Zelda, come on, lets go..." she said dragging Zelda along.
"But, what about Link?"
"There's nothing we can do about it right now. Not while he's up there."
"But--"
"No time, let's go."
Link, who had been holding on to Ridley with just his hands, managed to get his legs around the creatures' back, then drew his weapon. He raised his sword and struck Ridley between the shoulders. However his thick skin was like armor and thus the sword did little to it. A few more blows and Link realized it was futile. He put his sword away and got out his bow and arrow, drew an arrow back all the way and then concentrated on it, using magic to form a blue energy around the tip. He took aim at one of Ridley's wings and fired. The entire wing became frozen solid and Ridley began to fall in an only half controlled glide.
By this time, Samus and Zelda had reached the mouth of the tunnel that lead back up to the surface while the swarming pirates had only reached about mid-way across the cavern.
As Link and Ridley approached the ground, Link drove both of his feet into the back of Ridley's head forcing it down and causing him to slam head first into the cavern floor. The two of them skidded across the ground a short ways before coming to a stop. Link jumped off and retrieved Samus' armor from the unconscious creature's claw. Now, though, he was in the midst of a horde of space pirates and quite far from where Zelda and Samus were.
Seeing Ridley had been taken down Samus saw her opportunity.
"Zelda, stay here. Defend yourself if necessary. These things are a lot stronger than a training hologram. Don't fight them directly, use that shield of yours."
Samus took off running but stopped and turned around; she stared at Zelda with a serious look in her eyes. "Stay alive."
"Yeah," Zelda returned her look and nodded. Then Samus went off in Links direction.
She sprinted as fast as she could manage. As she approached the advancing pirates she leaped, planting her hand on one of their heads, and vaulting past, she landed and kept running. She could hear the sound of a shot being fired behind her and she immediately rolled to the side narrowly avoiding it, she continued rolling into an upright position in one fluid motion and continued running.
Link stood his ground as a couple of the creatures approached him; they reminded him of lobsters. One of them opened its claw and a bolt of energy shot forth. Link guarded with his shield. Another shot came and he stepped to the side. As soon as the one of the creatures was within ten feet he charged at it. It fired another shot which he deflected in mid-stride and then brought his blade down on its claw, cracking its carapace. He then thrust at its head, piercing its skull and killing it, just as the second one approached and fired two shots at him, one he dodged and the other he deflected with his sword.
He charged at the second one but it leaped over him and landed behind. He turned around and with a swing of his sword slashed it across the chest, but he only caused a superficial wound. The pirate attacked with its pincers grabbing the blade of his sword and the edge of the shield. Letting go of the shield, he took the sword in two hands to get extra leverage, and was able to slide it out of the pirate's pincer. Once free, he quickly brought the sword down on the creature's arm, and wielding it with two hands, he easily severed the arm. He then chopped at its side cutting half-way into its torso. It dropped to the ground, dead.
There were now three more approaching from behind and it looked as if Ridley was slowly regaining consciousness. He thought it would be best to get out of there and started running for the cave's exit, but before he got too far, his way was blocked by at least five pirates. He couldn't take that many at once and turned to avoid them but ran into three more. Now he was beginning to get boxed in and the only way to go was back, in the wrong direction. It was than that he heard someone shouting his name; it was Samus' voice.
"Link! I hope you have it!" her voice came from across the cavern.
He retrieved the armor disk from his pocket. Then he saw her on the other side of the pirates, running at him. She leaped over one and stepped on its head and jumped again.
"Throw it!" Samus shouted.
Link tossed it straight up over his head and she caught it as she soared over him. The armor was completely on her before she landed. Without turning to face them she vaulted into the air again, a seemingly impossible height over the heads of the pirates, and rained plasma blasts down on them. Her powerful cannon easily took out seven pirates in one clean hit each. She landed again, directly behind the one pirate she didn't hit from the air. With her cannon pressed to the back of its head, she fired before it had a chance to know what hit it.
"Link, let's go!"
"Uh... right," he said, a bit stunned at her ability.
He never saw her fight like that in the stadium. She seemed much more powerful now, her cannon never did that much damage, and he was certain she couldn't jump that high. Perhaps she was holding back her suit's capabilities before. He ran after her to the cave exit where he could see more pirates gathering. What was going on over there?
Zelda stood with her arms crossed and eyes half open, her Triforce mark shown brightly. The dozen or so monsters around her continued to prod at her barrier; looking for a weakness. She concentrated and formed a fireball in front of her and fired it at one of the creature. It was knocked back and injured badly but another one took its place immediately.
'There's so many!'
She sighed and was thankful when she saw Samus and Link returning. As Samus got closer she leaped into the air doing a somersault, her body was covered in bright crackling energy. As she landed in the midst of the pirates, several of them that had touched her just exploded on contact. She fired a few shots off at the rest of them from her cannon, scattering them like ants.
"Zelda, come on, we have to make it to the ship. Link, you too, hurry up!" she shouted back to him.
He came running up behind them as they started heading up the shaft. As he passed through the mouth of the tunnel, one of the pirates that Samus had scattered jumped out at him, it had actually ran into the tunnel when running away from Samus. He didn't give it time to attack; he slashed it across the chest diagonally, wounding it. The force of the attack knocked the thing on its back. Link jumped over it and put his full weight in to his sword thrust, driving the blade through its chest. In its death throws, it managed to fire one plasma bolt up at Link, narrowly missing his head, and instead going into the ceiling above him.
The sound of the shot caused Samus to turn around to see what happened.
"Stop screwing around back there, we're getting out of here. Now!" Samus yelled at him. He was about to respond when suddenly the roof of the cave collapsed, burying him under a ton of rock.
"What was that?" Zelda turned to see the pile of rocks. "Samus? What happened? Where's Link?"
Samus stood looking at the rocks in disbelief. "He's...he was... Zelda, it's too late to save him. I'm sorry."
"No. No!" Zelda shook her head, she couldn't believe what she was hearing.
"Come on; we can't stay here."
"No, we can't, we can't leave without him. We have to help him. Samus, we can't leave!" Zelda cried as she grabbed Samus and shook her.
"Zelda... he's gone. We have to--"
"No!" Zelda took off back down the tunnel, but Samus grabbed her by the arm and pulled her back.
"Stay here!" Samus said sternly.
Then she went back down the tunnel herself to where the rocks were and started digging, throwing one after another behind her, digging for what she knew would be a corpse. After about a minute there was some movement, the rocks began falling out towards her on their own. But the movement was coming from the top of the pile, and eventually she could see the red claw of a space pirate poking through. They were digging through from the other side. If she fired at it now more of the cave would collapse. She just kept digging as long as she could.
Zelda stood with her hands clasped in front of her, anxiously watching through tear filled eyes as Samus dug. 'Please...'
Eventually the hole above the pile had widened enough for Samus to see that there were several pirates on the other side digging their way through, and no telling how many more behind that; the cave had been steadily filling up, there could be over a hundred by now, and Ridley was still in there as well. The pirate was now squirming through the hole.
'Time to go.'
She backed off the rock pile and went back up to Zelda.
"I'm sorry, but I can't get to him. We have to go now," Samus explained, but Zelda just stood there watching as the pirates wormed there way over the rocks. "Zelda!"
No response.
"Damn it." Samus picked Zelda up by her waist and put her over her shoulders then started running up the tunnel. Zelda stared blankly behind them as they sped away from where Link was.
Pirates were now chasing them up the tunnel. A shot whizzed by them and Samus turned briefly and fired a barrage of missiles back down the tunnel. Not much further now, they were almost at the surface. Another shot came up the tunnel and hit Samus in the leg. She faltered but kept on her feet. The armor had protected her for the most part, though she wasn't running quite as fast now.
Finally they exited the cave and made it to the surface, but there were pirates there as well, mostly from behind them. Samus thought they must have been able to surface elsewhere from the cave system.
No time to fight now though, not while carrying Zelda and with a slightly damaged leg; best to make a run for the ship and just get out of here. She ran over the hilly terrain, occasionally looking behind them; their pursuers were massing. She recalled the trip across this terrain before and there was a small chasm that she could manage to jump even with her leg the way it was, and that the pirates wouldn't be able to cross so easily. It was coming up soon. She tried as hard as she could to pick up the speed necessary to clear the gap.
"Zelda, hold on, we're jumping!"
"...ok..." she responded not really registering what Samus had said. Samus launched herself over the small canyon and landed a few feet past the edge on the other side. Now they were home free, there was one more hill, then a valley, and the ship was on a hill on the other side of that valley.
She could see the crest of the first hill now. Just a bit more...
She stopped at the top of the hill and stood there. This snapped Zelda out of her daze.
"Wh-Why did we stop? ...Samus?" Samus set her down on her feet in front of her. Zelda turned to look in the direction they had been running, she saw a valley stretched out before them. In the valley were... thousands... thousands of those monsters that attacked her before. "What!?"
'Ridley really had gone to great lengths to make sure I didn't survive this,' Samus thought.
She considered her options, going through them wasn't possible with Zelda in tow; far too many to fight straight up; but could she go around? No. The pirates behind them would catch up soon enough. All she had to do was get to the ship and... wait, where is the ship?
She scanned the crest of the valley looking for the ship... 'Where in the hell...wait, the nav-beacon, it's right next to the nav-beacon.'
She used her scanners to detect the beacons' signal. There it was... but... the ship wasn't there. They took her ship as well? Without the ship they were stuck. There was no way off the planet and more importantly no escape from the thousands of space pirates. There was no way she could take on that many, especially while having to protect Zelda. No escape, no way to fight...
'Ridley... you've won.'
She loathed quitting, giving up; it went completely against her nature, but the situation was utterly hopeless at this point. Her armor melted away and she was left standing with shoulders slumped and head hung.
"Samus? What are you doing... what's--" Samus suddenly embraced her tightly. "Samus...?"
"I'm sorry. I couldn't do anything more than this. I couldn't save you."
Zelda squeezed her back. "Are... we... are we going to die?"
"Sorry." Samus pulled Zelda's head down into her chest, so as to hide their impending doom from her eyes. "Don't look," she whispered. Zelda closed her eyes and buried her head into Samus. "This is...my fault. Zelda, I... I'm sorry... I don't... I ..."
"It's ok, you don't have to say anything... I... I don't mind so much. Spending my last moments with you... it's not so bad."
"Mm," Samus nodded.
The two of them stood there on the crest of the hill holding each other as hordes of space pirates closed in on them.
End Part Nine
Title: Confession
Samus and Zelda stood at the crest of the hill on a remote and foreboding planet. All alone, their foes greatly outnumbered them and they had no means of escape. So they stood there holding each other, waiting for death to take them. Neither one spoke; neither knew what to say. The only thing Samus could do now was hold Zelda right to the end. As they stood there, Samus could hear the whine of a ships engine. The pirates had ships in the air too; that was no surprise. It wouldn't have mattered even if they had managed to get to her ship and take off, the pirates would surely have shot them down; it had happened to her before.
"Uh, Sa-... Samus," Zelda finally spoke up.
"What is it?"
The sound of the ship grew louder.
"I, um... I need to tell you... uh..."
"Yes?"
The ship grew even closer. Would it fire on them? Would they not even have these few moments?
"I... well... I know we haven't known each other that long, but... I still feel, um... I... I wanted to tell you this morning... What I'm trying to say--"
The ship roared past, high above them, interrupting Zelda, and sped off to their right; the sound of its powerful engine rolled over the hills... Wait... the sound... the pitch was wrong. That wasn't the sound of any ship she knew the space pirates to use. But it was familiar somehow.
"Samus, um..."
"Hold on."
She turned to look for it, now it was just a speck in the distance. The ship eventually came about and began approaching them again. As it drew nearer she could make out its shape. It couldn't be... it was... the ship was an Arwing.
"Fox?"
"What was that, Samus?"
"We just might survive this yet."
The Arwing was coming now at an incredible speed, at least mach twenty she judged, and it was low, extremely low, not even ten feet off the ground. It passed over the horde of approaching space pirates; the shock wave it generated at that speed was so intense the pirates directly under the ship were practically liquefied as it passed by. Those not directly under were blown fifty feet in the air. They heard the sonic boom as it passed them.
When the ship passed beyond the mass of pirates it made a seemingly impossible ninety degree turn directly upward, rocketing into the sky. A few seconds later laser blasts came raining down on the pirates. The ship flew directly downward at the ground, firing the whole time, and only pulled up at the last second. Then a second Arwing approached and preformed the same low altitude, high speed buzz maneuver, cutting another swath through the pirates.
Samus could hear faint, but deep explosions above them. Looking up, she could see two more Arwings engaged in a dogfight with thirty to forty pirate attack craft. They were fairly high up, in the upper layers of the atmosphere. She put her armor back on.
"Zelda."
"Um, yeah?"
"Let's get going," she said taking Zelda's hand and dragging her along.
They moved along the ridge parallel to the valley. Both forward, and back the way they had come, there were tons of pirates, so it was the only way they had to go. Samus tried to contact the StarFox team through her armor's com system.
"Hey, can you guys hear me...? This is Samus. Respond."
"Hey there little lady, just hang in there. Your ride is on the way," came the familiar voice of an older man. She recognized the voice as Peppy, one of the members of Fox's squadron. "Just keep moving in that direction."
"Acknowledged."
"Umm, who were you talking to just now?" Zelda asked curiously
"A friend of Fox. They're going to help us."
"But I didn't hear anyone. There's nobody around."
"It's... a radio... never mind that now."
As they ran along the top of the ridge, Samus noticed the pirates moving up the hill towards them. Although now they had significantly thinned out due to the air support they got from StarFox, there were still far too many for her to handle at once. Pirates began coming over the crest of the hill, and as they did Samus shot them down, but more and more came, faster than she could take them out.
"Samus! Get down!" Fox's voice came over the intercom.
A few seconds later an Arwing made a strafing run past them, firing into the approaching pirates. Dirt and rocks flew everywhere. Samus grabbed Zelda and turned her away from the flying debris, shielding Zelda with her own body. When the spray of dirt had subsided, they both started running again. Then Samus caught a glimpse of StarFox's battle cruiser and mobile base, the Great Fox. Beneath it suspended in a tractor beam was her own ship. So, the pirates hadn't gotten it after all.
The Great Fox approached them and eventually was hovering over them. It descended until Samus' ship was just off the ground and then released it. Samus picked up Zelda in her arms, jumped on top of her ship and entered the hatch, lowering Zelda in first then jumping in after her. Samus seated herself at the controls and went through the start up procedure, while Zelda knelt next to her clinging to her chair. Once the ship was started up, she lifted off the ground and took off. The two Arwings, that were attacking the pirates on the ground, took up flanking positions beside them. Once safely in the air Samus removed her armor once again. She then received a transmission from Fox.
"Samus, are you alright over there?"
"Yeah, we made it in one piece. How'd you know to show up?"
"I saw you leaving with Link, it looked like there might be trouble, so we followed you. Where is he by the way?"
Samus looked over to Zelda who was now staring at the floor. "He... didn't make it."
"What? He... I see..." The com went silent for a short while. "Take care of the princess, make sure she gets back home safely. We'll mop up here. Fox out."
"Thanks Fox," Samus muttered to herself. She then plotted a course back to the stadium into the nav-computer and engaged the warp engines.
Before Samus' ship sped away, Fox and Peppy broke off of their escort and headed for the fight against the Pirate attack craft.
"Form up. Attack pattern delta!" Fox called out to his squadron.
Falco and Slippy broke away from the fight and joined them; the four craft taking up a diamond pattern. They came around to make a pass at the unorganized group of space pirate ships.
"Don't let a single one escape. Kill 'em all," Fox said in an uncharacteristically flat tone.
All four opened fire into the center of the group, plowing themselves a path right thorough to the other side. Once through, they split into four separate paths and came around, encircling the pirates, then individually plunging into them again. The whole thing became a fur ball.
After a while the pirate's ships had been thinned out and Fox disengaged from the battle. His Arwing rolled onto its side and rapidly descended.
"Fox, where you going?" Falco called to him.
"Take care of these guys up here, there's something I need to finish."
He approached the valley where the space pirates on the ground had massed. They now appeared to be moving in a specific direction, heading somewhere in particular.
"Link... goodbye, my friend."
He flipped open a yellow and black striped protective cover on his console, revealing a small red button. When the angle and distance to the ground were right he hit the button. A small device released from the belly of his ship, started glowing red and took off under its own power. Fox pulled up and hit the throttle hard, the intense acceleration throwing him back in his seat. A few seconds later there was a blinding light, and seconds after that a powerful shock rocked the tiny craft. The ship rocketed into the sky as the cloud from its neutrino bomb slowly rose into the air, the hoards of space pirates on the ground consumed by its unholy fire.
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Once her ship was underway, Samus turned her attention to Zelda. "You alright? I mean, you're not injured, are you?"
"Umm, no... I'm not..." Zelda said weakly, still staring at the floor. "Link is... he's..."
She couldn't bring herself to say it, as that would confirm the reality of it in her mind. She had trouble believing he was gone, he had been part of her life for so long now; it was difficult to think of a world without him in it. She thought of that last night they spent together; that night she had felt so close to him. It was the last time they spoke with each other, she didn't get to say one word to him when she was rescued. She had fallen asleep back then and didn't even get to say goodbye before he left. There was still so much she wanted to say to him, things she wanted to ask him. But now he... he was... she would never get the chance to do that.
Zelda was startled by contact on her face. Looking up she saw Samus sitting beside her on the floor, her hand wiping the tears from Zelda's eyes. Zelda hadn't even realized she was crying. Samus pulled Zelda in close, and pulled her head down to rest on her chest. She wrapped one arm around her shoulders and cradled her head with the other. Zelda's tears flowed freely.
"I can't believe he's... he's gone," Zelda said, the pain in her voice was very apparent. Samus hugged her tighter, rested her head on top of Zelda's, and held her while she cried.
A long while later, after she finally settled down, Zelda looked up to meet Samus' eyes. "Samus, you came for me... I... I was so frightened. I owe you my life... for the second time."
"You don't owe me anything."
"You risked your own life to save mine--"
"And you're alive, that's all I wanted. Nothing else is required."
Zelda smiled at that but it quickly faded. "I'm... I'm sorry about all this. I really am helpless after all. If I hadn't gotten myself captured... none of this would have happened. You wouldn't have had to come and save me and... Link would still..."
"No!" Samus pulled away and held Zelda at arms length. "Don't you dare!" She shouted angrily. Zelda stared at her confused. "Don't you dare apologize to me! It was all my fault. Ridley wanted me. You got caught up in something that had nothing to do with you only because you were close to me. So don't you apologize. It's my fault you were captured, and it's my fault your friend is dead." She paused and thought about her last words. She sighed. "Death seems to follow me wherever I go. It's like I'm cursed."
Zelda looked at her a bit puzzled. She was about to say something but Samus shook her head signaling her not to. Then Samus pulled Zelda back in to her arms, their heads resting on each others shoulders. "I'm really sorry about Link."
"It... It's not your fault either... I... really miss him," she said still teary.
"If there's anything I can do for you..."
"Can you... just hold me, please?"
"Yeah, come here."
Samus stood and led Zelda over to the pilots' seat. Sitting down in it, she pulled Zelda onto her lap and reclined the seat back slightly. Zelda curled up in a fetal position and leaned up against her as Samus wrapped her arms around Zelda.
"I feel so tired," Zelda said wearily.
"Then sleep. You've been through a lot."
Samus hit a switch on the console and all the interior lights went off save the glow of the console itself. Zelda squirmed around a little to get more comfortable.
"You're warm and soft... you make a nice pillow," Zelda said softly. Samus smiled and stroked her hair. "Samus, you're so good to me. What would I do without you?" she muttered as she began drifting off to sleep.
"Stay with me forever..." were her last words before falling asleep.
Samus winced at that comment.
"Sorry, I don't know if I can promise that," she said only after she was sure Zelda was asleep.
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When Zelda awoke she was back in her bed in the room that she and Samus shared at the stadium. She saw Samus sitting on her bed, cramming her clothes, which had previously been strewn about the floor surrounding the bed, into her bag.
Samus noticed she was awake. "Hey, you're up. Sleep well?"
"Yeah... how did I... you carried me again?"
"Uh-huh. You were out cold."
"You're packing your things. You're leaving?" Zelda sounded anxious. She had known that this moment would come once they were able to return to their own worlds, but she wasn't at all prepared for it.
"Yes."
Zelda climbed out of bed and walked over to Samus. "But... I... I don't want you to leave... It's... I mean, I... I don't want to be alone. Not right now, not after..."
"Zelda..." Samus sighed, and looked softly at her. "I guess I could stay for another day--"
"Only a day?" Zelda cut her off.
"You didn't think we could stay here indefinitely, did you?"
"No, but I just... I want to spend some more time with you," she sighed. "Is that too much to ask?"
Samus put her hand on Zelda's shoulder. "Hey, it's no big deal. It's not like I'll never see you again. I still plan on coming here, and as long as you still do we'll see each other all the time."
"I know, I... it's just... is that enough for you?"
"Enough?"
"I've only just realized... I mean, gotten to know you, and now you have to go so soon... I..."
"Look, we both have our own lives to get back to. You have a country to run, and I probably have a ton of jobs piling up, and there's still the space pirates and Ridley, you've seen how terrible they can be. I can't just ignore the threat they pose; and then there's who knows what else out there... I can stay a little while, but I really will have to go back eventually."
"Well then... then can't you take me with you?!"
Samus winced, she knew that was coming sooner or later. "It won't be glamorous or fun. Zelda, the life I lead... it's... It wouldn't be easy on you. I mostly live off that small ship, traveling constantly, I'm rarely home. There's constant danger, crappy food, little opportunity for showers, only sleeping when it's convenient..."
"None of that matters to me."
Samus' shoulders slumped. "If it's what you really want..." she said reluctantly.
"It is!" Zelda said sounding distraught.
Samus sighed and looked away, "And what about your kingdom...don't you care that--"
"No, I don't...I don't care... I don't care if I ever go back there! I just want to be with you."
"Zelda... don't you think--"
"Samus, I... I love you."
"You..." Samus stood there expressionless for what seemed like forever, letting Zelda's words hang in the air. Her mouth moved, attempting to speak, but no sound came out. Zelda couldn't read anything on her face.
"Samus?"
"I... I have to go..." she said wistfully, staring blankly into space "...I'm sorry. I really have to go." Samus grabbed her bag and jacket and headed for the door.
"What? Wait! Samus!"
Samus paused, but for only an instant then continued on and went out the door.
"But I... Samus... don't go...don't leave me all alone," she said to the empty room.
She sat down on the floor right where she was, staring at the open door. She half expected Samus to come right back; to realize she made a mistake, to change her mind, anything... She sat there for almost a minute before realizing that wasn't going to happen. Summoning the strength to stand, she got up and went out the door after Samus. She eventually worked up to a run, and headed for the gateway area.
When Zelda arrived there, Samus' ship was already powered up and lifting off its pad. It rose into the air and flew through the portal and was gone. Again Zelda was left standing as Samus left. She clenched her fist, closed her eyes, and swallowed hard; trying not to cry. She took a deep slow breath, held it, and let it out, then told the gate operator that she was going home. The operator opened the gate to her world, one of the smaller doorway sized gates. She walked up to it and stood staring at its swirling energy. She looked over to the gate Samus had left through one last time before finally stepping through.
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A rock face at the edge of an open meadow rippled as if it were made of liquid. A human form protruded from the rock, wearing the rocks surface like a sheet. Eventually that sheet melted back into the rock and off of the form that had emerged, and the princess was left standing there. She was now back in her own world, the familiar sights of Hyrule greeting her. In the distance she could see Hyrule Castle's spires peaking over the tree tops. She set out on her short journey home. The sun hung low in the sky, it was almost dusk, and that meant Stalfos and Poes would be out soon. Though that didn't seem to concern her now; her mind was elsewhere.
The walk to the castle was uneventful; she made it to the gates before the sun had set so she didn't have to worry about being attacked. Before her was the usually busy market that lay just outside the castle, though at this time of day there weren't many people around. She made her way up the path that led from the town market to the castle itself.
When she neared the main entrance one of the guards approached her. "Excuse me, miss, but visitors aren't permitted at this hour, you'll have to... Your highness! You've returned!"
"Yes, please open the gate," Zelda said sounding tired.
"Yes. Right away."
The guard ran over to the gate house and instructed them to open up. Then he shouted to gain the attention of the other guards and informed them that the princess had returned.
As she walked through the entrance hall more and more of the castle staff came to greet her. Initially most were guards but as the word spread of her return many more came as well; house keepers, her personal attendants, the head chef and the rest of the kitchen staff, and several advisors. As she got to the stairs that lead to the upper floors, she was greeted by her chief advisor Gaebora, who was coming down the stairs.
Gaebora was a middle aged man with graying hair and a distinguished beard. He was slightly overweight and of average height. He wore a rather expensive looking suit and had wire rimmed glasses on. He had previously served as chief advisor to her father.
"Your highness, where have you been? It's been days since you disappeared," the man pestered, but Zelda didn't respond. "Princess you've had us all very worried. You mustn't keep running off like this any longer."
"Gaebora, thank you for your concern, but I am very tired right now. I'm going to my chambers to sleep and I do not wish to be disturbed," she said flatly, with no emotion in her voice.
The man continued to chatter on, but she tuned him out and slowly trudged down the hall to her room. When she got there she opened the door then turned to her advisor again.
"I'm going to bed now, I don't wish to be disturbed." she repeated.
"Allow me to fetch the attendants to prepare your highness--"
"No..." she cut him off, "...just ...go away," she said sadly.
With that, she pushed the large door to her room closed, then slid the bar in place to keep it shut. She leaned back against the door and sighed deeply, staring into the room, which was basked in an orange light from the dusk sky. She sighed and glanced around taking in the familiar surroundings.
Her large bed was on the left side of the room from where she stood, its head up against the wall. Next to the bed was a night stand with a candle stick on it. On the far side of her room was a large opening that led out on to a balcony, draped with lush curtains. To the left of the balcony was a desk with various official papers on it. On the right side of the room was a dresser, a full-length mirror and the door to a walk-in closet.
This was the room she grew up in, being here was somewhat comforting to her after what she been through and what she was gong through now. She'd just lost the two most important people to her, in the span of just a few hours.
'Link... He was...' No. It was just too painful to think about that now. On the other hand, she couldn't stop thinking about Samus; she ran the conversation over and over in her head, trying to figure out what had happened, though the answers eluded her. Summoning the strength to move, she leaned away from the door, walked over to her bed, and lay face down on it.
"Samus..." she whispered.
The tears started to well up in her eyes. She couldn't hold them in any longer, she buried her face in a pillow and began sobbing. Hugging the pillow tight she cried until she fell asleep.
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When she woke again it was completely dark, night had fallen and she could barely see around her room. She sat up in the middle of her bed still holding the pillow. She thought of Samus again. How could she just leave like that? Was she upset? Did Zelda do something wrong? Maybe she shouldn't have been so aggressive, and just accepted that they would see each other every so often at the stadium. Confessing her love was too much too soon. Now she wasn't even certain she would get to see Samus again at all.
'I went and ruined it,' she thought. She started crying again.
All of a sudden she stopped. Something startled her. She became aware of another presence in the room. She wasn't alone. Fear gripped her and her heart raced. She froze, and looked around the room moving only her eyes, not wanting to alert the intruder she was aware of his presence until she could locate him. There! On the balcony, in the darkness she could faintly see the silhouette of the figure. He was leaning against the pillar that formed the left side of the opening out onto the balcony.
Zelda let out the breath she had been holding since she first noticed she wasn't alone. She clenched her fists then stood up off of her bed and faced the intruder.
"Who's there?!"
End Part Ten
Title: Reconcile
"Damn it!"
Samus punched her ship's control panel for the third time, turning her knuckles red. She cradled the injured appendage in her other hand, rubbing it gingerly. It had been several hours since she left the arena... and Zelda.
"God, I'm so stupid."
Samus wondered what happened after she left. What did Zelda do and say, where did she go, how was she feeling? The endless possibilities plagued her thoughts. Was she sad, did she cry, or was she angry, or did she just forget and move on? Would she run home, or stay at the arena? Maybe she went to the training room to blow of some steam, or maybe she'd distract herself with more matches... No... She's probably curled up in her bed there... curled up in a ball and crying... tears streaming from her soft beautiful eyes.
'She sounded like she was about to start crying even before I left.'
"I'm such an asshole."
She sighed in annoyance then flicked a switch on the console, cutting all power to the ship. It dropped from warp, the lights went out, and the artificial gravity disengaged. Samus drifted off of her chair, arms folded, and eyes closed.
"I just want to be with you." She recalled Zelda's words to her earlier. "I love you."
"I have to go," was her response. Their conversation replayed in her head over and over.
'I have to go?'
"Stupid," she spat contemptuously.
'What the hell kind of reply was that?' She clenched her fists and gritted her teeth. 'What was the point? I could have just let her come along. I was about to, but then she said... why the hell did I react that way?'
"So fucking stupid."
"...Don't go...don't leave me all alone." Zelda's plea rung in her ears.
It stung her now when she thought about it after the fact. 'I practically ignored her. And after all that, all she'd been through... all we'd shared... and I just walked away!'
"Arrr!" She yelled and punched the bulkhead hard enough to make her knuckles bleed. She held her hand up in front of her, small drops of blood broke free from her hand and floated lazily through the air. She didn't bother trying to comfort it this time; she just folded her arms again and took a deep breath, trying to clear her head.
"I love you."
Samus winced at the memory.
'Why? Why did you have to say that to me...? Why did I have to be such an idiot about it?'
She floated back down to her chair and stared blankly at the console for almost ten minutes. Sitting there with her arms at her side her fingers dug into the armrest, getting tighter and tighter until she became aware of that fact and released them suddenly. She huffed in annoyance before starting the ship again and turning it around.
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The rock face that Zelda had previously come through, now distorted again as another figure passed through the dimensional gap. Samus stepped out of the rock and into the unfamiliar setting. Where to go now? She looked around but saw nothing in the dark of night so she activated her armor and used its image enhancing capabilities to see. In the distance, over a line of trees, she could see the spires of a castle.
'Must be the place,' she thought.
She set off in the direction of the structure. What she would do once she got there she didn't know. What would she say? What can she say? She wasn't even sure to what end she was coming here for. She just knew she couldn't leave things the way they were.
What if Zelda was upset, what if she wanted Samus to just leave... What if she wanted her to stay... She had no idea... Neither possibility sat well with Samus. Zelda was the one and only thing in her life that wasn't cruel, unforgiving, or hostile; the only thing that wasn't completely miserable. She didn't want that to end, didn't want what she had with the girl to disappear. Yet the alternative was fraught with questions she had no idea how to answer. She wasn't even sure what that alternative was, what it entailed, or what it meant for her and how it fit into her life.
As she walked she thought over her conundrum, not coming to any answers, though she did come across a small cliff. She scaled it, nimbly leaping from outcropping to outcropping until she stood atop the rock, the castle looming before her. Bounding silently over the terrain, she easily eluded the castle sentries in the dark of night, invisible to them; though with her suits' enhanced vision she could in turn see them easily. The exterior wall was cleared in a single leap and the side of the castle scaled with the aid of her grappling beam. She now stood on the roof, looking, searching. She jumped from one parapet to the next examining the castle top to bottom. One feature stood out amongst the rest, a balcony with an elaborately decorated carved stone railing; lush lavender drapes lined the opening to the room.
'That must be it.'
She jumped over to the roof just above the balcony and then down on to the railing. Her armor dissolved away as she hopped off the railing and down to the floor. She approached the opening carefully, allowing her eyes to adjust to the dark.
It was then that she saw her, sitting on the bed. A nervous chill came over Samus and she ducked to the side quickly, hiding herself from view, but not really knowing why she needed to hide; she supposed it was shame she was feeling. Timidly, she stepped out again, but kept close to the wall. She leaned against the side of the opening, peering inside.
Crying? She was crying...
'Damn it...' Samus winced knowing she was the cause of it. She attempted speech but failed miserably, as the only thing to escape her lips was a barely audible squeak.
Suddenly Zelda stopped crying and sat there.
'Is she looking at me? ...What do I say? ...What do I do? ...What does she expect from me?' Samus thought frantically.
Then Zelda stood from the bed and approached her halfway.
"Who's there?" Zelda said sternly.
Samus felt like a deer in headlights. 'It's dark. She doesn't know it's me? I have to say something now... say something, damn it.'
"I'm sorry..." was the only thing she could manage to think of.
"S- Samus? Is that you?" Zelda said shocked.
"Yeah..." she said weakly and hung her head.
Zelda rushed up in front of her. "What... What are you doing here?"
Samus didn't answer, she couldn’t, she had no idea what to say.
"Sam--"
"I'm sorry," she repeated.
In the confusion Zelda momentarily had forgotten about the past events, but Samus' apology jogged her memory. Anger flashed, and without thinking... smack! The sharp sound pierced the quiet night. She held her trembling hand away from Samus' face, with a horrified expression on her own. She regretted it the moment it happened.
"Samus! I didn't mean to! I--"
"It's fine... You can hit me again... I deserve it."
"No! I don't want to... I... Samus, I..." She suddenly threw herself at Samus, hugging her tightly.
A bit surprised, Samus timidly took Zelda in her arms.
"You came back... you really came back."
"I couldn't... leave things the way they were."
Zelda hugged her tighter. "You came back..." she repeated.
"You're not... not upset with me?"
"Nnh..." She shook her head. "I'm not... well, a little, maybe... I mean, I was, but... I don't know."
"Then are we... ok? I mean how do... how do you..."
"How do I feel?" Zelda released her and took a step back looking up at her. "I... I don't know... confused... relieved... scared..."
Samus just looked at her not understanding.
"I... when you left..." she sighed and looked away, "...especially right after Link... you left me all alone... It really hurt! You hurt me, Samus." Zelda said, with tears in her eyes.
Samus winced again and stared at her feet. "I know, I'm sorry... I'm so sorry. I was a complete idiot... sorry..."
"Hmm, I guess I am a little angry... But... I'm glad to see you now, even if... it's just for this moment... though... uh... I... I'm scared too. Because I ...I don't know what happens next," she started crying again. "I don't know where we go from here, if you're leaving again... are we...are you and I... can we be together? I just... I don't know..." she whimpered very emotionally.
Samus put her hands on Zelda's shoulders. "What ever you want to happen. Just... tell me what you want. Tell me... Tell me what I'm supposed to do, 'cause I don't know... I don't know anything about... this."
Zelda looked up at her with teary eyes. "Stay. Just stay with me... that's all I want."
Samus slowly began nodding. "Ok. I'll stay."
Zelda took a deep relaxing breath and hugged her tightly again.
"I really am sorry."
"Mmm, I know... It's... It's ok now." She paused for a bit, just holding Samus. "Just...Can you tell me...why? Why did you leave? Did I do something wrong?"
"No! ...No you... you didn't do anything wrong."
"Then--"
"Because... because I'm a coward, a stupid coward... When you said... what you said to me, I got scared." Samus huffed and rolled her eyes. "Here I am, the most dangerous and feared woman in the galaxy, and I was frightened by three simple words... I'm so pathetic."
"But why? What's there to be scared of, Samus?"
"I know, it was stupid, but... it was kind of overwhelming, what you said. No one's ever said that to me before. I didn't know how to accept it... what you expected of me... I don't know how to respond to something like that...I couldn't handle it so I ran away. I... I told you when we met; I'm not good at dealing with people."
"You didn't have to give me a response. I just wanted you to know how I felt... How I still feel..."
Samus wrung her hands together feeling lousy.
'Stupid,' she cursed herself.
"But..." Zelda continued, "...A usual response would be to tell me how you feel. You... you could say you love me too," Zelda said hopefully, but Samus just averted her eyes. "You do have feelings for me, don't you...Samus? Don't you?"
Samus sighed and glanced around the room not making eye contact with Zelda. "I don't know."
"You don't then," she despaired.
"I didn't say that! I... I said I don't know. I don't know how I feel, I don't know if I love you... I don't know anything. I don't even know if... if feelings like that are something I'm capable of anymore."
"I don't believe that..."
"Believe it... I don't know what... love feels like, it's just an empty word to me. Zelda, my life is... well you caught a glimpse of what my life is like." She sighed deeply. "Despair, loneliness, hopelessness... anger, aggression, hatred... these are the emotions I know all to well. Love... or kindness and compassion... you use these words, you attribute them to me... and maybe it's true that I've been behaving that way with you...but those were just things it seemed like I should be doing at the time, so I did them; I don't feel any of it." She held her hand to her chest. "It's just not in there."
"I don't believe that," Zelda repeated more quietly and more to herself, shaking her head.
Samus stared at her standing there like that; it looked like she would start crying again, she hated seeing that. She came here to make amends, she just wanted Zelda to feel better, but it was obvious to her that she wasn't doing enough to that end. Samus sighed again.
"I don't know what love is... but..." she said and took Zelda's hands in hers, "...but I do know... I know I want to find out. I want to find out... together... with you."
With that Zelda's eyes lit up, genuinely surprised. Relieved and overjoyed at the same time Zelda hugged her suddenly and she sighed thankfully. "I knew it... I knew you feel something for me..."
'That's not what I said...' Samus thought, but kept it to herself.
"When we talked, that night we were together, we talked about what happened to our mothers, and after... you kissed me... there was definitely something there, Samus. I just know you felt something then... so...so can't you just kiss me now!?"
Samus smiled softly and nodded, then obliged her; taking her by the chin, tilting her head back, and kissing her softly. As they kissed Samus could feel Zelda's lips quiver, and her body shudder uncontrollably. Zelda tipped her head down away from the kiss, Samus' lips wound up on her forehead, she was crying. Though it was an emotional release and not sorrow; all the built up pain, doubt, and uncertainty just melted away when Samus kissed her, and she couldn't help but release them as a torrent of tears. She buried her face in Samus' chest as she cried.
Confused, Samus uneasily wrapped her arms around Zelda and stroked her hair. "Zelda?"
Zelda shook her head. "I'm ok... I'm ok. As long as you stay with me, I'll be fine."
"I already said I would."
"Say it again," Zelda said tearfully.
"I'll stay here with you, I promise."
Zelda sighed and hugged her tight. "That's great," she spoke softly with both hope and uncertainty in her voice. "You can stay here and... I know I complain about it, but this place is really quite nice, and it's peaceful most of the time, so you can just stay here and just get away from all those harsh things you deal with all the time, experience the softer side of life. And...and we can get to know each other even better... Ok?"
"Mm-hmm." Samus nodded. "I can do that."
They stood just holding each other in the balcony's doorway, the cool night air blowing across them gently. Zelda rested her head on Samus' chest with her eyes closed, feeling the warmth her body emanated. The night was so quiet and they were so very still, they could feel each others hearts beating, and the only sound was that of their breath.
"You know, I just realized... " Zelda spoke, breaking the silence, "...there's a summer festival in a few days. We hold one each year in fields just outside the castle. We should go; it would be good for us. And, until then, we can spend each day together."
"Yeah, ok."
"Although... mm... tomorrow morning... I have to take care of something important. But when I get back we can be together the rest of the day."
"What do you have to do?"
"Um... there's this girl... she and Link... uh... they were close, I have to tell her."
"Oh..."
"Poor girl, she'll be devastated... I... uh..."
"Should I come?"
"You don't have to do that. She doesn't even know you."
"I meant... for you... because... it doesn't sound like it'd be easy for you-- But! ...you don't really need anyone's help; I know you can do it by yourself. I didn't mean to suggest you couldn't handle it on your own. I just thought--"
"Samus! Its ok," Zelda interrupted her, placing her hands on Samus' cheeks. "Thank you. I do want you there." She said, then kissed Samus briefly before wrapping her arms around her. She sighed deeply. "I'm really glad you came back."
"Mmh..." Samus nodded.
They stood there holding each other for a while longer, after which Zelda led Samus over to her bed and laid down, pulling Samus with her. She nuzzled against Samus, burying her face in Samus' neck.
"I'm glad you're back," she repeated.
Samus wrapped her arms around Zelda and kissed her on top of her head.
"Are you ok with this? ...What I mean is: you can just leave all those important things you said you had to do?" Zelda asked softly.
"Mmm... I can't, no..."
"Oh... So you're going to--"
"No. I said I'd stay, and I will."
"Then--"
"I don't know... It doesn't make any sense to me... I shouldn't even be here, but... I don't know... uh..."
"It's ok... You don't have to understand it; feelings are like that sometimes... Just give it some time.
"Uh, Zelda, listen... I can't promise anything. I'll stay with you, but other than that I can't make any promises."
"What are you saying?"
"I'll stay, and I'll try to work at this. Just... don't hold out any expectations for me... I don't know if I can give you what you're looking for... I don't want you to get disappointed."
"Mmm..." Zelda shook her head "...you underestimate yourself."
"Zelda, I--"
"Samus."
"What?"
"I love you."
"Uh--" the same words caught her off guard once again, but then she remembered Zelda's explanation. "I just want you to know how I feel."
Samus sighed then smiled, "I know," she whispered and kissed Zelda on the side of her cheek. "I know you do."
Zelda smiled; she clasped Samus' hand in hers, held it to her face, and kissed it. "Just give it some time... Ok?"
"Yeah... yeah, ok."
End Part Eleven
Title: Harbingers
She sat up in bed, she was alone.
"Samus... where...?"
Zelda climbed out of bet and looked around her room.
"Samus? Are you here?"
The door was still barred from the inside, so she couldn't have gone out. '...then where?'
Zelda checked the balcony then looked in her closet, exhausting the last places she could have been without having left entirely.
'Did she leave in the middle of the night?' She felt her heart drop right out of her chest.
'No! She promised! She promised!'
Was it all a dream then?
"No." She started to panic.
'No it can't be! She was here.'
Zelda sat down on the edge of her bed. "It was real?"
Her hand went to her lips. 'She kissed me...'
She stood up again. 'It had to have been real!'
She started pacing back and forth.
'Did she not come back at all? I couldn't have dreamed it... could I?'
The worry and doubt from the night before came rushing back. She continued pacing, feeling like she was about to cry.
She looked around frantically for some sign, some clue as to what happened. Was Samus really here or not? In a last act of desperation she actually looked under her bed.
"Uggg," she groaned in a mix of frustration and anxiety.
"Zelda, what's wrong?" She heard a familiar voice from behind her, muffled and electronic sounding. She was speaking with her armor on.
Zelda spun around to see Samus hopping down from the railing of the balcony again, her armor in the midst of dissolving.
"Samus!" Zelda ran to her and hugged her, nearly tackling her. "Where did you go?" she said punching Samus in the shoulder several times out of frustration. "Where did you go?"
"Zelda..."
"You weren't here when I woke up... I didn't know where you were... I thought... I thought you left me again, or... or all of last night was just a dream."
"Oh... Zelda, sorry. I just needed to get some things... You were asleep... I thought I shouldn't disturb you."
"Some things?"
Samus shrugged her shoulders indicating she was holding something in each hand. Zelda pulled back a little and looked down. Samus was holding her duffle bag in one hand and her leather jacket in the other.
"I just ran back to the arena where my ship is. If I'm gonna' be staying a while I at least need a change of clothes."
"Staying..." Zelda's expression softened, she smiled and retightened her embrace on Samus.
"Yeah, I said I would. Didn't mean to worry you. Sorry."
"No, it's alright. I guess I was just-- I overreacted a little. I'm still feeling pretty vulnerable after everything that happened... Goddesses, I sound so needy lately. I've been smothering you... Sorry."
"No, Zelda," Samus shook her head. "I don't mind that. I'm not..." Samus paused and looked at her inquisitively "You... you mind it though, don't you? You want to be stronger... more independent. But then, because you care for me you want me to be around and then you feel weak and needy. I make you feel weak. I'm sorry. Should I--"
"Samus, no ...You're over thinking things." Zelda shook her head. "I... Well, it doesn't feel bad needing you; just the opposite. I just thought it would bother you that I'm always trying to hold on to you. That's the only reason I said anything."
"It doesn't." Samus said and shook her head. "It doesn't bother me."
"Well if it doesn't bother you and it doesn't bother me, then there is no reason for either of us--"
Zelda was cut off by a loud knocking on her door. Her advisor, Gaebora, had problems with her sleeping late, and judging by the angle of the sunlight coming in through the balcony it could no longer be considered early.
"You gonna' answer that?" Samus asked, pulling a way from the hug.
Zelda suddenly realized that if Gaebora came in here and saw a complete stranger in her room his reaction would be bad. He was exceedingly protective and it wasn't beyond him to completely overreact. He might even have her arrested and imprisoned.
"Oh! Samus! Uh... um... Hide!"
"Hide?"
"Uh... no don't hide. I mean... he'll react badly to you being here... just uh... Ugh..." She looked around the room frantically. The knocking at the door got more vigorous.
"Oh!" Zelda exclaimed in frustration then went over to the door. She slid the bar off and slowly opened it.
"Gaebora... um--"
"Your highness it's already half past ten, you can't sleep the day-- who the... GUARDS!" the chief advisor shouted upon seeing Samus standing there.
"No..." Zelda held her hands up waving them in front of her. "Its alright...she's not--"
Four men in armor with spears in hand instantly arrived in the hall behind him.
"No, Gaebora. It's ok. She's... a guest in this castle. Send the guards away."
"A guest?" he scoffed in disbelief as he pushed his way into the room, eyeing Samus suspiciously.
Samus was now standing beside the bed with her arms folded, scowling back at him; she instantly didn't like this guy.
"Who are you, what are you doing here?" he snapped at her. She just glared, here eyes narrowing even more.
"I told you... Samus is a guest here." Zelda said running up beside him.
"Yes, But why is she in you're bed room?"
"Does it matter?" Zelda snapped at him, but then immediately looked like she regretted it "Uh... Please, I expect her to be afforded every respect I receive," she said timidly, drastically changing her tone of voice.
He studied both of them with great suspicion for a short while before dismissing the guards with a single wave of his hand.
"Humph... keep your guards if you want. They're not a threat to me..."
"Samus! You behave too."
"Fine." She sighed in annoyance and turned her back to him. To a warrior this is a sign of disrespect to an adversary. It indicates that the warrior considers their opponent weak and insignificant and non-threatening. Walking away to the far end of the room, she proceeded to pace back and forth, shooting dirty looks to Gaebora every so often.
"Listen... we have some things to talk about." Zelda spoke to her advisor
"Yes, your highness. We most certainly do." He said glaring at Samus.
"Not about Samus... official things."
"What 'official' things." He said sarcastically. He'd never heard her willingly bring up business.
"Well... I... I have terrible news... Link..." Zelda choked back the lump in her throat. "Link has fallen."
"What?" this finally shocked his attention away from Samus. Samus as well stopped pacing when she heard this, and looked softly to Zelda.
"The hero has perished!? This can not be!"
"Yes... it... It is true."
"How has this happened?"
"He... he died trying to save my life." She said sadly. Samus now looked away as a wave of guilt came over her.
"I see..."
"We... need to issue a proper decree to inform the people."
"Yes, of course princess. I'll see to it immediately."
"Also... I think... Should there be a memorial service? ...I think there should... Yes," She said while nodding. "Could you..."
"Right, yes. That's a splendid idea. I'll have something organized in a few days time. Say... the morning of the Festival."
"In the morning...? That'll be fine. I'd like it to be before the festival, thank you. I ...I should probably say something."
"I'll have Medorreil write a short speech..."
"No!" she said sharply as was her first impulse. But again she changed her tune immediately. "I mean... I'll write it," she said meekly. This time Samus took notice of this somewhat peculiar behavior
"Your highness, there's no need to concern yourself with such a trivial matter--"
"He's not trivial! ...Uh... that is... I want to... I want to write it myself," said Zelda. Again Samus observed the odd and abrupt change in her tone.
"Hmm... very well, as you wish."
"Thank you. Now there's one other matter. We will be going out this morning--"
"Out? Where?"
"Uh... There's someone I have to tell... about Link."
"Your highness, we're already going to issue a decree--"
"No, she shouldn't find out like that. Not like that... they were... I must tell her in person. I have to."
"Very well, if it's that important I'll prepare your traveling convoy, and..."
"But... I don't want it to seem official... all those people... I can't tell her like that...in front of them. She was his... they... It should just be me there. It's going to be difficult enough already... uh, for her. She doesn't need to be a spectacle."
"Princess, please, we've discussed this. You simply can't go running off anywhere you please all on your own. Such irresponsible behavior cannot continue."
"But I--"
"No. You are not a child any longer. You will be queen soon and you must start behaving like one."
"Very well... but... please make it a small convoy."
"Of course, your highness. I'll shall return and inform you when they will be ready to leave." With that he bowed and left, but not before shooting Samus another suspicious look.
"Right..." She sighed.
Samus studied her, puzzled by the exchange between Zelda and her advisor. She didn't seem like her usual self just then. Samus wondered if that was normal between them.
"Zelda?" Samus approached. "What was that?"
"N-Nothing..."
"It wasn't nothing, why'd you let that guy tell you what to do?"
"He's my advisor. It's what he's supposed to do."
"That wasn't advice. He was giving you orders; telling you to do things you don't want."
"I... I just... It's fine, don't worry about it."
"It's not fine! You don't want to take all those officials with you. You wanted to go by yourself, right?"
"Yes..."
"So... just do that. To get what you want you got to take it."
"..."
"Look... when he comes back just tell him you're going without the convoy."
"Uh..." Zelda looked like she wanted to say something, but she only kept quiet.
"What's wrong?" Samus said after a short while.
Zelda hesitated to answer. "It's just... uh... I..."
"Zelda, what...? Tell me."
Just then the door opened again as Gaebora returned. "We are preparing your traveling party as we speak. They'll be ready to leave in a few--" he began to say. Zelda looked to Samus as he spoke, Samus nodded at her.
"Don't..." She said in a timid voice, cutting him off.
"What was that, princess?"
"Don't umm… don't bother with the convoy ...we ...we're going out, just me and Samus…by ourselves."
"Ugh, your highness, we settled this I thought."
"Yes, but I... well..."
"It's perilous for you to go out by yourself."
"I won't be by myself, Samus will be there. And... I can take care of myself."
"Her? Princess that's hardly sufficient--"
"It is... besides I... I don't believe that's the reason you don't want me to go out on my own."
"Not the reason? Your highness, you don't even realize your reckless behavior has consequences. Had you not been gallivanting about, Link would not have been killed..."
"Uh!" His words echoed what she had been feeling and cut her right to the bone. Zelda staggered back and sat on her bed.
Samus looked to Zelda to see the horrified expression on her face, then looked back to him. He had gone too far with that comment. "Get the hell out." She snarled at him.
"Huh?"
"You can't say things like that to her! Now get the hell out before I beat the shit out of you." She said as she marched up to him and then shoved him back towards the door.
"How-- How dare you!"
"Get out!" she shouted and shoved him again, pushing him out into the hall where he stumbled and fell. She closed the door and barred it shut. She then turned to face Zelda, who looked awful. Samus went over to her, knelt down, and placed her hand on her knee.
"Hey, you alright? Don't listen to him--"
"He was right." Zelda said quietly.
"No... Zelda, he wasn't."
"But if I hadn't gone to that place... If I hadn't made Link take me there..."
"Stop it. It's not your fault. You had no way of knowing what was going to happen. Don't blame yourself... If you have to blame someone... blame me."
"I couldn't do that."
"Then blame the Space Pirates. Blame Ridley."
"I couldn't even do anything to help... I just stood there."
"Zelda..." Samus said shaking her head.
"What was the point of all that training, I couldn't even put it to use when it mattered. I'm terrible; completely useless."
"That's not true..."
"If only I had been a little better, a little faster, maybe he wouldn't have--"
"Zelda don't. Don't do this to yourself. There's nothing different you could have done. You were put in an extremely difficult situation with only one day of training. You performed remarkably."
Zelda raised her eyes to meet Samus', looking sullen. Samus put her hand on Zelda's shoulder and gave her a soft smile.
"These things happen... sometimes, and... there's nothing we can do about them. So... don't blame yourself," she said clumsily, searching for the right words. "Ok? I... I don't like it when you're sad."
Zelda gave Samus a half smile, then hugged her. "Thanks." She whispered.
"Mm-hmm..." Samus hugged her back. "You gonna' be ok?"
"Mmm..." Zelda nodded
"Hmm... I pushed him, will that be alright?" Samus said.
"He'll be upset, though... heh... I should have pushed him myself."
"Oh, yeah, sorry. I... I wasn't thinking. I should have let you..."
"No, that's alright... you did the right thing. Thanks for sticking up for me."
Samus half smiled and nodded. "I don't like the way he talks to you."
"I know. You really are looking out for me. Thanks. But... It's alright. You don't have to worry about it. Lets- lets just go. Ok?"
"Just go?"
"Yes, ignore Gaebora and just leave. I don't want to argue with him anyway. It's easier to tune him out."
"Ha! Now you're talking."
Samus got to her feet and pulled Zelda up with her. When they opened the door Gaebora was standing there waiting with a hand full of castle guards.
"Your highness this woman can not be permitted to stay here." He spoke sternly. "She's violent, she assaulted me. Who knows what she may do next."
"Keep provoking me and you'll find out."
"Samus!" Zelda said, "Don't provoke him either."
"Guards, take her away."
"No! I said she is my guest."
The guards stood by with confused looks on their faces, not sure what to do in the face of conflicting orders.
"Your highness, please listen to reason--"
"I don't want to. Come on Samus." Zelda grabbed Samus by the hand and started off down the hall.
"Uh... ok." Samus said getting dragged along.
Gaebora pursued them, begging the princess to stop her foolishness, but she only quickened her pace, eventually breaking into a run. They reached the end of the hall and Zelda climbed up on to the window ledge.
"Zelda what are you doing."
"It's a shortcut, come up here."
Samus climbed up and then saw that they were four stories up and there was no ledge outside the window.
"You're not planning on jumping!?"
"No." Zelda then hugged Samus tightly. She stared at a spot on the ground and focused on it. They were both surrounded by magical energies and in an instant Samus found herself standing on the ground below with Zelda.
"What was that!?" Samus said, shocked and confused.
"A teleportation spell."
"I... didn't know you could do that."
"Well it's not easy, and it only works over short distances with a direct line of sight."
"You know if we had jumped I could have caught you."
Zelda smiled and laughed. She found Samus' need to sound tough exceedingly adorable. But she would never tell her that as it would likely have the opposite effect of what was intended. "Ok, I'll keep that in mind for next time. Now let's get to the stables before they come down here."
"Stables?"
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"Hello? Is anyone in here?" Zelda called out as she entered the stables.
"Yeah, yeah. Hold your horses. Ha ha ha, get it... Oh! Princess! Forgive me, I wasn't aware it was you." Came the reply from the stable master.
"Oh it's ok. That was pretty funny actually." Though it wasn't really ok with her; not that he joked, but that he felt he needed to behave differently when he realized it was her. "May we have two horses please?" She said, hiding her discontent.
"Yes. Right away, your highness."
Samus eyed the animals curiously as the stable master led them out by the reigns. Zelda immediately climbed up and mounted the horse.
"Won't this be fun, Samus? I always enjoy riding... uh Samus?"
Samus was standing there still looking over the horse.
"What's wrong?"
"I... don't know how. I've never ridden a horse before."
"Oh. Well... you can ride with me then." She smiled at Samus then spoke to the stable master. "It seems we'll only need one horse then."
The stable master nodded and led the second animal off.
"Is that alight? The horse can take two?"
"Of course. Now climb up here."
Samus climbed up on the steed and sat behind Zelda.
"I can't believe you've never ridden a horse before."
"I have my own spaceship, a horse isn't much use."
"Oh. But they aren't just for transportation you know, just riding can be fun."
"I guess..."
"Well shall we go then?"
"Lead the way."
Zelda rode the horse off the castle grounds and out into the rolling countryside. As she cleared the gates she whipped the reins and the horse broke into a gallop. They wildly bounced up and down on the horses back. Samus desperately searched the saddle for something to hold onto.
"Zelda! Slow down. I feel like I'm going to fall off; there's no handles or anything."
Zelda smiled. "So... hold on to me."
"Uh ...right." Samus said as she wrapped her arms around Zelda's waist. Zelda smiled again and sighed softly. "Hmm? You did this on purpose, didn't you?" Samus asked suspiciously.
"You caught me." She said with a giggle. "I guess not knowing how to ride wasn't such a bad thing after all."
"Hmm... no, it wasn't."
They rode a while longer in silence. Samus took the time to observe the country side. She wasn't used to seeing such pristine untouched nature. Most worlds in her universe that were this nice were heavily populated and modernized, and most of the untouched ones were barren and hostile. This was different... and nice... and not just the scenery. Hugging her from behind, Samus leaned her face against the back of Zelda's head. She inhaled deeply taking in the sweet aroma of her hair. Gingerly, she placed kisses along Zelda's neck and behind her ear.
Zelda sighed softly and smiled, enjoying the affectionate attention she was receiving from Samus.
"It bothered you, what that guy said before?" Samus finally spoke after a long silence.
"Huh? The stable master?"
"Yeah. How he changed his attitude when he saw it was you."
"You could tell, huh? ...I'm used to it."
"But it still bothered you."
"Yeah..."
"That kind of thing happens a lot?"
"Yes. It happens all the time... But..." Zelda sighed happily and took one of Samus' hands in hers. "That's one of the reasons why I love you so; the way you act towards me... not regarding me as royalty, ever. I can feel like a regular person."
"Its no big deal, you make it sound like I make an effort to be that way. It's just how I am."
"I know. All the better; your behavior is genuine. It is how you are, and I love you for how you are."
"Mmm..." Samus sighed softly, she couldn't help from blushing.
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The red headed farm girl placed another log on the chopping block, lifted her ax, and brought it down on the piece of timber, splitting it in two. She placed the smaller pieces in a neat pile and then readied another log, and repeated. When she was finished she took a deep breath, exhaled slowly, then wiped the sweat from her brow. Her father was supposed to have done this, but his lazy ass was probably sleeping as usual, so she had to pick up his slack.
'He's such a terrible parent, what kind of example is he setting for me. I should lecture him about it later.'
It was then that she noticed a rider approaching. Was it him!? Her heart quickened and her face brightened at the thought of seeing her 'fairy boy' again. But as they got closer she could see it wasn't, and there were in fact two riders on the one horse. One she recognized but the other was a stranger to her.
"Princess Zelda!" She ran up to them excitedly. "It's good to see you again your highness." she said with a curtsy.
"It's good to see you too, Malon. It's been a while, hasn't it?" Zelda said while dismounting.
"Yeah, several months. Oh... hello." She said to Samus.
"Uh, hey." Samus said with a nod.
"Oh, Malon, this is Samus. She's my uh... she's with me." Zelda said uneasily, still unsure how to classify her relationship with Samus.
"It's nice to meet you." She said with a smile. "Well, your highness, to what do I owe the honor of this visit?"
Straight to the point "Uhh..." Zelda sighed, she was hoping to have avoided the subject for as long as possible. "Well... is there some place we can sit and talk?"
"Oh yes, right over here."
Malon led them towards a bench near the entrance of the horse corral. As they walked, Samus followed a few paces behind them; Malon glanced back at her.
"She seems a little strange." She whispered to Zelda.
"Well she's from... pretty far away."
"Oh... well you make a cute couple anyway."
"Uh! ...How... how did you know, that... that..."
"That you were gay."
"Yes. I... I didn't even know until recently. I didn't even know what that meant until recently... How could you have?" Zelda questioned. Were such things common knowledge? Was she really that sheltered?
"It was pretty obvious."
"How so?"
"Well... You seem oblivious to how good Link looks; when we first met you congratulated him on what a fine catch I was instead of the other way around; and on top of that you were completely checking me out."
"What do you mean by that?"
"I mean you were staring at my chest every time you spoke to me."
"I was not... Uh!" Zelda stopped, they had come to the bench. Why couldn't it have been ten miles away? She wished she could have continued that conversation indefinitely, but now... Why did she have to do this to the poor girl? She seems so happy right now. Maybe she just wouldn't tell her. 'Just make up some excuse as to why I'm here.' No. No that wouldn't accomplish anything. Malon would find out eventually, It might as well be from her, now. But why did she have to be the one to...
"Princess?"
"Huh..."
"What did you want to talk about?"
"Uh... lets sit." They did and Zelda continued. "Well, you see... I... I have some rather bad news..."
"Oh..." Malon's smile faded.
"See, um... Link is... well he..." Malon's expression now became extremely worried.
"The thing is..." Zelda continued, "I was in some trouble, serious trouble. And Link, being how he is, came to help me...and... well, he... he didn't make it back..."
"...No..." Malon whimpered under her breath.
"He didn't survive."
"...no... no..." She shook her head violently as tears welled up in her eyes.
"I'm sorry."
"No...He can't... its not, that's not right... I still-- I have to... I have to tell him..." she spoke frantically. The pain was evident on her face; her brow furrowed, her lips curled back and quivered when she spoke, and her nostrils flared.
"Malon, I'm so sorry."
"No... he's not... you bring him back... I have to tell him." She was gasping for breath between her words.
"Malon, I'm sorry... He can't come back."
"He has to... he's... how am I... what am I supposed to... who-- who's going to... he's not..." The rest of what ever she was trying to say became incoherent as she tried unsuccessfully to fight off her tears. She tried speaking more but only managed to choke herself on her words.
Zelda placed an arm around her shoulders. "It's ok to cry... you don't have to fight it."
Malon looked at her desperately and only resisted a moment longer before she finally broke down sobbing. She buried her face in her hands and her chest heaved uncontrollably. Zelda pulled her close, but she ended up falling over, laying across Zelda's lap.
Malon sobbed heavily and loudly. "No..." she wailed long and shrill, her voice wavering as she trailed off.
Samus stood a short distance away watching the scene, observing Malon's reaction with a bit of morbid curiosity. She had never seen someone react so tremendously, so emotionally, to another person's death. Zelda had cried, but nothing like this. It looked like the girl was in physical pain. Why was her reaction so severe?
"Malon! Malon, what happened? Are you hurt? Malon?" came the voice of Malon's father, Talon. The man came running out of the farmhouse looking around frantically. He ran up when he saw them. "Oh! Your highness... what... why are you here."
"Dad!" Malon jumped up and hugged her father and continued to cry uncontrollably.
"Malon? Malon, what is it... Uh, your highness? I don't understand. What happened? What's wrong with my little girl?"
"She's... she lost someone important to her... uh, Link... the legendary hero... he... well he... died, and..." Zelda trailed off uncomfortably. Samus noticed that she looked a bit shaken up now as well. She really hoped Zelda didn't start crying too.
"Oh... that boy that would come by every so often? He's gone?" Talon hugged his daughter tight. "I'm so sorry, Malon."
"She... just needs a little time I think." Zelda said.
"It's quite alright your highness. I'm very sorry for troubling you. You needn't stay any longer. Thank you for coming by, though."
"Oh it's no trouble. We can stay a while longer."
"Oh, nonsense. I'm sure your highness has more pressing matters than to waste time in such a filthy place as this. Besides Malon and I need to get back to work soon, There's nothing more for you to do here."
"You're going to make her work?"
"Well, I'll give her a moment, of course. But the work can't go undone." Malon pulled her head away from her father's chest and looked up at him with distraught eyes. "I'm sorry honey, but you know the farm isn't doing to well right now. Even one missed day and we could go under."
"Oh. Then, we... we can stay and help. Right?" Zelda looked to Samus, who just shrugged.
"Oh no, I couldn't possibly ask a princess--"
"You're not asking, I was offering."
"But I simply couldn't... it wouldn't be right--"
"I'll do it then." Samus interjected into the conversation. They both looked at her. "I'm no princess, so you should have no problem with it, right? Besides I have worked on a farm before."
Zelda looked at her smiling brightly. "Thank you," she mouthed the words.
"So it's settled then?" She then said to Talon.
"If... if it's what your highness wishes, I can't object."
"It is."
He glanced at Samus then shrugged. "Wait here and I'll find what needs to be done." Talon then led his daughter off to the farmhouse, still crying. Zelda turned to Samus with a soft smile. "Thanks for that, Samus."
Samus opened her mouth to speak but Zelda cut her off. "I know, I know; 'It was nothing.' But still, I really appreciate it." Zelda then hugged her quickly. "I'm going to go tend to Malon, I'll see you later."
Samus nodded then Zelda turned and went off in the direction of the farmhouse. "Uh! Zelda!"
"Yes?"
"Areyou alright?"
"Mm-Hmm." She nodded with a smile.
"Ok, because...I mean, I'll be right here if... you know, you... need me for anything." Samus said clumsily.
"Samus...You're really sweet. You know that? ...I'll see you later. Ok?"
"Ok."
And with that Zelda took her leave and went in side. A short while later Talon came out and gave Samus a series of chores that needed to be done. He said to cut the grass behind the horse pen, make sure the cows had food and water, there was a ton of hay that needed to be bailed, and to finish chopping the fire wood that 'Malon was supposed' to do. Samus sighed, what had she gotten herself into? No, it's ok. If Zelda wanted it she would do it.
She went off in search of water to give to the cows which, as it turned out, she had to pump herself. Not only that, the water pump was at one end of the field and the barn where the cows were was at the other, and she had one lousy bucket to carry the water in so many trips would be required.
'Well I guess it'll be good exercise.'
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"Malon?" Zelda knocked on the door to her room. "Malon, will you come out and talk?" No answer.
The front door opened and Talon returned from giving Samus her chores.
"Princess, really this isn't necessary. You don't have to bother yourself with commoners like us, really."
"Oh it's quite alright. I don't mind the company of commoners at all."
"But you've done more than enough already. Coming here personally to inform my daughter, you don't need to do any more."
"I don't need to, I want to... it's... it's partially my fault Link died. I... owe her more. If I can help ease her suffering, then I'll stay here and do whatever I can."
"Well... Thanks for looking out for her then... I guess I should clean this place up a bit... it's terribly unfit for royalty. I didn't know we would have company, forgive me."
"Oh. No, it's perfectly alright; don't bother on my account... Anyway... Malon won't come out of her room. You're her father, what do you suggest?"
"Leave her be? She's a stubborn one, that girl." He shrugged and went off to start cleaning despite Zelda discouraging him to do so.
"Well that won't do," she said to herself. She went up to the door again. "Malon?" She knocked once more. "Look I just want to talk. I'm coming in, alright?" She asked softly.
She entered the room and found Malon curled up on her bed, laying on her side, staring blankly into the room. Her eyes were red and her face was stained with streaks of tears. Zelda's face fell when she saw how miserable she looked. She sat on the edge of the bed and put her hand on Malon's shoulder.
"It's ok, Malon, Everything's going to be ok..."
Malon shot her a disagreeable glance.
"No... that's not right. I'm sorry. I shouldn't say things that aren't true. It really isn't ok. Is it? ...It hurts... a lot... I know."
Malon whimpered and turned her head into the bed, hiding her face in the sheets.
"You're not alone you know..." Zelda took her hand. "I... I'm hurting too."
Malon didn't respond, Zelda sighed and just sat there holding her hand for a while.
"It will get better eventually... in time it won't hurt so much."
"How would you know?" Malon snapped, her voice a harsh rasp. "Uh...sorry, your highness."
"It's alright... I do know. When... when my mother died... It felt like this then too. But after a while the pain went away. I still miss her greatly of course, but it doesn't hurt anymore... I just try to remember the good times we had together, and looking back on her now... mostly those memories bring me joy."
"It's not the same..."
"Don't say that... how is it different?"
"Parents are different... I...You always expect them to go before you... My mom died too... It's... not the same as... as this..."
"Malon..."
"Do you love her?"
"Her? Samus?" Zelda nodded. "Yes... Very much so."
"How would you feel?"
"If she... I..." Zelda considered the unthinkable. "I don't know... horrible... I can't even imagine... uh." She glanced at Malon, now understanding her point.
"See? ...It's not the same..."
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"Ah-choo," Samus sneezed. 'I must be allergic to this damn grass,' she thought as she swung the scythe horizontally over the ground, slicing through the tall overgrowth. What a way to cut grass; this backward world didn't even have push mowers. She swung the tool back and forth, its blade making an impressive whooshing noise as it sailed through the air, cutting large swaths of grass as she progressed across the field.
It was hot, this world was currently in its summer season, the sun beat down on her and there was no breeze in the air. She took a deep breath and let it out slowly, then continued swinging away.
As she worked Samus' mind wandered; she thought of Malon crying earlier. She appeared to be in anguish while Zelda was merely sad about him dying. Why had she taken it so much harder? Was it because she was in love with him and Zelda wasn't?
But Zelda was in love with her. 'If I died... would Zelda be like that? That would suck. She told me... it would hurt her if anything happened to me... Maybe I should be more careful...'
No, careful meant hesitating, hesitating meant giving her enemies openings, and making mistakes. Second guessing herself would only get her killed faster.
'If Zelda died... would I...'
She pushed the unpleasant thought away and continued working.
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"I never told him... the way I felt about him... and he never talked about himself much... So I don't know how he felt either... we never said those things to each other." Malon said as tears came to her eyes again. "I should have... I should have said... why did I wait... and now... now I'll never..." She broke down sobbing.
"Shhhh... let it all out, it's ok." Zelda hugged her tightly and held her until she settled down.
"We'll never be together again... he'll never... smile at me and hold me in his arms... Never sit and listen to me sing... Never... make love to me again. I remember... our first time; behind the stables, we did it on a bed of hay... I remember the first time he kissed me, it was only a few days before that... I remember... I remember when we first met...we were only kids then... he helped me find my father...I think he was trying to sneak into the castle--"
"Sneak into the castle? That's when... I think... I think we both met him on the same day..."
"Oh..."
"Isn't that quite the coincidence?"
"I guess..." Malon glanced down again and was quiet for a while before saying anything further. "I was always jealous of you..."
"Of me? Why?"
"I thought... the two of you... Well he just spent so much time with you, going over to the castle all the time..."
"Oh. Sorry. That was sort of my fault. I would constantly invite him over... well invite is the wrong word, more like an official summons. I just... I wanted some company."
"Oh... well it was more than that, he would always talk about you, all the time, in such glowing terms... I thought that... But when I met you I realized... well that there was no chance of you being interested in him...that made me really happy..." She sighed sadly. "I should be... All those memories, they're good memories, I should be happy... but... there's just no joy left in me..."
"Malon, he would talk about you all the time too. I think... no, I'm positive, he really loved you too."
"Mmm..." she sighed sadly "I just want to be alone now."
"Malon... uh... I'll come and check on you later."
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"Uh... so damn hot."
Samus chopped another piece of fire wood. She had herself a small pile going. It was boring and repetitive, place a log on the block, raise axe, swing, place a log on the block, raise axe, swing... The heat and humid air suffocated her, and she dripped with sweat. 'Zelda better appreciate this.'
"Samus?" Zelda called in a sweet voice. Samus saw her coming around the corner carrying a tray of food. "I brought you something...Oh goddesses, what are you doing!? Put your clothes back on!"
Samus stood there holding an axe over her shoulder, bare-chested, in just boots and her blue shorts. Her top was left draped over a fence post.
"But it's hot."
"Someone will see you."
"And?"
"Uh! They'll see your... your breasts," she loudly whispered the last part.
"Are they some kind of secret?"
"Samus! It's called modesty." Zelda set down the food she was holding, marched over and retrieved Samus' top, and held it out for her. "Just put it back on."
"Oh, fine." Samus took the garment from her and put her arms through it then raised them over her head, and started pulling it down. With her arms raised like that her features were made clearer, highlighting her athletic form; her breasts were raised up and accentuated, the outline of her ribcage made apparent, and her flat defined abs were flexed and taut. Her entire body was dotted with beads of glistening sweat.
"Um... wait," Zelda said suddenly and sheepishly, ogling her naked form. Samus paused, her face partially covered and her arms tangled up above her head.
Zelda watched as a drop of sweat, which originated from under her chin, ran delicately down her neck, slowed as it made its way over the lump of her collar bone, then quickly down her chest and right breast. It stopped and collected under her nipple before finally breaking free and dripping to the ground.
"Zelda?"
"Uh?"
"Can I put my shirt on now? Or do you actually want me to keep it off?"
"Huh? ...uh, put... put it on."
"Really? Cause your eyes were saying something different."
"Just... just put it on." Zelda said shyly and turned her head to the side, she was blushing furiously. "I... I um, brought you some buttered bread and... um, something to drink."
Zelda retrieved the food she had set down and brought it to Samus. She took the roll of bread from Zelda and bit in half, then took the bottle of, what she assumed was milk, and chugged the entire thing all at once, and then stuffed the other half of the roll in her mouth, and gave Zelda a muffled, mouth full of food "Thanks."
Zelda sighed. "Samus, you know... you're a wonderful person most of the time, but... you really need to work on your manners." Samus just shrugged.
"So... how you doing in there?" Samus asked once she had swallowed her food.
"I don't know... she's taking it pretty hard. It doesn't seem like she's able to accept that Link is gone."
"I meant how were you doing... do you need me for anything?"
"Me? Well... I..." Zelda shrugged, then shook her head. "I'm fine. You're doing enough already."
"Ok."
Zelda went to leave, but Samus stopped her.
"Uh, Zelda, could you... uh, I mean I appreciate this but... I can't survive on just bread. Do you think you can get me some meat or something?"
"Sure. It's not my place but I'll see what I can find."
"Thanks."
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Zelda again knocked on Malon's door. "Malon, I'm back. Are you ok in there?" Again she didn't get a response. She tried the door and found it locked. "Malon?"
"I don't want to talk any more." Malon's voice came through the door.
"Oh, that's alright. I'll be here if you change your mind though. Ok, Malon?"
No response.
"Alright then." Zelda sighed.
She then went off and found Talon. He apparently passed out while cleaning up as he was slumped over the table snoring loudly.
'He must have narcolepsy.' Zelda mused to herself.
To keep her mind off things she decided to pick up where Talon had left off cleaning the place up. And after that she thought it would be nice to cook dinner for everyone.
She went and knocked on Malon's door again. "Malon? I'm going to make dinner. What do you like?"
"I don't care." Came her weak reply through the door.
Samus had said she wanted meat, perhaps she should make a roast. "Is roast beef ok?"
"...not hungry." Her voice was barely audible.
"Oh... alright..." Zelda sighed in frustration, but she couldn't really blame the girl.
Talon wouldn't wake up no matter what she tried and Malon, she thought, should be left alone for now, so she had to find everything on her own.
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Samus worked in the barn, collecting piles of hay into bails. One by one she tied up a bail, and then tossed each one up into the loft above the cows, stacking them neatly. The sun had just gone down, the sky was turning orange, and the light was fading.
"Samus!" she heard Zelda calling. "You've worked enough today! Come eat!"
'That's a relief.' She put down what she was doing and marched off to the farmhouse.
Inside she found Zelda and Talon sitting at the table and Malon on her way down the steps. Malon walked up slowly with a blank expression on her face and sat at the end of the table. Samus sat down across from Zelda and Talon was seated at the end across from Malon. Zelda removed the lids from the serving dishes revealing a roast, mashed potatoes, and steamed carrots.
"I hope you all enjoy." Zelda said cheerfully.
"You're highness, really, this was not necessary," said Talon.
"Nonsense, it's like I told you before; I'll do anything I can to help out."
Samus wasted no time in heaping large portions onto her plate, as did Talon but not quite as aggressively. Zelda helped herself to, what she considered reasonable portions of food, while Malon just stared blankly at the table.
"Malon, would you like some? ...Maybe just a little?" Zelda took it upon herself to put a small amount of food on Malon's plate and then set the dish in front of her. "Here." Malon silently accepted the plate and only picked at it.
Zelda glanced over to see Samus shoveling food into her mouth and then swallowing, hardly chewing at all.
"Samus! Manners." Zelda scolded her. Samus grumbled and ate slower.
A long uncomfortable silence prevailed as the four ate their dinner. Zelda tried to spark conversation a couple times, but Malon's mood seemed to be infecting everyone at the table.
Malon pushed the food around her plate with her fork, while only occasionally taking a bite. "Can... can I be excused?" Malon asked flatly, finally breaking the long silence, her dinner only half eaten.
"What? Malon, don't be rude. The princess went through the trouble of making us this lovely dinner. Show some respect."
"No, honestly, it's alright. Malon you can go if you want," Zelda said.
Quietly Malon got up and went out side. Zelda sighed, disappointed. 'She could at least make an effort,' she thought. But she still understood Malon's feelings and couldn't fault her. Dinner continued on in silence.
"You gonna finish this?" said Samus, while in the process of taking the last few slices of roast, stabbing them with her fork, which she then quickly wolfed down. She then stood from the table then stretched and yawned. She grabbed her drink and went for the door. "I'm going out for a bit." She said and exited.
"Alright." Zelda called after her.
Talon began clearing the table, but Zelda jumped in as well. "I'll help with that... and no arguments."
"Uh, yes your highness, of course not."
"Though... I've done all this for you today, you could do something for me."
"Yes, of course, anything," Talon said eagerly.
"Let me know how she's doing; keep me informed... If she needs to talk or anything else... don't hesitate to send word to me."
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Samus stepped out on to the small porch with her drink in hand. The heat of the day had faded and she breathed in the cool night air. The stars were out and she could hear crickets chirping in the field. This was drastically dissimilar from what she was used to. Most of the time when she experienced the outdoors it was from within her armor, and was usually a lot more inhospitable than this environment. Other than that, it was the cold interior of ships for her. This was a nice change she thought. She leaned against the side of the house and took a sip from her cup.
She then heard a soft whimper in the darkness. Looking up she saw Malon walking by, though she was walking so slowly she was hardly moving. She looked almost like she was lost and didn't know where to go, staring blankly in front of her.
"Hey," Samus called out.
"Huh? Oh... it's you... Sa-- Samus..."
"Yeah."
"Right..." Malon stopped and sat on the single step leading up to the porch. Samus walked over and stood near her with her arms resting on the railing. "You...You're Princess Zelda's mistress."
"Mistress...?" Samus thought it an odd choice of words but it was essentially correct. "It's that obvious?"
"Yeah... Well with her at least... You... you're just strange all together."
"No argument there." Samus shrugged.
Malon looked at her feet and sighed heavily.
"So...you and Link... you were... You loved him?"
"Uh- yeah... I did," she said in a sorrowful tone.
"You seem so miserable because of it."
"I'm miserable because he's gone!"
"I mean if you hadn't loved him, you wouldn't feel so bad right now. Right?"
"Uhhg... I guess..."
"Hmm... I thought love was supposed to just be this good feeling... but... it means pain as well... probably other things too.It seems to be a bit more complex than I thought."
"..."
"Would you say it was worth it?"
"What?"
"If you could, would you choose not to love him so it wouldn't hurt like this now?"
"How... how could you even ask me something like that?"
"Sorry... I... I'm just going through some weird stuff right now... Would you want to see him again?"
"Uh... but..."
"Not really see him, just an image."
"Y- yes..." she said meekly.
With a flash that briefly illuminated the darkness Samus activated her armor. Malon was noticeably alarmed at the transformation.
"What... What is this?"
Samus pulled her helmet off and sat down next to Malon on the step.
"Magic?" she asked nervously.
"Not exactly...but I guess you could call it that if you want."
She turned the helmet over and set it in her lap. Staring at it, it rapidly flipped through various menus and settings as Samus' eyes darted back and forth over the interior of the visor. It was operated by her eye movement; even if it wasn't on her head, as long as it had a clear line of sight to her eyes and could track their movements, she could operate it. Finally an image appeared on the screen; a barren rocky wasteland. She handed the helmet to Malon and the image began moving and sound played as well. It was a recording of Samus and Link on the way to save Zelda from Ridley, taken from Samus' point of view.
She held the upturned headgear in front of her looking at the inside of the visor as the recording played out. Malon's eyes lit up when she saw him again and the corners of her mouth turned upward, not quite a smile but it was something. She heard his voice too; though it wasn't sweet and soft like when he spoke to her; he was talking business, he had a job to do, she understood that, but it was still his voice none the less. The screen lingered on him for a short while and she touched his image with the tips of her fingers, tears rolled down her cheeks as she watched.
The image changed suddenly and Malon saw the two of them fighting against some monsters that she didn't recognize as native to Hyrule. She watched as they fought their way through hordes of them. Then she saw the princess there as well. Samus' vision turned away from Link and focused up a tunnel, and she was urging Zelda to go up it. When the video finally swung back around to Link the playback stopped moving and Samus took hold of the helmet.
"Wait, why did it stop? I want to see more."
"You don't need to see what happens next."
"Is that when... when he...?"
"You... shouldn't."
"Please... I- I want to see... I need to... Please, make it move again."
Samus released her grip on the helmet and signaled it to continue playing. Malon watched intently. She winced and shuddered when it happened, then turned her head away.
Malon held the helmet at arms length; Samus took it and put it back on. She then dematerialized the armor, and slipped its storage unit back into her pocket.
"Thank you." Malon said as she buried her face in her hands and started crying openly.
Samus watched her as she cried. She didn't know what to do and it was making her very uncomfortable. Should she just get up and leave her alone, or say something? But what? Samus opened her mouth to speak but couldn't. The things she'd say to Zelda when she cried wouldn't be appropriate to say to Malon. Or at least she didn't feel comfortable saying them to someone besides Zelda. She reached out, but stopped and let her hand fall back to her lap, but then tried again and managed to finally put a hesitant hand on Malon's shoulder.
Zelda rested with her arms folded on the windowsill. She watched the entire scene unfold and smiled softly at Samus.
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"Well goodnight to you both." Zelda said with a bow. The four of them were standing just out side the house.
"It was an honor having you visit, your highness." Talon said politely. "Isn't that right Malon?"
"Uh... yes..."
"Listen, Malon, we'll be having a memorial service the morning of the summer festival. I'll reserve a seat for you and your father right up front, alright." Zelda said.
"Thank you very much your highness, we'll be there." Talon said respectfully.
"Malon..." Zelda said up beat, "Be well. Ok?"
"Alright..." Malon managed with a nod.
Talon took his daughter inside leaving Samus and Zelda alone.
"Quite a day it's been, hasn't it, Samus?"
"Easy for you to say, you didn't have to work in that heat."
Zelda smiled and sighed. "I... think she'll be ok. Don't you?"
"Uh... Zelda... not every one gets over these things. Sometimes... sometimes it stays with you... for a long time."
"Oh... Samus... did all this remind you of you're loss? I'm sorry... I--"
"No... I don't need something like this to remind me. I... " Samus paused and shook her head. "Let's get going. Alright?"
Zelda nodded understandingly, Samus didn't want to talk about it, and she would respect that. "Alright. Lets go."
Zelda walked up to her horse and was about to climb on, but she stopped and turned to Samus.
"Samus, why don't you take the reigns."
"Oh," she said shaking her head, "I don't know how to ride."
"Come on, it's the easiest thing in the world. I'll show you."
And so they mounted the horse, Samus first and then Zelda climbed on behind her.
"Now take the reigns. It's really simple. Just pull in the direction you want the horse to turn, left or right. Pull straight back to stop. To go you can either whip the reigns or nudge the horse in the sides with your feet."
"You sure about this?"
"It'll be fine... Here." Zelda slid her arms around Samus and took her by the hands. She whipped the reigns and the horse started walking and she guided it out of the front gate. "See?" She said softly.
"Ok, I think I got it, you can let go now. I'll take over."
"Hmm... maybe I don't want to let go." Zelda said as she gave Samus' hands a squeeze.
Samus responded in kind. She felt a strange sense of tranquility come over her. This was nice; very serene, soft, and calming. There was just something about the whole situation that made Samus feel very sentimental, which she wasn't accustom to in the slightest. Perhaps this place really was getting to her, maybe it was like Zelda said, because she found herself forgetting about her job, her responsibilities, and her excruciating life as a bounty hunter, even if just for this moment.
Zelda was fairly quiet the entire time as she rode with her hands pressed against Samus' back and her head resting on her shoulder. Late that night as they drew nearer the castle, Samus questioned her about it.
"Zelda... You're more quiet than usual. You asleep?"
"No... just thinking..."
"Malon?"
"Mm... not really..."
"Link then?"
She was quiet for a bit before answering "Yeah..."
"You ok?
"I will be... Thanks for coming today... I don't think I could have managed without you."
"I didn't really do anything, just worked in the fields."
"Just being there was enough... Having you close, well it... makes things easier for me."
Samus closed her eyes and reached up to her shoulder and touched Zelda's head. She didn't know why, but now every time Zelda said things like that she got a warm tingling sensation that would swell up in her chest. She didn't understand it, but she knew it felt good, and for now that was enough; understanding wasn't necessary.
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As they entered the castle again, they were immediately greeted by Gaebora on their way up the stairs from the main hall. He looked angry but it didn't come across in his voice.
"Your highness, thank the goddesses you have returned safely."
"Gaebora, we were... not in any danger." Zelda said timidly.
"None that you are aware of. Threats to the crown come from many unexpected places," he said glancing at Samus. "What am I going to do with you? This misbehavior can not continue. You are a member of the royal family... you are the royal family. Conduct such as this is unacceptable."
"It's fine... I- I don't care about that." She looked away.
"Don't care!? What do I need to do to make you see the utter foolishness of your actions?" He said now letting his anger show. Zelda visibly recoiled. "If you insist on acting like a child, perhaps I should treat you..."
Samus stepped in between the two, glaring at Gaebora. "You need to watch how you speak to her."
Zelda grabbed on to her arm. "Samus, no. It's ok... don't..."
"Perhaps she is right. I spoke too rashly. Please forgive me your highness. It's late and everyone is tired, we shall continue this conversation in the morning."
"Uh... alright."
"As a proper guest of the princess you should have every amenity affordable," he spoke to Samus. "I have prepared one of the guest rooms for you. So you won't have to share a room with the princess any longer."
"Ok, thank you Gaebora," Zelda said hastily, before Samus had a chance to respond. She grabbed Samus by the arm and started down the hall.
"Your highness, the guest rooms are this way."
"I...I know... we're going to stay up and talk some. ...Samus will be along later," she said hesitantly. "Come on, Samus."
"Hmm..." Gaebora glared suspiciously after them as they walked away.
Samus observed her curiously as they walked. As it had happened earlier that day, Zelda's demeanor changed around him, becoming very timid. It seamed to Samus that she didn't want to blatantly contradict him.
"Zelda, what was that about back there? You're different when he's around. Are... are you scared of him?"
"What? ...scared? No, it's... not that... it's nothing really. Nothing at all."
"It is something. But... it's fine if you don't want to tell me."
"I- ugh..."
"Hey, it's alright... Forget I said anything."
"Uh... ok..." Zelda said as they entered her room.
Samus sat down on the bed while Zelda went into her walk-in closet to change.
"So... what did you want to talk about?" Samus asked when Zelda came back out, dressed in a nightgown.
"What? Oh, nothing really..."
"Oh... well, alright. I guess I should go off to bed then. I'll see you in the morning?"
"Uh, wait. Samus, stay here."
"But... the guest room, I thought... You said it was alright..."
"I just didn't want to argue with Gaebora. Stay... please."
Samus shrugged. "Yeah, alright," she said, but again wondered why she didn't want to argue with him. She got up and went over to the closet and retrieved some clothing from her bag, the usual T-shirt and panties she wore to sleep. Then she climbed into the bed and Zelda snuggled up against her.
"I was really proud of you today," Zelda sighed softly.
"For what?"
"You did a good thing. I saw you with Malon after dinner... that was really nice what you did for her."
"Yeah, I guess." Samus said a bit dismissively.
"Ha! So you admit you were wrong then?"
"About what?"
"I'm not the only person you're nice to."
"Uh!"
"There is a human heart beating in there after all."
Samus started blushing. "I was just... cause I thought you would want me to... it's not a big deal."
"Nope, you weren't even thinking about me at all. You were just being nice."
"Was not..." Samus turned her head to the side, pouting.
Zelda looked lovingly at her and kissed her on the cheek while caressing her face. Samus turned her head and kissed Zelda briefly on the lips and smiled.
"Zelda... uh... you want to?"
"Want to...Oh! Well I um, I... I would, but I mean... it's been an exhausting day for me. Can we just... could you just lay here and hold me?"
"Oh... yeah, ok," Samus said. Zelda detected certain disappointment in her voice.
"I'm sorry. I'm just... not up to it right now."
"It's fine, don't worry about it. I can lay here and hold all you want."
"Thanks." Zelda sighed softly. She rested her head on Samus' chest and closed her eyes as Samus held her.
They laid there in silence for quite some time. Samus' thoughts dwelled on the interaction between Zelda and Gaebora earlier. The way he treated Zelda frustrated Samus, especially because that was the quintessence of the treatment Zelda loathed most. It baffled her why Zelda didn't object to it in the slightest. She felt certain something was wrong. Zelda's seemed timid or even frightened of him, though she had said that she wasn't. Samus now wanted to talk to Zelda about it, but was hesitant to do so since Zelda seemed so uncomfortable when questioned about it earlier, and now was sorry she had let it drop so quickly.
"When did you ever work on a farm?" Zelda asked suddenly, but softly.
"Huh?" Samus said confused and a bit startled, she thought Zelda had gone to sleep. "Oh... when I was a kid."
"With... with your parents?" Zelda said delicately, sensitive about bringing up the subject of Samus' parents.
"No, after that... The people that adopted me, the Chozo. It was with them."
"I see..." Zelda yawned and snuggled closer to her.
"Yeah, even though they were a highly advanced alien species, they still chose to live an agrarian life style, growing all their own food them selves."
"What's that mean?"
"Agrarian means that--"
"I know what that means. I was asking about those other words you used. 'Alien species', what's that?"
"Alien? It's something from another planet, a different species"
"Like the Goron or the Zora?"
"Well if they're from another planet, then yes they would be aliens, otherwise, not."
"Oh... That's right. I keep forgetting... people from your dimension can..." Zelda paused to yawn again, "...can travel between the stars. What's that like?"
"Space travel? Boring. Very, very boring."
"Oh. Even so, I'd like to experience that someday," Zelda said drowsily.
"You already did."
"Well ...without being kidnapped."
"Hmm..." Samus sighed sleepily and hugged Zelda tight. "I'll take you someday." She whispered.
Zelda closed her eyes while smiling softly, and drifted off to sleep.
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She ran through the streets as the fire rained down all around her. She tried unsuccessfully to mentally block out all the screaming. There was an explosion from behind and she was thrown to the ground, yet landed on something soft... a person... a dead body. She picked herself up and continued on as fast as her tiny legs would carry her.
"Mama? Mama where are you?" She called out frantically, practically crying.
She turned the corner and then saw her; her mother running towards her. But in that instant she was filled with terror, for she knew what was going to happen next. She knew, and she was powerless to stop it. Yet that didn't stop her from trying, desperately trying to save her mothers life, to prevent the inevitable if only by sheer force of will, because that was all she had at her disposal. Though all the while she knew it wouldn't be enough.
She screamed out. "Go back..." But couldn't be heard, her little voice was too weak amongst the chaos.
Her mother drew closer. "No, don't come over here." Yet she kept coming.
"No!" she screamed a hundred times over. "Run away!"
She could sense it coming as it had happened a thousand times over, and could now almost physically feel it.
"Mama, no! Run!"
Here it came. She screamed at the top of her lungs, a hi-pitch blood curdling scream, trying to ward off her mothers doom, as if the sound itself would drive away the implement of her destruction.
...but it didn't...
Everything played out exactly as it had the first time and every subsequent time there after; the unknown weapon striking her mother, her horrific scream, and the vivid, gory aftermath. It made her feel sick, giving her a sinking sensation in the pit of her stomach. It felt like she was falling, tumbling terrifyingly out of control, and suddenly the world came undone, dissolved away completely. She was in a different place all together and was left shaking like a frightened mouse.
Even though she was awake she was still not completely conscious; trapped in a fear induced trance. Her eyes darted around the dark corners of the room; every shadow a dark abomination poised to lash out and strike at her, every little sound a hidden horror creeping along the floor to get her.
'It's not real,' she reasoned with herself, she knew it was all in her mind. But reason was no match for the sense of terror that overwhelmed her. She felt so shaken up and vulnerable, like she would be attacked from all sides at once, and had no means of defense; no armor, no canon, no escape and no refuge.
She was only half aware of the gentle arms that enveloped her from behind and the soft soothing voice blowing across her ear. A voice but no words... singing... the voice was singing, humming a peaceful tune. The arms slowly swayed her back and forth. Gradually, the shadowed abominations receded and the creeping terrors evaporated into nothing, and her frightened shuddering subsided.
"What's that song," Samus finally said after a long while, "it's nice."
"Something that's been passed down in my family for many generations. My mother used to sing it to me when I couldn't sleep."
"I like it. Would you... sing it some more?"
Zelda nodded then laid down pulling Samus on top of her. She hugged Samus tight as she sung softy. The soothing melody relaxed Samus, and she drifted in and out of consciousness; not really asleep yet not quite awake either.
"Will this ever get any easier?" Samus finally spoke.
"I... I don't know."
Samus sighed.
"You can overcome it... I just know you can."
"It's been over twenty years, and it still haunts me."
"You're strong, the strongest person I know. You will if you try hard enough."
"I'm really not. I act tough, but... I'm not... It's just a façade. It's not the real me... On the inside, I'm the weakest person in the world... frightened, insecure, I just... I feel so small." She sounded like she would almost cry.
These were not things she would ever tell just anybody, things she wouldn't likely even admit to herself. Samus was being very open and honest with her right now. It was a fact that wasn't lost on Zelda.
"You are strong. I know this because I never see you brake."
"I don’t break because I'm already broken." Samus paused, taking a deep breath. "All that... that confidence, that... all of what you perceive as strength, it's artificial... it doesn't come from inside me, it's just something I do, something I manufacture... a defense I put up just to make it through the day."
"No... Samus. You're wrong. We all have things that make us feel smal
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"I could get used to this... waking up every day next to the one I love." Zelda said sleepily, eyes still closed.
"I could too."
Zelda smiled and opened her eyes then propped herself up on one elbow, head resting on her hand. She leaned over Samus and kissed her lightly. "Morning," she whispered between soft pecks.
"Morning," Samus whispered back.
Zelda lay there looking down on Samus' for the longest time, carefully studying her face.
Samus stared back up at her, looking into those beautifully soft midnight eyes. She thought it might have faded, that gentle peaceful feeling she got whenever she looked into them. But she was delighted it hadn't; if anything it was stronger then ever. If she wasn't careful she could drown in that warm, soothing, deep-blue ocean. As she stared, she could see Zelda's gentle smile slowly grow wider.
"What?" Samus finally asked.
"You're really pretty when you're blushing."
"Uh, thanks for... for helping me last night, you know, singing like that... It made it things... easier." Samus said, sounding a little embarrassed.
Zelda sighed softly. "You know, if it ever gets too difficult, you can... lean on me, always. I'll be here for you."
"Zelda, it... I can handle it, but... well, you... well when you say stuff like that... it makes me feel good... inside..." Samus said awkwardly, not really knowing how to respond to Zelda's words.
Samus rolled her eyes, 'Jeez... what the hell am I saying? That sounded dumb.'
Zelda, however, didn’t think so; she just smiled, overjoyed at what Samus had just said. She stared deep into Samus’ eyes hoping she could catch a glimpse of something that might not have been there before. Was Samus really developing true feelings for her? It had certainly felt that way to Zelda just now. Though if she was, she probably didn't know how to recognize or accept them just yet. Even so, Zelda's eyes got a bit misty, glistening as she looked warmly at Samus, feeling quite emotional. Just the potential that Samus could return her feelings made her feel fantastic.
Zelda put her hand to Samus' cheek, and moved slowly closer. "Love you," she whispered before finally kissing her tenderly. Moving her lips ever so slowly, she kissed Samus as softly as she knew how, using only the slightest pressure.
Zelda sighed contentedly as she pulled away, then laid there, resting on her elbow with her head in her hand, staring lovingly at Samus.
"So it was that same dream? It's always that same one... about your mother?" Zelda asked.
A single light flaxen lock had managed to escape Samus' ponytail, which Zelda was now occupied with, twirling it around her fingers endlessly.
"Mmm... yeah. But it's not... uh," she sighed, "not always exactly the same."
"Samus, you don't have to talk about it if you don't want to."
"It's fine... Sometimes, it goes on after... after she dies, to when I'm all alone. But mostly... mostly that's when I wake up." Zelda took Samus hand in hers, fondling it softly. "And sometimes... a lot of times... I try to save her... I try but I never can. Never... That's the worst part I think. Knowing what's going to happen... knowing that I can't do anything... no matter how hard I try... That...that and all those images from that day, terrible images that are burned in to my memory. Some times I--" Samus stopped. "Zelda? What is it?"
"N-nothing."
"You look... It... it bothers you when I talk about this, doesn't it?"
"No... no." Zelda shook her head.
"It does, I can see it."
"Uh...only... only a little."
"I won't then."
"No. That wouldn't... It's not fair... it's not fair to you if I just say I don't want to deal with it any longer. You can't just push it aside like that! ...so it wouldn't be right if I did."
"Zelda, I don't have to talk about it."
"But you wanted to, right? It helps... It helps to talk about our pain with others. And if it helps you... then I'm going to listen, even if it makes me uncomfortable to think about those awful things."
"I only started talking because I thought you wanted me to."
"And I do... I want you to talk to me. I want you to feel comfortable enough to tell me anything. I want you to tell me what's in your heart and on your mind."
"Why would you want to know that?"
"Why!? ...Samus..." Zelda said softly, "Because..." She caressed Samus' cheek.
"Uh, Ok."
"Ok? So...please continue; tell me about the dreams," Zelda asked thoughtfully.
"I forgot what I was saying."
"You were telling me about the images burned into you're memory."
"Right, I... I see them... even when I'm awake sometimes, if I close my eyes...or if it's too dark to see anything else... ugh...I... I really don't feel like talking about this anymore. Sorry."
"It's ok. You don't have to. I didn’t mean to push."
Samus shook her head then looked at Zelda giving her a quirky smirk, in a deliberate effort to so shake off the solemn mood. "Oh, that's fine... hmm..." she trailed off into a sigh.
Suddenly Samus turned the tables on her. Taking Zelda by the wrists she rolled her onto her back and was on top of her in an instant.
"Oh my!" Zelda exclaimed, staring up at Samus in mild surprise.
Slowly, her shock gave way to a soft smile, mirroring Samus' expression.
Samus stared down on her, still holding Zelda's wrists above her head. Zelda's strawberry-blond hair, spread out on the bed around her head, tickled Samus' fingers. Zelda's look was so innocent yet suggestive at the same time. She was beautiful, just like an angel. Samus moved closer to taste her soft lips.
Zelda sighed happily as a warm rush came over her.
"So..." Samus whispered, after breaking the long kiss.
"So..." Zelda whispered back. She smiled bashfully, looking into Samus' sparkling light blue eyes. She liked it when Samus had complimented her eyes, but she thoughts Samus' were much prettier. Hers were dull by comparison, as where Samus' piercing eyes were so energetic and dynamic and just full of life. They reminded her of sharply cut gemstones glinting in the sunlight. It was an intense gaze that seemed to Zelda like it would cut right through her.
"What's on the agenda for today?" Samus said and gave her another brief kiss.
Zelda looked at her for a bit then smiled oddly. "Shopping."
Samus' face fell a little. "Shopping?" She wrinkled her nose. "For what?"
"For the festival; I need to get a few things."
"Ugh... you already have everything. Why do we need to go shopping?"
"Oh, come on, it'll be fun. What girl doesn't like shopping?"
"This one."
"Samus... I just want to spend time with you."
"Oh... well that's different. You can go shopping, I'll come just to spend time with you... but I won't be shopping."
Zelda giggled. "Ok, ok. But you are coming."
"Of course. But just so we're clear: I'm not doing any sho-- mhff." Samus was silenced as Zelda pulled her into another kiss.
She had started things off, but Samus quickly took over, which Zelda really liked. Maybe it was a bit selfish on her part, but she enjoyed just laying back and letting Samus make her feel incredible. She felt like she was receiving Samus' love. And even if it was only physical love, she could still close her eyes, and imagine and hope it to be something more.
Samus kissed her passionately, taking Zelda by the back of the neck with her right hand. Zelda sighed quietly while wrapping her arms around Samus. A gentle but impassioned moan escaped Zelda's throat, as she felt her body taken over by warm sensations. Her heartbeat picked up and her breathing became slow and deep; Samus could just make her melt into a state of tranquil exhilaration.
Surprisingly to Zelda, she found Samus left hand on her knee, slipping beneath her nightgown. She hadn't expected things to head down that road, and she thought Samus was moving a little too fast, but she didn't really object either. She held just her breath in anticipation, as her lover’s hand made its way up her leg. Slowly, Samus worked up Zelda's thigh, kneading and massaging along the way, moving closer and closer until finally... there was a loud knocking on the door.
"Ugh... him again? Does he do this every morning?" Samus slumped, ceasing her activities.
In frustration, Zelda blew her held breath through tightly pursed lips. "Unfortunately," she sighed.
Samus groaned. "I'll get rid of him," she said as she started to get up.
"No, just... ugh... just let him in. He won't relent."
Samus sighed and rolled off of her, then got up and went for the door. As she walked away Zelda couldn't help but watch her exceedingly attractive backside sway back and forth in those cute white cotton panties. "Uh!?"
"Samus... Put some clothes on first," Zelda loudly whispered.
"Huh? Oh... fine whatever." Samus rolled her eyes. "Don't see what the big deal is."
Samus went to the closet where she kept her bag, got some jeans from it, and put them on over what she was wearing.
"Would you bring my robe as well, please?" Zelda asked. Samus grabbed a robe from the hook and tossed it on the bed as she passed by on her way to the door. She slid the bar off and slowly cracked the large entrance open.
"Good morning your-- What... Why are you in here again?"
"What's it to you?"
"You should be in the guest quarters, not in here!"
"Why does it matter?"
"It's inappropriate for you to be here. You will sleep in the guest quarters from now forward."
"I'll sleep where ever the hell I want."
"Listen you... you are a guest here and--"
"That's right, I'm Zelda's guest. She doesn't seem to have a problem with me sleeping with her. Isn't that right?"
"Uh, well--" Zelda couldn't get a word in.
"Your highness, please. What would people say? A woman in your room every night! Why, some people would get the wrong idea."
"What's wrong about it?" Samus said glaring at him with arms folded.
Ignoring her, he spoke to Zelda again. "How do you expect to become queen if you continue in this... destructive behavior? What would a potential husband think: the princess bringing a harlot to her bed room?"
"Don't call her that!" Zelda shot back.
"Your highness..."
"Enough... please... lets just not argue about this anymore," Zelda sighed. "Samus maybe... could you just stay in the guest room... for now."
"What? I don't believe this! Why are you listening to--" Samus said a bit angrily, but Zelda cut her off.
"Please don't argue!" Zelda said sharply. Something about the way she said it made Samus back down. It wasn't said in anger at all, it sound more to Samus like she was in distress. She shut up and leaned against the wall, arms folded.
"A wise decision. Your highness is most reasonable."
"Gaebora just... ugh... What have you arranged as a memorial for Link?" She said as she stood from the edge of the bed.
"Yes, it will in the morning; Eleven in the morning to be exact. It will be a grand ceremony, worthy of his legend."
"Tell me about it. How many people will there be?"
"We have enough seating for around five hundred in the courtyard."
"That's good... What will the proceedings be?" Gaebora started to respond but Zelda quickly added, "You've scheduled time for my speech haven't you?"
"Yes of course your highness. May I please explain?"
"Yes... sorry. Go ahead."
"Well first, as the people enter, there will be a choir singing traditional psalms. Farore's hymn will be sung once the gathering is full. I know it's not a typical song for when someone dies, but since he held her Triforce we thought it would be appropriate."
"Oh, yes... it will be."
"The temple sage will then lead everyone in prayer. Following that we will unveil that statue of him, which we intended to present to him on the second anniversary of his triumph over Ganon. This is probably a better time than waiting the three months until then. After the statue unveiling, you can make your speech, and finally we shall conclude with a solemn procession of sages and the temple priestesses, while the choir sings more hymns."
"That will be fine. You've done an excellent job. Thank you."
"Will there be anything else, your highness?"
"Well, we'll be going out again today. We won't need horses this time, just some funds from the treasury."
"Out? Again? And where might you be off to today?"
"The market."
Samus could see his disapproval coming to the surface before he even said anything. 'Not this again,' she thought. She wanted to say something, but Zelda's previous objection kept her silent.
"The market? With all those people around? Absolutely not. Not even with two dozen guards around you. It's a security nightmare. Impossible."
'Ugh... idiotic.' Samus thought, but audibly groaned as well.
"Well I... I don't need to bring the guards. I can protect myself, I'm not feeble. And besides, Samus will be there with me."
"Alone with her again?" he muttered to himself, but Zelda managed to hear him.
"We won't be alone. You just said there will be hundreds of people in the market."
"I'm sorry your highness, it's too risky."
"But I need to get some things for the festival."
"Then we'll send someone to pick up what ever you need."
"But I don't want..."
'Come on Zelda, defy him, don't give lame excuses... You sound like your begging for permission.' Samus found it difficult to hold her tongue.
"I'm sorry your highness, but I must put my foot down. This must come to a stop here and now."
'God, shut up! ...Asshole.' Samus wanted to smack him. She hated how his words seemed to make Zelda so uncomfortable.
Zelda's lip began to curl up in anger, but it only lasted in instant before she sighed and deflated. "Alright... forget it. I don't need it anyway. You can go now, Gaebora. Thank you."
'No... don't fold!' Samus thought, she groaned out loud again. 'You're better than that...'
"If there will be nothing else..." Gaebora said.
"There won't."
"I shall have one of the attendants bring you breakfast now."
Zelda only rolled her eyes at that. "...could get it myself," she said under her breath.
He bowed and took his leave. Samus was leaning against the wall next to the door with her arms crossed, they exchanged glares has he passed.
Zelda looked up to see Samus then glaring at her, obviously displeased.
"I know, but... Look its fine, we'll just leave without telling him."
"I don't think so."
"What do you mean by--"
"Why do you let him push you around like that?"
"I... uh..."
"Zelda, you hate being treated like that. Why then? Why do you stand for it?"
"I-- I do hate it... but, I... W-what can I do?"
"What!? Don't take it! Just tell him you're going to do things your way."
"But I... I don't... I can't just order him around."
"Why not... Zelda, I don't get this. You're not yourself when he's around. I... I don't like it."
"..."
Samus sighed. "It's obvious you don't respect the guy; you lie to him, manipulate, and even ignore him, but you won't challenge him directly."
Zelda sighed and looked away.
"Come on! Why can't you order him around!? He has to listen doesn't he? You're the princess after all-- Oh... That's it... isn't it?" Samus' attitude softened at this realization.
She walked over and put her hands on the sides of Zelda's shoulders, caressing down the length of her arms.
"You can't give him orders because... because it reminds you of what you are. Because... it makes you feel more like royalty, just a title, and less like a real person."
"Y-yes..." Zelda said shyly, casting her eyes downward.
"You're in conflict."
"I am?" She looked back up to meet Samus' face.
"You want to be independent, but you also don't want to be authoritative... But with people like him... you can't have it both ways."
"Oh..."
"So just stand up for yourself, Zelda. You are strong and independent, act like it. Stand up to him. Forget about the royalty thing and just do it for yourself."
"For myself..." Zelda briefly smiled, though it faded just as quickly. "But... won't he just think I'm telling him what to do?"
"So? Who cares what he thinks? I want you to go find him and tell him you're going to this market thing and that you're not going to argue about it."
Zelda sighed heavily.
"What? ...Zelda? It's more than just that... isn’t it?"
"Uhg... I... Well it's... It's always been... He's been in this position and making decisions for Hyrule since before I was even born. It doesn't feel right questioning him. He was my father's advisor as well... And he's always made decisions for me... since I was a small child. And I--"
"So what? Who cares if he's been making decisions for whatever since the dawn of time? There's no need to let him talk to you like that and treat you like you don’t matter. Jeez Zelda, you already ignore him half the time when he's not in the room, what's the big deal now?"
"I know... but... It's not so easy to say to his face."
"Why? What, are you scared?" Samus paused, waiting for an answer, but didn’t get one. She sighed. "Link told me you were really brave...that you faced Ganondorf with him even though you were terrified. He said he admired that about you... I do too..."
"Uh! ...I..." Zelda's shoulders slumped. "I guess we all have that one thing that makes us feel weak..."
"One thing...? Oh..." Samus deflated, having her own words thrown back at her. But then she smiled, she realized she now had the opportunity to properly repay Zelda for her help last night.
"The best way to eliminate a weakness is to confront it head on." Samus said confidently in a bold voice, as if she were reading a slogan.
"Huh?"
"Just go and face him. Forget about everything else, and just tell him you're going out." She said much softer now.
"Y-Yeah... I guess."
"And don't be so damn timid! Get dressed and let's get going!"
Zelda nodded, "Ok..." She said with a soft smile. "And... thanks."
Zelda walked into her closet to change out of her sleepwear. She picked out one of her many dresses, taking it from the rack with all the others. She turned around and was about to take off her nightgown but was a bit surprised to see Samus had followed her in.
"So, you haven't told me what we are going shopping for."
"Huh, oh well... this and that, maybe som... nothing important." Zelda said a bit uneasily, distracted by the fact that Samus was watching her undress.
As Zelda slowly undid her gown she became very self-conscious having Samus just watching her like that. It felt weird being watched while changing, and she wanted to say something. But somehow she thought that would have felt even stranger. Why would it matter if Samus saw her naked anyway? After all, Samus had done far more to her naked body than just look at it.
With a slight sigh, she let the gown finally drop to the floor around her feet, completely exposing herself. She blushed, and Samus smirked but didn't make any comments.
"Are you going to tell me, or keep me guessing?" Samus said as she took her T-shirt off, thinking nothing of the fact that she was showing off her assets.
"Oh, don't worry about it... It... It's a surprise." Zelda looked at her standing there topless. She seemed completely comfortable with it.
"Surprise? Hmmm...?"
It was like she had no sense of modesty what so ever. 'She would have answered the door earlier in her panties without a second thought had I not said anything about it. Though, she has no reason to be ashamed, with a body like that...' Zelda sighed softly.
Samus had retrieved a bra from her bag, and was in the midst of trying to put it on when she caught Zelda ogling her. "See something you like?"
"Uh!" Zelda blushed furiously and turned her head to the side, but still kept her eyes on Samus. She frantically finished changing into her dress, which Samus noticed looked more casual than many of Zelda's others.
Samus finished fastening her bra and then put back on the same T-shirt she had worn to bed.
"Uh... you wear that a lot."
"Hmm? Oh, yeah... it's comfortable." Samus shrugged.
"Come to think of it, you don't wear much variety. All I ever see you in is either that outfit," Zelda said referring to Samus' jeans and T-shirt, "that skintight light blue jumpsuit, or that darker blue sleeveless top and shorts getup you wore when we went to see Malon."
"I have an orange one that similar to that too...But... you're right, I only have a small bag, I can't fit much clothes in it. It's not like I can take an entire closet like this everywhere I travel."
"Oh, no I guess not." Zelda paused and studied Samus curiously. "All your outfits are so... so tight, so form fitting..." Zelda paused again, "Is that because you want to show off that impressive body?" She changed the tone of her voice to try and sound alluring, but it came out more awkward than anything else.
"Tight clothes fit better under my armor," Samus said matter-of-factly.
Zelda frowned. "Samus... I was giving you a compliment."
"Oh! Uh... th-thank you... or I mean, sorry I, uh... no I guess 'thank you' is better...um, y-yeah..." Samus fumbled her words awkwardly, embarrassed she'd missed Zelda's blatant flattery. "Let's get going... ok?
Zelda smiled, amused at Samus' awkwardness. "Ok."
On their way out, they ran into a servant bringing breakfast on a tray. Zelda apologized to the woman and said they didn't have the time to stay and eat. Samus however grabbed a few pieces of fruit for herself to eat on the run, and unbeknownst to her, something for Zelda, because she knew she'd get hungry later.
Before going to see Gaebora, Zelda took them to the treasury to get money for their shopping trip, withdrawing three thousand rupees, which she put in a small leather money purse.
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She stood just outside of Gaebora's office, looking really nervous.
"Come on Zelda, don't worry so much. Just tell him, that's all."
"But--"
"Don't ask him, don't give him an order, don't argue with him. Just tell him."
"He won't agree just like that."
"He doesn't have to. It's not like he could stop us from leaving."
"Then what is the point? Let's just leave without saying a word, there would be no difference."
"Zelda... trust me, it's a huge difference."
Zelda sighed and looked at her feet. She then took a deep breath, looked forward, and pushed the door open and entered the office, leaving Samus in the hall.
Samus sighed. She felt odd babying Zelda like that; Zelda's determined and courageous nature was one of the things Samus liked most about her. She didn't like it that Zelda was acting this way, but she knew this was the way to help her; she felt she had to after the way Zelda had helped her. She was sure Zelda didn’t appreciate it either when she would cower in utter terror from nothing but a memory. No... it wasn’t that she felt obligated to help Zelda, she just wanted to.
"Eh-hem," Zelda cleared her throat, "Gaebora?"
"Oh, Princess, what can I do for you?"
"Oh, nothing at all. It's just, I wanted to inform you that... I, um... I'm going out, you know, to the market... with Samus... and no guards... so goodbye now." She said sheepishly then turned to leave.
"What? No, absolutely not. Were you not listening before? Do you not realize--"
"I was listening... I just... decided I would go regardless."
"You just decided?"
"Well Samus said that--"
"Samus said? Humph. When did she become your advisor? I am looking out for your best interests. Can you say the same for your new... friend? She's only using you."
"No... that's wrong... I..."
"Your highness this is highly--"
"I'm going now..." She said quietly, right in the middle of what he was saying, then turned again and started out the door.
"Your highness! Your highness, wait!" He called after her standing from his chair, but she ignored him and left.
He deflated and slumped back to his seat. "Hmm... the situation is more dire than I thought. I'll need to move up the schedule."
He walked down the hall to where a smaller office resided.
"Medorreil, are you in here?"
"Yes boss, I'm right here." Medorreil said peaking out from behind a mountain of papers on his desk.
Medorreil was a young looking man in his late twenties. He had a thin wiry build and wore reading glasses. His official position was that of royal speech writer, but in practice had the same authorities as Gaebora, and was in fact his right hand man.
"What can I do for you, sir?"
"I need you to prepare that letter as soon as possible."
"Did something happen? Didn't you say you needed it tomorrow?"
"Something has... come up. We are sending word to Ordona province today."
End Part Thirteen
Title: Attached
As they moved along the street of the busy market, Zelda's regal appearance attracted stares and whispers from curious pedestrians. Those few that recognized her gave her respectful nods and bows. Thankfully for her, she had thought ahead and chosen her most casual looking dress, so as not to draw too much attention to herself. She didn't think she could stand too much fake courteousness. It wasn't her they were being polite to; it was the Princess of Hyrule.
"Here," Samus said handing Zelda the apple she had grabbed from the servant who brought them breakfast. "You didn't eat this morning. That's not good."
Zelda smiled warmly, "Thanks."
She would never get any of that from Samus. Though rough around the edges, her behavior and words were always genuine and sincere. Samus' candid honesty was one of the things Zelda loved most about her. Even if she had a tendency to hide things, nothing that she did or said was ever false or phony.
Zelda looked to her softly. She leaned into Samus and nudged her playfully with her shoulder, knocking her off track slightly, grabbing her attention. Samus looked at her curiously; Zelda gave her a wry smile and Samus uneasily smiled back.
Zelda had been so affectionate earlier that morning, she responded in kind. It seemed surreal now, like what she imagined a normal dream would be like. She was still trying to fully grasp this strange new situation she found herself in, and wasn't entirely sure how she should feel about it.
'She's in love with me... I still don't think I can get my head around that. What does she see in me? What is there to love? What does that even mean? What does it feel like for her? Why is she--'
"Samus," Zelda said, saving her from her torrent of questions.
"Hmm?"
"Tell me about your childhood."
"You- you know already... I--"
"I mean what happened after that. You said you were rescued and adopted by people called... Chozo. A different species, not human?"
"Uh, yeah, Chozo, that's right. They found me in the ruins there. I don't remember that part as much, though. They brought me back to one of their colonies, a planet called Zebes, and I lived there for most of my childhood."
"Was it strange growing up with people from a different species?"
"No... It was all I knew, so it seemed normal to me."
"So, what were the Chozo like? What kind of people were they? They must have been pretty amazing to have raised such a wonderful person as you."
"They were ok." Samus sighed. 'Wonderful? Oh, Zelda... I'm not what you think I am.'
"Just Ok?"
"They were very advanced, highly intelligent too; bird like, you know, beaks and feathers and everything, but they couldn't fly. They were cold though; clinical; all business, never showing emotion... I guess I sort of picked that trait up from them... uh... Anyway, they gave me my armor and a ship when I left. But not that same ship I have now."
"Oh? What happened to the one they gave you?"
"Got stolen. I didn't understand what crime was at the time. When I first left the Chozo, the first time I left that ship docked, I just left it open with the engines on. Someone took off with it."
Zelda smiled sadly, she knew exactly what it felt like to be naïve about certain things that most people should know.
"I think we're very similar in that regard."
"Huh? Someone stole a ship from you?"
"No we... We both grew up separated from the world we live in; naïve about it."
Samus chuckled to herself. She was about to say, 'You don't know the half of it,' but Zelda interrupted her thought process.
"Oh... Look." Zelda stopped at an outdoor shop that was selling rugs. "Look at this one," Zelda said, pointing a large, lushly decorated rug draped over the display bar behind the shopkeeper. "Won't that go well with my room's décor?"
"How should I know?" Samus shrugged.
"How much is that one?" Zelda asked the shopkeeper.
"Twelve hundred, m' lady."
"Twelve... hmm..." She looked through her money purse, counting up her rupees.
"Not enough? I'd lend you some but I don't think they take Federation credits here."
"No, I have enough, but this isn't what we came to get, and I don't want to get caught without enough later."
"And what would that be exactly?"
"Alright then, let's move along now, I can get the rug some other time," she said, deliberately not answering Samus' question.
As they continued on down the street, Zelda smiled at the situation: walking the busy streets of the market, no guards and no advisors, just her and Samus, walking side by side; it truly warmed her heart. She could hardly wait to show Samus her surprise.
Samus, on the other hand, felt quite different; she was having doubts about her agreement to stay in Hyrule. She never intended this when she came back. All she wanted was to smooth things over with Zelda. She only agreed to stay because Zelda looked so hurt.
'Is that reason enough?'
Zelda loved her. She kept saying these nice things to her; calling her all sorts of kind words. To Samus it was like an incomprehensible puzzle or a complex equation; it needed solving, but the answer just kept eluding her.
Didn't Zelda get it? Doesn't she understand what Samus does and what she is? Did Zelda think she was some sort of valiant or noble person, some kind of... what? Hero? She was just a bounty hunter; a mercenary... nothing more than a hired gun and only a step above the thugs and vermin she hunts.
She kept turning it over and over in her head not coming to any conclusions. She wanted to figure it out though, she needed to. Her confusion and fear had hurt Zelda before, the thought of doing that again really sat poorly with her.
"Hey, Samus," Zelda spoke, up noticing how quiet she was.
"Y-yeah?"
"Um... tell me more about space travel." Zelda attempted to spark conversation.
"There's not much to tell... it's just routine for me, nothing extraordinary about it."
"Well the entire concept just seems so amazing; seeing completely new worlds, meeting different kinds of people... um, aliens."
'Many who will try to kill you,' thought Samus.
"Can you just take off and go wherever you want?"
"Yeah, of course"
"That must feel incredible."
"Not really, it's just normal."
"I don't know, I just think it must make you feel incredibly free." Zelda said dreamily.
"Free?"
"Yes; to not be bound to one place, to be able to escape and go far, far away." Zelda sighed with a distant look in her eyes.
'Oh, now I get it. She must feel trapped here.' Samus figured out her fascination. "Well, I guess I would feel pretty limited if I couldn't move around the galaxy freely. I'll make sure to take you sometime."
"Really?"
"Yeah, we... we can go anywhere you want; you decide."
"Samus... that would be so amazing, I... Thank you."
"Just remind me if I forget."
"Ok... I just wish we had something like that here in Hyrule."
"Eventually your people will figure out interstellar travel, though probably not for hundreds of years."
"Oh? Why so long? Is it that hard to do?"
"There are lots of obstacles to overcome. Many are far beyond your society's primitive technology."
"For instance..." Zelda scowled.
"Life support for one, space is a very inhospitable environment to human life, there are all sorts of hazards you need to protect the travelers from. Then there's the problem of a power source strong enough to feed a ship's numerous systems. All this needs to be precisely controlled, and you guys are a long way off from developing computers. And finally and most importantly you need to discover how to travel faster than light; otherwise, a single trip would take hundreds of years."
"Oh, but I thought that was impossible."
"It is impossible... How... how would you even know that?"
"Maybe we're not as primitive as you think," Zelda said smugly. "And if it is impossible, then how do you do it."
"Well, you don't really. A ship doesn't actually travel faster than light, though it does appear to. What happens is the engines fold space around the ship so that the distance traveled is actually much smaller."
"How does it fold space?"
"I really don't know much beyond what that, I'm not an engineer you know; I shoot things for a living."
"Oh..."
"If you want to know more, I could get you some books and technical manuals on the subject. I don't have the head for that kind of stuff. Though, you probably do, especially with that Triforce thing you have."
"Thank you. I'd love to read something like that."
"You know, Zelda, you'd make a good scientist; you're really intelligent."
"You think so? I'm that smart?" Zelda said shyly, while blushing. No matter what it was about, Zelda enjoyed it immensely when Samus complimented her.
"I do. And, uh... Link thought so too."
"He... he did?"
"Yeah, he told me."
Zelda's mild surprise faded into a soft smile, she took Samus' hand in hers.
"Thanks for telling me." She said as she lightly leaned against Samus.
'Zelda,' Samus sighed. 'You're so persistent.'
She couldn't accept Zelda's confession before because she didn't understand how anyone could have feelings for her. She couldn't believe she was capable of being loved. By now she was starting to accept that fact, no matter how slowly; though, she feared Zelda's feelings were based off of some false impressions of her.
'She has to be mistaken. How can she think so highly of me? She deserves better than me. She is so much better... I should be the one that's in lo-... Uh! That's... what am I thinking?' She shook her head and tried to clear her thoughts. 'Don't think so hard.'
Once they reached the busy part of town, something suddenly caught Zelda's eye.
"Oh!" She exclaimed and dragged Samus into a small boutique shop.
"What?"
Inside Zelda approached the clerk behind the counter and inquired about a hair ribbon she saw in the window. It was a long, thin, dark-red, silk ribbon, that Zelda thought would go well with one of her formal dresses. In addition to the ribbon, she bought some perfume and pale-red lipstick
Samus wandered about the shop as Zelda talked to the clerk. She casually looked over a glass case with jewelry in it. Many of the pieces were diamond and gold or silver. One set of ear rings had three triangle-cut diamonds arranged to look like the symbol that she saw all over the place in this world, and the same symbol that appeared on Zelda's hand when she used her magic.
'Hmm that Triforce must be pretty important to these people; its symbol is everywhere.'
"Do you see anything you like?" Zelda said standing over her shoulder.
"No. I was just curious. Are we done here?"
"Mm-hmm." Zelda said and held up a small bag.
They left the boutique, and again Zelda took Samus' hand as they walked. After a short distance, Samus held up Zelda's hand and caressed the back of it with her thumb.
"Is this important? I see its mark everywhere."
Zelda looked a little surprised; she didn't expect such a thoughtful question from Samus. She smiled.
"Yes it's very important. The Triforce is a gift from the goddesses, not just to the ones that bear it, but to all of Hyrule."
"So, does that make you important to everyone else? I mean besides being the heir to the throne, being the one to hold that power, it must give you some sort of significance. You know, like religious significance."
"Our people aren't very religious, to be honest. We honor the goddesses and recognize their role in creating Hyrule, and their power and influence can be seen in many corners of this land. But regular worship isn't part of our lives. So, I don't really have much significance in that sense of things."
"But didn't you just say it's very important?"
"Well, yes, but I'm not. I'm more of its keeper than anything else. It has great power, especially when combined with the other two, and we can call on its power in times of need. Its purpose is to be used for the betterment of Hyrule, but it doesn't mean people worship me or bow at my feet... well not because of the Triforce at least."
"So, what about the other two?"
"What about them?"
"Why does... Well if they are gifts from goddesses, why does such an evil guy have one? Is the goddess of his Triforce evil?"
"Din's not evil. I don't really know how it came to be that he has the Triforce of Power. But I do know they are passed down from person to person over the generations. Ganondorf seemed to think that if he killed me he could take the Triforce of Wisdom from me... perhaps he obtained the one he has in the same fashion."
"So when someone dies...? Does that mean that... that Link..." Samus spoke cautiously with this subject.
"Yes. Someone else will receive the Triforce of Courage. It will most likely be a newborn, someone with similar qualities. Though... he was in a different dimension, could the Triforce find its way back to Hyrule? Or will someone in your world end up with it?"
"You're asking me?"
"No..." Zelda smiled and shook her head, "just wondering aloud. Hey, let's go. I see what we came for." Zelda walked a ways further then stopped and looked across the street at one of the store windows.
"What? This?" Samus looked to see a shop filled with all sorts of dresses of all types and styles. "You have an entire closet full of dresses."
"I know, but you're too tall to fit into any of mine." Zelda said coyly, finally revealing the true purpose of their shopping trip.
"What!? No way! You can't be serious."
"I'm completely serious."
"Zelda, come on, I'll look ridiculous."
"Why? I wear dresses all the time. Are you saying I look ridiculous?"
"Wha- No. Y-you look beautiful... I meant, I'd feel ridiculous."
"Because you've never worn one before?"
Samus just nodded.
"Well then you can just wear it when no one's looking, feel ridiculous for a short while, and then get over it and take me to the summer festival."
"Why do I need a dress to go to the festival?"
"Because... they have a dress code."
"They do not. And you're a terrible liar."
"Well... just because."
"I'm not getting out of this, am I?"
"No. Look, let's just look and see if there's anything you like. We don't even have to go in. We'll just stand at the window."
"Alright, fine."
They walked up and stood in the window for a bit.
"How about that one" Zelda said pointing to a very elaborate, expensive looking dress.
"Ugh... too frilly," Samus responded.
"What's wrong with frills?" Zelda asked. Samus just wrinkled her nose.
"Ok fine, what about that one there?" Zelda continued.
"With that neck? I'd feel like I'm choking."
After pointing out several more dresses, each of which, Samus had some problem with, Zelda got frustrated.
"Ok then, you pick one."
"Uh..." she huffed in annoyance. "That one looks ok." Samus pointed to a skimpy open back dress with spaghetti straps, and a V-neck that went down below the navel; more of an evening gown than a proper dress. "Actually, it might be fun to try something like that for a change."
"Are you joking? That's far too revealing."
"How? It'll cover my boobs."
"Not from the side, it won't."
"I don't see what the big deal is. It's the only one I like."
"Then you can buy it yourself. I am not paying for that."
"But they won't take my money here."
"Well, it's irrelevant because you certainly aren't taking me to the festival wearing something like that."
"Ugh... this is pointless," Samus muttered.
"Well how about that one?" Zelda pointed to a dress hung up in the corner. It was a simple garment with short sleeves and a medium-high neck line, similar to what Malon had on the other day; it was more of a casual-everyday-dress than the other ones they looked at. It appeared to be cotton and was mostly white with blue hemming and trim around the neck, waist, sleeves, and at the bottom of the dress. Samus shrugged but didn't say anything; she didn't seem to object.
"Alright, that one then. We'll come back for it; we need one other thing first."
"What?"
"It's right over here," said Zelda, dragging Samus down the street a ways. A few stores down, they came to an open outdoor booth with rows and rows of women's shoes.
Samus looked worriedly at Zelda. "I have shoes, and there's nothing wrong with them."
Zelda looked down at Samus' feet. "Those are boots, and there scuffed and dirty and don't go with that dress at all."
Samus frowned and picked up one of the shoes and eyed it with a grim look; it had heels.
"Don't worry; I wouldn't do that to you. I hardly ever wear heels myself." Zelda said with a slight laugh.
"Well, as long as it's comfortable," Samus said and turned her head, indicating her disinterest with the entire process.
Zelda looked around and picked out a flat-bottom Loafer, simple enough that Samus wouldn't reject it outright yet elegant enough for the look Zelda had in mind.
"Here. Find one like this in your size."
Samus sighed; annoyed that she had to put any effort into this. She went through several pairs and found one that fit. They paid the shop keeper and then returned to the store where they saw the dress. Entering the store, Zelda approached the girl behind the counter, inquiring about the dress they picked out earlier.
"My friend here would like that blue and white one over in the corner."
"Alright then. Let's see," the girl said and walked over and retrieved the dress. She held it up to Samus who didn't seem to appreciate it. "I'll need to take your measurements, let me just get my tape measure," she said and walked off.
"Why does she need to measure me?"
"So she can fit the dress for you. You can't wear it like it is."
"Why not?"
"Because it won't fit. It doesn't matter if you can manage to squeeze into it. It has to be properly tailored to fit your specific shape, or else it will bunch up in odd places and won't look proper."
"Ok, ok... I get it." Samus sighed, "Can't believe I'm agreeing to this," she said under her breath.
"So... umm... I need to get one other thing. You stay here and let the girl do her job. Ok? Be nice."
"Yeah ok... What are you getting?"
"Uh... nothing important, don't worry about it." Zelda said as she walked out the door.
'Ugh, now I think I probably should worry,' Samus thought. She sighed again, 'How long does it take to get a tape measure?'
She waited a few more minutes for the shop girl to finally return. She stretched the tape measure between her arms and held it up to Samus.
"Hold your arms out at your sides please."
Samus sighed and rolled her eyes; the shop clerk measured her from head to toe; "stand this way", "hold your arms that way", "take a breath and hold it." This was beyond annoying. At least the girl was half-way attractive, so Samus got to ogle her which eased the pain of the experience. As she knelt to measure, Samus could easily see down the girl's shirt. 'Eh, not bad.' She had pointed ears too, just like... Zelda. A smile came across her face. She wished Zelda was here to stare at.
'Ugh. What's wrong with me? She's not gone even five minutes and I miss her already. Am I that dependent on her now? How pathetic.'
"Ok all finished."
"Finally." Samus muttered.
"It should be ready in about an hour, miss."
"Thanks," Samus said and left the shop.
She stood outside and waited for Zelda to show up. She rested, leaning against the wall when a guy she was sure she'd never seen before waved to her and said "hi", then continued on his way; she only ignored him. She thought it was odd and dismissed it, thinking the guy probably mistook her for someone he knew. But when it happened with several more people, she felt awkward not doing anything, so she started giving them a nod and an awkward smile.
She had noticed it earlier when walking with Zelda, but she only thought it was because people recognized her. But it seemed the people here were just friendly like that. She recalled the times she been to a large city in her world. On a crowded street like this, most people kept to themselves, ignoring one another. A good portion would even ignore someone even if they were spoken to. It was odd how different this place was.
Though it was no surprise, everything was different here. Everything was easier, nicer, more relaxed; the people, their attitude, the atmosphere it created; even here on this busy street, they seemed at ease. It was more than that, though; the place had a different feel to it. The land, trees, and even the air; the environment itself, all seemed welcoming and non-threatening.
She recalled the serene scenery she observed the day before while riding with Zelda, and then later that night on the porch with Malon. Zelda had said it was a nice place to live, and that staying here would have an effect on her, and it was. Being here and getting away from her harsh life, as Zelda put it, really did take the edge off.
But that's what made her so good, a tough existence. It's why she was so focused and strong. It's why she had a perfect success rate, something not accomplished by any other hunter, ever. Her difficult life had tempered her into the perfect warrior, the perfect weapon. Losing her edge wasn't a good thing.
'Yeah, what the hell am I thinking? I haven't been training for a few days now. I haven't even thought about training until just now. The last time I was in a training room was with Zelda, and even then, I wasn't even training myself.'
She mulled over that last thought for a bit, 'I've been so preoccupied with her.'
Samus let out a huff. "God! I can't even check out pretty girls without ending up thinking about her." She said aloud.
'She really is a terrible distraction. I can almost feel myself getting weaker by the second... Maybe I should just leave. I really have no business being here.' She then noticed Zelda approaching from the midst of the crowded street, still a ways off.
'But then again...' Samus couldn't finish her thought, and Zelda drew nearer.
'When I look at her...' Again her thought went incomplete. Nearer still.
She sighed heavily. "Why does this have to be so difficult?"
"What's difficult?"
"Huh... nothing. Just talking to myself."
"Oh, so how did it go with the dress?"
"We have to wait. She said it would take an hour." Samus sounded irritated.
"Well that's alright. Shall we get something to eat while we wait?"
"Yeah, sure."
Zelda led the way as Samus trailed a few paces behind still lost in thought.
Hyrule really was different from where she was from. Samus couldn't help but think about what might be happening back in the Federation. It had been a concern residing in the back of her mind for a while. Was she needed? Was there an important job waiting? Were the Space Pirates on the move again, or was there some yet unidentified threat lurking out there?
'I should just leave. What am I doing here? I'm not accomplishing anything by this. She'd be upset, but she'll get over it... But I promised her... which were just words, they're not binding me here. Though, it's not like the Federation will collapse if I'm away for a week. I shouldn't worry so much... Ack! What the hell am I saying? Don't worry? I need to keep alert at all times, and stay focused!'
"Huh?" Samus looked up to see Zelda a few paces ahead of her, walking backwards and smiling at her. 'Damn it... what was I thinking about just now?' Her train of thought was completely lost by a mere look.
"There's a café just ahead. Let's go there."
"Uh... sure, ok."
'This isn't me. I'm the ruthless bounty hunter, the one that is feared the galaxy over; I fight space pirates, hunt down criminals and terrorists, exterminate species, and destroy planets. I'm not the 'kind' and 'compassionate' woman who goes shopping with her girlfriend and talks about her emotions late at night. What's happening to me?'
Samus glanced off into the distance, seeing the distant treetops over the shops of the cluttered and busy market. She just happened to be looking in the general direction of the gateway back to the inter-dimensional arena.
'I should just go... right now... Just turn and leave; walk back to the portal and go back where I belong. Just go... I can do it... it'll be easy.'
She felt Zelda take her hand and looked over to see her smiling up at her.
'Yeah right, who am I kidding?'
"Hughh," she sighed.
"What's wrong, Samus? You've seemed distant all day... What has you distracted?"
"Uh! Well... you."
"Aww... Samus..." Zelda blushed.
'I didn't mean it that way.' Samus couldn't bring herself to say it though.
They found the outdoor café not too far away, got a table, sat down, and ordered. Zelda tried to ignore the faint murmurs from some of the curious patrons at the other tables as they waited for their food.
"So, Samus, are you having fun so far?"
"We just got here."
"No I meant today over all."
"Shopping?"
"Yes."
"Not exactly my idea of fun."
"Well, what is then?"
"I-- hmm... I don't know, I guess I don't have one."
Zelda frowned "You mean you don't do anything for fun... ever?"
"No, I guess not. I spend most of my free time training myself."
"Oh..." Zelda paused. 'Ok change the subject.'
"Hmm... why don't you tell me more about what your childhood was like and about the Chozo. What was it like staying with them?"
"Why you want to know? Why so interested all the time?"
"Because, I want to know all about you... Don't you feel the same? Don't you want to know about me too?"
"I-- I do."
"But you don't ask much."
"Oh... sorry. I didn't know I was supposed to. "
"It's not a requirement. You don't have to if you don't want to."
"But I do... I am interested. I just never know what to say. I'll try better."
"It's ok," Zelda giggled, finding it cute that Samus had to be taught how to behave sometimes. "For now why don't you just try telling me about life with those Chozo."
"Well, there was the farm work, which I told you about. But other than that, mostly training, fighting, and learning things from the Chozo like science and how to repair machines... things like that."
"You were only a child though... didn't you have any friends you'd play with?"
"I was the only kid there, and the only human... There was never any time to 'play'."
"That's seems quite harsh of them, to burden a child with such heavy work."
"It wasn't so bad. It didn't bother me. Nothing really does anymore. Not after..." She paused for a short while, "After... the pirate raid, after seeing my mother... Well every thing else is... it just didn't bother me so much."
"I... I'm sorry, I didn't mean to--"
"It's fine."
"Ok, let's change the subject... Why did you decide to leave? If they were the only family you knew--"
"I didn't decide. They... kicked me out when I was fourteen."
"Oh, sorry... again."
"Said I was old enough; it was time to leave the nest... That was fun." She said sarcastically.
"What do you mean by that?"
"I lived with aliens the majority of my life up to that point. I had trouble adapting to human society. There were... issues. I didn't know how humans were supposed to interact. I guess I still don't to a degree."
"I think you're doing fine... all things considered," Zelda smiled at her.
"Thanks," Samus nodded back.
"So, you were all on your own at fourteen. No one took care of you?"
"I took care of myself," Samus said defensively.
"I didn't mean to suggest... ugh... It's just... well I've never been on my own. It's not something I can easily imagine someone doing... especially so young."
"It wasn't that hard, I hunted criminals and fugitives for the bounties on their heads to support myself, and... that's how it's been up to today," she said with a shrug.
"You really had to grow up fast, didn't you?"
Samus didn't respond verbally, but Zelda managed to interpret from her body language and expression that she agreed with that statement.
"It sounds like... Samus, don't you have any happy memories of your past?"
"Happy memories? ...No, I suppose... not really."
"Samus...uhh," she sighed. "Can I get a hug?"
"Zelda, don't pity me."
"I'm not, I was just... I want to hug you right now. Is that ok?"
Samus shrugged and got up from the table. Zelda stood too and caringly embraced her, though it was more for Zelda's sake than Samus'.
"I think it's time we changed that though," Zelda spoke softly into her ear. "That's why I think it's good for you to stay here, and especially attend the summer festival."
"You think so?"
They were interrupted by their food arriving and sat back down as the waiter served them.
"Yes, I think it will be great. I know you'll enjoy it. So are you looking forward to it?" Zelda continued as the waiter left.
"I haven't even thought about it since what you said the other night. Never been to a festival before, I have no idea what to expect."
"It's a magnificent event. There's tons of great food and drink, games where you can win prizes, music, shows, and a fireworks display at the end of the evening."
"Sounds... really nice."
"Yes, it'll be great. You can wear all the nice clothes I got for you, and I'll get all dressed up too, and look really pretty for you, and we'll go together just like a real date, it will be just lovely. Wont it?" Zelda was particularly sunny.
"Yeah..."
"I'll wear this..." Zelda reached into her shopping bag, strung out the ribbon, and held it up to her hair. "Don't you think it will look good on me?"
"I guess..."
"Samus... you're supposed to compliment me."
"Uh... I mean you'll look nice no matter what you wear." She quickly corrected herself. "You don't need things like that to look attractive..."
"Hmm..."
"But... uh... I'm sure it will look great..." Samus smiled awkwardly.
Zelda couldn't help but smile at her sheepishness. "It will be nice to have someone to go with this year," she said changing the subject.
"This year?"
"You see, this thing... well, your supposed to go with someone you care about, it's tradition. Most years I would go by myself... if you don't count my armed escorts. I always felt left out during those times."
"Oh... sorry."
"I convinced Link to take me once, but he was seeing Malon, I don't think she appreciated that at all... He went with her the times after that."
"Oh, well... don't worry about it any more. I'll take you this time."
Zelda smiled and said "Thanks." Though, she found herself wishing Samus had promised to take her not only this but every time after as well.
A short silence fell between them as they ate.
In between two forkfuls, Samus glanced up to see Zelda staring at her.
"What...? Am I eating wrong? Sorry, I am trying, but I've never had to be polite before."
"I really appreciate what you did for me earlier, when you made me stand up to Gaebora."
"Oh."
"I should have done that a long while ago."
"I couldn't take the way he was treating you. It made you feel bad," Samus said shyly.
Zelda smiled. "I don't think I could have done that without you, thanks."
"I'm sure he'll just love that fact," Samus said, rolling her eyes.
"Yes, he seems to have a real problem with you."
"Yeah... maybe he's..." Samus sighed.
"What?"
"Well... uh, we shouldn't let him know about us, that we're... you know, in a relationship. I'm sure he already suspects that on some level though."
"Why not tell him?" Zelda again got a suspicious feeling with regard to Gaebora; though, she couldn't quite match a coherent thought to it. It was something that had been milling about her head ever since she figured out her sexuality, a phantom of a thought which she just couldn't force to take shape.
"Well... people like him... I mean I could be wrong, he could just be overprotective in general, but just... let's not say anything to him until I'm sure. It could cause problems."
"Oh... alright..." Zelda said a bit unsure. She took another bite of her food, then a sip of her drink. "You said relationship."
"What?"
"You said we are in a relationship just now."
"Uhh... well I just meant--"
"I know what you meant, but... Samus, how do you view our relationship?"
Samus turned her head to the side. "I... I don't know."
"You want me to tell you how I see it?"
"I guess..."
"Well we're... I'm never really sure how to call what we are; we're both girls, so the usual terms don't really fit, but I guess that doesn't matter. What matters is how we feel, and... well... I love you, and I want the two of us to be happy and to be together."
"I'm here aren't I? I don't have to be, but I am. I'm choosing to stay with you."
"You don't have to get defensive; I'm not accusing you of anything. I just want to know what you think."
"Uh, sorry... I... I don't really know what to tell you when I'm not even sure myself. I'm not... I'm not used to things like this, it's confusing. I've never been... close to anyone before."
"You didn't seem too confused when you were seducing me."
"That's different, that was just sex."
Zelda's face fell. "So it didn't... it didn't mean anything to you?" Samus detected a hint of true heartache in her voice. "That can't be true."
'Crap, I completely blew it with that. What a stupid thing to say.'
"It did! It did mean something. It's just that... I never intended it to, or expected it could... but it did."
"Never intended... So... when you came to my bed that night, you only meant to take advantage of me?" Zelda sounded even more hurt than before.
"What? No!"
'Now I'm only making it worse.'
"I... I really liked you and thought you were attractive, and that we could have a good time together, that's all. And we did... but then after, that's when it got confusing... because it was... significant."
"It was?"
"Yes... but I don't know in what way... hence the confusion..." Samus sighed heavily. "I... I admit at first my interest in you was just a physical attraction. But I--"
"Oh," Zelda looked dejected, "I just thought that you wanted to do those things with me because you really liked me as a person."
"Zelda! I do! ...And, I did at the time. I just... never thought in those terms before... liking someone that way." Zelda's expression improved slightly but she was still pouting. "Zelda... It... it was you that made me start to see things different... That means something. Right?
Zelda sighed and smiled slightly. "Well-- well yes. It... it does," she said softly while nodding.
"And I really do like you... once I got to know you that is... you know, that time at lunch when we first talked. You... you weren't like anyone else I'd ever met."
"Yeah?"
"Yeah! Come on, you're... my favorite person in the entire universe... no, in two universes."
Zelda couldn't help but genuinely smile.
"I... I didn't mean to say that before... I just meant the sex part wasn't confusing for me, but all the other stuff... the talking we did after and this sense of closeness I have with you... that was, because that didn't happen the other times. I've just... I've been having these feelings... inside me, and... they're new and alien and I don't know what I'm supposed to do with them or where they fit into the person that I am."
"I understand... I suppose I took what you said the wrong way. Sorry."
"Look, I don't know how to classify 'us' either, but like you said, what matters is how we feel. And... while I'm not certain of that, I do know... I like being near you, Zelda. And... it matters to me what happens to you... if you're sad or happy, or if something's bothering you," Samus sighed. "I guess I... I don't know, I don't understand it, but it's like I've just become... attached to you... somehow. I don't know..."
Smiling, Zelda reached across the table and took her hand.
"Sorry I can't give you answers. It's important to you, and I--"
"No, you've told me plenty. And I didn't mean to pressure you about it... I know this is new for you."
"I don't mind..."
"That's good because I have another question, and you don't have to give me an answer, I just want you to think about... well, what are your intentions?"
"Hmm?"
"I mean... the other night you said you would stay with me and try to work at this... You left it very vague... I... It's been bothering me, but I want to know what you intend for us... what do you see in the future?"
"What do you want me to say? I don't look to the future much at all... and for something like this... I... I don't know what to expect," Samus sighed.
"Well what do you want?"
"Don't put this on me. What ever you want, I'll go by it. I just don't want to hurt you like before."
"Samus, that's very thoughtful, but... this isn't some kind of test. There's no right or wrong answer. I just want to know what you want. You must have your own desires, your own idea of where you want to go with this... with me."
"Well I... I just... ugh." Samus wanted to blurt out what she had been thinking about all day, but she just couldn't say that to Zelda, it would devastate her. Besides, she wasn't at all sure that was how she truly felt either.
"It's alright... I guess that's too much right now. You don't have to answer, just think about it."
"No, I do have to give you an answer, but I'm... I don't think I can just yet."
"That's fine, don't worry about it."
"I will get you an answer, once I figure it out myself. I promise. You deserve it."
"Mmm," Zelda smiled and nodded "Thanks."
They ate the rest of their lunch in relative silence. When Zelda finished her food and put her fork down, she looked to Samus, who was sitting there impatiently bouncing her knee, having finished much sooner.
"Well, we should probably go and pick up your dress now. It's been almost an hour, hasn't it?" Zelda said.
"Yeah, about."
They paid their bill and left. On the way to pick up Samus' dress, she looked to Zelda as a thought crossed her mind.
"Um... Zelda."
"Yes?"
"When I met you... that was one... one happy memory I have."
End Part Fourteen
Title: A Game of Chess
[Author's notes: Sorry for the long wait. This chapter was a real pain to write, undergoing countless rewrites, and still it doesn't feel right. But anyway, I'm tired of this stupid chapter and am moving on to 16, it will have to remain as is.]
"Your Highness, Miss Samus, welcome back. How was your shopping trip?" Gaebora greeted them in a cheerful tone. "Shall I have someone see to you're bags?"
"Err... no... I can carry them myself," Zelda said awkwardly, confused by his chipper attitude. She had completely expected him to be furious with her.
It was obvious to Samus though that he was playing some new angle.
"What shall I have prepared for lunch, princess?"
"We... we already ate, thank you." Zelda spoke cautiously; she too suspected not all was genuine with him.
"Very well, then. Is there anything else I can assist you with this afternoon?"
"Nothing, thank you," She gave him a nod and proceeded past him, up the stairs from the main hall. "Come on Samus, let's go."
After managing to get away from Gaebora, they returned to Zelda's room. Zelda put away the things she had bought into her closet, and took Samus' dress out of its plain brown paper wrapper and hung it up on a hanger. Samus sat on the bed watching her curiously the entire time. When Zelda turned to face her, she noticed Samus staring and she smiled.
Samus leaned back on the bed with her hands behind her for support and smirked oddly at Zelda. "So... I have the rest of the afternoon free..." she said stating the obvious, "...and if you're not doing anything..."
"I do have something important to do."
"Oh?" Samus said, wondering if Zelda had actually caught her meaning or not.
"Yes. I really must get started writing a speech for Link's memorial."
"Oh." She said sounding disappointed this time.
"Um... don't take this the wrong way but... I like to write in private; it makes it easier to focus. So... could--"
"Yeah, no problem. I completely get that."
"Why don't you explore the castle some? It has some very interesting sights to see... well I guess I can come and give you a proper tour a little later."
Samus stood from the bed. "Sure... I'll stay out of you're hair for a while." She said and slowly started for the door.
"Alright, thanks," Zelda crossed the room and sat at her desk.
"Uh, Samus," Zelda called to her before she got all the way out the door. "We can, um... do that... maybe later tonight... ok?"
Samus smiled and nodded as she left. She had gotten it after all.
--x--
As Samus roamed the halls of the castle, she mapped out the layout in her head, taking note of where the best places were to mount a defense in case the castle came under assault; it's not that she expected one; it was just the way her mind worked.
The construction of the building was mostly carved stone. Although it was a rarity in her world, it was familiar to her as the Chozo encampment on Zebes was built in a similar fashion. But she was sure it was just simple inert stone, without embedded holographic computer displays that were common in Chozo architecture.
She now stood in a hallway, half of which was exposed to the outside, overlooking a courtyard and garden within the castle walls. She simply stood there taking in the scenery when she heard him approach from behind. He thought he was being silent and stealthy but his presence was obvious to her.
"Come to my office." Gaebora blurted out quite loudly, an obvious attempt to unnerve her. He was visibly vexed when she didn't so much as flinch.
"I said--"
"I heard you the first time. I was just ignoring you."
To her surprise he didn't become even more obnoxious, he simply said, "Would you please come to my office. I wish to speak with you reasonably."
"Reasonably?" She spun around. "You can't be serious," She sighed and shrugged. "Why can't you say it here?"
"It's of a sensitive nature, and I don't want a servant or guardsman to pass by and overhear."
"Fine, whatever." She shrugged again. "This should be interesting." She muttered the last part to herself.
She followed him to his office, and he closed the door behind them.
"Alight!" She said, demanding to know what this was about.
"I want to reason with you; you at least seem intelligent enough. Since it seems the princess is being unreasonable, and you appear to have some sway over her, I thought I would speak with you."
"Why should I listen to anything you have to say?"
"Now, now, let's not be disagreeable." He waved his hands in from of him. "I realize you and I got off on the wrong foot, and for that I apologize."
"Whatever." She rolled her eyes. "Now what do you want?"
"Well, let me first start by asking what is the nature of your relationship with the princess?"
Oh great, the same question she couldn't answer earlier. At least she didn't have to answer to him.
He continued, "You are..." he paused letting the word linger as if trying to elicit an answer from her, "...good friends. Correct?"
"If that's what you call it, then sure."
"I don't like cryptic responses," he said in a flat tone with narrowing eyes.
"I don't like this pretense bullshit. Just say what you really want to"
"Now listen here..." he started off angrily but caught himself, determined to follow through with his attempt at being amicable.
"Listen..." he said more calmly, "...perhaps you don't realize the precariousness of the situation."
"I guess I don't."
"I need to ask you to simply put some distance between yourself and the princess... For the good of all Hyrule."
She only raised an eyebrow at him.
"Perhaps you met the princess somewhere and thought that if you were friendly towards her she could take you up in the world, or maybe you genuinely are friends. Whichever the case, I'm not judging you. However, her Highness will have undoubtedly misinterpreted your intentions."
"Misinterpreted... The hell do you mean?"
"Well, you see, the princess is... susceptible... to certain… perverse ways of thinking."
"Perverse?" she interrupted.
"Yes. And I believe you're staying here entices her to entertain such thoughts, and that would be very counterproductive. I've gone through far too great a length to keep her pure only to have it all come toppling down now. You understand of course."
She understood perfectly; her suspicions were correct: he was exactly the bigot she thought him to be. However, she decided it would be best to appear sympathetic to play him for information. "Oh," she said in mock surprise. "Of course, I didn't realize... I guess I should keep my distance; wouldn't want her to try and jump me or something."
"You will? That's excellent. I knew you could be reasoned with."
"What great lengths did you mean earlier?"
"Well!" He spoke almost eagerly. "Ever since I caught her with that servant girl... well let me tell you... It wasn't easy coming up with an excuse to fire every single young female on the castle staff while still keeping his daughter's shameful intercession a secret from the king." It was amazing how fast he opened up once he thought she was on his side.
Samus nodded in mock understanding as he continued. 'Servant girl?' She seemed to recall Zelda mentioning something like that to her; that when she was much younger someone caught her kissing another girl and was quite upset with her. That must have been Gaebora.
"I continue to try to introduce the princess to fine young noblemen from across the land, but they all fail to meet the princess's high standards."
'Of course you moron, they're all guys,' Samus thought.
"I had such great hopes for that boy though; she took a real liking to him; wonderful potential there. But the rube chose some pathetic peasant girl over the princess! Imagine that."
She heard enough, enough to piss her off, and decided to leave before she did anything violent.
"Uh... so we have an understanding?" he said confused by her sudden departure.
She just flipped him off as she left. Apparently, he didn't know what the gesture meant.
--x--
Samus returned to Zelda's room eagerly anticipating telling her what Gaebora had said.
"Zelda, hey. It looks like I was right about Gaebora. He's... Zelda?" She paused seeing Zelda sitting at her desk, head hung. There were crumpled up prices of parchment littering her desk. Samus could see her shoulders heaving.
"Zelda?" She said more firmly.
A bit startled, Zelda turned to face her; she was definitely crying. She wiped her face on her sleeves, took a deep breath, and tried but failed at smiling.
Samus rushed over to her, kneeling beside her chair.
"Are you alright?"
"I suppose this was more difficult than I thought it would be..." She then distracted herself by aimlessly organizing her papers into a neat stack.
Samus put a hand on her shoulder and another on Zelda's wrist to stop her fidgeting.
Zelda shrugged and shook her head. "I'm ok, really."
"You're not. Now take a break from this."
Zelda sighed and nodded. "Yes..." She slowly put her arms around Samus, hugging her tightly and resting her head on her shoulder. "Thank you," she whispered. Hugging her as well, Samus patted her back and slowly rocked her back and forth.
"You have a chess set?" Samus said. Peering over Zelda's shoulder, she could see a chessboard and some pieces scattered amongst papers and writing utensils in the desk's drawer.
"Oh, yes. I've had that since I was a child."
"You want to play? You said you were pretty good."
"There are several pieces missing."
"That's alright. I have one," Samus said releasing her hold on Zelda.
"You do?" Zelda asked as Samus went to the closet and dug through her bag.
"Yeah... sort of," she said, returning with a black, flat, rectangular object that measured only about a couple inches across.
She set the small object on the desk and ran her finger swiftly across the glossy surface. Light sprung forth from the device and formed shapes and lines of text in the air. Samus plucked at the holograms with her fingers causing them to change, to disappear, and new ones to appear, until finally a chess board appeared, though it was unlike any Zelda had ever seen. The pieces and board were made of translucent glowing light and hovered a few inches above the table, but it was a chessboard nonetheless.
She smiled, "That's incredible." She grabbed at the one of the pieces, only to have her hand pass through it. "It's made of light?"
"That's right."
"How do you move the pieces then?"
"Just touch the square it's on, then touch the square you want to move to," Samus said and demonstrated by moving her pawn forward two squares. "The computer does the rest."
"I see. Well, I'd love to play." She smiled at Samus.
They moved to the bed placing the chessboard between them. Samus sat with her legs folded in front of her and Zelda lay on her stomach resting on her elbows.
'Alright Ms. Triforce of Wisdom, lets see what you got.' Samus smirked; Zelda had no idea what she was getting into.
"What?" Zelda said, noticing Samus' cocky smile.
"Oh... I know you have that Triforce thing, but don't think for a second you have the advantage here."
"No?"
"I'll have you know I learned to play from the most advanced species in the Galaxy. And on all those long boring trips through deep space... well there wasn't much to do besides playing against advanced AI chess programs."
"I've never lost..." Zelda said shyly.
"Uh- well... you've never played me. Just you watch."
She would end this quickly, attack full force, hold nothing back, penetrate her defenses and go for the king... 'Yeah. It'll be over before she knows it.'
Though it was over quicker than Samus had ever seen a game of chess played, the outcome wasn't what she expected. Zelda had completely out done her by attacking even harder.
"Is that what I was supposed to watch for?" Zelda teased slightly.
"Well... I just misjudged your style. I wouldn't have expected you to play such an aggressive game."
"Oh, I didn't know I had a style... I just do whichever move I think is best."
"Fine whatever, let's go again. I'll be ready for you this time." Samus hit a holographic icon off to the side of the chessboard, and the pieces were reset.
She'd take a defensive posture this time. Zelda was way too aggressive. Samus would let her expend her forces against a well-mounted defense, then once they were spent she could go and wipe out what was left.
Things didn't go as planned once again. Though she lasted longer, Zelda's strong offence eventually overwhelmed her defenses, and she was left vulnerable.
Samus grunted in frustration.
"I'm sorry... I'm just good at this. Do you want to stop?" Zelda said giggling.
"Hell no... We play again." Again Samus reset the board.
A more balanced approach would be need here. Draw the game out and wait for her to tire. Don't play to win, go for a stalemate, and hope she makes a mistake. Instead of trying to defeat Zelda she would merely try to counter her style of play and try to trip her up.
'She may be smarter than me, but I know I'm more focused and can hold my concentration longer.'
This time by deliberately going for a stand off and ignoring obvious avenues of advance, she managed to last indefinitely against the superior player.
"You're not trying to win?" Zelda quickly picked up on Samus' change of strategy.
"I am. I just... haven't figured out how yet."
"Ok..." said Zelda.
They played a while longer, and the advantage wavered slightly between the two of them with no one taking an obvious lead. But by Samus' reckoning, she was behind more than she was ahead, and she was slowly slipping.
'Maybe if I get her talking it'll distract her.' Samus thought. "So... this festival, what do they have there? You mentioned a little about it earlier, but I want to know more."
"Oh, it's a magnificent event. I know you'll just love it."
"Yeah, but what's it like."
"Well it's all set up in the field just outside the castle. Like the market, there are rows and rows of booths and stands; at some you can find food that can't be found most other places. A lot of them host games of skill, and you can win all different kinds of cute little prizes."
"I see; what else?"
"Last year there was this tent where they put on display of rare wonders from all over Hyrule; rare creatures and works of art from distant lands. There was also an outdoor stage where they put on a short play and then later had a band play music all into the night."
Samus nodded while taking the time to focus her attention on the chessboard.
"And at the end of the evening ..."
"Your Highness, I've brought dinner." A woman's voice from the hall had interrupted Zelda.
Mireille, head of the housekeeping staff and personal attendant to Zelda, came in with a cart and rolled it up to the bed. She was in her sixties and had been working at the castle longer than anyone, having come on when she was just twelve, during the reign of Zelda's grandfather.
Zelda looked to Samus and rolled her eyes as the servant set up a small folding table.
"Thank you, Mireille," Zelda said with a sigh.
Samus smirked at Zelda, finding it amusing how she kept her irritation at being waited on in check. Zelda picked at her food once the woman left.
"Would you like some, Samus?" Zelda offered Samus some.
"I'm not hungry... But, uh, thank you anyway," Samus added, quickly remembering Zelda had a thing about manners. "So, the festival... you were saying at the end..."
"Right, at the end off the evening they have a spectacular fire works display. They shoot them off from right here at the castle. So when they explode you can see the castle from the fair grounds glow all different colors."
"Sounds interesting."
"It's more than just interesting. You'll see."
"And you're sure I have to wear a dress?" The prospect still didn't sit well with Samus.
"Yes... Check."
"Damn it." Samus was distracting herself more than Zelda. She blocked the move and hurriedly threatened the offending piece.
"Oh, nice save."
"Thanks... You know, I've been thinking lately, I haven't gone training in a while. Is there some place I can use around here?"
"The courtyard is pretty open, you could use that. Try not to break the statues though."
"Sure. And what about you, Zelda."
"Me?"
"Yeah, would you like to train too... you know, with me?"
"Yes, of course, I'd love to."
"Ok, because before, that was... fun, just the two of us... and I thought I could teach you some more advanced stuff."
"That sounds great. We can do that tomorrow all day if you like. I'd really enjoy to--"
"Your Highness, how is everything?" said Gaebora as he entered the room, interrupting Zelda again.
"Ugh... everything is fine, Gaebora."
"Sorry to disturb you Princess, but I need your signature on these documents," he said handing over several papers.
"What's this...?" Zelda glanced over the documents, "Appropriation of funds...? This is for the memorial service? Very well." She took the quill Gaebora handed her and proceeded to sign each paper.
Gaebora smiled at Samus, gave a nod, "Ah, chess, a nice, wholesome activity."
'Fuck off!' Samus had to grit her teeth to keep from saying it out loud.
"And a magical chess board no less. You know, her Highness is quite the chess master."
'Oh wait! I have to tell Zelda about what he said before... hehe, that'll totally distract her for sure!' Samus mused. 'Though... maybe that's not such a good idea... No, I can't tell her like that, I'll wait till we're finished.'
"Here!" Zelda exclaimed. Having finished signing all the papers, she practically stuffed them back into his hand. "Bye, Gaebora," she said obviously hinting that he should leave.
He bowed and took his leave, disturbingly giving Samus a nod and a wink as he back out the door.
"Back to what we were doing," Zelda grumbled.
Outside the sun had set, and the light was fading. The glow of the holographic chessboard now illuminated their faces.
"Samus, do you think after the festival is done you could take me back to the arena?"
"Well, yeah, if you want."
"I really would like a chance to test all you taught me against the competition. I never got the opportunity before..."
"You sure? Wouldn't it be hard... Going there, wouldn't that remind you of Link?"
Zelda smiled and shook her head, "I can't let that rule me... and, I'd really like to see Fox again. He helped us, and I never thanked him... He was good friends with Link, too, so..."
"So...?"
"Hmm... Checkmate." Zelda said calmly upon moving her piece. An elaborate chime accompanied this from the holo-computer indicating the same thing.
"Agh...Damn it!" How was Zelda so good at distracting her? She should be sharper than this, more focused.
"Hey, it's alright, don't take it so seriously." Zelda said placing a hand on Samus' forearm.
"I am good at this."
"I know you are..." Zelda said, trying to be sympathetic.
"Again! We play again! And I will beat you this time, " Samus said.
'Hey take it easy, it's just a game,' Samus was being overly competitive, Zelda thought. It didn't surprise her though; she should expect that from Samus. She had a need to be the best in everything she does.
'Should I let her win? No, I wouldn't appreciate it at all if... or when people do things like that for me. And if she found out... she'd be upset.'
Samus reset the board and made her first move.
"Stupid Triforce of Wisdom thing," she grumbled under her breath. "You're going down this time."
"Samus, I don't think I've had a challenger this strong in a long while," Zelda said trying to boost Samus' ego while remaining truthful.
"Humph," Samus replied.
They continued playing late into the night. The sun had set, and neither of them bothered to go and light the any of the torches or candles, so the glowing holographic chessboard was the only thing illuminating the room.
Mireille came back along with two other servant women. Zelda tried to ignore them as she studied the board although her displeasure was obvious to Samus.
'What do they want now? Cant they leave us in peace for a while?' Zelda thought.
The two assistant servants went around the room lighting torches and candles, brightening the room.
"It's late your Highness, and we've come to prepare you for bed," said Mireille.
Zelda looked at Samus very annoyed. "I can dress myself, thank you..." She managed to hide any irritation in her voice, though.
"Well alright your Highness, as you wish. Gaebora did say to make sure Miss Samus gets to bed as well... in the guest room... He was very specific."
"We're not finished with our game; we're going to stay up later," said Zelda.
"Oh well... Gaebora said--"
"Well then we just won't tell Gaebora now will we?" Zelda said in an irritated voice.
At that, Samus gave her a glancing look.
"I know... I'll confront him about it later. I don't want to involve Mireille in my battle, though," Zelda whispered between them.
"Oh my, my, staying up all night. You know what your mother would say," Mireille chimed in over Zelda's whispering.
"Yes, yes, 'Proper sleep habits are essential to acceptable decorum for a young lady', I know all the sayings; I'm not my mother, though."
"Well if you don't mind me saying so Princess, you are wrong on both accounts. When she first started living here, your mother would always bend the rules of proper etiquette; she liked to stay up late, too."
"She did?" Zelda look curiously at Mireille.
"You are very much like her; she always hated being pampered, too, probably more than you do."
"I- I never knew that... And I never knew you noticed, you never said anything before."
"Well you've never made a fuss about it until recently, but I could always tell it bothered you. I suppose Miss Samus has a positive influence on you."
Zelda was a little stunned by that statement. "Well- well yes, I suppose so." Did Mireille actually think it positive that she was being more defiant than usual?
"Good night your Highness," Mireille said and took her leave.
"Thank you, and goodnight Mireille."
Zelda sighed softly as she turned her attention back to the chess game, pleased with this unexpected piece of information about her late mother; they were more alike than she previously thought.
After moving her piece, she noticed Samus staring blankly ahead. At first, Zelda thought she was studying the chessboard, but then she realized she was just looking off into space, apparently lost in thought.
"Samus? It's your turn," said Zelda, attempting to gain Samus' attention.
"Oh... r-right," Samus said focusing back on the chessboard.
"You certainly got quite suddenly... You seem distracted. Is something bothering you?"
"Huh!? Uh, w-well..." Samus turned her head to the side. "Zelda... what is... what's it like to have a mother?" she asked timidly.
"Oh... Samus," Zelda said sadly as her face fell. "Are you ok?"
"I was just thinking about what that woman said before... about your mother. I... well I... never really knew mine."
Zelda looked Samus over thoughtfully before answering. "A mother is... someone who is kind, always there for you... a teacher, a nurturer, your solid base to stand on no matter how difficult things get..." Zelda's smile grew as she spoke, remembering all her mother meant to her.
"Sounds really nice... I never had that."
"Oh, weren't the Chozo--"
"No." Samus shook her head. "They... they were teachers to me, but none of that other stuff."
"Well, I'm sure your mother was all of that too. I'm sure she loved you very much," Zelda said with great sympathy.
"I can't remember... I have no clear memory of her, except... except her death."
Samus shook her head, and turned her attention back to the chessboard. Zelda studied her face quietly for a bit, looking sympathetic, and when Samus reached for the board, Zelda grabbed her hand before she could make a move.
Somewhat startled, Samus look at her questioningly. With a sad smile and a light squeeze of her hand, Zelda reassured her everything was alright. For the longest while Samus stared into her eyes, unsure of what to say. She finally exhaled heavily and squeezed Zelda's hand back, dropping her head and closing her eyes.
"Zelda..."
"Hmm?"
"Thanks," Samus whispered.
'Thanks for caring, and thanks for letting me know without making me talk about it,'was what Samus meant, and though it was unspoken, Zelda understood.
Zelda lowered her head to the bed as well and retightened her grip, Samus responded in kind. They lay that way for a while, reaching across the chessboard for each other, hand in hand, gentle comforting pressure renewed again and again.
Eventually Zelda lifted her head up and stared at Samus' hand held in hers; she caressed the back of it with her thumb. She felt for Samus to the point of almost wanting to cry. She never knew what it was like to have someone love her. It was no wonder she was having difficulty with that prospect now. She was too young to remember her family, from what she said the Chozo were cold, and she lived on her own for most of the rest of her life. It was heartbreakingly lonely.
"Samus... I..." Zelda trailed off and sighed sadly.
Samus smiled and nodded. "It's ok, really." She slid her hand out of Zelda's. "Forget it... it's nothing. Let's just keep playing," she said, quickly making her next move.
Zelda sighed. She gave Samus one last longing look. "Yeah, ok," she said, then turned her full attention back to the game in an effort to distract herself from her heavy thoughts.
As they played Samus wavered, losing more and more ground to Zelda. She had let herself get emotional and distracted, and now she was going to lose. Annoyed with herself, she attempted to focus and salvage what was left of her warrior's pride.
It wasn't too long before another servant came in interrupting them yet again. By now Zelda could no longer hide her frustration, "Damn it," she cursed under her breath. Samus was too focused on the making he next move to notice.
"I have tea for you, your Highness." The woman brought with her a tray with biscuits and a pot of tea. "Mireille thought you'd still be up, so she said to bring you..."
"Yes, yes, that's fine," Zelda grumbled annoyed at the constant intrusions.
She poured a cup for Zelda, adding cream and a single small spoon of sugar.
"Miss Samus, how do you take your tea?"
"Huh... lots of sugar..." Samus said, hardly looking up from the chess board. "... and no cream."
The woman prepared a cup for Samus as well and set the tray on the table next to the bed.
"Ah-ha!" Samus exclaimed, finally making her move.
"Goodnight, your Highness. Don't stay up too late," the maid said.
"Goodnight," Zelda huffed as the woman left the room. "Samus, could you please shut and bar the door. I'm so tired of these intrusions." She said sounding incredibly annoyed. "It's like we're a couple of kids whose parents are checking up on them," she muttered under her breath.
Samus studied her expression a few seconds before crossing the room to bar the door. As she walked back she stopped half way, standing near the bed, and stared at Zelda a while longer. Zelda sipped her tea while studying the chessboard.
"You're not happy here." She said finally, half asking, half stating an observation.
Zelda looked at her and opened her mouth to say something, then stopped herself and looked down at the floor. "What do you mean?"
"I mean it seems like everything about this place, about these people and the way they view you... It really bothers you."
"Yeah, I guess...What are you getting at?"
"It doesn't seem like... I mean...You shouldn't have to feel that way, Zelda."
Zelda tried to smile at Samus' concern but just couldn't manage it "Well... I do."
"Then... do something about it. Make a change."
Zelda let out a soft sigh "What would you have me do? ...Just leave? Abandon my responsibilities?"
"You said you wanted to."
"I said I sometimes thought about it. There's a difference."
"Would it be so bad if you did?"
"Would it be so bad if you did?" Zelda retorted.
"Huh?" Samus asked confused.
"You said you can't abandon you're responsibilities," Zelda said.
"Well..." Samus began.
"You're not happy with your life either. Why don't you make a change?"
Samus sat on the bed and stared off into space looking pensive. "Hmm... that would be... humph... Why don't we?"
"Huh? Why don't we what?"
"Why don't we both just... just make that change, just go way together? Leave everything behind, forget all our troubles, and go some place where nobody knows us. Just you and me."
"Samus... I..." Zelda was a little stunned. "Wow, that would be... wonderful. But..."
"But I could never do that, Zelda," Samus sighed.
"Yes, it's... a nice dream, but I couldn't do that either," replied Zelda.
"No, but you could! It's not the same... not the same as me." Samus said.
"How is it different?"
"You're unhappy because of your surroundings; you can change that, you can change your situation... I can't change..." Samus stopped, she hadn't planned on having a conversation like this, and she didn't like where it was heading. How did this become about her anyway?
"What?" Zelda pressed the issue. "What can't you change?"
It was too late to turn back now. "I can't change myself."
Zelda's expression softened to one of concern. "Samus..." Zelda looked at her for the longest time, seemingly figuring her out. "What do you mean? Why would you need to change?"
Samus couldn't bring her eyes to meet her. Zelda reached for her, but she stood from the bed and started pacing slowly.
"I..." Samus said weakly, then continued pacing, then again stopped and looked at Zelda, searching for her words. Her mouth moved several times without actually speaking.
"Talk to me," Zelda said with great concern in her voice.
Samus could only resist Zelda for so long before her defenses dissolved away. She didn't have the will power to keep her wall up any longer; didn't have the energy to pretend anymore; or perhaps simply didn't want to. She let down her shoulders and her head fell; she deflated significantly. With all pretenses gone, the truth came spilling out of her.
"I just... I wish I was someone else; not me. I wish I was someone... more like you."
"You- No. Samus," Zelda said sadly, shaking her head. "You're you... You shouldn't want--"
"I can't stand who I am... I can't stand this...person I am, this pathetic shell of a human being... I'm just a miserable lowlife."
"You're not!" Zelda said worriedly; how could Samus start saying these things again? "You're a wonderful person!"
Samus just lowered her head and looked away.
Zelda thought they had resolved this, but apparently Samus' problem ran deeper. "Samus, you're an amazing woman with a kind, beautiful soul. You're the one I love," Zelda said, attempting to comfort Samus.
"How can you? I'm... I'm just a... ugh. You love an idea of me... one that's not true. You don't love me... you couldn't," Samus said weakly.
Zelda was quite offended at that. "How dare you! How dare you tell me what I feel, what's in my heart, and what I know to be true!?" she said, letting her anger show in her voice.
"We've been together about a week. You hardly even know me," Samus muttered, giving Zelda a sideways glance.
"How can you say that? I know you better than anyone. I know more than you think; besides all you've told me, there's what I've seen with my own eyes. I... I know you better than you know yourself!"
"There's things you don't know," Samus replied meekly.
"Then tell me!"
Samus gave in with an exacerbated breath and sat on the side of the bed closest the door, her back to Zelda.
"I'm not someone deserving of you. I'm not... not a good person... never done a good or noble thing in my life... not for its own sake at least."
"I'm sure that's not true," Zelda timidly replied.
"Everything 'good' I've ever done... I've been paid to do; it's all been for money... some kind of personal gain."
"You and Link came to help me... no one paid you to..."
"Don't compare me to him! I'm nothing like him!" Samus seemed to react viscerally to the supposed comparison, shouting where previously her attitude was quiet, almost sad.
"I- I wasn't, I never--" Zelda stammered, surprised by Samus' outburst.
"I'm a bounty hunter, a mercenary... just a hired gun; nothing more than a thug. I'm no hero."
Zelda looked down at the floor. "You risked you life for me..."
"That was... It was... because it was you; because... you mean something to me. I didn't want to lose that, I was just thinking of myself. I wouldn't have even cared about anyone else," Samus confessed.
"Can't you just be my hero then? Can't that be enough?" Zelda said softly, placing a hand on Samus' shoulder.
"Enough for what?"
"Enough to... to satisfy you that you are good and decent."
"Tch..." Samus rolled her eyes.
"How could you think that I don't love you?" she asked cautiously.
"You don't understand..." Samus pulled her feet up off the floor and folded her legs beneath her. She stared at the chessboard, apparently thinking. "Have you ever killed anyone?"
"Uh-- n-no... Uhg..." Zelda sighed and lowered her head. Samus had, she knew that of course, but it wasn't something she had given much thought to.
"Those pirates that kidnapped you... you saw how many of them I killed."
"Well yes, but... those were just--"
"Just what? Just living, thinking, sentient beings. You think they are brainless monsters?" Samus paused, waiting for a reply that never came. "Well they're not, and I just killed them."
"But they... they would have killed us... They... they're the ones that killed your parents, and...You had to, Samus. You had to," Zelda said with a wavering voice, her spirit having been shaken.
"That's easy to say when you're not the one pulling the trigger! Of course I know I had to... That doesn't change anything... I still killed them," Samus replied.
"Samus..." Zelda sighed and hung her head, bunching the sheets up in her fingers as her fists tightly closed. An awkward silence remained for a short while before Samus spoke again.
"I'm always killing something... always... What kind of person does that? If it's not Space Pirates, it's some criminal, some bounty head that resisted capture, or just some thug who got in the way while I was going after their boss." Samus glanced up at the ceiling, with a sad look in her eye. "I've even destroyed entire planets," she said weakly.
This was heartbreaking, Zelda cursed fate for dealing Samus this lot in life; no one deserved it, especially not her. "Even a hero must kill sometimes. Link had to take lives on occasion in order to protect everyone." Zelda tried her best to sound supportive and encouraging.
"I don't protect anyone." Samus grumbled.
Zelda sighed and slid closer, tentatively taking Samus' hand, though this time she didn't respond to the gesture.
"How am I any different than the ones that destroyed my home and made me an orphan? I wonder how many orphans I've made. I've taken so many lives... I can't count..." said Samus weakly.
"Samus, you are virtuous and very caring. It says a lot that you are this upset about it all. It would be another thing entirely if killing didn't bother you. There are plenty people that wouldn't care at all, even good ones. Link never seemed bothered by it. That's why you're different... that's why... I..." Zelda stopped herself from telling Samus she loved her; she didn't think she could stand to hear Samus say that it was impossible once again.
Regardless, Zelda's logic seemed lost on Samus; she just stared at the chessboard blankly.
Zelda tried a different approach. "By combating wickedness you do protect the innocent. That's something to feel good about and be proud of, even if you receive a reward for it."
"I don't! I don't protect, I... Innocent people..." Samus trailed off and groaned uncomfortably. "People have been hurt and... and killed because of me. I'm responsible for that... it's my fault."
"But... but that's..." Zelda started to say something, but she trailed off, lost for words.
"Collateral damage... as it's called in the business: someone who was in the wrong place at the wrong time, caught in the crossfire, or used as shields and then discarded when their usefulness had worn off."
"But those were just accidents, right?" was the only thing Zelda could think to say, though she knew it just hardly sufficient.
"You think that matters!? Does it matter to the person who's dead that is was an accident!? They're still just as dead!"
"Samus, don't-- you shouldn't fault yourself..." The words felt so empty; Samus was baring herself to Zelda and expressing some very somber doubts about herself, and yet she could offer nothing but a tired cliché.
Samus turn her head slightly away, pausing for a long while; she had a far off look, like she was thinking on something. "I was... chasing this bounty across the rooftops, leaping from building to building... he went to jump, and I shot and hit his leg. He fell to the street below... right on to a vehicle... it lost control... hit a woman... she had three kids with her... one of them died as well... The other two were crying... I had to go and pick my bounty up off the street. I pretended to not notice the... mess." She took a deep breath and sighed "What was it for?" Samus said turning to face Zelda.
"Huh!? Tell me! What was it for!?" Samus yelled angrily.
Now practically screaming, "What the hell was it all for!?" She smacked the chessboard violently. Had it been an actual chessboard the pieces would have been sent flying to the floor in an impressive shower. Instead the small holographic computer was sent tumbling across the bed and simply slid off the edge, hitting the floor with a small unremarkable clatter.
"Just so I could make a few god damn credits!" She continued. "They had to die so I could collect an insignificant bounty!"
Samus pinched the bridge of her nose and squinted really hard. "I have a headache..." She lay down on the bed and pulled a pillow over her face, squeezing in into the sides of her head.
"Everything I've done has been for money... and even then, I just... I only make what I need to survive."
"Well there's nothing wrong with that." Again Zelda felt bad, not bring able to offer anything more meaningful to consol her.
"My survival costs others their lives! ...My continued existence causes suffering," Samus continued.
"That's not true," Zelda whimpered, wishing she could have mustered it in a voice that sounded more convincing, but by now she was too distraught to do any better.
"Those people all died because of me... Link died because of me, you and Malon had to suffer over it because of me. There are always people dying around me. There's always death surrounding me... people always die... they die, but I live. My parents, the colonists, the Chozo, all died out, yet I remain; countless missions where someone inevitably dies... yet I always come back in one piece... Adam died because of me."
"Well maybe you should stop--" Zelda began, but Samus cut her off.
"Stop what!? Stop worrying about it? Stop being a bounty hunter? Stop being me? Maybe you should stop telling me how to think all the time; stop trying to change me," Samus replied angrily.
"Samus," Zelda sighed, exacerbated and very frustrated.
"No one could accept me like I am. That's why you try to change me, that's why... you don't love me... You only want to mold me into that vision of yours."
"No! Don't say things like that! Damn it! Ugh... It's nothing like that. It's just that... that well I only want to help you. I see you're really hurting deep down... you're sad or disheartened all the time it seems."
"Yeah, I am. That's just who I am. That's the person you fell in love with, so I suggest you get used to it... Learn to live with your mistakes." Samus turned onto her side facing away from Zelda.
Hurt and angry, Zelda clenched her fists. She was trying to be caring, only to have spite thrown back at her. "You've been attempting to change me!" she shot back in anger, though she regretted it immediately. She hung her had sadly, knowing that was the wrong approach.
"I never tried to make you into something you're not," Samus said dryly.
"But I...! uh..." Zelda sighed and looked away. "You wanted to change," Zelda said, obviously distressed.
"Yeah well... I was wrong. It's impossible, so don't bother trying." Samus was showing absolutely no sign of emotion now.
"Samus, please..." Zelda was pleading, "Don't act like this. I--"
"I said I have a headache. Just let me sleep," Samus said and pulled the pillow over her head again.
"Samus...! Don't shut me out! We need to talk about this."
Samus remained silent though. Zelda reached out an open hand towards her shoulder but stopped just short of touching her. Deciding against it, Zelda withdrew her hand and closed her fist tight. She sighed heavily and sadly, lowering her head and closing her eyes.
'Why am I so pushy? I'm always like that with her... I'll end up pushing her away eventually.'
She stood from the bed and looked down at Samus, then went and picked the holographic computer up off the floor, and finally sat back down on the edge of the bed. She inhaled deeply and let out a slow, wavering breath. Staring at the chessboard projected above the little black square held in her hand, her thoughts lingered on the friendly game and conversation. She then glanced over her shoulder back to Samus.
"What the hell just happened?" she whimpered.
End Part Fifteen
Title: Suitor
The cool night breeze rustled the levees of the trees in the blackness of night. Branches swayed, unseen in the darkness, creaking and groaning under the influence of the steadily growing wind. An ordinary wall of rock that hid a rather extraordinary secret slowly deformed and took the shape of a man. As the figure stepped out of the liquid like surface of the rock, his features would have become distinguished, yet for the darkness.
In the distance the spires of a great castle loomed, drawing his contemptuous glare. A place he once laid claim to, but no more. With a leathered glove her reached to his jaw and ripped free the now useless piece of metal. A medical brace had been put in place to allow for the proper healing of a once broken jaw; though, he healed far faster than most, so it was no longer necessary. As the apparatus hit the soft earth with a faint thud, he made a mental note to repay the bitch that made wearing that thing a necessity if he ever saw her again.
He took a deep breath and looked around at his surroundings. "I'm finally back in Hyrule," he said. "Not much has changed."
The other two thought they could be rid of him, but he was back, and he always came back. He was immortal; he was eternal. The leather of his gloved hand creaked as he made a fist and raised it in front of him. The mark of the goddess glowed brightly.
His gaze now drifted towards Death Mountain. The ever-present volcano loomed tall, visible from all parts of Hyrule.
"Perhaps it is time to start anew."
--x--
As Samus' eyes fluttered open, her vision was filled with the sight of Zelda's face; those captivating, deep-blue eyes looking down on her softly. She felt the warm breath on her lips, and before she could speak, Zelda was kissing her. Softly and tenderly, she was kissed. Samus put one arm around Zelda taking the back of her neck in her palm. Moving her lips slowly and deliberately, Zelda made each kiss a moment unto itself. They kissed for what seemed like forever until Samus finally broke away to catch her breath.
"I love you." Zelda whispered warmly.
"That was the nicest wake up call I ever had," said Samus smiling softly. Zelda returned the expression. Samus' face slowly fell as she began to speak. "Zelda... about last night. I wasn't..."
"I love you," Zelda repeated as she kissed her again.
'Hey, I was saying something,' Samus complained, but with her mouth occupied, she could only think it.
Zelda's hand found Samus' arm sprawled out on the bed. Taking her by the forearm just above the elbow, she slowly slid her hands up Samus' arm taking hold of her wrist firmly. She pressed into Samus, kissing her more passionately. Sliding her hands up into Samus' hand, she interlaced their fingers.
They made out passionately for a quite a while longer before Samus pulled a way again, just enough to give her lips room to move. She sighed contentedly. A smile crept across her lips as she nuzzled her nose against Zelda's. "Can we talk?" Samus asked softly.
"No," Zelda said practically into her mouth as she resumed kissing her.
'What is she doing? Why won't she let me talk to her?' Samus pulled away again. "Zelda, it's about what I said last ni--" Zelda kissed her again.
"Zelda!" Samus said pulling away. It was now obvious to her that Zelda didn't want to bring up that particular subject again.
"There's nothing to talk about. I love you," Zelda said and resumed kissing her.
"Damn it!" Samus said now forcibly restraining Zelda.
Zelda huffed, annoyed. "Alright fine! Let's talk."
"I... humph," Samus started with what she was planning to say, but caught herself, the tone in Zelda's voice had set her off. "You know what, just forget it!" Samus said and quickly climbed out from under Zelda and out of her bed. "If you don't want to listen, there's no point in telling you." she said as she headed for the door. "I thought you actually cared..."
"Where are you going?" Zelda demanded to know.
"I have to pee!" Samus said angrily and then was gone.
Zelda sighed. "Of course I care... I was just..." She flopped back down on the bed. "What's wrong with me?"
--x--
After relieving herself, Samus went off in search of a shower to use because, apparently, the bathrooms here weren't actually 'bath' rooms, as they didn't have showers or baths in them. In fact, she wasn't even certain there was any plumbing in the building to speak of. No electricity means no pumps and no running water. If there were running water, it would have to be close to the ground, so these upper floors wouldn't be the place to look. She asked one of the housekeeping staff if there was anything like a shower around here. She told Samus to ask around the guards' barracks on the first floor. Unaware that in Hyrule it was customary for women to take baths, as where men usually took showers, inquiring only got her odd looks and awkward-brush offs. Finally one guard told her that there was something like that...
The castle guards, previously loud with chatter, became deathly silent as Samus opened the door and walked into the locker room. All were in various states of in dress. Most were either putting on or taking of their armor. They stared at her, confused as to why she was there, and tried not to be too obvious when following her with their eyes as she walked past them to the back of the room.
What she found could hardly be called a shower, though; it was merely an open stall in the corner. Set in the wall about seven feet up, was what looked like a stone channel, part of an aqueduct apparently, with a wooden gate that served as primitive valve.
She shrugged and stripped down leaving her close in a pile. Her armor's storage unit, which she always kept in her pocket, remained with her, though, clutched tightly in her hand. Having been raised by aliens and then living alone most of her life, she never developed a sense of personal modesty, so she saw nothing wrong with showering in a men's locker room in full view of everyone. Though her clothes were unimportant to her, the armor stayed in her possession always; without it, she truly would feel naked. She placed storage unit carefully on the floor and then covered it protectively with her foot.
Standing under the opening, she pulled a thin chain, raising the wooden gate and allowing the water pour out. It was practically freezing. She shivered and tried to bear it.
"Hey!" She called out. "Is there any soap? This world does have soap, doesn't it?"
For a while no one responded, but after about a minute, one timid guy crept over with a bar of soap held at arms length. He practically ran away as she snatched it from him.
--x--
Zelda lay on the bed staring at the ceiling. 'I sure messed that up. How could I have been so inconsiderate...? She just wanted to talk.' She sighed heavily and rolled onto her side. 'How can I make it up to her?'
She lay there and thought for a while. 'I should apologize at least.'
'I was wrong, and you were right and... that's no good.'
'I love you, and it doesn't matter that you can't see that... no, no, too confrontational.'
She paused then thought and chose her words carefully.
'Samus, before you say anything, let me first apologize for this morning. Last night you questioned how I could love you, and all I wanted to do was show you just how very much I do love you. But I suppose I went about it the wrong way. I should have just listened to what you had to say. I'm sorry. Now please, let's talk about it all you want. I'll listen.'
"Mm-hmm, yep," She nodded. "That's what I'll say. I'll tell her as soon as she comes back." Zelda smiled, feeling pleased with herself and her well thought out apology.
--x--
Samus made her way to the kitchen looking for something to eat for breakfast. Though, she was still upset and trying to avoid Zelda for the moment, and she was sure she wouldn't run into her here. The chefs buzzed about obviously annoyed by her presence. She rummaged around looking for food, annoying the head chef even more. He came up behind her and cleared his throat.
"Is there anything I can help you with?" he said with obvious irritation. It wasn't an actual offer to help but rather an indication that she should leave, but she took it as the former.
"Yeah, I'm hungry. What have you got for breakfast?"
Rolling his eyes, he answered her more annoyed than before. "Why don't you just tell me what you want, instead of turning my kitchen upside down?"
"You got bacon and eggs?"
He clapped his hands, and a couple of his subordinates went to work slicing up strips of bacon and cracking eggs as he ushered Samus out and into the adjoining dinning hall, practically pushing her.
"Can I get an apple too?"
He waved her away and left, muttering something she couldn't understand.
"Humph... better get my apple..." she grumbled.
'What was all the commotion about in there? They looked busy for so early in the morning,' Samus thought to herself.
--x--
Zelda was still lying on her bed when the door opened. "Samus? ...oh."
"Good morning Your Highness," Gaebora said cheerfully, happy to not see Samus there. Perhaps she had taken his advice after all, he thought.
"Good morning," She mumbled back; though, there wasn't anything good about it from her perspective.
"I have some wonderful news. We'll be having a visitor this evening."
"Who?" She said cautiously.
"Lord Varren's son, Avelle, from the southern province. He's a wealthy land owner in Ordona."
Zelda narrowed her eyes; she didn't like were this was going. "What business does he have at the castle exactly?" She asked even though she practically knew the answer.
"Why, he's come to see you, of course," Gaebora said cheerfully.
Zelda huffed in annoyance. "I thought we were through with this. I don't feel like seeing him."
"Now, now, I know you hated all the others, but I promise he will be different," he tried to explain.
"Different!? But I'm... I'm not... I don't... Look, I'm just not interested in... him," Zelda said dancing around her words.
His eyes narrowed ever so slightly. "You haven't even met him yet," he said flatly. Her evasive wordings played right to his suspicions of her.
"I don't have to meet him to know... besides, now really isn't a good time," Zelda said.
That was enough to confirm it for him. "Your Highness, can you for once can you put aside your personal feelings and think of your kingdom?"
"How does... 'having dinner', serve my kingdom?"
"You're almost twenty years old now, you're not getting younger. It's time you start thinking about the future, about marriage, and that way you can finally take the crown as queen."
"What makes you think I'll marry him? I'm... I don't even know him."
"All the more reason to have dinner with him. And I'm not saying you need to wed this particular suitor, but you definitely need to start thinking in those terms and taking actions towards that ultimate goal."
"So you want me to attend even more arranged dinners with people I don't even know?" She said, whining a bit more than she would have liked, which obviously struck a nerve with Gaebora.
"Listen... Your Highness... with all due respect, you need to stop being a selfish brat for once and behave like an adult. Act like the ruler of a nation that you are."
This deflated Zelda's resolve significantly. She did feel like she neglected Hyrule more than just a little. She hated being royalty, but she did love Hyrule and did want to see it prosper. All too often she was aware that those two feelings were in conflict with each other.
"It's just dinner, that's all I'm asking of you. You don't have to like him, just have dinner and at least give him a chance. We sent word yesterday, so he's already on his way; would you have me to turn him away at the gate after he came all this way?"
Zelda sighed and hung her head. "Very well."
--x--
Several of the housekeeping staff sat in the courtyard around large tubs of soapy water with a pile of cloths behind them doing the castle's laundry, while a couple others hung the freshly washed clothes up to dry. The old women watched their new guest going through a strange routine a few yards away on the grass.
"...fifty-eight, fifty-nine, sixty" Samus counted as she finished a set of one-armed push-up and then switched to her other arm. "One, two, three..."
Working out was how she relived stress, and she was still quite stressed from her squabble with Zelda. 'What was wrong with her? It's like she didn't eve care at all how I was feeling,' Samus thought.
"...ninety-eight, ninety-nine, a hundred" She said finishing her set of crunches and then began a stretching routine.
'I mean isn't she the one always trying to get me to talk more about that stuff. Damn, make up your mind already.'
She stood at one end of the courtyard, took a long running start, and then planted her hands on the ground, breaking into a series of acrobatic flips and spins looking like a gymnastics routine. She incorporated some of the courtyards structure into her workout, jumping over short dividing walls, flipping into a stature and kicking off in the opposite direction.
Her antics earned her stares and murmurs from the launderers. "This is no way for a proper young lady to behave," one of the old women confronted her.
"Good thing I'm not proper," Samus shot back, not in the best of moods.
She found a low branch of one of the decorative trees and used it to do pull-ups.
Samus sighed as she thought about what had happened. 'Why am I upset? She just wanted to get physical with me... nothing wrong with that...and I was the one who wanted to talk about our relationship... how backwards is that? I must be changing.'
Samus finished her pull-ups and left the courtyard lost in thought. 'She did agree to talk... eventually... but then I walked off. I guess I screwed up as well. I was just too angry by then, why do I have to be so dammed stubborn sometimes?'
--x--
"Where could she be?" Zelda whined worriedly.
She strolled down the hall asking one person after another if they'd seen Samus.
'I need to settle things from this morning... And I need tell her about tonight. She really shouldn't find out from someone else.' There was a lot of tension between them recently, and these two issues weighed on her heavily.
She wasn't in the any of the corridors, the dining hall, or the kitchen, but she was seen there hours ago by some of the kitchen staff.
'She's been gone all day. She can't be that upset about this morning. All I did was... No... This is about the night before...' She sighed
Zelda poked her head in to guest room Gaebora had prepared for Samus, which she never used. Nothing.
'She's had such a difficult life... It must be so hard for her to cope with it all. She has some very deep issues to get through... every time I think I've gotten past one problem with her, there's something else beneath it... It's like pealing an onion; layers upon layers of bitterness. It's honestly a little tiring. Especially when I try so hard and she remains so unresponsive...'
Zelda stopped walking as she lingered on that last thought, and she felt a small amount of animosity develop. She quickly put it away as soon as she realized what she was feeling and resumed walking.
'I can't blame her, all the turmoil she's been through... right from the start of her life. I can't imagine what that does to a person, what she's really feeling on the inside...or what it would have done to a lesser person. If I had her life... I'd be a complete wreck... I probably would have wound up dead already.'
Zelda didn't find her in the gardens, either. She even checked in a couple of the guard towers and learned from one of the guards about an odd showering incident in the guards' locker room. She would have to have a word with Samus about that as well.
She thought for a bit and remembered that Samus had asked about a place to do her training the other night, so maybe she was in the courtyard.
'Even so, she shouldn't have questioned my feelings for her! Telling me I don't love her, I should be the one who's upset. It's like she's not listening when I tell her I...' again Zelda stopped herself from following that line of thinking. 'But I suppose I wasn't listening either...'
She wasn't in the courtyard, either; though, according to the servants she'd asked, Samus had been there recently.
"Maybe I'll find her in the library."
'I think I need to be more sensitive with her and not push so hard... All along I had been dismissing her doubts as insignificant or something she's imagined and put on herself needlessly... But they're real to her, very real, and I wasn't very understanding at all... she must really hate me for that... this last thing was just the final straw before she snapped... I really need to find her and apologize.'
Of course she wasn't in the library either. "What could she possibly be doing there?"
'I just wouldn't have figured her to be so concerned and bothered about having to use lethal force in combat... Goddesses! What an awful thing to think. Of course it bothered her! Had I really dehumanized her so; thought her so cold that she wouldn't care about having to kill? And I here I'd been telling her not to think such things about herself... what a hypocrite I am. I need to talk to her.'
"Your Highness!" Gaebora called to her from down the hall.
"Oh Gaebora... have you seen--"
"Your Highness, where have you been? You must start preparing for dinner. Just look at you, you're not at all ready," said Gaebora cutting her off.
"Oh, I'm sorry. I completely forgot... I'll be right along. I just need to find Samus," Zelda said.
"There's no time for that... come along now," Gaebora said insistently.
"Uh... al-alright," she said uncertainly, still wanting to search for Samus.
--x--
"Zelda..." Samus sighed as she stared up at the clouds passing overhead. She lay on her back with her hands behind her head, high up on the slanted roof of the castle where no one was sure to bother her.
'This is stupid. Why am I avoiding her? Though... we have been spending a lot of time together... maybe some space is a good thing'
She took a deep breath and watched as the clouds passed by; they had thickened significantly over the several hours she'd been lying up there, and the sky had almost become overcast.
'Shit, I told her there was no way she could love me... is that why this morning that's all she would say... damn I'm stupid. How could I ever say something like that? This is exactly like when I ran off.'
She sat up and looked off into the distance, noticing the active volcano looming over the horizon. She was certain the ring of smoke around the summit wasn't there the other day. She shrugged and dismissed the thought as another came to mind.
'And I completely forgot to tell her about what Gaebora said yesterday.'
"Damn it!" She stood and leapt straight off the roof, plummeting over a hundred feet.
'I really need to go talk to her.' She thought as she fell.
Her armor came on half way down and she landed gracefully, barely bending her knees as she hit the ground.
--x--
In a room just adjacent her bedchambers, Zelda sat half submerged in a tub full of soapy water as several attendants fussed over her. One scrubbed her back while another washed her hair. Periodically a third would pour water over her, rinsing the away the soapy lather. The processes then repeated.
Normally, she hated this and would have preferred to bathe herself, and she did long for the showers she got to use when she was at the arena. But now, she just appreciated that it gave her the opportunity to think things over.
How would she explain this whole situation to Samus? How could she explain having a dinner, of which the expressed purpose was to form a romantic attachment to someone else... The thought made her shudder; it sounded really bad put like that. The truth is best; just say why she's going through with it... Why was she doing it again? "Ugh..." she sighed as another bucket of water was dumped over her head. If she couldn't answer that for herself, then how was she going to tell Samus?
'I should apologize for earlier at least...' she thought, deciding to focus on something else.
'Am I trying to change her... I mean I am aren't I? She's so just gloomy all the time; that can't be good for her.'
'It's not good for me, either...I certainly could use more cheer in my life... Is she right then... does that mean I don't love the person she is? '
Where was she already? Zelda wished Samus hadn't run for the entire day. They really needed to talk. Things would be alright again if Zelda could just talk to her.
--x--
A while later, Samus found her way back after relaxing on the roof for most of the day.
"Hey, Zelda, listen. I... huh?" Samus entered Zelda's room to find it buzzing with attendants.
Zelda was standing on a stool wearing a very eloquent dress, one that was slightly more revealing than usual, with a low–cut, wide neck, exposing a small amount of cleavage and most of her shoulders. A couple of attendants were making adjustments to her dress. Her hair had been put up; woven into elaborate interleaving patterns. Samus noticed she was also wearing more make up than usual.
"You- You look nice," she said a bit stunned.
"Oh, thank you... Uh... Samus, listen--"
"What um... what is all this?" Samus asked a little perplexed.
Zelda suddenly felt about two inches tall as she tried to think of a way to explain the situation.
"I um... sort of have this dinner," she spoke timidly.
"Huh?"
"Uhh, well... Avelle Varren from Ordona Province is coming here tonight... I... I'm supposed to have dinner with him."
"Oh, this one of that official royal functions where you talk affairs of state, or like a formal banquet? I guess that's why the kitchen was so busy... should I wear that dress you bought me, or--"
"No. Samus, it's... nothing like that," Zelda interjected. "I... It's just supposed to be only me and him. He's... well he's a suitor."
"A what... a suitor? A guy? I... I don't understand... I thought you didn't even..." she didn't want to say anything further in front of the attendants. However, unnoticed by either of them, Mireille had already begun discretely clearing the room.
"Samus... ugh..." Zelda felt absolutely horrible.
Samus was caught completely off guard by a strange sensation, entirely new to her. "Is this because we fought before... I didn't expect that you would... not..." It wasn't a pleasant sensation at all. "I mean I thought we still... that we were..." she said frantically. This is what she imagined drowning would feel like. The rush of panic that swept over her was completely unexpected. She didn't get it, did Zelda really hold that much sway over her. Had she really become so pathetically dependent?
"Of course we still are!" Zelda said just as frantically. She just knew Samus would feel hurt when she learned about this, she had to reassure her. "Nothing has changed."
"Nothing?" She looked unsure.
"No. Samus... this has nothing to do with that fight... I just... I have to attend... It doesn't mean anything, though. I don't actually want to do this."
Her panic was quickly replaced by a different feeling, one that was far more familiar; irritation. "Then why... why are you doing it?"
"Because I have to," Zelda responded flatly.
"What's that supposed to mean?"
Zelda couldn't think of a valid reason so she just repeated the one she was given "I... I have to be more responsible and think of my kingdom for once."
"Where'd you get that line form, as if I didn't know?" Samus said, even more irritated now.
"Now come on. I told you it doesn't mean anything. There is no reason to--" Zelda began, but Samus cut her off.
"If it doesn't mean anything, then it won't matter if you don't do it!"
"I already said, I have to." By this point all the attendants had long since made a quiet retreat from the room.
"No! He's forcing you," Samus said referring to Gaebora.
"He doesn't control me! As much as I don't like it, I am actually in charge here."
"Tch... I wonder sometimes," Samus said under her breath.
"What was that?" Zelda asked.
Samus didn't respond to that and just changed the subject. "Are you going to have to sleep with him as well!?"
"You're being ridiculous," Zelda said flatly.
"This whole thing is ridiculous! What's the point if you're not interested in guys!? ...waste of time," Samus shouted angrily.
"Ughh... Samus, I don't have time for this right now. I have to finish getting ready, and I don't need you yelling in my ear. And you've frightened off my attendants. You are completely overreacting... just... just come back once you've calmed down," Zelda said, managing to stay calm despite her growing irritation.
"Come back-- ...I... I don't believe you! You're dismissing me like one of you servants? I... Arrggh!" Samus stormed out in a huff, causing the attendants standing in the hall to recoil as she marched past.
"I... Samus... I'm sorry." Zelda said sadly.
--x--
This was his doing. Samus was furious and she intended to take it all out on him. Not physically, of course, but he was the cause for her anger and she fully intended to direct it at him.
She tracked Gaebora down in the hallway and began yelling at him before he even saw her. "You have to call this thing off!" She bellowed at him "You can't make her do this. I know she wouldn't have agreed without you pressuring her. I mean it's obvious she doesn't want to... so... Why are you forcing her?"
"Calm yourself, would you."
"No, I won't calm down! This is-- it's wrong... it's wrong to force this on her!"
"Wrong? It's just dinner."
"It's not just dinner! You're expecting her to... to like this guy, and he's expecting the same... Do you know how uncomfortable that will make her?"
"You make it sound to be a bad thing."
"For someone like her it is! You know that as well as me!"
"This is a pointless discussion. She will have to court men in this way if she is ever to wed in the near future," Gaebora said in a matter-of-fact tone.
"Wed? You expect her to marry this guy? You know very well she doesn't want that," Samus responded angrily.
"Well she will have to; whether she likes it or not. If she doesn't wed she cannot be coroneted as the queen. That is the law."
"A stupid law... Humph," Samus huffed, now a bit calmer than before.
"It's an ancient law; it's is how we've done things for nearly eight hundred years."
"So what? Can't she just change it? She is in charge, isn't she?"
"No. Actually she can't. Only the king or queen can make changes to the law."
"What's the big deal anyway? So what if she doesn't become the queen? Just for that you force her to endure this charade and expect her to marry one of these men. Why is it so important that you would force that on her? That's just cruel," Samus said, now sounding annoyed.
"Why is it important!? We have - no - monarch. Not a proper one at least. It's been nearly four years since the king went into exile. We can't exist in this intolerable state of limbo for such a period."
"Why? What'll happen? Is society going to collapse? Where I'm from we haven't had a monarch of any kind for over fifteen hundred years," she said smugly.
Unable to form a logical response, Gaebora merely clenched his jaw and turned his nose up at her.
"Jeez, if it's that important I'll just marry her myself," she said with a roll of her eyes.
"Y-You speak nonsense," Gaebora said quite taken aback.
"Did you ever think that Zelda doesn't want to be a queen, or a princess for that matter?"
"That's preposterous. What person in their right mind would not want to be ruler of a kingdom?"
"Lots, actually. Though I wouldn't expect someone like you to understand that."
"What is the meaning of that comment?" Gaebora said perplexed.
"Humph." Samus folded her arms. "I know your type well. I see them all throughout the Federation. Politicians, bureaucrats, public administrators, sniveling, little pukes with no actual power. The only influence they have is in convincing others to do what they want."
"I don't have to take such insults. I have affairs to attend to," he said and started to walk off.
"Call it off!" She shot angrily at him.
"Why? What is you're concern in this matter? What business is it of yours?"
"Because I don't want her in that situation where she's leered at by some guy she doesn't like and is made uncomfortable and certain things might be expected of her," Samus said.
"I meant; why is it you care so much?"
"Because... Because I..." Should she say it or not? She saw no point in hiding it any longer. Fine then, she would! "Because I'm sleeping with her."
"You're... what!?"
"That's right..." She wanted to rub it in now. "We have sex. She's in love with me. She tells me so all the time," she said with a smirk, emphasizing the important words for effect.
Gaebora looked around nervously to see if anyone was overhearing this conversation.
"She's not interested in men at all..."
"Keep your voice down."
"...but you knew that already. You knew, yet you're still making her go through with this."
"I knew you were trouble the moment I laid eyes on you." He began to scowl at her.
"Most do."
"I want you out of here... one way or another, sooner or later, I'll see you removed from this castle and from the princess' life."
"You're welcome to try."
"For now, I expect you not to interfere with them. There will be guards near by, and they will stop you."
"Ha!" She laughed, before walking off. If only he knew how feeble his threat sounded to her.
--x--
"Damn it," Samus muttered as she stormed down the hall, pissed-off at Gaebora. Talking to him accomplished nothing, and she would have realized that before hand had she not been so angry.
She had to talk to Zelda again. She then remembered that she never told Zelda about what Gaebora said the other day.
"I have to find her."
Crossing over from the east to the west wing of the castle, she passed by the main hall. Down below she saw a small party of travelers being greeted by Gaebora. Damn, she was too late.
From the balcony in Zelda's room she could see the dining terrace. At least she could keep an eye on them from there. When she stepped out on the balcony she could see Zelda sitting at the single small table. She was still alone.
'Ah... this is perfect; I'll just jump down there.'
She grabbed her armor's storage unit from her pocket as she jumped up on to the balconies railing. She was about to leap, but something held her back.
"Come back once you've calmed down." Though it had felt like a slap in the face, Zelda was right.
She wasn't furious anymore, but she was anything but calm right now. It wouldn't be a good idea to talk to Zelda when she was upset like this. It would probably just make things worse. Hurting Zelda was the absolute last thing she wanted, and she just couldn't trust herself not to say something she didn't mean.
What was that about? Just because she was upset and angry, she couldn't control her actions any longer? When did that happen? She was the definition of cool-under-fire. It was ridiculous that she didn't feel like she would be able to control her behavior.
'Zelda, what are you doing to me?'
Then she realized it had already happened without her even realizing. "Damn it." She just hoped she didn't cause problems for Zelda by blowing up at Gaebora like that and revealing certain truths. 'Think next time, you moron.'
Zelda really was changing her, even if she wasn't doing it consciously. Though it was brief, the feeling of utter panic she had when she thought Zelda was tossing her aside almost made her physically sick. How could she allow herself to be come so weakened?
Just then she saw someone else walkout on to the balcony. He greeted Zelda, and then both sat at opposite sides of the table.
Samus' shoulders slumped, and her armor went away in her pocket.
"Damn..." she sighed sadly.
End Part Sixteen
Title: Scorned
Zelda pouted in annoyance as she watched her suitor approach, her discomfort growing with each step he took. She hated doing this all those times before; countless times with countless faces whose names were forgotten the moment they walked out the door. She couldn't stand a single one of them. Thanks to Samus opening her eyes, she now knew why. But knowing didn't make in any easier. If anything, it was more uncomfortable as she dwelt on the thought.
But in all honesty, with the type of guys Gaebora had been setting her up with, even had she been straight, she would probably have hated them all just the same. This time would be no different. He'd be just like everyone else she'd seen; a self-important, pompous cretin or a boring, stiff noble. Couldn't one have been nice? She was sure all nobles weren't jerks. Though, if her dates were an accurate sampling of Hylian nobility, then the country was in a sorry state. Perhaps it was just how Gaebora picked them.
It was irrelevant anyway; he was a guy, and she was already involved with Samus. It didn't matter one way or the other what he was like, noting would or could ever come of it. She just hoped Gaebora would be sated by this one evening so she wouldn't have to do it again so soon... 'Goddesses, Samus was right. I am only doing this for Gaebora's sake.'
The worst thing about the whole ordeal was that Samus was so up set about it, and rightly so. 'How could I have been so thoughtless to her? ...that's been becoming a bad habit for me lately.' She lowered her head, slightly depressed at that thought.
"Greetings, Your Highness, I am Avelle Varren. It's a pleasure to make your acquaintance," he said and took a full bow.
"I'm Zelda. It's nice to meet you too," she said flatly.
"Won't you have a seat?" He politely pulled the chair out for her.
"I'm not an invalid; I can get my own chair," she muttered and grabbed the chair for herself.
"Oh... I meant no insult, princess. Please forgive me."
"Uh... sorry. I didn't mean... I'm just upset. This whole thing was sprung on me at the last minuet. And I just had a fight with my... uh... I had a fight with someone," Zelda finished uneasily.
"I'm very sorry to hear that. I hope my coming here hasn't been the cause of any turmoil," he said having no idea just how right on the mark he was.
"No, no... Let’s just forget that and have dinner," she said and sat down finally.
Following her lead, he sat across the table from her. She gave him a forced smile, and he returned the expression, undoubtedly aware hers wasn't genuine. She sighed uncomfortably at the exchange and stared at her hands folded in her lap. An awkward silence prevailed as they waited for the servants to bring their food.
As they sat, she took notice of his ears. Hailing from the southern province, he, like most there, had round ears. Samus has round ears...she sighed and lowered her head.
'I hope she isn't too upset with me...' Zelda's thoughts lingered on the fight they had.
"It’s a lovely night isn’t it, Your Highness? The air up here in Hyrule proper is so crisp and refreshing," he finally spoke in a useless attempt to break the ice.
"I suppose... It looks like rain soon," Zelda said dryly, then immediately returned to her thoughts.
'Things have been a bit strained between us lately. And I never got the chance to apologize for this morning...'
He frowned at her disinterested response and following silence. He thought to try again, "That new bridge your Highness had commissioned over Kakariko Gorge should certainly improve trade between the markets here in Hyrule Castle Town and Ordona."
"Yes. That was its intended purpose," she gave her simple response.
'I should really do something to make it up to her. It's hard enough as it is for her to accept being in a relationship. She doesn't need this extra stress souring her opinion of the idea.'
"Have you ever been to the Gerudo Dessert, Princess?" he tried again.
"I haven't."
"You should witness a dessert sunset, it's quite beautiful. The world turns orange, the sand looks like a mirror, and it's as if there are two brilliant suns coming together to meet at the horizon."
"Sounds nice," Zelda said, entirely disinterred.
'I guess I'd be pretty upset if she went off to have dinner with some guy... But... that's different; she's at least interested men... She knows I'm not. She knows noting would ever happen.' She was completely over reacting, Zelda concluded.
The servants finally came with their food, brought on carts. They unloaded the trays and set the table, filling their glasses with red wine. She lifted the lid off her serving plate, and the steam rose into the air and cleared revealing her meal.
'Steak... Samus' favorite... I should bring her some if I don't finish it.' Her only thoughts were of Samus tonight; perhaps it was just easier to think about her than to focus on the awkward situation at hand.
Timidly she began eating, and Avelle did the same. She occasionally traded awkward smiles with him over the course of the meal. He tried several more times to engage her in small talk but only ever elicited one-sentence answers. This was painfully uncomfortable for Zelda. She took large sip of her wine, hoping to ease her irritation, and just prayed for this night to end as quickly and painlessly as possible.
"Princess, I hear you quite accomplished at the magical arts," he spoke after a long silence, fully expecting her to not responded
"Huh..."
"It has been said that you are well founded in many varieties of Divination, Abjuring, and Invoking," Avelle continued.
"Oh, well I don't know about all that. But, yes, I am proficient in most types of spells," Zelda replied.
"Don't be so modest. I'm told you're at a master wizard level. That's quite impressive for someone so young."
"Thanks..." she said flatly, then stared at her plate.
She sighed; she might as well, it was something to talk about at least. She couldn't manage to just ignore him the entire night. "Do you practice?" she inquired.
He smiled genuinely, having finally elicited some interest from her. "Yes quite often. I've recently mastered, and I use that term loosely, Elemtar Conjuration."
"Huh? What is that?" Zelda looked confused.
He looked at her oddly. Did she not know something as simple as that? "Uh... you know, controlling the elements... Fire, ice, wind..." he explained.
"Oh, yes. Elements are the basis for all magic; it's the most important thing to know."
"I'm well aware..." So she did know. "I've also started to attempt Life Force Conjuration; though, I'm afraid I can't call forth anything larger than a mouse."
"Life Force Conjuration? Do you mean summoning?"
Summoning? "Well... uh, yes," he said, again giving her an odd look. Only laymen called it summoning. Was she really the expert she was said to be?
"Have you tried plants?" she said simply.
"Plants? No... why?"
"Plant life is simpler and therefore easier to summon than animals. It makes good practice."
"I see..." he said, nodding. "They don't tell you that in the books."
"No, most don't. They all say start small, bugs, frogs, rodents... and work you way bigger, when they should say to start simple and work up to more complex things," Zelda certainly spoke like she knew what she was talking about.
"That's very... intriguing. I had no Idea."
"Yes. Did you know it’s easier to summon a fully grown tree than something the size of a cat?" Zelda continued. "Well,at least I find it easier."
"Uh... no. I didn't..." he stammered, having had the tables turned on him and quickly being proven the inferior mage.
"Why don't you try?"
"Right here, in the middle of dinner?"
"I don't mind..." She glanced around and saw some moss growing out of a crack in the stone floor a few feet away from the tale. "There." She pointed. "Starting with an existing base is far easier than making it out of thin air."
He shrugged, "Very well." He got up from the table and knelt over the moss. Holding his hands over the vegetation, a dim light enveloped the area and then faded. His back was to her, so she couldn't see what he had done. He plucked up what ever it was he had summoned and then stood.
"Well then, let's see," she said.
He spun and held at arms length a single red rose. "For you M'lady."
A bit stunned she timidly took the flower from him. "That's pretty good for a first try."
"Thank you, Your Highness."
"Though it is a bit lopsided," she quickly added.
They both laughed at that, and Zelda couldn't help but smile. He went and sat back down as Zelda placed the flower in the center piece on the table. He went back to eating, but Zelda stared at her plate. It was strange, but she felt for the first time tonight like she wanted to engage in more conversation with him. Then she figured out why.
"You know it's refreshing to talk to someone about magic for once," Zelda said.
He looked perplexed "For once? What do you mean, Princess?"
"Most people won't even talk to me for real, and Samus doesn't understand magic at all."
"Who's Samus?" he inquired.
"Huh! Uh... oh, Samus is... she's well, um..." Zelda stammered at the sudden intrusion of her real life into this pretend situation. Suddenly she remembered she was supposed to hate this. "It doesn't really matter right now. Let's just finish dinner."
"Hmm, very well..." he said and resumed eating.
"If you don't mind me saying, princess," he spoke after a short while. "Earlier, you have seemed not to know basic terms, yet you certainly appear to have a solid understanding of magic. Who was you're teacher?"
"I was never formally trained. I've read a few books, but mostly I just experiment and figure things out on my own."
"Uh!" He was shocked. "Well that’s... that's incredible."
"Well, I've always had an intuitive understanding of magic," Zelda explained. "I suppose it's because of the Triforce."
"Hmm," he nodded. "You carry the power of Nayru. What is it like to be so connected to the goddess?"
"I don't think about it much. It's not as if I feel any strong connection with her directly. The Triforce is... just something I have. It helps me with magic and other things... but that's all," Zelda said dismissively.
"Well then, Princess, tell me what other types of magic you practice," he said changing the subject, clearly realizing the Triforce wasn’t something she wanted to talk about.
"Oh... well I do levitation on small objects, and let's see... I'm particularly good at forming barriers. I also am experimenting with teleportation."
"You can teleport!? On your own, without any special talisman or anchoring point?" he said, obviously shocked.
"Well yes, but not very far," she admitted, "and it takes incredible amounts of concentration."
"Even so, that's quite impressive. You're actually better than the rumors make you out to be."
"I'm... uh, thank you," she said uneasily. This was strange; she was a sucker for a genuine compliment, and it was not often she received one on her magical prowess, not even from Samus, yet at the same time she felt uncomfortable for receiving them from Avelle.
"Your Highness?" he said pulling her from her thoughts.
"Huh... yes?"
"Would you prefer I addressed you as Zelda instead?"
"Huh!? Y-yes..." she looked quite surprised. "I do prefer that... How... how did you know?"
"You winced every time I called you by something else."
"I did? I didn't realize..."
"You prefer to be treated like anyone else, don't you?"
"Ye-yes..." she stammered
"I'm the same way... Sometimes the burden of one’s social status gets to be so cumbersome. I just want to give it up."
What did he just say; did she hear correctly? It was quite a trip to hear her exact thoughts echoed in someone else's words "I... didn't think anyone else thought those things..."
"You're not alone, Zelda," he said.
She blushed and turned away, this was rapidly becoming much more uncomfortable than she cared for. 'What the hell is going on, what's wrong with me... must be the wine.'
She pushed her glass aside so she wouldn't be temped to sip from it any longer. She then stuffed her mouth with food so she wouldn't have to talk, and did so bight after bite until dinner was finished. Once her food was gone, she pushed away from the table slightly and sat with her hands folded in her lap and staring timidly down at the table. Why did he have to be nice? This would have been so much easier if she could just hate him outright.
"Zelda, is something the matter?" he said, breaking the silence.
"N-no, nothing."
"Well then..." he stood and extended his hand. "Would you care to dance?"
"Huh!" Zelda was surprised even though she had somewhat expected this. "I... I don't think... I couldn't possibly..."
"Why not?"
"Uh..." She couldn't bring herself to say the real reason so she lied. "There's no music."
"That's no problem at all." He gave a nod to someone in side and a moment later a violinist appeared and started playing.
He saw her look up as if towards the sky, apparently with a worried expression. Was she looking at the castle?
"Well... alright... I guess," she said timidly.
She stared nervously at his hand for a few seconds before taking it and standing to her feet. He led her a few paces away from the table so they would have room, then stood facing her and put one hand on her shoulder and the other around her waist. They slowly started swaying back and forth in time with the music. The only sounds that could be heard, other than the violin, were the scrape of their shoes on the stone floor and the chirp of crickets in the night.
"You know, Zelda, when I came here I had expected not to like you."
Again she was caught off guard as he said something she had been thinking herself. Was he reading her mind?
"Why was that?" she inquired.
"I believe I had a perception of you that was just false," he admitted.
"Oh? What did you think?"
"I'd rather not repeat it in front of you. I suppose I assumed you'd be more typical of what one would expect royalty to be."
"Oh, well I... had expected to not like you either," she said cautiously.
"But you do?"
"Well..."
She absolutely froze when his hand came up and caressed her face; she stared at him, terrified. His next action frightened her far more. He tilted her head up and closed his eyes. 'No. Don't do this ' Slowly he drifted closer to her. She could feel the warmth from his breath on her lips. At the last instant she turned her head to the side and shut her eyes tight.
"Don't," she said, hardly a whisper.
"Zelda?"
"Please... Just... let go of me."
"I don't understand... what's the matter?" he said, looking confused
"Let go," she said much more firmly, now.
He released her and she quickly took a step back. "Did I do something wrong?"
"No... no, not at all. That's not it. You did everything right. It's just that... I'm not... This could never be... I'm sorry," she tried to explain without actually explaining
"Why, what's the matter?" he asked. Again he saw her look up towards the sky, now her expression was one of guilt.
"It's... complicated." She looked back down at the floor, turning her head away from him. She wrapped one arm around herself with her other hand held in a fist just below her chin.
"Does this have to do with what Gaebora said?" he asked.
"What? What did he say?"
"Well he... he warned me that... well..."
"That what!?" she spoke strongly.
"That you might... how should I say this ...prefer the company of women."
"Gaebora said that!?" she said shocked. Gaebora already knew about her and still made her do this.
"Yes... I told him it wasn't true; that he shouldn't make such accusations--"
"It is true," she cut him off.
"Oh... I- I see," he stammered not sure how to respond to that.
"Yes, and... well I'm already... with someone."
"That person you had a fight with? Sam- something..."
"Samus... yes..."
"Then... Why did Gaebora ask me here in the first place," he said sounding upset for the first time.
"I don't know... I don't know what he's thinking," she said angrily.
"Well why did you go along with it? If you're... that way, what was the point of all this? Is it a game to you to play with people's feelings?"
"What!? No! That’s not... I don't know why...I didn't want this...Gaebora was just... he..." She sighed and spoke more softly. "Avelle, I'm very sorry about all of this; that you had to come all the way here for nothing; that I got your hopes up without cause. I never meant for anyone to get hurt. But... I... I have to go now. Sorry," she said and turned to leave.
"Zelda, wait." He ran and caught up to her.
"What is it?"
"I..." He looked uneasy, as did she. "I hope that anything I did or said tonight didn't make you too uncomfortable. If it did, I am sorry."
"It- it wasn't your fault ...it's alright."
"I'm not accustomed to being rejected by women."
"I can understand why. You were... very charming," she said shyly looking away.
"All things considered, I still had a good time tonight... I enjoyed discussing magic with you. And... if you'd like, I can be a friend with whom you talk about magic on occasion," he said, holding out his hand.
She looked at him still a little uneasy, then timidly took his hand and shook it. "I'd like that," she said with a slight nod.
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Gaebora sat in his office going over his papers with a smug attitude, overly pleased with himself. Contacting the young noble was a brilliant move. His reputation as a charmer of women was well renowned. If anyone could set the princess right, Avella could. He should have made this move much sooner. Though, he hoped he wasn't too blunt by warning him about her condition before hand. It was a risk, but he had to take it. It may have turned him off entirely, but with that knowledge he'd be better able to sway her. If things went well, he could push them towards marriage in about a month's time, maybe two. Then, Zelda could properly take the throne and he would...
The door to the office burst open violently causing Gaebora to jump.
"Oh. your Highness. How was--."
"You knew!" she said angrily.
"Pardon?"
"You knew, and you still made me go through with that! How long!? How long have you known!? Since I was little!? Huh!?" she was shouting furiously.
He stared at her, shocked, put off guard by the intensity of her rage.
"Answer me! Was it you who made all the young girls in the castle disappear so suddenly? Was this why you wouldn't let me out without supervision!? Afraid I'd figure out the truth!?" She finally vocalized the thoughts and suspicions that had been milling about her head ever since she figured out her sexuality for herself. She had suspected duplicity on his part ever since then, but only on a subconscious level, not until now did she allow herself to consider it openly.
"Answer me, damn you!" With a sweep of her arms, she violently flung papers and supplies from his desk onto the floor, leaving nothing but a tipped over ink bottle slowly pooling up on surface.
"Yes! Yes, I've known about you for quite a long while. All of what you said is true," he said, then stood up from his desk.
"And it was you that kept me ignorant. You controlled all the knowledge I was allowed access to; the books, the tutors, all of it." She shook with rage and a bit of something else; tears came to her eyes. "I never knew people could be like this. I didn't even know the words for what I am... Samus had to tell me..." she sniffled. "Do you have any idea how difficult it was for me all these years? Having this feeling, knowing there was something... different; having all these vague questions yet never knowing why; thinking there must be something wrong with me. And then you put me through countless ordeals like tonight. How could you? How could you keep this from me, this... this vital part of who I am?"
"I kept you proper..." he spoke indignantly. "I kept you on the path to becoming queen; a path you still need to walk despite your personal inclinations. I've kept--"
"You kept secrets from me!" Zelda snapped. "Secrets about me... I'm supposed to be able to trust you... You're my advisor... but you intentionally deceived me. I... I can't trust you anymore."
"It's that woman... she's poisoned your mind and soul."
"That woman is it the woman I love!" she practically growled at him. "You've been hostile towards her right from the start for no reason other than that."
"It's wrong... choosing her over your kingdom. If you go down this path you will never become the queen. It's a monumental mistake."
"My only mistake was not giving you your dismissal earlier," Zelda said in a broken voice, still trying not to break down completely.
"What!" his look of shock was as if Din herself appeared before them. "You- you're not serious?"
"I am. Now please leave my home... Immediately."
"You..." he gritted his teeth "You insolent little brat! I've served this kingdom since before you were born," he spoke with contained rage, boiling just under the surface. "You can't just toss me out!"
"I will deal with any legalities later. However," she paused to take a quivering breath, "if you do not leave now, I will have the guards remove you."
He was about to say something further but then caught himself. He calmly walked past her towards the door.
"The guards are still loyal to me," he said when he was at the door. She heard it shut and lock and spun around to see him still in the room. "You won't find me so easy to get rid of. You're father entrusted me with the future of Hyrule. And you are not queen yet. You are just a stupid and blind child, who needs to learn some respect."
She suddenly got a sinking sensation in the pit of her stomach. What did he mean by that? What was he planning to do?
"Y-you speak of respect... after h-how you've treated me," she said, hating that she was unable to hide the fear in her voice.
"I have respect; respect for the throne of Hyrule, unlike you," he said and took a step forward. "I won't allow that institution be destroyed by some pathetic excuse for a monarch."
"Open the door," she said timidly.
"Not until you've learned your place."
She shut her eyes and winced, preparing to be struck. 'What should I do...? Samus... help...' she pleaded. But Samus wasn't there; she was on her own. The hit never came, however when she opened her eyes, he had taken another step closer.
"What, are you afraid of him?" Samus had asked her once. Zelda had lied. She was in fact afraid of him. She always had been.
She knew it didn't make sense, that it wasn't rational. It was a weakness of hers; she knew that. If only she had listened to Samus earlier, then now she wouldn't be... If she had listened to Samus; "The best way to get rid of a weakness is to confront it head on."
That was right. Samus was always right about such things. She swallowed the lump in her throat, and then fixed her gaze on him. With a sharp intake of breath she tensed up and was surrounded by a gentle golden glow. She held her left hand up in front of her face, staring at her palm. The back of her hand faced him, and he could plainly see the mark of the goddess. In that moment their roles switched, and now he backed away in fear. Still staring at her palm she took a few steps forward then cast her eyes again on him.
"I already know my place." she said sounding distant. She turned her hand over, palm outward "Perhaps you should learn yours," she said, her voice now firm.
She placed her hand over his shoulder and against the door. For a second it seemed she was only leaning against it, but an instant later there was an earsplitting sound and the door was blown completely off it hinges, splintering to pieces as it smashed into the opposite wall of the corridor. Because he had been leaning against it, he suddenly fell backwards to the floor.
Now sitting on the remains of the door, Zelda stood over him. "If the guards are loyal to you, then I can remove you myself." she said calmly, then turned and stared down the hall.
"You don't have the authority to--" Gaebora began, but Zelda cut him off.
"Threatening the princess is more than grounds for removal. Feel fortunate I don't have you imprisoned."
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Zelda had left Gaebora's office quite upset; however, as she walked, her mood significantly brightened as the events sunk in. She was free of him now. She was free, and it felt incredible. No more planning her day for her, no more waking her when she didn't want to get up, no more fiascos like tonight, and no more treating her like a child. Things would be different.
She had worked up to a frantic pace, excitedly running through the halls. She had to see Samus; had to tell her what she had done, and how good it felt to finally and completely take control of her life back from him. She was tingling with anticipation; Samus would be so proud of her.
"Samus!" Zelda burst into the bedroom. But she wasn't there. Her day clothes were in a pile on the floor however. 'Must be using the bathroom.'
Zelda went into her closet to change into her nightgown as. When she came out, Samus still wasn't back. She sat on her bed facing the balcony and waited tapping he knee excitedly. Samus would be so proud, she had been trying to get Zelda to be stronger all along, especially with regard to Gaebora.
'That's right... It’s because of her I was able to face him. It's all thanks to her.' Zelda sighed softly and closed her eyes, envisioning Samus' face. A smile crept across her lips and warmth filled her heart; her love for Samus only grew stronger.
Where was she already? After a while, Zelda lay down and waited longer still. Was she still upset about dinner? She couldn't be, it was nothing to begin with, Zelda concluded. She closed her eyes and ran her hands back through her hair, sighing deeply. This had been one exhausting day for her. She was glad it was over and that she was through with all the drama.
It was then that she heard Samus ether the room and speak. "So how was your 'date'? Have fun?" Her words were dripping with sarcasm and Zelda didn't appreciate the tone of her voice at all.
Was she still going on about that? "I can't believe you're still jealous," Zelda said sitting up.
"Jealous? What? ... Why would I be jealous?"
Zelda huffed. "So you weren't bothered when he almost kissed me?"
"..." Samus caught her words before they came out. How did Zelda know she knew about that?
"I know you were watching," Zelda added, seeing the unspoken question in her eyes.
"Humph." Samus turned her head to the side. "Why would I care?"
"Oohhh!" she growled. "How can you say that? Would you just give up the 'I don't care about anything' attitude already?"
"Attitude?" Samus became angry; Zelda was telling her how to think once again. "I don't care! Why should I care about that? I know nothing would ever happen! I know you're not into guys at all!"
"So what is your problem then?" Zelda threw her arms up. "Do you know how uncomfortable that made me? Did you think I enjoyed it?"
"NO!! Of course you didn't! That's the whole point!" Samus yelled.
"What?" Zelda was now confused.
"I..." Samus started to yell, but stopped herself. She sighed and sat on the bed next to Zelda. "Can we just stop? Can we just forget it?" She put a hand on Zelda's shoulder. "I don't want to fight any--."
"No." Zelda shrugged Samus' hand off of her. "I won't forget it. I want to talk abo--"
"Fine, be like that." Samus grabbed a pillow and slid off the bed, lying down on the floor.
"Samus... damn it. What's wrong with you...? Tell me."
"Figure it out, Princess."
Zelda felt like she'd just been punched in the stomach. "Why..." she muttered. She could hardly believe what she heard. "Why would you call me that?" Zelda he said weakly.
"Cause you're acting like it. Now... goodnight, your Highness."
Zelda lay there in silence, for what seemed like forever, wearing the sting of Samus' words. Why did she have to act this way now of all times? It wasn't supposed to happen like this. She was going to tell Samus what she had done, how incredible it felt, and how much she loved her for empowering her to do those things. Samus should have been proud and lavished her with genuine praise and made her feel even more incredible. And she would have, Zelda was sure of it, but her petty attitude now was ruining all of that.
She would have been proud; it was Samus after all that had pushed her to be stronger and more independent, especially with regard to Geabora... It dawned on her then that Samus wasn't jealous at all, she was disappointed; disappointed that she hadn't stood up to Gaebora before, and upset that she would allow herself to be put in such a situation. Samus had said as much in fact, she just wasn't listening again.
Zelda had stood up to him however... eventually. Of course Samus had no way of knowing that.
"I fired Gaebora," Zelda finally said. There was no response and the silence continued a while longer.
"Samus?" she said softly, and crept over to the edge of the bed, peering over. Samus was lying on her side, facing the door. Zelda stared, waiting.
Would she not say anything? "Samus?" Zelda repeated. She furrowed her brow and grunted in discontent as Samus just laid there motionless and silent. "Idiot," she grumbled angrily under her breath and laid back down, staring up at the ceiling.
Samus winced at the remark. She wanted to respond, it was great news that he was gone, that was what she had wanted. But she was angry and just too stubborn to say anything at that point. She just lay there with her back to Zelda, keeping silent.
"Princess," Zelda tuned the word over and over in her mind.
It was true what they say; those you love can hurt you the most. Sure other people called her that all the time, and it bothered her when they did. It felt so much worse when Samus said it, though. How could she ever say something so hurtful? Didn’t she understand what it had meant to her?
Zelda huffed and rolled onto her side, facing the balcony, away from Samus. "Idiot," she muttered again, sounding hurt rather than angry this time.
She folded her arms and tried to sleep, wishing she could forget about this entire lousy day.
End Part Seventeen
Title: Absolution
[Author's notes: Well then.... This has been a long time coming. I sincerely apologize for taking so long to update. You see, I have terrible ADD, (that's Attention Deficit Disorder, for those that don't know) and I got hit hard with it over the course of this chapter. It's not like writers block where you don't know what to write. It's a lack of attention span to sit down for the long periods it takes to complete a chapter. I find it difficult to focus on just one thing for more than five minuets at a time. I never at any point lost interest in writing it and I fully intend to complete it. I can't stand when others just decide to drop long running stories some where in the middle, and will never do that to my readers.
Any how, Let's get on with the chapter. And sorry again.]
Title: Remembrance
[Author's notes: Well this has certainly been way too long in the making. I'm very sorry for taking so long. I've come to realize the reason behind my delays is my extremely meticulous nature and holding myself to increasingly higher standards. As I improve as a writer my expectations for myself seem to grow even faster and I can't keep up with them. I'm not sure how to remedy this.
Calling all artists. If you have any artistic talent, particularly in drawing characters, I would like to hear from you. I'd like someone to illustrate some scenes from this story. If interested please contact me.]
Title: Revelation
[Author's notes: You may all shoot me if you like. What has it been? A year? I don't blame anyone who's jumped ship, lost interest in this. I have no excuses. And I won't be foolish enough to promise faster updates in the futures. On the up side, this is my longest chapter of any of my stories to date.]