Story: Affairs of the Heart (all chapters)

Very big thanks to beta SJT – Sezzabelle. For your time, patience and having a fantastic grasp on grammar and flow of words.

A young woman is sitting in the waiting room, head in her hands and leg tapping, much to the annoyance of the man next to her.

“Excuse me, but can you please stop that?”

“Oh sorry…. My first time.”

“Ms Banks, you can go in now.”

The woman stands up and looks at the door, reading P Hills, MPsy, Psychiatrist. “Oh boy” she whispers to no one.

The woman goes in and closes the door and stops dead in her tracks as a woman rises from behind her desk and comes toward her new patient.

“Ahh Leena.”

“Um I prefer Lennie, and I was expecting a man.” Lennie said bluntly, looking her over. Not that there was anything wrong with this woman. She was slender, very attractive and intelligent, but at this moment, not what Lennie wanted in a psychiatrist.

“Well I can promise you I’m every bit the competent psychiatrist. And please, call me Phillipa.”

“Sorry I didn’t mean to offend…” apologized Lennie.

“Look why don’t you take a seat Lennie and we’ll begin. Try to relax.”

They both sit and Lennie starts to tap her leg again.

“Ok… let start by finding out a bit about you and why you are here... How old are you?”

“25”

“Your occupation?”

“I work at a strictly women’s only club. I’m a bar girl.”

“Do you like your job?”

“Hell yeah, the tips are great and the woman to die for.”

The psychiatrist just stared at her.

“It’s ok, not my ideal job…. But it will do for now.”

“Well then, tell me why you have come here”

Lennie shifted uncomfortably “god… that’s complicated… umm I have managed to destroy my brother’s heart, split a couple up who had been together nearly 20 years and my sister the journalist is about to tell my story in her column to her readers.

“Ok, go on”

“And it’s all because I can’t control my urges” she shifts again, uncomfortable “it’s ruining everybody’s lives”

“Urges…. You need to explain a little more. So why don’t we have it from the top Lennie, leave nothing out.”

“Oh boy, well it started around 3 months ago, while I was working”

Lennie returns to that night at the bar where she works (in the past)

“Hey Len, that girl down the end of the bar wants you to serve her” yelled her friend Jen “every time I ask she says she’s waiting for you.”

Lennie nodded and strolled down to her “what can I get you honey?” drawls out Lennie in a husky voice.

“Ummm scotch and cola thanks” stutters the woman.

Lennie returns with her drink and the woman hands over 20.00 “please keep the change” said the woman.

Lennie was shocked “it’s 15.00 tip, are you sure?”

The woman nodded “and if you keep serving me, I’m happy to keep tipping you” she smiled.

Lennie shrugged “ok love, no problems with that.”

Lennie returns to the till and chatted to Jen “I just got a 15 tip from her.”

“What…. that ageing woman? Jeez she must be 50, I thought that women her age don’t stay out past 9pm” laughs Jen.

“Hey don’t be so mean. Regardless of her age she is still one hot looking woman and if she is going to tip me all night, I’m hers.”

A little while later Lennie caught the woman waving at her and strolled over “back again... Do you want the same?”

“You got it”

“I don’t forget a drink when a good looking woman orders it from me” Lennie flirted with her customer.

“Oh I don’t, really.”

Lennie returns with her drink and before she hands it over “got a name honey?” asks Lennie.

“yeah it’s Kate” Kate hands over 50.00 note this time “you can keep the change.”

“Oh this is too much”

“No you’re worth it” Kate smiles, enjoying Lennie’s attention.

Lennie smirks “look, how about I give you change but not from the till. Lean forward.”

Kate trustingly did and Lennie touched Kate’s face and kissed her, holding it for 5-10 seconds “is that enough change?”

Kate blushed. “Wow… yeah” she stuttered “what’s your name?”

Lennie was working her well “I’ll tell you when you order your next drink” and winked.

Lennie was raking in the tips and her bar friends were jealous. Jen tapped her and pointed “looks like mother hen wants you again. What you giving her this time?”

Lennie laughed then walked over “back for more? You must like the drinks.”

“No the personal service” said Kate, a little bolder now.

“hmmm”

Lennie served and as she grabbed the note Kate didn’t let go. Lennie leaned over “c’mon then”

Kate kissed Lennie and they went at it for a little longer, Lennie giving her a little more by unleashing her tongue. The sounds of the bar were hooting and hollering at the kiss. Kate backed up and blushed.

“It’s Lennie….”

“Well I’ve had enough to drink, I’ve reached my limit.” Kate said sadly.

“That’s very responsible… well Kate, my shift finishes in 2 hours… if you want to hang around.”

Kate’s heart nearly burst through chest “ohh ok”

Lennie’s shift finished and she grabbed herself a beer and another scotch. Kate waved her over and Lennie offered her the drink.

“So you usually do this, tip bar staff highly?” asks Lennie.

“Only the really sexy ones” Kate continuing on with the flirting.

“Hmmm, well then” Lennie puts down her beer “I think I owe you some more change” she kisses Kate again, this time with a lot more feeling and hand groping. Kate shivers and backs away “wow, you can really kiss.”

“I’ve had lots of practice” boasts Lennie.

Kate didn’t know what to say or do. Lennie was out of her league and not to mention deviously young.

Lennie drained her drink “let’s blow this joint and go back to my place.”

Kate looked at her still full drink and Lennie laughs and grabs her glass, sculling it “no excuses Kate, I won’t take no for an answer” Lennie playfully forces.

Kate had no intention of saying no and followed behind Lennie like a puppy with a new toy.

Lennie opens the door and switches light on to her very small, run down apartment. It was rather untidy and Lennie apologies “sorry bout the mess, my cleaning lady’s away” she goes to fridge and grabs a beer.

“You want?”

“No I’m good” Kate stands in one spot, nervous.

Lennie looks at her from head to toe. Yes, she was older than the girls she usually takes home, but her shyness, and then the occasional boldness just turned her on. Lennie moved back towards Kate while drinking. She holds bottle to Kate’s lips “It will help relax you.”

Kate takes a mouthful and swallows, and by then Lennie was kissing her neck, biting, followed by her lips in a full on kiss. She sucked on Kate’s tongue and felt the older woman shiver. Lennie grabs Kate “c’mon lets take this into my bedroom”

Lennie kicks off her shoes and puts the bottle on side table. Kate just wanted to grab the young girl in the black tank top, black jeans and blonde spikey hair. Lennie then unceremoniously pulled her tank top off and faced Kate.

Kate legs felt like cement, she wanted to go over and touch her breasts small perfect mounds, her nipples erect. She wanted to lick them, but felt stuck in one spot.

Lennie was already one step ahead and walked back to Kate, grabbing her head and kissing her, then guiding her down to her breast where she latches on, her tongue flicking across, then back to sucking and squeezing.

Lennie kissed top of her head “fuck yeah… that’s it Kate.”

Kate then intrepidly tackles Lennie’s jeans, unclipping her belt and pushing them down. Her hands touching, massaging between Lennie’s legs.

Lennie steps back “I’m so fucking wet Kate….” Lennie drops her pants and lies on her bed, leaning up and grabs her bottle. She takes a mouthful smirking at Kate. She knew Kate was just moments away from pouncing.

Kate put a knee on her bed but Lennie pushes her foot up to stop her “uh uh…. You don’t get into this bed unless you are naked baby, those are my rules” and she winks.

Kate unbuttoned her shirt, her hands shaking. Lennie continued to drink, wondering if Kate was ever going to get undressed. She gargled her beer then swallowed rudely. Kate crawled up but it was Lennie who pounced, flipping her to the bottom. She assaulted Kate’s her lips with passion and depth. Her knees spread Kate’s legs wide as her hand went to work feeling her up and inside.

Kate groaned and moaned at the welcome intrusion.

“That’s it Kate, I just want to fuck you, you hot woman”

“Yeah do it” hissed Kate, her self control gone.

Lennie worked harder, thrusting in and out, her thumb pressing her clit. The eruption had begun and Lennie held on as Kate took off, screaming her climax. Lennie knew tomorrow the neighbors would be complaining but didn’t care. Kate was catching her breath when Lennie launched at her lips, this time they moved down and circled each nipple. She pauses and takes a mouthful of beer, holds it in and sucks at the nipple. The coldness made Kate squirm and grab at the sheets “jeez” she moaned.

Lennie crawled back up “hmmm you like?”

Kate nods.

“I got sometime else I want you to have” she takes a small amount of beer and holds it in her mouth and hovers over Kate. She lowers herself and releases the contents into Kate’s mouth. Kate swallows and then they devour each other again. Kate’s legs hug around Lennie, thrusting up. She was so turned on…. She was sure if she had a heart attack now, she would die happy and satisfied.

Lennie continued on down pushing Kate’s legs wider. She opens up her pussy and looks at it “god let me die and rest inside your hole” Lennie says.

Kate grabs Lennie “please... please….” she begs.

Lennie grabs her bottle and pours a little over Kate’s pussy. She licks, sucks it up along with her cum, swallowing it very loudly. The bottle is tossed to the floor and Lennie goes to business, chasing Kate all over the bed as she eats her from hole to clit. Kate crying and rocking until she finally came.

Lennie proud of herself rises and leans down “my, my, my, Katie…. You are certainly a wild one in the bed”

Kate puts hand around Lennie’s neck and flips her while kissing her, and now taking charge. She moves to Lennie’s nipples which was boring Lennie.

“Kate, trust me I don’t need any foreplay…. Really hun… just want you down there and eat me like I was your last supper.

Lennie was bucking, as well as screaming out her pleasure. Kate’s hand was practically wrist deep inside Lennie. Kate just lightly sucked at Lennie’s clit, occasionally flicking across it. Lennie grabbed Kate by the head as she loudly announced the moment and swore over and over again. They collapse next to each other.

“I can’t remember when I’ve felt like that. I don’t think I’ve ever felt like that.” admits Kate with a laugh.

“Hmmm amazing what a few tips will get you”

Kate sits up “I didn’t tip you for this”

“Ohhh well… hey bonus, we both had a great time and I think we should go for the knock out round eh?” she said, reaching for Kate.

Kate got up “I really have to go, wow 4am… jeez I can’t believe I’m out that late.” Kate started to dress.

Lennie grabbed at her playfully “you’re not one of those women with a 9pm curfew are you?”

Kate gets drawn in and they kiss. Kate then playfully fights her off “I need to go. You really are a sex machine”

Lennie turns upside down and watches her dress “so if I told you I am madly in love with you…. would you stay and play?”

Kate laughed “you don’t mean that…. And no I won’t”

Kate leans down and kisses Lennie’s forehead and lips then heads for the door.

“So we will be catching up again…..” Lennie knew the answer and was happy for it.

“I don’t think so…. Look I had a fantastic evening, really… goodbye Lennie.”

Lennie nodded “bye Kate” she had no regrets. No sooner the door closed and Lennie crashed to the bed in a deep sleep, snoring loudly

Back to Psychiatrist (in present)

“Lennie, there is nothing wrong with having sex with an older woman. You don’t have to feel shame.”

“I didn’t feel ashamed, I loved it… the shame came later”

“Please continue then.”

The morning after sex with Kate (in the past)

“Wake up…. Come on wake up” a voice yelled at her.

Lennie murmured “go away”

“Leena…. get up, we’re going to be late.” With that, the person yelling at her picked up the side of Lennie’s mattress dumping her onto the floor with a thud.

Lennie rolled over and opened her eyes. She was met with her own reflection, her twin sister. “Come on, have shower.”

Lennie rises and walks off just as her sister starts at her “how can you stand living in this pig sty? Look at this bed! When was the last time you changed your sheets?”

Lennie yelled “I don’t know… when did you last do it Serena?”

Serena grabbed a large pile of dirty clothes and stripped the bed throwing it into a duffle bag just as Lennie came out, naked and looking for clothes.

“Oh where is your dignity Len? Put a towel on. I don’t need to see you naked.”

Lennie laughed “You’re just jealous because you’re fatter than me.”

Serena picked up the duffle bag and threw it at her, nearly sending Lennie through the wall “okayyy, ease up there Tyson.”

“I’ll do your washing, but it’s going to cost you.”

“What about doing it for love?”

“How about jamming all these beer bottles up your twat?” she retorts as she cleans up.

Lennie eventually comes out and Serena growls “just ’cos you are doesn’t mean you have to look the part all the time.” seeing her sister in black jeans, black tank top and hair slicked back “sometimes you could just stick a sign dyke on you and save the hassle.”

“What... I like this look”

Hands went on Serena’s hips signaling play time was over “put a shirt on Leena Banks…. now”

“Ok ok… jeez!”

Lennie walks out with a white shirt, most of the buttons missing and only one done up in the centre, her sleeves rolled back and collar up. Serena walks over and puts collar down “going for the Jim Morrison look today?”

“I have no other clothes” Lennie replied sheepishly and reaches into her jeans pulling out 50. Serena unashamedly snatches it and they leave.

“It’s a big day for our brother…. we are finally meeting his fiancé. I’ve never seen Josh so happy” boasts Serena, she then looks at her passenger “don’t screw it up Len”

“Hey... at least you won’t be introduced as the lesbian daughter.”

Serena laughed “yeah well….. That’s mum.”

They arrive and go inside. Their mum greets them, smiles at Serena and groans at Len.

“Darling don’t you have any nice clothes?”

“Mum…. don’t start on her” defended Serena.

Although she was only 2 minutes older than Lennie, Serena took her role as big sister seriously and was always ready to defend her sister. She was often the first to berate and chastise her as well.

“Alright…. It’s your brother’s day… so-”

“I know mum. Don’t stuff it up” finished Lennie.

Her mum smiled and touched her daughter’s cheek affectionately “good girl… now you got my message about picking up some nibbles, cheeses, dips?”

Lennie’s eyes widen “message… ummm” looks at Serena for help.

Serena laughs and holds up the bag for her mum “thanks Leena…. Now go outside”

Lennie looks at Serena and mouths quietly “thank you, love you” but all Serena did was hold out her hand. Lennie again dug into her pocket and her sister took the rest of her money. All her tips from the night before were swallowed up by her sister.

They head outside to see Josh and her fiancé. As they strolled up Josh jumped up, happy to see his older sisters. “I didn’t think you were coming”

“Wouldn’t miss it for the world” says Lennie.

Josh smiled and turned to his fiancé. “Sarah, these are my sisters Serena and Leena”

Sarah stepped forward and hugged them both “Josh has told me so much about you both, I’m glad I finally get to meet you”

Lennie smiled “yeah Josh talks about you non-stop. But until now I thought you were a figment of his over active male imagination.”

Josh eyes widen and Lennie felt a sharp jab to her ribs by sister “but it’s wonderful to put a face to a name...” she recovered.

“Yes Josh… we should have met Sarah ages ago, you’ve hiding her from us.” Says Serena

“Well what do you expect…. I know what you two are like” looks directly in Lennie’s direction.

Lennie poked her tongue out.

Their attention is turned to two people walked from inside, along with their mother.

“Great my parents are here” announces Sarah.

They all turn and Sarah introduces everyone.

“This is my mum Laura. And this is my other mum-”

Lennie looks at them and wanted to shoot off into space.

“My other mum Katherine.”

“Please, call me Kate” she says nervously, having instantly recognised Lennie.

Lennie shook both of their hands, but her head was spinning. She had just slept with her brother’s future mother-in-law

Mum broke the moment and brought out the nibbles and encouraged everyone to sit. Lennie didn’t want to, but Serena urged her over.

“You know… I need to take a shower” came Lennie’s excuse.

“Shower?” chorused her mum and Josh.

“Yeah I’ll be back…. in a while” and races off inside.

Josh looks at Serena with pleading eyes “I’ll go and persuade her not to have a shower.” Serena goes off after her sister.

Lennie was sitting in her former room tapping leg and biting her nails.

“Just for one day, can we not make it about you.” Growled Serena.

Lennie looked up “It’s not like that”

“Yes, it is. For Christ sake Lennie it’s our brother’s day and all you can think about is how to make a scene.”

Lennie looked up at her sister and offered no deference or rebuttal

“Right… let’s clear this up then, come on what is it?”

Lennie got to her feet and thought about saying it “Serena it’s like this, I last night slept with one of Sarah’s mums, Kate. It was the most unbelievable night of hot, passionate sex.”

Lennie is shaking from her daze “Leena, snap out of it. Please it’s our baby brother, so fucking pull yourself together and join us….. Or so help me...” Serena holds a clenched fist up to prove her point.

Lennie nodded, she also knew not to piss off her sister to the point of violence and blood.

Lennie and Serena returned to the table and Lennie apologized. There was some small talk over lunch in which Lennie only participated in a little. She occasionally glanced at Kate and at one point their eyes connected and quickly diverted.

Laura spoke up “so what do you do for a living Serena?”

“I’m a journalist at our local paper. I have my own column as well as doing other local pieces.”

“Leena… Lennie sorry” Laura diverted her attention.

Lennie smiled but before she could answer her mum spoke up “Oh I didn’t tell you, my daughter is also a lesbian.”

This was met with silence followed by a groan from Lennie.

“MUM….” moaned Lennie “how many times have I told you, you do not have to introduce that part of me.”

“Well I just want people to know I’m not ashamed… some mothers would be”

Sarah’s two mums both smirked.

“Well I’ve also told you that when you are around other lesbians you do not have to tell them, they know.”

“Yes my daughter did explain that you all have this built in gaydar.”

Laura laughed “yes…. some times.”

“I just don’t get it” says Mum

“Mum, can we not talk about this now” pleads Josh

“Yeah mum” both Serena and Lennie chorused

“You kids of today, too many hang ups is your problem.”

Sarah smiled “It’s good that you are supportive Joyce. I had a rough time in school, but I never felt ashamed of having two mums. They mean the world to me and I’m glad you have an open relationship with your daughter.”

Serena leaned into Lennie and whispered “not as open as your legs hey sister”

Lennie blushed and kicked her under the table.

Lennie was beginning to feel tired and had had enough of playing the good sister. “Well I’ll clear the table.” She offered as a quick way to escape.

Kate spoke up too “oh I’ll help you”

Lennie freaked “NO… I mean, you are guests, please I can handle this”

Lennie went inside with the dishes and stacked the dishwasher. Her head was hurting and she just wanted to sleep.

“Are you ok Lennie?” came a voice from behind.

Lennie closes eyes and turned around to see Kate “Ummm let see….. Nooooooooooo”

“It is rather awkward… please don’t say anything to Sarah and Laura. It would kill them both.”

“Oh you think I’d want to put my brother through it?”

“Through what?” came Josh’s voice.

Lennie wanted to curse “nothing”

“Lennie come on you can tell me anything, we have no secrets”

Kate shifted uncomfortably not sure what to say.

Lennie put a hand on Josh’s shoulder knowing what would instantly make him turn tail and run “Josh it’s lesbian talk ok?”

Josh nodded “ohhh right, gotcha…. Yeah I’m just gonna leave now” and disappears quickly.

“Lennie….”

“Kate… its forgotten”

Lennie left her mum’s house and went home collapsing on to her bed

Back to Psychiatrist (in present)

“Don’t you think you should have been honest with your brother?” asked Phillipa.

“No… absolutely not… jeez I might be a female version of a prick, but I couldn’t”

“But you didn’t know… surely he would have understood.”

“Well I guess maybe back then…. But further on, he didn’t” groans and shakes her head.

“Oh… so there is more, please continue Lennie”

TBC 

Lunch with Josh (in the past)

Lennie met her brother for lunch a few weeks later and they discussed the wedding, which was going to be in two months. He also asked if she and Serena would be ushers to show people where to sit.

“Sure, you know I’m good at telling people where to go” she said, munching on her sandwich.

“Lennie…”

“Josh… its going to be fine. I promise you I will behave myself. You won’t find me running off with your groomsmen.”

Josh laughed “Yeah but I pity the poor bridesmaids. I can tell you that none of them are gay.”

“And you know that for sure?”

“Well yeah…. pretty sure I think. Anyway can I ask you a question?”

“You can ask me anything baby brother” she said, and pinches his cheek.

“Are you attracted to any of Sarah’s mums?”

Lennie swallowed at the wrong time and started choking to the point that Josh had to hit her on the back.

“What the fuck, why the hell you asking me a stupid question like that?”

“Well… with you being gay, I was wondering...”

“Jeez Josh I’m not attracted to every god damn dyke on the planet” she noticed Josh smirking. He, like Serena, was well aware of her promiscuous ways “and they are like 20 friggin years older, they probably have false teeth.”

“Wouldn’t that be better, for you know where?” he points down.

“You know… I’m not talking sex with you…. So don’t go there.”

“Oh come on. Weren’t you the one that gave me advice to best please a woman was to go down on her?”

“And have you done it yet with Sarah? With any of the women you’ve been with?”

Josh looked away

“You men are all the same. As long as you get your moment, bugger the woman.”

“Come on Lennie.”

“Ok… here is one for you. Most women in a heterosexual relationship fake orgasms. Why?? Because you men wouldn’t have a fucking clue where a women’s clitoris is. You think by just shoving in and out it’s going to get the desired affect. Well Josh its time you turned off the porn videos and start taking notice.”

Josh broke down into tears of laughed, banging the table.

“Fuck I fell for that” groans Lennie as she realized she’d fallen for Josh’s jibe.

“Oh you’re bit like a trout having a bad day.”

“Josh…. As much as you don’t want to believe this, only a woman knows how to make love to a woman. After all, we are all after the same outcome.”

Lennie gets up and kisses her brother and whispers “you want to satisfy your woman Josh, make love to her like a lesbian” winks and starts to leave.

“Oh wait I almost forgot to mention. Sarah and I are throwing a party at her mum’s place next week. Please come…. Please.”

Lennie groans “do I have to?”

“I guess not, I’m happy not to have any of my family there. I mean if you are all too busy…” laying on the guilt

“Fine, Josh. I’ll be there. Make sure my beer is there” and leaves.

Lennie rocks up at Sarah’s mums place and is welcome ecstatically by Sarah jumping at her and hugging. “Oh Leena it is so good you are here….”

“Yeah… I’m glad I could make it.” Makes note to self to kill sister for bailing on her.

Lennie floats around from one group to another, bored. Nothing but straight people, talking about boring hetero stuff that she wasn’t into. She decided to look around and found her way into a semi closed off room. She slides the both doors open and walks in. It seemed to be a study room and as she looked around blushed.

“Oh sorry…. I didn’t know anyone was here.”

Laura smiled from her couch “mmm that’s ok… I’m hiding. I guess you were looking for a place to hide as well. Welcome to the sanctuary.”

Lennie walked around looking at all the photos of them and Sarah. “She was an adorable baby”

“yes….”

“If it’s too personal. Who is the biological mother?”

Laura got up and walked to the photos “Katherine.”

Lennie smirked

“What”

“Well that’s what you get from having unprotected sex, little accidents.”

Laura laughed at Lennie’s sense of humor. “So you don’t mix well with straight people”

“It depends. I just get tired of the same old discussions and debates over what is the normal sexuality, immature remarks from jock-heads…. like tonight…. there is a bunch of cheerleader types out there quizzing me about sexual preference and had I tried therapy. I don’t care for that shit.”

“Really” smirks

“yeah… I asked if I could kiss her to prove my point”

“And?”

“She hesitated before saying no”

“Right…. The in-betweens.”

“I’m just not in the mood tonight for rescuing some would be. She can find someone else.”

Lennie leaned up against the desk and Laura stood next to her “hmmmm I remember when I used to be like you. Care free…. sleep with whomever, whenever… those were the days.” reminisced Laura.

“Really…. So come on then, what was the most outrageous thing you did?”

Laura thought about it “This was before her time, you dare saying anything to Katherine and I’ll super-glue your slit shut.”

Lennie shivered “hmmm sounds fun” slightly flirting

“Threesome, back in college. I was sharing a room with one girl and she came home to see me with a woman and well, it took off from there. A full on night…. God it was fantastic”

Lennie noticed Laura’s breathing increased “no doubt… two pussies, only one mouth… so cruel. Lesbians should have been built different”

Laura looked over “well fess up….”

“Hmmm nothing that outrageous” she lies.

“Humour an old woman.”

“Well…. The bar I’m at sometimes has lock in sessions. About 50 or so paid guests and well, alcohol, lots of water, oil and everyone naked. Everyone doing it, and you sign a waver. It goes out onto the internet for pay to view. Makes extra revenue for the club. Nothing but tits and pussies all night, it’s like I’ve died on gone to pussy heaven” and she laughs at Laura’s jaw dropping.

“Well that just puts my threesome to shame.”

Lennie shrugs “it’s the times. You should come along sometime…. You and Kate. So how long have you and Kate been together?”

“18 and a half years”

Lennie whistled “get out of here, that’s a sentence in some states. Doesn’t it ever get umm…. .” didn’t know how to diplomatically say boring.

Laura didn’t smile “yeah… sometimes. And there are times when I want to look for something different. Something spontaneous… you know” looks at directly at Lennie.

Lennie held bottle to her mouth and paused as the alarms bells started to ring. Laura lent in “spontaneity is a perfect aphrodisiac… don’t you think Lennie?” lips almost touching her ear.

Lennie faces her and smirks “absolutely”

Back with the psychiatrist (present)

“Lennie…. You didn’t…..?”

“Uh yep… it would be a lie to say I didn’t want to. She was so attractive in a butch kinda way. She knew what she wanted and wasn’t afraid to go after it, which that night was obviously me. Not like with Kate, where I had to coax her, stroke her feminine ego.”

“Foreplay”

“yeah I guess”

“So you did it to compare the two.”

“No…. it should not have happened but…. It did. Oh god it did and it went down hill from there”

Phillpa wrote some notes “please continue Lennie”

Back in the study (in the past)

Laura closed the double doors to her study and locked it. “Katherine won’t be back for a few hours.” She faces Lennie, openly checks out her body till there eyes meet. “I bet you lost count on the numbers Lennie”

Lennie smirks and nods her over. Laura confidently strides over and attacks Lennie’s lips, pounding them with her own, tongue searching, tasting. She licked Lennie’s face before sucking at her lips again. She pressed her body hard, wanted to feel the young girl under her. Lennie was quickly aroused; Laura knew what she wanted and Lennie was happy to give it up.

Laura grabbed Lennie’s tank-top and pulled it from her body along with her own shirt. She joined them so their chests met and kissed each other again, devouring. Laura bites at Lennie’s shoulder as her hand fondles her breast, grabbing it, squeezing it. She lifts Lennie up and puts her on the desk, scattering papers onto the floor. Lennie brings her knees up and open. Laura rubbed through her pants, harder, pressing into the spot.

Lennie’s head fell back and she groaned. Laura knew what she needed and pulled down Lennie’s pants and feasted. Slurping and swallowing, licking and penetrating. Lennie put hand over her eyes as the build up was intense. “Fuck me Laura…. How you use to in college” cries out Lennie.

Laura leans across and bites Lennie’s nipple while she rummages through her draw eventually finding what she needed. Lennie smiled at the large dildo and sat up on the edge “yeah that will do nicely”

Laura eased it in to the sitting woman and held it while she quickly adjusts. Lennie kisses Laura and whispers “hard and fast honey, that’s how I like it.”

Laura fucked Lennie for over half an hour with her mouth and dildo. Lennie eventually dressed, her pussy sore, but satisfied. “You are one spontaneous woman Laura”

“Please don’t say anything to Katherine, she and Sarah would be devastated by this… god it would kill them.”

Lennie looked at the floor smiling, she had heard that before “its ok, your secret is safe with me.” Lennie left the place and crashed at her sisters.

Serena in bed faces Lennie “I’m a bad bad sister” groans Lennie.

“Really, what is it this time?”

Lennie wanted to tell her, she was feeling her life was spinning out of control. Just one sexual confrontation after another. Except this time it was going to hurt her family. Lennie fell asleep not saying anything to her sister.

Back to the psychiatrist’s room (In the present)

“I can see we are going to have to work on your self control. Addiction to sex is like any other addiction, it can be controlled.”

Lennie looked at Phillipa “I’m not addicted to sex…. No way, so I like doing it, doesn’t make me an addict….does it?” said Lennie, now unsure.

“But it’s hurting the people you love. We can work on some techniques of restraining. So we can avoid this problem now that you have admitted it all.

Lennie looked at her offering nothing.

The psychiatrist eyes widen “there’s more.”

Lennie nodded “the bomb hasn’t gone off yet. You know the size that took out Japan? That’s still coming.”

The psychiatrist took a breath “ok. Please continue Lennie.”

Hen’s night and the night before Sarah’s wedding (in the past)

Lennie, Serena and few other of Sarah’s friends were at a bar drinking and getting drunk. Serena and Lennie had already forked out for a male stripper. He was dressed in a police uniform and hand cuffed one of Sarah’s hands while her other got to feel and fondle everything including his hidden package.

“Yeah, you go girl!” yells Serena also getting involved.

“Grab on honey, it will be the last one you get” hooted Lennie.

The night eventually finished up. Lennie and Sarah shared a taxi home. “I’m so nervous Lennie, what if…”

“What if, what if…. It doesn’t matter… it’s what’s now… he loves you…there is no what ifs.”

Taxi pulls up outside Lennie’s apartment and she gives him extra money to get Sarah home. “See you tomorrow honey” and kisses her on the cheek.

Lennie turned TV on and opened bottle of beer. Her eyes were just closing when knock at her door. She opens it and surprised “Sarah, what’s wrong?”

She flittered around the apartment in a panic state “oh Lennie, what if I’m not sure… how do I really know?”

“You know he is the one?”

“No Lennie, what if I’m like my parents… you know…gay”

Lennie closed her eyes and smiled “because darling you would have known by now”

“yeah.. Well I am attracted to some women, what I mean is some girls are really-, well I wonder what it would be like...”

Lennie drinks her beer “sweetheart this is a conversation you should be having with your parents”

“Oh god no, they wouldn’t understand”

Lennie spat her drink out in disbelief “they’re gay, of course they would.”

“But not... not like you Lennie” she said in a soft tone.

Lennie put the bottle on the table; fumbling and it fell over spilling its contents. She quickly picked it up, and did not like where this conversation has heading.

“You know it is sooo late and” yawns exaggeratedly and stretches her arms up “I need sleep and so do you because tomorrow you are getting married, to my brother…. who loves you soooo much….. really he does.” Lennie goes to her door ready to open it and show her guest out

“Lennie do you want me to marry your brother only to break his heart because I could be gay? I mean he’s going to want to know why you didn’t pick up on it before we exchanged vows...”

Lennie dropped her head and groans

Back at psychiatrist rooms

“Lennie-” spoke the psychiatrist

Back in Lennie’s apartment (past)

“Lennie I need to know, and you are the only one I can trust. The only one I know who wouldn’t tell Josh or my parents is you”

Back at the psychiatrist (present)

“My god you didn’t fall for that?” Asked Phillipa in awe.

Lennie offered no confirmation.

Back in the apartment (in past)

Lennie latched onto Sarah as they commenced her search for the truth as well as the big O. Lennie pushes Sarah onto the bed and stripped her naked along with herself. There bodies moved together, they touched and tasted. Lennie was gentle, taking her time. Told her how beautiful she was and that she would love nothing better than to help her explore her sexuality. She made love to Sarah for over an hour. Their groans and moans filled the room as climax after climax was achieved. When it was over Sarah got up and dressed with little words spoken.

“so……what do you think?” asked Lennie.

“Well I thought lesbian sex was a little rougher, you know, the pin me down and ride me type.”

Lennie was astounded “I was trying to be gentle”

“yeh well I hope you’re don’t treat all your women like that.” Sarah goes to the door.

“huh… so what is the answer”

“Well I’m still not sure, and please don’t be offended but I felt nothing from you. Maybe I’m just not attracted to you. See you tomorrow Lennie. Oh and please-”

“Yeah yeah don’t say anything to your mums and Josh… trust me I now that line off by heart.”

Sarah left.

Back at the psychiatrist (present)

Lennie looked at Phillipa who was laughing loudly. She grabbed a tissue to wipe her eyes “oh god so she still wasn’t sure if she was gay, and so basically you didn’t do her any favours”

Lennie clicked her tongue “yeh well I guess you could see it like that”

Phillipa gains her composure “I gather that’s not the explosion that wiped out Japan”

“no… are you done laughing at me doc?”

Phillipa whispered to herself ‘probably not’ and cleared her throat “please Lennie, by all means continue.”

Wedding day (in the past)

Lennie & Serena were showing people to their seats. Lennie was constantly playing with her shirt as if too tight around her neck. Serena came over concerned.

“Hey, you ok? you look kinda pale”

“Yeah…. I guess”

“Well stop playing with your shirt, and stop fidgeting.”

They were disturbed by Josh who also was in a panic “I need to talk to you”

“ok” said Serena.

“no….” nods to Lennie “you” a little gruffer.

Lennie swallowed nervously and walked off with Josh to a vacant room in the church.

Lennie’s head was hurting, and was now beginning feeling physically ill. She was sure Sarah had told Josh and now.

“Lennie, I don’t think I want to go through with it”

“It’s just nerves Josh” pats his back, relieved that it wasn’t what she thought he was going to say.

“No… it’s not”

“Baby brother…. I understand it’s a big step…. And-”

“What happen at the hen’s night last night?”

“ummm the usual, stripper, drinks and home”

“Did…. did she go home with the stripper?” asked Josh.

“What…. hell no… Josh I put her in the taxi myself and paid for it.” Lennie voice panicky “I sent her straight home”

“Well I don’t think she went straight home, I think… she was with someone last night”

Lennie offered up nothing.

“Last night my mobile rang and it was Sarah… well I thought and when I answered it …. Well…I heard groans”

“Groans” Lennie feeling ill again.

“You know…. As in the doing it type”

Lennie taps brother “look the stripper was hot and probably got her all worked up. I bet she went home, got out that new dildo Serena and I gave her as a pre-wedding present and well…. relieved her nerves and tension. That is what you heard dear brother.” Laughs Lennie “now come on, let go”

“No Lennie, there were groans from two people. I heard them, moaning…. kissing and I knew two people were involved. I can’t…. believe…. I need to know”

“Josh…. Stop it, you are over reacting” Lennie feeling the situation getting way out of hand.

“No… I want to know. I need to know’ he storms off.

“Oh fuck” Lennie strides out after him. He walked past the gathering people fast with Lennie in tow. Serena noticed something was up and went after them both.

Josh bursts into the room where Sarah was.

Lennie followed and stopped suddenly after seeing Sarah, Laura and Kate “shit” she was then knocked from behind when Serena bumped into her.

“Hey what’s’ going on” whispers Serena.

“Sarah I can’t believe you cheated on me last night. On the eve our wedding for christ sake.”

Sarah looked like she was going to burst in tears and looked directly at Lennie

Back in psychiatrist room (present)

“The bomb dropped” said Phillips

Lennie displayed with animated hands and the sounds of explosion.

Back to day of wedding (past)

“I can’t believe you told him we had sex, you promised me you wouldn’t say anything” screamed Sarah.

All eyes went straight to Lennie.

Lennie mentally counted down to the massive explosion that she was about to be engulfed in. She also tried to back away but Serena stopped her “ohhhh no…. you are not running away from this little sister”

Josh faced his sister…. “You slept with my fiancé. You are so fucked up, how could you betray me like that?”

Lennie trying to spit out words in defense “but but, she wanted to know, she wanted to be sure that she wasn’t gay” groans as the explanation sounded lame and unbelievable “I did it for you” she murmured as her justification sounded just as lame.

Laura eyes flared “You little fucking bitch, you have no god damn morals”

Lennie paused then diverted eyes to Laura “really, well that didn’t seem to bother you when you screwed me on your desk the other night” growled Lennie.

Serena gasped in disbelief

“You slept with my mum, you are out of control” spat Sarah

Laura went pale and faced Kate “baby, it just happened the once, I didn’t mean for it….. I’m so sorry… please”

Kate just shrugged and shook her head not offering up any comment.

“What you have nothing to say to all this Kate? Why not? It all fucking started with you 3 months ago in the bar…. “

“Oh my god” cries Sarah…. “You fucked both my mums…. You really need therapy”

“You’re a real piece of work Lennie” spat Josh.

Laura looked at Kate “you cheated on me, why?”

“Well you spend so much time with your dildo and porn in your study, I needed something.”

“Well it’s only because you don’t put out”

Kate scoffed “well sometimes a girl needs a little foreplay with lovemaking rather than pounce and quick fuck.”

“I can’t marry you Josh, I am really confused about myself and I can’t go through with it” Sarah leaves abruptly.

Josh distraught walked over to Lennie “fuck I hate you, don’t ever talk to me again” and he leaves.

Laura and Kate were squabbling, when Laura turned her anger on Lennie “well I hope you’re fucking happy, screwing this up for everyone”

Serena stepped out “it would seem to me that you guys were pretty screwed up in the first place. Lennie just happen to step into a landmine of lies and deceit. She may not always think before she fucks, but you have just as much to answer for. You can’t even be honest with each other, not setting much of an example for your confused daughter.” defended Serena.

Lennie was in tears.

Kate shook her head “you know I can’t do this anymore, I’ve had enough of this and enough of you Laura. It’s over…. We are over.” Kate leaves.

Laura broke down and ran out after Kate.

Lennie lent against the wall humiliated, exhausted and gutted.

Serena looked at her distraught sister and breaks out into fits of laughter. “Some how…. I don’t know how you do it…. But you always manage to make it about you. And I can’t wait to write this up for my column. You are an amazing source of drama and antics” kisses her cheek “love you baby sister”

Lennie was alone in the room and slid down the wall to the floor and cried

Back at the psychiatrist’s office (present)

Lennie sat forward, head in her hands “I fucked up the whole day, Mum is furious at me. She’s done nothing but leave abusive messages on my voicemail”

The psychiatrist hands over tissue box

“Obviously you were holding this in for a while. When was the wedding out of interest?”

Lennie groans “early this afternoon…… I don’t know what to do, I need help…. “

“We will work on that Lennie, but unfortunately your time is up for today. I would like you to make another appointment. We have areas that need to be addressed”

Lennie rises and nods “ok…. Sure” she reaches into her back pocked for her wallet, she then goes the front and groans

“What’s wrong?”

“Oh god my wallet, it’s in my jacket that my sister has along with my mobile”

“I’m sorry Lennie but I do insist that accounts are settled on the day”

“Can I use your phone to call her?”

The physiatrist allows her and when Lennie couldn’t get an answer “what do I do now?”

The psychiatrist spoke softly “well I guess I’m just going have to get it out of you some other way” smirking.

Lennie closed her eyes and drops her head and sighs.

Phillipa picks up her phone and talks to her secretary asking her to cancel the rest of her appointments. The current client is going to need much more time, and she did not wish to be disturbed.”

Lennie was hoping that Phillipa wasn’t implying what she thinks she was.

Phillipa started to unbutton her shirt and placed it over her desk along with her bra. She stepped out of her skirt and panties and lays down on the couch.

Lennie looked everywhere but at that spot “I don’t see how this is going to help me Phillipa” her eyes slowly moving back to her beautiful body, absorbing her. Her arousal had well kicked in.

“From what I have gathered, its time we tried some therapy…. by making a start with…. not everything has to be about you!!”

Lennie started to undress “really…. if I have such a problem with sex, isn’t this going to make it worse?” she now stood over Phillipa’s naked body.

“We are going to have sex… session after session after session until you are sick and tired of it”

“I don’t think I’m ever going to get tired…. And I don’t think I could afford your ongoing rates”

Lennie lies on top and kisses her neck, followed by capturing her lips. Her hand works through her pubic hair and starts to please her.

“That is something we shall negotiate in our next session Lennie”

The end