Misty stretched and let out a sign of content then rolled over to look Jessica in the eyes, "Thank you again." "Your welcome." Jessica replied and lightly kissed the girl upon the forehead. She felt Misty's hand upon her stomach as it slid towards her pants. "How shall I repay you?" Misty inquired with a grin as she rubbed her hand across the crotch of Jessica's pants and smiled playfully at the girl. Jessica quickly got out of the bed and picked her shirt off the ground, "I have to get going." She stated with a sudden edge to her voice. "Already?" Misty sat up in bed and let out a disappointed pout, "You are always running of on me. When do I get a taste?" She friskily requested. Jessica slipped on her shirt without a word and got to her feet. "I'll talk to you later alright?" Misty's asked in desperation, as if she feared that Jessica would never return to her, "You know I'm always here for you." She reminded Jessica as the dorm head gripped the doorknob. Jessica lowered her head; "I'll see you later." She remarked numbly then opened the door and stepped out into the hall. The moment the door closed Jessica felt tears fill her eyes, she felt so dirty, as if she had just betrayed someone dear to her heart. Her head hurt even worse then before and the ache in her heart was overwhelming her senses, this was not like her at all. She brought her fingers to her nose and breathed in the sweet scent. That delicious smell didn't even brighten her mood; it instead made her feel even worse, never mind the fact that now she could feel something else welling up inside of her. She turned to head back to her room when she spotted Kris coming around the corner and even more guilt washed over Jessica. She quickly hid her hand behind her back and felt trapped. Hastily Jessica made a u-turn and ran down the hall, hoping that Kris had not spotted her, down to the lobby. When she stepped into the lobby she discover many girls crowding around the couches giggling and squealing. Not prepared to deal with people she slipped passed the girls, took out her keys and unlocked the door to the office, ducked in and then closed the door. Pleased to see that the steel blinds were still pulled down she locked the door and flopped down into her chair to catch her breath. She could feel a pressure swell up inside the pit of her stomach; it made her feel sick and disgusted. She clenched her arm around her waist and removed her glasses to rubbed at the tears the threatened to burst free of their bounds. She dropped the glassed to the counter, and then pressed the heel of her palm against her crotch. It twitched in that irritating fashion that bothered Jessica so much. She grabbed at her crotch as tears streamed down her cheeks. Unable to hold herself back any longer, and wanting that infernal feeling to leave her alone, she unbuttoned her pants and shoved her hand into her boxers. The dampness of her boxers made the tears flow all the more steadier. A sense of embarrassed guilt surged through her body and she felt hot all over. Her stomach lurched and she felt the need to throw up, but forced it back. Her eyes clenched tight she pushed two fingers deep inside of herself, silently sobbing as she masturbated. The feeling of her own cum running over her hands made her quicken the pace as she wanted to get to the end as quickly as she could. She was relieved to find that she was already close to coming after her time with Misty and bit down hard upon her lip as the sensation of a small orgasm washed over her and with it the welled up feelings were swept away. She cried as she pulled out her hand and looked upon the sticky substance that coated her fingers. Quickly she rushed to the sink in the back of the office, that was usually used for emergencies and at this moment Jessica felt it was one. She turned on the tap and plunged her hands under the warm water, frantically trying hard to scrub that substance and scent from her skin. This was not like her, she was getting better, and she was not affected by this kind of thing any longer. She filled her hands with water and splashed it upon her face, trying to remove any amount of cum that may still be there upon her lips, and then returned to her hands, pumping a mound of liquid soap into her hands and scouring them clean. She tried to convince herself to stop, that she was in control and could stop scrubbing at any moment, but she could not find the strength to end. It took ever ounce of will power to pull away from the sink. She found a toothbrush and tooth paste in the top cabinet, that she had left there after becoming the dorm head, and vigorously ran it across her teeth, trying to remove the remaining taste of Misty from her mouth. When she was finished she turned off the water and watched the tap drip. Even after all that washing she still felt dirty, but it wasn't as bad as before. After forcing the tears back into their cage, as she dried her hands with some paper towels and finally mustered the courage to step out of the office and see what would cause such a bustle so early in the morning. She zipped up her pants and took a deep breath before opening the door. "What do we have here this early in the morning?" Jessica inquired curiously, forcing her voice to not let on how much she was struggling. The girls parted for the Dorm Head to get a look at what all the commotion was about. "Hey Jessica!" Jenn waved to the girl from her spot on the couch. Jenn and Natalie had changed out of their nightclothes and were sitting to either side of a small girl, who Jessica assumed must be a junior high student. The new girl wore a part of brown shorts that cut off at the knees and a tight white T-shirt; a long cloak was tied around her neck and flowed over her shoulders, her tattoos long since disappeared, "Morning." The girl said with a shy wave. Jessica blinked at the new girl, "Who is she?" She asked pointing at the girl in confusion, "Head Mistress Sophia never mentioned a new kid coming here?" The girl stood to her feet and gave a light bow, "I am Aigneis's sister, Keelia, but I prefer to be called Kai." She explained politely, "I'm sorry to cause such a fuss so early. I was told my sister lived here." "Aigneis?" Jessica shook her head in puzzlement. "She is Kris's sister." Natalie explained with half a smile. "Kris!?!" Jessica took a closer look at Kai and noticed that the girl's eyes were different colours; the right one was a light blue and the left a bright yellow. When Kai blinked and the colours switched sides, now blue on the left and yellow on the right and continued to switch place every time the girl closed her eyes for any reason, "Her sister!?!" Jessica stood straight up and glanced around at the growing crowd. "I didn't know Kris had a sister." One of the girls squealed. "She is so adorable." Another added, "I love her eyes." "Do you have a girlfriend?" Piped up yet another causing the girls to explode in another round of squeals and chatter. Jessica shook her head in dismay then turned to the crowd, "That is enough." She commanded, "I'm sure our new visitor doesn't need to be interrogated by a group of horny girls so if you don't mind could you all get your breakfast and head off to school or I'll withhold your allowances." She demanded with her tone of authority that had gained her the position of Head Dorm Girl in the first place. Once the crowd began to disperse Jessica turned back to the newcomer. "Okay." Jessica stared down at the little girl, "Now what brings you here?" She interrogated taking a seat across from the girls and lacing her hands together in front of herself, "uhhh...What was your name again?" "You can call me Kai." Kai stated with a smile, "Aunt Sophia told me I could find Aigneis here. Is she awake yet?" She inquired with slight excitement in her tone. Jessica noticed there was something unusual about this girl's chipper attitude, but felt it not her place to pry. Jessica glanced over her shoulder at the stairs, "She was just getting out of the shower when I left." She replied then turned back to the girl and let out a frustrated sigh while running her fingers over the stubble on the sides of her head. This looked like this was turning into and interesting morning. A moment later Kris stepped into the lobby, a black neck tie hung loosely around the up turned collar of her white dress shirt, her heads were plunged deep in the pockets of her black slacks and her head was low as if she was lost in her thoughts. "Hey Kris!" Jessica called out to her roommate. Kris glanced around the lobby, spotted her friends across the room and started towards them, "Morning everyo-" She stopped abruptly when she spotted Kai sitting amongst the girls. "Aigneis!!" Kai jumped to her feet at the sight of her sister and ran to her. Kris froze at the presence of the girl, "Kai?" She could not believe what she was seeing. Her shock quickly turned to hostility, "What are you doing here?" There was an edge to her voice that stopped Kai dead in her tracks. "I just arrived home." Kai explained shyly, "I thought you would have missed me." There was mournfulness in the girl's eyes. Kris glared angrily at the girl, "I thought I told you not to come around here ever again." "I can go where I want too." Kai stated furiously, "I can't believe you would just leave home because dad would not listen to you." "It is more complicated then that." Kris explained glimpsing at Jenn, who had got to her feet and seem to be considering joining them then reconsidered. Kris quickly turned her eyes back to Kai, "You would not understand." She uttered. "I'm not a child anymore, Aigneis." Kai shouted there were tears welling up in her eyes, "You are not the only one to fall in love." She blurted out. Kris suddenly moved towards the girl and knelt so they were nearly eye-to-eye with each other, "What did you do?" She coldly whispered so only the two of them could hear, "Did you give father their soul like the good little death angel that you are?" She demanded accusingly. Kai lowered her head, "No... I..." She gazed up into her sister's eyes as tears rolled down a cheek. Kris's expression softened. She understood the pain in her sister's eyes, "I'm sorry." She knelt down and wrapped her arms around the girl, "I'm sorry." She hugged the girl tightly. Again she glanced over at Jenn, who paced near the couch. Was this really the path of an angel of death? To never love and to always be in pain? She was not sure she wanted to know the answer to that question. ***** To be Continued . . .
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