Obsession

a Brother Dear Brother fanfiction by Sara Jaye

I told myself I'd write an Oniisama e fanfic one day! ^_^ I hope I 
did a good job with this one-I've only seen up to episode 10 of the anime. 
^^;; 

This story is set around episode 10, when Mariko is in the 
hospital. It contains a few spoilers, but nothing major. 

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I hate you. 

You. You are the reason I lie in this hospital bed, cold, lonely and 
miserable. 

You rejected me. I begged you not to run away from me, and you did. 

Why? After I've been so kind to you at school, defended you to those stuck- 
up bitches. I've done so much for you, and how do you repay me? You turn 
your back on me. 

I know I lied to Tomoko and nearly broke up your friendship with her. I 
know I tried to hold you prisoner at my house. I know what I did was 
cruel, deceitful, and wrong. 

I'm glad I did it. 

Because I did it for you. 

Everything. I supported you during the sorority initiations. I convinced 
Miya-sama and the Big Sisters to give you another chance when you failed 
to show up for the party. I invited you to share a special night with my 
mother and I, invited you into my home...shared my bathtub with you! 

You didn't appreciate any of it, did you? You don't care about me. You 
only felt sorry for me because my father's a pornography writer. 

You deceived me. I thought you really liked me. We got along so well from 
the moment we met, didn't we? 

The moment I saw you, I felt there was something special about you...I 
couldn't place it, but it drew me to you like a moth to a flame... 

Love at first sight. 

That's why I wanted so badly for you to be accepted into the sorority. Why 
I lied to Tomoko. Why I wanted to drive you and her apart. Why I only 
invited you to my party that night, asked you to my house, shared my 
bathtub...wouldn't let you leave... 

You're why I starved myself to the point of exhaustion. Why I lie in this 
hospital bed, weak and malnourished. 

You. 

All of this...for you. 

I love you, Nanako-san. I'm not giving up so easily. Not without a fight. 

I won't rest until you are mine. 

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I don't care for Mariko's actions towards Nanako and Tomoko, but 
it's pretty obvious she has a reason. Her feelings for Nanako are just 
that strong, though it's still a bit hard to tell if they're really love 
or just infatuation. 

I think if she toned down her behavior and learned not to feel so 
threatened by Tomoko, she and Nanako might be a good couple. 

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