Shinobu’s Diary Entry Date: Unconfirmed Dear Diary, Motoko-chan and I went shopping together today. Since Kanako-san’s been gone, I’ve been with Motoko-chan a lot. She has certainly become far more masculine nowadays, wearing some clothes that I swear were senpai’s. It’s strange really, she was so feminine before already but now, it seems like it’s starting to wear off. If that’s even possible! Now that I think about it, I think I miss Kanako-san. I don’t think anyone else does, even senpai barely seems to notice that she’s gone. She hasn’t really become a fixture, of sorts, around here. I don’t think that anyone really noticed whatever it was she was doing when she was still here. Now that I think about it, I never really saw that much of her either. It’s not that I was avoiding her though. It felt more likes she was avoiding me. I wonder, was it something I said? Was it something I did? I probably shouldn’t even try to figure it out. Senpai says Kanako-san’s far too complex for anyone other than someone just like her to comprehend. She’s a strange girl, that’s for sure. I wonder why she left without even saying anything… Haruka-san says that Kanako-san’s just doesn’t have the skill. When I asked what she meant and what skill Kanako-san lacked, she answered “she doesn’t have the skill to be alive”. I know I heard that from some show that Kanako-san liked, I just can’t remember which one. It’s a little embarrassing really, I like to think I know her the best among everyone here but…I don’t even know what sorts of things she likes. I don’t even know her birthday. I remember that senpai didn’t know it either. Neither did Haruka-san. They said that the reason why is that Kanako-san always ran away whenever they would have a party for her as a child and eventually, they just decided to forget about it. I…not to say I think they’re lying but…I think the real reason they don’t know is that they just don’t care to remember. I know that makes them sound cold but… I think everything Kanako-san does is to get people’s attention. I am sure she feels alone and just wants someone to talk to her, to listen to her. I guess she wasn’t ready to open up just yet. Maybe I was pushing too much, trying to be friendly and all. I can’t help but think she thought I was up to something. I certainly hope she didn’t…I’d hate for her to think that of me. Anyway, Motoko-chan and I are alone together again. It was by pure coincidence, really. Senpai and Naru-senpai were invited to someone’s dinner party. I’m not sure but it was someone named…Sakata Keitaro? I’m not really sure. Kitsune-san decided to take Sara out (hopefully, not bar hopping!) and she decided to bring Mutsumi-san along with her. And Su-chan is visiting her family in Molmol so that leaves just…me and Motoko-chan. Now that I think about it, it seems like Motoko-chan and I end up alone with each other in Hinata Sou more and more often nowadays…maybe it means something? blush Well, that’s it for today. I still have finals tomorrow and management is a real weakness of mine. Too bad I can’t ask senpai or Naru-senpai for help and Motoko-chan doesn’t do too well on that subject either. I better study now; I can’t really afford to fail in that subject. End Entry
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