----- Continuity ----- This is a Ranma divergence fic, the divergence occurring at the beginning of the Ranma storyline, the day before the fateful trip to Jusenkyo at the end of the 10-year training trip. This will NOT be a rehash of the "Sorry 'bout this!" beginning to Ranma 1/2. It will be decidedly different, as you will see. This is also a continuation of the TM! OAV storyline, although the concentration will be on one character, with the remaining cast coming in as appropriate. The dates inserted are somewhat arbitrary. If anyone has better info and can point to some primary source material to back it up, I would then welcome suggestions. ----- Acknowledgments ----- My sincere thanks to Vince Seifert for giving this puppy a critical going over. As always, my work would be far poorer without him. Thanks to T.H. Tiger for the Tenchi discussions, catching some errors of omission, and the thumbs up. ^_^ ____________________ Sticks and Stones ____________________ [October 7, 1991] "Excuse me, sir." The okonomiyaki vendor looked up from the grill to see a short, ragtag redheaded girl wearing Chinese peasant clothes looking up at him. "What do *you* want," he asked suspiciously. "Lookin' for work." <A classic case,> the vendor thought, his eyes narrowing. <Barely keepin' the drool in her mouth.> "What's your name?" "Ranma." "What Ranma?" Ranma lowered her gaze to the grill, shuffled her feet, and didn't answer. "Where's your family?" Her eyes flicked from side to side. "Ain't got none." <Oh, great.> "Gomen. Don't have any work for ronin." Ranma sighed, "Nobody does," and started to walk off. A mild attack of conscience loosened the vendor's tongue. "Wait a sec." Ranma turned and watched the man wrap a plain okonomiyaki in newspaper. "Here. Now be off with ya!" Ranma took the proffered food. "Arigatou gozai--" "Yeah, yeah. Just scoot!" To the vendor's relief, Ranma sketched a bow and left. Slowly munching on the okonomiyaki to savor every bite, Ranma wandered down the street, occasionally asking the locals for work. No luck, and night was beginning to fall. She popped the last piece of the dough into her mouth and chewed. <Sure ain't yours, Ucchan, old buddy. I could really go for one of your pop's famous cakes.> She slumped a little. <Your folks wouldn't want me now, either, I guess.> "Shit!" <What's in a name, anyways? Just one more way ta pin ya down, make ya somethin' ya ain't, or... try ta make ya be somethin' ya can't be no more, because ya spent your life followin' some dumb-ass fa--> An explosive sneeze shattered her thoughts. "Oooh, that felt weird." She looked at the slightly green-tinged mucus on her hand. "*Now* what?" Ranma wiped her hand on her sleeve and walked on. ---------- [June 14, 1976] The door opened to reveal three women in their best kimonos. "Nodoka-san! How are you? Is that Ranma-chan?" The first guest wiggled her fingers at the one-year old child Saotome Nodoka cradled in her arms. The three women filed in, and Nodoka bade them sit while she prepared some tea. She handed Ranma off to one of the ladies to play with. She smiled at the joy a little baby could bring and went into the kitchen. "So what's that husband of yours up to, these days?" guest number three asked. A small frown creased Nodoka's forehead as she sipped her tea. "He's probably off running around with that friend of his, Tendou Soun." "Errr, has he gotten a job--" guest number two asked before getting swatted by guest number one. A quick glare from number one sent number two in a different direction. "I mean, has he gotten to know his baby?" Number two smiled weakly. It was a lame save, and Nodoka knew it. She shook her head wearily. "No and not really," she replied, answering both questions. Ranma began to complain at that moment, and Nodoka took him back from the woman who'd been holding him. Picking up a bottle she'd prepared earlier, she began to feed him. She smiled serenely down at her child. "Your Mommy's little manly man, aren't you?" Ranma just looked up at his mother, soaking in the sounds of her voice as he suckled on the plastic nipple. Understanding would come later. ---------- [October 9, 1991] Something was definitely wrong. Ranma coughed, her chest rattling and wheezing. <Man, I *never* get sick! What the hell's this all about?!> Finding no comfort in her thoughts, Ranma continued down another street. She'd finally made it to Tokyo and was wandering around the Juuban district, still looking for work. Being sick, as well as without family, made her all too easy to turn down. Starving and gaunt, Ranma kept trudging. <What I wouldn't give ta see Pops about now,> she mused, then her face darkened. "No, he had his chance," she mumbled. Her sunken and hooded eyes concentrated on the asphalt in front of her as she continued in a straight line, not caring where. "Baka oyaji..." ---------- [March 15, 1990] *WHAP!* Saotome Genma cuffed the back of his son's head. "Boy, I'm really starting to worry about your training! Thievery is part and parcel of the Musabetsu Kakutou Ryuu! What will it take to get through to you?!" The son, Saotome Ranma, was getting a belly full of his father's griping this morning and had just about had enough. "Pops, how's it gonna help me in the Art, again? What the HELL does thievin' have to do with martial arts?! Just cause YOU couldn't steal enough this mornin' ta fill your fat belly's no reason ta get mad at me!" Genma put his fists up to his head and reared back. "ARGH!! Stupid boy! It's not the stealing, it's the situations it puts you in!! Have you learned nothing?!" Cross, Ranma snorted and looked away. "You've been tryin' ta sell me that bill'o goods for ten years. Give it up." Genma slumped, still angry but unable to come up with further argument. He shouldered his pack and struck off down the road. Thinking of his good friend, Tendou Soun, he mumbled quietly to himself, but not quietly enough. "The boy's going to be a big disappointment when we get home." <NANI?!?!> Ranma was thunderstruck - this was something completely new. <What's Pops talkin' about?! Who'll be disappointed at home?!> The realization that hit was terrible. Who else? <MOTHER?!?!?!> Visibly shaking, Ranma hefted his pack and plodded after his father. His thoughts were having a hard time coalescing into anything understandable, so he just followed along, allowing the turmoil to settle into a dull ache. "See that cooked duck hanging over there, boy?" Evening had fallen, and Genma and Ranma had made it to a small village, a half-day's walk from their next training stop. Genma, of course, had blown what little money they still had left on Chinese beer the night before. "Yeah, so what." Ranma studied his fingernails. Genma grimaced and leaned one hand against the building they were hiding behind. "So *take* it, boy!" "Ain't gonna." Ranma started to walk off, but Genma cuffed him on the head again, glaring. "You're such a disappointment, Ranma." Ranma flinched, thinking of his mother again. "Why, when I was training, we would..." Tuning his father out, Ranma concentrated on stuffing away the hurt, but he was unsuccessful. It quickly boiled into anger, simmering just below the surface. <No way! She can't want me to be like *him*!> Ranma's thoughts roiled, and he missed the rest of Genma's anecdote. "So, now do you see?" Genma finished. Staring at the ground with his fists clenched, Ranma barely heard his father's question. He looked up. "Huh?" Defeated, Genma slumped and then prepared himself for a try at the duck hanging so tantalizing close yet so annoyingly far. Genma grumbled to himself as he moved off, "What a disappointment he'll be." <I hope you can see your way clear to honor our pact, Tendou.> Ranma's heart fell into his stomach. He felt like crying, but that wouldn't be manly. <Can't do that! Pops is always harpin' on the manly bit. At least I can be *that* for Mom.> He shuffled away, not wanting to be around his father for a while. The next day dawned bright and clear, the very opposite of Ranma's mood. He shot Genma a deadly glare after being kicked awake. <Don't push it, old man!> After scarfing down the meager remains of the duck his father had left him, the two of them got through their morning sparring session in record time. Ranma pounded Genma into the dirt. Genma was surly when he came to, and neither spoke as they broke camp and proceeded down the road to the next training spot. A few hours later, the road began to climb slightly, and Ranma looked up. Genma had stopped and was comparing the Chinese writings on a sign to the writing in a small book he'd been carrying around for some time. Ranma sighed, tired of the all- too-familiar futility that his father personified in certain matters. A flash of sunlight caught his eye, and Ranma found himself walking to the edge of the road and looking down the slope. A small brook wound its way through the stones. The clear water seemed to laugh as it bounded and flowed through the obstacles. In intermittent patches of soil, wildflowers had opened their springtime faces to the sun and waved in the slight breeze. It dazzled the eye with myriad shades of red, yellow, and blue. Ordinarily, being who he was and doing what he did, Ranma wouldn't have had time to notice the small wonders that surrounded him. His current frame of mind, though, was in desperate need of a soothing balm, and gazing at the scene before him provided it. He became so lost in admiration that he failed to hear his father walk up behind him. "Beautiful..." Ranma said to himself. Genma smirked. "Pretty, hey? I wonder how *manly* your mother would think you are, looking at pretty flowers and shiny water. 'Shall we stop and freshen up at the stream, dear Mother?' Yessiree, Momma's manly man!" Genma turned and walked back up the road, chortling. Ranma was a statue. His father wasn't acting like he usually did when telling lies. He certainly ought to know; Genma told enough of them. That left only the truth. Ranma tried desperately to reconcile the picture of his mother his father was painting with the dim memories he had of warmth and security. He failed. Hanging his head, he once again plodded up the road. <Am I already a disappointment to Mom? What am I gonna do?!> He trudged along, barely keeping his father in sight. <Maybe Pops is right. I guess it's thievin' for me. And the manly thing's always been there. I guess I know why, now. A *manly* thief. Yeah... right.> Ranma picked up his pace and soon caught up to the man in the threadbare gi. "Welcome, Sirs, to Training Ground of Accursed Springs, Jusenkyo!" Ranma and Genma looked out at the numerous pools, varying numbers of bamboo poles sticking out of each small body of water. Ranma was silent, his thoughts still miles away, over the China Sea. "Errr, thanks," Genma said uncomfortably. The Guide was not in his training plans for the day. He shrugged, dropped his pack, and leapt to the nearest bamboo pole. "Ranma! Follow me!" "ACK!! Sir! What you doing?! Very bad you fall in spring!" The guide waved his arms frantically, trying to convey the urgency of the situation. Jarred from his thoughts, Ranma looked up and sighed. He dropped his pack and jumped up to a pole, while his father bounced around from pole to pole, getting the feel of the place. In the meantime, the sun on the water had recaptured Ranma's attention, and he stared into the brilliance reflected up from the pools. <Mother...> Ignoring the Chinese the yelling Guide had lapsed into, Genma stopped, readying himself for battle, and was not a little annoyed that his son seemed unaware of his surroundings. <Bah! This'll teach him!> Genma leapt at Ranma. <Mother--> "URK!!!" He hadn't even noticed his father coming at him. Ranma described a textbook parabolic trajectory through the air, terminating in one of the pools nearby. Ranma sank beneath the surface, the water bubbled for a few seconds, and then all was quiet. "Oh, too bad," the Guide sang. "Young Sir fall in Nyanniichuan. Very tragic story of young girl who drown there one-thousand, five-hundred year ago." Genma hopped over and peered down into the water. He leaned back out of the spray as the surface broke, and one of the most beautiful girls Genma had ever clapped eyes on looked up at him. "Pops? EEP!!!" Genma was frozen in shock, and Ranma wasn't much better, wondering what had happened to his voice. "You see, Sirs. Nyanniichuan. Whoever fall in spring take body of young girl." Ranma *did* feel strange, so he looked down. He carefully felt his chest, his dread growing. Grimacing, he opened his gi and took in the sight of two magnificent breasts. <I'm a girl...> her mind blandly stated. The color drained from her face, and her hands fell to her sides, the gi still open and Genma still staring. <It's all gone. Everything that I am.> Ranma looked up at her father. She misread his unreadable expression for a lack of emotion and caring instead of the shock that it was. "See?" the Guide said. "You young girl." Ranma stared at her father, seeing no pity, no love, nothing. An all-too-easy picture with Genma. She began to shake, and terror temporarily washed away any sane response. Her worst fears rose unbidden, reflected in those dead eyes high on the pole. Manhood gone. Honor gone. Only shame. With an inarticulate scream, Ranma leapt out of the spring and ran off back down the road that had brought them there. <I'm so sorry, Mother...> She began to sob as she ran. The springs passed out of sight, and the road suddenly turned to the left. With a mighty leap, Ranma cleared the brush lining the turn and kept going straight, over the countryside. Genma, perched atop a pole, was still staring at the spot where his son had become his daughter. He would come to regret his inaction at that precise moment for the rest of his life. A few minutes later he shook himself out of his daze and speared the Guide with his eyes. "What -- just -- happened?!" "Young Sir fall in Nyanniichuan, Spring of Drowned Girl. Very tragic story of girl--" "YES, YES! But what happened JUST NOW?!" The Guide shrugged. "Fall in spring. Now young girl." Genma boggled at the Guide. "You've GOT to be kidding--" "Not trust eyes, no?" The Guide pointed at the pool. Genma looked down at the pool, and then back to the Guide. "Can it be cured?" "No cure." The Guide shook his head sadly. "Oh, no! NODOKA!!" "Eh? What this nodoka?" "NO, not what, who-- nevermind. What am I going to do?!" The Guide shrugged again. "Find young Sir and take hot water." "WHAT?!" The Guide sighed. <Tourists!> "Cold water make curse happen. Hot water change young Sir back... till next cold water, anyway." Genma nearly fell off the pole and into the Nyanniichuan in relief. "Thank you, Kami-sama!!" he whispered fiercely. <All isn't lost, Tendou!> The countryside had flattened out as Ranma had continued to run, and she now found herself in a stretch of well-worked farm plots. Pelting through the organized growth, she surprised many men and women working the fields. She didn't stop or even acknowledge them; she just ran. In two hours, she finally reached a road and the end of her stamina. She instantly collapsed onto a clear spot, lying on her side and staring dully at the packed dirt. She had lapsed into emotional numbness and was content to feel nothing. The sun had crawled across the sky a minute distance when the scuffling of hooves and the creak of an oxcart impinged on her awareness. Ranma rolled her eyes to look at an elderly woman in dull, mannish clothing looking down at her curiously. "Are you all right?" the woman asked in Mandarin. Ranma simply stared. "Do you speak Han?" Ranma recognized "Han" as the word for Mandarin in the tongue. She wearily shook her head. The woman sat back on her seat and studied the girl. <Hmmm. Not Chinese. Didn't think so to begin with. She looks a little like an American with the hair, at least, from what I've seen in government films, yet the rest of her is from close by. Very pretty. *Too* pretty to leave on the road, especially in the shape she's in.> The woman scooted over on the bench and patted the empty space, pointedly looking at Ranma. Ranma blinked and, since she had no better offer - make that no other offer at all - climbed up next to the Good Samaritan. The woman tapped herself on the sternum. "Wong Liu," she said. Ranma smiled tiredly and repeated the gesture. "Saotome Ranma." <Strange name,> Liu thought. A terrifying possibility occurred to her. "Nyuuchiezuu?!" she asked shakily. Ranma looked at her strangely and shook her head, not understanding. Liu relaxed and chided herself; the Nyuuchiezuu would've understood her. She shook the reins, and the two oxen pulling the cart began to shuffle down the road. "Arigatou, Wong-san." Liu nodded, not understanding either but getting the gist of it. She watched Ranma lapse into staring at the passing road. <Great pain, there. I wonder what happened.> The oxcart trundled slowly along and soon crested a hill, moving out of sight. They were headed North. ---------- [March 22, 1990] To say Genma was exasperated was an understatement. After taking leave of the Guide, he'd traveled back down the road to the next village. Asking after his son or the girl he could become, he discovered that no one recalled having seen them other than when they initially passed through. Or at least, that's what he'd understood from the pidgin conversations he'd endured to find that out. Thinking that Ranma could've passed through unnoticed, he continued on to the next village, and the next, with the same result. His failed search brought him back, on this day, to the leg of the road leading into Jusenkyo. He began to search the ground to either side. Some hours later, he discovered a deep set of small footprints just beyond the turn in the road. Cursing the fact that the trail was a week old, Genma sighted back up the road and then out over the countryside. He took off at a steady lope, keeping one eye peeled for sign of his child's passing. ---------- [March 23, 1990] He was at an impasse. The trail terminated at a road, running North and South. Genma had been happy to discover that the occasional farmer he'd run across had been able to convey to him that a redheaded girl had blown through some days before. He had continued on with a lighter heart. Until now. There were no villages and few or no passers-by. The handful that he'd asked simply shrugged and went on their way. He sat down on the ground and began to think, an activity that didn't come exactly natural to him. <If I were Ranma, which way would I have gone? Hmmm. Where would I want to go? Well, home, of course. Which road will take me there? South!> To his credit, Genma was thinking as would a normal person, one not having to deal with the trauma of a form-altering water curse... or living up to certain promises made. Happy that he'd deduced Ranma's intentions, Genma headed South. South would be towards the ports that could take one to Japan... and home. ---------- [October 10, 1991] <Nerima?!> *COUGH, COUGH* <Didn't Pops say isn't that a pretty rough ride back from where am I going, again?> Ranma hunched over and put her hands on her knees, waiting for the swirling in her brain to stop. <Gah. I'm really sick. Can't even think straight.> After a few moments, Ranma slowly rose to a slumped-over position and looked around. Spying a place to sit down, unlikely to be bothered by anyone, she shuffled over and fell on the three steps leading to the entrance to an abandoned building. She lay there without moving for about ten minutes before crawling up into the alcove in complete exhaustion. "Mother, I miss you!" she deliriously cried out in Chinese. Ranma slept fitfully for almost a day-and-a-half, not moving from her cover. ---------- [February 2, 1991] *THOK!* *Chunk* *THOK!* *Chunk-chunk* The head of an axe came to rest on a splitting-stump, and the wielder wiped his little bit of sweat against the sleeve of the simple Chinese tunic he wore. He breathed in the crisp late winter air and smiled. After years of the rough and tumble and scrapes of life on the road, the quiet serenity of this simple farm had done wonders for his state of mind and emotional health. He picked up the last log to be split for the fire, for the cold days and nights still to come, and set it on the stump. *THOK!* *Chunk-chunk* Satisfied that enough wood had been split, more than enough, as Liu would probably point out, he quickly loaded the tinder onto the cart behind him. He shouldered the pull-straps and walked to the cottage. Leaving the stacked cart outside, he went into the dwelling, shook the snow off his boots, and looked for a kettle. <A nice cup would hit the spot!> A commotion in the front room changed his mind, and he wandered in to see who was here. A middle-aged man, one of the village elders, Ranma remembered, was speaking animatedly at Liu. He abruptly stopped speaking when Ranma entered. The two men looked at each other for a moment, and then the elder nodded to Liu and left. Liu had slumped over in some kind of distress, and Ranma rushed over. "What wrong, Liu-san? What he say?" Liu had been patiently teaching Ranma the local version of Han, when time and the demands of the farm permitted, but he'd stubbornly hung onto the Japanese honorifics. "Liu-san?" "Ranma." Liu turned around and fiercely hugged her friend and housemate. She leaned away and looked up at the young man. "My, how you've filled out since I first met you. But then, you were a girl when we crossed paths." Liu smirked mischievously at him. "Ah! No remind Ranma. You no answer, Liu-san." The old woman sighed. "If I were forty years younger and trained, I'd fight them off and keep you for myself." Ranma looked at her strangely. "What you mean?" Liu's eyes began to tear. "Time for you to go." "NANI?!" Ranma had to steady himself a little. "You no want Ranma? Chase off?" "No, child. You're the best thing that's happened to this old woman since my husband died in one of the Party's stupid wars. No, people are coming for you. You must leave before they arrive, which is soon. They are already in the village." "People?" "Nyuuchiezuu." Ranma started. He remembered Liu saying that word when they first met, and he'd since heard it spoken in whispers in the village. "Who Nyuuchiezuu?" "Bad news. Women warriors. They have a village near Jusenkyo, and they claim Jusenkyo as theirs. Word of the few times you've changed in public must've finally gotten to them. I would not see you cast into their hands. Men are treated very badly by them. Many acquaintances of mine have lost their able-bodied menfolk to Nyuuchiezuu raids." Ranma stood straight. "Martial artist. Fight off!" "Fight off twenty well-armed and well-trained warriors? Most carry swords and know how to use them." Ranma wilted. "Call, ano, authorities?" "They would ignore it, as they have since anyone can remember. There is no choice, child. You must leave. Now!" Clearly unhappy, Ranma tried to stand his ground. Liu sighed and hugged Ranma again. "It is my wish. Will you go against my wishes?" "...!" After Liu released him, Ranma sat down heavily in a nearby chair, the weight of his situation bearing down on him. "I honor you wish," he whispered. Liu pasted a smile on her face. "Good! Go pack. Make it quick. I'll put together a little food for you." Ranma dragged himself up and entered the one bedroom of the house. He looked at Liu's bed against the wall on one side of the room, and then at his against the opposite wall. <I'll miss this place. And Liu.> Sighing again, he quickly gathered his things into a makeshift pack and returned to Liu. "That was fast!" Ranma just shrugged, depression beginning to settle in. "Here." She handed him a bundle of hardy foodstuffs wrapped up in cloth. Ranma took the bundle and set in on the counter. He grabbed the old woman up in a crushing hug. "You mother for Ranma," Ranma choked out. "Help Ranma. Teach Ranma. Make feel good even with curse. No want leave!" Liu, crying freely, beaned him on the head. Surprised, Ranma let her go. He then smiled at her wet face. She swatted his behind. "'Mother' says go! The Elders will stall only so long with the Nyuuchiezuu. Go!" Ranma took Liu's care package in hand and stumbled out the back door, dazed by the sudden tragic turn in his life. "Go South!" Liu called. Ranma nodded absently and took off across the field. He was glad Liu couldn't see his tears as he turned around one last time to see his friend. Liu shooed him, and he turned, disappearing over the rise. Liu sobbed for a few minutes, and then shuffled in and put the kettle on. There was no way she'd get anything done, today. Her heart just wasn't in it. She dried her face and waited. Soon, the kettle was hot enough, and Liu poured herself a cup of tea. She sat down in her chair in the front room and brooded. The front door abruptly shattered and fell in. Several grim women, garishly dressed and armed to the teeth, walked in. "Tell us where he is," the young leader with the purple hair commanded. Liu sipped her tea and smiled. Sixty years of manhandling a farm had made her tough, as well. "Gone. Back to Jusenkyo to look for the Nanniichuan." "You lie. That doesn't work." Liu was genuinely surprised. "He didn't know. Hmmm, if you were cursed with a *man's* body and not being any wiser, wouldn't you think of the Nyanniichuan?" The lead Amazon chewed on her lip, digesting the possibility. She quickly made her mind up. "Let's go." The women filed out and disappeared into the fields. Liu set her cup down and went out back to find some boards to nail over the front doorway. It would be a cold night, regardless of what temporary measures she took. She noted the oversized stack of chopped wood in the cart by the backdoor and smiled, crying anew and blessing her one-time son. ____________________ [October 11, 1991] Cold rains had been drenching the Nerima Ward of the Greater Tokyo Metropolitan Area for the last two days, and pedestrians were going out for the evening dressed in warm and somewhat water-proof clothing and toting countless umbrellas, most of them yellow. One man, carrying such a yellow umbrella, was stepping briskly along the shiny streets. He was returning from a call for his services, midwiving a young woman trapped in an elevator due to a sudden power outage, and was humming a happy little tune. He smiled as he stomped in a puddle just for the joy of it. Of course, the yellow rain boots he also wore took away any worries. He looked up and saw the entrance to the clinic he ran a couple of blocks up. He quickened his pace. A loud and congested sneeze brought him to a halt. Tracking the noise, he spied a curled-up figure in the entry alcove of an abandoned storefront. Normally, the derelict figure would not have been approached, but this particular man was unusual in two important respects. First, he was a doctor. Helping others was his calling in life, even if many of his colleagues would still have passed by, cultural biases directing their behavior. Second, he was a top- notch martial artist, and his sensitivities had been attuned to pick up on certain aptitudes and qualities in the people he met. His sensitivities were screaming at him as he looked at the young girl wedged into the alcove. The girl's aura, while unfocused and suffering from illness, was astoundingly strong. Adjusting his glasses, Dr. Ono Toufuu crossed the street to stand over the girl. "Konbanwa." With bleary eyes, the young girl looked the man over. Toufuu grimaced as a coughing fit shook her slight frame, and she spat a mass of green phlegm at the other wall of the alcove. "You're ill. Influenza, I'd expect." The girl focussed on him again. "What's it to ya?" she muttered. Toufuu sighed and squatted down at the entrance, bringing him eye to eye with her bloodshot crystal blues. "I'm a doctor." Ranma snorted and looked away. "So what. I ain't got no money. I ain't got nothin'." Toufuu looked at her critically. "Would you rather die in the cold?" "Maybe," she rasped. "There're worse things." The despair in her voice rocked Toufuu, but he managed not to let it show. The girl looked back and studied him. "You ain't no doctor. You're a martial artist. From what I know, they don't mix." Toufuu adjusted his glasses again. "Then maybe you don't know as much as you think." He reached into his overcoat and pulled out his card, handing it to her. She took it guardedly, and looked it over. <Ono Toufuu...> She flipped the card back at him. "Okay. So you're a doctor *and* a martial artist. Don't mean nothin' ta me." She turned back to her examination of a stone in the wall across from her. Instead of answering, Toufuu stood and held out his hand, waiting patiently. The girl looked at him askance. "Told ya. Got no money." "So you'll work it off when you're better." The hand still waited. The girl bit her lip. Her fevered mind was not clear enough for her to make command decisions, so she had to decide if she could trust him. She'd been burned often enough over the last few months, trusting when she shouldn't have. Her body convulsed as another fit took her. She stared at the mottled blob she'd just ejected from her lungs, and that made her decision. Without looking, she scrabbled for his hand and found it. Toufuu smiled and hauled her to her feet. She stumbled, but he caught her, unintentionally mashing her breasts. Once he got her back on her feet, he said, "Ano... gomen." The girl snorted again. "Eight months on the road. Ya get used to it. Perverts, all of 'em!" Toufuu nodded and began to walk her down the street. "By the way, is there a name to go with the attitude?" The girl thought for a moment. "Ranma." At the doctor's hesitation, she said, "That's all... for now." "Ranma," Toufuu said. "Interesting name." "Yeah," Ranma chortled raggedly, "sort of like bein' named 'East Wind'." Toufuu laughed out loud and was graced with a smile from Ranma. "You get used to it," he said. The pair limped up the final two blocks to the clinic entrance, each having passed the first of many tests between them. "First is a warm bath... or shower, if you prefer. Then I want to examine you." Toufuu helped Ranma up the stairs to his apartment. Ranma started, but the sudden motion brought on another fit. When it subsided, she said, "Warm shower. May not be a good idea. The warm, I mean." "Huh? Well, you certainly can't take a *cold* one." They began climbing the stairs again. "Believe in magic, sensei?" Ranma had to stop at the top of the stairs and catch her breath. Toufuu looked at her oddly. "Maybe. I've certainly seen some strange things in my studies. Why?" Ranma barked a ragged laugh. "Well, it's about to get stranger. You may wanna toss me back out, when you see." When it was apparent nothing more was forthcoming, Toufuu supported Ranma through the door and into his bathroom. He moved to leave. "No. Stay. Might as well see this now." The pain in Ranma's voice was quite apparent. "Tired of trying ta hide this. Folks chasin' me away when they see." Ranma began to slough off her clothing, and Toufuu started looking uncomfortable. "Don't worry, sensei. I ain't got nothin' ya ain't already seen... yet." Ranma snickered to herself. Toufuu wondered if the fever was affecting her mind. Now fully nude, Ranma walked carefully to the shower and turned on the hot water. When it had heated sufficiently, she turned on the cold to adjust the temperature. Before she stepped in, Ranma looked back at her benefactor. "Don't blink, now," she giggled hoarsely. <Yes, definitely the fev--> Toufuu's jaw dropped as the pretty little redhead suddenly added several kilos of mass, rose in height, and became obviously male, her... his hair shifting to black. The running shower water had visually fuzzed the process, but it was clear enough. A memory of something once read tickled the back of his mind, but the shock was too much for his mental functions to dredge up. Ranma chose a cloth and some soap and began to scrub his body. He looked over. Toufuu was still staring, although he was in the process of slowly closing his mouth. "Shocking, ne?" a deeper voice inquired. Toufuu shook himself and adjusted his glasses out of habit. "Um... There must be quite a tale behind that, er, son. Ano... are you male or female?" "Male. The girl body's a curse." Old information flooded Toufuu's mind. Curse... Hot water... "Jusenkyou," he said. Ranma looked over sharply, and then slowly turned back to his washing. "When... when I'm finished, I'll leave. Ya don't want some freak hangin'--" "Nonsense." Toufuu had gotten over the shock and was speculating on the difficulties such a condition must've caused on the road. "The last thing you need is to be back out in that weather. Besides, you'll still have to work off your treatments, and I have need of an assistant. I think you'll do fine." Ranma was in shock, this time. He stared at the kindly doctor for several heartbeats before falling to his knees, shaking. Toufuu moved to help, but before he got there, Ranma had passed out from the various kinds of fatigue he'd been suffering from. Toufuu shut off the water and picked Ranma up in his arms. He tottered down the stairs and into the examination room, laying the unconscious boy on the table dominating the area. Toufuu sat heavily in a chair and considered the young man. <Such pain.> His eyes refocused, and he studied Ranma's aura. <And such potential. I'd be no healer to let that waste away.> His mind made up and his intentions firmed, Toufuu went about his examination. ---------- [November 3, 1991] Ranma was mopping the waiting room for the clinic, in which he worked and lived. The regular patient hours were over, but that didn't mean the visitors stopped. There were frequently needs to be met off-hours, and Ranma had come to understand and enjoy the constant ebb and flow of crises around his patron. His respect for Toufuu-sensei grew daily as he witnessed healing arts performed and little kindnesses bestowed. He'd also learned to get the hell out when a certain young woman came by to visit or borrow books. He chuckled. That certain young lady, a one Tendou Kasumi, had even captivated Ranma a little, but it was clear she was interested in Toufuu. And it was more than clear that Toufuu was plain, head-over-heels in love with Kasumi. Everyone knew it, except, it seems, Kasumi herself. <Odd,> he thought, <she doesn't really strike me as the dense type, although she acts like it sometimes.> A rapid knocking at the entrance interrupted his musings. Ranma walked over, unlocked the door, and stuck his head out. "Hai?" The girl standing there blinked and then smiled. "Oh, you must Toufuu-sensei's new assistant. Kasumi told us about you." Ranma nodded. "Yeah." <Man, she's cute!> "Are you Kasumi's sister?" The girl twirled her foot on the pavement. "Yeah, I'm Tendou Akane." Akane started when she realized she was blushing. <ARGH! It's just another *boy*!> Schooling her features, she said, "Um, is Toufuu-sensei in? I kinda, er, hurt myself." Ranma wondered at the change in her manner. "Uh, yeah. C'mon in. Sensei says the Tendous are always welcome." He laughed. "Especially Kasumi." His good humor fled when he saw the anger rise in Akane. "Heh, anyway, just a minute." He hotfooted it into the examination room. Toufuu was busy inventorying his prescription medications. "Errr, Sensei? There's a Tendou Akane to see ya. Might wanna be careful. Seems mad about somethin'." Toufuu laughed. "Akane does have something of a temper." He paused. "Are you sure you don't want to tell them? It might help you find your mother." Ranma sighed and fidgeted. He finally shook his head. "No, if old man Tendou is a friend of Pops, then tellin' him will only cause trouble. And anyway, I don't figure Mom'll wanna see me with this curse, not from what I've heard. The Tendou girls wouldn't understand what it's like, the thing with Mom. They'd probably try ta help and only make it worse." Toufuu's mouth drew a line. That was a lot of thoughts out of Ranma at one go, and it was obvious from the various conversations they'd shared, the boy had considered virtually all the angles. The revelation about the Tendo Ryuu of Musabetsu Kakutou had initially brought Ranma some hope, but he soon remembered his father speaking of a Tendou he'd trained with and had probably correctly deduced that the local Tendou was one and the same. Ranma had put it best once, he remembered. "It doesn't matter. Not anymore. I was livin' those last days, thinkin' of Mom. I don't think Pops was lyin', so if she expects me to be like Pops, well... let her believe it as long as she can. I won't be the reason she don't no more." Finished with his reverie, Toufuu said, "I understand, Ranma. Show Akane in, why don't you?" Akane made many visits over the next couple of weeks, sometimes for the sparsest of reasons. Everytime she talked with Ranma, she had to remind herself that he was just a boy. Nothing more. But Ranma was different. He was generally quiet, didn't do anything to provoke her, and was genuinely funny on the rare occasions he let his humor show through. She also felt a kindred spirit in him - someone who'd suffered great pain and was persevering. Eventually, she stopped coming by on the pretense of seeing Toufuu and simply came to visit with Ranma. No one had really caught on to what she was doing, not even her nosy sister. Akane relished the haven Toufuu's waiting room had become and the friendly male voice that would talk with her. It was in the third week that she stepped over the line. Akane bounced happily into the waiting room and, as expected, saw Ranma waiting there. The fact that he was working was incidental. She plopped down on the couch next to where he was sweeping and smiled. "Hi!" "Hi, yourself!" Ranma said, putting down the broom and sitting next to her. "How was school?" "Oh, you know. Same old stuff." "I hear you're havin' some troubles in the mornin's." Akane scowled. "Don't worry about it. I can handle it," she said sharply. Ranma made a peace gesture by holding his hands up with the palms out. Akane grinned ruefully. "Gomen. I shouldn't have snapped at you like that. Let's forget it." She thought for a second. "By the way, can I ask you a question?" Ranma's eyes flashed, but he stayed steady. "I guess..." "Why aren't you attending Furinkan?" "Oh, that," he said relieved. "Errr, Sensei got me some private tutors, instead." "Did he get you a speech coach, too?" she smirked. "Ha. Ha." Ranma made a face at her, and Akane giggled. It wound down, and she turned serious. "Really, though. Aren't tutors expensive?" "Yeah, but Sensei trades doctor visits for them. He says free medical stuff is very, ah, persuasive." Akane smiled knowingly. "I can imagine. Nabiki was very proud of herself when she finagled a family rate out of him." Akane's mood abruptly shifted when she clasped her hands together in her lap and stared at her fingers. "Ah... Ranma?" "Hmmm?" Ranma's mind had wandered somewhere, and he looked at her again. "Gomen." "Um, I was wondering," Akane straightened the skirt to her uniform, "if, ah, you'd like to, erm, comeoverfordinnertonight." Ranma squinched his nose, trying to decipher the last run- together bit, but when he did, he grew afraid. He stood up and grabbed his broom, resuming his chores. Akane looked at him with a slightly hurt expression. "Ranma?" "I'm sorry, Akane, but I can't. I, uh, have stuff ta do." He busied himself sweeping the same spot of floor. Akane's slight hurt became anger. She stood up and stomped in front of him. "And WHY NOT?! Are we Tendous not good enough or something? Am *I* not good enough?!" Ranma sighed and stopped sweeping. He leaned against the broom and closed his eyes. "Nothin' like that. I just... can't. That's all." Ranma resumed sweeping. "What?! You can tell me!" Akane pleaded. Ranma stopped again, and looked her in the eye. "No. I can't. You wouldn't understand. No one understands." He shuffled across the room, moving the broom back and forth in front of him. Akane stood there a moment, tears beginning to run down her face, and then she ran out the door. Ranma stared at the drops of moisture on the floor and cursed himself. <Shouldn't have let myself get so close! Damn it!> "Ranma." Ranma jumped in surprise and spun around. Toufuu stood there looking at him sadly. "Would it have been so bad?" "No... If it'd been anyone but the Tendous, no, it wouldn't." Toufuu shook his head. "You can't hide forever, you know. Someday, you'll have to let someone else in." Ranma didn't answer and went back to sweeping. ---------- [December 21, 1991] A few more weeks had passed, and Akane had stopped by only once, and it had been to really see the doctor. Ranma could tell she'd had to steel herself. He also felt her longing gaze when his back was turned. He'd tried to say something to her before she walked out, but the words wouldn't come. That was one week ago. Ranma walked down from the apartment he and Toufuu shared, a satisfying lunch settling nicely in his stomach. He went to the front door, collected the day's mail, and set it on Toufuu's desk in his office. He walked outside and set about cleaning the sidewalk and steps. He'd brought a scrubbing brush and a bucket with him, and the bucket was soon full from the outside tap. Ranma squirted some cleaner into the water and gently stirred it with a stick he kept for the purpose. Holding the bucket at arms length, he climbed the few stairs to the clinic entrance and set the bucket down. He carefully dipped the bristles of the brush into the liquid and swirled it slowly. Applying the wet brush to the stone, he scrubbed at the dirt and algal growth that had appeared since the last cleaning. He worked diligently, part of his mind on the work, part on the passers-by, and the rest lost to thought. He'd nearly finished the upper landing, when one part of his awareness noted that someone had stopped. "Ranma." He turned to see Akane standing at the bottom step. Overflowing water washed shallowly around her shoes. "Hi, Akane." He went back to scrubbing. "I, um, wanted to apologize for making a big fuss that day." Akane's head was down, and her hands were clasped in front of her. Ranma sat back on his wet shins, mentally keeping track of how much of his body was damp. "That's okay," he said. "It's... no big deal." "Yes it is!! I..." She stopped, then more calmly, "I shouldn't have pushed like that. Whatever it is that you won't say, I hope someday you can tell me." Ranma didn't say anything for a moment. Then he bent back over and resumed scrubbing. "It's not... easy." A running man came into view up the street. Ranma stopped and thought for a second, then said, "It's outside of what most folks want to believe... or can believe." He sat back on his shins again. "There're some stuff in the world, Akane, that... that..." The running man was abruptly upon them. He dashed up the steps and blew through the open door, kicking Ranma's bucket as he went. Akane gasped. Where that cute guy had sat, the guy Akane had finally realized had wormed his way into her heart, was a beautiful redheaded girl. Her wet clothes clung to her body, leaving no doubt as to the completeness of her gender. Akane's head began shaking back and forth. Ranma looked down and closed her eyes. "Now do you understand?" she sadly asked, the pitch of her voice punctuating the change. She looked up to see Akane running back the way she came. "No... I guess ya don't." Without bothering to return to her normal gender, Ranma bent down and mechanically continued to clean. After dumping the remaining water in the bucket down the short stairway, Ranma put the cleaning materials up and shuffled back into the clinic, wringing her clothes out as best she could without taking them off. The man that had triggered her change passed her on his way out, giving her an odd look. "Caught you, huh?" Smiling, Toufuu was leaning against the doorway to the examination room. Ranma nodded. "Did I hear you talking to someone?" "Akane... stopped by... to say she was sorry for gettin' mad at me." Ranma kicked off her slippers and walked towards the stairs to the apartment level. Toufuu's smile had dropped. "Did she--" "Yeah." "And?" "And nothin'." Ranma stopped at the first step. "She ran off." She put a damp hand on the wall and put her forehead against it. "I hate this place, sometimes." A grim line formed between Toufuu's lips. "Careful what you wish for." Ranma turned her head against her hand. "Huh?" "Come back down when you're cleaned up. We have to talk." Male and freshly laundered, Ranma went into Toufuu's office and plopped down in the patient chair. "What's up?" Toufuu leaned back and adjusted his glasses. He picked up a piece of paper from the desk and waved it in the air. "This came in the mail, today. I'm moving." "What?!" Ranma sat up straight in the chair. "I've been offered a teaching practice at my old university. It's not something I can turn down and expect to advance in my career." Ranma settled back and let the information soak in. Toufuu allowed him a minute to think, then said, "So. You have a choice, now. Do you want to stay here, or come with me?" Ranma snorted. "What choice?" He then reconsidered his words. "No, that's not fair to ya." He clasped his hands in his lap. "If ya want me, I'll gladly come with ya. You're... well..." Toufuu smiled warmly. "I think I know what you're trying to say. Which brings me to another matter, one I was planning on waiting till Christmas to tell you, but I think you could stand to hear it now." He definitely had Ranma's attention. The doctor opened a lower drawer to his desk and began pulling papers out, continuing to speak as he did so. "I have, over the last couple of months, come to an interesting conclusion concerning you." He stopped what he was doing and pointedly looked at Ranma. "I've decided that my life would be much poorer without you in it." He resumed scrabbling around in his desk drawer. Ranma gulped, nervous as to the coming revelation. "I've come to depend on you for help in the clinic, on your friendship, and..." he plopped a stack of papers on the leather desktop, "the sense of family you've brought to my life. The whole thing actually quite surprised me, when I realized it." Toufuu shrugged and continued, looking Ranma in the eye again, "And since you're not willing to seek out your own family... That's still how you feel about it, ne?" Ranma nodded. "I still don't think things are as bad as you paint them, but then, I didn't experience your father first hand, as you did. If half of what you've told me is true, well... I'm not sure I want you going back to him, either. However, this family-name limbo you're in is going to cause you some problems... very soon." Ranma was silent. "I have a solution, if you'll agree to it." Ranma leaned forward, indicating for him to continue. "I'd like to transfer you to the Ono family register, adopted as my son." Ranma fell out of his chair. Toufuu stood and looked over his desk. "Ranma?" Ranma climbed up from the floor. "Ah! HAHA! WOW!! I wasn't expecting that!" Ranma settled himself back into the chair, a silly grin covering his face. "I... uh... Jeez! Why? I mean, don't get me wrong, but you've only known me a couple'a months. Why?" The chair creaked as Toufuu seated himself. "I like to think I'm a good judge of character, Ranma, and from what I've seen, you'd bring honor to the Ono name, regardless of what you do with your life. Besides," his eyes glinted from behind his glasses, "you have certain, ah, potentials that shouldn't be wasted." "I haven't really talked to you about this yet, since your recovery from one of the worst cases of flu I've ever seen was slow, but one of the things I was trained to do was to read a person's aura. When I first met you, out on the street, ill and confused, your aura was inconceivably strong. The first thing that came to my mind was that this girl... sorry, this person has amazing potential as a healer." Ranma almost fell out of his chair again. "A healer?" he squeaked, gripping the chair arms. "I feel that once my old teachers get a good look at *you*, they'll be beating a path to your door." "But... but... I ain't had no proper schoolin'. Hell, I can't even talk right!" Toufuu laughed. "All that can be fixed." He turned serious. "Ranma, you don't have to be a healer. You can be anything you want, and my adoption offer will still stand. It isn't contingent on your career choice." Ranma smiled in acknowledgement. "I just want you to think about it, and I want you to know that you have great potential for a healer. Just think about it. We've certainly got some time. We've got to move, after all, and you have much tutoring to finish before you have to make any decision." Ranma steepled his fingers and moved them up and down for several moments in the silence of the room. An expression of sadness washed over his features. "What... what about the, ah, oldest Tendou daughter?" he asked. Toufuu bowed his head and studied his intertwined fingers. After a moment, he said, "I... I... ...!" "Sensei?" Ranma prodded him softly. Toufuu looked up, and Ranma saw a single tear tracking down his right cheek. The doctor's eyes were unfocused, looking into some deep part of his psyche. Ranma chose to wait him out. After about five minutes of silence, Toufuu's eyes abruptly focused on Ranma. "What...?" He sighed. "How long was I gone, that time?" Ranma snickered. "Not very." A rueful smile tweaked the corners of the older man's mouth. "We're a pair, aren't we? The women we, er, 'like a lot' are sisters, but we're separated from them: me by what happens to me on the inside, and you by what happens to you on the outside." Ranma shrunk into his chair. "Gomen," Toufuu said. "I didn't mean to pick at your wound." He took in a deep breath and exhaled. "But it doesn't change anything. I haven't been able to, um, get past certain, ah, inhibitions before this came up," he wagged the same piece of paper, "and now it's a moot point. I can no more refuse this than I can refuse eat or drink. I owe these people honor debts. I'm sure you understand." Ranma slowly blinked. Toufuu pasted a smile on his face. "So! What about my offer?" Ranma shook himself and settled into his chair, going back to squinching his fingers up and down. He thought about what the step would mean. It was a divorce of sorts, a cutting-off from who he'd been and from the people, or person, who had gotten him there. <Pops!> he thought, frowning. <Well, he'll be happy about one thing. I don't plan on givin' up the Art.> Ranma abruptly stood and bowed formally to his mentor. "I would be honored to be added to your family, Sensei." He straightened and looked at Toufuu with a mercenary gleam in his eye. "And I *will* think about what ya said... 'bout healin'. But ya hafta teach me what ya know about martial arts. I seen ya practicin', and ya got some interestin' moves." Toufuu smiled at the playful change in Ranma's demeanor and slapped his hand on the desk. "Deal!" ____________________ [April 4, 1993] "Saotome-kun!" A sopping wet Genma stood in the foyer of the Tendou household. The storm raging outside had blown his umbrella away, not that it had helped much; the rain was almost horizontal. "Tendou." "Come in, come in! Good lord, let's get you out of those clothes! Kasumi!!" Tendou Soun called back into the main part of the house. Tendou Kasumi stepped out of the kitchen. "Yes, Father?" "Get one of my gi's, please. My friend, here, is cold to the bone. And some tea and a blanket, when you can." "Yes, Father." Ever the dutiful daughter, Kasumi went about gathering the necessary items. Soun led his silent friend to the bathing room. Kasumi followed shortly after with a fresh gi. "Here, Saotome-kun. Get cleaned up and join me in the tearoom." The silent man nodded, and Soun and his daughter left him to his ablutions. Soun sipped his tea and watched the rain alternate between falling down at an angle to blowing directly across his field of view. Kasumi walked in, drying her hands on a dishtowel. "Father, did you say 'Saotome'?" She knelt at the table. "Is that the same man you were telling us about from that postcard a long time ago? Something about a prearranged marriage?" Soun set his tea down and sighed. "Yes, daughter. That's him, and he was supposed to have been here shortly after we received that card. Something must have happened, since he's here now, years late, without a son." He reached over and patted her hand. "Let's wait and see what he has to say." Kasumi nodded, settling in, and poured herself a cup of tea, as well. Genma, scrubbed and in a clean, if somewhat tight, gi, hesitated before joining his old friend. There would be no celebrations from this visit. Genma hung his head. When Ranma had disappeared, a large part of his soul had disappeared with him. Genma straightened and schooled his features. Time to tell Tendou the news. He walked into to the tearoom, catching the attention of Soun and his daughter. "Satome-kun. Please, sit and get warm." Kasumi stood with a blanket in her hand and walked behind Genma, setting the cover over his shoulders. Genma smiled his thanks and drew it around him. "I gather by your unannounced appearance - without a son - that your news is not good," Soun began as Kasumi took her place at the table again. Genma shook his head sadly and took the cup of tea proffered by Kasumi. He took a warming sip and said, "I lost him, Tendou. The last I saw of him was in the Bayankala mountain range, Northern China... over two years ago." "Oh, no," Kasumi whispered. "What happened? Did he run off?" Soun nodded at her questions. "Yes, but not like you might think. *sigh* Do you believe in magic, Tendou?" "Well... I think so. The, um, Master certainly knew an odd thing or two." "Believe *me*, then. It does exist, and in ways you can't imagine. It all began at our last training stop before we were supposed to leave China, a place called Jusenkyou..." "...and the girl's trail stopped and disappeared at that road. No one had seen her after that. I assumed she would head South, to the ports, but I never caught a whiff. I've searched high and low for many, many months, but it was like she, er, he had vanished off the face of the Earth." Never once did Genma refer to his child by name. The room was very quiet for several long moments. Soun's eyes had begun to tear; he feared for the fate of the boy and for the future of the Art. Kasumi was lost in her own thoughts. After the furor from the announcement that one of them would have to marry Saotome's son had died down, Kasumi had gradually begun to entertain happy little fantasies about this mysterious young man. Now knowing why he'd never arrived, her heart went out to him. She would pray for him at the shrine of her ancestors. "Father? What was his name again?" "Ranma. It was Ranma," Soun said sadly. "Oh, yes. I remember now." A puzzled expression settled on her face. <That's funny. I knew a Ranma not too long ago.> Soun noticed his daughter's expression. "Something wrong, Kasumi- chan?" Kasumi jumped a little, and then waved her hand in a dismissive gesture. "No, no. Nothing to do with this, I'm sure." Sound turned to his friend and began to console him. Kasumi, however, was still thinking. <What was his family name? I don't think I ever knew. I thought he was related to Toufuu- sensei somehow.> She shrugged and stood to walk back into the kitchen. <'Ranma' *is* unusual, though...> The sound of humming soon drifted into the tearoom, Kasumi's thoughts already on other, more immediate concerns. END PART 1
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