At breakfast table Roz with head down moving her meal around on her plate, she would make minimal eye contact with Kailey in acknowledgment of conversation but little else. Kailey couldn’t help but smirk at Roz's uneasiness.
“so” started Kailey
Roz dropped her fork and shifted in her chair
“still thinking about it ” pushed Kailey
“Kailey this isn’t the place” growled Roz although no one was sitting with them
Kailey laughed and got up from the table “well I will admit it, I’m still thinking about it and that is what will get me through this day of hell.” Leaves the dinning area
Roz lifts her eyes to follow Kailey and blushed as she was indeed still thinking about the kiss as well
After dinner Kailey was unable to find Roz eventually finding her hiding in the washing room. She was crying while looking at a photo
“Roz what’s the matter” asked Kailey concerned
Roz shook her head “I don’t want to discuss it, please leave me alone”
“Roz come on, you can share it will me” stepped forward but was hurt when Roz backed away.
“I just want to be left alone Kailey I can’t deal with you at this moment.”
Kailey shut the door and walked off angry and Ang cut her off baling her in a corner. “how goes the rehab” looked over Kailey “you are getting your figure back” rubs Kailey body
Kailey pushes her off “nick off Ang I’m not in the mood”
“really” holds up bag of pills “so you not even interested in these little babies. Good stuff, get you off your face for hours.”
Kailey mouth went dry she wished Roz would walk out or a guard “I’m not screwing you Ang”
“baby I wouldn’t dream of it” throws her the bag “this is a freebie, it will help with your pain” strokes side of Kailey face. Kailey walks off putting bag in her pocket.
Kailey closed the door to her cell and pulled the bag out, her hand shaking. She pulled a pill out and held it too her mouth but paused. She gritted her teeth and put it back in the bag. She looked at the bag and threw it onto the bed. “ahhhhh fuck sake” she groaned.
She continued to look at the bag when the door pushed open and Roz walked in. Kailey quickly grabbed the bag and put it under her pillow then looked at Roz
“what” she blurted out a little more forcibly and got to her feet to leave. She headed for the door when Roz grabbed her
“I’m sorry, I was out of line” admitted Roz
“why couldn’t you tell me, you help me and I help you” said Kailey
Roz smiled at her good intentions “I didn’t want to burden you with anymore crap. You have enough to deal with.”
Kailey faced Roz “Yeh well you need to deal with your trust issues” walked from the cell.
Kailey returned to her cell for lock up finding a brooding Roz. Kailey changed and collapsed onto her bed reaching for her book.
“looking for these” Roz holds up bag of pills
Kailey groaned “I can explain” but didn’t get the chance.
“all that I’ve done, been through with you and it’s been a waste. I was warned you would go back to your old ways.”
“Roz it’s not like that. I was upset but”
“we all get upset but this, you are so gutless” growled Roz
Kailey eyes flared “gutless, don’t you dare call me that. I have had those pills most of the night, in my pocket, under my pillow. I looked at them, I played with them but I never took one. I needed to know, even when you hurt me and yes the easy way would be to take these things I didn’t.”
Kailey grabs the bag from Roz and empties contents into the toilet and flushes it.
Roz watched her. Kailey faced her “have you finished taking your crap out on me yet. Now how about you tell me what’s really under your skin” growls Kailey
Kailey wasn’t prepared for the reaction and Roz collapsed on her bed sobbing. Kailey hit the side of her leg in frustration of her lack of control and sat down next to Roz
“I’m sorry I didn’t mean to get angry.”
Roz pulled letter from her pillow and gave it to Kailey. When she finished reading it put arm around Roz
“He can’t stop you from seeing your kids, that’s just cruel. You have rights” said Kailey
Roz just cried “he can and he has, my husband is noting going to let my children come and see me, as he says the environment will have a negative effect.”
Kailey held Roz in her arms trying to calm her sobs through out the night
“I miss them so much. I miss brushing Amber’s long hair and I miss reminding Zac to do his homework.”
Kailey kissed back of Roz’s neck. “right this is what you are going to do. Tomorrow you going to ring your lawyer and get him to force your husband to bring your kids in. Like I said you have rights. Fight for them Roz” encourages Kailey
Roz rolled over and looked up at Kailey and smiled touching her face “Kailey when did you get so wise”
Kailey grinned “now that the haze from my head has lifted and I have control of my addiction I’m thinking clearer these days.”
Roz groans “I’m so sorry I doubted you. I know I was angry, but I get terrified that I will lose you back to it”
Kailey shakes her head “not going to happen, in control. So tomorrow while I’m doing our washing”
Roz scoffs “you do the”
Kailey put hand over Roz’s mouth “while I’m doing our washing you will ring your lawyer and get him to put pressure on your dick of a husband” half growls Kailey
Roz couldn’t help but laugh “your amazing you know.”
Kailey felt an impulsion but held back until she felt Roz hand on her back pushing her down until their lips met in a slow, drawn out kiss. They kissed on and off for hours, never getting sexual. The comfort of Kailey kisses and caressing was enough for Roz and enough for Kailey.