Story: Moments of Weakness (chapter 4)

Authors: sneekie

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Chapter 4

3 months since the divorce Dianne worked hard on getting Jo to spend time with her father. Finally, Jo reluctantly gave in, and during the holidays agreed to spend a week with him, that was after all her temper tantrums ceased.

Dianne getting home from work threw her bills onto the kitchen counter and sighed. It was so quiet without Jo, not that she was ever loud just her presence was missed.

Dianne looks at the invitation again, so invitingly laid out across the countertop, encouraging single parents to meet with others for casual gathering, almost beckoning her. Her friends have been pushing her into signing up for match-making singles but she didn’t feel ready for dating, however for sex, no strings attach she could handle. As for trying to pick up a guy at the singles parents wasn’t a good idea, since some of Jo’s friends parents would be there. Dianne groans wanting some excuse not to go tonight, completely unprepared by a large splash from her pool.

Dianne heads outside to see someone thrashing about “Darien” she calls out “hey you”

Darien gets out sheepishly and grabs her towel “oh umm hi Mrs Marshall I didn’t think you would be home so soon.” The younger girl lied, “It’s cleaned, I was hot with nothing better to do with my evening…..”

Dianne sighed “it’s okay, you just startled me that’s all.”

“sorry” Darien wipes her body.

Dianne surveys Darien who was wearing cargo shorts and black sports top. “Darien don’t you have any swim wear”

Darien laughed “I can’t see me in a bikini…. Can you?” and winks flirtatiously at Dianne.

“well, there is all types of swim-wear fashion for girls, I’m sure you would find something rather than what you are wearing”

Darien was enjoying the attention Dianne was giving her and moves a little closer “well isn’t like anyone is going to see me…. Well except for you anyway.”

Dianne quickly changes the subject “so why aren’t you out with your friends, isn’t there any good movies on? What about your parents, your Mum can’t be happy you coming over here all the time cleaning my obviously clean pool Darien”

Darien shifts uncomfortably “I like it here. I mean it gets me away from Mum yelling at me”

Dianne tugs back the annoying strand of hair behind Darien’s ear “it’s a mother’s prerogative to yell at their children, an unwritten parental rule” laughs at her justification.

“well you don’t yell at Jo all the time do you? if you have problems you just sit down and discuss.”

“Darien…:”

Darien quickly changes the subject off Jo and back onto Dianne “I noticed you going out on a date tonight.”

Dianne rolled her eyes “I am not….. It’s only a single parents gathering”

Darien smirks, “really, so that’s what they call it”

“yes really and I guess I should go have a shower and get ready” groans Dianne stalling the inevitable.

“Well you never know, you might even get lucky” Darien steps back quickly expecting a quick physical retaliation.

“Don’t make me crack you behind the ear.” Chuckles Dianne.

“Sorry, just guess its time you got back on the horse” jibes Darien further.

Dianne picks up her towel and slaps her across the body “Darien McLeod get your mind out of the gutter this instant!”

Darien grabs hold of the towel before Dianne could have another go “what… nothing wrong with wanting to have sex” Darien tugs at the towel playfully.

Dianne this time blushed, “ok, ok, settle down little girl”

“I’m not so little” stands close, towering slightly over Dianne

Dianne fought the urge to touch Darien. She stepped back to put some distance. Her breathing a little quicker.

“guess I should go” she lingered a little longer in Darien’s presence before leaning across and grabbed the empty glass and plate, her arm rubs against Darien’s chest. She felt the sharp intake of air from Darien

Dianne held the position “I so wish I didn’t have to go tonight” she lingered a little moment looking into Darien’s eyes then turned away.

Once the door closed Darien stepped back and leaned against the wall heavily. Her head racing, her body aroused by Dianne’s presence, blood roaring in her ears. She was unsure if Dianne was hitting on her. She kept replaying the conversation, the body language, the contact, was it a signal? Or was she over reacting?

Dianne turned the shower on in her en-suite bathroom, annoyed at what she almost did. She was appalled that she was trying to seduce her daughter’s friend and was thankful that Darien wasn’t aware of her actions.

After washing herself Dianne felt someone watching and turned around. Standing in the doorway was Darien, rigid, her head dropped then looked up at Dianne waiting to see if she was about to be thrown out of the house permanently.

Dianne took a breath and raised her hand, her finger motioning at Darien to join her.

Darien could believe what she was seeing, Dianne was actually signalling for her. She swallowed nervously, removed her clothes and opened the shower door. She stood naked in Dianne presence, she wanted badly to touch, to hold, to do anything with Dianne but instead stood there shaking.

Dianne felt the young woman quiver and pulled their bodies together. She reached up and pulled Darien face to hers, their lips finally joining. Dianne kissed her deeply, slowly, her arms had wrapped around Darien’s torso.

Darien’s desire was unleashed and uncontrolled, she kissed Dianne harder, her tongue deepened their kiss as her urgency demanded to be met.

Dianne backed up slightly and ran a soothing hand over Darien’s face. Once Darien had regained her composure, she brought them back together, their lips again colliding. Darien knew she needed to control herself, and relaxed into Dianne letting her take the lead.

Dianne leaned against the shower wall, took Darien’s finger, and placed inside her, pushing in deep. A gasp left her lips as she felt Darien’s finger move vigorously. She let a moan escape when Darien removed it and pushed it back again. She began to ride Darien’s finger, her arms wrapped tightly around the younger girl’s neck as an orgasm was building towards its peak.

“hmmmm that’s it” Dianne says softly, deep within her desire.

The first words she spoke encouraged Darien further by inserting a second finger. The shower echoed with groans from both and as Dianne reached her moment. She pulls Darien’s fingers out and pressed them to her clit

“rub” she encourages

Darien rested her head against Dianne and rubbed her clit around then back and forth. She was so swollen, so alive and felt the older woman shiver as she climaxed. Darien held her not wanting to look, afraid of what Dianne’s eyes might say.

Dianne pushed Darien back and kissed her gently, reassuring her that she had done well.

They leave the shower and towel off. Dianne pulls back the bed covers and lies in the middle. Darien felt paralysed. She knew what she had to do, she had been with a few girls by this stage but yet this was totally different.

Dianne could see Darien’s hesitation “are you ok Darien?”

“ummmm yeah… I…eh…uhm…didn’t you have to go out?” The words flew out before Darien even had a clue about what she was thinking, the younger girl cursed inwardly for being such a moron, reminding Dianne that little significant detail.

Dianne chuckled “hmm well unless you can think of a reason I should stay in” her eyebrow rises leaving the answer up to Darien.

Darien crawled on the bed up to Dianne who snatched at her lips hard, drawing her tongue in to play with hers, hands roaming each other’s body. Darien pushed Dianne down and kissed her body, her mouth hurrying at every spot.

Dianne pushed Darien up slightly “what’s wrong?”

“Darien are you always in a rush? Slow down honey.” She sat up and pulled Darien into her lap just kissing her softly, then deeply and finally passionately. Her hands explored Darien’s well developed body but never venturing where Darien wanted her mostly.

Darien eyes almost pleading, Dianne kissed her cheek.

“Lie down sweetheart, I’ll give you what you want, but I’m not in a hurry to give it to you just yet”

Darien nodded and lay on her back, Dianne crawled on top and lowered her head capturing Darien’s nipple, sucking it, her teeth grated over it.

Darien whimpered, her chest rising and falling with each lick. Dianne’s hand massaged the other breast, squeezing before taking that one into her mouth, sucking harder. Her tongue was playing, torturing Darien.

Darien felt herself dripping onto Dianne’s sheets “oh my god Mrs Marshall” as her body started to shake.

Dianne backed off and looked at Darien “please call me Dianne, and just a little longer”

Dianne kissed Darien’s over excited body, all the way down until she was between Darien’s legs. The young girl’s orgasm was already erupting so Dianne just helped her along and licked at her swollen spot. Darien wasn’t quiet as she climaxed hard, her body withering.

“oh boy… oh boy, oh wow.” Her body was still quivering, yet Dianne had not surfaced from between her legs. Dianne’s hand massaged through Darien’s dark bush, her thumbs occasionally separating the folds, her slickness leaking through.

Dianne encouraged Darien’s legs wider, and as she parted her lips, her tongue scooped up what was escaping from Darien, swallowing the young girl’s sweet juice, her tongue slowly exploring the length of Darien’s pussy.

Darien grabbed the bed sheets either side as that pleasurable feeling of euphoria was rising inside her again, but she couldn’t control her desire. Dianne’s tongue avoided what Darien wanted and just licked at her opening, exploring the folds. Dianne groaned vibrating Darien’s pussy, causing her hips to rise, trying to encourage a quick release. Instead Dianne slipped her finger in, pushing it around and up, it slipped out easily and she forced it back in.

“Oh Dianne…. This is so unbelievable, oh god I just want to cum” she announces unashamedly to her older lover.

Dianne smiled and decided it was time to let Darien have her moment. Her tongue pressed at Darien’s clitoris, gently, controlled until it bought on the desired outcome

Darien felt her orgasm rise from down deep, it wasn’t coming out in a quick rush like before and it felt beautiful, slow and steady and instead of crying out just groaned from each wave of release.”

Dianne left her tongue on Darien’s button until the 4th climax had passed over then gradually crawled away. She inched up next to Darien and before she could wipe her face Darien kissed her, tasting her own juices from Dianne’s wet face.

Dianne smiled “did you enjoy that?” touched the young girl lightly on the cheek.

All Darien could do was nod, too satisfied and too exhausted to do anything else. “Where…. How did you know” words jumbled from Darien.

Dianne lifted onto one elbow “well I too, in high school and early college, fooled around”

“But that was more than fooling around, I mean like you knew exactly what to do…are you gay?”

Dianne laughed “no…. I did consider when I was younger that I may be bi-sexual but then Todd came along and I have managed to suppress that part of me up until.”

Darien laughed “ha… until me…. I brought the bi-sexual beast out in you again”

Dianne cleared her throat to catch the young girl’s attention “Darien….. you can not tell anyone, I mean anyone about this, not even your friends..”

Darien sat up “I wouldn’t do that Dianne. I would never abuse your trust in me. I really care for you.”

Dianne kissed Darien’s lips “really……?” Dianne lies down and pulled Darien on top “do you think you could show me?”

Darien didn’t need to be asked twice and as she got down quickly, Dianne gave her a parting message.

“Just remember, slowly” Dianne put a reassuring hand on Darien’s head as she unhurriedly worked inside Dianne.

Dianne had not had an orgasm like that in a long while, her body bucked under Darien’s touch. Darien held her down and proceeded to lick her again. Dianne tried to pull her up.

“I’m not finished with you yet.” Darien playfully pushed Dianne down

“Darien… stop please”

Darien felt panicked by her tone and moved up quickly “what’s wrong? did I hurt you? Are you ok? I’m…”

Dianne chuckled pushing her finger to her lovers lips, flattered by Darien’s concern “no …. But unlike you it takes me a little longer to recover from my moments of joy. I’m a little older remember”

“aaaahhh and so much more delicate” joked Darien

Dianne pulled Darien roughly to her lips and sunk her tongue deep into the girl’s mouth. Darien struggled to hold the ferocity of the kiss, it was so strong, so passionate.

“ok so not entirely delicate, I get it” laughed Darien

“thank you, like I said I just needed a little more time to recover” Dianne lies down and raises a leg over Darien trapping her “I think I’m good to go again, you up for it?”

“fuck yeah” growled Darien lustfully.

Dianne smacked Darien’s head “language in my house, I mean it Darien McLeod”

“Sorry Dianne” Darien sheepishly sank into Dianne again.

Exhausted from their night of passion Dianne rolled over drifting off to sleep. Darien curled up behind her and placed a little kiss on her shoulder and on the back of her neck. Dianne grabbed the girl’s arm and wrapped it over her murmuring.

“shhhh, sleep my love” cooed Darien. She herself could have gone on for a couple more hours but accepted that she had worn out her older lover and hopefully satisfied her needs.

Darien smiled because finally her fantasy came true. She got to show how much she cares for Dianne by making love to her.

The alarm woke Dianne, she shut it off and rolled over to meet a pair of eyes watching her.

“morning….” Said Dianne but her words were stopped when Darien kissed her, softly and drawn out.

Darien broke the kiss “good morning to you, sleep well”

They both giggled and Dianne rolled into Darien “I’m sorry I fell asleep”

“that’s ok….. it was a long night” smiles Darien

“yeah I’ll say, that was more like a marathon three times over for me.” Dianne pushes that annoying strand of hair back from Darien face then kisses her shoulder “well sweetheart all good things come to an end, and now I have to get ready for work”

“why? can’t you call in sick” her lips placing tiny kisses on Dianne’s shoulder up to her neck

“I can’t…. I have things… umm schedule….yeah…oh” She tries to push Darien away but failed when Darien captures her small breasts, her tongue flicking at her nipple”

Dianne still very tired from their night’s escapades, yet her body wanted more from the young vixen.

“Please baby I must get up and this isn’t helping” Dianne breathes, clearly struggling to gain some control over the situation.

A finger slips inside of Dianne, gently stroking her deeply. Just as she was reaching her peak Darien withdrew, “ok, you best get up then”

Dianne grabbed Darien “oh you mean, nasty child” and bit her chin playfully not going to let her get the upper hand on that.

Dianne wrestles her down before dropping her lips to kiss Darien. Darien had never experience this level of intensity from just kissing. She was used to hurried, pashing, lots of teeth and biting but this was much more intense. She moaned and hinted she was ready for more Dianne jumped up.

“Too bad little lady” and escaped to the shower.

Darien lied in bed looking up at the ceiling, she put hand over her eyes in disbelief of this wonderful situation.

Dianne dressed and went down stairs to find toast and coffee waiting for her at the breakfast bar. She pinched Darien’s cheek affectionately “you’re adorable Darien, thank you”

She wasn’t expecting two arms to wrap around her and lips on her neck and ear “call in sick Dianne…. Spend the morning in bed with me” pursued Darien.

Dianne laughed and patted Darien aside “pull back on the reins a little.”

Darien lent back and finished her orange juice. “Ok… your loss I guess” she challenges

“Is that so” plays along Dianne

“Oh yeah, I mean it’s good you have restraint, that commitment to your job. I mean why you would want to stay home, in bed, having hot, dirty sex with me.”

Dianne smiled, humoured greatly at her term. “Hot, dirty sex huh?”

Darien shrugs “yeah, but that’s ok….. Who needs hot, dirty sexanyway?” Pushes Darien

Dianne stomach starts to churn at the words, “I have to go, please lock up before you leave and remember you can’t tell anyone about last night.”

“Ok…. Bye” and sadly watches Dianne leave.

Dianne closed the door and breathed out shakily, then laughs “dirty sex…. Jeez” and gets into her car.

Darien turned the TV on flicking through the sport channels when the front door opened up.

“Forget something?” asked Darien

Dianne ignored her question and grabbed Darien pulling her upstairs “I change my mind, I want hot, dirty sex and I want it now Darien”

Darien broke free picking up Dianne in her arms and into the bedroom before pouncing on her gently and delivering her invitation of dirty sex.

Dianne finished washing herself off in the shower while Darien watched with her arms crossed, a smug look on her face

“Oh alright….. Yes I am glad I stay home for that. You can wipe that grin off too young lady. I taught you a thing or two”

Darien smiled and kissed Dianne on the cheek. “Yes… and it was beautiful”

Darien stayed over next couple of nights loving Dianne.

“Come on lets go and do something spontaneous, lets go to a movie or…. Go out for dinner” urges Darien wanting to get out from the house.

Dianne going through her diary, none to interested, replied, “Darien I can’t go out with you…. definitely not on a date.”

“Well I know, but can just hang….”

“Hang… you mean take this Mum clubbing? I don’t think so”

“Well no… it just I want to go out…. I mean with as two friends.”

“Alright I’ll take you out for coffee and cake but you have to promise me you will behave yourself”

“Oh please” jokes Darien as she grabs for Dianne lips but is fended off.

“I’m serious Darien, you need to act your age not some love-smitten-teenager.” Dianne groans as Darien really was just that, a love-smitten teenager.

“Fine I will act mature and proper” she says in a serious tone “but when we get home all bets are off.”

Dianne rolls her eyes and laughs “just get in the car you” and playfully smacks Darien on the arse.

Once at the duo arrived at the café, Dianne gave Darien some money to order two pieces of cake and lattes. She came back and sat opposite Dianne grinning

Dianne couldn’t help but laugh “stop that.”

“What?”

“I know what thoughts are going on in that deviate little mind”

“Really….. I doubt it” jokes Darien “but maybe later tonight you might”

Dianne clears her throat as the lattes arrive and one piece of cake.

“I asked for two” corrected Dianne

“Um no… I ordered the one” said Darien sheepishly

The waiter had left and the cake sitting in middle of them.

“Darien”

“What, I thought it would be nice to share this…. Kinda romantic” she whined.

“Keep your voice down… this is not being discreet Darien”

“I’m sorry… look you have it” Darien pushes the plate towards Dianne, her eyes showing the disappointment

Dianne closed her eyes and sighed “I’m sorry, it’s just a piece of cake it’s not a big deal”

Darien mood brighten up and went back to her cheery self. It wasn’t long before they were both giggling and talking quietly. Ever word coming from Darien’s mouth was interpretive and seductive.

“so do you want a night off…. To rest yourself” joked Darien

“Behave” warns lightly “I’m doing ok thank you. Just because I don’t have the libido of a teenager doesn’t mean I need putting out to pasture for a night.”

“ok just looking out for you”

“well we could have an early night”

Darien eyes grew sad as if disappointed at Dianne’s change of mind.

“I mean after all the amount of control you have over your desires, we would be done and dusted…. in say …oh 5 minutes. You need to work on your stamina….. you are way too easy.” Jokes Dianne

Darien huffed and sat up as if slightly offended “oh you think I can’t last, you think I’m too easy” her voice getting over excited”

“shhhh” says Dianne

Darien then grabs her hand in public and pulls it towards her lap just as the waiter arrived for their cups. Dianne pulls back in horror as he watched

“Behave yourself and grow up.” Hissed Dianne.

Darien dropped her head in shame at the scene and watched Dianne get from her seat.

“I’m sorry….. I was just being” looks at the waiter listening in “what you listening for, this is none of your business” Darien diverts her anger to the waiter

Dianne grabs Darien “for Christ sake stop making a bloody scene, lets go.”

They left and the drive home was quiet. Darien felt ashamed at the way she acted, like a child and embarrassing. Dianne went out side and paced by the pool, shaking her head.

“I’m sorry” whimpered Darien “I just got carried away, I forgot” whines turn to sniffles “I’m so sorry”

Dianne huffed and faced Darien “It’s alright….”

“No its not, I’m acting like a child and it’s not good enough. I promise it won’t happen again.”

Dianne laughed “sweetheart you are a child...” strokes side of her face before kissing her.

“But I too, can be very spontaneous, like now” and pushes Darien hard who falls backwards into the pool.

Dianne laughed “We all need to act like a child sometimes”

Darien surfaced shocked, “oh god you bitch… you are going to pay for that”

Dianne realized Darien was out of the pool quicker than she had anticipated and squealed when Darien grabbed her in bear hug. She struggled

“Darien…. No…. my clothes can’t be” but she was scooped up “Darien…. Don’t you”

Darien threw her in and jumped in after. Dianne surfaced swimming to the side of the pool, her clothes weighing her down. Darien grabbed and pulled Dianne’s legs around holding her out the water.

“It’s ok, I’ve got you”

Dianne smiled and kissed her, but instead of slow, steady it was more urgent, aggressive. They moved to the shallows, Dianne pulling Darien’s shirt off and grabbing for her again

“Fuck I want you….. I want you so bad Darien” she announces loudly.

Darien stripped off completely and stripped Dianne. She rested Dianne on the pool steps before punishing her lips, her fingers penetrating. Dianne cried out at the forcefulness but accepted it, pleasurably.

“Darien…oh…god…please!”

Darien carried Dianne out of the pool onto the outside table and pushes her down. She pushed her knees up and stuck in tongue inside her, long hard licks, flicking across the clit, then around. Dianne was wailing, her body bucking into Darien’s face. She sat, leaning up on one arm and watched the young woman work between her pussy lips. Darien’s tongue stroking at all her erroneous zones, building her up for a big climax.

“That’s it, that’s it…. Bit more. Oh yeah, oh fuck that’s it you have me” Dianne lies back down and announces loudly her climax. Her body trembled from the aftershocks and cold.

Without hesitation Darien scoops Dianne up into her arms and carries her to bed where they continued to make love until Dianne fell asleep.

Dianne watched her young love sleep peacefully and pondered how she was going to break the news that their time was over. Her daughter was due back in the afternoon and this little affair had to cease.

“Uh huh what’s wrong, you have those frown lines” Darien touches Dianne’s forehead, waking up from her peaceful slumber.

Dianne tried to relax but Darien had other ideas “hey you got off lightly last night my love…. But this morning”

“Darien, we need to talk.”

“hmmmm” her lips latched onto Dianne’s neck but got no response in return.

“But oh sexy woman…. talking is what you do after we make love” Darien still trying to get some action.

Dianne didn’t budge and Darien knew she had lost that battle so she gives its up “fine…. what is it.”

Dianne didn’t know where to start.

“Jo comes back today….”

Darien shrugged “yeah so” none too concerned.

“So…. This situation… it has to end”

“What? Why? I told you I won’t say anything to anyone I promised!” Darien moves into kiss but the older of the two moved away

“Darien… I’m sorry but it’s over. I can’t go on with this. Beside the fact it being illegal my daughter’s not stupid I can’t risk her finding out. I know you won’t say anything, I trust you.”

“Look we just hire motel rooms” said Darien positively, wanting desperately the love affair to continue.

Dianne grabs Darien, “No…. it’s over….. It ends today, this morning”

Darien eyes drop, tears fall.

“Forever Darien” finishes off Dianne.

Darien cried “what… no please don’t… I love you… I’m so in love with you Dianne, please don’t this to me”

Dianne heart broke at the sight of Darien sobbing but remained strong, her responsibilities to her daughter always came first.

“Darien… we had our time, I know it was short and I know you think it is unfair but honey that is life. It is unfair and will always be…. But you learn from it and you move on”

Darien jumped out of bed “Oh and what am I suppose to get out of this? What have I learned is you admit your love someone and they just reject your feelings.”

Dianne remained calm, “Darien please this is hard for me”

“How…how is it hard? You get to go back to your perfect life with your daughter Jo yet you haven’t even given me a chance to fit in.”

Dianne got out and walked over. “Alright then tell me were do you fit in because I can’t find a spot. I will not choose you over my daughter Darien”

“I’m not asking you too, I’m just saying lets try and make it work”

“No…”

“Why the hell not!” growled Darien… she now paced the floor agitated

Dianne tears started to well “because…….. Because every time I look at my daughter the memory of sleeping with someone her age is going to be in my head. I’m am now the someone who stole your innocence and I’m ashamed”

“You have nothing to feel ashamed about, you didn’t steal my innocence. Remember making love is to be shared between two people in love. I love you, I love you Dianne!” Darien grabs Dianne shaking her roughly by the shoulders in desperation.

Dianne knew this was going to be the final blow, the shallowest, “but I can’t return what I don’t feel”

It got immediate response and Darien face screwed up. A flurry of emotions flitted past to quick for Dianne to see but what she could recognise was pain and betrayal. Darien quickly got dressed and ran from the house as if demons chased her to no tomorrow.

Dianne sat on the bed and dropped her head in shame.


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