"Ruka..." I turned around to the only one who can call me by that nickname and saw the world's most beautiful woman. I looked at those blue eyes. They're deep like a sea. I want to drown in that deep blue sea. The wind gently caressed her hair. Her aqua colored hair that smells like the sea. Oh she belongs in the ocean... She's a mermaid in disguise. "Haruka are you alright?" "Oh I'm sorry I was thinking of something" And this ‘something' is YOU. You stared at me; I felt like you can see what I was thinking. "C'mon were going to be late for the movie!" She said that with a smile on her redish lips. I was mesmerized again.
Smile, an everlasting smile
A smile can bring you near to me
Knock knock knock! "Come in Michiru" "Sorry...I didn't mean to disturb you." "It's ok I'm not yet sleeping anyway." I looked at where she is and I saw sadness in her eyes. "You had the dream again didn't you?" She walked to my bed. "C-can I sleep beside you tonight?" "Sure" she went sat beside me, and I heard her sob. She's crying! I felt like someone shot me in my heart when I saw tears in my mermaid's eyes. I can't do anything... we can't fight against our fate. All I can think about is pulling her close to mine and letting her know I feel the same sorrow she feels... "Ruka..." "Shhh...you can sleep beside me.... I'm here..." As I felt her relax in my arms I heard her breathing and I know she's finally asleep... As I look at her sleeping face I couldn't keep tears from forming in my eyes but I wouldn't let in fall. I couldn't because I have to be strong for the both of us...
Don't ever let me find you wrong
Cause that would bring a tear to me
"We made a promise to me that if one of us dies; the other has to continue the mission." What's so important about this world? "Yeah I know that..." "Then why did you try to save me?!" Because YOU ARE MY WORLD!! "Sorry" She walked away from me and I felt my heart breaking... Why can't we save this world without killing? Why can't we make our own destiny.." "I wish I can tell you my real reason for saving you but I wonder if you'll believe me.." I softly whispered. "Did you say something?" "No. nothing..."
This world has lost its glory
Lets start a brand new story
Now my love
Here we are sitting on the couch watching a scary movie. I love watching scary movies with her. Want to know why? Because I love the way she holds my hand whenever she's scared or whenever something surprise her. I'm pathetic... I know this but I still do it any way. "Ahh!!" See? She's holding my hands now... "I might have a nightmare tonight because of this movie you rented!" I laughed at her remark and said to her. "Hey! If you have a nightmare you can always come crawling in my bed. I'll comfort you." She looked and then I saw a sudden confusion in her eyes. I think she might have seen the seriousness in my eyes. "Oh. Hahaha... Yeah right! You'll just be mad at me for waking you up in the middle of the night!" I mean what I said... "Yeah, that's a possibility too!" We both laughed awkwardly...
You think that I don't even mean
A single word I say...
"Michiru..." I can see that she was startled by my sudden coming inside her room. "Haruka! You scared me! I thought it was the ghost from the movie!" My smile formed into a grin. "Yeah. I thought about that but I know you have a little concert tomorrow and I don't want you to blame me for not being able to perform well." "Hahaha... Oh yeah what are you here for?" "Oh I'm just checking incase you're having a nightmare." "Awww Ruka you sound like you really care about me" "I do" Then I looked at her reaction and then again I saw confusion in her eyes. I didn't mean to say it out loud, really. "Ruka?" " I meant what I said... I do..." I can't stand her stare so I ran out to her room and went outside and drove my car. Crap! This is the end of me! Driving calms me. As I feel the wind that caressed my hair and I relaxed a little bit and began to think. It wouldn't be long before she'll know what I feel about her... I sighed. She'll be disgusted with me and then she'll ask me to move out. A life without her is like saying I don't even have to live at all. But if I tell her how I feel... Even though there's a big chance that I'll be rejected will she even believe me?!
It's only words
And words are all I have
To take your heart away
It was already late when I got back from driving and I made up my mind. As soon as I came in through the door I saw her sleeping in the couch. She was waiting for me. And the other thing I saw shocked me. There are tears in my beloved eyes! I walked to where she's sleeping and gently brushed the small amount of aqua hair that was blocking her eyes. I gently wiped the tears away. She began to wake up then I took off my finger from her face. I don't want her to think I'm doing something to her. "Ruka? Are you back?" "Yes,"I whispered gently, I know it's barely audible. I couldn't keep my tears from falling... She held me close to her and her presence comforted me but I have to tell her how I feel. "I-I" "Shh...Just be quiet for a little while. I've wanted to hold you like this... Just for a little while" I was shocked by her words. Maybe..just maybe there's a little possibility that she feel the same way I do... "Ruka, I care about you too and...and... I love you" No way!!! I didn't know what to say. I was overwhelmed that the cat got my tongue. She looked at me with tears in her eyes and quickly ran into her room. I couldn't believe this!!!She feels the same way!!! Now my only problem is to tell her how I feel.
Talk, in everlasting words
And dedicate them all, to me
And I will give you all my life
I'm here if you should call to me
You think that I don't even mean
a single word I say...
"I'm going in..." The tears are still flowing from her eyes as I enter the room. "Michi." "You don't have to be kind and tell me that you love me too. I know you care about me because I'm your partner and..." "Shh... Now it's your turn to be quiet." I sat beside her on the bed and gently wiped away the tears. I can't believe she's crying because of me! "Honestly I don't know where to start. But all I know is one thing. I love you too Michiru." Her eyes went big when she heard my words and that action made me want to say more. "I love you with all heart and with all I am. When you told me that you love me a while ago I was shocked and didn't know what to say. I can't believe you feel the sa...." My words were cut of by her lips. I responded to her kiss and it began to deepen. I can't believe I'm kissing my beloved's lips! This so made my day! When the kiss was over I stared at those blue eyes. When she began to move closer I know what I have to do. I met her half way and shared a passionate kiss. It was a long day and it's going to be a long night too. My words reached her!! I never felt contented in my whole life! I know we still have a lot of thing s to do and lot of fights to win but now I can relax knowing that my partner will always be there beside me...loving me.
It's only words
And words are all I have
To take your heart away