I Can Hear You
“Sakura!” That voice, the same one that haunts my dreams calls my
name. It’s owner runs towards me, her dark hair blowing behind her.
“Wait up!” I have an angel running towards me, and god do I wait for
her. In fact, I even met her halfway.
She smiles, of course. She always does that. “Did you expect me to let
you walk to school alone?”
“I guess not, sorry Tomoyo-chan, I was lost in thought” I said.
“Oh, it’s okay. I know you must be really upset about Syaoran” I had
received a letter from him months ago, telling me he was marrying
Meiling. Actually, I hadn’t been slightly upset at the news.
We walked to school alone now. Touya and Yuki had finished school and
lived together. That had upset me a little. But most of all it was my
feelings for Tomoyo and the dreams I had of her that made me so
absent-minded. We had known each other for four years, almost five, so
at first I thought it was just platonic love, but it wasn’t. I don’t
think she could love me back. She still thought I loved Syaoran. If
only she knew it was she I wanted so badly. The one I wanted to hold
in my arms until I died. I was dying, and she didn’t know the real
reason why.
‘She deserves to know’ that’s what Kero said, and I knew he was right.
But the chance of losing her friendship was unbearable and I couldn’t
take a chance with Tomoyo-chan.
***
“Did you tell Tomoyo?” Kero asked me. I shook my head and continued to
write in my journal. Or scribble at least, and pretend I was writing.
My vision blurred as tears fell down my face and stained the paper.
Kero watched me, he saw me do this every night and never knew really
what to do.
“Maybe you should ask Tomoyo to stay over at your house tonight?” Kero
suggested “I think her company would ease some of the pain”
I nodded and pulled a pink cell phone from the dresser drawer and
dialed the number I had punched in about a billion times.
Ring…
“Hello?”
“Tomoyo!!”
“Oh, hi Sakura!”
“Hi! Would you stay over at my house tonight?”
“Sure! Let me get my stuff and I’ll be right over,” I could tell she
was smiling.
About an hour later I was dragging Tomoyo upstairs. I was so glad to
see her, knowing she was going to stay.
***
Later that night, we changed into our pajamas and lied down in the
bed. I watched Tomoyo looking out the window, a pained expression on
her face. I knew that look. It was the same way I looked when I
thought about how small the chances were of me and Tomoyo as a couple.
I took her into my arms, trying to comfort her.
“Who is it?” I whispered, I rested my chin on the top of her head.
She made no reply. It was okay I could wait. I could hear her heart
beating, and her soul calling out to me. Her eyes were like pieces of
the sea. She was so damn gorgeous.
“Tomoyo…” I whispered involuntarily. She looked up at me. I was a bit
taller than her, but she was a pretty good height herself. I ran my
hand down her side and felt the curves of her body. Before I could
realize what I was doing I kissed her. I had never kissed anyone, but
somehow, I just knew how to kiss her. I let out all the pent-up
feelings and passion I had tried to keep hidden for too long, only to
fail like this. What would she do when we parted? Would she be mad or
grossed out?
All these worries were washed away when she put her arms around my
neck and started to kiss me back. I had to do something. I wanted to
prove to her I loved her. How much I loved her. My hands slid down a
little lower and I started to pull her pajama bottoms down. I pulled
them as low as I could without breaking the kiss, and she kicked them
off the rest of the way. I lowered myself and she whimpered when I
broke the kiss. I ran my hands through her hair until I reached the
ends and continued to move under the covers until I was at level with
her middle. I slid down her panties and put her legs over my
shoulders. She gasped as I slid my tongue inside of her, and sighed
when I slid it in and out of her. She wriggled and squirmed, not
being able to stay still because of the pleasure, at least that’s what
I hoped. I pulled my tongue out and began to suckle on her clit. She
squirmed even more, and even cried out. I wanted to make her scream,
the house was empty, so there would be nobody to question what was
going on. She began breathing harder and harder until finally she
screamed my name, filling the empty halls. I lapped up every drop
before sliding her clothes back up and joining her up at the pillow. I
stopped to look at her then kissed her passionately.
“I love you, Tomoyo”
“I love you, too Sakura”
Those were the magic words I had dreamt about. I watched her doze off
and then felt my own need. The tingling from in between my legs. I
wish she would have me, or I would have myself. Suddenly, I felt her
hand slip into my pajama bottoms and her finger slid into me, she
pumped it in and out while rubbing my clit and it wasn’t long before I
came. I kissed her once more before we both feel asleep, with her in
my arms. I could hear her breathing, her heartbeat, her soul, and her
mind, all screaming my name. I love you, Tomoyo.
“I love you, too Sakura-sama”
I jerked awake and smiled at the half-sleeping angel in my arms. Until
we fell asleep for real this time.
The End!
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