There were times as these, thinking of a time long gone, I long for these passed days, for the opportunities I let go.
At first I was blaming myself. If only I had made something out of my life.
Then I blamed my body, my personality who could possibly want a woman who looked and acted like a child?
These days are gone now too. I no longer have anything to blame me for…
“Honey what are you doing?”
Smiling I turned around. Yes, that was what changed my life, when that person had come to me, to confess her love.
Her love? That’s right it was her. She had always looked at me that way I guess.
“I’m comi~ng!”
Smiling I walked over to her taking her rather strong hands with my fragile little ones, standing on my toes to receive a loving and tender kiss on my forehead.
“Come on, you know that I hate it if you do that!”
“You’re right, I do. But it’s just soo cute to see you all flustered like that.”
“But there another expression of yours that I like much more.”
“Really? What is it?”
“It’s the one you make if I do this!”
And with that Kitagawa swept me up and carried me of to the bedroom.
Oh yes, these are the times that I can look back and be proud of my life.