Awakening
Deadly Eyes
It was a night and a twelve-year-old Kimberly stumbled around the city
in her nightgown. She was lost, alone and very much afraid. She wanted
nothing more then to be with Natalie and her mother, however she knew
that was impossible and she really didn't want to think about that. She
shivered in the cold until she found an old dissolute playground and sat
on one of the swings, wrapping her arms around her body to keep warm,
trying hard not to cry.
"Hello?" A soft child's voice said from behind her.
Kimberly glanced around to see another girl about the same age as her,
however much shorter. The little girl had soft greyish hair and a
slightly boiish face if it wasn't for the girl's voice and the pink
overalls that were cut into shorts Kim would have mistaken her for a
boy. Kim simply stared at the girl and blinked, trying hard not to let
her tears show.
"My name is Lauren. What is yours?" The girl asked curiously, with a
smile.
Kimberly glanced around to see if the girl was really talking to her.
When she was certain that they were the only others one in the park she
spoke, "Ki... Kimberly, but everyone calls me Kim." she answered
quietly.
"Kiiimm!!! What a nice name." Lauren cocked her head sideways, "Are you
alone?"
Kim looked at the ground, "I... I'm lost." She stated with despair in
her voice.
Lauren crouched so she could gaze up into Kimberly's face. "I'm on my
own too. You want to come with me? Then neither of us will be alone."
Kimberly blinked at the girl in confusion. Natalie was the only person
who ever tried to be friends with her before, but the way the girl
smiled at her made Kim feel she could trust this girl. Lauren stood and
held out a hand. "Come on. I know where there's a warm place to stay the
night.” She offered a hand to Kim, “You'll be safe with me. I'll protect
you." Kimberly cautiously and took the girl's hand and was instantly
pulled into the night.
*****
Kimberly rubbed her eyes and felt a stabbing ache run through her body.
She sat up quickly grabbing her shoulder, biting back the pain,
"Nnnnnn!!!" She struggled against the scream that wanted to burst forth.
"HEY!! Don't do that!!" Jenn yelled out as she forced the girl to lie
down again.
Slowly Kim opened her eyes and looked around, "Where am I?" She inquired
through the haze of pain.
"The nurse's office." Jenn kept her voice low as she sat down on a chair
next to the bed, "I told the nurse that you slipped and fell and I think
she believed me.” She explained quickly then set her worried eyes upon
the girl, “You've been asleep for over an hour now. How do you feel?"
Kimberly glanced down at the bandages and self-consciously pulled the
blankets over her body, "H...have y... you been watching over me the
entire time?" She inquired embarrassed that a girl had been looking at
her practically nude body.
"I..." A flush covered Jenn's face, "I couldn't just leave you here not
knowing if you would ever wake up. I didn't want you waking up alone not
knowing where you were." She gave Kimberly a weak smile, " Besides, it
gave me an excuse to skip class." She began to reach into her bag, "By
the way, have you eaten? I still have some lunch if you want some." She
pulled out a sandwich.
"Why? Why are you helping me?" Kimberly asked confused by Jenn’s
presence, "I guess you've seen my arms and..." She wrapped her arms
around her waist and trembled.
Jenn leaned back in the chair and gazed up at the ceiling, "If I told
you it was because I hate math, would you believe me?" She glanced at
Kimberly who gave her a weird look, "No, I guessed not." She leaned
forwards in the chair setting her elbows on the bed. "Let's just say
that you remind me of someone." She smiled at Kimberly who just stared
back at her. Jenn handed the girl a piece of her sandwich. "Here, eat
up. I have to get to my last class, but I'll be back soon enough, 'kay?"
Kimberly gingerly took the sandwich from the girl and slowly nodded.
"I'll be back in a hour or so..." Jenn assured with a smile as she stood
up and prepared to leave, "You'll see: The time will fly by so fast you
won't even notice that I'm gone. Oh and here is a new shirt and blazer
for you." She pulled the shirt off the back of the chair she sat in,
“The school always keeps some spares in the gym in case something
happens.” She explained, handing the clothes over to Kim.
Kim took the shirt and glanced up at Jenn peculiarly, "Promise?"
Kimberly whispered.
Kimberly's eyes looked fragile as glass and made Jenn want to reach out
to take the girl in her arms and hold her "I promise." Jenn reassured
and reach out to ran a hand through the girl's red hair.
Kim was surprised that she didn’t pull back for the first time in years.
The feeling of Jenn’s fingers caused her to shiver, and then Jenn
quickly turned and ran out of the room. Kim stared at the chair in which
Jenn had been sitting only moments ago and down at the shirt she held in
her hands. She raised the shirt to her nose and inhaled the smell. She
stopped herself and blinked at the shirt. She pulled the blankets over
her head and buried her face in the pillow, letting out a deep pained
sob.
*****
The time did not 'fly by' for Jenn as fast as she would have liked it
to. It was pure torture having to sit in class and listen to the
teachers go on and on about things she already knew. She could not keep
her mind off of Kimberly, her soft red hair, those oddly beautiful eyes
and small breasts. She shook her head trying to clear the thoughts that
threatened to invade her mind. She scanned the class and wondered how
many of the girls around her were thinking the same as she was, dreaming
about the softness of a girl's kiss. One of the girls noticed that Jenn
was looking at her and Jenn gave a small wave, causing the girl to blush
and quickly turn away.
Usually she would play along with the game but now... now her heart
ached the more she thought about Kimberly's sad eyes. This was the first
time she felt so close to someone that she didn't even know. She wished
there was something she could do to take the girl's pain away when she
was startled by the bell announcing the end of the day.
Slowly, she got up and stretched when someone tapped her on the
shoulder, "So where have you been all afternoon?" came the sound of
May's annoyed voice.
"May, I don't have time right now." Jenn returned with equal annoyance
in her own voice, "Could we leave this for another day? I'm tired." She
grabbed her bag and stuffed her notebook into it, then prepared to
leave.
"Did you have fun with that girl?" May demanded coldly as Jenn headed
out of the class.
Jenn turned to glare at May, "This has nothing to do with her and you
know it, so leave her alone." She was now beyond annoyed with May's
attitude and if the girl did not drop things Jenn was afraid she was
going to snap.
"Did you know she's been kicked out of four schools in the past two
years? Seems she has quite the reputation for being a psycho." May
remarked with a smirk, proud of her investigation skills.
Jenn stepped up close to May and gazed her in the eye, "I'm getting
tired of your garbage, May. Kimberly has never done anything to you so
why don't you leave her alone." Jenn requested through clenched teeth,
trying hard to keep herself from showing how angry she was getting with
the girl.
May was finding it hard to look Jenn directly in the eyes, but could not
avoid Jenn's gaze, "She's... She's weird and I don't understand what
you could possibly see in her." May retorted, covering up just how much
Jenn's gaze was affecting her. "I always knew you were strange, but come
on Je-" Jenn slammed her hand on the desk, startling everyone in the
room and even making May jump out of her skin.
"That is enough out of your mouth." Jenn snarled. She was seriously
angry now, which was rare, so everyone listened, "I don't know what your
problem is lately, but I've just about had it from you.” Her voice rose
to a roar, “You’re always getting in my way and butting into my
business. So why don't you shut the hell up for a change?! And leave me
alone, Alright!?" Jenn turned away and stormed out of the class.
As Jenn stomped down the hall with her hands in her arms, crossed before
her chest. She noticed Kris leaning against the far wall with her eyes
closed. The girl opened one eye and looked up as Jenn approached her,
"May bothering you again, is she?" Kris inquired casually.
Jenn did not slow her pace as she passed her friend, Kris quickly
pushing off the wall and following close beside her. "She's beginning to
really piss me off with her attitude problem.” Jenn seethed, “I wish she
would stop with the games for once." She remarked, rubbing her hand,
which was now red from hitting the desk.
Kris thought to herself and when she spoke her voice was very calm,
"Well sometimes it's not that easy for some. You've both changed a lot
since getting here and I think she feels like she's losing a friend."
"You sound like you're talking from experience." Jenn glanced over at
her friend curiously.
Kris gazed out of the windows that ran along one side of the hall, "You
could say I've lost a few friends." She fell was silent for a moment
then spun around to face Jenn again, "Oh! You still up for tonight?" She
inquired, that warm smile that Jenn had grown accustom to upon her face.
"Yeah, I'll be renting some movies along the way home." Jenn returned
the smile.
"Something R-rated?" Kris suggested eagerly, while winking and poking
Jenn in the side with her elbow, causing the girl to break out into
laughter.
"Stop it, Kris, or I'll have to hurt you." Jenn laughed.
"Like you could." Kris pushed Jenn up against a wall and held the girl's
arms over her head with one hand. Jenn blushed as she looked up into her
friend's eyes. "What you going to do now miss 'I'll kick your butt'?" A
smile played across Kris's face and she placed her free hand under
Jenn's chin so she could not break away from her gaze. Jenn always felt
a weakness to those eyes and right now she was sure she had lost.
"Kris..." Jenn was lost for words. She wished that for once Kris was
being serious. Her eyes fell to the girl’s lips and could feel a hunger
growing in side of her, wanting nothing more then a chance for a taste.
She licked at her own lips and quivered in anticipation.
Giggles could be heard from down the hall and Kris noticed they were
being watched by a couple of girls and let Jenn go. The girls giggled
and whispered to each other some more as they stared at Kris and Jenn,
before they ran away.
Jenn let out a sigh of relief, "For a second there I thought you were
serious." She was not sure what she would have done if Kris had really
kissed her. She forced the hunger deep inside and locked it away. Not
wanting to deal with it at that time.
"I was just teasing you." Kris laughed.
"And do you 'tease' all the girls like that?" Jenn glanced at Kris
curiously.
Kris turned her back to the girl, "Nope, you're the only lucky one." She
stated as she started down the hall, then turned back around and gazed
at Jenn, "I just realized something. Why are we going this way when the
exit is that way?" She inquired; poking down the hall in the opposite
way they had come.
Jenn moved passed her friend, "Because there's someone I promised I
would see when school let out." She replied simply.
Kris quickened her pace so she could peer in Jenn’s eyes, "It's that new
girl, isn't it?" She remarked with a grin.
Jenn blushed a deep red.
"I should have guessed you had a weak spot for redheads." Kris’s grin
broadened.
"It's not like that!" Jenn retorted defensively.
Kris stopped smiling, "She reminds you of yourself, doesn't she?" She
remarked seriously.
Jenn was shocked by what Kris said, "Ho... how'd you know that?" She
stammered nervously.
"I can see it in your eyes." Kris turned away from her friend.
"Kris?" Jenn stopped in her tracks and stared at Kris’s back as she
walked away from her.
Kris stopped and let out a sigh before turning around to face her
friend, "Come on now;" Kris gave a smile at the girl, "You don't want to
leave your girl waiting now, do you?"
Jenn slowly shook her head and rushed to Kris’s side. The two of them
walked in silence down the long hall. Jenn thought for certain that she
saw a glimmer of pain in Kris’s eyes just a moment ago, almost like the
other day, but could not think of how to bring it up. Before long they
arrived at the nurses office and Jenn pushed her thoughts to the side as
they open the door
The nurse turned to glance at the two girls as they entered the office
and smiled at Jenn, "Well, hello again. Your friend has been asking for
you since the bell rang."
"How is she doing?" Jenn inquired, concerned and somewhat nervous.
"Hmmmm..." The nurse tapped her pencil against her lip, "Well, you were
right, it was only a scratch, which is odd because I remember it being
much worse when you first walked in. But now..." She lost herself in her
thoughts.
"Ummm," Jenn nervously stood on one foot then another. She was hoping
that the nurse had not caught onto her little lie, however it made no
sense, the nurse should have noticed the large bandages and blood
everywhere. Things were beginning to lose their rationality and Jenn was
finding it hard to clear her head of the disorganization. It felt to
Jenn like someone was playing with her world and this was only the
beginning. She almost feared what the rest of the day would hold, when
Kris’s voice pulled her from her thoughts.
"What happened? You weren't hurt, were you?" Kris asked there was a note
of concern in her voice.
"No, I'm just fine; Kimberly just fell down." Jenn tried to convince
herself that she was not lying to the one person she didn't like to lie
to.
Kris looked Jenn in the eye, "I see." was all she said. Jenn could tell
her friend didn't believe her, but knew that Kris would not confront her
on it right away.
The nurse turned back to Jenn, "That reminds me, I couldn't get an
answer from Kimberly's father at work or home, so could you make sure
she gets home safe and sound?" She gave Jenn a warm smile.
"Sure thing." Jenn took this chance to avoid Kris's gaze and turned back
to the nurse, "I should go see her now." She then slipped behind the
curtain with Kris following closely behind.
"You going to explain, or do I have to force it out of you?" Kris
whispered into Jenn's ear.
"I'll explain later tonight, alright?" Jenn was not sure how she was
going to explain what happened because she was still trying to sort it
all out herself, and she didn't think Kris would believe her even if she
did tell the truth.
"Fine, you owe me an explanation, or I will tickle it out of you
tonight." Kris grinned maniacally.
Something about when Kris smiled like that always tickled Jenn funny.
She supposed the grin was supposed to look frightening, however to her
it looked sillier. Jenn tried hard not to laugh as she turned to find
Kim not in her bed.
They found the redhead standing at the window gazing out at the blue
sky, now wearing the shirt that Jenn had found her. She turned when she
heard their voices and a small smile broke out across her face, "I was
beginning to think you were another dream." She said softly.
"Nope," Jenn smiled back at the girl, "I'm very real and so is this pest
here." Pointing at Kris, "Kimberly, this is my best friend Kris. Kris,
this is Kimberly."
Kris took a deep bow, with one hand across her waist and the other off
to the side in a gentlemanly manner, "Pleasure to finally meet you, Lady
Kimberly" She then took Kim's hand and placed a light kiss upon the back
of the girl's hand.
"Ummm...You... you can call me Kim." Kim stammered as a light blush
crossed her cheeks.
"Kim it is, then." Kris said as she straightened up and gave the girl a
smile that made her blush deepen.
"Are all the girls in this school like you two?" Kim asked, a slightly
flustered by the idea and glancing between Jenn and Kris.
"I sure hope not!" Kris said sounding a little worried. "There are
already enough problems with just this one around." She said as she
ruffled Jenn's hair.
"Hey, will you cut it out?" Jenn hit Kris's hand away and fixed her
hair, "I'm not the one who keeps kissing girl's hands now, am I?" She
said with a sneer.
"Ummm..." Kimberly tried hard not to laugh then glanced at Jenn, "Thank
you for finding me a spare shirt and for staying with me and..." She
stammered
Jenn stepped closer to Kim and set her forehead on the girl's while
looking her in the eyes, "No problem." She said softly, not letting go
of Kim's eyes, "Don't worry too much about it. Like I said, you can
trust me with your life, and that goes the same for Kris too." Kim felt
her entire body flush.
Kris watched the two girls with a broad smile on her face, "Well, come
on girls. We don't want them to force us to stay overnight now do we?"
"Yeah, I'm getting tired." Jenn pulled herself away from Kim, "I'm so
happy that it's Friday." The group of girls started on their way out of
the school.
The three of them walked side by side as they set out into the autumn
air. Kimberly tried to keep up as Kris told tales about life at an all
girls’ school, from tales about club activities to tales about their
adventures at and outside of the school.
"Once there were so many girls trying to talk to Jenn that she locked
herself in the girls’ washroom, not wanting to come out." Kris laughed.
"She was so cute when she arrived at the school. I knew right away that
she would be a challenge to my spot as top girl in school. Just didn't
think it would only take two months."
Jenn reddened and glanced from Kim to Kris and back to Kim. "I'm sorry,
don't listen to her. She doesn't know what she's talking about." She
said to Kim.
"Don't be modest." Kris's grin broadened, "It only makes you cuter when
you try to deny it." She laughed more.
"KRIS!!" Jenn growled at her friend.
Kris stopped laughing and noticed that Kim also was bright red and
staring intensely at the ground. Kris scratched the back of her head,
finally realizing that maybe she had said too much after all, "I'm
sorry. I didn't mean to embarrass the two of you."
"Yes you did!" Jenn glared at Kris, "Anyways, don't you have somewhere
you need to be?"
"Somewhere?" Kris blinked.
Jenn shook her head in disappointment, "You were so busy talking that
you didn't notice we passed your turn. Aren't you going to be late for
Cram Classes?" Jenn said.
Kris scanned her surroundings, "Well what do you know..." She laughed to
herself while scratching the back of her head, "Well, I'd better get
going." She turned to Kim. "It was nice meeting you. I'm sorry if I made
you feel uncomfortable. I'm usually very kind and charming." She glared
at Jenn, who stifled a laugh, then turned back to Kim. "I hope to see
more of you." She finished with a smile.
Kim slowly nodded, still blushing.
Kris started to jog backwards. "Jenn, I'll see you later tonight. I'm
looking forward to spending the weekend with you." She waved, then
turned around and ran down the street.
Jenn waved back at her friend, watching the girl disappear around a
corner, she spoke as she did so, "I'm sorry about my friend. She's
usually not like that." She turned to look at Kim. The redhead's eyes
were wide as if she has just seen a ghost. She started to sway and Jenn
caught the girl as she began to fall. "KIM! KIM! What's wrong?!?" She
glanced around and frantically called out to anyone who would listen,
"Help, HELP!!! ANYBODY!!!"
*****
To be Continued...
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