Sakura's Heart
Sometimes I sit on a bench in our garden…
Syaoran’s and mine, I mean.
I have a hard time thinking it’s not yours, Tomoyo-chan.
All the flowers I chose are just like those you had…
I wonder where you went?
You faded away after I came here, so far away from you.
Syaoran says not to worry, and that you’re fine.
But…What would my Tomoyo-chan do if I’m so far away?
It seemed that I was your whole life when we were little.
Are you okay Tomoyo-chan?
Are you okay?
So often now my heart feels like it will break.
Onii-chan said that I needed to look back and understand your secret.
What secret, Tomoyo-chan?
What did you keep from me?
What could mean so much to you that you’d fade away because of it?
I had a dream last night, and the night before it, and the night
before
that.
Remember the race where I caught the Flower?
We were there…the words you said to me then played over again and
again.
‘You don’t know just how much I love you, Sakura-chan.’
Tomoyo-chan…
I feel as if all my light is gone…my world is dark.
You always made me smile, and blush, and feel loved.
You say you have no magic…
Then why do you make me feel like you know a magic I don’t?
I miss you Tomoyo-chan.
Were you my light?
Syaoran says not.
But then why was I happy until you were gone?
Until Syaoran insisted on moving here?
Tomoyo-chan, even though my mind is still wishing you would explain
all
of this to me, my heart says I already know what you would say.
‘I love you Sakura-chan.’
‘There is nothing more interesting or pretty as Sakura-chan!’
‘You’re so sweet Sakura-chan.’
‘Because I like you Sakura.’
Everything you’ve every said to me goes through my mind everyday, and
through my heart.
I miss you Tomoyo-chan.
I love you Tomoyo-chan.
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